#IM SO. HAUGH!!!!!!!!
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What if you gave me tips on how to not be shit at talking to women (and we were both spies)
this is really messy but I needed to get some sort of interaction scribbled down for them because oh my god I AM SHAKING YOU
Piece o' fan art featuring @friendlyengie's femspy because i'm crazy about her and I can't get her out of my head (for real it's like the Kylie Minogue song up there) and my own Spy OC because womemn. Lesbian week never ended, lesbians are crawling into your mentions, they're coming in through the walls!
#Sharon my beloved#IM SO. HAUGH!!!!!!!!#the way you drew spy is so everything to me her expressions are so good.#women who are not haunted by their lack of game (she is severely haunted actually)#I am smiling sooo so wide thank u so much for drawing her what the fuck#!!!!!#Feeling abnormal about women. Forever and ever#sorry if this sounds a little lackluster for a response it’s 1 am and I took melatonin like 2 hours ago#I struggled to stay up long enough to finish this funny interaction doodle#But I really am going insane about this!! Ok!!!#Also prev tags! My ask box is always open if you want to learn more about her!#I thrive off of being able to talk about these women I cannot shut up.#ok ok ok ok I’m done I’m done thank u again for this I am going to put it up on my mental fridge :)#Ottos fem fortress
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Hi guess who feels like he just experienced 8 consecutive days in a matter of 2?
#rennikorambles#holy fuHUCK I AM SO EXHAUSTED. I AM LITERALLY EXHAUSTED#I WOULDNT BE SURPRISED IF I SAY THIS MIGHT BE THE MOST EXHAUSTING TWO DAYS OF MY FUCKING EXISTENCE...#yesterday in class our very first subject was our advisory one and since the cheer dance has been crucial we just went down to practice#great straining start to the day! (i do like our cheer dance though i think we'll beat the other sections but MAN IS IT TIRING.)#and then i had to go over to the avr to get prized and shit for winning 1st place on the spelling bee(it was nothing dont even care abt it)#and then after that immediately had to go down (since this was the end of class) and practice AGAIN for 2 more hours#good god and thats friday for you#and im pretty sure this was when i discovered that my brother (who usually goes home at 4 and my practice ended then)#had left me behind and gone home already. and like usually whenever i have practice and end at 4 we just go home w#*together#but. yeah. that didnt have me feeling good but it was okay#and when i was ready to pass out hoHOH NOO NONO#my aunt decided hey! we should celebrate your wonderful high grades by going out together (me my brother and my cousin) and h#have a sleepover! and we were just. sure ok. so we had to pack IMMEDIATELY and get on going#more stuff and more waiting in traffic happened and shit and more shit#and then we got to the street mall and hogh boy MORE WALKING. but i love the place so i didnt mind (still walking though. haugh)#and then ate at a place ive never eaten at. i liked the food really! but then my stomach decided death for me#(apparently eating dinner 9 hours after lunch isnt good..?) so the rest of the time my stomach was squeezing and i felt like throwing up#but it was fine i didnt throw up! AND THEN ALSO I FAILED TO MENTION. My class paid to reserve 4 hours at a court to practice#which was at 10 am the next day. so i had to sleep early which i did! woke up at 7 <3 watched enola holmes....#bUT I STILL GOT SO FUCKING LATE I ARRIVED AT 11. didnt even get to savor the sleepover haugh..... and then practice OH practice. sufferings#after a whole problem with a bunch of idiots at the court that barged in we decided to cut the practice at 12:30#i got picked up by my parents then we went home! .BUT ITS NOT OVER YET. WE HAD TO BRING OUR HOUSEHELP TO HER HOUSE#and they said it'd be quick. just a quick drop off to help her.#bUT NOOOOO WE WENT TO THE FILIPINO EQUIVALENT OF COSTCO AND THEN AN AMUSEMENT PARK#WHICH WAS SO COOL OH MY FUCK BUT ALSO HOLY SHIT.#first of all i got to finally try the Vikings ride and a roller coaster! good news i can handle roller coasters!#bad news i cannot handle vikings. theyre.... overwhelming- i couldnt even SCREAM from how scared i was#anyways i roamed phil costco it was so fun. but my poor feet. i have sustained 5 different kinds of body pain.
