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unkulunkulumuhle-blog · 5 years ago

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Indlela… (1)

Empilweni yabo, akekho umuntu owaziyo ukuthi hlobo luni lwezingqinamba azohlangabezana nazo, futhi akazi ukuthi ukulungiswa kuniazobhekana nakho. Kwabanye kuba semisebenzini yabo, kwabanye kuba kulokho abazohlangabezana nakho ngelinye ilanga, kwabanye kusemindenini abadabuka kuyo, kanti kwabanye kusemishadweni yabo. Kodwa umehluko kubo wukuthi namuhla thina, leli qembu labantu, sihluphekela izwi likaNkulunkulu. Okusho ukuthi, njengomuntu osebenzela uNkulunkulu, badlule kwizingqinamba endleleni ekukholelweni Kuye, futhi le yindlela elandelwa yibo bonke abakholwayo futhi yindlela esimele sonke. Indlela yethu yokukholelwa kuNkulunkulu ngokusemthethweni iqala kuleli phuzu, sikhanyiseleke ezimpilweni zethu njengabantu, bese singena endleleni eyiyo yokuphila. Okusho ukuthi, yilapho singena endleleni eyiyo kaNkulunkulu, ephilisana nomuntu, ethathwa abantu abajwayelekile. Njengomuntu oma phambi kukaNkulunkulu futhi osebenzela Yena, umuntu ogqoka izembatho zomphristi ethempelini, ohlonishwa ngokobuThixo, nonegunya futhi onobukhulu bukaNkulunkulu, ngenza lesi simemezelo kubo bonke abantu. Lokhu kumele kucace: Ukukhazimula kobuso bukaNkulunkulu kuyinkazimulo Yami, uhlelo lokuphatha Lwakhe luwumongo Wami. Angifuni ukuzuza okuphindwe kakhulu kumhlaba ozayo, kodwa ukwenza intando kaNkulunkulu kuphela kulo mhlaba ukuze akwazi ukuthokozela ingxenye encane yenkazimulo Yakhe emhlabeni ngenxa yemizamo emincane engiyibeke enyameni. Yilokho kuphela engikulangazelelayo. Ngokombono Wami, lokhu kungummiselo womoya Wami; Ngikholwa ukuthi lokhu kumele kube amagama okugcina omuntu ophila enyameni futhi ogcwele imizwa. Le yindlela engizoyihamba namuhla. Ngikholwa ukuthi lombono Wami ungamazwi Ami okugcina enyameni, futhi ngethemba ukuthi abantu abanayo eminye imibono noma imicabango Ngami. Yize ngenze konke okusemandleni Ami, ngisahluleka ukwanelisa intando kaNkulunkulu osezulwini. Ngidabuke ngokungelinganiswe—kungani kuyilokhu okuyingqikithi yenyama? Ngakho, ngenxa yezinto engizenzile ngaphambilini kanjalo nomsebenzi wokunqoba uNkulunkulu awenze Kimi, ima ngithola ukuqonda okujulile ngalokho okuyingqikithi yesintu. Kusukela ngaleso sikhathi ngizibekele umgomo Wami olula: ukufuna ukwenza intando kaNkulunkulu kuphela, ukunikela konke Okwami, futhi kungabi nalutho olusinda unembeza Wami. Ngikushaya indiva lokho okufunwa abanye abasebenzela uNkulunkulu abazibekele kona ngokwabo. Ngamafuphi, ngibeke inhliziyo Yami ekwenzeni intando Yakhe. Lokhu kuwukuvuma Kwami njengesinye sezidalwa Zakhe ezisebenza phambi Kwakhe—umuntu osindisiwe futhi othandwa uNkulunkulu, futhi obhekane nokushaywa Nguye. Lokhu kuwukuvuma komuntu oqaphiwe, wavikelwa, wathandwa, futhi wasetshenziswa kakhulu uNkulunkulu. Kusukela manje, Ngizoqhubeka ngihambe ngale ndlela ngize ngiqede umsebenzi obalulekile uNkulunkulu angethembe Ngawo. Kodwa ngokombono Wami, "ukuphela kwendlela" sekusemnyango ngoba umsebenzi Wakhe usuphothuliwe, futhi kusukela namuhla abantu sebenze konke abakwazi ukukwenza.

Selokhu izwe laseChina langena kulolu hlelo lokusindiswa, amasonto akhona asendaweni aqala ukukhula kancane kancane, anesisekelo somsebenzi kaMoya Oyingcwele. UNkulunkulu usebenze engaphezi kula mabandla asendaweni ngoba asebe umongo kaNkulunkulu emndenini wobukhoso osebukhotheme. Ngoba uNkulunkulu usungule amabandla asendaweni kumndeni othile, ngaphandle kokungabaza ukhungethwe injabulo—yintokozo engechazeke. Emuva kokusungula amabandla asendaweni ezweni laseChina nasekusabalaliseni izindaba ezinhle kubafowethu nodadewethu abakwamanye amabandla asendaweni emhlabeni wonke, uNkulunkulu wayejabule kakhulu—lokhu kwakuyisigaba sokuqala somsebenzi ayefuna ukuwenza ezweni laseChina. Kungashiwo ukuthi lokhu kwaba isenzo sokuqala, uNkulunkulu akwazi ukusiqala esigabeni sokuqala somsebenzi Wakhe endaweni enjengedolobha lamadimoni angaphikiswe yilutho, yinoma omuphi umuntu—akusiwo amandla amakhulu kaNkulunkulu lawo? Kusobala ukuthi ukuze kusinde lo msebenzi, abafowethu nodadewethu abangebaleke babulalelwe ukholo, befa ngaphansi kommese omkhulu kaSathane. Ukukhuluma ngalokhu manje kuletha usizi olukhulu, kodwa ingxenye enkulu, yezinsuku zenhlupheko seyidlulile. Manje ngingamsebenzela uNkulunkulu, futhi ngikwaze ukufinyelela lapho ngikhona namuhla ngenxa yamandla kaNkulunkulu kuphela. Ngibahlonipha kakhulu labo abakhethwe uNkulunkulu ukuze babulawele ukholo—bakwaze ukwenza intando kaNkulunkulu futhi bazinikelela kuNkulunkulu. Ukukhuluma iqiniso, ukuba bekungeve kungenxa yomusa nobumnene bukaNkulunkulu, ngabe ngawela odakeni kudala. Ngibonga uNkulunkulu! Ngizimisele ngokunika uNkulunkulu lonke udumo, ukuvumela Yena ukuthi aphumule. Abanye abantu babuza Mina: " Ngenxa yesimo Sakho kumele Wena ungafi, pho kungani Wena ujabula uma uNkulunkulu ekhuluma ngokufa?" Angiyikhiphi impendulo eqondile; ngivele ngimoyizele kancane bese ngiphendule: " Le yindlela okumele ngiyilandele, okumele ngiyilandela nakanjani." Abantu abayiqondi impendulo Yami, kodwa bavele babuke Mina ngokwethuka. Bayaxakeka kancane Ngami. Nokho, Mina ngikholwa ukuthi njengoba le kuyindlela Mina engiyikhethile futhi kuyisinqumo engisimise phambi kukaNkulunkulu, ngakho noma ingabe ubunzima bungakanani, Mina ngisebenza kanzima ukuze ngiqhubeke nakho. Ngicabanga ukuthi: Lokhu kuyisithembiso okumele sigcinwe umuntu osebenzela uNkulunkulu. Ngeke bakwazi ukuhlehlela emuva emazwini abo. Lokhu futhi kungumthetho, umyalelo owakhishwa kudala, ngeNkathi Yomthetho, ukuthi umuntu okholelwa kuNkulunkulu kumele awuqonde. Ngokwesipiliyoni Sami, ulwazi lwami lukaNkulunkulu alulukhulu futhi isipiliyoni enginaso asibalulekile, asikho nesidingo sokukubalula, ngakho angikwazi ukukhuluma nganoma imuphi umbono ophakeme. Nokho, izwi likaNkulunkulu kumele ligcinwe, futhi ngeke liphendukelwe. Ukusho iqiniso, isipiliyoni sami asisihle, kodwa ngoba uNkulunkulu ungufakazi Wami futhi abantu bakholelwa Kimi sakushaya indiva, ngingenza njani? Mina ngingazithatha ngokuthi nje ngineshwa. Nokho, ngisanethemba lokuthi abantu bazolungisa imibono yabo ngokuthanda uNkulunkulu. Ngokwami, angiyilutho, ngoba ngilandelela indlela yokukholwa kuNkulunkulu, futhi indlela engihamba kuyo ayiyilutho ngaphandle kwendlela yokukholelwa kuNkulunkulu. Umuntu olungile akufanele abe wutho lokukhonzwa—bangaba yisibonelo esingalandelwa. Mina anginandaba nokwenziwa abanye, kodwa ngimemezela kubantu ukuthi ngiphinde nginike uNkulunkulu udumo; anginiki inyama udumo lukaMoya. Ngethemba ukuthi wonke umuntu angayiqonda imizwa Yami ngalokhu. Akungenzi ngiyeke umthwalo Wami, kodwa indaba nje iyonke. Lokhu kuyinto okumele icace bha, futhi kuqhutshekwa ngeke kuphinde kube khona isidingo sokuthi kukhulunywe ngayo futhi.

Namuhla, ngithole ukukhanyiseleka okuvela kuNkulunkulu. Umsebenzi kaNkulunkulu emhlabeni ngumsebenzi wensindiso; awuhlangene nalutho olunye. Abanye abantu bangase bacabange okunye, kodwa ngihlala ngizizwela ukuthi uMoya Oyingcwele wenza isigaba somsebenzi wensindiso nje, hhayi omunye umsebenzi. Kumele kube sobala lokhu. Ima kuqala manje ukucaca komsebenzi kaMoya Ongcwele obuwenza ezweni laseChina—uNkulunkulu angafunelani ukuvula zonke izindlela kanye nomsebenzi kule ndawo lapho amadimoni edlangile yonke indawo? Kungabonakala ngalokhu ukuthi umsebenzi uNkulunkulu awenzayo kakhulu ngowensindiso. Uma singacacisa kabanzi, umsebenzi owenziwa kakhulu ngowokunqoba. Kusukela ekuqaleni igama likaJesu labizwa. (Mhlawumbe abanye abakabhekani nakho, kodwa Ngithi lokhu bekuyisigaba somsebenzi kaMoya Oyingcwele.) Lokhu kwenele ukuze kusukwe kuJesu weNkathi Yomusa, ngakho ingxenye yabantu yakhethwa ngaphambilini, futhi ngokuhamba kwesikhathi labo abakhethiweyo bancishiswa. Emuva kwalokho, igama likaFakazi uLee labizwa ezweni laseChina—lokhu bekuyingxenye yesibili yomsebenzi kaMoya Oyingcwele wensindiso ezweni laseChina. Lokhu kwaba isigaba sokuqala somsebenzi owaqalwa uMoya Oyingcwele okwaba ukuqala ngokuqoqa abantu, kulindwe umelusi ozobelusa, futhi igama " likaFakazi uLee" lasetshenziselwa ukwenza lowo msebenzi. UNkulunkulu uqobo wenza umsebenzi Wakhe emuva kokufakazela igama elithi "Onamandla" futhi ngaphambi kwalokho, kwakuyisigaba sokulungiselela. Ngakho, akusho lutho ukuthi ingabe lokho kwakulungile noma kwakungalungile, futhi akusilo udaba olukhulu ohlelweni lukaNkulunkulu. Emuva kokufakazela igama "Onamandla," uNkulunkulu waqala ngokusemthethweni ukuzenzela umsebenzi Wakhe uqobo futhi emuva kwalokho, imisebenzi Yakhe enyameni yaqala ngokusemthethweni. Ngegama elithi " Inkosi Enamandla," wazibambela ngezakhe izandla kubo bonke labo abahlubuka futhi bangalalela, futhi baqala ukufana nabantu, njengalapho umuntu engena onyakeni wakhe wamashumi amabili nantathu noma amashumi amabili nane, baqala ukufana nabantu abadala ngempela. Okusho ukuthi, abantu babesanda kuqala ukuba nempilo yabantu abajwayelekile, futhi ngokwezigaba zabahlinzeki bemisebenzi, umsebenzi kaNkulunkulu uguquke ngokwemvelo waba sesigabeni sokwenza umsebenzi wobuNkulunkulu. Kungathiwa yilesi sigaba somsebenzi kuphela esiwumongo womsebenzi Wakhe omningi futhi isigaba esiyisisekelo somsebenzi Wakhe. Abantu bayazazi bona uqobo futhi bayazizonda bona uqobo. Sebefinyelele esigabeni lapho bekwazi ukuziqalekisa bona uqobo, abanayo inkinga ngokunikela ngezimpilo zabo uqobo futhi banomuzwa omncane wothando lukaNkulunkulu. Yilesi sisekelo esenza bakwazi ukubona incazelo eyiqiniso ngempilo. Lokhu kungukufeza intando kaNkulunkulu. Umsebenzi kaNkulunkulu ezweni laseChina usuzofinyelela esiphethweni. UNkulunkulu ubenza amalungiselelo Akhe kuleli lizwe lokungcola iminyaka eminingi, kodwa abantu abakaze bafinyelele kuleli zinga abafinyelele kulo manje. Lokhu kusho ukuthi ima uNkulunkulu eqala ngokugcwele ukwenza umsebenzi Wakhe uqobo. Asikho isidingo sokugxila ngalokhu; asikho isidingo sokuba abantu bachaze ngalokhu. Lesi sigaba somsebenzi akungatshazwa ukuthi senziwa ngenxa yobuNkulunkulu bukaNkulunkulu ngqo, kodwa senziwa umuntu. Akekho ongakuphika lokhu. Nakanjani kungenxa yamandla kaNkulunkulu amakhulu emhlabeni njengoba lo msebenzi ukwaze ukufinyelela kuleli zinga okulo njengamanje kubantu bakuleli zwe lencithakalo. Izithelo zalo msebenzi zingayiswa noma kuphi ukuze kudeliswe abantu. Akekho noyedwa ongakhipha isahlulelo ngalokhu nakancane bese ephika.

Umthombo: IBandla LikaNkulunkulu USomandla

Okulandelayo：Indlela… (2)

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sokhayise · 4 years ago

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Skateboard Ceddy. Bhuti Wama Element🕯️

Malibongwe Wami😊 I am so fucking PROUD of your crazy ass. You should see yourself now, all chubby and smooth for the ladies, Stoke game on fleek and whatnot but hey we ain't kissing and telling on socials boyo we done did that already😂

You have such a resilient spirit, a caring spirit, sometimes it's overbearing and overwhelming yeah but it's always in the context of WHO you are extending your love to.

Most of these folks you met along the way were not a mistake, except Tukelo maybe. That girl don't wanna meet nobody and she calls me her brother. Such Hippocracy, the nerve, but ke Geminis right? 😂

Your murder weapon, your short trip from Chesterville to Manor Gardens, to park at Cuba, go to campus, get a little Uhm "Medicine" and come back with bars, laughs and a couple of books. You started a Russian Roulette with Novels.

It's not quite the vision we was aiming for but come on he's reading something so I mean it counts Dawg, you did good there Miyagi😤 the nerve of thinking you could teach men older than you cause yous a test tube teenager who grew up like Mr Anderson before became Neo with all the special effects. Yous a gangster huh😂

You have touched the lives of many, you have changed and brought life (and ego deaths yes babes claim it) with everyone you have met along the way, some meet you now a little grown, a little sexy, a little scarred and still remember all the stories that come with your R400 (which would have been R1200 at Northbeach area skate shops wait a go be economic and shit 😂😂😂) skateboard.

Ville. Hawu Nkosi, inkazimulo yethu I feel bad for that man you terrorised the shit out of him, always feeding him conspiracy theories and reasons why he HAD TO read (you are such a forceful bastard aren't ya? Bitch😂) man's ended up spending every morning in a toilet shitting out his past and filling his today's with the Oxford dictionary.

