#IDK girl maybe some frozen peas???

[hello-delicious-tea]

Ugh. I looked at my pattern before I went to bed last night and saw I was supposed to do a texture stripe of double moss stitch next, not marriage lines. Which I nearly finished last night. So do I take out like 1200 stitches and heave a deep sigh and remember I actually enjoy the process, or do I say screw it and just keep trucking?

[anjaelle]

Heavy Weight

Pair: Boxer!August Walker x Black!OFC Warnings: Mention of Blood, Mention of Bruising, Mentions of Depression, Mention of Abuse, Mention of Self Harm; Some comfort.  Summary: The various ways in which a man learns about vulnerability. Word Count: 1.5k a/n: This is some dark shit. Idk where this came from, and I’m sorry if it triggers someone. I tried not to be too graphic. More of the focus is on him than the relationship, if that makes sense.

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  “Tell me... if I’m doing too much,” he sighed between kisses, “tell me if you need me to let up.” 

 She smiled against his mouth, placing a splayed hand on his firm chest, “I will.” 

“I’m serious.”

“I know.” 

The very first time he touched her, he worried that his hands were too rough with callouses. It was something that weighed heavy on this mind, so much so that it may have affected his performance. If she noticed, she didn’t say anything about it. She was too polite to do things like that, so of course she wouldn’t. 

Sometimes he questioned why she stayed with someone who couldn’t relax. She pressed her delicate fingers into the muscles of his back and joked that the tension could crack a diamond. He wrapped his arms around her and pulled her close, allowing himself to fall deeper into the softness of her. This time, his  hands tangled into her thick curls as he placed kisses along the curve of her throat. She giggled, and it sounded like a melodic bell. 

He wanted to shield her from the world he came from. Women like her couldn’t handle the brutality of his life, and he wouldn’t blame them. It just meant that he didn’t spend much time getting invested. When she asked to see him fight, he shut her down immediately, claiming that it wasn’t her scene. It resulted in a small argument, and she conceded. But it was a hollow victory when he came home to an empty apartment. Eventually he offered a compromise: she could watch the match from home. It was the only way he could stomach it--he couldn’t bear to imagine her face in the crowd as he used the hands she loved for violence. 

And then he lost. 

And he came home bitter and tired. She reached up to brush his hair from his swollen eye and he flinched away from her before excusing himself to go to the bathroom. As soon as he found the strength to confront her, she pressed a bag of frozen peas to his face in an effort to bring the swelling down. He protested. She underestimated how much battering he could take, and he told her as much, forcing a grin on his split lips. 

“I’m a big boy,” he semi-joked, “I’ll be alright.” 

He wouldn’t touch her that night. He couldn’t. His knuckles were bruised, and his mouth was bloody. He was angry about losing, and he didn’t want to be held or kissed. Instead he spent the night on the couch, watching footage of his father in his prime. Every time she checked on him, he murmured that he’d be in bed soon, only choosing to go to bed when he was sure she was asleep and wouldn’t ask him questions. 

The second time she watches him fight, she calls him as soon as its over. The high of victory doubles when he hears her voice, and he just wants to go home to her.

“You did so well, baby!” She exclaims, “I’m so proud of you. We have to celebrate!” 

 Instead the crew took him to a bar without her. He lost count of how much whiskey he drank, how many girls he ignored, how many pats on the back he received from strangers. And as the night progressed, and the alcohol wore off,  the guilt hit him like a freight train. 

When he finally arrived home, she was asleep on the couch, curled up in one of his gym hoodies that fit snugly in some places and baggy in others. For once, he was glad he sobered up before he came home. He didn’t want to forget this image. He picked her up, and she mumbled tiredly into his shoulder. 

“You didn’t come home...” she sighed.

“I tried. I’m sorry.” 

He removed his liquor stained shirt and jeans, and crawled into bed with her, placing kisses on her forehead. 

“Don’t leave me behind, okay?” she said. He wasn’t sure what she meant. Maybe she was talking in her sleep. He swallowed hard and held her close.

“I won’t.” 

The third time she watches him fight, he loses again. And she watches him shrink into himself, live on national television. He came home bruised and battered, but he forced a smile on his face when she greeted him at the door. It didn’t meet his eyes, and she noticed. She made an attempt to ask if he was okay, and as usual he brushed it off as just disappointment. 

It was more than that, and they both knew it. 

Once again, he refused to touch her. She reached out to rub his back as he passed her in the kitchen, and he flinched, his shoulders tensing up. 

“What’s wrong?” She asked with pleading eyes, “Does something hurt?” 

He hesitated and sighed, “A little.” 

That was a start.

He held her hand as she led him to the bathroom, and he effortlessly lifted her onto the countertop so that they were eye-level. 

“Let me look at you,” she gently commanded, which brought a small spark of amusement to his eyes. He couldn’t help the smile that pulled at his lips.

“So you’re going to play doctor now?”

“Shush,” she cupped his face in her hands and kissed his crooked nose. 

She applied ointment to the cuts on his knuckles and wrapped them up with a kiss. His heart melted. “Looks good,” he said, flexing his hand, “I might have to let you in the locker room before the matches.” 

She smiled brightly at the compliment, “See! I can help, sometimes. You should let me do this more often. Y’know?” She wrapped her arms around his shoulders, “Didn’t I tell you not to leave me behind? Let me take care of you, August.” 

Something crossed his features. It was the first time she’d ever seen it.

“Fuck, I love you so much.” He confessed, grasping her face in his hands.

He pressed a long kiss to her soft lips. For once, he willed himself to forget the events of the night. He wrapped her thighs around his hips and sighed into her mouth. She felt his heartbeat thud rapidly against her chest, and his breathing picked up. Suddenly she felt the wetness on her cheeks. 

“Babe,” she tried to pull away, but he moved to kiss down her neck, “Baby...”

He said nothing but pulled her closer to rest his head on her shoulder. Suddenly he hyperventilated and his body shook with sobs. Despite his comparatively massive frame, he felt so small in her arms as she held him and let him cry. 

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It took some time to open up. She made the suggestion based on her own experiences, but it was ultimately his decision to take the leap. He was uncomfortable. He didn’t really like talking. But he was tired of feeling angry all the goddamn time. 

“Why are you a boxer?”

“I guess it seemed like the best case scenario? I’ve always been a good fighter. I might as well get paid to punch people in the face. It’s a better use of my time and energy.” And his anger. But that didn’t seem like something he wanted to admit. He didn’t want the guy to think he was a lunatic with violence issues. 

“How do you feel in the ring?” 

“I don’t know. Fine, I guess. Sometimes it just feels like a game. Like a strategy thing...I hate losing though.” 

He scribbled something down on his stupid yellow notepad.

“Well, that’s understandable. Losing sucks.” 

“Yeah, but it feels like an extra punch in the gut. I just really hate losing. It makes me feel like I shouldn’t even have my job in the first place.” 

Doctor So-and-So raises his eyebrows behind his thick rimmed glasses. 

“Why do you feel that way?”

“My job is to win matches. What the hell do I have to gain from losing them?” He chuckled bitterly, “I used to just let my cuts and bruises fester. Just so I’d remember how much the shit sucks and I won’t lose again. I feel like I only lose when I forget what losing feels like.” 

There’s a heavy pause after that admission, and the therapist scribbles something else down. 

“August, there’s no shame in failure. Why do you feel like you should punish yourself for human error?” 

“How else will I improve?” He automatically said. Then he caught himself, dropping his head in his hands, “Fuck. Fuck that old bastard to hell. I thought that shit was normal,” he admitted. “I thought every guy dealt with this. It helped you build a thicker skin. I don’t think I’d have the career I do if it wasn’t for him. I always think, ‘whatever these guys hit me with, I’ve dealt with worse from my old man’.” 

That was the first time he’d admitted any of this aloud. The feeling was strange, like a small weight lifted from his shoulders. It wasn’t much, but it was something...

[hanniiesuckle17]

Stray Kids Reaction: S/o Has a Migraine and Can’t Sleep

A/n: I had a super bad headache last night so I just came up with this. Sry for the lack of og content! I’m working on a big request rn! (btw this is not edited so sorry for mistakes)

Warnings: maybe a couple curse words? nudity? idk its chill

Bangchan:

You had been prone to get migraines every now and then. As a result, you often didn’t sleep very well. Tonight was just one of those nights. It was a particularly bad one. You wanted to scream it hurt so much, but Chan was sleeping peacefully beside you. This was the third time this month. You didn’t want to wake him up again.

Slowly, you got out of bed. It seemed every movement only made the pain worse. You started to get dizzy. Bracing yourself against your closet, you sighed and rubbed your temples. “Chan...” You felt terrible about waking him up, but you needed help. “Channie...babe?” You said a little louder. He shot up in bed.

“I'm up. I'm up.” He looked around the dark room until he saw you by the closet. He rubbed his eyes and jumped out of bed. “Is it your head, baby?” He asked, placing a gentle hand on your shoulder. You nodded and Chan gave you a tired smile. 

Carefully he picked you up, wrapping your legs around his waist and your arms around his neck. Your head dropped onto his shoulder as you tried to ignore the sharp pain coming from the top of your head. Chan carried you into the bathroom and closed the door with his foot. He carefully set you on the counter and the flicked on the lights. “Ahh!” You yelped, clutching your head.

“Sorry! Sorry! I forgot!” Chan said, flipping the light switch back off. Chan turned the shower all the way to hot and let the steam fill up the room. He kissed your cheek before leaving the bathroom, closing the door behind him. The mirror fogged with steam and the pressure in your head started to subside little by little.

Chan softly knocked on the door before entering again. By now steam was setting into the room like a mist. Sweat beaded on both your foreheads and the glass Chan held in his hand. Your boyfriend came to stand between your legs, his hand rubbing up and down your thigh. 

“Drink some water, baby girl.” You took the glass, his hand staying nearby in case you dropped it. After you drank all the water, you leaned your head against Chan’s shoulder letting him rub your back. 

“I’m so sorry that it hurts, Y/n.” He whispered, kissing the top of your head.

Minho:

Work had been seriously stressing you out lately. So much so that Minho went to sleep before you did. You were doing your best to work through the splitting headache you had but it was impossible. Deciding to give up, you trudged to bed. However, laying down only seemed to make it worse. 

Minho was sleeping soundly beside you, completely oblivious to your pain. You did your best to fall asleep. But it felt like someone was taking a jackhammer to the side of your skull. “Minho,” You said shaking your boyfriend. “Minho, please wake up.” You said clutching your head in pain. He groaned and rolled over, sleepily glaring at you.

“What? What’s wrong?”

“My head is killing me. Fuck...It hurts so much I feel like I’m gonna be sick.” You said trying not to cry. Minho looked around, brows furrowing and then back at you.

“Well....what do you want me to do about it?” I sighed and slapped his shoulder, making him yelp. “Okay! Okay! Sheesh.” Minho stumbled out of your shared bed and shuffled sleepily down the hall. He came back a few minutes later with a bag of frozen peas and water. 

“Peas?”

“Sorry, we were out of brussels sprouts.” He said helping you hold the freezing bag to your head. He watched you drink the water and lazily rubbed your thigh as he sat next to you. You knew he didn’t mean to be rude. He was just sleepy. 

“I’m sorry I woke you up,”

“Don’t apologize.” He said, taking your hand in his. Minho felt the back of your neck, only to pull away at the temperature. He gently took the bag of peas from you and transferred it, pushing your hair out of the way. “I don’t like seeing you in pain.” Minho leaned forward and pressed his lips against yours. Your boyfriend sat with you half asleep until the migraine finally went away.

Changbin:

You were very stressed. Stressed was an understatement. There wasn’t a word for how much pressure you were under. You had been pushing it all down and just telling yourself it would all be over soon. However, it had started to affect your sleep. You would get these splitting headaches anytime you lied down. 

Changbin lounged across your couch scrolling through his phone, probably ordering the food you had talked about earlier. “I can pay for it this time, Bin.” You said running a hand through your hair. Your boyfriend shook his head, throwing his phone on the couch.

“Nonsense. I’m paying. Come here, baby. You look really stressed. Lie down for a minute.” You shook your head. You knew if you lied down, the pain which was already starting to throb against your skull would get worse. “Y/n, I’m gonna make you lie down if you don’t come over here.” Again you shook your head and turned, trying to find something to occupy your tired mind and body.

Changbin sighed and pushed himself off the sofa. He wrapped you in his arms and dragged you down onto the couch, your head laying on the cushions. He backed away when you cried out in pain. “Changbin, I told you I didn’t want to lie down!” You said clutching your head. 

“Baby, I’m sorry! What’s wrong?” You shook your head, pain throbbing.

“It’s nothing. It’ll pass....eventually.”

“No, you’re hurting. Tell me what I can do.”

You tried to push past the swelling and throbbing. “Umm....uh...in my bedroom. The nightstand- in the drawer there is a little glass bottle. It’s brown and green.” Changbin nodded and got off the couch. 