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new theme..? might change it later
#'might' more like i definitely will .. dislike the cropping of the pfp butits fine. its fine! agh.#i dont know a better way to do that actually. m probabyl gonna draw smth else for the pfp. idk. i have an an Inkling of an idea for a new#banner tho so. agh im so tired. haugh.#nep rambles#edit i turned the pfp on the blog page off and i feel a Bit better about it actually. i dont know still. augh i want my own art to be my pf#and my banner but I HAVE NO ENERGY. OR INSPIRATION. OH MY GOD#feel like my styles getting worse but also its. almost midnight so i think i should just . stsop thinking 👍👍👍
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I hope the feelings of love and joy whenever I receive your dms is mutual, I hope we can be both be happy and joyous about eachothers company no matter how fleeting it is
#just some thoughts#smth smth about friends made and happy random encounters#been having some mutuals and friends screaming at me about our hyperfixations lately and its filling me#with so much joy afdhdgdhd#and yes im screaming back in turn afdgdg :')#despite all life is good#text post#elly goes feral#BEING SAPPY ON MAIN HAUGH
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read up to the first boss of the event......;-; the amount of descriptions they have for the instruments rly enhances the love for instruments all of them have..............i rly adore cantate too.....
#stardust speaking !#got a lil bit emotional at parts ngl#gbf events that keeps having me as the target audience#i have nooooo idea if ill be writing tmrw but. ill be on akira nxt prob#back n forth babyyyyyyyyyyyy#i say this all the time but i rly do prefer muses that can lean onto the more chaotic side#but akira is. akira is!?!?!??!!??!?! haugh....................#its the natsume alignment of 'i want to say something but i dont know what' that got me#a chara expresses anything like that and im writing nonsense essays about them#'chloes just so good' akiras just like me fr#i hope im not just a mutual to u all but also annoying about the wizards at every possible turn#<-person who is still avoiding ch16#AAUUGHHH THE NEW OZ AND HEATH CARDS...I LOVE WHEN OZ TRULY FEELS /THE/ STRONGEST WIZARD IN THE WORLD#otewodouzo.........enough...oz...enough...............my maiden heart......#sorry
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FINISHED TODAYS TMAGP EPISODE. IM NORMAL
#CELIAAAAA CELIA#sam and alice's whole Thing makes me wanna chew on them#lena is married thts interesting#ALSO YAAAAAAAAAA its fun to hear their names again GAAAHHHHGGG im so excited#HAUGH
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yk i dont actually want rick rounds and polly to end up dating but i gotta say i am a fan of the obsession to the point of self destruction + projection of fear of damnation for being gay onto a very conveniently devil-shaped person + stabbing
#(i just finished season 1 no spoilers pls)#my feverish brain is going HAUGH character.s#same way i wouldnt (didnt?) want izzy and ed to end up together#i like tje fucked up dymamic and being happily dating would ruin it lol#sorry im making 2 different points st once here#jupiter talks#they have interacted literally 3 times so i feel a bit silly. but i may make a playlist later. idk we’ll see#also the devil 😁😁😁😁😁😁
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the amount of applications that hard-code confirmation of stuff to the enter key with NO way to rebind it are gonna drive me fuckin bonkers.
#trying to learn blender. not being able to use my enter key is making it so fucking painful lord#my work around of using the on screen keyboard application doesnt work bc if im doing anything in blender it constrains my mouse#i really. dont want to have to bust out the mechanical keyboard every time i wanna use this thing. urgh. haugh. ack.
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Every time I start a college I'm like I'm gonna do so good at the classes I'm gonna have so much fun and then my fucking mental illness.
#like. i want to do good ! but i cant ive been here for 2 months and ive barely done any work#do you think buying school supplies would help at least having stuff i could pick up and use#idk man im on ritalin and its supposed to help me out but im like running wild#i dont even. to be honest i dont even wanna do college bc i know i wont be able to mentally but my parents bother me so much about it#and id like to have income of my own#its just like last year i just actively want to cry bc im too mentally ill and mentally disabled to focus on classes haugh#bitch mantis
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❤︎ 𝑲𝒆𝒏 "𝑫𝒓𝒂𝒌𝒆𝒏" 𝑹𝒚𝒖𝒈𝒖𝒋𝒊 𝒙 𝑩𝒍𝒂𝒄𝒌!𝑭𝒆𝒎!𝑹𝒆𝒂𝒅𝒆𝒓
❤︎ "__" 𝑟𝑒𝑝𝑟𝑒𝑠𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑠 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑛𝑎𝑚𝑒
Over the course of your marriage, which is still relatively new, Draken has developed a tendency to ignore you when you address him by any name other than a select few.