Kwayena lomsunu owunkazi if he just moves to London and has a best seller of indaba zethu and then move us all to Bora Bora where we can watch Netflix and the world go crazy out our college life and barely notice us on the streets of Amsterdam. I think that would be the perfect place to make a album with Ville on some Italian Job kind of vibe we should be so Strick that EVERY VIDEOS OF THAT ALBUM HAS A MINI COOPER (angithi uyezwa Ville Wabantu? Why did 6 call you that vele? Oh right Zodwa,makes sense😂)

Shimmy shimmy ya Shata thalaaala ain't he the anchor that knows to much,never says enough but packages a whole novel into this one little paragraphs or say 30 minute conversation? I should hire him a writer, someone to get him drunk enough to talk freely but also be accurate with his narrative so his Ted Talks can be novels. I mean hello Shata Rick Ross has a novel! You think that nigga wrote it himself? Cap😂

And can somebody tell me what are going to do with Ntuthukos beat? I mean it's actually perfect for a lot of South African movies it's not a Spotify vibe its a I wasnt to watch this episode to hear that beat again vibe you know Netflix emails with royalties and shit. Crip walking with Cryptocurrency 😂 (okay 6 I promise I won't make that a song it sounds nice but it's not song title worthy I get away with too much yes we know . Stop👀)

I found my tribe, or something close to it, well I know I would not mind traveling the country to find all my boys, have some Heineken and at least pretend I know what's going on in the PSL maybe even play a game or two of soccer on the PlayStation. The 10-0 loss at the age of 7 is such a played out memory now we deserve something spicy to remember now.

Then there's 6. The most explainable anomaly of the state, FBIs target market, he knows shit he's not supposed to know and he never remembers how he knows it but he knows it that's all that matters, we started this pact of being Shinobis together and that motherfucker ACTUALLY pulled it off WITHOUT YOU. He followed the G code of Shinobis to the T. Hmm that bitch better do a mixtape with me😂

Well I guess the nerd,read a book ,master need speed Godfather is me hey? The human Google yimi akiri? Argh man why not? It's always been me and they make it feel cool to be that guy actually the tech guy the brains of the operation well, The theory at least (thanks UKZN good look out🤷🏾‍♀️)

And maybe just knowing you'd work hard enough to see your Cubans, to hug them, to raise a class with them to start a company or 4 (erhm "Khoza Trucking" yes Ville YOU KNOW what I mean🤭) maybe these ones are the ones to keep for life. maybe these are the Godfathers that need to protect your kids as you protect theirs.

Let's skip the formalities, let's stop testing folks now, and stay true to the mafia you have built for yourself, you grew up too fast and too Jaden let's try this new one let's grow young now. Let's have fun, let's pick up that skateboard and actually learn the kick flip this time😊 (and yes. Let's all gang up on Ville. I hate Taurus guys anyway😂😂😂😂)

#urbandivinity thestoryofcuba thedogsofmjebhul

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ujesuunobubelenami-blog · 5 years ago

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Indlela… (1)

Empilweni yabo, akekho umuntu owaziyo ukuthi hlobo luni lwezingqinamba azohlangabezana nazo, futhi akazi ukuthi ukulungiswa kuniazobhekana nakho. Kwabanye kuba semisebenzini yabo, kwabanye kuba kulokho abazohlangabezana nakho ngelinye ilanga, kwabanye kusemindenini abadabuka kuyo, kanti kwabanye kusemishadweni yabo. Kodwa umehluko kubo wukuthi namuhla thina, leli qembu labantu, sihluphekela izwi likaNkulunkulu. Okusho ukuthi, njengomuntu osebenzela uNkulunkulu, sidlule ezingqinambeni endleleni ekukholweni Kuye, futhi le yindlela elandelwa yibo bonke abakholwayo futhi yindlela esimele sonke. Indlela yethu yokukholelwa kuNkulunkulu ngokusemthethweni iqala kuleli phuzu, sikhanyiseleke ezimpilweni zethu njengabantu, bese singena endleleni eyiyo yokuphila. Okusho ukuthi, yilapho singena endleleni eyiyo kaNkulunkulu, ephilisana nomuntu, ethathwa abantu abajwayelekile. Njengomuntu oma phambi kukaNkulunkulu futhi osebenzela Yena, okungukuthi, umuntu ogqoka izembatho zomphristi ethempelini, ohlonishwa ngokobuThixo, nonegunya futhi onobukhulu bukaNkulunkulu, ngenza lesi simemezelo kubo bonke abantu. Ukukubeka kucace ngokuthe xaxa: Ukukhazimula kobuso bukaNkulunkulu kuyinkazimulo Yami, uhlelo lokuphatha Lwakhe luwumongo Wami. Angifuni ukuzuza okuphindwe kakhulu kumhlaba ozayo, kodwa ukwenza intando kaNkulunkulu kuphela kulo mhlaba ukuze akwazi ukuthokozela ingxenye encane yenkazimulo Yakhe emhlabeni ngenxa yemizamo emincane engiyibeke enyameni. Yilokho kuphela engikulangazelelayo. Ngokombono Wami, lokhu kungummiselo womoya Wami; Ngikholwa ukuthi lokhu kumele kube “amagama okugcina” omuntu ophila enyameni futhi ogcwele imizwa. Le yindlela engizoyihamba namuhla. Ngikholwa ukuthi lombono Wami ungamazwi Ami okugcina enyameni, futhi ngethemba ukuthi abantu abanayo eminye imibono noma imicabango Ngami. Yize ngenze konke okusemandleni Ami, ngisahluleka ukwanelisa intando kaNkulunkulu osezulwini. Ngidabuke ngokungelinganiswe—kungani kuyilokhu okuyingqikithi yenyama? Ngakho, ngenxa yezinto engizenzile ngaphambilini kanjalo nomsebenzi wokunqoba uNkulunkulu awenze Kimi, ima ngithola ukuqonda okujulile ngalokho okuyingqikithi yesintu. Kusukela ngaleso sikhathi ngizibekele umgomo Wami olula: ukufuna ukwenza intando kaNkulunkulu kuphela, ukunikela konke Okwami, futhi kungabi nalutho olusinda unembeza Wami. Ngikushaya indiva lokho okufunwa abanye abasebenzela uNkulunkulu abazibekele kona ngokwabo. Ngamafuphi, ngibeke inhliziyo Yami ekwenzeni intando Yakhe. Lokhu kuwukuvuma Kwami njengesinye sezidalwa Zakhe ezisebenza phambi Kwakhe—umuntu osindisiwe futhi othandwa uNkulunkulu, futhi obhekane nokushaywa Nguye. Lokhu kuwukuvuma komuntu oqaphiwe, wavikelwa, wathandwa, futhi wasetshenziswa kakhulu uNkulunkulu. Kusukela manje, Ngizoqhubeka ngihambe ngale ndlela ngize ngiqede umsebenzi obalulekile uNkulunkulu angethembe Ngawo. Kodwa ngokombono Wami, ukuphela kwendlela sekusemnyango ngoba umsebenzi Wakhe usuphothuliwe, futhi kusukela namuhla abantu sebenze konke abakwazi ukukwenza.

Selokhu izwe laseChina langena kulolu hlelo lokusindiswa, amasonto akhona asendaweni aqala ukukhula kancane kancane, anesisekelo somsebenzi kaMoya Oyingcwele. UNkulunkulu usebenze engaphezi kula mabandla asendaweni ngoba asebe umongo kaNkulunkulu emndenini wobukhoso osebukhotheme. Ngoba uNkulunkulu usungule amabandla asendaweni kumndeni othile, ngaphandle kokungabaza ukhungethwe injabulo—yintokozo engechazeke. Emuva kokusungula amabandla asendaweni ezweni laseChina nasekusabalaliseni izindaba ezinhle kubafowethu nodadewethu abakwamanye amabandla asendaweni emhlabeni wonke, uNkulunkulu wayejabule kakhulu—lokhu kwakuyisigaba sokuqala somsebenzi ayefuna ukuwenza ezweni laseChina. Kungashiwo ukuthi lokhu kwaba isenzo sokuqala, uNkulunkulu akwazi ukusiqala esigabeni sokuqala somsebenzi Wakhe endaweni enjengedolobha lamadimoni angaphikiswe yilutho, yinoma omuphi umuntu—akusiwo amandla amakhulu kaNkulunkulu lawo? Kusobala ukuthi ukuze kusinde lo msebenzi, abafowethu nodadewethu abangebaleke babulalelwe ukholo, befa ngaphansi kommese omkhulu kaSathane. Ukukhuluma ngalokhu manje kuletha usizi olukhulu, kodwa ingxenye enkulu, yezinsuku zenhlupheko seyidlulile. Manje ngingamsebenzela uNkulunkulu, futhi ngikwaze ukufinyelela lapho ngikhona namuhla ngenxa yamandla kaNkulunkulu kuphela. Ngibahlonipha kakhulu labo abakhethwe uNkulunkulu ukuze babulawele ukholo—bakwazile ukwenza intando kaNkulunkulu futhi bazinikelela kuNkulunkulu. Ukukhuluma iqiniso, ukuba bekungeve kungenxa yomusa nobumnene bukaNkulunkulu, ngabe ngawela odakeni kudala. Ngibonga uNkulunkulu! Ngizimisele ngokunika uNkulunkulu lonke udumo, ukuvumela Yena ukuthi aphumule. Abanye abantu babuza Mina: "Ngenxa yesimo Sakho kumele Wena ungafi, pho kungani Wena ujabula uma uNkulunkulu ekhuluma ngokufa?" Angiyikhiphi impendulo eqondile; ngivele ngimoyizele kancane bese ngiphendule: "Le yindlela okumele ngiyilandele, okumele ngiyilandela nakanjani." Abantu abayiqondi impendulo Yami, kodwa bavele babuke Mina ngokwethuka. Bayaxakeka kancane Ngami. Nokho, Mina ngikholwa ukuthi njengoba le kuyindlela Mina engiyikhethile futhi kuyisinqumo engisimise phambi kukaNkulunkulu, ngakho noma ingabe ubunzima bungakanani, Mina ngisebenza kanzima ukuze ngiqhubeke nakho. Ngicabanga ukuthi lokhu kuyisithembiso okumele sigcinwe umuntu osebenzela uNkulunkulu. Ngeke bakwazi ukuhlehlela emuva emazwini abo. Lokhu futhi kungumthetho, umyalelo owakhishwa kudala, ngeNkathi Yomthetho, ukuthi umuntu okholelwa kuNkulunkulu kumele awuqonde. Ngokwesipiliyoni Sami, ulwazi lwami lukaNkulunkulu alulukhulu futhi isipiliyoni enginaso asibalulekile, asikho nesidingo sokukubalula, ngakho angikwazi ukukhuluma nganoma imuphi umbono ophakeme. Nokho, izwi likaNkulunkulu kumele ligcinwe, futhi ngeke liphendukelwe. Ukusho iqiniso, isipiliyoni sami asisihle, kodwa ngoba uNkulunkulu ungufakazi Wami futhi abantu bakholelwa Kimi sakushaya indiva, ngingenza njani? Mina ngingazithatha ngokuthi nje ngineshwa. Nokho, ngisanethemba lokuthi abantu bazolungisa imibono yabo ngokuthanda uNkulunkulu. Ngokwami, angiyilutho, ngoba ngilandelela indlela yokukholwa kuNkulunkulu, futhi indlela engihamba kuyo ayiyilutho ngaphandle kwendlela yokukholelwa kuNkulunkulu. Umuntu olungile akufanele abe wutho lokukhonzwa—bangaba yisibonelo esingalandelwa. Mina anginandaba nokwenziwa abanye, kodwa ngimemezela kubantu ukuthi ngiphinde nginike uNkulunkulu udumo; anginiki inyama udumo lukaMoya. Ngethemba ukuthi wonke umuntu angayiqonda imizwa Yami ngalokhu. Akungenzi ngiyeke umthwalo Wami, kodwa indaba nje iyonke. Lokhu kuyinto okumele icace bha, futhi kuqhutshekwa ngeke kuphinde kube khona isidingo sokuthi kukhulunywe ngayo futhi.

Namuhla, ngithole ukukhanyiseleka okuvela kuNkulunkulu. Umsebenzi kaNkulunkulu emhlabeni ngumsebenzi wensindiso; awuhlangene nalutho olunye. Abanye abantu bangase bacabange okunye, kodwa ngihlala ngizizwela ukuthi uMoya Oyingcwele wenza isigaba somsebenzi wensindiso nje, hhayi omunye umsebenzi. Kumele kube sobala lokhu. Ima kuqala manje ukucaca komsebenzi kaMoya Ongcwele obuwenza ezweni laseChina—uNkulunkulu angafunelani ukuvula zonke izindlela kanye nomsebenzi kule ndawo lapho amadimoni edlangile yonke indawo? Kungabonakala ngalokhu ukuthi umsebenzi uNkulunkulu awenzayo kakhulu ngowensindiso. Uma singacacisa kabanzi, umsebenzi owenziwa kakhulu ngowokunqoba. Kusukela ekuqaleni igama likaJesu labizwa. (Mhlawumbe abanye abakabhekani nakho, kodwa Ngithi lokhu bekuyisigaba somsebenzi kaMoya Oyingcwele.) Lokhu kwenele ukuze kusukwe kuJesu weNkathi Yomusa, ngakho ingxenye yabantu yakhethwa ngaphambilini, futhi ngokuhamba kwesikhathi labo abakhethiweyo bancishiswa. Emuva kwalokho, igama likaFakazi uLee labizwa ezweni laseChina—lokhu bekuyingxenye yesibili yomsebenzi kaMoya Oyingcwele wensindiso ezweni laseChina. Lokhu kwaba isigaba sokuqala somsebenzi owaqalwa uMoya Oyingcwele okwaba ukuqala ngokuqoqa abantu, kulindwe umelusi ozobelusa, futhi igama "likaFakazi uLee" lasetshenziselwa ukwenza lowo msebenzi. UNkulunkulu uqobo wenza umsebenzi Wakhe emuva kokufakazela igama elithi "Onamandla" futhi ngaphambi kwalokho, kwakuyisigaba sokulungiselela. Ngakho, akusho lutho ukuthi ingabe lokho kwakulungile noma kwakungalungile, futhi akusilo udaba olukhulu ohlelweni lukaNkulunkulu. Emuva kokufakazela igama "Onamandla," uNkulunkulu waqala ngokusemthethweni ukuzenzela umsebenzi Wakhe uqobo futhi emuva kwalokho, imisebenzi Yakhe enyameni yaqala ngokusemthethweni. Ngegama elithi "Inkosi Enamandla," wazibambela ngezakhe izandla kubo bonke labo abahlubuka futhi bangalalela, futhi baqala ukufana nabantu, njengalapho umuntu engena onyakeni wakhe wamashumi amabili nantathu noma amashumi amabili nane, baqala ukufana nabantu abadala ngempela. Okusho ukuthi, abantu babesanda kuqala ukuba nempilo yabantu abajwayelekile, futhi ngokuvivinywa kwabenzi bemisebenzi, umsebenzi kaNkulunkulu uguquke ngokwemvelo waba sesigabeni sokwenza umsebenzi wobuNkulunkulu. Kungathiwa yilesi sigaba somsebenzi kuphela esiwumongo womsebenzi Wakhe omningi futhi isigaba esiyisisekelo somsebenzi Wakhe. Abantu bayazazi bona uqobo futhi bayazizonda bona uqobo. Sebefinyelele esigabeni lapho bekwazi ukuziqalekisa bona uqobo, abanayo inkinga ngokunikela ngezimpilo zabo uqobo futhi banomuzwa omncane wothando lukaNkulunkulu. Yilesi sisekelo esenza bakwazi ukuqonda incazelo eyiqiniso ngempilo. Lokhu kungukufeza intando kaNkulunkulu. Umsebenzi kaNkulunkulu ezweni laseChina usuzofinyelela esiphethweni. UNkulunkulu ubenza amalungiselelo Akhe kuleli lizwe lokungcola iminyaka eminingi, kodwa abantu abakaze bafinyelele kuleli zinga abafinyelele kulo manje. Lokhu kusho ukuthi ima uNkulunkulu eqala ngokugcwele ukwenza umsebenzi Wakhe uqobo. Asikho isidingo sokugxila ngalokhu; asikho isidingo sokuba abantu bachaze ngalokhu. Lesi sigaba somsebenzi akungatshazwa ukuthi senziwa ngenxa yobuNkulunkulu bukaNkulunkulu ngqo, kodwa senziwa umuntu. Akekho ongakuphika lokhu. Nakanjani kungenxa yamandla kaNkulunkulu amakhulu emhlabeni njengoba lo msebenzi ukwaze ukufinyelela kuleli zinga okulo njengamanje kubantu bakuleli zwe lencithakalo. Izithelo zalo msebenzi zingayiswa noma kuphi ukuze kudeliswe abantu. Akekho noyedwa ongakhipha isahlulelo ngalokhu nakancane bese ephika.