You could hear him rummaging through the drawer looking for one of the bottles of essential oils you had. The doorbell rang, making you cry out from the sound. “I’ve got it, baby! Hold on!” Changbin said rushing to the door. Quietly he thanked the delivery guy and placed the food on the table.

“Is this why you haven’t been sleeping?” He asked handing me the bottle of peppermint oil. Nodding, I opened it and rubbed some of the oil on my temples. The pain started to fade away very slowly. Changbin wrapped and arm around me, pulling me into his chest. “Baby, you’ve got to tell me when you’re hurting so I can help.”

Hyunjin:

Today was not your day. Nothing seemed to be going right. On top of all that you were beginning to worry about money problems. There wasn’t enough in your savings to start paying off your student loans and no matter how much your boyfriend tried you wouldn’t let him pay for the entire rent of your shared apartment. 

Your shifts were getting cut back all week so you were struggling to come up with the money for rent, let alone something for Hyunjin’s birthday at the end of the week. Your boyfriend was still at rehearsal, giving you time to look at your finances without him offering to pay every eight seconds. Your brain was pulsing against your skull. 

You gave up after the pain started making words float off the bank statement you were reading. You switched off all the lights and rubbed your temples. The pain was only getting worse. Not having the energy to walk to your bedroom you just laid down on the cool wood floor in your living room. 

“Y/n? Hey, gorgeous! I’m home!” Hyunjin called out. The sound of his keys dropping in the dish made you clutch your head and whimper. You heard him walk over to the kitchen table and sigh when he saw the papers. “Babe, I told you not to worry about all this....Y/n?” He called out again.

“Y/N!” He yelped seeing you on the floor.

“Ahh...Jinnie...please be quiet. My head...” He nodded and carefully lowered himself onto the floor, laying on his stomach. “Hyunjin, what are you doing?” You said rubbing your eyes. Another sharp pain erupted from the top of your head, making you wince. 

“I don’t really know how to help...so I’m just being here if you need me.” 

If you didn’t feel so horrible you would kiss him. Gently he stroked your hair and sat against the couch. His arms wrapped around you pulling you into his lap, apologizing profusely when you whimpered in pain. “Thank you, baby.” You whispered into his chest.

“Please let me pay for the rent, gorgeous. I don’t want you hurting like this.” He kissed your forehead when you nodded the tiniest bit.

Jisung:

This had not been your week. Everything seemed to be going wrong and fighting with your mom was the last straw. Jisung was set to be at the studio until late so you just cried. And maybe screamed...a little. You just let it all out until your entire body hurt from crying. It wasn’t the healthiest option, but it was healthier than keeping it all in.

The sound of the lock turning from the front door sent you shooting up from the couch and wiping your tears. A splitting pain shot through your head, making you wince, but you smiled seeing your boyfriend come home early. “Jisung, I didn’t expect you to come home for like...another four hours.”

“I missed you baby.” He said kissing your forehead. You tried to hide how much it hurt and quickly pecked his lips. After having dinner together and getting ready for bed, the pain in your head just kept getting worst. Jisung quickly fell asleep, but you lay tossing and turning next to him.

You stared up at the ceiling hours later, listening to the snores coming from your boyfriend beside you. Every way you turned hurt and the pain was so much that you wanted to cry. “Baby, what’s wrong?” Jisung asked drowsily after you gave up and sat against the backboard, clutching your head.

“Ji, it hurts...” 

He sat up, still half asleep, and wiped a few straggling tears. “What hurts, baby? What is it?” He tried to blink the heaviness away from his eyes. His tired eyes softened seeing you in pain.

“My head. It hurts so bad.” Without saying another word, Jisung got up from his side of the bed and walked around to yours. Gently he picked you up in his arms and carried you to the bathroom. Not bothering to turn on the lights your boyfriend carefully and sleepily set you on the counter, placing a kiss on your cheek. 

He turned on the shower, steam filling the room. With slow tired movements, he helped you undress before doing so himself. Tenderly Jisung carried you under the hot water and let you stand there, hands braced against the cold tile. His arms wrapped around your waist and he buried his face in your neck.

“I’m so sorry, baby.” He muttered against your skin. 

The hot water was helping relieve the pressure in your brain, easing some of the pain. Jisung placed sleepy kisses on your shoulder, rubbing slow patterns on your stomach as the steaming water fell over you both. After a while, you turned around and buried your face in his neck. 

He stayed under the water with you until the pain had subsided.

Felix:

Sweat dripped down your neck. It felt like a thousand shards of glass were pressing against your brain. Felix was sleeping deeply beside you, laying on his stomach. His skin was cool to the touch compared to how hot your forehead felt. You couldn’t sleep. Every time you tried to get comfortable your head seemed to hurt even more. 

“Fuck...” You whispered clutching your head. 

You rested your head on Felix’s shoulder, letting his cool skin press against your head. It only helped a little bit, but you just focused on listening to your boyfriend’s slow breathing. Your hand pressed against his bare back, letting the coolness try and calm you. 

He stirred when he felt you wince. “Y/n, darling, what’s wrong?” He asked his deep voice slurring. He rolled over and you sat up in bed. He pulled you down onto his chest, his fingers gently stroking your hair. “Why aren’t you sleeping, baby?”

You winced feeling another jab of pain. “My head hurts too much.” His movement stopped and he moved his hand away, choosing to place it on your shoulder instead. “Felix, it hurts.” 

He nodded and carefully got out of bed, resting you against the headboard, “I know, darling.” He whispered. “I’ll be right back.” You watched your boyfriend walk out into the hall. A few seconds later you heard the thermostat kick in, making the room cooler. He returned with a glass of water, a wet cloth, and a pill bottle. 

“Here, take this.” He said handing you two pills and the glass of water. While you swallowed the medicine, he gently pressed the cloth to your head, pulling you into his lap. You rested your head against his shoulder, letting the cold cloth soothe the pain. “Drink the whole thing, darling. It will help.” 

Nodding you tipped the glass a little further, hearing the chunks of ice clink against the side of the cup. Felix moved the cloth to the back of your neck. Another sharp pain in your forehead made you wince. You pressed the cold glass to your skin and sighed. “Thank you, Lix.” You muttered before drinking more of the water. He gave you a sleepy smile and pulled you close.

“No problem at all, Y/n.”

Seungmin:

Seungmin knew that you tended to get migraines when you were stressed. It had happened ever since you were in high school. You could practically feel a headache coming on. It wasn’t too late at night, but you would usually have been asleep at this time. 

Knowing it was going to get worse any second, you went to the bathroom and checked for the medicine you needed. When you reached for the bottle you found it empty. Sharp pain in your temples made you brace yourself against the sink. “Oh, shit...”You whispered feeling sick to your stomach. Without your meds, the migraine would only get worse. 

The pain got exponentially worse, sending you to lean over the toilet, wrenching the contents of your stomach. You reached for your phone, dialing your boyfriend’s number.

“Y/n, hi! I’m just leaving JYP. What’s up, cutie?” Seungmin answered happily.

“Um...I’m having a little bit of an issue.” Another throbbing sensation pulsed throughout your skull. “Min can you pick me up some meds. I’m out and I need them.”

“Yeah, of course. Hold tight. I’ll be there as soon as I can.” Seungmin hung up the phone. You flushed the toilet and tried to clean yourself up. The pain was getting worse and worse. Dragging yourself to the kitchen, you grabbed the first bag you saw in the freezer, holding it to your head.

“Y/n?” Seungmin called out into the dark apartment. 

“In the kitchen, babe.” The sound of Seungmin’s footsteps echoed through the space. You felt sure arms wrap around your stomach. Turning your head, you were met with his lips on yours. 

“I’ve got meds and I picked up coffee on the way.” He whispered pecking your lips again. “Salted Caramel Cream Cold Brew with extra ice just for you.” You cupped his cheek, mustering up a smile. 

“Thank you so much, Min.” He handed you the coffee and the meds knowing you would feel better after having both.

“Always, Y/n. Anytime you need me.”

Jeongin:

Of course, you had to get a migraine right now. The one-time Jeongin was staying over. Carefully you got up from the bed, not wanting to wake your boyfriend. While you were no stranger to migraines and headaches, you hadn’t had one in a significant amount of time.

Tiptoeing into your bathroom you opened the medicine cabinet. You didn’t bother turning on the light knowing it would just make the pain worse. Your tired hands searched through the cabinet only to find that you were out of the pills you needed. 

A cry escaped your lips as the pain jumped higher. Quickly you covered your mouth, hoping that the sound didn’t wake Jeongin. Clutching your head, you grabbed a washcloth and dowsed it in cold water. Folding it, you placed it over your forehead and slid down the bathroom wall. 

Slow tears escaped as the pain spiked at random times. You let your body fall onto the floor and you curled your knees into your chest, holding the cold cloth to your head. The cool tile pressed against your cheek, easing the pain only a little bit.

“Y/n?” You heard Jeongin call softly. “Y/n, where are you? Are you okay, honey?” You winced, feeling another spike in pain.

“I’m in here, Innie.” You said weakly. You heard footsteps pad across the carpet of your bedroom until you saw the shadow of his figure from under the door. He politely knocked on the door. “You can come in, babe.” He opened the door, looking around before he found you on the floor.

“Y/n, what’s wrong?” He said crouching on the floor and pushing a few pieces of wet hair out of your face. He immediately retracted his hand when you winced. “I’m sorry! I didn’t mean to hurt you-”

“No, Innie. It’s not your fault.” He relaxed and sat against the wall reaching for your hand. “I just get really bad migraines sometimes. I didn’t want to wake you.” He rubbed his thumb across your skin.

“Y/n you can always wake me up if you need me.” Carefully, he pulled me into his lap and didn’t even shy away when the other side of the cold washcloth pressed against his neck. “What can I do to help?”

“I’m out of the medicine I need. Could you run to the pharmacy and get some?” He nodded and slowly got up before taking the empty bottle and leaving the apartment. About twenty minutes later he came back and gave you the pills. Jeongin sat with you in his lap as the both of you waited for your pain to go away.

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Awright anon! Let’s do it! (ask post here, previously answered ones are here)

1. Would you have sex with the last person you text messaged?

My married female friend? Never.

2. You talked to an ex today, correct?

Nah, we don’t talk. That’d be pathetic though, since I’m the one who chose to  break up.

3. Have you taken someones virginity?

No, not even my own ;P

4. Is trust a big issue for you?

Not really. I’ve never been cheated on or betrayed, so I implicitly trust people most of the time. 

5. Did you hang out with the person you like recently?

Well hanging out isn’t much of a thing right now, but we did chat at work about Lord of the Rings.

6. What are you excited for? 7. What happened tonight?

Well last night, I had an evening shift that went well. Got off at 11, went home, and put in my new earbuds and danced in some light rain outside. Then came in, answered an ask and went to bed.

8. Do you think it’s disgusting when girls get really wasted?

As a girl myself, yes. I’ve rarely been around anyone drunk, so most of my experience is from my year of law school, but I found drunk girls to be annoying, rude, and disrespectful of everyone’s personal space. It reinforces my decision not to drink.

9. Is confidence cute?

Yep yep. Even if it’s confidence in something small, it’s attractive.

10. What is the last beverage you had? 11. How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust?

Plenty . . . ? Like, you want a number? I don’t have issues with men unlike 65% of this site.

12. Do you own a pair of skinny jeans?

Ha! Nope. I actually like high-waisted and flared bottom jeans, and I rarely wear jeans at all since most of mine are not dark enough for work. (They banned denim-colored jeans, but dark blue and black and grey are fine. IDK why.)

13. What are you gonna do Saturday night? 14. What are you going to spend money on next?

Probably food. I have a few days off, and that’s the best time to get food delivered. Been supporting my local Asian restaurant a lot (they have awesome sashimi and are just down the block) since the lockdown started.

15. Are you going out with the last person you kissed?

Oh man, I haven’t kissed anyone in YEARS, and it was part of Spin the Bottle. So no. (I did have a boyfriend in the interim, but he was so shy we only ever held hands once. :/)

16. Do you think you’ll change in the next 3 months?

I have to. I’m in the leadership/management phase of my training. It requires a lot of spiritual study, personal discipline, and focus. Plus, I might have to travel or move or both in that time frame. It’s a fraught time.

17. Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?

My little sister. She’s great at advice, and I end up venting in our chat a lot.

18. The last time you felt broken?

Emo much? I think it was the third week of the lockdown. I felt really useless staying home. I had found out I could return to work, but I still had a week left and felt like I was wasting time no matter what I did.

19. Have you had sex today?

Ha. Nope.

20. Are you starting to realize anything?

That way too many of these asks are about sex? That’s about it at the moment.

21. Are you in a good mood?

Shyeah :)

22. Would you ever want to swim with sharks?

Maybe in a very controlled situation with people to support me around. But I wouldn’t seek something like that out.

23. Are your eyes the same color as your dad’s?

Not quite. My dad has brown eyes, and I have hazel. (My sister has brown, my mom and stepmom both have blue.)