Because he knows it’s force of habit for you, he may on occasion answer when you call out “Draken,” though he’s always sure to remind you that he doesn’t prefer it when you call him that.
He always answers to his given name, loving the way “Ken” sounds dripping from between your lips, especially during those breathless moments the two of you share in bed.
But, even still, that’s not the name he most prefers to hear you utter.
“Kenny the Pooh?”
Ah, there it is.
A small smile curling his mouth upward, Ken turns to greet you as you enter your home, a “welcome back baby” poised on his lips.
Ken pauses, however, brows furrowing deeply upon seeing the wiggling bundle you’re holding in your coat.
“__...please tell me that’s not what I think it is.”
You’re silent for several moments, still wrestling with the bundle and pointedly avoiding Ken’s skeptical gaze.
“Weeeelll…that depends on what you think it is.”
“__-”
“Ok yes, issa pup!” Right on cue, the wiggling pauses and a small, furry brown head peeks up from your coat collar.
Ken sighs, lightly pinching the bridge of his nose to stave off his impending headache.
“__, what on Earth are we going to do with a pup?”
You give him an incredulous look.
“What you mean “what we gone do”? We gone keep ‘im and we gone love ‘im, duh.”
Ken sighs again, louder and more exasperated this time.
He’s no stranger to entertaining shenanigans (thank Manjiro for that) but he’s never had to care for a stray other than himself before, especially not one of the canine persuasion.
“Do you know how to care for a dog? And are you aware of the responsibility that’s associated with something like that?”
You nod enthusiastically. “Yes! I had a pup when I was a little girl. She was my best friend in the whole world. The hole she left in my heart when she died was too big a gap for any other dog to fill for a long time, but now I think I’m ready to try again.”
Your smile is wistful and sad, until your gaze flicks down to the little puppy teething on your fingers. Your smile becomes much brighter and larger as you watch the tiny thing, and Ken knows immediately that he no longer has the heart to deny you this.
Not that he ever really did in the first place but shush.
“Ok, fine. We’ll keep it. But the brunt of the responsibility will lie firmly on your shoulders. You know I don’t have much time to devote to caring for a dog what with running the shop.”
“Oh I know. Don’t worry, I’ll take care of everything. And besides, you’ll love this little guy in no time. I already do.”
Ken shakes his head, chuckling quietly before turning back to the sink.
It turns out, you were right. Little time has elapsed before Ken and the aptly named Coco are thick as thieves. The steadily growing pup is shaping up to be quite well behaved, with a naturally even temperament. He’s also very intelligent, even somewhat helping you and Ken around the house and shop respectively.
“So, you glad I brought Coco home or what?”
Your eyes silently dare the blonde man to say anything negative, seeing as he’s currently got Coco cradled in one of his arms, the other hand holding a toy for the pup to try and capture.
Pausing mid coo, Ken fondly rolls his eyes, smiling as he absentmindedly shakes the toy.
“Yeah yeah, I’m glad. Happy?”
“Very,” you reply, leaning in for a quick smooch.
.・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。..・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。.
“Kenny the Pooh! My dear Kenny the Pooh!”
Ken, who was previously working on one of the bikes in the shop, immediately drops his tools, apologizing quietly at the loud sound which disturbs the resting Coco.
“Yes my love, what do you want?”
You, who had just made it to the bottom step, fold your arms across your chest haughtily.
“Hmph, why do you just assume I want something?”
“Because the last time you called me by that name, we all of sudden were responsible for an extra life.” He throws a pointed sidelong glance at Coco, whose ears perk up but who otherwise doesn’t move.
“Not that you mind all that much apparently. He even gets to chill in the shop while you work. I don’t even get to do that!”
“That’s because you don’t know how to behave down here. You wanna touch everything and ask me a million questions. I love you, but it’s distracting.”
Unable to refute Ken’s words, and now feeling a little bad, you make your way over to him, gently massaging his shoulders and resting your head on top of his with a sigh.
“Well, I’m sorry I find what my man does so interesting. And I suppose you’re saying Coco is better behaved than me?”
“Quite.”
You scoff, playfully smacking your husband’s shaved head, chuckling along with him.
You continue massaging Ken’s shoulders as he works for a bit, until Coco begins to grow fidgety.
“I think he needs outside. C’mere Coco!”
The pup quickly makes his way over to you, lifting up on his hind legs and pawing at your thigh.