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siyamasuku · 5 years ago

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ndim-loh · 6 years ago

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Ladies House - uBheka

P1/ Othi nami ngike ngixoxe indaba yami . Kushuth ngafunda Eshowe nje ku mnandi kunjeya ngine childhood nje emnandi siphila kahle nasekhaya. Ay ngathi mangiqeda umatikuletsheni ngamane ngathola umsebenzi eMandeni kwenye nje inkampani eyaziwayo. Ngasebenzake for 6 months ngahlangana noBheka - omuhle ubhuti lo engishiya nje ngeminyakanaemincane. Sajola sajola kwamnandi kwanjeya, ay uBheka waze wamuva in sahlala naye. UBheka ekhaya kubo kuse Mpumalanga kodwa ethi unezihlobo eKapa, wayethi mayehamba imvamisa aye eKapa. Ay sathandana kwaphela 4 years. Kodwa endlini kurenta mina nokudla kuthengwa yimi but nginganaki ngoba vele wathi umuva in nami cos ulungiselela ukuth aye ekhaya futhi simane sithenge umuzi mase sishade. Ay nemali uyangikhombisa ukuth isingakanani nje asinankinga vele nami ngisebenza kahle anginandaba nemali yakhe , nasekhaya ba ngithengele nemoto so sasisebenzisa yona. Ay kwasukake wathi asibone ukuth masi resigner singathola imali engakanani- ayi nangempela sibheke- Maye isingafika kwiMillion masiyihlanganisile- ay athi asimane si resigne sihambe soqala kahle impilo yethu sesishadile somewhere else cos he did not like iMandeni naye. Nangempela saplanake- Ewu yaphuma kuqaleke imali yami - sayithatha sayihlanganisa nale ebekade eyibeka nyangazonke ewu yaba zigidi imali. Ngokushesha wanquma usuku lokuth aze ekhaya - ay kwathi kuqala lelosonto ngagoduka ngolungisa phela kuza abakhwenyana 😜😜. Mind u imali yonke ikuye cos after ekhaya siyobhala Sozithengela umuzi same time , nomuzi sesiwubonile senza ama arrangements nomthengisi, sishiye iMandeni kwakungama 2001 so nje kusalula ukuthola imisebenzi. Nizoshoke mase nikhona ngiqedele uzizi lwami

P2/ P2 Ngifike ekhaya kwamnandi kwanjeya - kwazise ekhaya umama usetshele nabangani Bakhe phela indodakazi yakhe yokuqala izoloshwa. Ayike silungise silungise- uBheka ulokhu engifonela nje sixoxa ama awa nama awa efoniningisaphatha I Motorola le evuleka ivaleke ekhaya base befole I ringtone ka HelloMotto . Ayike kuthi ngoLwesithathu lwaleyo weekend ebazofika ngayo ngifonelwe nje omunye womakhelwane balana esasiqashe khona angibuze ukuth ayibo angisasho ngani mase ngithutha - mina ngizitshele ukuth ukhuluma ngezinhlelo Zami noBheka ay nginganaki. Ngimuxoxele izindaba zami ezimnandi- phela nami ngalezozinsuku ngangithe sa uBheka isikhathi sabangani sesingekho kahle kahle umhlaba wami usungaziwa yimuntu P3 Ayike kuhlwe ngoLwesithathu bomnax - afone uBheka njengenjwayelo ngiyamuzwa engath usendleleni- ay ngimubuze ukuth uyaphi ebusuku athi ayi ucabange ukuth agoduke so that ezokhipha imali esekhayA kubo ithi ukuhlala emsamu nomqombothi before beze ekhaya . Ayi nami ngamuncoma ngibona kuwumcabango omuhle - mina at the back of my mind ngangith omalume bakhe bazofikela endlini then besukele Khona ngoba kuseduze nasekhaya Eshowe. Ashesheke ukuvalelisa ngoba engafuni ukucinyelwa ifoni esendleleni. Kuthi ngLwesine umngani ka Bheka angifonele angibuze ukuth uphi uBheka sithuthe sayaphi, ayibo ngiqaleke manje ngimangale - ngibuze usho ukuthini - ahleke athi hau ningathutha ningabe nisasho nje nihambe kanjalo - ayi ngimane ngithi kuyena sizobonana Monday . Phela vele nathi sasiplane ukuth ngyabuya ngeSonto ngoba ekhaya abazi phela ukuth sengasula emsebenzini. Ngizame ukumfonela uBheka ingene kuVM ifoni- nginganaki vele uma ehambile ngivama ukungamutholi ngenxa ye network . P4-Ayi kuthi nje ngezikhathi zasebusuku ukhokho angibizele eceleni nje sizincokolele naye - angibuze imibuzo ngoBhekA nangomndeni wakhe- yazi as engibuza imibuzo ngazibona ukuth kwamina angazi kahle ngemvelaphi kaBheka - kodwa vele sesizoshada sengizokwazi yonke into ngaye. ULwesihlanuke ngavuswa nguye uBheka saxoxa saxoxa kwamnandi kwanjeya. Lwahamba kahle usuku nje omalume betheleka ngeynkani- phela ngezikhathi Zethu uma ulotsholwa kwakuba mnandi ilali lonke . Ngiphethwe kamnandi nasekhaya nami sengiqala ukushaywa uvalo manje mase ngicabanga ukuth engabe ngofika kunjani emzini wabantu njengoba kumnandi kangaka ekhaya. Ngsayothula impahla kulayini ngyabuya nephathi yokugcina

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III.INKOSI uNkulunkulu yabenzela u-Adamu nomkakhe iziphuku zesikhumba, futhi wabambathisa.

(UGenesise 3:20-21) Futhi u-Adamu wamqamba umkakhe igama lokuthi u-Eva; ngokuba wayengunina wabo bonke abaphilayo. INKOSI uNkulunkulu yabenzela u-Adamu nomkakhe iziphuku zesikhumba, futhi wabambathisa.

Ake sibheke le ngxenye yesithathu, eveza ukuthi kunencazelo egameni u-Adamu aliqamba u-Eva, akunjalo? Lokhu kubonisa ukuthi ngemva kokudalwa, u-Adamu wayenemibono yakhe futhi eqonda izinto eziningi. Kodwa manje ngeke sicwaninge noma sihlaziye izinto ayeziqonda nokuthi kungakanani ayekuqonda ngoba leli akulona iphuzu eliyinhloko engifuna ukuxoxa ngalo kule ngxenye yesithathu. Ngakho yiliphi iphuzu eliyinhloko engxenyeni yesithathu? Masibheke umugqa othi, “INKOSI uNkulunkulu yabenzela u-Adamu nomkakhe iziphuku zesikhumba, futhi wabambathisa.” Uma singaxoxi ngalo mbhalo namuhla, ningase ningayiqondi incazelo yala mazwi. Okokuqala, ake ngininike imikhondo. Sabalalisani umcabango wenu nibone ngeso lengqondo iNsimu Yase-Edene, u-Adamu no-Eva bephila kuyo. UNkulunkulu uya kubo uyobabona, kodwa bayacasha ngoba bahamba-ze. UNkulunkulu akababoni, futhi ngemva kokubamemeza, bathi, “Asikwazi ukukubona emizimbeni yethu ehamba-ze.” Abafuni ukubona uNkulunkulu ngoba banqunu. Ngakho yini uJehova uNkulunkulu abenzela yona? Umbhalo wokuqala uthi: “INKOSI uNkulunkulu yabenzela u-Adamu nomkakhe iziphuku zesikhumba, futhi wabambathisa.” Manje uyazi yini ukuthi uNkulunkulu wasebenzisa ini ukuze abenzele okokwembatha? UNkulunkulu wasebenzisa isikhumba sesilwane ukuze abenzele okokwembatha. Lokho kusho ukuthi, uNkulunkulu wenzela umuntu ijazi loboya. Lokhu kwakuyinto yokuqala yokwembatha uNkulunkulu ayenzela umuntu. Ijazi loboya impahla ebiza kakhulu ezitolo ngokwezinga lanamuhla, akuyona into engagqokwa yinoma ubani. Uma othile ekubuza: Yisiphi isembatho sokuqala esembathwa okhokho besintu? Ungaphendula: Kwakuyijazi loboya. Ubani owenza leli jazi loboya? Ungaphendula futhi: Lenziwa uNkulunkulu! Yilelo iphuzu eliyinhloko: Lesi sembatho senziwa uNkulunkulu. Ingabe akuyona into okufanele siyiphawule leyo? Manje njengoba sengilichazile, ingabe sesikhona isithombe engqondweni yakho? Kumele okungenani kube nokuthile okucabangayo ngalo. Into eyenza nginitshele lokhu namuhla akukhona ukuthi kwakuyisiphi isembatho sokuqala somuntu. Ngakho lithini iphuzu? Iphuzu akulona ijazi loboya, kodwa indlela yokwazi isimo nesiqu kanye nezinto ezembulwe uNkulunkulu ngesikhathi enza lokhu.

Kulesi sithombe esithi “INKOSI uNkulunkulu yabenzela u-Adamu nomkakhe iziphuku zesikhumba, futhi wabambathisa,” hlobo luni lwendima uNkulunkulu ayidlalayo lapho eno-Adamu no-Eva? UNkulunkulu wayevela ekuyiphi indima kubantu ababili kuphela ababesemhlabeni? Kwakuyindima kaNkulunkulu? … UNkulunkulu wadala laba bantu ababili futhi wabaphatha njengabangani Bakhe. Njengokuwukuphela kwamalungu omndeni Wakhe, uNkulunkulu wanakekela ukuphila kwawo nezidingo zawo eziyisisekelo. Lapha uNkulunkulu uvela njengomzali ka-Adamu no-Eva. Nakuba uNkulunkulu enza lokhu, umuntu akaboni ukuthi uNkulunkulu uphakeme kangakanani; akawaboni amandla amakhulu kakhulu kaNkulunkulu, izimangaliso Zakhe, futhi okubi nakakhulu ukuthi abawaboni amandla Akhe angenamkhawulo. Akubonayo nje ukuzithoba kukaNkulunkulu, uthando Lwakhe, ukukhathalela abantu, nesibopho Sakhe nendlela amnakekela ngayo. Indlela uNkulunkulu aphatha ngayo u-Adamu no-Eva iyafana nendlela abazali abakhathalela ngayo izingane zabo. Iphinde ifane nendlela abazali abangabantu abonothando ngayo, abanakekela ngayo amadodana namadodakazi abo—ingokoqobo, iyabonakala, futhi inokwethenjelwa. Esikhundleni sokuzibeka endaweni ephakeme nenkulu, uNkulunkulu wasebenzisa izikhumba ukuze enzele abantu okokwembatha. Akunandaba ukuthi leli jazi loboya lalisetshenziselwa ukuvikela isithunzi sabo noma ukubavikela emakhazeni. Ngamafuphi, lesi sembatho esasisetshenziselwa ukumboza umzimba womuntu sasenziwe uNkulunkulu mathupha ngezandla Zakhe. Kunokuthi asenze ngezindlela eziyimfihlakalo njengoba abantu becabanga, uNkulunkulu wenza into umuntu ayecabanga ukuthi ngeke akwazi ukuyenza futhi kwakungafanele ayenze. Lokhu kungenzeka yinto elula ongaboni ngisho nesidingo sokuthi ishiwo, kodwa ivumelana nabo bonke labo abalandela uNkulunkulu kodwa abebenemicabango eyinqaba ngaye ukuba baqonde ubuqotho nothando Lwakhe futhi babone ukwethembeka nokuthobeka Kwakhe. Kwenza omacaphuna-kusale abanobugovu abacabanga ukuthi baphakeme futhi banamandla amakhulu babe namahloni ngenxa yobuqotho nokuzehlisa kukaNkulunkulu. Lapha, ubuqotho nokuthobeka kukaNkulunkulu kwenza abantu babone uthando ayilo. Ngokuqhathanisa, ubukhulu bukaNkulunkulu, uthando lukaNkulunkulu, namandla amakhulu kaNkulunkulu ezinhliziyweni zabantu amancane, akukhangi, futhi ngeke kukwazi ngisho nokumelana namagalelo angatheni. Lapho ubona ivesi futhi uzwa indaba, ingabe umbukela phansi uNkulunkulu ngenxa yokuthi wenza leyo nto? Abanye bangase bambukele phansi, kodwa abanye bayokwenza okuphambene nalokho. Bayocabanga ukuthi uNkulunkulu uqotho futhi unothando, futhi ngempela kuwubuqotho bukaNkulunkulu nothando okubenza babe nogqozi. Lapho bebona khona uhlangothi lwangempela lukaNkulunkulu, yilapho beyokwazisa khona nakakhulu ukuba khona kothando lukaNkulunkulu, ukubaluleka kukaNkulunkulu ezinhliziyweni zabo, nendlela abesekela ngayo ngazo zonke izikhathi.

Kuleli qophelo, kufanele sihlobanise ingxoxo yethu nokwenzeka manje. Uma uNkulunkulu engenzela abantu abadala kusukela ekuqaleni lezi zinto ezincane eziningi, ngisho nezinto abantu abangenakuzicabanga futhi abangenakuzilindela, ingabe uNkulunkulu angabenzela abantu namuhla into efanayo? Abanye abantu bathi, “Yebo!” Kungani kunjalo? Kungenxa yokuthi isiqu sikaNkulunkulu akusona esenkohliso, uthando Lwakhe olwangempela. Ngenxa yokuthi isiqu sikaNkulunkulu sikhona ngempela futhi asiyona into eyenezelwe abanye, futhi asiyona into eshintsha nezikhathi, izindawo noma izinkathi. Ubuqotho bukaNkulunkulu nothando kungalingiswa ngokoqobo ngokwenza into abantu abacabanga ukuthi ayibalulekile noma encane ngezinga lokuthi abantu abacabangi nokuthi uNkulunkulu angayenza. UNkulunkulu akazenzisi. Alikho ihaba, ukuzifihla, noma ukuziqhenya noma ubugovu esimweni sikaNkulunkulu nasesiqwini Sakhe. Akalokothi aqhoshe, kodwa kunalokho uyathanda, akhathalele, anakekele, ahole abantu abadala ngokwethembeka nangobuqotho. Akukhathaliseki ukuthi kungakanani abantu abakwazisayo kukho, abakuzwayo noma abakubonayo, uNkulunkulu nakanjani uyazenza lezi zinto. Ingabe ukwazi ukuthi uNkulunkulu unesiqu esinjalo kuyoluthinta uthando lwabantu ngaye? Ingabe kuyoyithonya indlela abantu abesaba ngayo uNkulunkulu? Ngethemba ukuthi lapho usuluqonda uhlangothi lwangempela lukaNkulunkulu uyosondelana kakhulu Naye futhi ulwazise ngokugcwele uthando Lwakhe nokunakekela Kwakhe isintu, kuyilapho ngesikhathi esifanayo unikela ngenhliziyo yakho kuNkulunkulu ngaphandle kwezinsolo noma ukungabaza. Konke uNkulunkulu ayikho ukwenzela umuntu, ekwenza ngobuqotho obunokuthula okukhulu, ukwethembeka kanye nothando. Kodwa akukho ukukhathazeka noma ukuzisola anakho ngakho konke akwenzayo, futhi akaze adinge muntu ukuba amkhokhele nganoma iyiphi indlela noma abe nezinhloso zokuthola noma yini esintwini. Okuwukuphela kwenjongo yayo yonke into ake ayenza ukuthi isintu simbuyisele ngokholo nothando lweqiniso.

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Ngokwindla wango-2002, uDadewethu uZhao ovela ehlelweni lami, iBandla Leqiniso, waletha umshana wakhe, uDadewethu uWang, ekhaya lami ukuzongitshela izindaba ezinhle zokuthi iNkosi yase ibuyile. Ngemva kwezinsuku ezimbalwa zokufunda amazwi kaNkulunkulu uSomandla nokulalela ukuhlanganyela okuchaza kahle kukadadewethu, ngaqonda kahle ukuthi kusukela ekudalweni kwezwe kuze kube manje uNkulunkulu wenze izigaba ezintathu zomsebenzi ukuze asindise isintu. Amanye amaqiniso engathola ukuwazi ukuthatha kukaNkulunkulu igama elihlukile ngesigaba ngasinye somsebenzi, ukubaluleka kwegama likaNkulunkulu ngesigaba ngasinye, kanye nemfihlakalo yokuba sesimweni somuntu kukaNkulunkulu, njll. La maqiniso angivumela ngempela ukuba ngivule amehlo ami kabanzi futhi ngibone ngokwanele. Ngathi kimi: “Konke kuzwakala kucace bha, futhi uNkulunkulu uSomandla hleze ngempela unguNkulunkulu uJesu obuyile ngakho kufanele ngiqiniseke ukuthi ngiyalibamba leli thuba futhi ngifunde kabanzi ngamazwi kaNkulunkulu uSomandla.” Ngaphambi kokuba ahambe, uDadewethu uWang wangishiyela ezinye izincwadi zamazwi kaNkulunkulu. Njalo uma nginesikhathi emini, ngangifunda amazwi kaNkulunkulu. Ngenkathi ngifunda kaninginingi lwakhula nothando lwazo kimina futhi ngaya ngokuya ngizwa sengathi kwakungamazwi kaNkulunkulu. Ngemva kwezinsuku ezintathu ngaqala ukukhathazeka. Ngacabanga ukuthi: “Indodana yami, nayo ekholwayo, nabanye abafowethu nodadewethu abaningi ebandleni lethu abakazazi lezi zindaba ezinhle ngokubuya kweNkosi. Kufanele ngiphuthume ngibatshele.”