24. What do you want right this second?

A big bowl of buttered peas. I only have two bags of frozen veggies left, neither of which are peas.

25. What would you say if the person you love/like kissed another girl/boy?

I’d tease them for doing it at work, since that’s the only way I’d see or know about it. Pretty sure he likes the assistant we work with, and if I’m right, she’s a good pick. Very cool, nice braids.

26. Is your current hair color your natural hair color?

Yeah, I’m way too indecisive to ever dye it. I’d be afraid of it never going back to the natural color.

27. Would you be able to date someone who doesn’t make you laugh?

I guess so? My boyfriend tried to joke sometimes, but he wasn’t very good at it. He was a naturally serious and serious-looking guy. I laughed mostly because I didn’t want to be silent and I was nervous, not because he was super funny.

28. What was the last thing that made you laugh?

Gus Johnson, Eddy Burback and Buster Sales!

29. Do you really, truly miss someone right now?

My family. Good thing we’re calling today!

30. Does everyone deserve a second chance?

Yes. Some people waste it. True repentance is important to making the most of that second chance.

31. Honestly, do you hate the last boy you were talking to?

No . . . what is wrong with this site lol

32. Does the person you have feelings for right now, know you do?

He might have guessed it, but I certainly haven’t told him or anyone he knows.

33. Are you one of those people who never drinks soda?

Only because I’m saving my money right now. We used to go through tons of diet soda as teenagers, but I cut it out in college because the only soda our cafeteria sold was Fresca. (And yes, I did drink it, and it’s fine.) Because our college wouldn’t sell you caffeine most of the time, so that was the only soda they felt ethical selling. (They’re drawing on a few passages from Mrs. Eddy’s writings, since it is a CS college.)

34. Listening to?

I was listening to this concert last. This is the group that did that trio with a violinist, a sink, and the water pipes!

35. Do you ever write in pencil anymore?

In my Sudoku book, and in the notebook I use for language practice.

36. Do you know where the last person you kissed is?

Facebook says he still lives in Michigan.

37. Do you believe in love at first sight?

Not love in the fullest sense of that word, but attraction yes. I’ve answered this before, here if not elsewhere.

38. Who did you last call?

A lady from work.

39. Who was the last person you danced with?

I usually dance solo. I danced next to, so kinda with, a guy at a dance my senior year in college? We only dated once, but it seems like he keeps in contact with me mostly to try dating again. It was an awkward dance and remains an awkward relationship.

40. Why did you kiss the last person you kissed?

Spin the Bottle rules dictated that I should. Also, he was being an ass about following those rules, which made me more determined to see it through.

41. When was the last time you ate a cupcake?

The first week I returned to work, the president of our foundation sent some to each building, so I got a big chocolate one :)

42. Did you hug/kiss one of your parents today?

I wish! My dad lives several hours away. I hug him a lot when I’m home.

43. Ever embarrass yourself in front of a crush?

Constantly.

44. Do you tan in the nude?

I don’t tan at all. Or, I do get tan in the summer, but not through any conscious process of laying in the sun. It just happens lol

45. If you could, would you take back your last kiss?

Probably. It wasn’t enjoyable and I prefer to kiss people outside of stupid games.

46. Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night?

Unless talking to myself a bit counts, no.

47. Who was the last person to call you?

My dad. We were playing phone tag.

48. Do you sing in the shower? 49. Do you dance in the car?

Well I’m driving . . . so only a little.

50. Ever used a bow and arrow?

Oh yeah! I took and later taught archery at summer camp. Well, co-taught with a British guy who acted like I was his assistant. Still, the archery part was fun.

51. Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer?

This Christmas, my sister and her BF did my makeup and did a photoshoot with me in a local park. That’s where my icon photo came from! I really need to put the other shots up on Instagram, I keep forgetting :P

52. Do you think musicals are cheesy?

Well yes, but that doesn’t diminish my love for them one bit.

53. Is Christmas stressful?

It depends on who we’re spending it with. If I don’t know the person very well, it can be stressful. But I’m not really involved as a host yet. I know it will be stressful hosting a Christmas, but I honestly look forward to it. I’m so excited about being a self-sufficient adult right now.

54. Ever eat a pierogi?

Yeah, and they’re pretty good. There’s a place in/near Detroit called Pierogies and Crepes I’ve been to. It’s quite good - huge variety of flavors!

55. Favorite type of fruit pie?

I only have really had apple and lemon pies, and I can’t choose! I love them both.

56. Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid? 57. Do you believe in ghosts? 58. Ever have a Deja-vu feeling?

Oh, forever. I am always seeing stuff in dreams that happen in real life weeks or months later. Had since I was a kid. My sister is the same.

59. Take a vitamin daily?

Ha! Never.

60. Wear slippers?

Had some as a kid, but they create static and bother me. I stick with slipper-socks or wrapping myself in a blanket long enough to cover my feet when I sit.

61. Wear a bath robe?

I’ve been wearing the bathrobe I got for Christmas when I was 10 forever. It only reaches my knees now, but it still fits because puberty kinda punched me in the face all at once when I was 9.

62. What do you wear to bed?

I have a cute nightshirt that says Take Me To The Moon.

63. First concert?

Still never been to one. I’d like to go see Darius Rucker or Billy Joel sometime.

64. Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart? 65. Nike or Adidas?

I think I’ve worn Nikes? I don’t pay attention to brands much.

66. Cheetos Or Fritos?

Fritos every time. Cheetos blow chunks, fight me.

67. Peanuts or Sunflower seeds?

Sunflower seeds. They’re more challenging but less messy to de-shell.

68. Favorite Taylor Swift song?

I don’t care for her anymore, but in 8th grade, she ruled my class. We were all into country music that year lol. I really liked You Belong With Me, and I think Blank Space is kinda hilarious and ironic. Before I knew who she was, I listened to Teardrops On My Guitar a lot. Perfect for preteen angst.

69. Ever take dance lessons?

I took ballet when I was 4, ballroom dancing as an elective when I was 15, and was doing Jazzercise the month before the lockdown. I love dancing! But I don’t often take lessons out of self-consciousness and a lack of time/money. When Murphy lets us be a society again, I am definitely going to a regular dance group. There are three or four in the area that meet Friday nights, and if my schedule allows, I’m going to go. That or ice-skating.

70. Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing?

I can picture him doing just about anything, but I’m trying not to outline things like that anymore. I’ve had at least a million fantasies of my future. It used to be how I got myself to sleep at night. But I feel like setting up random expectations will only hurt my ability to connect with real people if I keep doing it. Daydreams are fine, but I’m focusing on reality right now.

71. Can you curl your tongue?

Yeah, and I’m inordinately proud of it.

72. Ever won a spelling bee?

We didn’t have those, but I was in the highest possible spelling group by fourth grade. They called it the “paideia” group :)

73. Have you ever cried because you were so happy?

Once, when work called everyone and said we were being furloughed with full pay last month. This was before I got a call about coming back. I was so worried that they’d have to lay us off or something.

74. What is your favorite book?

I read a lot. I used to read basically all the time. There are at least a hundred books I would gladly read again. I suppose the book that best qualifies is the one that I got more out of the second time I read it. (Excluding of course religious writings here) That’s Pride and Prejudice. It’s both an excellent character study and a subtly written love story. I really learned from reading it, about myself and about how perception colors our relationships.

75. Do you study better with or without music?

Without. I listen to music often when I read books, but studying requires more focus.

76. Regularly burn incense?

Never have, don’t have an interest in that. I like candles, but I don’t burn anything for religious reasons.

77. Ever been in love?

I’m not sure. Because in the throes of attraction, I’ve often declared that I am to myself. But I haven’t been in a relationship with most of those people, and didn’t get to know most of them very well. My current idea of what being in love is like is coming from my sister’s relationship, and I’ve not had anything that approaches it. So no :(

78. Who would you like to see in concert?

Darius Rucker, Billy Joel, Huey Lewis, Supertramp, Debussy . . . some of these are unrealistic but I’m being honest ;)

79. What was the last concert you saw?

The Concert of Nothing

80. Hot tea or cold tea? 81. Tea or coffee?

Ehhhh I guess tea. I just can’t appreciate coffee, even with milk and sugar. It just all tastes bitter and odd. But I can stomach tea.

82. Favorite type of cookie?

My sister’s specially made, lovingly made-via-experimentation-over-years chocolate chip cookies!! I WANT THEM ALWAYS.

83. Can you swim well?

We grew up with an underground pool in the backyard, so yes. We swam in the lake at camp all the time. I was a lifeguard there two or three years. My certification has lapsed, and I haven’t gotten to swim but once or twice since moving to NJ. I hope to swim in Michigan again soon.

84. Can you hold your breath without holding your nose?

Yeah. Is that . . . is that hard?

85. Are you patient?

More than I was, not as much as I’d like to be.

86. DJ or band, at a wedding?

I guess a DJ, but hopefully one that’s not loud and annoying. It would be nice to have a small ensemble play, but anything I’d want to hear, we could probably find a nice recording of anyway.

87. Ever won a contest?

I got 10th place in a national mediation tournament a few years ago. For my first try, that was pretty good. I used to place high in piano testing as a kid, though that was academic more than a contest. At our camp Olympics, I am very good at watermelon-eating, cracker-whistling, and gaga. (They tend to put unathletic kids in the eating events, but I’m still proud of dominating for the Bears.)

88. Ever have plastic surgery?

Never have, hope never to have to. I try to avoid almost all surgical procedures anyway, and haven’t had the need for anything but some dental work so far.

89. Which are better black or green olives?

The best are no olives because I don’t like them. I have a feeling I’d like green more than black if I was forced to choose.

90. Opinions on sex before marriage?

I get why it happens. Doesn’t make it right or good for you. From what I’ve read, the best sex is had in a loving monogamous relationship, and the fullest measure of trust in your partner comes after marriage. I suppose some people have sex while engaged, and I get the logic, since you will be married soon, but even then, I’d think, “We’re so close to doing it right, why spoil it right at the end?” Because as irrational as the fear of abandonment might seem during an engagement, people do get left at the altar.

91. Best room for a fireplace?

Living room, dining room, bedroom, basement . . . maybe not ALL at once . . . 

92. Do you want to get married

Terribly much, yes.

[amazingphanisnotonfire-imagines]

Sweet Pea//You’re Perfect

Request: Sweet pea x reader plus size where they have been friends for a while but she doubts he would like her one day she gets asked out by s bulldog as a joke and when she finds out it’s a joke she punches some bulldog and she gets punched too cut on lip and maybe on face idk so she goes home and no one has seen her and she doesn’t miss class so sweets goes to check on her and he finds out and he’s like let me help you clean that up but she tells him to go away he doesn’t tho + they end up together

A note of your desk pulled you out of your thoughts. You had been subtly staring at Sweet Pea from across the room but the disturbance from beside you pulled your attention to the hand dropping a piece of paper in front of you. Looking around, everything seemed normal. Everyone was sat at their usual desks, having conversations with their friends and gossiping about what people had done at the weekend. However something seemed off. You placed the bit of paper in your pocket and returned to your daydream, however a few minutes later you were interrupted once more when a note hit off the side of your head and landed in front of you. Rolling your eyes, you sighed and picked the note up. Deciding it was best to just read it and then hopefully you could continue the class in peace. 

do you wanna go on a date some time? evan 

You read, and re-read the note about a thousand times trying to understand what Evan would want with you. He was a bulldog and you were, well you. You hung out with the serpents the majority of the time, especially Sweet Pea and you weren’t exactly the thinnest girl at Riverdale High. To be honest you spent more time with Sweet Pea because you liked him, a lot. But you knew he didn’t like you. Not in that way. He had been hooking up with Josie and everyone knew he liked her a lot. Maybe to much. It broke your heart every time he talked about her, but it hurt even more when he would tell you how she had treated him, and then he’d go back to her again and the whole cycle would start again. 

You looked around the room once more to see Evan sat at the back smiling at you. He was quite cute, even for a dumb footballer. But then again most of the dumb footballers were cute. You smiled slightly at him before turning around to face the front. Fuck it, you decided. If Sweet Pea can get some, then so can you. Not that you thought Sweet Pea shouldn’t date anyone because you liked him. Your train of thought was interrupted by the lunch bell ringing. As everyone started to gather their things you held back slightly and saw that Evan was doing the same, which made you smile to yourself. After everyone had gone you slowly made your way over to him and smiled at him awkwardly. He returned the smile and you actually started to blush a little bit, and it didn’t have anything to do with Sweet Pea! A new wave of confidence came over you and you smile brightly at him. 

“I was thinking Pops? After school?” You asked with a grin, however that slowly faded when you saw him laughing, then a bunch of footballers appeared from outside the classroom, the majority of them hunched over with laugher. You clenched your fist and willed your tears away. Their was no way you were going to let these see you cry. How could you have been so stupid to believe that Evan was actually interested in you? How could you have been so stupid to believe that anybody would be interested in you? Your thoughts kept getting louder as the laughing increased, you wanted to run but you were frozen in place, unable to escape. 