Cooing at how cute he is, you pick him up, lifting one of his little paws and waving it back and forth at Ken.
“Tell Daddy you’ll see him later.”
Almost seeming to understand your words, Coco barks happily once. You give him a little scritch behind the ears and a “good boy,” turning to say something to Ken before you depart, when what you see has you stopping in your tracks.
Your husband is flushed red from the tips of his ears down to his cheeks and all down his neck. It’s a little alarming, and you’ve half a mind to ask him if he’s alright before he begins speaking.
“Daddy, huh?”
You blink once, twice, before a wicked smirk curls your lips upward.
“Yes, daddy. Is something wrong?” Smirk now gone, you blink innocently up at him, guffawing internally at his reaction to such an absentminded thing on your part.
Ken doesn’t respond for some moments, before turning back to what he was doing.
“When you’re done tending to Coco, come back down here. I’ve got something I’d like to show you.”
“Mmhm, and that would be?”
“Oh nothing special. I just wanted to show you how much easier it is to see the intricate parts of a motorcycle when you’re bent over it.”
Now it’s your turn to be flustered, and Ken’s smoldering gaze sure isn’t helping.
Turning, you hurry to do as instructed, murmuring a “yes daddy” before you depart, a none-the-wiser Coco in tow.
Later on~
__: Ay, quite hoggin’ my dog.
Ken: Our dog, excuse you.
ᵃ/ⁿ: ᵗʰᵉˢᵉ ᵃʳᵉ ʲᵘˢᵗ ˢᵒᵐᵉ ˢⁿⁱᵖᵖᵉᵗˢ ᵒᶠ ᶜᵘᵗᵉ (ᵃⁿᵈ ˢᵒᵐᵉʷʰᵃᵗ ˢᵖⁱᶜʸ) ᵐᵒᵐᵉⁿᵗˢ ⁱ ᵗʰᵒᵘᵍʰᵗ ᵘᵖ ʷⁱᵗ ᵒˡᵉ ᵏᵉⁿⁿʸ ᵏⁱⁿˢ. ⁱ ʰᵒᵖᵉ ʸ'ᵃˡˡ ᵉⁿʲᵒʸᵉᵈ! ⁱ'ˡˡ ᵈᵉᶠⁱⁿⁱᵗᵉˡʸ ᵇᵉ ᵖᵒˢᵗⁱⁿᵍ ᵐᵒʳᵉ ˡⁱᵏᵉ ᵗʰᵉˢᵉ ⁱⁿ ᵗʰᵉ ᶠᵘᵗᵘʳᵉ, ᵃⁿᵈ ᵒᶠ ᶜᵒᵘʳˢᵉ, ᵉᵛᵉⁿᵗᵘᵃˡˡʸ ᶠᵘˡˡ ˢᵗᵒʳⁱᵉˢ ᶠᵗ. ᵏᵉⁿ. ⁱⁿ ᵗʰᵉ ᵐᵉᵃⁿᵗⁱᵐᵉ, ˡᵉᵗ ᵐᵉ ᵏⁿᵒʷ ʷʰᵃᵗ ʸ'ᵃˡˡ ᵗʰᵒᵘᵍʰᵗ ᵒᶠ ᵗʰᵉˢᵉ, ᵃⁿᵈ ᶜʰᵉᶜᵏ ᵒᵘᵗ ᵐʸ ᵗʳ ᵐⁱⁿⁱ ᵐᵃˢᵗᵉʳˡⁱˢᵗ. ʳᵉᵠᵘᵉˢᵗˢ ᵃʳᵉ ᵒᵖᵉⁿ!
