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The Northside Serpent: Part 19
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Sweet Pea x Keller!Reader
Word count: 1638
Warnings: Just a bit of sadness Â
Y/N: Your Name
Summary:Youâre Kevin Kellerâs little sister when youâre mom left to go to war and your dad started cheating (Iâm making it so heâs been cheating since season 1) You started rebelling; dying your hair, getting a nose piercing, tattoo, and hanging out on the southside.
A/N: Â I was gonna put this with the next part, but I think it would be way too long if I did so this is its own part!
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I woke up to the sun invading my eyes. I opened them and moved my hand over my eyes to protect them from the harsh rays of light. I looked around and saw I wasnât in my room, I was outside in a field. I sat up and looked around at the green grass with white flowers mixed in. I furrowed my eyebrows in confusion, this definitely wasnât Riverdale. I looked down and saw was in a white dress that I totally wouldnât wear.
âWhere the hell am I?â I asked standing up and looking around still.
âNot quite.â I heard a voice say and I looked around for the source.
âHello?â I called out when I didnât see anyone.
âHello.â I heard the voice say again, it was a woman.
âWhere are you?â I called out.
âIâm right here.â She said and I turned around. I jumped back and stared at her shock.
âWhoa! Give a girl a little warning.â I said.
âOops, sorry.â She said with a kind smile.
âWho are you?â I asked looking her up and down. She was so beautiful. She had long blonde hair, pale skin, and piercing blue eyes, she was also wearing a white dress, it was longer than mine.
âMy name is Evangeline, and youâre Y/N.â She said and I backed away a bit more.
âHow do you know my name?â I asked a little freaked out.
âI know everyone who comes here.â She said with a smile.
âWhere is here?â I asked.
âThe Inbetween.â She answered.
âThe Inbetween? What the hell is that?â I asked confused.
âPeople who are one the brink of life and death come here. I help to decide if itâs time for them to move on or not.â She said.
âBrink of life and death?â I asked quietly and she nodded.
âDo you know what happened to you?â She asked and I thought for a moment.
âI-I was shotâŚâ I said as tears filled my eyes. She looked at me sadly and nodded. She looked at my stomach and I looked down to see my white dress was stained with red.
âNow that you remember, we need to see if you should go back or not.â She said.
âOf course Iâm going back!â I shouted.
âItâs not that simple. We need to see if itâs truly your time or not.â She said.
âWho the hell are you to decided that!â I growled at her.
âWell, I am an angel.â She said and I raised my brow.
âWhere are your wings then?â I asked.
âWe donât have wings.â She said and I rolled my eyes.
âWhatever, just send me back.â I said.
âItâs not that simple.â She said with a sigh. I growled but before I could say anything we heard someone groan in pain. I turned around and saw a familiar beanie.
âJug!â I shouted and ran up to him. He was beaten bloody.
âWhat happened to you?â I asked kneeling down next to him. He was wearing a bloody white t-shirt, shorts, and black sneakers.
âPenny and the Ghoulies.â He said weakly, that when I noticed he had a patch of skin missing.
âThose fucking bastard!â I growled and Jughead chuckled.
âWhatâs so funny?â I asked.
âYou sound like Sweet Pea.â He said with a small smile. I smiled and then he tried to stand up. I helped him and he looked at me.
âWait⌠Youâre deadâŚâ He said and then looked around.
âWhere are we?â He asked.
âThe Inbetween.â Evangeline said appearing next to us. Jughead looked at me and I shook my head.
âWeâre on the brink of life and death apparently.â I said and that when Jughead noticed the blood stain on my dress.
âWhoâs that?â He asked pointing at the girl.
âMy name is Evangeline, Iâm an angel. Iâm here to help decide if your time is truly up or if you go back.â She said.
âYeah, I told her to send me back but she said itâs not that simple.â I said and rolled my eyes.
âItâs not.â She said.
âThen how do we get back?â He asked.
âTake my hand, both of you.â She said and held out her hands. Jug and I looked at each other and shrugged. We each took one of her hands and suddenly we werenât in the field anymore. We were at Bettyâs house. She was sitting on her bed crying her eyes out.
âPlease be okay JuggieâŚâ She sobbed.
âBettyâŚâ Jughead said with frown. He tried to walk over to her but Evangeline pulled him back.
âYou canât interact with the living world.â She said.
âWhy not?â He asked.
âYou are not living or dead. You are here but if you go to her and touch her, you will make contact. Your decision hasnât been made and you will mess will the natural order of the world.â She said and Jughead sighed.
âFine.â He said and looked back at her.
âI canât leave her or my dad.â Jughead said.
âYour dad?â Evangeline asked.