“I can’t believe you actually believed I would want to go on a date with you? Have you seen yourself recently? Or ever for that matter.” He sneered and his friends laughed. Your fists clenched tighter beside you, you could hear them talking and laughing, but none of the insults seemed to process. You were just busy trying not to cry. After what felt like forever they started to leave, but before you could stop yourself you had grabbed Evan, making him turn around angrily. “Get your fucking hands off me.” He growled. It was silent for a second before you heard the sound of your fist connecting with his jaw. He stumbled back slightly and his friends ran back into the room. 

“What the fuck!” One of them shouted but you just stared at them wide eyed. The next minute you were on the floor. You raised your hand to your cheek, rubbing it slightly and then pulling away. Looking down your fingers had blood on them and you could taste blood. Standing up, you picked your bag up and walked out of the school, deciding that you would just go home. It was easier for everyone and it wouldn’t be like anyone would notice that you were gone. 

But they did, at least one person noticed your absence. 

“Where’s Y/n?” Sweet Pea asked Fangs as they began the last class of the day. 

“I dunno.” He shrugged. “She wasn’t in the class before this one.” He added and Sweet Pea looked around confused, you never missed class. His eyes stopped on one of the football players at the back. Evan, he remembered, his face was bruised which made Sweet Pea laugh to himself. He didn’t know who did it or why but he had a feeling he deserved it. He rolled his eyes when he saw some of the footballers and vixens surrounding him and whispering, all of them glancing to your empty seat. He instantly knew something was up so he stood up and announced to the class that he wasn’t feeling well, before walking out. He walked straight past the reception and out of the school. Twenty minutes later he was parked outside of your house and making his way up your drive. He knocked on the door and waited for a few seconds until it opened, revealing a bruised and bloody you. 

“What the hell happened to you?” He asked worried. 

“Nothing Pea. Just go home.” You sighed and leaned your head against the door frame. “Wait. Shouldn’t you be at school?” 

“Shouldn’t you?” He replied and winked at you, making your heart race. 

“Shut up.” You rolled your eyes. “I don’t think I’m going to be there for a while.” 

“Why? What happened? And does it have anything to do with Evan?” He asked and your fists clenched again, Sweet Pea looked down to see the bruises starting to form. 

“I don’t wanna talk about it. Go home Sweet Pea. I’m fine.” You mumbled and started to close the door. 

“I don’t fucking think so.” He stopped the door with his foot and you huffed. “You can’t get rid of me that easily.” 

“Whatever.” 

“Now let me in so I can patch you up. I think its time that I returned the favour after all the times you’ve done it for me.” He smiled at you and you rolled your eyes before opening the door again and letting him in. He smiled triumphantly and made his way to the bathroom so he could get the first aid kit. “Stand still.” He told you once he had started to clean the cut on your cheek. 

“But it stings.” You complained. 

“Its meant to. It means its working.” He argued and you huffed. “Are you going to tell me what happened or do I need to beat it out of Evan.” 

“Why not beat it out of me?” You asked curiously. 

“Because you’re my friend, duh. Plus I saw what you did to Evan and I do not want to be of the receiving end of one of your punches.” He teased and you laughed slightly, wincing when your cheek started to hurt again. 

“Evan asked me out.” 

“And you punched him? Thank God I never asked you.” 

“It wasn’t real. Him and his friends just did it as a joke.” You sighed and looked at the floor. 

“Why would they do that. You’re great. Any guy would be lucky to go on a date with you.” 

“Try telling the boys of Riverdale that.” You replied upset and he sighed, stopping what he was doing with your cut. “And to answer your question about why they did that...why do you think? Look at me. Nobody is ever gonna want to go on a date with me. They’d have to be deaf, blind or stupid.” You admitted and Sweet Pea shook his head. 

“I’m not deaf, blind or stupid. They are because they can’t see how beautiful you really are.” He replied and you looked up at him, only realizing how close you were. 

“You think I’m beautiful?” You sputtered and looked back at the floor quickly. 

“I think you’re more than beautiful. I think your perfect and anyone who can’t see that, including you, needs their head shaking.” 

“Shut up.” You muttered. 

“No.” He shook his head. He tilted your chin up gently with his fingers and captured your lips with his. They moved together slowly at first and it was everything you had ever imagined and more. (even if your lip did hurt slightly because of the cut). The kiss became more passionate, but eventually you pulled away, both of you breathless.

“That was...” You started.

“Wow.” He finished and smiled at you. 

“Yep.” You agreed.

“You have no idea how long I’ve been wanting to do that.” He admitted shyly. 

“Why don’t you do it again.” 

“I think that is the second best thing you’ve done today.” 

“What was the first?” You asked, leaning into him again.

“Punching a bulldog.” He shrugged before kissing you again. 

[lesceriises]

[ 🍒 ]  — gracing the tags with my presence before i go work on replies. hi. i’m elle. i’m mostly here for mxf shipping tbh, but i love platonic/family plots too. i have adhd which means i like jumping into things and figuring out what works and doesn’t without beating around the bush. send me memes!! send me ideas!! i love brainstorming. i have a bunch of muses right here & you can check out my open starters here. 

if you’re curious about what fcs i like + what types of plots i’m interested in, click the read more.

come write with me!!!

🍒  FCS I WANT TO WRITE AGAINST 🍒 

alfonso herrera, alvaro rico, chris pine, dacre montgomery, david giuntoli, edgar ramírez, jake gyllenhaal, kit harington, luke pasqualino, michiel huisman, oliver jackson-cohen, oscar isaac, ryan guzman, santiago cabrera, sean tealea, simon baker, tom ellis, tommy martinez, tyler hoechlin, zane holt, alicia vikander, alycia debnam carey, eleanor tomlinson, gugu mbatha-raw, imogen poots, johanna braddy, lupita nyong'o, margot robbie, oona chaplin, poppy drayton, ruth negga, saoirse ronan, shelley hennig, shannon purser, zendaya, zoey deutch.

🍒 PLOTS I’M INTERESTED IN: GENERAL VIEW 🍒

drama, over-the-top drama, cheesy drama, angst, romance, manipulation, lying, cheating, pregnancies, horror, supernatural, ghosts, historical, crime, royals, modern royals, fake relationships, unrequited feelings, bad timing. you can check a few plots i’d like to do here.

🍒 PLOTS I’M INTERESTED IN: SPECIFIC 🍒

if fandom isn’t your thing, i’m also v interested in rl / historical plots. you can find a list of those here.

CHOICES GAME APP & STORYSCAPE: plots based on: titanic, the perfect match, rules of engagement, desire & decorum, the royal romance, and the elementalists. we don’t have to play the “main” characters or follow the original storylines tho.

TITANIC/1900s: legit just... any and all dynamics lmao the list is infinite there’s so much potential. if you’re familiar with the game i’m looking for something taken from storyscape like matteo x adele dynamic (long-story short, matteo is a valet for a wealthy man and adele is someone who is being blackmailed by said wealthy man) or charlie x adele (charlie is a steward who befriends adele, helps her navigate her situation, and the two become very close - esp interested in a dynamic post-titanic too where he's trying very hard not to hold things against her but is struggling tremendously with guilt, ptsd, and his idealism) or a dynamic based on zetta x adele (zetta is famous and adele's employer, and adele is being blackmailed into ruining her engagement - but it'd have to be an mxf one because that's the only kind of romantic pairings i write).

THE HUNGER GAMES: capitol citizen x capitol citizen, mentor x mentor, victor x dead tribute’s sibling/dead tribute’s best friend, literally any other combO!! smth with spies would be great too like spy rebel working a the capitol x capitol staff.

VIDEO GAMES: plots based on until dawn!!!!!!!!! which is one of my favs tbh (there’s SO MUCH POTENTIAl but i’m particularly weak for “we had a ‘opposites attract, will they don’t they’ thing going on and smth was about to happen between us at the cabin but then my sibling/best friend vanished and everything went to shit and we haven’t spoken in a year even though we miss each other dearly”.

HARRY POTTER:  

workaholic diplomats with a fuckton of baggage and personal struggles who are really good at their jobs and always butting heads�� falling in love (bonus: maybe one of them is a squib)

pureblood order member is essentially kidnapped by their own elitist family and has their memory tampered with, meaning they now believe they’ve always just been a spy for the death eaters. they’re engaged and their significant other starts to notice little things that feel odd and unusual. 

i muggleborn who started lying about her blood status and is passing as elitist pureblood who ends up getting engaged to a pureblood.  

before the first wizarding war, two purebloods get married. it wasn’t an arranged marriage and for all their differences they brought out the best in each other. their families were iffy about each other but they made it work. she remained mostly a housewife, enjoying the work and taking care of the children. things were good until the war rolled around and slowly, gradually. it became clear that his family (and he himself) were prejudiced against muggles and muggleborn. in the end they end up on opposite sides of the war, and it gets ugly.

arranged marriage between two people. he’s a widower and a grump, no one really finds him good company and on top of that his wife died in questionable circumstances (everyone thinks he did it, but it was actually his parents). his parents picked her because she seems easy to manipulate and air-headed. they never thought they would end up gradually growing very fond of each other to the point of love - they have the same humor, he helps her try not to please everyone and she helps him allowing himself to be himself - and that he’d start standing up to his family.

ANGELS / DEMONS / NOT FANDOM SPECIFIC: angel x fallen angel (please. think of all the pain and angst) or demon x redeemed demon or smth of the sort (the betrayal!!!)

X-MEN: literally too many possible combos to list and i want them all!!! the angstier/messier the better.

THE MUMMY: doesn’t have to be based on the movie, i’m going for the ~vibes~ here. we can do: explorer/archaeologist x non-explorer, explorer/archaeologist x journalist, explorer/archaeologist x doctor, explorer/archaeologist x explorer/archaeologist…. they can be any age too! even exs with children, the options are endless.

PACIFIC RIM: trainee x trainee, pilot x scientist, pilot x pilot, doctor x pilot

OUTLANDER/TIME-TRAVELLING IN GENERAL: could be intentional, accidental, to the future or the past, etc so many options!! we can mix time-travelling with other fandoms too!!

TOMB RAIDER: feel free to make suggestions but here are some ideas: (a) and (b) have a long history (platonic, romantic, siblings, idc). they’re both explorers who for the most part have been on the same side. two peas in a pod. two sides of the same coin. etc etc. while trying to put together a mystery, and trying to beat the “bad guys” to it, they realise the object they are looking for can change the past or bring the dead back to life…. this is where (b) turns against (a), who, unlike them, wants to take the object and keep it safe inside a vault.

STAR WARS: literally too many options to list but i’ll try: “jyn” x “cassian”, spy x traitor, pilot x spy doctor, former stormtrooper x spy, former stormtrooper x regular person, spy x regular person, diplomat x pilot, diplomat x former stormtrooper, idk there’s so many possible dynamics i couldn’t list them all legit anything in this universe im begging lmao!

STRANGER THINGS: so many possibilities?? could be set at any point in time too… and/or make our characters older and have them revisit things that happened to them in the past.

MARVEL/MCU: superhero x human , superhero x superhero, hero x law enforcement, a verse where heroes are “banned” (think incredibles 2)… all of these could go in so many ways?? the sky’s the limit. reminder that i don’t write canons but i don’t mind writing against them!! 

ANASTASIA: lost princess/prince x kitchen boy/girl turned con-person who is at first using them for money but ends up falling in love with them and oops turns out they are the real deal.

THE LITTLE MERMAID: mermaid x prince, mermaid x human, mermaid x pirate, “ursula” x “eric”

ALADDIN: “i pretended to be a rich prince/princess to impress the their/heiress to the throne bc i’m poor as hell and i just want to stop being poor lmao … but oh boy i’ve fallen in love…….”

FROZEN:   “hans” x “anna” or “hans” x “elsa” (i just think “hans” is a great character and there’s a lot we could do with him tbh) oc guard or commoner x “elsa” “anna” and “kristoff” but their relationship isn’t working out the dynamic between “anna” and “elsa” bc i’m a sucker for sibling dynamics we could also explore the relationship of anna and elsa’s parents!!!  

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Lexi’s House Party || Rose and Marina

𝐖𝐇𝐄𝐍: pool house @ lexi’s house party // 29th of january.

𝐅𝐄𝐀𝐓𝐔𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐆: rose x marina.

𝐓𝐑𝐈𝐆𝐆𝐄𝐑𝐒: none?

𝐃𝐄𝐓𝐀𝐈𝐋𝐒: rose has rolled her ankle and needs her sister’s help.

Rose was sitting down at the bottom of the stairs looking at her ankle while she waited for Marina, "Hey" she whispered, so they wouldn't hear her at the top of the stairs where the two were making out. "Can you get me out of here? I rolled my ankle" the girl whispered again as she put her arms out so her sister could help her up.