#tokyo revengers#tokyo rev#tokrev#ken ryuguji#ryuguji ken#draken#x black reader#black reader#draken x reader#ken ryuguji x reader#ryuguji ken x reader
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I'll be honest, I don't know much abt lotr, but!!! for the text game you're putting together, what has been your favourite date and/or route you've written so far? + as an addition, if you'd like, what are things you admire/love abt any character of your choosing? (I hope you're doing okay bestie, I'm sorry you're having a rough night 💖)
haugh thank you dude i am. feeling more grounded now (and my hand stopped hurting so i Didn't actually burn it, yayyy) but gods that was bad for a hot minute
ummmm my favorite thing ive written is probs tied between Éomer's 2B date (go to a celebratory bonfire w/ him) because there's a lot of silliness, it's just very lighthearted + cute!! or Faramir's first date?? it's actually hard to pick a specific date bc Faramir is just very fun to write. I adore him so much lol — his first date's a little library meetcute and you get to give him a kiss on the nose and listen to him be So autistic about Really Old Texts (it's what he deserves)
uuuuuuuuuuu well u know as a Boromir Guy. a certified Boromir Enjoyer. Enjoyer of Boromir. there's just. oagh theres so much. I was rewatching th Osgiliath scene again for reasons (quotin it for sth i think) and the way he behaves with Faramir vs how he behaves with Denethor is so. im DERANGED i need to sit down w/ Sean Bean and talk abt Boromir for fucking hours. the way he prepares himself to have to speak w/ his father, the disbelieving shake of his head at Denethor's "I know his uses and they are few" line about Faramir. the "one more moment of peace can he not give us that" line. "the victory is Faramir's as well" and he's grinning, his nod of encouragement, motioning Faramir over because he's RIGHT and Faramir's achievements deserve to be recognized and they're fighting fucking FORCES OF MORDOR so how could he possibly blame his brother for Osgiliath falling? they reclaimed it and they're alive and that's cause for celebration! im so.
Boromir son of Denethor seeing the best in people. when he could so easily and so understandably be completely fucking pessimistic. He is ON THE FRONTLINES he would have every excuse to be a bitter jaded asshole having grown up with the sole purpose of being a soldier. he lives only to serve!!! and he lives watching the people he is supposed to safeguard suffering and dying, watching the darkness of Mordor spread with little hope of vanquishing it, only keeping it at bay for a time. it has been long since he had any hope!!!!!! and yet the victory is Faramir's too! his baby brother who he is so proud of, who he sees the absolute best in, who he longs for Denethor to see the good in too because Faramir is trying his absolute fucking best and Boromir sees that!! Boromir, who sees Merry and Pippin's determination and takes the time to coach them in swordplay when others would have made them stay behind. they're only hobbits, after all. what could they do? (quite a lot, naturally, but it was Boromir at first who empowered them to be more than just tagalongs. who thought they should be more prepared and took the time and energy to make sure they were.)
there is frailty in men but there is goodness too. the world is cruel and awful and he is surrounded by violence and death. and even a wizard like Gandalf can die. but there is goodness in men. goodness in the world!! Minas Tirith is on the brink of disaster but it is beautiful and he longs to return. even diminished, she is beautiful!! and he wants to share that. he wants to share Faramir's victories. he knows firsthand how horrifically cruel the world can be but he sees the best in the people around him and he wants others to see it too. ARGH!!!!!!!!
ALSO. ive talked abt it in another post floating around somewhere but while i do love book!Faramir i think he is. kind of a nightmare person. in that he has some Deepset Prejudices that he Needs To Unpack. smacking the shit out of him with a cardboard tube.
and while i thnk there are valid criticisms to make abt movie!Faramir i do actually GENUINELY adore that he is tempted by the ring. because on one side of it, his temptation mirrors Boromir's in that it is done out of love (desire for his father's love and approval vs Boromir's love for his people) and that he overcomes it. because that is Boromir's Baby Brother and isnt the goal of it all for the younger generations to surpass the older? isn't the hope that Faramir would learn from Boromir's failures and be better? not repeat them? and he doesn't. he is flawed and he is tempted by much the same thing and yet he does not fall!! and that's not to say there's any Legitimate moral failing on either of their parts because its the fucking One Ring, but i think its just. very poignant. I genuinely prefer it way more than the book where hes all "I would NEVER take the ring!!!"
but he also has his whole "boromir died well, achieving some good, and was even more beautiful in death than in life" thing and that gets into the spirituality of middle earth and the layers of Weirdness there which im not abt to unpack on this ask. not a fan of it in the slightest. shaking Boromir's hand for being rebellious against god tho i would be too if i was living in that whole fucking sitch. if the only thing my brother could say was "idfk if he fucked up or not but he was more beautiful in death than ever so ik he died a holy death, which is preferrable" my ghost would start throwing bricks.
also, having movie!Faramir fall prey to the ring when book!Faramir is like this. paragon of grace and goodness and holiness who Cannot be tempted. idk i think especially with Aragorn grappling with his humanity and frailty as a man, having Faramir Also be tempted is sooooo. like. augh!!! it is not a failure to be tempted. you can still be Good and Gracious and Lordly and a Paragon Of Men. he is Still Faramir even though he fell prey to the call of the ring. he resisted. he let Frodo go, putting his own life at risk in the process, because he is still a Good Man even though he is flawed. even though he almost didn't. movie!Faramir my beloved!!!!!!!
