#ITS BEEN MY ENTIRE LIFE AND I AM OVER ITTTTTTTTTT

[strawberrybyers]

trying to make 6 xanax last for the rest of the week whilst i’m out of the country is a task that i do not like engaging in. i’ve been having a panic attack every day since i’ve left home and the dosage that i’m prescribed isn’t helping even tho usually it does. i feel nauseous. i want to go home. the idea of having to travel all fucking day just to get back home in a few days is giving me even more anxiety. i have a funeral to attend to tomorrow where there’s a whole bunch of people there i’ve never met before. at this point i need a horse tranquilizer or something because i can’t cope with this shit anymore