#INTERACTIONS : ALESSANDRA BACCARO

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CLOSED FOR : @riawritcs​ ( lowkey based on this )

walk away , it wasn’t the first time she had heard it and certainly would not be the last . the two words , the implications sit on repeat. she knows sooner or later one of them will crack , something will be bad enough to enforce the separation that they so strongly desired but alessandra was too stubborn to budge . if she did , what else did she have to stand for ? hold onto with every bit of herself .  “ is that it ? “ her words are barely above a whisper , each soaked thick with the remnants of the strange accent she had adopted throughout a lifetime of travel . “ is that what you want ? to turn away and leave ? it isn’t that easy . “

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CLOSED FOR @lustafters​

if her job wasn’t so physically demanding, alessandra was positive that sweets would’ve been something she desired after but now she’s staring at a case of red velvet cupcakes wondering if it is really worth it? calories, carbs, and whatever else made enjoying the little things a bit too difficult but she’s somewhat determined to let go for a few minutes. “ are those ones worth it? “ not the word she’s looking for. “ good? i mean good... “

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CLOSED FOR : @shawnmdes​

they had been back and forth with this stupid game for longer than she could recall at this point. alessandra had spent nights mourning a complicated relationship with a complicated man but nonetheless, she had loved dom --- sometimes it felt like a fairytale. each beat of her heart had been for him because despite how angry he made her, fueled her with a kind of frustration she had never known, her heart had always belonged to him. moving on was futile, there was not anyone else yet the young girl prayed each time the inevitable ending would shift course. the two are like fire and water, they do not mix nor work and she’s completely unable to let him go.

he moves on, shows no issue with it and still finds his way into her bed while some other women is texting him sweet nothings goodnight. he tells her it means nothing, it never does but they are both acutely aware that it couldn’t be the opposite of reality. or at least she hopes he loves her too, isn’t pretending she is some consolation prize in longing for something unattainable. “ why do you do this to me ... to us ? y-you tell me nothing , act this is nothing but if it was why do you come back ? you come back and break my heart only to leave , again. dom , i do not understand what you want from me anymore. “

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@masochistxc.

Dominic had been around for as long as Alessandra could remember, lingering in her home as her big brother's best friend and even now after their hidden relationship had faltered and fallen through he was still there. It was a struggle to move on especially with the tension between the two and how often he frequented her home. It seemed like each time she had failed, only ending up with shittier boyfriends than she had before none of them ever comparing to him and the feelings she knew she still had for him. 

Avoiding eye contact with him, the house was far too silent and empty for the both of them to be alone in her kitchen. Saying little to nothing to one another despite being only a few feet apart. Lyssa's eyes fell upon him, trying to gather up the courage to say something to him, anything that popped into her mind and yet all she wanted was to be honest with him. Alessandra had always hated secrets and lying, especially to him, someone who despite everything she still loved dearly. It didn't matter if they never got back together again, he had still meant so much to her. " I-I know we not going to be together again, " And she knew that he had already told her she would find someone that made her feel just as incredible as he had, be her prince charming and that they'd be lucky but that only left her feeling unlucky. No one could ever compare to him. " And I know that love isn't enough all the time but I do not like pretending I do not love you anymore. "

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@masochistxc.

LYSSA: we’re at a baseball game LYSSA: how do these things work? LYSSA: i do not understand this sport but everyone seems to enjoy it

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( @unleaxhofpxychotics. )

"I have been looking at these instagram videos and why must these girls use... knives to put on the uh, darker shades... Contour? Do they not know of those beauty sponge things?"

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possible connections: ex, boyfriend, fwb, friend, brother’s friend, etc.

alessandra sat up in bed grasping the blankets close to her as her gaze held upon the other. for a moment she didn't know what to say or the words that fit the moment exactly. she had never been so unsure of what to say but after a few seconds of silence the girl spoke up. "do you want to stay?" it was probably a mistake, maybe all of this was a mistake but she couldn't help but wonder if maybe they'd take up her offer.

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alessandra stood in the door way to the estate, one hand on the door as she glanced over at the person just outside the entrance to the home. "thomas isn't home," she stated assuming the other was here for her brother rather than anything else.

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( @masochistxc. )

His girlfriend wasn't around, something she was thankful for but ot entirely sure about. At least when his girlfriend was around she did not have to speak much given that she would only get a bad glare from the girl. She was actually shocked not to find the girl sticking around but she wasn't going to question it much. "Does she know?" Alessandra asked in barely more than a whisper, knowing it was only loud enough for the two of them to hear. Even if no one else was in the house her brother would be back any minute. "That we are, were something... Are exes?"

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IMESSAGE →

LYSSA: i found a cat

LYSSA: i am keeping it

LYSSA: i want to keep it

LYSSA: i have named her salem

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tag dumps!

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( masochistxc ) ; ❤

It wasn't that Alessandra was trying to avoid Dominic, she really wasn't but it was still so awkward when he was in her house, with his new girlfriend. Especially given the still lingering feelings she had for him despite her new boyfriend. It wasn't normal for her, in fact, while Lyssa fell in love easily the feelings usually vanished within a few weeks but it wasn't like that with him. Sure, it had been a bad idea for them to be  together in the first place but it felt real with him even if he had broken up with her. 

Being alone in a room with him shouldn't have felt so weird, especially not since her older brother and presumably Dominic's girlfriend were in the other room but it just was. They were so close to one another and without putting much thought into it she had made the quick decision to lean up and kiss him. It was mistake, she shouldn't have done it but a part of her didn't regret it not really. “Sorry,”

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( @unleaxhofpxychotics. )

“you are not allergic to dogs, no?” alessandra asked her boyfriend realizing it was something she should’ve asked before asking him to move in with her. “i have two dogs.”