LASTLY ik ive talked abt this a couple times but it is fucking DERANGED to me that Éomer is only twenty-eight in TA 3019. HE SHOULD'VE BEEN IN THE TAVEEEEEERRRNNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#kept doing dishes after and it hurttttttt so the whole time i was like 'shit i hope i didnt Actually burn it'#still kinda tender but Not Burnt#im insane abt Éomer he lost his parents he lost his cousin/adoptive brother he lost his uncle/adoptive father. he gets EXILED and is forced#to leave his sister with a man he knows only has ill intent for her. who has been corrupting his uncle's mind.#AND HES ONLY FUCKING TWENTY EIGHT????????????????#Éowyn shouldve been at the club too dgmw like she is not exempt from this im just a faggot and Éomer is hot so uh. yknow#like faramir was in his mid 30s and boromir was in his early 40s. theodred was the same age as boromir#and aragorn's in his LATE EIGHTIES.#Éomer King. the fucking BABY of the group
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JUST GOT BACK FROM WATCHING PUSS IN BOOTS THE LAST WISH LETS GOOOOOO HOLY SHIT FINALLY. OKAY. YEAH. THAT WAS GOOD.
#rennikorambles#bro. bRO#the animation... the story.......... the characters#got me attached with so many of them#IM KINNING PERRITO.#THANK YOU#HE'S ME AND I LOVE HIM HE GETS IT HE'S MY SILLY BOY!!!!!!#puss and kitty........ hough......#death dude what the heck. whats up with you man chill out#goLDI AND THE BEARS HAUGH#fuck you jack#CRICKET AND THE PHOENIX AT THE END GETS ME SO BAD#knowing this was animated by the spiderverse team. made this movie experience so much better. i adored it
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its DUNGEON TIME!!! finally. i didnt do this yesterday bc i was wiped and i didnt wanna teleport away with poor riju...i have no idea if she'll leave or get stuck there or what
this one looks really complicated...but i'm gonna see how far i can get w/o a guide
omg when you go up on your glider riju is like...i'll leave that area to you link! she can't fly 😭
i see mirrors up here but no light source.......MAN the nostalgia im having rn. this is so much like oot
FOUND IT....
omg wait this construct fused a mirror to its shield...mirror shield...WAHHH
oh that took me STUPIDLY long to figure out but i love that i didn't have to look it up (stopping the wheel with the stake)
apparently i can ascend into the final floor but i really don't wanna do that by myself lol
omg lol there was a hive in this room that also had constructs...they fought each other!! i kept waiting for the read to like Jump the construct but it just swung at it. do they truly not do that in this game.........
oops i accidentally warped outside of the temple with ascension...i gotta be more careful lol. quick warp back but the enemies respawned, no blood moon needed
also the puzzle reset itself :/
got the last one! i only wound up looking at a guide for one, but i accidentally read how to do another first, and then the one i was looking for i also discovered how to do while i was doing that one. so all in all a success
eugh i'm scaaared i dont wanna fight a giant BUG!!!
for once im low on food too. im gonna get my ass beat lol
NOOOOO the first half was fine but now shes SUMMONING REDEADS.....................
im not gonna get jumped im not gonna get jumped im NOT gonna get jumped!!!!!!!!!!!
THIS IS SO SCARY FUCK FUCK FUCK I KEEP SHOOTING THEM FROM ONLY INCHES AWAY THEY ARE SO FAST
IM NOT!!! GONNA GET JUMPED!!!!!!!!!
BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CAN'T GET ME IN THE LIGHT
elated. wow. that was so close. im never leaving this little column of light again
rip i have to. but. don't wanna.