Ngakusasa ekuseni kakhulu ngaya emzini wendodana yami. Ngathi kuyo ngenjabulo: “Le yincwadi emnandi kakhulu. Kufanele uyifunde ngokushesha.” Indodana yami yangibuka yabuza yathi: “Yiphi incwadi? Ubonakala sengathi weneme kakhulu. Ibeke lapho phansi ngizoyibheka uma ngithola isikhathi.” Ngangicabanga ukuthi njengoba wonke amakholwa ayelindele ukubuya kweNkosi indodana yami yayizokujabulela ukufunda ukuthi iNkosi isivele ibuyile.

Ngangingakaze ngicabange eminyakeni eyisigidi ukuthi, nokho, emva kwezinsuku ezintathu indodana yami yayizofika kwami ihamba nabantu abayisithupha abangamakholwa. Omunye wabo kwakunguMfundisi uXia ovela ehlelweni lami, kanti abanye babengabafundisi nabashumayeli behlelo lendodana yami. Ngamangala kancane ukubabona, ngoba ngangingazi ukuthi kwakungani ngifikelwe abantu abaningi kangaka bezongibona. Umfundisi osibongo sakhe singuLi wangibhekisisa ekhombisa ukukhathazeka ebusweni bakhe wathi: “Anti, sonke singamakholwa eNkosini, umndeni owodwa omkhulu. Indodana yakho ingitshela ukuthi kukhona othile okunike incwadi, kodwa akufanele neze uyifunde. Manje yizinsuku zokugcina, futhi iNkosi uJesu yathi: ‘Ngakho uma noma ubani engathi kini, Bhekani, nangu uKristu, noma nanguya; ningakholwa. Ngoba kuzoba khona oKristu bamanga, nabaphrofethi bamanga, nabazoveza izibonakaliso ezinkulu nezimangaliso; ukuze, uma kungenzeka, bazodukisa ngisho nalabo abakhethiweyo’ (Mathewu 24:23-24). Sikholwa ukuthi la mazwi eNkosi uJesu asho ukuthi noma ubani othi iNkosi isibuyile ungumkhohlisi okufanele simqaphele futhi senqabe ukumlalela. Njengamanje ezweni lonke lezenkolo kukhona kuphela uMbani waseMpumalanga ofakaza kuwo wonke umuntu ngokubuya kweNkosi, ngakho-ke, noma yini oyenzayo, ungazihlanganisi nabo. Ungafundi nayiphi incwadi yoMbani waseMpumalanga futhi. Indlela yabo ihlukile okholweni lwethu, ngakho ungabalaleli. Awuliqondi kahle iBhayibheli, futhi unesiqu esincane, ngakho ukhohliseka kalula. Sesishumayele iminyaka eminingi futhi siliqonda kahle iBhayibheli. Sihambe lonke elaseChina futhi sibone okuningi futhi nempilo yethu inkulu. Size lapha namhlanje ngokukhethekile ukuze sikusindise, ngakho-ke kufanele usikholwe futhi ungazami ukwenza ngokwakho.” Lapho ngizwa lokhu ngacabanga ngathi: “Lo mfundisi ubonakala ekhathazekile ngami futhi lokho akushoyo akuwona amanga. Ngimdala futhi angifundanga nakangako, futhi angiliqondi kangako neBhayibheli. Angikwazi nokwahlukanisa kahle njengabo.” Ngalesi sikhathi uMfundisi uXia wathi: “Ngingumfundisi, kanti iNkosi inginike umhlambi wayo ukuba ngiwuphathe. Ngakho kuyisibopho sami ukuqinisekisa ukuthi awuchezuki endleleni yeqiniso. Uma nginganakekeli umhlambi weNkosi ngeke ngikwazi ukuphinde ngilungise indaba yami neNkosi. Dadewethu, ungagijimeli kwamanye amaqembu kanje. Uma webiwa kithina yibandla loNyazi lwaseMpumalanga kusho ukuthi yonke le minyaka oyichithe ukholwa eNkosini izobe ilahlekile!” Lapho ngibuka ubuso babo obabungahleki futhi ngizwa namazwi abo ekhuluma ngokuqinile ngazizwa ngesaba kancane. Ngacabanga ngathi: “Kunjalo. Uma ngiqala ngikholelwa kokungalungile, ngeke yini yonke le minyaka ebengikholwa ngayo ibe yize leze.” Kodwa-ke ngase ngicabanga: “Amazwi kuleya ncwadi abezwakala emahle kakhulu, elungile. Laba bafundisi nabashumayeli bebengakawafundi amazwi kaNkulunkulu uSomandla, ngakho bangasho kanjani ukuthi akuyona indlela yeqiniso?” Ngakho ngathi kubo: “Indlela eniyibeka ngayo kuzwakala sengathi ngempela kunjalo kodwa lokho engikuzwe kubo kufana ngokuphelele namazwi eNkosi eBhayibhelini!” Lapho bezwa ngisho njalo bonke baqala bakhuluma kanyekanye, besho izinto eziningi ezangethusa kangangokuthi ngezwa nginesiyezi futhi ngididekile ngaba nokuphazamiseka emoyeni. Ngahlala lapho njengesiphukuphuku, ngingakwazi nokusho nezwi elilodwa. Base befuna ngithandaze nabo futhi ngikhulume iziqalekiso, kodwa angizange ngihambisane nalokho ngakho baqala bangesabisa futhi. Ekugcineni, indodana yami yathi: “Ake ngibhekane nalolu daba lukamama wami.” Wabe esethatha izincwadi ezimbili ezibizwa ngokuthi “Landela IWundlu Uhlabelele Izingoma Ezintsha” namakhasethi amaculo kanye nencwadi yamazwi kaNkulunkulu ethi “Ukuqala Kokwahlulela Endlini KaNkulunkulu” ekhabetheni wabe esekunika umfundisi ukuba akuthathe.

Ngemuva kokuba sebehambile ngangithukuthele kangangokuba ngangingakwazi ngisho nokudla isidlo sami sakusihlwa, ngakho ngaya phambi kweNkosi ngathandaza: “Nkosi Jesu, ingabe lokhu okushiwo yilabaya befundisi kuyiqiniso noma cha? Kubonakala sengathi bakhathazekile ngempela ngempilo yami. Uma ngingabalaleli, ingabe ngizobeka ukholo lwami endaweni engafanele? O Nkosi, uma ngempela usubuyile njengoNkulunkulu uSomandla bese mina ngingakwemukeli ngeke na kube ngikuvalela ngaphandle? Ngeke nje ngibe njengenye yezintombi eziyiziwula? O Nkosi, ngokufunda amazwi kaNkulunkulu uSomandla kulezi zinsuku ezimbalwa ezidlule ngizizwa sengathi ngizuze kakhulu ngokomphefumulo. Ngikuzwe ngempela lokhu, kodwa ingabe nginephutha? Manje njengoba sebengiphuce izincwadi namakhasethi ami amaculo ngizizwa ngilusizi ngempela. Ngicela ungibonise indlela ngoba angazi ukuthi ngenzenjani.... ”Ngemva kokuthandaza ngabe sengikhumbula ukuthi uDadewethu uWang wayenginike enye incwadi yamazwi kaNkulunkulu uSomandla engabe ngiyifihle kude ekhabetheni. Ngithe uma ngikhumbula ngangisenayo leyo ncwadi ngazizwa ngingconywana. Kodwa futhi ngathi uma ngicabanga ngalokho abafundisi ababekushilo, ngaphinda ngangazi ukuthi kwakufanele ngenzenjani. Ingabe kufanele ngiyifunde le ncwadi noma cha? Ngalobo busuku, angilalanga neze kahle, ingqondo yami iyaluza. Ngilokhu ngiphindaphinda ngithandaza kuNkulunkulu ngikhala ...

Ngakusasa ekuseni indodana yami yafika yangithatha ingiyisa emhlanganweni webandla lami langaphambili. Nganginokuthandabuza okukhulu, kodwa indodana yami yangiyisa khona endaweni yokuhlanganela yaze yatshela nomshumayeli ukuthi ngangicishe ngantshontshwa ngaboNyazi lwaseMpumalanga futhi yamcela ukuba enze konke okusemandleni ukungincenga ukuba ngihlale. Ngokuphazima kweso, umshumayeli nabo bonke abafowethu nodadewethu bangihaqa. Umshumayeli wangibamba isandla, futhi ngezwi elimnene wathi: “Anti, noma yini oyenzayo, ungalaleli muntu omunye oshumayelayo. Uma uqala ukukholwa ngokungalungile, lapho iNkosi ifika ukuzohlwitha amabandla uzosala ngemuva, akunjalo? Unesiqu esincane, ngakho-ke uma kukhona umuntu okunika noma yiluphi uhlobo lwencwadi ukuba uyifunde kungcono ukuthi ubuze kithina kuqala. Sikuhlolele yona.....” Abafowethu nodadewethu nabo bonke babemagange ukungincenga ukuba ngihlale, futhi lwangithinta “uthando” lwabo. Lapho bebona indlela engangithinteke ngayo baphinde babeka iphuzu labo futhi: “Uma noma ubani ovela kwaboNyazi lwaseMpumalanga bezokuvakashela futhi, ungabavumeli ukuba bangene. Ungazihlanganisi ngalutho nabo!” Nganqekuza ikhanda ngivuma.

Kwaba sezinsukwini ezimbalwa ezalandela lapho uDadewethu Wang wafika ezongibona futhi. Ngamtshela: “Umfundisi ungifundele lesi siqephu eBhayibhelini: ‘Ngakho uma noma ubani engathi kini, Bhekani, nangu uKristu, noma nanguya; ningakholwa. Ngoba kuzoba khona oKristu bamanga, nabaphrofethi bamanga, nabazoveza izibonakaliso ezinkulu nezimangaliso; ukuze, uma kungenzeka, bazodukisa ngisho nalabo abakhethiweyo’ (Mathewu 24:23-24). Ezinsukwini zokugcina oKristu bamanga bayovela futhi noma ngubani othi iNkosi isibuyile ungumkhohlisi. Angiliqondi mina iBhayibheli, futhi isiqu sami sincane, ngakho ngidukiseka kalula. Angilokothi ngilalele noma yimiphi eminye imilayezo, ngakho ngeke ngikuvumele ungene. Ungabuyi futhi.” Ngokuzithoba okukhulu uDadewethu uWang wathi: “INkosi uJesu yakusho lokhu ukuqinisekisa ukuthi siqapha oKristu bamanga ezinsukwini zokugcina kodwa yayingahlosile ukuba thina sifulathele uKristu. Uma kukhona oKristu bamanga kungenxa yokuthi uKristu wangempela usevele ufikile, ngoba ngaphandle kukaKristu wangempela abangeyibo abangempela abanalutho abangalulingisa. Lawo mazwi eNkosi uJesu asitshela ukuthi kufanele sifunde ukuhlukanisa; awasho ukuthi kufanele sinqabe ukulalela ivangeli lokubuya kweNkosi ngenxa nje yokuthi oKristu bamanga bazovela ngezinsuku zokugcina. Kungenjalo, sizokwazi kanjani ukwamukela ukubuya kweNkosi? Eqinisweni, iNkosi uJesu isivele seyizichaze ngokucacile izici zoKristu bamanga. Okuqavile kubandakanya ukubonakalisa izimpawu, ukwenza izimangaliso, ukuphulukisa abagulayo nokukhipha amadimoni, nokulingisa umsebenzi iNkosi uJesu asewenzile vele ukuze bakhohlise abantu. Ngakho ngezinsuku zokugcina noma ngubani ozenza iNkosi Jesu ukuze ashumayele indlela yokuphenduka futhi ongabonisa izibonakaliso ezimbalwa ezilula noma aphulukise abagulayo futhi akhiphe amadimoni unguKristu wamanga. UNkulunkulu uSomandla, oyiNkosi uJesu obuye esenyameni ezinsukwini zokugcina, akaphindaphindi umsebenzi iNkosi uJesu esiwenzile vele kodwa wenza umsebenzi omusha esisekelweni somsebenzi weNkosi uJesu wokuhlenga. UNkulunkulu uSomandla uqede iNkathi Yomusa futhi uvule iNkathi yoMbuso ngokuveza amaqiniso okwenza isigaba somsebenzi wokwahlulela nokuhlanza isintu. UNkulunkulu uSomandla uzosindisa ngokuphelele bonke labo bantu abahlengiwe kodwa abasaphila esonweni ngokususa izibopho zesimo sabo sokona futhi ababasuse ngaphansi kwethonya likaSathane elimnyama. Ngakho-ke isintu siyothathwa siyiswe endaweni yaso yokugcina emangalisayo. NguNkulunkulu uqobo kuphela ongenza lo msebenzi; akekho noyedwa koKristu bamanga ongakwazi.” Yize noma lokho okwakushiwo udadewethu kwakubonakala kunomqondo, izinto abefundisi ababengitshele zona zaziyaluza ekhanda lami. Ingqondo yami yayikhathazekile futhi ingakwazi ukugxila futhi ngangingasafuni ukuzwa noma yikuphi ukuhlanganyela kwakhe. Ngakho ngamtshela ukuthi nginento ethile okwakumele ngiyenze kwamakhelwane, okwakungamanga, ukuze ngihlukane naye. Udadewethu uWang wabuyela ekhaya lami izikhathi eziningana emva kwalokho kodwa ngangilokhu ngimgwema. Umakhelwane wami wangitshela ukuthi: “Akabukeki engumuntu omubi pho wesabani?” Enhliziyweni yami ngangazi ukuthi uDadewethu uWang wayengumuntu olungile, kodwa njengoba nganginesiqu esincane nje ngangesaba ukuphambanisa ukholo lwami.

Ngemva kokuba ngibuyele emhlanganweni wesonto lami langaphambili ngezwa abashumayeli besasho izinto ababekade bezishilo entshumayelweni yangaphambili. Babehlale bekhuluma ngokuthi lungaqashelwa kanjani uNyazi LwaseMpumalanga, noma ukunikela esontweni, noma belokhu bephindaphinda izinto eziningi ezinganiki mdlandla ngokuthi babekade beyisebenzele kangakanani iNkosi nokuthi ungakanani umusa kaNkulunkulu ababewutholile.... Babengakwazi ngisho nokusho okuncane okusha nokukhanyayo. Ngokushesha ngagcina sengikhathele ukubalalela, ngivele ngozele. Ngesinye isikhathi, omfowethu wakwelinye ibandla weza ukuzoshumayela, kodwa kwakulokhu kuyinto efanayo mayelana nendlela ayenqamule ngayo ezintabeni ukuze enze umsebenzi weNkosi nokuthi wayehlupheke kangakanani, bangaki abantu ayebaguqulile ngokusabalalisa ivangeli nokuthi mangaki amasonto ayewamisile. Wasebenzisa intshumayelo ukuzishaya isifuba ngayekwenzile. Ukumlalela kwangenza ngazizwa ngingakhululekile, futhi ngafinyelela ekuthini wayengafakazi ngeNkosi kodwa nje wayefakaza ngaye. Ngolunye usuku, ngangisanda kufika nje endaweni yokuhlangana lapho omunye wodadewethu wathi kimi: “Namuhla sinomfundi oyisitshudeni sezenkolo ongowesifazane oneminyaka esema-20 ozonikeza intshumayelo.” Ngajabula kakhulu ukuzwa lokho futhi ngazitshela ukuthi ngizolalela ngokukhethekile ngoba ngokuqinisekile wayezosinikeza intshumayelo engcono kunabashumayeli bethu. Kodwa isitshudeni saqala intshumayelo yaso ngokuthi singaqapha kanjani uNyazi lwaseMpumalanga, saqhubeka sakhuluma ngokuthi sasiyeke kanjani izifundo zaso ezijwayelekile lapho sineminyaka engu-16 ukuze singene emsebenzini wokuhambisa ivangeli, ukuthi sasisebenze futhi sahlupheka kanjani sisebenzela ngaphandle phezu kwemvula, zingaki izindawo esasike saba kuzo.... Lapho ngiqhubeka ngilalela, kwanda ukucikeka. Ngacabanga ngathi: “Lokhu konke kuyiwayini elidala nje emabhodleleni amasha! Kungani beqhubeka beveza izinto ezifanayo ezingenamdlandla? Akukho kulokhu okuhlangene nezimo abahlangabezane nazo noma ulwazi lwabo lwamazwi eNkosi, futhi akukho okusiholela ekulandeleni indlela yeNkosi noma ukuphila kanye nokungena emazwini Ayo.” Ngase nginesikhathi esiyinyanga ngibuyele emihlanganweni kodwa ngangingazuzanga lutho kubo. Ngenkathi ngiqhubeka nokulalela le miyalezo, ngazizwa ngomile emphefumulweni, ngase ngicabanga ukuthi ngizobulawa ukoma komphefumulo uma ngiqhubeka ngikholwa kanje. Ngenkathi ngicabanga ngalokhu, ngaba nokukhathazeka okukhulu.

