#IGNORE MY RAMBLING

[caffeinyah]

i will always be here for you.....

i drew this for an expression practice while listening to mitski. i tried my best to represent the feelings (!!) here and really liked how this turned out 😭

one of the things i like the most about nrmts is how despite everything they always find a way to help each other, even if it takes time...

[delicatebarness]

Can someone stop my head from creating new fic ideas please?

I’ve just thought about one where they’re all just your average friend group but Bucky is hard scary one and Reader is the extreme sensitive one and is known as the cry baby of the group

Bucky is always the first to be like “are you seriously crying AGAIN?” And would make her cry more BUT

he’d do whatever he could to find the person who made you cry and beat the shit out of them 🤷🏻‍♀️ and then when he thought no one could see them would come back at get any wounds cleaned up by her while he literally wipes her tears away because seeing him hurt made her cry again

- like it’s not even a good idea but I feel like I need to write it

Like imagine this man giving you a hard time but then finding the person who hurt you, beating them and then knocking on your door with the smallest graze just so he could be the one to wipe the tears away

[godhurts]

Why do I blush so easily, I feel like I'm too shy to dom sometimes 😩

[sugarbear2001]

Rogue and Gambit are so yuriful to me. Butch x femme realness.

[dearasteria]

Major Gale romance SPOILERS below, so please DO NOT read and watch if you don't want to get spoiled.

I was REALLY worried about how romance with Gale would go, especially after talking to him right after he gets Karsas' book. My Tav wanted to believe and trust him, but something didn't feel right. At the end of Act II, when Tav tries to convince him not blow himself up for his ex's forgivness/to save Faerûn, it can be summed up with that one gif from Grey's Anatomy: "So pick me. Choose me. Love me" 🤡. Honestly, she asks not only to choose her, but also not to kill her and the rest of the team. Gale is so easily swayed and tells Tav that he loves her, even more than Mystra. Tav should be happy, right? But I'm like WAIT A DAMN MINUTE, it was faaar too easy, I mean, no protests from him, I didn't even have to use persuasion to convince him. At that point, after the trauma that Bioware had caused us with Anders and Solas, I'm getting paranoid. Gale doesn't love Tav, he's definitely hiding something. But I'm thinking to myself, "Okay, calm down, he just doesn't want to die, super understable. Maybe he really loves her and he needed to hear it? He needed reassurance that he has something to live for? Yes, it must be it". But then I go to the quest journal and see this:

DAMMIT GALE, you snake 🐍 My poor baby Tav (especially since the romance scene in Waterdeep was so warm and tender). She's so in love in him. Now I'm convinced that he will definetly betrey us, stubs us right in the heart.

At the beginning of Act III, he becomes obsessed with a book called The Annals of Karsus that may help him learn more about the crown. He becomes obsessed with how powerful he can become. When Tav gives him the book and says, "We already know the crown's dangerougs. Wouldn't that make things worse?" he replies:

"Worse? It could be the best thing that ever happened to me. To us."

After all this, Gale tries to convince Tav to help him reconstruct the crown. We have this beautiful scene on the boat and when I tell you my jaw dropped. HE CHOOSES TAV, listens to her concerns and simply chooses her.

The way he says it, the way he corrects himself… damn. For Tav, it's like a bucket of cold water. And I'm like, "Here we go again" 🤡

Furthermore, when we visit the Stormshore Tabernacle in Baldur's Gate and interact with Mystra's statue, he seems to feel so uncomfortable, he doesn't want to be there. Tav starts to think he's definitely hiding something. She would like to hear Mystra's version of what happened between her and Gale (I hope we can talk to her at some point in the game, it would be very interesting).

My Tav, however, disagreed, and Gale replies, "I hope you're right. I truly do. Godly power, perhaps I can live without, but you? You're everything". Has the curse of dating mages that leave players heartbroken been broken?

But I have to admit, when he said: "With you, I forget my goddess. I love you. Tell me you feel the same way. Tell me you want what I want. Please" - OH GODS 😳. I was so close to agreeing to this madness. The VA did an amazing job (side note: so many talented VAs in this game, it's mind blowing), the writing is amazing, the music is incredible, I was blown away, really.

Next day, after the boat scene, he's so adorable and full of love for Tav. Then I remembered his gratest flaw (for me it's more like his biggest fear) from the scene with Zethino in the circus: "He thinks he, and the world, might be better off if he were dead". At the time I thought he was lying, manipulating Zethino and his answers. My distrust of mages in games… Yes, I have a problem 😅

I haven't finished the game, but I have high hopes for a happy ending. No spoilers please, thanks :)

What a rollecoster of emotions, I love it, I love Gale. It felt like I was playing Dragon Age: Origins for the first time, way back when I was a teenager. It's really insane how this game makes me feel, how much I care about its characters and story.

EDIT: Okay, so we have an audience with Mystra, I mean only Gale, but we see the whole conversation between them. My only complain is that Gale doesn't mention Tav when Mystra asks him why he defied her 💔 The outcomes are different depending on whether you do it before or after the boat scene. Personally, I think doing the boat scene before meeting Mystra is much better. I get the impression that Gale is abandoning the plan to reconstruct the crown solely for Tav and his love for her. And the drama 👌🏻 it gives me life.

[lovelyllamasblog]

Sixteen Going On Seventeen from The Sound of Music but make it Lucemond

[livwifeofkarl]

Time for some personal OFMD appreciation. I know there are a ton of posts like this but I wanted to say my piece.