Marina had met up with Rose after she got a text from her, noticing her sister sitting down at the bottom of the stairs. "You rolled your ankle? Are you okay?" she asked with raised brows. She already knew their dad would be pissed if he found out about this since competitions were coming up. She went down and put Rose's arm around her shoulders to help her up. 

"Be quiet, people are upstairs getting busy" said Rosemary as she was helped up. She knew her dad would be mad if she tried to walk on it and make it worse, "Just take me to the kitchen please and I will tell you everything" she whispered as she put her arm around her sister and hobbled over to the house. Once they were outside she started talking, "I walked in on Noah and Bliss making out, and then I tripped and fell down to the first landing on the stairs" she explained.

"Yeah, I'm good. I just need some frozen peas or something" said the girl as she got herself onto a chair with the help of her sister. "Dad is going to kill me, but I should be fine by Monday. I can move it" Rosemary added as she moved her foot around to show that she could, even though she winced. "Yeah, I think he saw me kiss Juniper earlier and so our little agreement might be off? I'm not sure" said the girl as she was handed the peas. "Also I kissed Juniper earlier, long story, oh and LONGER story Caleb is coming by to get his necklace on Saturday and I would love it if you would give it to him so I don't ever have to speak to him ever ever again"

Rose put the bag on her ankle, "It's just a small thing, as long as I don't put any weight on it over the weekend I should hopefully be good to go? Maybe benched for one practice? Dad is going to have a cow" she said looking up at the ceiling, just thinking about how upset their dad was going to be. Marina had a lot of questions, probably because Rose had put so much out on the table. "I would appreciate you punching him, but yes okay long story... well long stories, plural. Sooooooo, I hung out with Noah again and it was ... it was hot. I was really into it, and after I suggested that we do the friends with benefits thing but like actually do friends with benefits and not catch feelings like everyone in every movie ever about friends with benefits. So that went well" said Rose, catching her breath as she continued to ramble. "The thing with Juniper is just that we've been hanging out a lot and I dunno, she's just always there and everything and ... I really don't know how to explain it. I mean she's really pretty and everything, but I've been boy crazy since I could breathe? So when I say idk, i mean it" Rose continued on, taking a water bottle from the counter and taking a long sip. "So anyways ... we're on the couch and I'm playing with her hair, again don't ask, and internally I was like you know what would be fun, making out. So I leaned over and kissed her and I was getting into it, did you know that girls have way softer lips than all these gross boys, I'm getting off track." Rosemary took another sip of water before she continued, "Soooooo, I'm pretty sure that Noah saw because I saw him walking away, I think. Not one hundo on that because .. drunk. ANYWAYS, Caleb saw and he was being a total asshole about it because that whole mistake the other day when I slept with him? Well he's coming at me with all this stuff about how I'm not working on our relationship and I'm like ... buddy. I don't have anything to work on I'm not the cheater" said Rose getting huffy about it. "I was already pissed about those garbo disgusting ass tweets about girls in dresses here tonight because he wasn't even talking about me. I'm clearly wearing jeans and a very cute corset top. The disrespect honestly. Like if he was going to thirst tweet, like make it vaguely about me. It's just embarrassing, because everyone can see that and that he's being a pig and he's not even being a pig about me. So yeah, I told him he was wasting my time, that he's been wasting my time, and that he's not allowed to waste my time anymore" Rose finished her statements, "There's more but that is the brief summation, and I'd like to give my time to the chair" she said, referencing how you end your time in a debate.

Marina nodded her head throughout the whole explanation, looking at her sister with a blank stare. She was still pretty buzzed from all the drinking she did, but she was trying her best to take everything in. "Right... so friends with benefits with Noah, girls have softer lips, Juniper playing with your hair, and Caleb being gross as usual." she said mostly to herself to make sure she remembered everything. "Well Noah shouldn't be upset or anything about you kissing someone else. Isn't he hooking up with someone right now? That was the plan." she nodded as she spoke. "Caleb is a piece of shit. Period. End of story. Moving on from him is the best option. There's just too many bad things about him. Is there anything left of him that's good? Like honestly?" she rolled her eyes as she thought about the boy. Marina used to really like Caleb before, she would have never thought he'd turn out like this. But the moment he disrespected Rose to Marina's face, she decided he was no good for her sister. "But now that he's out of the picture for good, I'm assuming, you can do whatever you want with whoever you want. So everything should be getting better from here on out, right?"

Rose nodded as her sister went through the rundown, "Yeah, I don't think he's mad. It was Caleb who got mad, and yeah Noah is hooking up with Bliss right now, but I walked in on them making out and then I tripped" said Rose shrugging a little, "I'm not jealous or whatever, I was just hoping that he and I might ... ya know, tonight" she added. Rose nodded and looked at the ground as Marina talked about Caleb, "Yeah it's 100% done, I honestly ... I never want to see him ever again" said Rose firmly. She smiled when Marina said she could do whatever she wanted, "Yeah, I guess I can do whatever I want with whoever I want. Everything will be better, and now we can do double dates with ... whoever I want" she said thinking about the question again. She wasn't sure who she wanted, or if she was actually even ready for any of this.

Marina patted Rose's shoulder, "Well there's always tomorrow." she responded with a small smile. Once she heard Rose say that she never wanted to see Caleb again, Marina nodded. "He hurt you a lot, he doesn't deserve you." she told her sister, and she meant it. She was glad that her sister was wanting to move on from her ex, she hoped that this was a step in the right direction. The mention of double dates caused Marina to force a laugh and shake her head, "I'd first need a date to participate in that." she tried to joke to keep the mood light, but her love life wasn't doing so great at the moment.

"He doesn't deserve you, now go chop his dick off!!" said Rose quoting one of their favorite vines. The two loved sitting around and watching vine comps, it was a good way to pass time. When her sister said that she didn't have a date to go on double dates with, she replied "What about tony???" shocked that her sister wasn't all in on it. "Did you two talk about the whole ... he might be gay thing?" she probed, wondering if she should have phrased it better, but she was still a little drunk. There was no way she could have not told Marina, it had to be known.

Marina bursted out into laughter once Rose quoted the vine. "Now go chop his dick off!" she repeated. She held back the urge to quote a random vine right after. If she did, the two would be there all night going back and forth. "Yeah we did. From our talk it seems like he's into guys and girls. He told me I mean the most to him, but I don't know." she crossed her arms and looked down at the floor. "I just thought he wanted to get back together, I thought everything was going to go back to how it was. But I think I got too ahead of myself."

Rose put her hand on her sister's shoulder, "If he hurts you, I will go chop his dick off" she said with a smile, "But I think he meant it when he said you were the most important thing, I know I wasn't there, but you're the most important person to me so he must feel the same way" the girl replied sweetly. Her sister was great, and if Tony was going to ditch her for anyone? That would be a major character flaw. Even if it was Sammy, who she was fond of. But Marina was Marina. 

Marina gave her sister a sad smile and nodded her head. She had hurt Antonio many times. It felt more than deserving for her to get hurt back, but she kept the thought to herself . "If I was, he wouldn't have hooked up with someone else." she shrugged her shoulders. "But thanks, you know you're the most important person to me too." she said with a more genuine smile. Marina felt more lonely than ever since she'd been back in town, but she knew she'd always have her sister. "Oh, I know you won't, but he wanted to make sure I told you to not say anything about all of this. He's not ready to be out to everyone."

"Maybe there's just some stuff you don't know about" said Rose, doing her best to be optimistic about everything. It was what they owed each other, her and her sister. Optimism in the face of it all. "I would never out someone" said Rosemary, she had her own thoughts to think about when it came to that. Paola coming out to the family was just accepted immediately, but she just didn't know what she wanted to label herself. "Do you think you're like 100% straight?" she asked, curious to what her sister's answer was. They had always been boy crazy, the two of them. It was always one boy or another.

"Yeah maybe. I think I just need a distraction, a pretty one." Marina suggested as she forced a smile on her face. She had to act like this didn't faze her until it actually didn't. "I know, I'm just telling you just in case he comes to you asking about it." she clarified. Marina knew Rose wasn't like that. "Me? Nah I don't think so." she shook her head. Marina had become pretty laid-back in regards to her sexual orientation, but it was also something she didn't bring up to others too often. "I would always get those 'haha what if we just kissed' thoughts towards some girls during summer camp back then. You know what I mean?" she asked with a small laugh.

Rosemary wiggled her eyebrows, "A tall distraction?" she said with a smile, "Like a very tall brooding awful guy that only has one use?" Rose added as she gave her sister a playful nudge. They were both in agreement that Cody Summers had one purpose on this earth that benefitted anyone. "I mean I kinda get what you mean now, but I've just been ... I don't know. I've liked Caleb since forever, and then I liked Bradley, and then Asher, and then Noah, and I haven't really stopped being like all about them in years" Rose said, thinking out loud a little.

"I think our twin telepathy is growing stronger and stronger every day." Marina tapped on her forehead with a small smirk on her face. She wasn't in a relationship, so if Antonio wanted to go back and forth between hooking up and with her and other people, Marina would try to do the same. "Well I remember just shoving those feelings down when I was younger cause I thought I was just being silly, but I think seeing people like Paola helped me a bit." she tried to explain what she never really said out loud before. "When it comes to people I'm attracted to, I try not to view it by gender. Like yeah, I've been interested in a lot of guys, but they're all just individual people. Maybe the next person I'll be into won't be a guy, who knows?" she raised her shoulders. "But that's just me. I'm not even sure I've found a label I feel completely right with yet. Sexuality is fluid. Everyone's different." she looked at Rose with a small smile. "I don't know if I'm helping you out in any way."

"Oh our twin telepathy has never been stronger. Boo to scientists for thinking just because we're not blood twins does not mean that we do not get all the perks!" she said, the room filling with the sound of her laughter. She listened to her sister explain, and she understood. It was just different. She was worried about how she wasn't ready more than anything, and how she'd been piling on distraction after distraction ... and she felt like she was using people. "I just don't want to use her and lose her, which is kinda what I've been up to with most people" said Rosemary with a shrug, "I don't want her to hate me if I'm not ready, or it turns out I don't want that".

“It was just a kiss, and you’ve been drinking. I don’t think she’ll think too much into it.” Marina told Rose with the shake of her head. “You can’t control how you feel. If you’re into her, go for it. If you’re not, don’t feel bad for that.” she continued to explain. “She’s always seemed pretty understanding to me. Can she really get upset if you’re not ready for something?”

"That's fair enough" said Rosemary, trying to not think about it too much. "Well, don't let me ruin your night, go and have some fun. I'll be here whenever you want to leave. I want to rest it for a bit and also wait until Dad is in bed" Rosemary added.

"Everything's gonna be fine." Marina tried reassuring Rose with a smile on her face. "Antonio said he wanted to meet up for a bit, but I'll text you when I'm ready." she told her sister before looking down at her ankle. "We could always spend the night at Paola's, but we'll figure it out later. Love you." Marina gave Rose a hug before going off to find Antonio. //END

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holy shit this legit took me like 3 hours to complete. fuck meeeeeeeeee. i’m very smol and tired, i can’t handle this amount of drama on the daily yougaiz. fairly sure this week of episodes IS GOING TO KILL ME DEAD. 😥😥😥

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FOR FUCKS SAKE SOMEONE GIVE RUDRA NEW CLOTHES, KAB TAK IS COCKROACH KA KHAAYA HUA TSHIRT PEHNE HUE GHOOMEGA???? HE’S AN OBEROI. THEY’RE RICH. KUCH TOH IMAGE KA KHAYAAL RAKHO! 😒😒😒

…how is NT rich enough to arrange for a BOMB? like… that stuff costs money. also specialised labour to put it together. 🤔🤔🤔

yeah you’d know what the chakkar was if you bothered keeping in touch with your poor older brother who’s handling EVERYTHING alone. hmph. 😑😑😑

such tadi, much style, waaah. 😎😎😎

5 minutes for dramatic posturing. while sahil is in danger. praan jaaye par swag na jaaye. 😏😏😏

shivani has transferred her buri nazar to kunal these days, by now putting HIM in these awful boxy vest waistcoat things, that make him look like he has a winnie the pooh body. COME ON MAN!!!!!! LAANAT HAI TUMPE FOR MAKING MY HANDSOME BOY LOOK LIKE THIS. 😩😩😩

for once, shivaay called a brother for backup. FOR ONCE. matlab itne bhai paal ke kyun rakha hai, agar kaam na aaye? 🙄🙄🙄

PICK UP YOU FUCKING IDIOTS. RUDRA HAS SOMETHING IMPORTANT TO SAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 😣😣😣

yuppppp, these vans are desi kidnapper vehicle of choice. to this day i’m terrified whenever i see one. 😕😕😕

OMG KHANNA ACTUALLY USING HIS BRAIN??? OH HAPPY DAY. 🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽

… of course, shivaay ignores him on that one day. 😒😒😒

um, if you die, who tf is gonna save sahil? honestly shivaay, you’re so damn stupid sometimes. 😑😑😑

great, not one, but both are being stupid today. 

