#IDK I WAS NERVOUS ABOUT THIS BLEHHH

[trashvampiree]

WOAAHHHH WASNT EXPECTING TO BE MENTIONED IN SOMETHING IM SO HAPPY TO BE A BESTIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ohh so nervous okay THANK YOU FOR TAGGING ME BTW 10 songs I'm listening to these days?!??!!

John Carpenter - Laurie's Theme

2. Nine Inch Nails - The Hand That Feeds

3. Rob Zombie - The Triumph of King Freak

4. Megadeth - Back In the Day

5. Metallica - Whiskey In The Jar

6. Slipknot - Psychosocial

7. Living Colour - Cult of Personality

8. Queen - I'm Going Slightly Mad

9. Skid Row - 18 and Life

10. Motley Crue - Shout At The Devil

I DONT REALLY KNOW WHO TO TAG SO IF YOU SEE THIS JUST JOIN IF YOU WANT !!!!!!!!!!!! :3333333

thanks for the tag @blurryreality

10 songs on shuffle

1. asleep in the deep - mastodon

2. running with the bulls - kiko loureiro

3. the chant - gojira

4. looking down the cross - megadeth

5. don’t thread on me - metallica

6. land of blood - death angel

7. the kinslayer - nightwish

8. a light in the black - rainbow

9. seasons in the abyss - slayer

10. godsnake - newsted

random tags let’s go

@pockcock @turnleftaticela @the-shepherd-of-fire @bleedingbassgirl @metalmaidenn @idyllic333dreams @stinkman007 @geffenrecords

[selfspinninglies]

getting brainrot over an au that I've barely posted about again 83749488392 dead 39736493739272848 injured

[axeylotl]

thinking abt Jack and Roger's similarities. the ones I can think of are pretty superficial but I also think they're really compelling. for what, idk. not 100% sure they were intentional even. but

orange

black "eye" with white, rectangular "pupil"

(like, seriously. if you wanted to translate Jack into a phonehead you couldn't pick a better one than Roger's)

history of alcohol issues

springlocked by a bear suit, specifically

connections to dogs (Roger having had a dog isn't particularly special by DSaF standards, but it could say something that it was notable enough to be brought up.)

again, idk what its supposed to mean, if it was even intended in the first place. I just think about it a lot. blehhh

lotta wild speculation under cut

Maybe Roger's story was meant to peek into what Jack's could have been, had he not accepted or been offered fredbear's deal. Becoming a phone, alone and forgotten. Leaving behind little family, and the family that does remain never caring that he's gone. Burying himself in Freddy's to escape all his old mistakes (which, of course, is something Jack already does do throughout the series, DSaF 3 in particular)

the personalities are obviously very different, but the circumstances were so similar

(this next bit is flimsier, and I don't 100% believe it myself. maybe 30%-70%, depending on my mood)

then of course there's Jake, to complete the orange/purple dichotomy. If you want to go down the color symbolism route, you could make an argument that Jake's story is somehow an alternative angle/route to Dave's

though, tbh, I'm not nearly confident enough in my understanding of Jake or Dave's characters to draw any conclusions there atm, if there are any to be found. there might be something to say about Jake being the only phone we meet to have a child/connection to fatherhood as a concept

In this interpretation, Roger's nervous people-pleasing and Jake's abrasiveness would likely have been meant to do the same to Dave's dog-like loyalty and Jack's... all of it.

what I mean by "alternative angle" is that it's a distortion, almost. You take some of the same key reference points (being rude and standoffish / constantly putting other people before oneself) and put it in a different form (festered aggression taken out on anyone, cynical bitterness for those who cause & prolong your pain / being desperately & proactively devoted for fear of abandonment, being a quiet & malleable doormat for fear of punishment)

uh. dunno where Harry would fit into this take. if you're gonna draw parallels between Harry and any other character, it would be Dave, imo. 100%

again, I really don't think about Jack and Dave very much, so if any of this reading is fucky/stupid/other synonym for "this should've stayed in drafts" that's my bad. I'm lazy

[armed-saphire]

kaz for the character ask thing!! and also marina splatoon if you want??

yes tyty (skipping "idea for a story" bc blehhh i dont wanna)

Kaz:

First impression- I had no clue who he was and thought he was Liquid Snake, oops..

