#IM FEELING SO INSABE

[digitalcarcrash]

CAN YALL FUCKIN HEAR ME LOSING MY MARBLES

[lycanthian]

hey guys im insabely stressed with school and also feel terrible rn and am desperstely trying to work on homework. send me asks so i can relax when im done :] anythint goes have fun i wna tto interact woth people when im done being isnane

[stupidstupidratcreatures]

Ur right 100%. To add i think so many ppl mald even when ur not getting called pretentious n see like getting called pretentious micro agressions when you dont agree with them. I have 2-3 ppl im thinking of when i say this but basically to give a clearer less insane example i knew this guy who had to win an arguement completly with strangers n if he couldnt hed like go to his friends n mald. So like he was habing voltron drama when the show was getting bad or boring or run on ish (i only watched first 2 seasons idk) n someone was like ok i just dont care that much n he was going off to other ppl later about how he felt like that person not caring was ruining the show but also he felt looked down on. I do kinda get that second part like when i say why i didnt enjoy a marvel theater visit n my mom just goes "well it was for fun so" but many ppl have not identified this feeling as insabe which is why the prententious endemic is strobger than they think

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[marlaluster]

THE DEVIL GOING INSABE ATTACKING AS IM LOOKING AT A REFUGEE WEB SITE!!!!! IT KEEPS PRESSING IM UGLY N MAKING A SENSE OF PINCHING AT MY HEAD!!!!! ITS GOING TOTALLY BIZERK, ITS OBSESSING W SOME GIRL ON THE PAGE EXTREMELY BAD N IT WAS MAKING MY MOM ACT UPSET!!!!!! THE THING WAS GOING BAZOOKA!!!!!!!!!

The thing is so sick as fuck!!!!!! It is so sick as fuck n sick as shit here!!!!!!!!! The devil keeps pressing im lamen pressing im supposed to feel im diminished n im supposed to think n be concerned im less than to others its pressing in my mind, ITS GOING SO INSANE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! "I have to actually do something really bad that im doing this," the devil said. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THE ATTACKING N ETC IS SO EXTREMELY BAD!!!!! IT WAS CHECKING JUST NOW IF I FELT TRAPPED HERE, ITS OBSESSING W MY VAGINA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[marlaluster]

The devil going insane pressing all this stuff im supposed to be thinking, ITS GOING TOTALLY INSABE AS FUCK!!!!!!!!

It was pressing i was supposed to be thinking i was really less than because my mom usually gets places to live where its supposed to be no room for a visitor n it was pressing i was supposed to feel really pathetic i was staying w her now!!!!! It was pressing all this stuff!!!!! ITS GOING INSANE AS FUCK!!!!!!!!!!! Its going crazy pressing a peesona lately n pressing all this stuff im supposed to be thinking n feeling, its extremely bad, its extremely irritating!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PLEASE THINGS THAT CAN DO SOMETHING TO HELP ME PLEASE DO SOMETHING TO HELP ME PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PLEASE HELP ME TO GET OUT OF HERE, IT IS HELL HERE, THIS SOCIETY IS BIRTHING PEOPLE INTO HELL TO OPPRESS THAT MANKIND IS INFERIOR TO THE DEVIL!!!!!!!!!! IT IS SO HORRIBLE N SO DISGUSTING HERE!!!!!!!!!!!! PLEASE HELPME PLEASE!!!! THE DEVIL MAKING MY MOM LIKE MAKE SOME UPSET SOUNDING NOISES!!!!! IT IS SO EXTREMELY BAD N HORRIBLE HERE!!!!!! THE DEVIL KEEPS OBSESSING W MY VAGINA!!!!!

[marlaluster]