âYeah, they need me. The Serpents need me.â He said and I gave him a small smile.
âYou know getting yourself beaten to death broke your promise to me.â I said with a small smirk.
âActually, I did it so the Serpents, including Sweet Pea, wouldnât get killed in a war.â He said with a smirk of his own.
âAlright smartass.â I said rolling my eyes with a smile.
âI think Iâve seen enough to make a decision to make Forsytheâs fate. Your turn Y/N.â She said and held her hands out again.
âHowâd you know my name?â He asked and I sighed.
âShe knows everyoneâs name that comes here.â I said and grabbed her hand. Jughead looked at me and I shrugged. He sighed and grabbed her hand. In the blink of an eye we were in a hospital room. I saw me lying in the bed with tubes in me. I pulled my eyes from my body and saw my father and brother sitting on either side of me.
âCome on hun, I know youâre a fighterâŚâ My father whispered and kissed my hand. He had tears in his eyes, he hardly cried⌠Kevin look at him with sad eyes and then back at me.
âItâs been a few days dad, maybe⌠Maybe we need to let her goâŚâ Kevin said and let a few tears fall down his face.
âNo, sheâs a fighter. Sheâll make it. She has to.â My dad said and looked me, he also let his tears fall. It broke my heart to see them like this. I went to walk close but paused when I was at the end of my bed.
âIâm sorryâŚâ I said to them and closed my eyes. I felt someone touch my shoulder and looked up to see Jughead.
âAt least they know youâre still somewhat alive. Sweet Pea thinks your deadâŚâ He said and my eyes widened.
âWhy?â I asked shocked.
âMy dad came to the bar on riot night and told us you were dead.â He said and I stared at him shock.
âWhy would he do that?â I asked.
âMy guess, to get the Serpents on board with fighting the Ghoulies, or to protect you. Or both.â He said and I looked back at my body. I felt another hand on my shoulder and Jughead had one on his too. We looked up to see Evangeline. She looked down at us and then past us. I looked in the direction she was looking at and saw Sweet Pea sitting on the floor of the Wyrm with other Serpents.
âSweet Pea!â I called and went to run over to him. Arms wrapped around my waist and pulled me against the person. I looked up and saw Jughead.
âYou canât touch him, remember.â He said and I looked back at Sweets
âHey Sweets, you need to eat.â Toni said walking up to him with soup.
âWhatâs the pointâŚâ He said.
âCome on dude, you havenât eaten anything since the fight with the Ghoulies.â Fangs said sitting next to him.
âBecause I should have died, but you to just had to fucking save me!â He shouted at them, causing the other Serpents to look at him.
âWe werenât going to let you dieâŚâ Toni said.
âYou should have! At least I would be with Y/N right now!â He shouted.
âShe wouldnât want you to die.â Fangs said and Sweets shook his head.
âI have no reason to live anymore⌠Sheâs gone and nothing matters anymoreâŚâ He said and tears fell down my face. It broke my heart even more to see Sweet Pea so broken.
âNo, Sweets Iâm right here!â I cried trying to get out of Jugheadâs grip.
âHe canât hear you.â Evangeline said.
âYou need to send me back! I need to save him before he does something stupid!â I begged her. She looked at me and Jughead pulled me in for a hug.
âIâve made my decision for both of you.â She said and grabbed us both. We were back in the field of white flowers. Jughead and I pulled apart and looked at her.
âYou are both very brave and care for both friends and family alike.â She said and we nodded.
âItâs not your time yet. You will return to your lives, but you will not remember any of this.â She said and motioned her hand in a magical way. A white mist appeared in an arch shape and she smiled at us.
âBe careful.â She said. I ran u and hugged her.
âThank you.â I said and she smiled. She pushed the two of us just in front of the misty arch and we grabbed each otherâs hands. We walked through and then there was darknessâŚ
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50 Questions Tag
I was tagged by @cherryeoo (Sorry it took me so long hun! Iâve been working on this over the course of when I found time to do it since your tagged me in it!)
1. Â Â Â What takes up too much of your time?
Homework
2. Â Â Â What makes your day better?
Music, laughing with my friends
3. Â Â Â Whatâs the best thing that happened to you today?
I slept in till noon yâall.
4. Â Â Â What fictional place would you like to go?
5. Â Â Â Are you good at giving advice?
ehhhh, I like to think so
6. Â Â Â Do you have any mental illness?
No
7. Â Â Â Have you ever experienced sleep paralysis?
Yes, itâs absolutely terrible and something that I never have to go through again.
8. Â Â Â What musician inspired you the most?
Black Veil Brides and BTS the most.
9. Â Â Â Have you ever fallen in love?
