#IM SO HAPPY I CAN FINALLY POST ITTT

[puddii-ng]

the swing ♡

[hyukiee]

Chapter 7: Influences

warnings: heavy drug mention, cussing, if your uncomfortable with drug use i would stop reading this story NOW

at this point i’ll post when i post im sorry lol let me know if you want to be tagged though

“So do psychedelics really fry your brain?” Hoseok and Jimin have been bombarding you with question while they took a break from their practice. They really have never been around someone like you before. “Only if you do it a lot, many people do it once and never feel the need to do it again,” you will always have a soft spot for psychedelics. You’ve done them about ten times too many but you are a hippy at heart. “Hobi would actually be the most ideal person to do psychedelics, he’s very happy and open minded. I learned the hard way you really have to be in a good mindset for it.” “Wahh, that’s so cool I bet it’s a cool experience,” Jimin responded. It almost sounded like he wanted to try it, you should probably stop talking… the idea sounds fun though. Tripping with the 7 idiots. You absolutely love tripping with innocent ass people, it’s so much fun to watch but you don’t want to be a bad influence.

Psychedelics aren’t addictive though…

“How are you feeling today?” Taehyung asked hugging you tightly with his sweat covered body. “Mm, a lot better actually.” “That’s good, you look a lot better today as well.” “You really do, I thought you were dead when I saw you sleeping on the couch yesterday,” Jin piped in laughing like a window wiper. Taehyung got more and more comfortable being touchy with you around the members as time went by but it’s saying the least when you say you live with 6 cock blockers. Not even the lust inside you could keep your mind off the awful idea Jimin and Hoseok gave you. The usual you wouldn’t think twice about this but you have to admit you’ve gotten comfortable here. You don’t want to mess things up with the guys, ever. Well, maybe it could be a little secret between the three of you… No.

“So why were you so curious earlier ?” You hopped over to Hoseok’s side as he started walking out of the BigHit building. “Mm, it intrigued me, I think Jimin might actually do it someday.” He laughed shaking his head thinking about him. “Don’t you? One day..?” Hobi stopped in his tracks and looked at you. He looked up at the sky in thought before responding, “Maybe, I mean like you said, most people only ever do it once.” You felt like a terrible person right now. “I would love to do it with you, whenever you would want to… i’d be the best to be with actually.” Hobi laughed as he got into the van with you. “I’ll have to think about it.” “Really!?” Okay, maybe you shouldn’t of sounded that excited but really? “Yeah, I mean.. it’s just a one time thing,” He said giving you a small smile. “Do you think any of the other guys would want to do it?” “Oh yeah, all of them probably with a certain amount of convincing.” “REALLY!?”

Is it fucked up that you know exactly how to get the boys to do drugs with you? Maybe. Will it backlash? Probably. You already got Hoseok, Jimin will be easy, Jungkook will probably easily follow, then Hoseok could convince Namjoon and he can convince Jin and Yoongi. That leaves Taehyung. If you can manage your way into getting Taehyung to do it, your best hope would be getting everyone else on board first. You’re not really doing anything wrong, you want them to experience something awesome that shouldn’t hurt them. “Yah, y/n cut to the chase already,” Jimin teased you. You brought him and Hoseok into a room to start your mission, you were definitely stalling. “I kind of got an idea and thought it would be really cool if we all did LSD together just once,” you spoke quietly paranoid someone would walk by and hear you. “Ahh, I mean… it sounds pretty scary but i’m sure you got us covered … that actually sounds pretty fun,” Jimin basically thought out loud about your idea. Two down, five to go. “How would you get it anyways?” Hokseok asked getting a sudden realization that you are brand new to South Korea, you couldn’t of possibly found any drug dealers that fast. “Oh don’t worry, I can get that shit shipped easy,” Jimin gave you a look, silently wondering how you would know this but come on, it’s you. “By the way, how should I ask Jungkook?”