but i’ve come to expect it of om after how he’s been just walking into havelis with ppl who wanna kill him and just getting lured into cages and shit. you used to be the smartest boy, om. oh how the mighty have fallen. 😔😔😔

GOD FORBID KHANNA ACTUALLY DO HIS DUTY AND OPEN THE FUCKING VAN HIMSELF!?!?!?! 😒😒😒

ok they were still waaaay toooo close for them to be uninjured by a whole van blowing up. 😶😶😶 

also what if sahil was IN the fucking vannnnnnnn you motherfucking idiots?!!?!?!?! god i am so angry at all of you rn. DON’T BE PLAYING WITH MY CHILD’S LIFE LIKE THIS!!!!! 😡😡😡

oh. nowwww he thinks about if sahil was in it. ekkkkkkk jhaap mein… 😤😤😤

ugh return of the insufferable shivaay of yore. NO. WE DON’T LIKE THIS BOY. WE LIKE NEW SHIVAAY™. SOFT AND SELF AWARE SHIVAAY WHO TALKS IN FIRST PERSON. 😌😌😌

i’m sweatingggggg like cray just looking at the SWEATER kunal is wearing. shivani, y u hate my boys lyk dis? 😟😟😟

oBro hugzzzzzzzz. better than drugssss. 😊😊😊

is this same basti where they did poster hunt? 🤔🤔🤔

anika got her game face onnnn. 😏😏😏

oufffffff, NT is starting to get on nerves now. khatam karo yaaar yeh track. 😠😠😠

anika’s playing real estate agent in own house. best. 🙄🙄🙄

BITCH WHAT YOU SAYYYYYYY ABOUT SAHILLLLLLLLLLL 😡😡😡

look at SHIVAAAAAAAY SINGH OBEROIIIIII take the help of unsavoury looking members of public! 😧😧😧

11 saal??? how the f did sahil age 4 years in these few months??? 😯😯😯

if this lady is just a parent of some friend of sahil’s, how would she know sahil has taken SPECIAL CHUTTI from boarding school???? 🤔🤔🤔

behenji ki battiiiiiiii jali. 💡💡💡

BAAD MEIN PHONE KAROGI? HELLO, WHAT ABOUT AKSHAY???? HE HAS TO CUT HIS BIRTHDAY CAKE!!!!!!! 🎂🎂🎂

mmmm cake. i could use some cake rn. 😋😋😋

she hasssssss the magic powerrrrrr of THOUGHT. 😒😒😒

you know NOWWWWW. abhi gila shikwa karne se kya faida? 😐😐😐

“tum ro kyun rahi ho??? roti hui bilkul achchi nahi lagti.”

OH UM MAYBE COZ HER BROTHER HAS BEEN KIDNAPPED? I THINK IT’S PRETTY APPROPRIATE TO CRY. 😒😒😒

ALSO WHO GIVES A F ABOUT KAISI “LAGTI HOON” WHEN MY FUCKING BROTHER HAS BEEN KIDNAPPED?!?!?!? FUCK OFF WITH YOUR BS STANDARDS OF BEAUTY BRO! 😠😠😠

ohhhh hoooooooo, redemptionnnnnnnnn track. 😏😏😏

… how did he just convert a regular phone call into a SKYPE video chat??? 🤔🤔🤔

OMG. HE’S IN THE PAANI. BECAUSE OF NT KA TAAAAIRNE WAALA STATEMENT. 😧😧😧

…. ok suddenly its NIGHT now? 😐😐😐

snort, om came home and instantly got caught up in his own issues. sahil who? bomb blast what? 😂😂😂

why does jhanvi have oxygen cylinder and mask just… lying around in her room? 🤔🤔🤔

CAN SOMEONE TELL ME WHO THE F THE FAKE SVETLANA IS? LIKE… IS SHE A KAPOOR OR NOT? AND HOW LONG HAS SHE BEEN IN THIS DISGUISE? WAS THIS FAKE ONE THE ONE WE SAW FROM THE START IN IB, OR DID SHE REPLACE THIS ONE SOMETIME IN THE MIDDLE? I HAVE SO MANY QUESTIONSSSSSSSS AND NO ANSWERS!!!!!! 😩😩😩

why is real svetlana dressed like an airhostess? 😕😕😕

“main shaadi-shuda hoon. mujhpe dore daalna bandh karo." 

svetlana’s BITCH PLEASE face at that lmaooooo. 😂😂😂

pft, you’ve been failing at EVERYTHING for the past 3 months, om. leave the smug overconfidence to your big bro who actually does get things right occasionally. 🙄🙄🙄

why the f should there be FOOTPRINTS on marble/tile flooring????? 🤔🤔🤔

fauxlana is (relatively) smart. i like. 😌😌😌

pft, don’t be making awaiiiii ka regret face for red herring purposes. we know you got him. you wouldn’t return otherwise. 🙄🙄🙄

damnnnn, reyhna is so fucking gorgeous. i am in loveeeeeeee. 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍

lol ok real-lana’s bholi bhaali way of talking is kinda throwing me off. 😆😆😆

amazing how she’s been comatose in a freezer for god knows how long, but her memory and muscle function and all are A-OK! 😊😊😊

meanwhile, i struggle to move my goddamn limbs and form a coherent thought without even having been thrown in a freezer. 😖😖😖

aaaaaaaaaaand gauri is out. 😐😐😐

glucose daale bina hi, magically the glass of glucose paani got made. 👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽 

this outfit of gauri’s looks pretty much like that white salwar of anika’s that she sleeps in these days, no? 😗😗😗

LOL FAUXLANA AND THIS FREEZER OF HERS. 😂😂😂

the scene changes are too fucking abrupt ok. 😕😕😕

come on, this child is not 11. look how tinguuuuuu he is. my little cupcake. i could eat him up in just oneeee bite. 👶🏽👶🏽👶🏽

WHATCHOO DOING JUST STANDING THERE, GET IN THE HUGGGG, BROOOO. 😚😚😚

YAAAAAAAAS!!!!!!!!! 😊😊😊

LOOK AT MY LITTLE FAMILY. SO BEAUTIFUL. SO PERFECT. I LOVE THEM ALL SO MUCH. 😭😭😭😭😭😭

wow, she just gave it away instantly WHERE gauri is. 😐😐😐

… what temperature range can a FREEZER have that a human being can stay alive in? science side of tumblr, please help. 🤔🤔🤔

"tumhari biwi JAM KE mar jaayegi" 

lol idk why that sentence is making me lol. 😂😂😂

why does he care about gauri all of a sudden now? he was perfectly fine leaving her to die/be raped and tortured at kali thakur’s. 😒😒😒

ok fauxlana is LOSING it. 😬😬😬

arre waah, fond flashbacks. apna bhai pighal raha hai. 😏😏😏

ok and what did throwing that bottle even accomplish? also how did fauxlana move before he even threw it, if she was super engrossed in her badle ki bhaavna waala lecture? 😒😒😒

arre idiot, if you had a gun, pehle hi istemaal kar deti uska. 🙄🙄🙄

amazing how both the omkara waala scene and anika waala scene are supposed to be happening in the SAME LOCATION of oberoi mansion (the foyer in front of the main door), but… nope. 😕😕😕

it’s really like they exist in some different realms or something. 😐😐😐

pfffffffft. “angry aur young” hone ka bas tune theka le rakha is ghar mein? 🙄🙄🙄

why did they show a smoking disclaimer when no one is smoking in the scene?? 🤔🤔🤔

heaaaaaaaavvvvy foreshadowing that shivaay isn’t pinky’s beta. 🙈🙈🙈

ouffff oh, this idiot still doesn’t know of mummeh’s involvement. yaaaaaar, by the end of this week at least? please? 😩😩😩

also kaaahe ka mahasangam???? bas IB and DBO ka episode has been edited together into one video instead of two different ones. none of the characters are interacting aapas mein beyond that one oBro scene. the rest of the week better not be like this is2g. 😠😠😠😤😤😤

roleeeeeeeeee playinggggg. againnnnnn. this man is incorrigible. 😏😏😏

bewakoofi toh yeh february se hi dikhaata aa raha hai.  matlab kuch dino ke liye shivaay ki nazar isse hatti, aur isne bas apna hi nahi, SABKI life ki OH MY MAATA kar rakha hai. 😒😒😒

paanch minute? timer says 1 minute and few seconds though? honestly. why wouldn’t you pay attention to shit like this, production team? 😒😒😒

BUAAAAA MAAAA TO THE RESCUE. 👵🏽👵🏽👵🏽

lmao gauri developing freezer burn like she’s a bag of frozen peas. 😂😂😂

WHERE DOES FAUXLANA KEEP PULLING THESE MULTIPLE SYRINGES FROM?????? 😟😟😟

ok the timer on that thing is def broken. 😐😐😐

lmaoooooo fauxlana’s impatience and side-eyeing om’s uselessness is so me. 😂😂😂

ALSO GIRL YES, YOU HAVE A GUN, WHY THE F WOULDN’T YOU JUST SHOOT HER?????? LIKE… 🤔🤔🤔

ABBE OHHHH HERO, APNI BIWI KO BACHA. NOT THIS RANDOM FREEZER GIRL WHO MAY OR MAY NOT BE YOUR FATHER’S MISTRESS. 😑😑😑

… lol whatever om, you think she gives a rat’s ass about you? your ass will die first then. 😂😂😂

JUST SHOOT HIM FAUXLANA! 😫😫😫

lol idek what team i am on anymore. i’m just all the teams i guess lololol. 😂😂😂

LMAOOOOOOO JAANE NAHI DENGE TUJHE AGAIN. THE FUCKKKKK, HOW MANY TIMES WILL THEY USE THIS SONGGGGGGGG? 😅😅😅

they should have just played ‘saathiya’. it’s more hearttttwrenching than this stupid song. 😐😐😐

please note: her freezer burn is magically gone. 😗😗😗

pffffffffft, CPR as kissssss scene is coming up. MAJORRRR eye rolling happening here, but also some involuntary squeeing. because despite all logic and sane thinking, dil toh hai dil, dil ka aitbaaar kya kiiiije. 🤐🤐🤐

lol uske beech mein fauxlana - buamaa theatrics. could you ppl let me focus???? 😑😑😑

lolllllllllll they had time to script and film this with real-lana in the middle of all this. amazing. 😑😑😑 

buamaa toh badi shaatir nikli. maybe shivaay gets it from her? 😊😊😊

oufff oh, iska abhi tak GAURI UTHO GAURI UTHO ka jaap hi chal raha hai. abbe jo karna hai, kissy wissy jo bhi hai, kar na. awaiiii ka time waste. 😒😒😒 

i could be watching shivaay/anika going about their kinky roleplaying in this time. hmph. 😤😤😤

first of all, is om even trained in CPR? like… why does HE have to give it to her? buamaa seems knowledgeable about it, why can’t she do it? 😕😕😕

lmaoooooooooooo omg fauxlana leaning to the side to see better as om approaches gauri. 

when your otp are about to kiss. #relatable 

ok are you ppl aware that the actual important part of CPR is the chest compression bit, not the mouth to mouth? in fact, people who aren’t trained in CPR are recommended to use ONLY chest compressions. 😐😐😐

but i guess asking for a scene for omkara "feeling up” gauri’s boobies (because you know, that’s what this whole scene is all about. the physical intimacy. 😒😒😒) is TOO MUCH for indian television. 

GOD OM DO IT ALREADY. DUS GHANTE LAGAAYEGA KYA? 😤😤😤

fauxlana getting jelly. does she have realllll feelings for omki shomki? girl, you shoulda focused on tapping it when you had the chance, instead of wasting time in all your other udddd-shud harkatein. 🙄🙄🙄

riKara shippers be like AGAIN!!!!!!!! MOAAAAAARRRRRR!!!! 😘😘😘

haaaaaaye, what a sight to wake up. ohhh to be gauriiii kumaaariiii ssssarma in this moment. 😇😇😇

ok my heart is doing tinglyyy things seeing his happy lovesick eyes. what a puppy. despite everything i’ve been yelling at him today, i love this boy so much. my omki shomki. 😍😍😍

heinnnnn, what was he raising his hands up to do? 🤔🤔🤔

yeah that means bye bye time for you now, gauri. 😐😐😐

at least you got two “kisses” out of your time, girl. udhar anika bechaari kabse pyaasi ghoom rahi hai. despite being “real wife” and all that. 😔😔😔

bloody shivaay. kuch seeekh apne chote bhaiyon se. 😒😒😒

… is it necessary to have this conversation IN FRONT OF THE POLICE AND FAUXLANA? 😒😒😒

btw, why are they still here? why hasn’t the police taken her yet? what are they waiting for, christmas? 

om be like “idk having a wife worked out good for shivaay. maybe i should keep this one? 🤔🤔🤔”

HER NAME ISN’T SVETLANA THO? LIKE WHAT IS HER REAL NAMEEEEE????? DOESN’T ANYONE CARE WHY SHE TOOK REAL-LANA’S FACE AND DID ALL THIS???? WHY AREN’T YOU PPL ASKING FOR EXPLANATIONS????????? 😩😩😩

oh hoooooo “kisiiii ne mujhseee kaha tha” and all… 😏😏😏

ok, actually physically dragging her out is unnecessary???? 😕😕😕

why does this girl wear her dupatta like a geriatric watchman wears a kambhal tho? 🙄🙄🙄

ouffff, dialoguebaazi bandh kar aur chalta ban. awaiiii ka naatak. 😒😒😒

god shrenu is soooo fucking pretty though. i can’t handle just how pretty she is. 😍😍😍

lmaoooo, gauri’s managed to get on bade bhaiyya’s radar. 😄😄😄 bade bhaiyya’s gonna make errrrything alrightttttt! #championOfOberoiBahus 😊😊😊

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bro

01: Do you have a good relationship with your parents?