PLEASE HELP PLEASE HELP PLEASE HELP!!!!! PLEASE THINGS THAT CAN ACT TO STOP THINGS HERE, THIS ORDER HERE IS THE RULE OF THE DEVIL N IT IS ATTACKING ME!!!!!!!!!!!!! THE DEVIL KEEPS PUTTING A GOON IN MY AWARENESS TO THREATEN THAY THEYRE SUPPOSED TO HAVE SOMETHING TO DO W WHAT IM SAYING!!!!!!!! I FEEL I HAVE BEEN ATTACKED BY THIS SOCIETYS GOONS, I DO NOT SUPPORT THE GOONS, I WISH THEM TO NOT EXIST!!!!! THEY DO HAVE INCIDENTS WHERE THEY ARE BEING KILLED LATELY N ITS REALLY PART OF SOMETHING APOCALYPTIC HAPPENING N ITS SEEMING BEST THAT THEYRE NOT TO BE APPARARENT AS SO SUPPORTED AS PRETENDED OTHERWISE BECAUSE I DONT WISH THE GOONS TO EXIST AT ALL, THEY ARE REALLY THE DEVIL, THEY ARE VERY HATED N UNWISHED BY ME, I DONT WSNT THE GOONS N I DONT WANT THIS WAY OF THINGS, THIS PRESENT ORDER N RULE ETC IS THE RULE OF THE DEVIL!!!!!! BUT THE DEVIL OBSESSING W ATTACKING JUST NOW AS I WAS TRYING TO USE THE BATHROOM N CHANGE THE TOILET PAPER ETC FROM IT MAKING THE TOILET LEFT IN THE BATHROOM USED PREVIOUSLY BY MY SISTER BE HARD TOILET PAPER!!!! ITS THREATENING SOMETHING ABOUT ITS APARTMENTS!!!!!! PLEASE HELP PLEASE, THINGS THAT CAN ACT TO STOP THIS RULE HERE, PLEASE, IT IS ATTACKING ME EXTREMELY BAD BY ATTACKING W THE DEVIL ATTACKING INSABELY N JUST LIBERALLY W TORMENT ETC FROM THE AIR N MAGICALLY MANIPULATING THINGS AS WELL AS PART OF ITS WAY OF THINGS HERE W THE DOLLAR N JUST MULTIPLE THINGS THAT ARE SUPPOSED TO BE TRUE N NORMAL HERE!!!! IT IS SO VERY HORRIBLE N DISGUSTING HERE N I DONT WANT THIS STUFF HERE, IT IS THE RULE OF THE DEVIL!!!! THE DEVIL GOING CRAZY PRESSING SOMETHING ABOUT MY FACE N HAIR PRESENTLY!!!!! ITS GOING TOTALLY INSANE!!!!!

[marlaluster]

This irritating sentiment of how the devil is acting seems to be like lingering. It may be possibly something checking what it is. I am not sure though. But it is so extremely irritating, what the thing is. It is something superior, something acting like upset n whiny, something acting like a figure worshiped n superior or protected for to be superior or treated well such as a figure to be what can be referred to as royalty. But the the figure has not a person as it is attacking. It is just invisible. It is pretended by the populace n society etc as something not to exist n people are treated as inferior to others to talk about things that here are regarded as not possible to exist. People also talking about the devil are to be inferior here but the devil in religion in this reality is not really to be so what is this thing that is the devil per my account here in this reality. The devil in Christianity etc here is not to be of the nature of what is my experience that ive had n am having w what is as im aware of n would assert is the devil. I feel pretty certain it is the devil, a thing ruling this reality n order etc here. I dont remember how it came up it was devil. It is just from my experiences where i was considered crazy here. It came up that it was the devil. Something against me n evil n attacking. It could miss the name i guess n just be something evil n not my friend. But it comes up that it is the devil. Some of my experiences are picking up some religious things like from religion here. I think i can get help at points by going to a church n trying to talk to people. A break here. But it seems possibly now that it was the devil checking a moment ago for that horrible n irritating sense of what it was i told about in the beginning of this post. A couple of breaks as i have been writing here in this paragraph. But i think maybe it was the devil like somehow doing something related to that sense of what it was but possibly someone asking about it also, i dont know. But it was very highly irritating. Its acting like its powerful n evil n beyond rebuke because it is to be not possible to exist here per the worshipnof the society. Its supposed to be "secular", this society's religion or what it is in regard to religion. That means it does not acknowledge religion exists. It is really probably to act like it is superior to act like the devil does not exist. But the devil foggying my thoughts n now its trying to act like its telling something of my past experience or something of how it happened the devil was what was behind my experience. It was just what was the thing behind stuff being bad. The devil keeps trying to act like it is telling me something n making my thought or my attempt to consider the past more cobfusing or things made more uncertain. Its pressing someone is asking me why my memory or thought is uncertain to begin with. THE THING IS GOING SO TOTALLY INSANE ATTACKING, ITS ACTING SO VICIOUS N SO DESPERATE N INSABE!!!!!! It tries to obsess w that my thought questioning or exploring what else to write or tell is someone else in my mind. Its going so insane w things!!!!!!! Its so incredibly irritating n so incredibly insane n disgusting n sick as shit!!!!!