“Wah, isn’t that stuff dangerous? I mean, I don’t know what the hyung will think about it honestly,” Jungkook rubbed the back of his neck responding to the question fo the week. “Well, Jimin and Hoseok said yes,” “Really?” He responded kind of surprised, you weren’t the only one that didn’t suspect those two to be the ones to say yes. “Aren’t you supposed to be getting sober though?” He asked giving off a little suspicion. “I am, this one time won’t change that at all, don’t worry,” “Good luck convincing Tae that,” Jungkook laughed patting you on the back. You weren’t the only one that knew how impossible it will be to convince Taehyung either apparently.

The boys did you good convincing the others to get on board but now Taehyung is the only one unaware of the sceam that’s going on. If someone slips up before you get to him your screwed. He was out getting food for everyone so you were just impatiently sitting in the living room, pretending to watch TV. You kept looking at the front door before finally, your handsome man walked through the door. Yours. God, don’t fuck this up. “Hey baby, what are you watching?” He asked kissing you on your forehead before going to set the food down. “Ah, I don’t really know to be honest,” you nervously laughed. “Tae, can we talk for a bit?” You started to play with your fingers and shake your leg. “Of course, you have your doctors appointment tomorrow by the way.. for your medication,” You almost completely forgot about that. Which is kind of a good thing, drugs haven’t been the only thing on your mind recently. Maybe you should of fled the country a lot sooner. “So basically i’m scared to ask this but literally all the other guys want to do it and it’s 100% a one time thing we can all take it to our graves-“ “Y/n.. just ask,” Taehyung slightly laughed at your blushing face. “Would you want to do LSD with me and the boys, just once?” You couldn’t read his face. It’s usually really easy to read his face but right now you just can’t. “Even Namjoon hyung agreed?” He looked surprised, but not mad. “Yeah, it’s just once it could be a really awesome and spiritual thing to bring us all closer,” you spoke quietly still on edge about him getting upset with you. “Well i don’t want to be the odd one out… if you manage to get it i’ll do it,” he said patting your thigh with a slight smile. Did you just convince all of Bangtan to do LSD with you? You’ve reached a new fucking level.

“Guess who got her drugs, guess who got her drugssss,” you sang skipping into the dorm grabbing everyone’s attention. “What? The LSD or your prescription?” Jin barely made out with all the laughing. “Both actually smart one,” you smiled flicking Jin’s forhead. Today is Friday so it’d be the best time to trip with everyone. You’ve never prepared so much just to do drugs. You have all the playlists, pillows, and water prepared for today. You couldn’t sleep at all last night, you can’t remember the last time you were this excited to drop acid. “Okay, so everyone leave the living room so I can make the place a vibe because we are tripping tonight!” The smile stuck on your face almost felt like you were already tripping. “Really?” Jungkook jumped up showing his nervousness. “Yes and don’t worry, we’ll all have a talk before it happens. Now get the fuck out… respectfully,” You hopped over to Taehyung and kissed him on his cheek before pushing him away with the other guys.

“Wah, is all this really necessary?” Yoongi spoke looking into the living room. You basically made a big fort with everything they may need or want laid out nicely. The OCD deep inside you kind of kicked in but it looked fucking awesome. The boys came in one behind the other and everyone sat in a circle so you could give the whole run down of what to expect and just simply calm their nerves. You were so nervous your first time but it ended up being one of the most beautiful experiences in your life. You told them the Dos and Don’t dos as you passed out 7 colorful tabs of paper and explained what they’ll feel and for how long. “So we doing this?” you asked looking around at everyone.

“Fuck it,” Taehyung said looking at you winking. Your favorite phrase.

“Fuck ittt,” everyone repeated.

[elvendusk]

Wait for ittt 👀 waiitt, where do u think you're going sister? 🤣 Jumbo ask for Dusk uwu 🍊 😊 ⭐🍏 and 🌺 (i honestly dont know if i picked the right emoji, but it's abt the tattoo. im bad at emoji asks 🤣)

scream, bless u for sending this to me before i'd even rbed the post!! it was in my queue though, u read my mind!!🥺💓 (i've posted it now!!)

🍊 What is your OC’s favourite meal? Snack? Dessert? Drink? Any reasons behind this besides liking how it tastes?