I guess? I mean, idk the standard but maybe

02: Who did you last say “I love you” to?

idk probably u

03: Do you regret anything?

only everything ever the second after i did it

04: Are you insecure?

ye

05: What is your relationship status?

sangle

06: How do you want to die?

something fuckin WILD,,, I want my last word to be “i’m immortal” and i want the witnesses to be cheering.... im not quite sure what it will be yet tho

(or drowning would be cool)

07: What did you last eat?shitty frozen pizza from costco

08: Played any sports?

I tried volleyball this year and that was terrible (not the sport, the experience), I tried debate and i love it but i might quit for personal reasons, and its my third year of playing girls lacrosse and i hate it

09: Do you bite your nails?

nope

10: When was your last physical fight?

idk really, it was probably with my sister.  or maybe w my friend tessa, we used to fight for fun

11: Do you like someone?

no

12: Have you ever stayed up 48 hours?

no

13: Do you hate anyone at the moment?

i dunno... I dont really like to say i ‘hate’ anyone but i’m having some difficulties with a few people

14: Do you miss someone?

my dad kinda but i know when i’ll see him i wont care

15: Have any pets?

(im including my mom and sisters pets cuz we live together)

3 cats, 3 goats, 3 geese, 2 sheep, a dog, a bunny, and a horse (which doesnt technically belong to my family, but i take care of it)

16: How exactly are you feeling at the moment?

kinda sick, but pretty neutral. I’ve had a pretty shitty couple of days but im listening to my cheer up playlist and dying

17: Ever made out in the bathroom?

no??

18: Are you scared of spiders?

ye

19: Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?

yes, I would tell myself to be more athletic, i would tell myself to prioritize better things, I would push less things off

20: Where was the last place you snogged someone?

no where 

21: What are your plans for this weekend?

go to a lacrosse jamboree and watch jojo

22: Do you want to have kids? How many?

no.

23: Do you have piercings? How many?

basic ear piercing

24: What is/are/were your best subject(s)?

I don’t really excel in anything. my best grades are in japanese, i can have fun bullshitting my way through english, math is my favorite but i suck terribly at it,

25: Do you miss anyone from your past?

ye kinda, but also not really idk

26: What are you craving right now?

man i feel sick so its hard to say but ive wanted spilt pea soup for a while

27: Have you ever broken someone’s heart?

maybe idk

28: Have you ever been cheated on?

no

29: Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?

no

30: What’s irritating you right now?

fuckin everything

31: Does somebody love you?

i hope so

32: What is your favourite color?

mint greenish blue

33: Do you have trust issues?

maybe kinda. I trust everyone almost instantly. But I do have a good sense of when people are lying, and it makes me SUPER angry but i usually assume their lies are for a good reason so i don’t say anything and let them lie

34: Who/what was your last dream about?

my debate team

35: Who was the last person you cried in front of?

theo, but it wasnt really crying there was just tears in my eyes

36: Do you give out second chances too easily?

yessssssssssss

37: Is it easier to forgive or forget?

forgive, i rarely forget

37: Is it easier to forgive or forget?

we’ll have to wait and see

39: How old were you when you had your first kiss?

14

(bitch you were THERE)

40: Have you ever walked outside completely naked?

i dont think so? maybe

51: Favourite food?

Baked ziti

52: Do you believe everything happens for a reason?

my opinion really changes from day to day. some rough days I just have to say “its all a coincidence, shit happens” but other i just think theres a reason everything happens how i does.

53: What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?

watch jojo

54: Is cheating ever okay?

no

55: Are you mean?

yep

56: How many people have you fist fought?

maybe 2 or 3 but they werent real fights

57: Do you believe in true love?

no

58: Favourite weather?

just sunny and warm for swimming, but not hot too hot

59: Do you like the snow?

yes!!!!!!!!!

60: Do you wanna get married?

no but want a wedding 

[espidermens]

30 Questions Tag

 Nobody tagged me but I’m on break with nothing better to do and I’m my own woman so suck it up.

1) How tall are you? 5′3″ exactly, I’ve grown again idk what to do 2) What color and style is your hair? brown and long I guess 3) What color are your eyes? greeeeen 4) Do you wear glasses? nah son  5) Do you wear braces?  I did in 8th and 9th grade, got them off in the beginning of 10th 6) What is your clothing style? I’ve been feeling black and turtlenecks lately. I also rock maroon, dark green, and gold because of my warm skin tone so you know I wear those often. Also flannel. 7) Any freckles/moles/beauty marks? some freckles but nothing prominent or exceptional.  8) When were you born? October 26 9) How old are you? 22  10) Where do you live? The Big Apple 11) Do you have siblings? twin sister (yes, identical) 12) Do you go to school? grad school ayyyyy 13) What kind of student are you? I get anxious and procrastinate and stress out about everything but I still made it to grad school so there’s hope for you, too. 14) What are your favorite tv shows? Holy crap, uhhhhhh... Supernatural has been a long time fave. Sherlock’s cool. Some oldies I used to love are That 70s Show, Bones, Full House, Ghost Whisperer (lol). Some weeby stuff is AOT, OPM, YOI 15) Favorite pastime? Dance is the first thing that comes to mind. I used to draw a lot I guess. 16) What is your dream job? The Met, I would be a janitor there honestly, whatever it takes to get my foot in the door 17) Would you like to get married one day? idk? I don’t really think about it and it isn’t a priority at all, but if the right person came around I might think about it. I think the whole tradition of weddings is overkill, so as long as whoever I’m with agrees to go to the courthouse and fly directly to Thailand and not talk to anyone in the process then we’re good. 18) Would you like kids one day? not on my radar AT ALL I’m barely a Real Human myself. Right now it’s looking like a hard pass but maybe I’ll warm up my frozen, pea-sized heart and adopt one day, who knows 19) Girly girl or tomboy? This is so dumb 20) Do you like shopping? Hell yeah but it would be better if it wasn’t my money 21) What countries have you visited? 35 states, Mexico, many Caribbean Islands (Jamaica, Cayman Islands, PR, etc.), Canada, France (my love), England, Ireland, Italy, Germany, Austria 22) What is the scariest nightmare you’ve had? Idk but I hate that falling feeling  23) Do you have enemies? My roommate but she doesn’t know we’re enemies 24) Do you have a significant other? lol nope 25) If not, do you want one? Eventually? yeah I guess, if one saunters over I’ll give it a go 26) Are you open about your feelings? the opposite, and I’m trying to work on that but it isn’t going great 27) What’s your family like? immediate family is great, outside of that, holy moly. Drama and lies and bad choices in so many ways 28) Would you date someone your family didn’t approve of? none of their business honestly, and they know that and completely agree, but I doubt that would happen because I have very high standards and our tastes in people are very similar 29) Any pet peeves? like a million I’m not even going to start 30) Do you believe in astrology? Not even for a second but you know I’m still going to look at how scorpio’s doin.

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DIET&EXERCISE LOG

 Start 2/2x/2017 211 lbs

***you NEED to do small exercises for a while before you start running and doing what you were once capable of. you have several injuries that were not taken care of properly because your parent(s) undermined the amount of pain you were in. that is NOT your fault, caitlin. take it easy on yourself and do NOT push yourself too far beyond your limits. you will build endurance. you will lose the weight. you WILL BE HEALTHY. you WILL run like you do in your dreams one day! don’t do something that will push that day farther away than it is currently:) take care of yourself. slow and steady wins the race.***

Go to your cousin if you need help! This is his career and he loves talking to you about your health as a whole. HE DOES NOT MIND. STOP BEING NERVOUS. He’s so personable and has never judged you, your weight, appearance, anything. Same with Meg! They love you, Caitlin. You are loved by everyone. There’s not a person who knows you that doesn’t love you. 

GO TO THE DOCTOR IF YOU HURT YOURSELF. Get wraps, icy hot, ice packs. BE PREPARED. 

Always stretch before exercise, and allow yourself that 10-15 minutes of walking before and after an exercise such as running, elliptical, etc.

TAKE VITAMINS OMG STOOOOP AVOIDING IT, SILLY! BUT GET THE ONES YOU LIKE AND THRIVE OFF OF!

chromium picolinate, ginseng, 150mg of coenzyme q10 in morning

rhodiola rosea essential oil**** drop a few drops of this in your tea morning and night, along with passionflower oil for bedtime tea

150 mg of coenzyme q10 before bed

Get a membership at the YMCA if you can! You’d LOVE it caitlin! LOVE IT! Swimming, yoga, basketball, a huge gym with everything in it??? UM FUCK YES! Sign me up please. 

ELIMINATE SUGARY DRINKS, CANDY, TAKEOUT/FAST FOOD, JUNK FOOD IN GENERAL, FROZEN MEALS, AVOID CANNED FOOD IF YOU CAN, MAYO

***lose 15-20 lbs before you have “fuck it friday” allow yourself to eat out with jake or friends 2-3 times a month at absolute most. 

SNACKS/MEALS THAT YOU CAN MAKE FOR YOURSELF:

trail mix. you love trail mix. trail mix trail mix trail mix all the way. so much trail mix. SO FUCKING MUCH MAKE A SHITTON OMG. pretzels, pumpkin seeds, sunflower seeds, cashews, pecans, cranberries, coconut chips, white chocolate morsels, SO MANY THINGS...YOU COULD MAKE A FEW IN BULK!:’D

bags of organic/vegan candies like the ginger ones from marshalls.

oatmeal raisin cookies w/flax, gingersnaps, pumpkin/zuchinni chocolate chip cookies, diy coconut cookies like the girlscouts sell for asshole prices, apple pie oatmeal cookies, carrot cake cookies

make your own protein/granola bars! great for grabbing on the go:) peanut butter and chocolate drizzles over top? hm, yes. 

banana bread, pumpkin bread, cranberry sweet/potato bread w/almonds on top, fig/date/walnut bread, orange+lemon zest bread with poppy seeds 

make soups! you love butternut squash and asparagus soup. 

make your own hummus holy hell. yes yes yes. roasted peppers and garlic. great for putting in a tin and throwing in some veggies.

you should really stay away from certain fruits and veggies. avoid starchy ones like potatoes. but make sweet potato fries or put some potatoes in a skillet and fry them up in some rosemary olive oil, garlic, salt, and pepper. you LOVE collard greens. make those more. you also love black olives. grab that shit. carrots, celery, broccoli, peas, tomatoes, spinach are all great. fruit is great..but it’s too high in sugar:( stick to bananas, apples, all berries, grapefruit, oranges, and treat yourself to something exotic from time to time! no shame in that, girl! 

fish/chicken/lean meat. you really like those sardines/tuna, but try to go for fresh proteins like these. salmon is hella awesome. reward yourself with sushi sometimes and take it home! 

make cornbean salad that mom makes. and zuchinni pancakes..pls. sooo good. 

make your own pizza! so great for lunches. make a pie a week if you feel up to it! OR MINI ONES HOW FUCKING CUTE. 

okay, so you actually really like salad. but try to limit that. the more salad you eat, the more you’re gonna crave actual food. try not to use just lettuce. you could eat spinach leaves like its no one business, same with a ton of other things. get some green leaves, and make your own salad! i think youd love a lemon and dill dressing:) or some sort of ginger soy. allow yourself that delicious dressing. add things to the salad if you want. dont make it so bland that you never want to eat it again. salads would be great 30+ mins before dinner. fills you up quicker.:)

monday should be a lighter day for you, caitlin. make a salad like you used to get in red robin minus the chicken. eggs, cheese, bacon crumbles, all in good portioning. **dessert night**

have taco/nacho tuesdays! make guac, salsa, pico de gala (or whatever tf it is ha) and go all out! that could be so healthy and so much fun!!

wednesday should be another lighter day for you. make a soup:) **dessert night**

turkey thursday. turkey meatballs, turkey hot dogs, turkey burgers, or a turkey din din...make it about turkey! OR CHICKEN. 

fishy friday. try to get some sushi,  make your own if you can! make a nice fish dish. any kind of seafood. treat yourself, caitlin. 

saturday salad. make a salad for dinner! like a really cool one. like an iceberg wedge with a bunch of shit all over it. yessss. **dessert night**

sunday funday. idk just make some random shit for dinner. make it about the family. geared towards everyone. maybe this could be a burger night? we could have our own fuddruckers goin on haha. twist up the burgers/flavors...make some sweet, others savory, make sliders out of them. that would be cool!!!! 