Impression now- One of my fav metal gear guys, he is a hater he is a liker, etc. he contains multitudes.

Favourite moment- I like when V saves him in that mgsv mission and they're like definitely about to kiss

Unpopular opinion- I don't think it's particularly unpopular but I really wish he had brown eyes. he has brown eyes in my heart. maybe even black hair that he dyes idk. that would be silly I think.

Favourite relationship- Him and Ocelot because it is really funny, they are like these cats:

Favourite headcanon- see unpopular opinion ☝

Marina:

First impression- I thought she was really pretty when I saw her the first time! I'll admit I don't remember my exact thoughts when playing the game the first time because it was like 5-6 years ago lol.

Impression now- All time favourite Splatoon character. She likes music she's a pretty green-blue colour she's a nerd she's autistic I love her so much. And she's tall!!

I mean, just look at my name lol you can tell I like her

Favourite moment- I like her making the final plan on her laptop in Octo Expansion. she's so smart....and the anime style drawings of Pearl and Agent 8 lol.

Unpopular opinion- hard to say....I guess that I disagree with fanon portraying her as totally innocent and unable to do mischief, and that she's nervous all the time. she can go silly mode when she wants to!! she hit Pearl with the alt-f4 prank at one point.

Favourite relationship- Her and Pearl obvs lol. they are sooo in love forever and ever

Favourite headcanon- I looove when ppl draw her with a less skinny body type it is so real

ty for asking me these it's rlly fun!!

[stopbreathe-for-a-moment]

February 3 2018

Today was quite a productive day for me! I went to the public library around 10 am to get some homework done & there was this girl that was being tutored she was on the table next to me. The tutor was teaching her calculus and it seemed so complicated so I’m a bit scared for this semester since I’ll be taking calculus but hopefully this is my last math class I will ever have to take. I was distracted by what they were talking about then I went to Starbucks got myself a refresher and headed to school bc there was a tutoring session with the chemistry teacher assistant at school. I wasn’t going to go but then I thought to myself I should go because I’ll get at least something out of it. There was literally no one there. It was just me....so that was kinda like awkward. Blehhh I didn’t want to escape bc I already made the long drive & he already saw me. We talked and he asked me what I wanted to major in & then I told him I had to withdraw chemistry last semester bc the teacher wasn’t any good...& he basically told me it was my fault too. I admitted to it being my fault at the end when I left I told him “I wasn’t blaming my teacher on it all it was my fault” I can’t blame my teacher for being such a fail you know but anyways then I came home ate leftover tacos with my mom. Then we headed to church and got back home. My mom and step dad I think got into an argument or something because when we got back home my step dad was here & all he said was goodnight. They didn’t talk at all & then my mom went straight to her room. I wonder what it’s all about but my mom never talks arguments out she just ignores them & give him the silent treatment which I think isn’t good but ohh well. Then I came upstairs did some chemistry homework & im confused on some questions bc I’m plugging in the numbers wrong into my calculator....I don’t know how to plug them in & when I put parenthesis it’s so confusing. I should’ve figured this out earlier so I could’ve asked the tutor for help. I have a chem online quiz due tomorrow so it kinda sucks bc I’m not plugging things in right I might just google the answers. I know that’s not good bc on the test I won’t have google but on Monday I’m going to have my chem professor sign the form so I can rent a calculator from the school bc I feel like it’ll be easier to plug it in on there. Anyways I work tomorrow at 7am so I should probably go to bed now & I just realized I have my human development test number one this week. So I have to read the chapters for that & take notes!! I’m nervous for this human development test but I guess that will be my main focus of the week & I will definately talk to my therapist to see if she can fill out the accommodations form for me. I also have to call the school to schedule an appointment with a counselor. I hope these accommodations will help. I wonder if I can get a private room when taking a test...instead of just taking it at the testing center or maybe that might make me more anxious. Ughh idk idk but yeah I’m going to bed now goodnight (: it was a productive day & I hope tomorrow will be the same. I have to definately shower tomorrow & do a bit of self care.