Honestly though, Iâve experienced being able to love BTS and ATEEZ (especially ATEEZ,) but Iâve had bad experience with my real life relationships and so I havenât fallen in love with any of my exes.
10. Â Whatâs your dream date?
Honestly, itâs really simple, but being able to spend the day in his arms and cuddling while watching a movie.
11. Â What do other people notice about you?
According to one of my best friends from college, and I quote, âThat you seem like a biker chick.â
12. Â What is the annoying habit you have?
Again from my college best friend, âIDK.â
13. Â Do you still talk to your first love?
Hell no.
14. Â How many exâs do you have?
2 1/2. 2 I had dated and the the 1/2 is because he knew I liked him, but he used that to his advantage and without me realizing it, kinda made me his side chick.
15. Â How many songs are on your playlist?
So according to my Spotify Playlists I have:
Pop = 45 songs
Rock = 67 songs
Country = 45 songs
Kpop = 201 songs
16. Â What instruments can you play?
None.
17. Â Who do you have the most pictures of?
Itâs a tie between selfies and my plants.
18. Â Where would you like to go before you die?
Iâd like to watch the sun set before I die
19. Â What is your zodiac?
Virgo!
20. Â Do you relate to it?
*looks up from all the plants that I own.* Yes.
21. Â What is happiness to you?
Working in my garden with my music playing
22. Â Are you going through anything right now?
I just finished classes so no.
23. Â What is the worst decision youâve ever made?
Uhhhhhhh, *flips through a notebook listing every worst decision Iâve ever done* Letâs just say, anything that falls between when I was 12-18.
24. Â What is your favourite store?
Itâs a tie between bookstores and makeup stores
25. Â What is your opinion on abortion?
I know this is a strong topic, but I donât believe you should be able to have an abortion after three months, UNLESS there are SERIOUS and EXTREME HEALTH RISKS for the mother or child.
26. Â Do you have a bucket list?
I made one somewhere, but Iâm not sure where it is.
27. Â Do you have a favourite album at the moment?
Uhhhhhhh, probably Love Yourself: Tear. For me every song on that album is a hit and I can listen to it all day long.
28. Â What do you want for your birthday?
Money
29. Â What are most peopleâs first impression of you?
One of my college best friends thought I was a hipster (I still donât let her live this down)
30. Â What age do you seem according to most people?
16. It used to be 14 but I got upgraded.
31. Â Where do you keep your phone while youâre sleeping?
On my desk near my bed. I use it as an alarm clock and it charges in the alarm clock that my brother got me for Christmas. Itâs just figuring out how to set the alarm on the clock thatâs a pain in the ass, plus, I have BTS songs set for alarms on my phone so Iâd rather wake up to BTS singing in the morning.
32. Â What word do you say the most?
Oh my god, and yâall. Specifically in that order.
33. Â Whatâs the oldest age you would date?
I go 7 years above my age so since Iâm 20, going to be 21 in September, 27/28.
34. Â Whatâs the youngest age you would date?
18
35. Â What job/career do most people say would suit you?
Something that has to do with books.
36. Â Whatâs your favourite music genre?
Kpop, Rock, Pop, Country
37. Â If you could live in any country in the world, where would it be?
South Korea.
38. Â What is your current favourite song?
Say My Name by ATEEZ
39. Â How long have you had this blog for?
Iâm actually not sure, lol. I remember having this blog for the Love Yourself: Her Comeback. The oldest email I can find is 12/22/17, but I remember being here before that.
40. Â What are you excited for?
For the semester to end.
41. Â Are you a better talker or listener?
Listener.
42. Â What is the last productive thing you did?
Homework the other day.
43. Â What do you want for Christmas?
A boyfriend.
44. Â What class do you get the best grades in?
English classes.
45. Â On a scale of 1-10, how are you feeling?
7 because Iâve slept these last few days.
46. Â What can you see yourself doing in 10 years?
Hopefully getting my own place to live in.
47. Â When did you get your first heart broken?
At age 16.
48. Â At what age do you want to get married?
26 or 27 sounds good to me.
49. Â What career did you want to have as a child?
To be a Vet.
50. Â What do you crave right now?
A chocolate peanut butter milkshake despite it almost being midnight.
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Group Therapy (CONNOR MURPHY x READER)
AUTHORS NOTE: hello!!!!! i am back!!!!!!! i wrote this little thing, in hopes of making it a multiple part series. so this is just part one! but if you guys dont like it, let me know and ill just leave it as it is. I also want to take a moment to say that i am back to UPLOADING A FIC OR HEADCANON ONCE A DAY!! when i first started this blog, that was my uploading schedule. life got in the way, but im back baby!!!!!Â
Word Count: 2.4k ish
TW: suicide, suicide descriptions, swearing, therapy groups , etc
PS: i have been to many group therapies, so this is all just based purely on personal experience. so if this is triggering to you, please dont read any further!!!!
