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feline-evil · 29 days ago

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Sometimes I'll doubt my sexuality, not in a 'what if I'm straight way' but more a 'what if I'm the world's first faggot poser what if I'm faking how gay I am, what if I'm not allowed to to talk about men like this because I haven't earned it.'

And then I'll see a tasteful naked image of a man and want to stuck my tongue places that are between him, god and a stick of old spice so. Yeah. I'm thinking I'm faggot

#jay talkin #NOTHING WRONG W NOT HAVING SEXYAL ATTRACTION BTW #BUT I AM NOT ACE/ARO I AM JUST NEUROTIC THATS WHAT IM TALKING ABT IM NOT DISSING #IDENTITIES THAT I RESPECT. OK. ok. bcuz of what site im on i feel like i have to make that clear.#since some of you cant act right. ok #its literally just. look i havent been in queer spaces irl yet i live in an isolated place #so i dont have the confidence of feeling like i am allowed to take the role of a gay man all the time #i feel like. idk. i just dont feel like i earned it #i feel like im somehow a poser or faker somehow. i havent the confidence yet #but then i have a moment and i go oh OH YEAH. IM SUPER FAGGY #idk hard to explain. im still so timid abt being loud and confident and true to myself #that even in private im like shit dude should u rlly be that truthful abt liking men #maybe tone it down and play like you arent hot for men. who do u think u are #BUT NO. AUUUUUGH FULL FAGGOT BLAST GO #sorry for being vulnerable at 2 #im goinf to bed i primise just needed it off my chest ok thnx bye

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