**DESSERT NIGHTS** ...oh my lawdddd. what can you have? froyo with candy on top, jello with whipped cream, or something you pick out at the store on this day:) LET YOURSELF EAT GIRL YOU DESERVE IT...just dont overdo it. 

[lesceriises]

hi. hello. i’m back!! and bellow are several plots i’d love to have in my life. these are all fandom-centered based on games (such as until dawn), app games (choices, storyscape), movies/books (thg, hp, x-men, the mumm, etc), and animated movies (like disney). if you’re interested in writing any of the bellow, let me know so we can get plotting (you can like this post and i’ll find you)!! i only ask that you read my rules first.

CHOICES GAME APP & STORYSCAPE: plots based on: titanic, the perfect match, rules of engagement, desire & decorum, the royal romance, and the elementalists. we don't have to play the "main" characters or follow the original storylines tho.

TITANIC: i'm looking for something a lil more complex than a rose x jack dynamic though. if you're familiar with the game i'm looking for something like matteo x adele from storyscape (long-story short, matteo is a valet for a wealthy man and adele is someone who is being blackmailed by said wealthy man). if that sounds interesting lmk!!!!! i'd also be down for other dynamics tho please feel free to suggest them!!

THE HUNGER GAMES: capitol citizen x capitol citizen, mentor x mentor, victor x dead tribute’s sibling/dead tribute’s best friend, literally any other combO!! smth with spies would be great too like spy rebel working a the capitol x capitol staff.

VIDEO GAMES: plots based on until dawn!!!!!!!!! which is one of my favs tbh, detroit: become human

HARRY POTTER: if you want non-specific plots pls head over to my crack-ship, there's a lot of suggested ships there.

1) workaholic diplomats with a fuckton of baggage and personal struggles who are really good at their jobs and always butting heads… falling in love (bonus: maybe one of them is a squib)

2) pureblood order member is essentially kidnapped by their own elitist family and has their memory tampered with, meaning they now believe they’ve always just been a spy for the death eaters. they’re engaged and their significant other starts to notice little things that feel odd and unusual.

3) arranged marriage where they hate each other at first but grow to be fond of each other

4) i muggleborn who started lying about her blood status and is passing as elitist pureblood who ends up getting engaged to a pureblood. (prefer to play the muggleborn)

3) before the first wizarding war, two purebloods get married. it wasn't an arranged marriage and for all their differences they brought out the best in each other. their families were iffy about each other but they made it work. she remained mostly a housewife, enjoying the work and taking care of the children. things were good until the war rolled around and slowly, gradually. it became clear that his family (and he himself) were prejudiced against muggles and muggleborn. in the end they end up on opposite sides of the war, and it gets ugly.

4) arranged marriage between two people. he's a widower and a grump, no one really finds him good company and on top of that his wife died in questionable circumstances (everyone thinks he did it, but it was actually his parents). his parents picked her because she seems easy to manipulate and air-headed. they never thought they would end up gradually growing very fond of each other to the point of love - they have the same humor, he helps her try not to please everyone and she helps him allowing himself to be himself - and that he'd start standing up to his family. (prefer to play the woman)

ANGELS / DEMONS / NOT FANDOM SPECIFIC: angel x fallen angel (please. think of all the pain and angst) or demon x redeemed demon or smth of the sort (the betrayal!!!)

X-MEN: literally too many possible combos to list and i want them all!!! the angstier/messier the better.

THE MUMMY: doesn't have to be based on the movie, i'm going for the ~vibes~ here. we can do: explorer/archaeologist x non-explorer, explorer/archaeologist x journalist, explorer/archaeologist x doctor, explorer/archaeologist x explorer/archaeologist.... they can be any age too! even exs with children, the options are endless.

PACIFIC RIM: trainee x trainee, pilot x scientist, pilot x pilot, doctor x pilot

OUTLANDER/TIME-TRAVELLING IN GENERAL: could be intentional, accidental, to the future or the past, etc so many options!! we can mix time-travelling with other fandoms too!!

TOMB RAIDER: feel free to make suggestions but here are some ideas: (a) and (b) have a long history (platonic, romantic, siblings, idc). they’re both explorers who for the most part have been on the same side. two peas in a pod. two sides of the same coin. etc etc. while trying to put together a mystery, and trying to beat the “bad guys” to it, they realise the object they are looking for can change the past or bring the dead back to life…. this is where (b) turns against (a), who, unlike them, wants to take the object and keep it safe inside a vault.

STAR WARS: literally too many options to list but i'll try: "jyn" x "cassian", spy x traitor, pilot x spy doctor, former stormtrooper x spy, former stormtrooper x regular person, spy x regular person, diplomat x pilot, diplomat x former stormtrooper, idk there's so many possible dynamics i couldn't list them all legit anything in this universe im begging lmao!

STRANGER THINGS: so many possibilities?? could be set at any point in time too... and/or make our characters older and have them revisit things that happened to them in the past. 

MARVEL/MCU: superhero x human , superhero x superhero... all of these could go in so many ways?? the sky's the limit. reminder that i don't write canons tho!! idea 1) hero x law enforcement: where they kind of bumped into each other and started casually sleeping together just to blow off some steam... but then it turned into proper dating. the hero is super friendly and open, the law enforcement is more of a grump and doesn't trust easily.... the law enforcement also doesn't know the hero is a hero, and they are very much against heros in general as they feel like they put more people at risk. they more less move in together and that's when things get bad for the hero because now they constantly hear the law enforcement complain about heros... so the hero ends things.... but they find their way back to each other bc they really do love each other.... and then one day, the law enforcement catches the hero w/o their mask and orders them to turn around...   

ANASTASIA: lost princess/prince x kitchen boy/girl turned con-person who is at first using them for money but ends up falling in love with them and oops turns out they are the real deal.

THE LITTLE MERMAID: mermaid x prince, mermaid x human, mermaid x pirate, "ursula" x "eric" 

ALADDIN: “i pretended to be a rich prince/princess to impress the their/heiress to the throne bc i’m poor as hell and i just want to stop being poor lmao … but oh boy i’ve fallen in love…….”

FROZEN:   "hans" x "anna" or "hans" x "elsa" (i just think "hans" is a great character and there's a lot we could do with him tbh) oc guard or commoner x "elsa" "anna" and "kristoff" but their relationship isn't working out the dynamic between "anna" and "elsa" bc i'm a sucker for sibling dynamics we could also explore the relationship of anna and elsa's parents!!!   

[lesceriises]

hello tags here i am gracing you with my presence once again. bellow are a bunch of plots i’d love to have in my life. these are all fandom-centered based on games (such as until dawn), app games (choices, storyscape), movies/books (thg, hp, x-men, the mummy, etc), and animated movies (like disney). if you’re interested in writing any of the bellow, let me know so we can get plotting (you can like this post and i’ll find you)!! i only ask that you read my rules first.

if fandom isn’t your thing, i’m also v interested in rl / historical plots. you can find a list of those here.

CHOICES GAME APP & STORYSCAPE: plots based on: titanic, the perfect match, rules of engagement, desire & decorum, the royal romance, and the elementalists. we don't have to play the "main" characters or follow the original storylines tho.

TITANIC: i'm looking for something a lil more complex than a rose x jack dynamic though. if you're familiar with the game i'm looking for something like matteo x adele from storyscape (long-story short, matteo is a valet for a wealthy man and adele is someone who is being blackmailed by said wealthy man). if that sounds interesting lmk!!!!! i'd also be down for other dynamics tho please feel free to suggest them!!

THE HUNGER GAMES: capitol citizen x capitol citizen, mentor x mentor, victor x dead tribute’s sibling/dead tribute’s best friend, literally any other combO!! smth with spies would be great too like spy rebel working a the capitol x capitol staff.

VIDEO GAMES: plots based on until dawn!!!!!!!!! which is one of my favs tbh (there’s SO MUCH POTENTIAl but i’m particularly weak for “we had a ‘opposites attract, will they don’t they’ thing going on and smth was about to happen between us at the cabin but then my sibling/best friend vanished and everything went to shit and we haven’t spoken in a year even though we miss each other dearly”.

HARRY POTTER:  

workaholic diplomats with a fuckton of baggage and personal struggles who are really good at their jobs and always butting heads… falling in love (bonus: maybe one of them is a squib)

pureblood order member is essentially kidnapped by their own elitist family and has their memory tampered with, meaning they now believe they’ve always just been a spy for the death eaters. they’re engaged and their significant other starts to notice little things that feel odd and unusual.

arranged marriage where they hate each other at first but grow to be fond of each other

i muggleborn who started lying about her blood status and is passing as elitist pureblood who ends up getting engaged to a pureblood. (prefer to play the muggleborn)

before the first wizarding war, two purebloods get married. it wasn't an arranged marriage and for all their differences they brought out the best in each other. their families were iffy about each other but they made it work. she remained mostly a housewife, enjoying the work and taking care of the children. things were good until the war rolled around and slowly, gradually. it became clear that his family (and he himself) were prejudiced against muggles and muggleborn. in the end they end up on opposite sides of the war, and it gets ugly.

arranged marriage between two people. he's a widower and a grump, no one really finds him good company and on top of that his wife died in questionable circumstances (everyone thinks he did it, but it was actually his parents). his parents picked her because she seems easy to manipulate and air-headed. they never thought they would end up gradually growing very fond of each other to the point of love - they have the same humor, he helps her try not to please everyone and she helps him allowing himself to be himself - and that he'd start standing up to his family. 

ANGELS / DEMONS / NOT FANDOM SPECIFIC: angel x fallen angel (please. think of all the pain and angst) or demon x redeemed demon or smth of the sort (the betrayal!!!)

X-MEN: literally too many possible combos to list and i want them all!!! the angstier/messier the better.

THE MUMMY: doesn't have to be based on the movie, i'm going for the ~vibes~ here. we can do: explorer/archaeologist x non-explorer, explorer/archaeologist x journalist, explorer/archaeologist x doctor, explorer/archaeologist x explorer/archaeologist.... they can be any age too! even exs with children, the options are endless.

PACIFIC RIM: trainee x trainee, pilot x scientist, pilot x pilot, doctor x pilot

OUTLANDER/TIME-TRAVELLING IN GENERAL: could be intentional, accidental, to the future or the past, etc so many options!! we can mix time-travelling with other fandoms too!!

TOMB RAIDER: feel free to make suggestions but here are some ideas: (a) and (b) have a long history (platonic, romantic, siblings, idc). they’re both explorers who for the most part have been on the same side. two peas in a pod. two sides of the same coin. etc etc. while trying to put together a mystery, and trying to beat the “bad guys” to it, they realise the object they are looking for can change the past or bring the dead back to life…. this is where (b) turns against (a), who, unlike them, wants to take the object and keep it safe inside a vault.

STAR WARS: literally too many options to list but i'll try: "jyn" x "cassian", spy x traitor, pilot x spy doctor, former stormtrooper x spy, former stormtrooper x regular person, spy x regular person, diplomat x pilot, diplomat x former stormtrooper, idk there's so many possible dynamics i couldn't list them all legit anything in this universe im begging lmao!

STRANGER THINGS: so many possibilities?? could be set at any point in time too... and/or make our characters older and have them revisit things that happened to them in the past.

MARVEL/MCU: superhero x human , superhero x superhero... all of these could go in so many ways?? the sky's the limit. reminder that i don't write canons tho!! idea 1) hero x law enforcement: where they kind of bumped into each other and started casually sleeping together just to blow off some steam... but then it turned into proper dating. the hero is super friendly and open, the law enforcement is more of a grump and doesn't trust easily.... the law enforcement also doesn't know the hero is a hero, and they are very much against heros in general as they feel like they put more people at risk. they more less move in together and that's when things get bad for the hero because now they constantly hear the law enforcement complain about heros... so the hero ends things.... but they find their way back to each other bc they really do love each other.... and then one day, the law enforcement catches the hero w/o their mask and orders them to turn around...  

ANASTASIA: lost princess/prince x kitchen boy/girl turned con-person who is at first using them for money but ends up falling in love with them and oops turns out they are the real deal.

THE LITTLE MERMAID: mermaid x prince, mermaid x human, mermaid x pirate, "ursula" x "eric"

ALADDIN: “i pretended to be a rich prince/princess to impress the their/heiress to the throne bc i’m poor as hell and i just want to stop being poor lmao … but oh boy i’ve fallen in love…….”

FROZEN:   "hans" x "anna" or "hans" x "elsa" (i just think "hans" is a great character and there's a lot we could do with him tbh) oc guard or commoner x "elsa" "anna" and "kristoff" but their relationship isn't working out the dynamic between "anna" and "elsa" bc i'm a sucker for sibling dynamics we could also explore the relationship of anna and elsa's parents!!!