GOT all the hives without getting jumped
GOT HER ASS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! you CANNOT fuck me i am UNFUCKABLE im not getting jumped today tomorrow next year FUCK off
sorry to riju but her ancestor is HOT. ok im taking this seriously
wait. i just realized these expository cutscenes use the sacred realm melody from oot for just a few notes. AAAAAAAAAAAAA that makes me INSAAAAAANE
"he was our chief before he became obsessed with power and changed" HAUGH........good guy ganondorf....................im making him real in my mind palace
wait sorry hold on. im pausing this cutscene again. i was spoiled that the fifth sage was a construct. which i thot was lame cuz it shoulda been a sheikah. but im looking at this image of them - four sages with helmets, one each for rito zora goron and gerudo - then a hylian, zelda - and then a ZONAI, mineru......that makes six! just like oot! and rauru as the leader/seventh sage, like zelda in oot...two hylians in oot and two zonai in totk...THERE ARE SEVEN OF THEM. what if MINERU gets put inside the construct!!! because didn't zelda put her soul in that purah pad or whatever!!!!!! oh my god.........if this turns out to be the case i think i've earned that bingo square. it wouldn't be true to the letter but true in spirit. i've earned that!!!
damn...they way both this ancestor and urbosa feel it's Personal w ganondorf bc he is also gerudo...he's literally staining their good name...
WAAHHHH riju going "my responsibilities as a leader, as a sage, AND fighting alongside you............sounds like fun >:)" she is TOO YOUNG...so much responsibility...wah
omg you can just walk around here now? without crossdressing? did they chicken out of a crossdressing plot in this game...............smh nintendo. i know it wasn't perfectly executed in the first game but they could have just tried again
FINALLY here is mattison...idk why i couldn't find her before the shroud lifted!!!
ok, i gotta take a break and do Chores, i'll figure out what i'm doing next later!!!
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Ooc: I have finished the main inciting post, but I have two more to do!! My wrists are DYING but I'm pushin!! I'm alive I prommy, look it's our girl!
#ooc#star mod!#SHE!!#im a live i promise but exams are coming up and i decided to take up learning an instrument for ONE SONG like an idiot BUT#i am enjoying sO#i will push on!#(my wrists are NOT enjoying though! HAUGH)
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disjointed (akira) pt2 ch1-8 thoughts. srry ch9&10 but....i cant stay away from alchstar main story update any longer....
the fact akira tears up like 3 times in 8 chs vs djgr who tears up like once (in the manga!!!!!! not even ingame!!!!!) after leaving zinkenstill cuz the sky is pretty makes me. explode. in my head akira cried that first night too cuz lord thats a lot happening for one tiny heart. anyway the fact most? of the main story times akira cries are because of the relief once somethings stressfuls over & the like makes me....@_@ akira........
akira is SO normal.....SO SO normal..........i love that about them.....struggling to find the words to respond to vincent......their feelings towards living in society.....this lonely room.......(but also the concept of akira only finding the room lonely After theyve gotten sacri because they will now always know what its like to have a companion in there at all times......pet owners do u get me). anyway ive called akira normal plenty of times (and its important to me<3 the more normie i can make akira the happier i am) but everytime they add to it i get sooOOoOOoOoo i rly do love it. akiras just a little dude. who doesnt always know what to say. who wishes they knew what to say. who likes people. who doesnt like people. who wants to be together. who wants to be alone. (billionth speech about akira and the feeling of belonging & being depended on). akira whos just an average person who suddenly got pushed into a leader role, ‘my wizards’ 1.5 my beloved, and working more and more on becoming more leaderlike i................
im so sad they dont draw official art of the akiras like All The Time cuz akira is SO much of a character (which makes it hellish for me cuz the more a character speaks the more i struggle with writing them), but akira is everything and STILL. WHERES MY OFFICIAL ART. I AM ON MY KNEES. MY AKIRAS....
but really i feel akira learns so much from the wizards. bradleys speech? about leadership? give us worth..... i think that along with the feelings about trust..... i dont know how to put it into words but its an entire feeling of “believe in ur friends”. theres just something with akira growing as a person by meeting the wizards.
child wizards.........please....that entire thing is still so funny to me LOLT_T i wanna write that. figaro realizing akira&co r outside the door. akira being SO proud of the eastern wizards. nero. faust. akira checking the western wizards first before letting vincent in,,,,,,good job akira. akiras feelings on chloe summarizes mine too, thats exactly how i talk about chloe. ‘i like him:]’. akira doing their UTMOST to praise the northern wizards lord, the fact all of them PAUSED before going >:] im...... (bradley always using ppl as arm chairs is so funny too i rly love that). akira trying to avoid power matters n northern wizards just going its ok lets make a ranking and then starting betting..u guys....i def think theres something funny how the top of the rankings didnt even get addressed (snow&white...). but also mithra cheering on lennox so much vs ‘yeah figaros losing power:/’ instead of trying to hype up figaro regardless cuz he also is with rutile&mitile a lot means so much to me. theres something about it. but also mithras whole ‘rutile n mitile should be right below me in the rankings’ u r SO much. mitiles prophecy in relation to mithras promise makes me dizzy still.