• meal: just a HUGE chunk of cooked beef pls!! she's not a hunter by any means, and with having no fixed abode she ends up having to catch and eat fish the majority of the time OR make soup with whatever she can source (both of which she is tired of), but is sometimes able to scrape enough together to buy some beef😤

• snack: apple!! it's refreshing :^)

• dessert: funny how i was randomly thinking abt this earlier but,, a whole fuckin sweet roll 😛 she will DEVOUR one given the chance, she def has a sweet tooth

• drink: spiced wine!! it has a pleasant warmth to it

What is your OC’s most hated food? Stuff they can’t stand to eat or drink?

• fish and soup bc she eats them so often

• skeever!! 😨 no thank u, she needs to eat but not THAT badly

😊 What can make your OC smile even when they’re feeling down? What cheers them up and makes everything feel better for them? Is your OC genrally a happy person and do they enjoy making others smile? What about your OC makes others happy?

• she loves the night sky!! she used to sneak out of her orphanage at night to look at it, and when she finally escaped and made her own way, she fell in love with falling asleep under the open sky (providing it wasn't fucking freezing or bad weather in general)

• it's also why she loves those late night walks, besides the fact she gets to be emo w kaidan fjrkfm

• the only thing she has kept with her from her child is a book detailing everything to do with the stars, moons etc, though it is worn from reading it so often

• kaidan mentioned being disappointed that he doesn't know how to navigate with the stars, well!! mayhaps she'll teach him!! 👁👁

• also, i've mentioned in previous asks that she tries to be positive for the sake of others, even if she doesn't feel it herself!! and tbh... . . . she doesn't genuinely feel it all that often

⭐ What is your OC afraid of? Any crippling phobias or some such? How do they act when scared and what helps them calm down? Does anyone ever find your OC scary? Why?

• anything that brushes a little too close to her past, she wants nothing to do with it as she's made her own way for nearly 10 years (she escaped at 14 and is around 23 now imo) and done a good job of fending for herself, nobody else deserves the credit but her so she's content with not knowing

• hence why she gets so worked up about being asked to kill grelod, usually she's quite positive and grounded, but on this occasion she does get snappy when pressed to talk about it (which kai/lucien/inigo unfortunately do)

• will also cry (WHEN SHE'S ALONE) but oops kai caught her, he can't know that she feels other emotions apart from happiness!!! the horror of it all!!

• cjfjfj actually,, lucien finds her scary at first, i've mentioned before that she tears his head off for being rude to kaidan, her loyalty brings out the rage within her which shocks people bc she's normally so patient??? she'll put up with people talking shit abt her, but NOT her friends

🍏 Does your OC have any triggers? What is the history behind these triggers and are they related to any disorders or mental illnesses? In what ways does your OC react to being triggered?

• i feel like the question above covers this too☺☺

• but yeah it seems she's got some depression going on

🌺 Does your OC have any tattoos or other body art? Does their body art have any specific meaning behind it? Do they have any scars? How did they get those scars? Any birthmarks?

• no tattoos (yet!!) but she has a lot of piercings in both ears

• she's covered in scars from the multiple run-ins she's had over the years, just scattered EVERYWHERE, healing spells and potions can only do so much to heal wounds

• her most prominent scars are on her neck from when she was caught off guard on a job

• she also has a lot on her back from being in the abandoned prison 😬

thank you!!☺

[wherewordsrundry]

DEAR GOSH i’ve just seen the movie and been looking for a DAMN BLOG JUSTTT ONNNEEE that talks about damerey 🎶 And I’ve found ittt 🎶 anywhoo i saw an ugly post made by a ryelo that said kylo will be jealous of poe in the next episode bc he’s with rey or something like that and i can’t stop laughing LIKE WHDGAGF IM

It super bums me out tbh when shippers are fighting (I ship both so I can go either way). 

Like I am legit happy our beautiful and powerful Rey is the receiver of different degrees of admiration and affections! She grew up starved of companionship and when she finally does receive it, it comes in different ways (Leia, Finn, Chewie, Luke, Kylo maybe, Poe). But then again we did get a shirtless Kylo scene that felt ripped straight off a reylo drabble I’ve read several times. I just hope JJ doesn’t stoop too low and give this franchise a cheap Twilight-esque love triangle