Ngemva komhlangano ngagoduka ngenhliziyo esindayo. Ngacabanga ngencwadi ethi Ukwahlulela Kuqala Ngendlu kaNkulunkulu uDadewethu uWang ayenginike yona, eyayithi abantu akufanele bazikhukhumeze futhi baziphakamise kodwa kufanele bahloniphe uNkulunkulu njengomkhulu futhi baphakamise uNkulunkulu. Kodwa bonke laba bashumayeli babefakaza ngabo, bezihlonipha ngaphezu kwakho konke okunye, futhi benza abanye ukuba babheke kubo. Kwakubonakala kimi sengathi lokhu okwakushiwo yincwadi kwakuqinisile! Ngakho ngalobo busuku lapho sengingedwa ekhaya ngathatha ikhophi yoKwahlulela Kuqala Ngendlu kaNkulunkulu ngayifunda. Lapho ngiyifunda ngiqhubeka inhliziyo yami yayiphakama, futhi ngezwa sengathi lawa mazwi angase anikeze impilo yami ukuzinza. Ngazibuza ukuthi kungani umfundisi wethu engangivumeli ukuba ngifunde incwadi enhle kangaka. Umfundisi wethu wayevame ukuthi nguye onesibopho ngempilo yami kodwa wayebonakala sengathi wayekwazi ukufakaza ngaye kuphela ezintshumayelweni zakhe. Wayengakazange angitshele indlela yokuzuza impilo. Ngakhumbula isikhathi lapho nganginobuthakathaka kakhulu khona futhi ngingafuni ukuya emihlanganweni. Umfundisi akazange angivakashele noma akhombise ukungeseka. Pho kungani lapho ngiqala ukuthola ukudla okungokomoya ngokufunda amazwi kaNkulunkulu uSomandla abonakale esememfuka ukuze angiphoqe ukuba ngilalele bona bephindaphinda into eyodwa endala? Lokhu akukhona ukuba nesibopho ngempilo yami! Ngokushesha ngabona ukuthi ngangisephutheni kangakanani, futhi ngazigxeka kakhulu: Amazwi kaNkulunkulu uSomandla ayenganginika ukuphila, futhi kukholakala ukuthi ayevela kuNkulunkulu. Kwakwenzeke kanjani ukuba ngibe yisiphukuphuku futhi ngibe yimpumputhe kangaka ngize ngikholwe lokho umfundisi ayekusho futhi ngize ngiyeke ukuphenya indlela yeqiniso? Ngaphinde ngacabanga nokuthi uDadewethu uWang wayehlale enginika ukungeseka ngothando, futhi wayefakaze ngomsebenzi kaNkulunkulu wezinsuku zokugcina kimi ukuze ngithole ithuba lokuthola insindiso kaNkulunkulu ezinsukwini zokugcina. Kodwa angizange ngimphathe kahle neze uDadewethu uWang, futhi ngaze ngagwema ukumbona ezikhathini eziningana. Kwakungafanele ngimphathe njengesitha. Lapho ngicabanga ngalokhu ngazizwa ngidabuke kakhulu. Ngakho ngaya phambi kweNkosi ngikhala ngokudabuka ngathandaza umthandazo wokuphenduka: “Nkosi, ngiphathe lo dadewethu owayengilethele incwadi yamazwi kaNkulunkulu njengesitha futhi ngamfulathela. Lokhu akukhona nje ukulahla umuntu othile kodwa empeleni kungukwenqaba insindiso Yakho. Nkosi, manje sengiyazi ukuthi bekungafanele ngilalele laba befundisi futhi ngiyeke ukuphenya umsebenzi kaNkulunkulu wezinsuku zokugcina. Ngifisa ukuphenduka Kuwe, kodwa angazi ukuthi ngizomthola kanjani uDadewethu uWang. Ngicela ungisize ngimthole.” Ngemva kokuthandaza, ngathatha le ncwadi futhi ngayifunda kwaze kwaba sebusuku. Lapho ngiqhubeka nokuyifunda ngaya ngokuya ngizwa ukuthi yayimnandi, futhi ngaya ngokuya ngibazonda abefundisi ngokungivimba ukuba ngifunde amazwi kaNkulunkulu uSomandla.

Ngiyibonga kakhulu iNkosi ngokulalela umkhuleko wami! Ngakusasa emini, lapho ngidla isidlo sasemini, uDadewethu uWang wafika endlini yami. Ngamtshela ngakho konke okwakwenzekile selokhu ngangigcine ukumbona. Lapho ezwa ukuthi ngangingakwazi ukuthola usizo ebandleni lenkolo wangifundela isiqephu samazwi kaNkulunkulu uSomandla: “UNkulunkulu uyofeza leli qiniso: Uyokwenza ukuthi bonke abantu emhlabeni wonke beze phambi Kwakhe, futhi bakhonze uNkulunkulu emhlabeni, futhi omunye umsebenzi Wakhe kwezinye izindawo uyophela, futhi abantu bayophoqeleka ukuba bafune indlela yeqiniso. Kuyoba njengakuJosefa: Bonke babeya kuye ukuze bathole ukudla, futhi bamkhothamele, ngoba wayenezinto ezidliwayo. Ukuze bagweme indlala abantu bazophoqeleka ukuba bafune indlela yeqiniso. Wonke umphakathi wamakholwa ubhekene nendlala enzima, futhi uNkulunkulu wanamuhla kuphela ongumthombo wamanzi okuphila, umthombo ogeleza njalo owenzelwe ukuba abantu bajabule, futhi abantu bazoza bancike Kuye” (“Umbuso Weminyaka Eyinkulungwane Usufikile” Umbuso Weminyaka Eyinkulungwane Usufikile). Khona-ke udadewethu wahlanganyela lokhu nami: “UNkulunkulu ungumthombo wamanzi aphilayo, futhi nguNkulunkulu kuphela onganika impilo kubantu. Lapho abantu beshiya uNkulunkulu bayoba sebumnyameni futhi babune bafe, njengegatsha eliphukile esihlahleni somuthi. Ekukholweni kwethu kuNkulunkulu, kumele silandele eduze izinyathelo zeWundlu, samukele umsebenzi kaNkulunkulu njengoba ubonakala manje, futhi size phambi kukaNkulunkulu ukuze sikwazi ukuzuza umsebenzi kaMoya oNgcwele nokondliwa kanye nokunikezwa kwamanzi kaNkulunkulu aphilayo okuphila. Kungani singakwazi ukuthola ukondliwa ekulaleleni labo befundisi nabadala benkolo? Kunezizathu ezimbili zalokhu. Okokuqala ukuthi labo befundisi nabadala abahambisani nemithetho yeNkosi futhi abawaphili amazwi eNkosi. Abanakho okuhlangenwe nakho kwangempela empilweni futhi abanalo ulwazi lwangempela ngoNkulunkulu futhi abanazo neze izinhliziyo ezesaba uNkulunkulu, nokubonakalayo endleleni abangaphakamisi ngayo uNkulunkulu noma bafakaze Ngaye emsebenzini wabo nasekushumayeleni. Baziphakamisa bona futhi bafakaze ngabo. Ngokuphambuka ngokuphelele endleleni yeNkosi baphenduke abelusi bamanga boqobo abakhohlisa abantu. Yingakho benyanywa futhi balahlwa nguMoya oNgcwele futhi bengalokothi bathole ukukhanyisela nokuqondisa Kwakhe. Futhi lesi yisona sizathu esikhulu sokuchithakala komphakathi wenkolo kangaka. Esinye isizathu ukuthi iNkosi isivele ibuyile ukwenza umsebenzi wenkathi entsha. Umsebenzi kaMoya oNgcwele kubantu beNkathi Yomusa usuvele ufinyelele esiphethweni, futhi manje lokhu sekwenziwa eqenjini labantu abawuqondayo umsebenzi kaNkulunkulu omusha. Kodwa abefundisi nabadala kabawuphenyi nhlobo umsebenzi omusha kaNkulunkulu futhi abalandeli izinyathelo zikaNkulunkulu futhi bamukele ubuholi Bakhe. Konke abakwenzayo ukumelana noNkulunkulu sakuhlanya, baphikise umsebenzi kaNkulunkulu wezinsuku zokugcina, nokunyundela nokuhlambalaza uNkulunkulu uSomandla, uKristu wezinsuku zokugcina. Benza konke okusemandleni ukuvimbela amakholwa ukuba aphenye ngendlela yangempela futhi abuyele kuNkulunkulu, ngakho-ke sebenjengabaFarisi ababethela iNkosi esiphambanweni. Sebevele balahliwe futhi baqedwa nguNkulunkulu, ngakho-ke akukho ndlela uMoya oNgcwele angasebenza ngayo kubo. Ngakho-ke, uma sifuna ukuthola ukuzinza kwempilo kumele sihambisane nomsebenzi wamanje kaMoya oNgcwele, samukele izinto uNkulunkulu akhuluma ngazo njengamanje, futhi samukele ukuhola, ukuhlinzeka nokwelusa kukaNkulunkulu uSomandla, uKristu wezinsuku zokugcina. Lena yiyona kuphela indlela yokuthola iqiniso nokuphila. Lokhu kufakazela lokho iNkosi uJesu akusho: ‘Mina ngiyindlela, iqiniso nokuphila’ (Johane 14:6). ‘Kodwa lowo ophuza amanzi engizomnika wona angeke asoma; kepha amanzi engizomnika wona azoba kuye umthombo wamanzi aphuphumayo oyisa ekuphileni kwaphakade’ ( Johane 4:14).”

Ngemva kokulalela ukuhlanganyela kukaDadewethu uWang ngamazwi kaNkulunkulu ngaba nokubona ngokusheshayo ukuthi kungani abefundisi, abadala, nabafundi bezenkolo bengenalutho ababengashumayela ngalo: Abanalo iqiniso! Bayamelana noNkulunkulu, yingakho uMoya oNgcwele ebashiye kudala. Lapho beshumayela bathembele olwazini lokuhlakanipha kwabo kuphela, kodwa abanakho ukukhanyiselwa kukaMoya oNgcwele futhi yingakho ukushumayela kwabo kungabasizi abantu. Kodwa kwakusekhona okuthile engangingakakuqondi, ngakho ngabuza uDadewethu uWang: “Bonke labo befundisi nabadala bathi balijwayele kakhulu iBhayibheli, bathi baye esikoleni sevangeli futhi banokuphila okuningi. Angiliqondi iBhayibheli kangako futhi bengilokhu ngikholwa ukuthi bavuthwe kakhulu kunami empilweni, futhi yingakho bengibalalela. Ngakho-ke manje angisakwazi ukunquma ukuthi banokuphila okuningi noma cha. Dadewethu, ucabanga ukuthi banokuphila okuningi ngempela?” UDadewethu uWang waphendula: “Akekho umuntu ongathi unokuphila. Konke lokhu kunqunywa ngokwamazwi kaNkulunkulu. Kusho ukuthini ukuba nokuphila? Yiziphi izinto okufanele ziboniswe ngqo? INkosi uJesu yathi: : ‘Mina ngiyindlela, iqiniso nokuphila’ (Johane 14:6). Futhi uNkulunkulu uSomandla wathi: ‘Ukuthi usesimweni esingokoqobo noma cha akuncikile kulokho okushoyo, kunalokho, kuncike kulokho okuphilayo. Lapho amazwi kaNkulunkulu eba ukuphila kwakho nokuba kwakho ngokwemvelo, yilokho kuphela okubhekwa njengokuba ngokoqobo, futhi yilokho okubhekwa njengokuba nokuqonda nesiqu sangempela. Kumele ukwazi ukumelana nokuhlolwa isikhathi eside, futhi kumele ukwazi ukuphila ngendlela uNkulunkulu ayifuna kuwe; akumele kumane kube ukubukeka nje, kodwa kumele kube ngokwemvelo kuwe. Yilapho kuphela lapho ngempela uyoba khona nengokoqobo, futhi yilapho kuphela lapho uyozuza khona ukuphila’ (“Ukwenza Iqiniso Kuphela Okuwukuba Ngokoqobo” kwethi Izwi Livela Lisenyameni). ‘Kungani kuthiwa abantu abaningi abanayo impilo? Ngoba abamazi uNkulunkulu, ngalokho kuthiwa abanaye uNkulunkulu, futhi abanayo impilo’ (“Yilabo Abazi UNkulunkulu Kuphela Abangafakaza ngoNkulunkulu” kwethi Izwi Livela Lisenyameni). Kusuka emazwini kaNkulunkulu siyabona ukuthi uKristu uyiqiniso, indlela nokuphila. Iqiniso lingaba yimpilo yabantu, ngakho ukuthola iqiniso kufana nokuthola impilo, futhi nokuba nempilo kubonisa ukuthi kukhona othole iqiniso futhi wamazi uNkulunkulu. Umuntu ongaliqondi iqiniso futhi ongamazi uNkulunkulu ngeke abe nenhliziyo esaba uNkulunkulu futhi ngeke akwazi ukuphila iqiniso lamazwi kaNkulunkulu. Lokhu kusho ukuthi akanakho ukuphila. Uma umuntu engenawo amazwi kaNkulunkulu njengokuphila kwakhe, khona-ke kusho ukuthi usaphila ngobuthi bukaSathane. Uvame ukuveza isimo sakhe senkohlakalo—ukuzithwala, ukuziqhenya, ubugovu, ukwenyanyeka, ukukhohlisa, ubuqili, njalonjalo. Futhi ngisho noma bekholwa kuNkulunkulu nalapho abakwazi ukwesaba uNkulunkulu nokugwema ububi. Bavame ukukhuluma amanga, ukukhohlisa, ukwenza izono, nokumelana noNkulunkulu. Bangabizwa kanjani ngokuthi abantu abanokuphila? Uma bethi banokuphila basho ukuphila nje ngokwenyama, impilo yobusathane egcwele isimo senkohlakalo esiphikisana noNkulunkulu, futh okungeyikho ukuphila okusha, okuvela ekuhlanganeni namazwi kaNkulunkulu nokuzuza iqiniso. Ngakho-ke nakuba abefundisi nabadala belijwayele iBhayibheli, futhi benolwazi lweBhayibheli nemfundiso yenkolo, lokho akusho ukuthi bayamazi uNkulunkulu futhi besaba uNkulunkulu nokuthi bayaliqonda iqiniso futhi banomsebenzi kaMoya oNgcwele. Futhi ngokuqinisekile akusho ukuthi bayawenza amazwi eNkosi noma bayayilalela. Esikhundleni salokho, esikubonayo ukuthi bavame ukuziphakamisa nokufakaza ngabo, futhi bavamile ukuzama ukwenza amakholwa abakhonze. Lokho abakuvezayo okufana noSathane—ukuzithwala nokuziqhenya, ukuntula ukwesaba uNkulunkulu, futhi njalo bazenza sengathi balungile ukuze badukise abantu. Emsebenzini wabo noma ekushumayeleni kwabo abakwazi ukukhuluma ngolwazi lwangempela lwamazwi eNkosi noma yikuphi okuhlangenwe nakho okuzuzisa abanye abantu. Noma ungabalalela iminyaka emingaki awusoze walazi iqiniso futhi awusoze wakhula. Abanalo ulwazi ngoNkulunkulu noma ngomsebenzi Wakhe, futhi lapho uNkulunkulu esebuyele enyameni ezinsukwini zokugcina ukuveza amaqiniso futhi enze umsebenzi Wakhe wokwahlulelwa, bamelana ngokunamandla, bamlahle futhi bamhlambalaze ngaphandle kokwesaba ngisho okuncane ezinhliziyweni zabo. Luhlobo luni lokuphila abanalo? Banakho konke ukuphila kukaSathane. BanjengabaFarisi ababelazi kahle iBhayibheli futhi ababecabanga ukuthi babenokholo oluqotho kuNkulunkulu futhi benokuphila kodwa bengamazi uNkulunkulu baze bayilahla futhi bamelana Nayo iNkosi baphinde bayibethela esiphambanweni. Lokhu kusitshela ukuthi ngoba nje umuntu azi iBhayibheli akusho ukuthi uneqiniso nokuphila. Ukuphela kwabantu abanokuphila yilabo abaqonda futhi abenza iqiniso futhi abazi uNkulunkulu, abenenhliziyo eyesaba Yena, futhi abangaphila ngamazwi kaNkulunkulu. Labo befundisi nabadala bathi banokuphila okuningi, futhi lokhu kudukisa amakholwa futhi bayazikhohlisa.”