As a trans queer person who is still figuring myself out in my earlier thirties without any queer community support I had pretty much all but given up on finding love (self, romantic or otherwise). Then I watched OFMD and I could see a light at the end of my tunnel of loneliness and self-loathing. All of the sudden I had hope again. Hope that I can find a crew of like minded people to call my family. Hope that someone could love me even when I can’t love myself. Hope that it wasn't too late.

OFMD has brought me so much comfort and joy. It has pulled me out of a really dark space. It has changed my life for the better and for that I am so grateful.

[bookhugers]

I get so sad over Panic! At The Disco sometimes bc they had SO MUCH POTENTIAL and they were sooo young :( like they were KIDS in afycso like its so fucking insane. Like these barley legal teens got pushed into the spotlight out of nowhere (because pete signed them without them playing a show ever) like thats so jarring for them. Going from practicing in a basement to sold out shows in a year or so. And like one of the main reason why the music sticks so much now like 20 or so years after it being released is how much of a raw/genuine writer ryan ross is/was like those songs are so well written its fucking crazy and combined with brenden uries (formally) amazing voice they were kinda unstoppable.

I cant help but credit the fact they got to famous so quickly to ryan ross and jon walker leaving the band. Like thats a band break up that still to tjis day makes me sad. Like brenden and ryan clearly were SUCH GOOD FRIENDS and now they never fucking talk (also bc of the internet stalker thing.) and its just so depressing how fame tore the band apart. Even in interviews from after the split it's clearly affected ryan and its all so :(((

(Sorry for silly ramblings i just wanted to post it somewhere :3)

[dekukaze]

guys.... quick question

So i have seen people saying that lu guang reminds them of a character called Homura from Madoka magica. And i havent seen that anime but i have seen some scenes (just two scenes) and... do u think Lu guang might go through insanity? Like her? well, i still dont know the plot fully but then i thought... I want lu guang to lose his composure. Lets be honest, hes gonna explode at one point. But yeah, what do u guys think? Do u think Lu guang will go crazy at one point, just to save Cheng Xiaoshi. Even if it means destroying the timelines and you know, fucking everything? TvT guys, im serious when i say that we might see lu guang going overboard and Cheng xiaoshi being afraid of Lu guang because of his actions UGHHH THAT WOULD HURT SO MUCH

yingdu chapter, dont destroy me

s3, plz dont-

maybe im overthinking this lol pun intended

[duckduckbuckley]

Rambling midnight thoughts that might get me judged?

I really want to see some sort of callback to Eddie calling Buck exhausting. I want him to mention being exhausting to Tommy and watch him explain what happened in the grocery store. Mostly just because I feel that it is something Buck needs to talk about. I don’t want to see Tommy blaming Eddie or trying to get him to apologize. I just want to see him support Buck and remind him that he is in no way exhausting.

I am the type of person who would fixate on a statement like that and it would probably really hurt.

[lunarwonders]

Ok random vent?? Kinda?? Idk.

DOES ANYONE ELSE FALL IN LOVE TOO LATE?!? I’m on the aroace spectrum. To be specific graysexual and demiromantic. I’ve known this person for almost four years. When we first met she had a crush on me. They found out I was aroace and moved on.

As the years went on I slowly started to fall for them and just recently realized that I want a deeper relationship with her. They just found a guy that they really love, and he sounds amazing. This is probably the first healthy relationship that she’s been in since I met her.

I want her to be happy. I know that even if she loved me, I would never be able to love her back in the same way. If we were in a relationship, I wouldn’t be able to guarantee their happiness. I want whatever is best for them. If this guy is it, I will learn to move on. I love her, as much as my defective brain can, but they deserve better than me.

I hope they have an amazing relationship, no matter how much it hurts me.

[lesbianpills]

need someone to write about how the vast and the buried are beautiful mirror images of each other. not opposites but sisters. one and the same and yet so different.

something about the ocean, i think

[flowercrown-bard]

I want to be pretty like a man with long hair

[meerealsssss]

big yap session sorry chatters

okay so

its four in the morning

everyone's asleep except me.

yk because i fucked up my sleep schedule for the summer 🥰

anyway i go to the kitchen to put away my dishes and shit

and there is a PUDDLE of water on the island

at first i think the ceiling is leaking or something

nope.

it was the fucking BERKY.

THE PUDDLE WAS HUGE.

IT WASN'T EVEN NEAR THE BERKY??

so anyway like the perfect daughter i am i clean up the water because the berky can't clean up after itself 🙄

and i grab a bowl to collect the water from the berky and set it under the leak

so you'd think im done after that right

WRONG

i like to write notes to people so that's what i did

i grabbed a hot pink sticky note and wrote down a note for my mom or whoever wakes up first in the morning to know that the FUCKING BERKY JS LEAKING.

and then i find another fucking leak and put another bowl underneath that one too

proof i'm the nighttime parent of the house 😝😝

[little-book-of-me]

As much as I really enjoyed A Glitch in Time, all the detail it added to the Ghost Zone lore and how ghosts work has made me start to miss the simplicity and mystery it all had in Season 1, where the Ghost Zone was set up as a kid-friendly version of purgatory or limbo and the ghosts were just...ghosts.

It's probably because I'm now appreciating it more when stories don't spell out everything about how the world works, and you have to connect little pieces the writer leaves for you instead of explaining it in full.

[rabbastian]

Honestly, I’m really hoping that we are seeing Snake’s backstory from cinematic records that some reaper is reviewing because getting another near death situation as Bard’s would be meh :// But IF someone is actually watching Snake’s cinematic records, who is it? It would make soo much sense for this grim reaper to be William considering his involvement in the circus arc and all of that but we saw both him and Ronald in the previous arc🤔Besides there was already a scene in circus arc with William watching Joker’s records, wouldn’t be weird for Yana to do similar thing twice?