thinking about the end of that night like. arthur going to the castle like ‘:] today went well:] oz even scolded me:]’ while chloe & oz are both miserable is funny (coping). but honestly i love oz so much.............hes so cool..........central wizard oz...........waiting for arthur to return to the castle first...T_T guhhhh
but also thats why in the scenarios in my head akira cries cuz that entire vincent exchange. along w everything during the rankings (owens talk about arthur....mithras wording about figaro.......), getting to know about arthur........its ssooooooooooooo much
the amount of times the wizards called akira by name alrdy made me dizzy by this part (seeing akira as a friend..........ppl using names instead of titles alrdy Gets Me in fancontent with things like this, so it being used INGAME.....IN THIS KIND OF WAY......), and then tying it into akira not wanting to name the sacri cuz ‘its a substitute for me. i dont want to get attached to something thatll disappear’ into murr @_@............................... the mithra the part after is so unreal theyre so funny. anyway are ALL of them gonna call akira by name before pt2 is over........i kinda wanna take notes at what part which ppl uses it but......thats energy. (thinks about bradleys speech again). haugh. (BUT ALSO with vincent? ‘if we become friends, let me call u by name’. lays on the floor
both shylock & murr having provoked oz is SO funny tho. especially considering how shylock acts when murr does it. i lov shylock. u go shylock. im on ur side
all of them being so ‘yes lets do this’ about protecting arthur...T_T (especially figaro since..MITILE.) oz is so cool (pt2)
sakunantokachan,,,,,,,i didnt think it was gonna have more than 1 pose LOOLT_T my surprise when i went to check what akira calls it in jp. its so cute. so funny. i want the entire ‘protect akira’ plan to backfire and turn into ‘akira protects sacrichan’ and then has to be scolded. thats all i want. i am begging
akiras kawawawa............URE the cute one...
#stardust speaking !#mhyk spoilers#ok im done for now#probably#ill return when i think of more but this is alrdy SO much#anything the entire thing thats just#snow&white: heres a lil familiar<3 it looks like a cat<3#akira: omg a kitty<3#snow&white: itll protect u and take ur place if something dangerous happens to u<3 it might disappear<333#akira: tails gets trolled.jpg#didnt rutile give them a drawing that one time...........weeps
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im here to be mhyk for the billionth time cuz i am on mobile and i refuse to logout & login & logout & login. peace emoji
but 1) i Was gonna finish everything on akira first but then i rmbrd my farming drafts here and i WANNA DO THEM SO BAAAD....so..maybe ill do them first anyway..... 2) which makes me think of akira in farming sim au again cuz. im not sure if i have it on their verse page or not?!?! i dont think i do?!?! but its.......one of the few aus im leaning toward them not having met the wizards.....so they can be more closed-off and tired and just Not say half the stuff they say...making empty promises cuz they havent started to adopt cherishing their words more.....not to say akira who Has met the wizards is the Biggest Difference, but they Do more easily compliment ppl and Is calmer and Do have a certain. hrm. their words weigh more heavily? theyve always had a very kind and reliable aura, but after meeting the wizards they do feel more dependable.
where did my point go
uh i say all that but also the wizards means So much to akira both love-wise and development-wise that its also soooo hard to Not have akira knowing them........its like if gran didnt have lyria and vyrn. unfortunately vyrns rly hard to put into modern stuff, i WANT to make him a lizard like sincerely but how do u travel nonstop with a lizard?!?!??!? dog makes more sense...i think.............??? more than a lizard at least
#stardust speaking !#just found out healingbonds posted the new chs.............(jerma voice) oh the misery#i love going on my blogs and posting the most nonsense thoughts i can think of#welcome enjoy ur stay#haugh maybe i WILL do my farming stuff here tmrw..............#neither gran nor akira would be in the farmer position tho<3 gran Does have experience with crops tho#akira has some as well. way less than gran tho#but akira can relate to the common 'moving from the city' a lot has. or in general trying to find ur place in life. who u r. etc#akiras way more those themes#while grans themes weigh heavier on the coming to terms with ur feelings side#DOES THIS MAKE SENSE TO ANYONE ELSE BUT ME#i love plyrcharas theyre so silly#im having the biggest deja vu i talk about literally 5 things only and switch between them
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