Ngemva kokulalela amazwi kaNkulunkulu uSomandla nokuhlanganyela noDadewethu uWang konke kwacaca kakhudlwana engqondweni yami: Ngenxa nje yokuthi umuntu ulazi kahle iBhayibheli futhi angachaza iBhayibheli akusho ukuthi uyaliqonda iqiniso, uyamazi uNkulunkulu futhi unokuphila. Ngangivame ukucabanga ukuthi abantu abasezikhundleni eziphezulu noma abafundele ubufundisi noma abanolwazi lweBhayibheli banakho konke ukuphila. Kodwa manje ngiyabona ukuthi umbono wami wawungenangqondo neze. Kubonakala sengathi abantu abangenalo iqiniso abakwazi ukuhlukanisa, ngakho-ke bakhohliseka kalula. Ngabe sengibuza uDadewethu uWang umbuzo: “UNkulunkulu uSomandla ukhuluma kahle kakhulu. Konke okumele sikwenze ngukufunda amazwi akhe ngokucophelela bese sibona ukuthi lawa ngamazwi kaNkulunkulu, yiphimbo likaNkulunkulu. Pho kungani abefundisi nabadala bengakwamukeli lokhu futhi benza konke okusemandleni abo ukumelana Naye nokumlahla?” Udadewethu uWang waphendula: “Ngezinsuku zokugcina, uNkulunkulu uSomandla ufikile futhi wabonisa wonke amaqiniso athi isintu esikhohlakele kumele sihlanzwe futhi sisindiswe. La maqiniso ayindlela yokuphila okuphakade uNkulunkulu asinike yona. Inqobo uma abantu befunda amazwi kaNkulunkulu ngokuzimisela bayokwamukela ukuthi lawa mazwi ayiqiniso, ukuphila, nendlela futhi ayisisekelo nesiqondiso sokusinda kwesintu. Lokhu kuyiqiniso. Nakuba abefundisi abaningi nabadala benqaba futhi belahla umsebenzi kaNkulunkulu wezinsuku zokugcina, futhi bezama ukuvimbela abantu ukuba bafunde amazwi kaNkulunkulu uSomandla, lokhu akusho ukuthi abakwazi ukuzwa iphimbo likaNkulunkulu kubona. Abanye abefundisi nabadala abakwazi kushumayela lutho oluwusizo ngakho beba amazwi kaNkulunkulu uSomandla futhi bawashumayele emabandleni abo, bashaye sengathi angukukhanyiselwa abakunikezwe nguMoya oNgcwele. Ngakho siyabona ukuthi bayakwazi ngokuphelele ukubona ukuthi lawa mazwi aveza iqiniso. Kodwa kungani belokhu bemelana ngokunamandla futhi belahla uNkulunkulu uSomandla? Lokhu kuhlobene nemvelo nengqikithi yabo yokuzonda iqiniso. Uma sicabanga sibheka emuva lapho iNkosi uJesu yaqala khona ukwenza umsebenzi Wayo, yabonisa izimangaliso eziningi, ikakhulukazi ukondla izinkulungwane ezinhlanu ngezinkwa ezinhlanu nezinhlanzi ezimbili. Isimangaliso esikhulu nakakhulu kubantu kulo lonke izwe laseJudiya kwaba lapho evusa uLazaru kwabafileyo. Ngakho, abantu abaningi abajwayelekile ngalezo zinsuku baqaphela emazwini eNkosi kanye nasemsebenzini Wayo ukuthi yayinguMesiya ozayo. Kodwa abaholi bamaJuda abazange bayamukele iNkosi uJesu, futhi esikhundleni salokhu bamelana Nayo futhi bayilahla ekugcineni bayakhela uzungu nombuso wamaRoma ukuba bayibethele iNkosi. Kungani lokhu kwenzeka? Kwakungenxa yokuthi babengakwazi ukuzwa igunya namandla emazwini eNkosi uJesu futhi babengakwazi ukubona ukuthi avela kuNkulunkulu? Ingabe kwakungenxa yokuthi ngandlela thile babengaphansi kwamaJuda ajwayelekile? Cha! Kwakungenxa yokuthi babebona ukuthi abantu abaningi bebeyamukela indlela yeNkosi uJesu. Babesaba ukuthi uma bonke abantu abajwayelekile bekholwa eNkosini uJesu ngakho akukho muntu owayezobalandela noma abakhonze futhi babezolahlekelwa isikhundla kanye nempilo yabo. Babazi ngokucacile ukuthi iNkosi uJesu yayinguNkulunkulu kodwa bamelana Nayo ngenhloso; lokhu kwembula umoya wabo womphikikristu, okungukuphikisana noNkulunkulu nenzondo yeqiniso. INkosi uJesu yabasola kabi lapho ithi: ‘Kodwa manje nifuna ukungibulala, umuntu onitshele iqiniso, engilizwe kuNkulunkulu... Kungani ningayiqondi inkulumo yami? noma kungokuba anikwazi ukuzwa izwi lami. Ningabakayihlo udeveli, futhi niyokwenza izinkanuko zikayihlo. Wayengumbulali kwasekuqaleni, futhi akazange ahlale eqinisweni, ngoba iqiniso lingekho kuye’ (UJohane 8:40, 43-44). Ezikhathini zamanje, amazwi kaNkulunkulu uSomandla ambule ngokucace bha imvelo nengqikithi yabaholi bamanje bomphakathi wezenkolo. UNkulunkulu uSomandla wathi: ‘Labo abafunda iBhayibheli emasontweni amakhulu, kepha akekho noyedwa oqondayo inhloso yomsebenzi kaNkulunkulu. Akekho noyedwa okwazi ukwazi uNkulunkulu; ngaphezu kwalokho, akekho noyedwa ovumelana nenhliziyo kaNkulunkulu. Bonke bangabantu abangenamsebenzi, abanyanyekayo, ngamunye bamile phezulu ukufundisa uNkulunkulu. Nakuba belibiza igama likaNkulunkulu, bamelana Naye ngenhloso. Nakuba bezibiza ngokwabo ukuthi bangamakholwa kaNkulunkulu, bayilabo abadla inyama futhi baphuze igazi lomuntu. Bonke abantu abanjalo bangoSathane abadla umphefumulo womuntu, amadimoni aphazamisa ngenhloso labo abazama ukungena endleleni efanele, nezikhubekiso ezikhinyabeza indlela yalabo abafuna uNkulunkulu. Nakuba “bephile qingqo,” abalandeli babo bangazi kanjani ukuthi bangabaphikuKristu abaholela abantu ekuphikisaneni noNkulunkulu? Bangazi kanjani ukuthi bangamadimoni aphilayo afuna imiphefumulo azoyidla?’ (“Bonke Abangamazi UNkulunkulu Bayilabo Abaphikisana NoNkulunkulu” kwethi Izwi Livela Lisenyameni). Laba baholi bomphakathi wanamuhla wamakholwa bafana ncamashi nabaFarisi bakudala: Nakuba belazi kahle iBhayibheli abakhombisi lutho ngomsebenzi kaNkulunkulu. Bayabona ukuthi amazwi kaNkulunkulu uSomandla ayamukelwa ngabantu abaningi abathanda futhi abafuna ukubonakala kukaNkulunkulu, futhi besaba ukuthi uma wonke amakholwa ekholwa nguNkulunkulu uSomandla kusho ukuthi akekho ozophinde abalandele noma anikele imali kubona. Ngakho-ke ukuze bavikele izikhundla zabo nezimpilo zabo, ngaphansi kwegama lokuthembeka eNkosini nokuvikela umhlambi Wayo baqambe lonke uhlobo lwamahemuhemu amabi ukuphikisa ngamandla futhi balahle umsebenzi kaNkulunkulu wezinsuku zokugcina futhi benze konke abangakweza ukuba bavimbe amakholwa ekuthini afune futhi aphenye indlela yangempela. Ngakho siyabona ukuthi abaholi benkolo empeleni bangabaFarisi abangalithandi futhi abalizondayo iqiniso. Bangamadimoni aphilayo adla imiphefumulo yabantu; bangomphikikristu abambulwa umsebenzi kaNkulunkulu wezinsuku zokugcina.”

Ngemva kokulalela amazwi kaNkulunkulu nokuhlanganyela nodadewethu ngabona ngokushesha futhi ngavuma ngekhanda izikhathi ezimbalwa futhi ngathi: “Manje ekugcineni sengiyabona ukuthi kungani labo befundisi nabadala, uma bezwa ukuthi kukhona abantu abafakaza ngokubuya kukaNkulunkulu, bengafuni noma bakuphenye lokhu kodwa kunalokho baqhubeke nokumlahla. Manje sengiyaqonda ukuthi kungani laba befundisi nabadala bememeza ukuthi bayangivikela futhi bakhathazekile ngempilo yami lapho empeleni benza konke okusemandleni ukuze bangithiye futhi bangivimbele ekufundeni amazwi kaNkulunkulu nokuba ngithole ukondleka empilweni okuvela kuNkulunkulu. Kungoba konke abakwenzayo kungukuvikela izintshisekelo zabo. Besaba ukuthi uma abantu beqala ukulandela uNkulunkulu uSomandla ngeke besalalela izintshumayelo zabo noma banikele imali kubona ngakho yingako bevimbela abantu ukuba baphenye indlela yeqiniso. Bayenyanyeka ngempela, futhi bacishe bangenza ngalahlekelwa yithuba lami lokusindiswa. Manje njengoba sengazi ukuthi ngizohlukanisa kanjani kangcono sengizokwenqaba ukuzihlanganisa nabo. Kungakhathaleki ukuthi benzani ukuze bangiphazamise, ngizoma ngiqine futhi ngilandele uNkulunkulu uSomandla.” Ngemva kwalokho, angibange ngisaphinda ngibuyele emihlanganweni yami yebandla lokuqala futhi.

Kungekudala emva kwalokho, abashumayeli ababili behlelo lami lokuqala bafika endlini yami. Omunye wabo, uMshumayeli uZhang, wathi kimi: “Anti, kungani ungasafiki emihlanganweni? Uke waxhumana nabantu abavela kuNyazi lwaseMpumalanga futhi? Noma yini oyenzayo, ungaguqukeli enkolweni yabo. Uma ulandela inkolo yabo sekuphelile ngawe!” Ngezwi eliqinile ngaphendula: “Angizange ngizuze lutho emihlanganweni yenu futhi kamuva nje kwande ubumnyama emoyeni wami futhi angaze ngakwazi ukuzwa ubukhona beNkosi. Kodwa selokhu ngiqale ukufunda amazwi kaNkulunkulu uSomandla umoya wami uvuselelekile futhi manje sengiqala ukuqonda amaqiniso nokuphila kwami kondlekile. Ngizwa ukuthi uNkulunkulu unami nokuthi uMoya oNgcwele uyasebenza kimi. Manje nginesiqiniseko sokuthi uNkulunkulu uSomandla uyiNkosi uJesu ebuyile nokuthi amaqiniso avezwa nguNkulunkulu uSomandla angamanzi aphilayo okuphila. Amazwi kaNkulunkulu uSomandla kuphela anganginika ukondliwa, futhi nomaphi lapho ngingathola khona ukuphila yilapho ngizoya khona.” Omunye wabo, uMshumayeli uSong, wabe esethi: “Siyakhathazeka ngawe. Sikhathazeka ngokuthi uzochezuka endleleni efanele. Awukhulile empilweni. ... ” Ngathi kuye: “Mhlawumbe angikhulile ekuphileni, kodwa uNkulunkulu uzongihola noma kunjalo. Ngiyabonga ngokukhathazeka kwenu, kodwa kufanele nicabange ngempilo yenu. Ukuphila kwami kusezandleni zikaNkulunkulu .... ” Lapho bezwa lokho engakusho baphuma bethukuthele. Ngenkathi ngibabhekile beyosithela le kude ngazizwa nginokukhululeka engangingakaze ngikuzwe ngaphambilini. Ngemva kwalokho, baphinde babuya kabili, kodwa bebona ukuthi kwakungasathi diki ngokunxusa kwabo abaphindange babuya futhi. Ngiyambonga uNkulunkulu ngokungiqondisa nokungivumela ukuba ngibone ubunjalo nezinhliziyo ezingcolile zalabo baholi bezenkolo, ukuba ngikwazi ukubona amaqhinga kaSathane futhi ngikwazi ukuphuma ekudidekeni ngibuyele kuNkulunkulu. Manje sengithola amanzi aphilayo okuphila, futhi ngizohlala ngilandela futhi ngikhonza uSomandla!

Umthombo: IBandla LikaNkulunkulu USomandla

#ukuza kwesibili kukajesu #ubufakazi

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Umthombo: IBandla LikaNkulunkulu USomandla

#indlela #Iqiniso #UMoya Ongcwele #izwi likaNkulunkulu #uNkulunkulu

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Lh- ngamshaya ubby daddy

P1...Mhlazane ngiboshwa kade ngishaya uBby daddy nentombi yakhe. Ngafika ngingabiziwe kubo kwengane kanti ngzofica intombi igcwele indlu. Ihheeee ngathi ngbuza kuthi ingubani yangphendula ngokuphapha kwabe izithele kimi😓 iyanghlukumeza lendaba webo mnakx indlela engadonsa ngayo ejele ngivalelwe ngingakwazi nokubon ingane yami.. Mina ngzozwa ngani uma senivukile😓😓😓😓😓😓😓😓😓😓😓😓😓😓😓😓😓😓😓😓😓😓😓😓😓

P2.. Ok indaba imi kanje ngthandane noMlisa ndini iminyaka emihlanu. Kuthe ngskhulelwe wafuna kungishada wavele weza ngenkani ekhya nabakhongi bezokwenza njalo hayike kwamnandi kwaba nje.. kubo ngyaziwa naye ekhaya uyaziwa ngfika kubo noma inin even yena engangbizang kumnandi nje. Kuthe uma esesebenza kahle esekhushulelw iholo emsebenzin waqalake wangqhenyela. Washintsha nje wawumuntu onolaka kfanele ngisho njalo uma ngzokwenza into. Kanti useqonyiwe bakith. Ngezwa ngabantu asebenza nabo kuth basola ngathi udlisiwe akezwa lutho ngalosisi asenaye. Yimi loya ngbeletha ingane ngbheke khona wazise insuku zakhe zokuhola. Mangfika ntambama ngfica intombi igcwele indlu ize ishaye music oncane uyabona kuthi ihappy nje sekunezithomb zabo odongen esengane yethu kubhalwe "RIP NGANE KAMZALA" cabang ngane yakhe njalo lena😓😓😓😭 guys lendaba ingvusela ngisizi lodwa nje..

P3.. Kuthe kusanjalo ngisbuka lomhlola wangen uyise wengane wathi sengbekwa yini manje lana sengzofuna umshodo ngenkani athi phela ekhaya siyacuthana nje futhi lengane ijazi seyayibona ingakho engasondli. Ngvele ngizwa ngicikeka aphume athi uyolanda sisi wakhe yena zongnika ndawo yokulala neJazi lami. Wathi angaphuma nje ngasala nentombi sabukana nje lapho ngfuthekile nglinde ikhulume nje bese ngyaydumel. Iheee ithe isathi sory mawejazi ngaydumela ngenduku yomshanelo hay ngayiqoba yezwa ngezwa kuth cosololo ngaphakathi. Ngthe ngaqeda ngayo ngayifaka phansi kombede ngalind umlisa naye ngathi ngamqeda wavele wayibamba induku salwa ngezandla ngaze ngbona kuncono ngthath bhodlela ngimshaye ngalo... kanti usis wakhe usezwile kuthi kushubile sebize nomakhelwane sekufonelwe namaphoyisa nawo afika nje ngyavutha ngizimbeva habe ngth ngeke ndale abantu mina kwaze kwalamula wonake angthatha ngayovalelwa.