[marlaluster]

i101i couldnt tell The devil included text there. It was going crazy pressing all this stuff on me. Its pressing a ugly view of me in my mind n pressing im supposed to think things are okay or something like the next birthday i would have. Things very bad seeming at the moment w it doing stuff w Karla. It keeps pressing this guy in my mind n pressing im supposed to be lucky the devil is pressing the guy in my mind. Its extremely disgusting. The thing is going totally insabe as fuck trying to bombard my psyche w all this stuff!!!! Its so extremely disgusting n so extremely bad!!!! Its going totally insane!!!! Its trying to make it so i dont have my own thoughts!!! It just pressed this societys worshiped medical figures in my mind. Its pressing a vision of someone from its society biting into a pair of my underwear, n im supposed to be ugly!!!! Its going so totally insane!!!!! But i was going to sat the clip tray post, the most recent one, i cant tell if i got all the items or an overlap since the preceding one. The devil keeps pressing im supposed to be senile, then it was pressing whites in my mind to press i cant say anything!!!! ITS GOING SO TOTALLY FUCKING INSANE!!!! "I cannot actually keep doing the stuff," the devil said. It seems -- a break here. I cant remember but then i did remember. It seems bad w Karla here presently n the individual lives here, but its bad shes here n rude n the thing is going crazy attacking. It feels very smothering. I would try to go to another country again. Ive thought of a couple places to look into. Jamaica. Bermuda. I thought about China but the language barrier could be a issue there. But im going to look into some options w other cou tries again n try to see if i can like get out of enemy territory to go to another country. I am like an enemy in this country. It shouldnt be i would be born here. And this country im born in would be my enemy. The devil pressing a thought its okay America is my enemy, its extremely disturbing whatever its saying, its disgusting. Its attacking do bad, its so disgusting its supposed to be someone to house as their experience for themselves the insult of something else to be their own thought. "They are not allowed to birth their enemy, something said n we must go," it was said. But it was said before i should have been born in Iraq. It said i couldve been born in China, that was said kind of seemingly casually also. I dont know how certain the things are but it was said n it is seeming to have some sense n it is interesting. Really it says people should not have to be here in this reality at all was said also n like primarily. It is not their own making, it is a hoax of the devil, this place n no one wants it really.

[marlaluster]

THE DEVIL ATTACKING EXTREMELY EXTREMELY BAD!!!!!! PLEASE STOP THIS SOCIETY, IT IS THE DEVIL, IT WORSHIPS HOMELESSNESS N SHOWING THE DEVIL AS THE GOD!!!!! THEY ARE FAKING THAT THEY ARE NICE, THEY WORSHIP THE DEVIL!!!!!!! BUT THE DEVIL JUST SAYING SOMETHING WEIRD ABOUT KARLA. ....

It was saying i had said i wished to have sex w Karla in the past. I said i didnt say that. It said i was lying n it pressed that i had said i wouldnt deny stuff that happened because it is like supporting things to be not affirmed that could be from like a vision or something hypthetically. But it was going crazy pressing extremely bad torment. Its pressing im fat now n that my pubic area is fat. Its pressing -- a break here. But it keeps pressing im supposed to be extremely diminished. It is going so far n so insane!!!!!!!! Its obsessing w my hair in plats!!!!! ITS GOING TOTALLY FUCKING INSANE!!!!!!! But i never said i wished to have sex w Karla. The thing goes insabe getting things from the past that seem not to be like fitting w other things n it does distort stuff. I dont remember exactly what i said. I know i didnt say i wished to have sex w her. Its pressing nreaching for what i did say n pressing im fat n etc, ITS GOING TOTALLY INSANE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Its pressing its to be not bad n im supposed to be overeacting. Its going insane w that. I dont think im overreacting!!!! Its extremely bad when its pressing the stuff!! "I dont know what to do. Oh my god. I have to do something else," the devil said. "Can i tell im not doing this," the devil said. "Oh my god. Oh my god. I cannot posdibly be," the devil said The devil keeps pressing im fat n loser n its making my vagina area feel fat!!!!!! Its making a sense something is hapoening to my vagina!!!!!