P4..Ngavalelwa izinyanga eziw9 ngaphandle kokubonwa abasekhaya even kukhuluma nabo. Ngahlukumezeka ngalento guys kumanje asibhekani noyise wengane usezacile uyaphephuka uthi ucabang kuthi sishade sihlale nengane yethu nje qha ngaphendle kwendeni yethu.. yazi ngavele ngabuza kuth usathatha kahle yini ekhanda lapho mina ngyashayina boMnakx.. Ngyabonga ngeskhath senu hope kuzodlula kancane kancane since sengkwazi nokukhuluma ngalesisehlakalo😢😢😢😢

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ndim-loh · 7 years ago

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P1..Abanye babekhona ngixoxa indaba yam lapho ngijole no bhuti owathi ufuna isithembubesibabili kuye kukhona mina nomamkhulu obeka choosey and afuna izinto zenzeke ngendlela akasho ngayo so bengiye ngizehlise ngoba ubeqokuqala endodeni yethu.... Angikho lapho indaba ila...... Bese ngihlala naye Ubhuti ePTA full time so kuze kwenzeka ekhaya kwanesifo esivelayo sika mzala wam kwamele ukuthi ngiye khona kanti angazi ngiya ekhaya nje ngihamba nengane esiswini sam a 😢umntanam akalona iphutha ngoba bengimthanda ubabakhe even though e abusive but bengimthanda xem 😍kuthe mangihamba bengingekho ryt vele ngizitshela ukuthi nginenyongo koda nginethemba lokuthi ngizolulama mangifika ekhaya hai kwanhlanga zimuka nomoya ngigcina ngiya Clinic mangifika bangiyenze check ups hau 😳😳😳😮😮😮ngikhulelwe ngangizitshela ukuthi uzojabula ububakhe mayezwa loko kanti angibuzanga elangeni ngizilethela ischitho esibi 😢😢😢

P2.. Ngifonelwa umnax engbuza ukuthi senginjan ayi ngamtshela ke ukuthi bengise clinic kuthiweni hai wangibongisa koda engizwela at the same time ngendlela indoda yethu e abusive ngakhona n he does not take responsibility for labanye bantwabakhe ayi abuye athi maybe wena uzoba ngcono kuwe hai ekhaya vele kubusy ifoni angihlali ngiyiphethe ngiyishiye kamerweni kusho afone umlisa angangitholi ngithi ngifika ngithola 32 missed calls 😢😮😮😮Mangibuyela kuye avele angayibambi Hau yasuka kunjalo ingxabano kimi naye ngicele umnax amtshele ukuthi kuthiweni eclinic because akayibambi eyami call hau umnax athi uzomutshela abuye afone umnax athi sengimtshelile uthe angikutshele hamba uyosikhipha lesosisu yena bekangafune mntwana kuwe uwena ozilethe kuye so uzokunika imali uyosikhipha 😔😔😔hai ngithi okay cc ngiyabonga ibe buhlungu inhliziyo ngibuya ngiziduduze ngithi usashiso ukukwata kanti ngiyadlala 😢😢

P3 ai nghlale ekhaya akafoni akanjani uthule nje nam ngehlise umoya ngingamfoneli kanti lizomlahla elakubo ashaye umnax umnax angitshele cela ngimbizele amaphoyisa ngiwafonele vele nam ngiwachazele Hau senginenyanga engangifoneli lomuntu ngibone I missed call Kushuthi bengisakhuluma namaphoyisa bese mangiqeda ngibuyele kuye ngithi fona afone Zethu cela ungincengela uThobe sisuke saxabana kwaphunyuka isandla manje usengibizela amaphoyisa ngithi Hau benibangeni ngizenze ongayazi indaba ai ayichaze bese ngithi okay ngizomfonela manje ai abonge angitshele ukuthi uyasithanda ned kube yidimon nje ngithi ayi okay ngiyezwa bese ngifonela umnax ngimncenge hai nebala agcine ehlise umoya xem baxolelane hai wase esengifonela engibuza ke uzwe kuthiwa ngikhulelwe ngithi yebo ayi azenze muhle athi uyajabula usezoba ngubaba hai ngoba uthando luyisilima nami ngivume 😢😔😔

P4 Kuthi Dec last year athi ucela ngizombona ngithi okay but zosheshe ngijike coz kwembulwa itshe lika mama athi okay ngifuna ukunibona nje ai nebala ayifake imali ngiye kuye ngahlala iviki khona kumnandi nje ekhomba ukuthakasa ngokuba ubaba futhi kanti impisi esikhumbeni seMvu 😬😬😬 ngihamba ngibuyele ekhaya ngihambe ngigula athi kumele angiyhengele imbiza ngithi okay kanti ungisusa phambi kwamehlo akhe ngihamba ngibuyele ekhaya kumnandi kanti ngiyagcina ukukhuluma naye nje usezoqala indelelo yakhe 😢😢😢 ngigule ngilale esbhedlela usisi wam amtshele avele athi ingane yakini inenkani ngayitshela ngathi ayisikhiphe lesosisu so Cela ngingiyeke haaaa😮😮😮 ngiphume esbhedlela ngilulame ingane iryt nje kuthe ngizilalele kwangena icall I nombolo angiyazi 😕😕😕Hau ngiyiphakamise kanti Ubhuti owayengeshela nje ngamchomela ngoba ngisagajwe uthando ayi sixoxe ebese esho ukuthi ufone ngothando akukho okunye ngimtshele ke ukuthi ngeke kusalunga mina ngikhulelwe ngina 2 months athi yena akanandaba nje ungithanda nezinkinga zami hai ngingawethembi amadlebe ami ngimqome Ubhuti afone ngakusasa ngamtshela Ngiya eclinic wangibuza ngihamba ngani ngathi ngizohamba ngezinyawo imali anginayo Hau wathi ngisebenzisa yiphi bank ngisho angitransfer R300 art angihambe ngiye clinic ngithenge nezinto engizithandiswayo hai ngibonge xem 😊

P5..Hai bo ahole ngezi25 umlisa ngivuke nginemeseji yase Capitec ngitransfer R1200 😮😮😮ngimfonele ngizitshela ukuthi ingene ngephutha athi ucela ngiye ka Dr ngoba ngangimtshela ukuthi eclinic kufuneka isthombe bona iscan sabo asisebenzi Hau jehova ngiyabonga athi ngenye ucela ngithenge izimpahla zam ngoba ucabanga ukuthi ngivakashele End of koda uzongifakela imali hai ngivume ke kungabi nankinga ngishone kadokotela ngibuyele ngicosha coshe okushibhile okuzimpahla ngiye khaya awu Kuthi end of February athi cela ukuthi ngivakashele March mawuphela ufuna ukungilungisela kahle ngoba imali anayo incane ai ngivume ke nami njalo ubaba wengane akafoni akanjani uthule nje nam ngehlise umoya ngingamfoneli.... Ngithi uyozibuyela yena mhla ezwa ukuthi usedelile ilokhu akwenzayo.

P6.. Hai kuhambe izinsuku luyavutha uthando lami no khwapha wami Kuthi ebusuku nje kufone ubaba wengane athi sinjani ngithi siryt athi kusasa ngizokufakela imali ngicela uye ka Dr uyobuza mntwana muni lo omthwele ngithi okay ayi nebala ngivuke ngakusasa ngemeseji uR500 wase engibhalela uma kuyintombazane akusiyo eyami uyamazi ubabayo n noma ungayokhipha angifune zifebe la mina ngiryt ngalezi enginazo 😢ivele ibebuhlungu inhliziyo yam ngoba ngase ngijabule ngithi uyazibuyisa kanti uzothinta izilonda ezizama ukuphola Mxm ngivele ngimbhalele ngithi cela ukhohlwe yithi umntwana kuthiwe intombazane so phuma kimi izokhula lengane ziyakhula ezinye hai qede ngimfake ku rejected list ngiziqhubekele no mduduzi wam Kuthi kuphela uMarch ingene imali ucela ngigibele ngaboyi 16 April ngoba usaya kubo so uzobe esebuyile Hau ngithi okay vele ngijabule zifike i16 ngibambe tax eya Jhb ngidlule ngiye Limpopo hau angihlangabeze Ubhuti ngivele ngimbone yena ujabule mina ngivele Ngizwe engidina xem koda ngehlise umoya ngingakhombi lutho nje angibuze ngizodlani ngisho siye sithenge bese ethi sizoza kahle kusasa la town ngithi okay sihambe sifike endlini ngihlambe ai senze okwasekamelweni wuuuuu kuvele Kuthi angiphalaze ephezu kwam anginyanyise nje ngicikeke ciii ngimcele cela asuke phezu kwami ayi asuke xem ai ungena ebusuku mayengekho ngimthanda ukufa mayeseduze kwami kuze Kuthi angimphalazele uyanginyanyisa ngidinwa noma engenzanga lutho 😣😣

P7..Kuthe mayehola nge 25 wathi asiyokwenza ilaybye yam ne unborn ucela kube eye R4000 ngoba Ngiya hamba nge 28 May so ngiyenzile uwukhiphile uR2000 kusele Le eseceleni guys angimzisisi lo bhuti but wenza ngakho konke okusemandleni ukuthi ngijabule ngilibale usizi lwalenja eyangimithisa koda cha angimzwisisi xem angisazi enjalo unesikhwele ifoni yam uyigada eyakhe uyayishiya ngisho nami xem....... The End

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ndim-loh · 7 years ago

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LH - church love

Ngendaba yesibongo nje i lost my soul mate😢😢😢 Owky indaba iso nganginemnyaka ewu 14 i was doing grade 9 sasiku goodfriday ngisonto zion Damaseku so ku good lo wawuse Jozi where ngahlangana khona nalomuntu ngizombiza ngo T uthi lona ke aqale ashele naye it was his first time eza enkonzweni yethu mangikhumbula kahle ans nami ngangisonto khona nje ngahamba nomngani wami ngagcina sengithandile ashele ke u T ngamnika ama number wami kuthi angifonele ngangimncane ngisaba nokuqoma kodwa wangishela kwaphela unyaka yey umfana wont let me go a second ngaphandle kwe call yakhe the way he loved me ama call nje abe ngena kusuka ekuseni kuze kuyolalwa especially on weekands besiphunyuzwa ukuthi ngiseskoleni during the week so ashele vele azange ngimgqome ngaze ngamqoma sengifunda grade 10 indlela bekajabule ngayo😢 it was jst priceless nje ngafunda kumthanda sonke lesikhathi aye shela ngaso ngingamfuni and emva kwalokho ngase ngimuthanda okwendlule owky by tht time ngangihamba mhlanga ngiyi tshitshi yazi kuthi akaze angihluphe nakancane afuna kulala nami ngenkani beka understander everything nje he spoiled me rotten bekasebenza ke yena at kriel vele besibonana nje.... kodwa u wont say the way besithandana ngakhona uwumuntu othule what ive noticed kuyena side lestory kodwa okunye ngizokweqa makafikile le sengenza grade 11 sibonana kwelinye ikhona vele nje njalo abantu bese bazi ukuthi isikhowe sethu😂 indaba yaqala ukuba inkinga when ekhaya sebazi kuthi sengiyajola batshontshe my phone umamkhulu wami and mamncane bathathe ama number akhe i was deeply hurt to see ama number akhe ku fone kamamncane abhalwe "SCEFE" 😢 ngingabi nandaba velw ngiyamthanda ngijabule ngithi atleast sebe aware ngaye manje kuhambe iskhathi was doing grade 12 i think early 2011 vele umfana athi ufuna kuya kolobola ekhaya futhi ufuna kuthembisa esontweni hey mind u sebeke bangibiza ekhaya bangihlalisa phansi bathi angihlukane naye kusuka lqpho ngangimthanda ngimcosha phansi vele makafuna kuyothembisa angiboni lutho oku rong ngijabule ngifile nje kumnandi even esontweni sebeyazi kuthi vele Thandeka and T bayayphusha lento yabo...... ngizoqhubeka bomnanx ngisageza ngiya msebenzini will get free period ngiqhubeke

Part 2 Bengihlala opongolo kodwa ekhaya kuse Newcastle no bhuti lo owaso Pongolo e ntumbane nangempela ke ubhuti athumele omama base sontweni ekhaya beyocela ukuthi sithembisane esontweni so vele mangisendleni ngibuya eskoleni sihlangane nobo labo mama bese kuthi babuya ekhaya it was a surturday so i was so shocked vele azange bangichazele kuthi kuhambe kanjan mangifika ekhaya ngifica bakhona bonke ngingene ngibingelele njenge jwayelo no one answered ngindlule ngiye kamereni nginganaki vele ekhaya kukhona my younger sister and my brother ngiphumele ngaphandle ne washing my broe aze kimi and ask kanti thandeka wenzeni y laykhaya bekukhuluma kabuhlungu kangaka mf2 i was hurt vele lezonsuku bengifunda grade 12 vele most of my time bengihlezi ngiseskoleni ngfika ekhaya ngokulala nje nokudla vele makufika mina e khishini wonke umuntu uyaphuma the way abangzonda ngakhona so then i heard tht they refused ukuthi siyothembisana enkonzweni because bathi ekhaya asikwenzi lokho indaba iqhubeke mamncane wami was the one ongafuni at all kuthi sithembisana everyone was disappointed even esontweni mamncane wala njekangaka kanti naye uqome kwa nhlengethwa vele her reasob angafuni kuthi kuqhubeke yonke into was tht naye uqome ka nhlengs wangalela vele mina ngalowomzuzu i couldnt care less sengimthanda kubhubha umfana the more bala ngathi bayangibanga kuthi ngimthande kakhulu so vele kugcine kungaphumelelanga ngibonga ngoba ngaphasa kwa grade 12 and ngaphasa kahle even if nganginganelisekile i stress sasingbulala in a way tht ngangihluleka noku concentrate eskolen bt i mananged to pass ngo B ngahamba ke ngayofunda at TUT 2012

Part 3 Ngifike ke 2012 i dd my first year we still going strong nobhuti irregardless kuthi my family icabanga kanjan mind u im now 18 im stil a virgin and kusangphethe kahle mina nobhuti we only kiss kphela siphelele lapha kodwa akangihluphi nakancane so varsity got new frnds the only thing esikhuluma ngayo masihlezi it sex lapho angaz lutho bakhuluma ngama style akhona mina kuvele kucishe izibani ngaqala lapho ngaba pressured kuthi ay nami ngifuna kuzizwela bt bgangisaba tht ekhaya september bazongfakela mali ngiye mhlangeni bese ngithini? Vele nje i convinced my self kuthi vele ekhaya bebengathandi ngiye emhlangen vele i decided lapho kuthi ngiyayeka im ready for him kade engibekezelela all along April 2012 ngiye kuma practicals i got a chance lapho ke ngahamba ngaya kuye sayenza ke leyompahla lool 😋 aykube mnandi kube njeya kufike usuku lokuthi ngiye kubo ngangisaba now mele ngiyo hlangana nabazali bakhe bempela ke ay sahamba vele safika ebusuku ngafika sengyolala.....

Part 4 Avuke bhuti ekuseni ahambe aye mncwabeni ngisale ngedwa athi osisi bakhe bazongnika konke mind u ngiyasaba futhi ngisaba kakhulu ubaba wakhe ngivuke ngigeze ngilethelwe ukudla zange ngidle nalokhu kwase busuku kusahleli la ngiyafa uvalo sengigezile ke ngagqoka my dress iyanghlala phela ngimuhle ngiwuba ngime nakahle babona nabo nje kuthi ay ukhethile lomfana ay bese ngibizwa e dinning room ngibizwa omama bakhona umuzi mkhulu bo yey anglande usisi mangphuma bengibeke isholi emahlombe kube ngathi ngiyahlonipha lapho nami ngizibone senguwu koti mind u umamncane naye ugane around khona la and ukhona ukwakhe ngisaba nokuphuma emnyango ngfike dinning room ngithi ngiya esofeni lool😂kuthiwe nali cansi hlala phansi yooh lapha ngiyakhophozela bengibone ke omamezala bengibuze ngokubonga ndada ngisho mina kuthi lokho angikwazi ngasekhaya esikwenzi lokho bathi aphume ke omunye ayokhuluma no babezala abuye athi uthi ubaba sibuze kuba ubuyela ngezinkomo yini ekhaya bgithi mina cha phela ngicabange kuthi kwasekhaya avazi nokuthi ngila vele indaba sayiphetha ngokuthi cha thina ekhaya asikwenzi izinto zokumisa amaduku nokubonga ndaba vele ubabezala wayesho amashushu kuthi ngiyo lotsholwa khonakhona lapho aze athi nazi izinkomo zigcwele isibaya lapho nami ngizibona sengiwu Mrs Nhlengethwa😋 Hence im calling Ncengimpilo Nhlengethwa ngoskoni ubhuti wakhe lo ngkhuluma ngaye

Part 5 After a long day ke layo yonke lento yokwaziwa emzini abuye ubhuti seku late i think ade abalekele zona lezi bayangthanda yaz even babezala angikhulumi ke ngo skoni bami bahle😍bahle bawo ba kwazize nalensizwa iyabukeka ngangikhethile bo afike ubhuti sihambe siyolala sithi sisalele athi kunento engfuna kukutshela yona ngashawa oluncane uvalo😢ngathi oky go on he told tht unengane encane ena 8 months 😭😭😭😭i couldnt hold my tears i was crying esengthulisa athi uyangthanda and stuff so ubhuti all along we have abt 4 years sithatha akangihluphi ngokufuna kulala nami kanti unomuntu omuny esenze umu mithisile tht shows how much serious their relationship was kuyacaca bebengasebenzisi i condom chances okuthi uzonglethela izifo are high ngangikhala i ddnt sleep tht day ngicabanga and wangitshela wathi everyone uyazi even his sisters im like aybo y bengazange bengitshele cause ngihlezi nginabo y mina mele ngazi isina 8 months ingane i was so heartbroken bt then ayikho into bengizoyenza cause ngiyamthanda uyena muntu engaqala kuthanda ngaye i cried kwasa so bavuka ke wakhuluma nobaba wakhe mele sihambe later on siya e nkonzweni so kunosiko ke abalwenzayo lapha kusemakhaya vele kuba lawa asagcina amasiko futhi kuthiwe mele ashaye uphondo lokho kusho kuthi umfana wakulowo muzi eseqonyiwe more like ukumisa iduku ay i precess yenzeke ke ihambe kahle futhi akukho rong okwenzeka we were both happy sengikhohlwe nokuthi bengikhala busuku bonke

Part 6 Ngihambe ke ngibuyele pretoria ngihlale usuku nje ngakusasa kwazise bathi azihlali phansi zisaba amazolo kungene i call kamamncane ngokujabula nje ngithi uzongbuza kuthi ngihambe njani phela yonke lento yokulobola nokuthembisa yase isithule by tht time after banqaba kshuthi bazitshela kuthi ithule nje ngoba sesihlukene nomfana kangi cha sesiyishayela phansi sisyabambile nje and kusahamba kahle makafone ngithi ngiyaybamba uyathetha and ngiyezwa lakhona akayedwa baningi mamncane vele useganile yena konke kuqediwe usengowakhona kwa Nhlengethwa amazwi akhe "njengoba usuhambe wayo misa iduku kwa Nhlengethwa umufunani lonfana ongadundile okukuqala unomfazi wakho umama wengane encane ade efikile elethe ingane waze wangiphoxa umufunani ngempela lomfana owahlulwa isikole kwagrade 11 😭😭😭😭 njengoba usukhethile ke ungaphinde ungfune lutho vele kunjalo kukhulisa intandane" couldnt hold back my tears ulwa kangaka nje ulwela isibongo sakwa Nhlengethwa ngoba agane khona akasanandaba noma mfana ngiyamthamda noma cha ngathi ngisakhala kufone u gogo newcastle naye washiya alikhohliwe lucky enough my granny uya understand ngamtshela ngathi akaze ngimise iduku mina wathetha waze wabuya phansi ngikhala o called ncengi weza in my room bangiduduze ke kulawo malanga bengingsa attend ama classes ami sengihlala in my room ngikhala non stop😭😭😭bomnax athi ngigwinye amanzi isabuhlungu lento kimi zoqhuba now now

Part 7 eyokugcina im cutting it short sengyahluleka kuvuka amanxeba yonke i family yami ayisangfuni kwazise anginabazali ngisele nabo bodwa so i had to choose between family and isthandwasami kwakubuhlungu ukuphuma nesinqumo kodwa i had no choice kwakumele i choose i family over him😭😭wouldnt choose umuntu wabantu what if ngiba nenzinkinga nase mshadweni ngeke ngisakwazi nokubuyela ekhaya and vele since they never approved indaba yami yokushada at 17 years vele izinto zaziyohamba kabi kwakubuhlungi bt i had to let him go okubuhlungu namanje inhliziyo isebuhlungu still when i look umamncane ngifikelwa i anger aningithandiziseni to let it go bo mnanx ngiyacela😭😭😭as much as kunzima bt then kumele ngiykhohlwe lento sihlala sihlala sinenokungazwan lahle nomamncane unokusho into encane bt ngivele ngiyenze ibe nkulu i think im still hurting inside nobhuti how i wish engayeka naye cause akayekile kungifuna back uyangfonela ngi block afune enye number angikhoni kukhohlwa ngoba naye ubizy nami ngicela imikhuleko

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ndim-loh · 7 years ago

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LC- Ngaphika isisu sikaNomthandazo

P1..

Ngathi nje lapho ngiqeda ukufundela ukuba ummeli ngathola umsebenzi e Mpangeni lapho ngingazi khona muntu. Mina ngiziphumela edolobheni ethekwini. Ngijwayele impilo esheshayo. Uma ngfika Lana kwacaca ukuthi ngizoqasha Lana eskhawini. Kunomuzi wakwa Mazibuko. So ke nami ngase ngithole lwe omunye umngani wami engamjwayela Ku Facebook. Uyena ke owangfunela le ndawo. Ngahlala ke lapha ngfika nje nginengubo yokulala kuphela. Lo mngan wam igama lakhe kwakuwu Nomthandazo. Bebemubiza bethi u Thandazoh. Ubemuhle yena ewulanga sikothe wentokazi. Asishiyani kude nangeminyaka nokho ngimudlula nje ngo 3 years kuphela Ekumazini kwami u sisi lona wangisiza kakhulu. Wangiboleka umbhede, wangiboleka nestofu. Ukudla bengikufaka e fridgini kwakhe. Bengithi uma ngihamba ngimshiye nokhiye wase ndlini yami. Ubahamba ke aye endlini emini angi cleanele kube kuhle. OK ke sahamba iskhathi engiwashela, engiphekela engenzela konke kuhle komuntu esithandana naye. U Thandazoh yena ke ubezihlalela kubo emzini wabazali bakhe bona ke abazali bakhe bebengabi khona njalo. Kuhambe kwahamba nga thenga imoto ngezela izinyawo ezilula. Inkinga yami ke ukuthi u Thandazoh ubengasafuni ukuphuma kumina lokho kwenza kube nzima ngoba njengomfana nami benginezi dingo. Bengfuna nami ukfaka umuntu endlini kodwa nje bengibe ngsabathe ngibona intombi yena ayibeke amabala engwe. One day angibhaze ngihlel endlini ngilungisela I case ya ngakusasa. Athi ucela ngize kuyena endlini kuyaphuthuma. Nga shiya konke engikwenzayo nganikela khona. Uma ngfika u Thandazoh ushiye umnyango wase ekhishini uvuliwe. Ngoba vele sengijwayele ngingene ngimemeze. Asabele ekameren. Ngimtshele ukuthi sengfikile. Athi angize ekameren ufuna ngimfakele I globe yena akakwazi. Ngithi ngyaqalaza nami ngampela kumnyama... Ngiye ngiqalaze ngibona isthunzi nje ngoba kumnyama. Anginike I globe ebese ethi a ngigibele embhedeni ngime kuwona ukuze ngifinyelele kwi globe. Nami ngenza njalo. Ngathi ngsenze njalo nje ngingakaybambi ne globe ngezwa nge short yami yehla shwiii Phansi embhedeni ngithi ngyanqaba ngisamangele kuvele kukhanye ugesi. Kuvele kucace kumina ukuthi bekuyi trick from the beginning indaba yale globe. Ok fine moving forward Engakubona lapho uma ngivusa ikhanda Jesu nkulunkuku eish 😮😋😋.

P2..

Ngabona umzimba ka nomthandazo omuhle omhlophe ongenachashaza. Ewu ngathi uma ngithi kodwa Thandazoh wenzan manje yey yayisingi khwele ingane ngolimu... Lapho inqunu nje ngyazibukela bonke lobu buhle bomuntu Ngezwa ngayo ingibamba I shafu iwudonsa ngezandla. Ngathi ngsadidekile wabe uyongena emlonyen... Yangimunca kamnandi ingane. Ye buya baba. Ngithi nami ke lapho ngangi ngasazithambisile. Ngavele ngamqukula ngamphosa embhedeni. Akukho engangikujahe okudlula inkomo ngakho ke konke lokhu ayekwenza kumina kwaphenduka ize. Ngaba ukumubeka nje phezu kombhede ngaqondanisa izilwane. Naye useyivule yonke ... Uthi ukubuya kancane umqondo ngizithole sengibuza ukuthi are you sure about this? Athi yes. Angibange ngsananaza ngawushaya washona ngafendisa okohlanya zisuka nje. Lapho lo muntu u tight ngale ndlela yokuthi ngangingamkholwa if she said she was a virgin kodwa futhi alikho I virgin elalingangipha inkomo kanjena. Ngafenda lapho ayisakhali ingane yabantu umbhede usubalekile. Izingubo nemcamelo se kugcwele phansi.. Ngyabona ukuthi ngihlangene ne character Lana into efende ibaleka. Into ethi uma isichama imemeze kunanele izihosha. Iyakushaya ikuphushe iphinde ikugone iku nkonkoshele. Hmmm yaze yamnand intombazane Sathi uma sqeda lapho ngavele ngafa amahloni angsazo ngimbheke kanjan. Ibe isingicabuze isihlathi ebese ithi ngyabonga ngyakuthanda. Yey ngidideke ekhanda ngiphele ke manje. Kanti ngyathandwa yini futhi. Ngsathi ngsalalele ibe isishilo imakwabo "I wanted you to be my first" 😯 ayake ngvele ngimangale nje phela.I have never had a virgin before.

P3..

Ngithi ubuyi Virgin? Ithi ingane of course hau yini.. Ngithi ay never mind . Ngivalelise ngihambe. Ngfike endlini ngitubekile ngyathatha ngyabeka. Phela.Mina sengizibikile nje Ku Sbahle oyi colleague yami and ngyabona izovuma pho ngizo kwenzenjani. Ngvele ngithi okungcono ngzoyeka ukumshela u Sbahle ngoba nakhu intombi senginayo. Ngibuye ngishawe into eyodwa. U Nomthandazo akafundile into etheni uno Matric nje kuphela. And lokho kungenza ngibe ashamed of her. Ekhaya kufundiwe both my parents are doctors my sister is a Detective I am a lawyer u cc wam omncane is studying astronomy. Eish! Ekhaya they tell me all the time to choose an educated woman. Angikakaze futhi ngimshele u Thandaza she just threw herself at me nje. Yhooh! More confusing episodes empilweni yami ke manje. U Sbahle ngamziba ke kwaphela 2 weeks ngingasamsheli ngale u Thandazoh syaqhubeka syalala which means sesyathandana. Phela I have never been a player in my life. 3rd week avele afike u Sbahle in my office azothi uyangithanda. Yey wejesu 💃🏻💃🏻 ngasukuma ngahlala phansi. Weza kumina wangicabuza isphongo wabe esethi ngicela ungvakashela this afternoon... Yey nganqaba isizulu. But I was happy and scared at the same time. Ngamshaya nge card elithi it's too early to visit each other. Naso ke iscefe sothando olusha. Umfazi ufona nakawu 10 nje elokhu ekubelesele ngama phone call. Not that ngangi ngathandi angfonele u Sbahle but my problem was that u Thandazoh. OK time went by and ekhaya bafuna ukumazi umuntu engizwana naye . I had to choose between the two women in my life and Sbahle was the obvious choice. Bamuthanda kakhulu u Sbahle kwazise phela uyi lady, unama manners ufundisekile nje umbona ngisho Emile. Ngoku bona kwami. I risk ngabona kungcono ngyofuna I flat e Richards bay ukuze ngihlalele kude no Thandazoh ngoba u Sbahle ubengakwazi ukungvakashela kwazise ngsaba u Thandazoh. Usbahle ubefika only if u Thandazoh eye ezihlobeni and bese ngikhathele ilokho. Ngathutha ke ngayohlala la ekubusa khona inhliziyo yami.

P4..

Sekuyimina ovalashela u Thandazoh u Sbahle esephenduke waba full time khona endlini yami. We were practically living together but ke I Sbahle bebuye angishiye aye naye kwakhe cos she had a house e Mpangeni. Ayke ubaba wangfakela I pressure yokushada and nami ngibona ukuthi u Sbahle has all the qualities engwafisayo emfazini. Ngaqala ke ngalobola nami lesi Sthandwa sami. Kwathi nje ngizoshada nge weekend elandelayo. Sengizinciphisile nezinyawo eziya Ku Thandazoh wavele wafona. Wafona ngihlezi no Sbahle. Wathi it's urgent ucela sbonane. Ngathatha izikhiya zemoto ngahamba.. Akachithanga skhathi. Wangitshela ukuthi uyabona ukuthi Mina naye aysekho indaba yethu uyabona ukuthi ukhona lona osebusa enhlizwen yami. Wabe esethi ucela ke ukungazisa ukuthi ukhulelwe. Yhooh! That was thee shocker. Ngakhipha imali ngathi mi nali I thousand ngicela uyoskhipha lesisu. Waythatha kahle imali. Ngabe sengyamtshela ukuthi ngiyashada next weekend so angfun iscefe. Wavele wakhala. Ngahamba wasenda I SMS wathi I wish you all the best. Lwafika ke usuku lomshado ngashada kodwa no nembeza uyalahla. Emva komshado ngamfonela u Thandazoh. Waphendula nje wathi angeke akwazi ukukhuluma nendoda eshadile. Ngimbuze ukuthi usikhiphile isisu? Athi yes. Ngathi OK sure. Ey ngaba relieved ke ngahlala ke emshadwen wami kumnandi. Kodwa nansi inkinga kwase kuphele 6 years ingane singanayo. Sesibahambe bonke odokotela kodwa ingane lutho. One day on my birthday ngithole e happy birthday from u Thandazoh.

P5..

Uyazi kufike ukuthi let me go through her profile aybo boom umfanyana. Ubhalile nje izinto ngaye and uze umthakazela ngezakithi izithakazelo. Ngim inboxe ngibuze ukuthi ekabani ingane aphendule athi akundaba yami leyo Mina eyami ingane wayikhipha njengoba ngangi shilo cos she didn't want to be iskhubekiso enjabulweni yami. Ey ngiyibuke le ngane ewu baba wami ngisho ikhanda. Ngintshontshe isthombe sayo ngisithumele ekhaya. Ngibuze ukuthi le ngane ifana nobani. Ubaba wafona wathi le ngane eya laykhaya ngicela uyilethe ngiyi bone. Iwu baba wakho omncane nje esemncane yonke into. Ngathi ngyam inboxer futhi u Thandazoh ngangabe ngsamthola waye sengi blockile. Ngashaya imoto ngaya kubo kwakhe. Ngamfica nomama wakhe ekhona . Apparently her father passed away. Umbuzo nje engabuzwa wona ukuthi why now after such a long time. Ngalikhuluma iqiniso. Bathi ke eyami ingane angiye estamkokweni ngyoyfuna khona ngoba Lena akusiyo eyami. That was the hardest part of my life I must admit Ngabuyela ekhaya kubaba ngamtshela and sahamba naye ubaba ke kwaxoxiswana. Kodwa banqab isizulu nengane and bangitshela ukuthi abadingi ngisho isondlo kumina. Bangibuza ukuthi why did I ask u Thandazoh ukuthi akhiphe isisu. Ngalikhuluma iqiniso ukuthi I was ashamed of her. Ngoba engafundile nokuthi angizange ngimshele nokuthi she lied about being a Virgin Mina ngangizwile ukuthi yena waye sanda kuluqala lona ucansi but hhay ukuthi she was a virgin. She broke down and cried. Awu yehhen bo.. Wabe eseyasho ukuthi she was raped nje before ngfike ngakubo. Kodwa she never told anyone. So yena waye ngithanda and wanted me to be the only person ayeyoke azinikele kuyena ngothando nango mzimba wakhe. Ingane akazange aze ayikhiphe kunalokho wahlupheka nayo up until today. Okubuhlungu kukona konke lokhu ukuthi she loved me genuinely and Mina I always thought waye funa ukungi trap ngesisu futhi efuna.imali yami. Bangitshela kwagcwala amadlebe ukuthi ingane angsoze ngaythola or ngayondla. Ngabuyela ekhaya. Angizange ngimtshele lutho usbahle and guess what.. She fell pregnant emithiswa umngan wami engangimthemba. So wathutha wahamba wayohlala emzini wakhe. Impilo kumina is back to square 1. Anginamfazi and abafuni ngampela ngsondelane nengane yami. Ngikhuluma nawe nje angiyazi negama layo. Ngaluthwa imfundo ngakhohlwa ukuthi u Thandazoh yena wayeyoba umfazi oqotho ngoba wayekwazi ukungenzela konke okwenziwa umfazi ekwenzela indoda yakhe. Engikusabayo my son will grow up not knowing his real father aze ayothi baba endodeni engamzali. Uma ngibafakela imali bayayfaka back e spar baybuyise.

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