      Connor Murphy was special. Not special in the way you would describe a rare artifact or gem. He was special like the waves in the ocean, the colours in the sky, or oil paint on a canvas. He was special because you knew what to expect. Like a wave in the ocean, you expected to crash. Like the colours in the sky, you expected to fade out after hours of daylight. Like oil paint on a canvas, you expected to dry and harden after creating something beautiful. Connor Murphy was a synonym for beautiful; only the rarest of poets could find in a dictionary. He was the sound that rolled off of the tongue of a politician. He was the feeling of warm laundry, draping around your body. Connor was all of these thingsâwhich is why his downfall was to be expected.
      You had tried numerous group therapies in the past. None of them seemed to improve your feelings or behaviors. But they stabilized your health, which is all you could really ask for. There was something equally pleasing and eerie about joining group therapy. It was oddly satisfying to hear everyone bitch and complain, but also eerie that the painted beige walls would contain a group of kids who tried to kill themselves. Talk about a Suicide Squad.
      You drove yourself to group therapy. This one was named Youth Wonders: Group Therapy and Psychiatrics. The name was slathered on the brick building in bronze lettering. It looked ancient. Maybe it looked cool back in 2002, but it made you roll your eyes just at the sight. You were 5 minutes early. Your keys were still lodged into your car ignition. This was the hardest part: getting out of the car. There was always that part of you that was tempted to ditch, go eat some McDonaldâs for the hour, and go back home to tell your dad that everything went well. The feeling of guilt spread over your stomach just at the thought. You have lied to your father many times before. He didnât deserve to be lied to again.
      Finally, you slumped out of the driverâs seat and walked into the horrid building. It smelt like old carpet and candle wax. Kind of like a church. But nothing Holy grew an abundance to you whilst walking through the halls. A white, thick door was stood open with a brick. On the inside if the door, facing you, a pink slip of paper was taped up.
âTEEN YOUTH SUICIDAL THERAPY GROUPâ
      They really donât sugar coat anything here. Your footsteps grew heavier as you walked through the door. Plastic chairs were all set up in a circle. Inside there were only four teenagers, and a woman who had a strange resemblance to Whoopi Goldberg.
      âName, please?â her scratchy voice echoed off the walls. Her dry hands where clutching a clipboard and her pink pen was held between her fingers, like a cigarette.
      âOh, uh, Y/N L/N,â you frowned, taking a seat across from her.
      According to the amount of chairs set up, there were only six people in the group. You, an empty chair, Whoopi-Goldberg-lady, and an empty chair. The empty chair was to your left. You stared at it, feeling cold. The awkward tension in the room was thick enough to cut with a knife. You took this moment of silence as an opportunity to look around the room. All of the teens glared at their feet.
      The girl next to you had red hair. Her face was populated with cystic acne that looked painful to the touch. Her ginger locks were pulled into a low ponytail. She wore a large menâs sweater that hung off of her skinny body. Sitting to her left was a large Filipino boy. He wore a purple sweater and old hiking shoes. The toe of the boots were worn out and his big toe peeked out. His hair was greasy, and he looked in need of a shower. Down the line, in the circle, sat a Latina girl. Her hair was done perfectly and her ears were pierced. Big golden hoops dangled from the lobes, reaching her collarbone. She was chewing bubblegum, and wearing a croptop â even though the temperature was just above freezing. Finally, in the corner sat a very pale white boy. He was short and skinny. He looked like he was 12 years old. His minecraft shirt had large orange stains, and had blonde whiskers growing in on his upper lip.
      Whoopi-Goldberg-lady took a final sigh, clicking her pen. Just as she opened her mouth to speak, another person stomped in.
      âYou finally decided to join usâŚâ the woman looked at her clipboard before reading out loud, âConnor?â
      The boy grunted in response, throwing his body down onto the chair next to you. You winced at the sound. He had long hair. The ends curled into the collar of his denim jacket. Your eyes trailed up to his face. The muscles in his jaw flexed as he grinded his teeth together. The Whoopi-lady stood up, smoothing out the material of her chiffon blouse.
      âWelcome, everyone. My name is Liz,â she spoke above her gravely tone.
      Her name was Liz. Finally, you could stop referring to her as the Whoopi-Goldberg-lady, in your head.
      âI will be your counselor and guide for this group. Within our 9 weeks here, I expect all of you to hit a few goals. The first being: opening up. I want you to share your story, knowing that whatever is said in here, stays in here.â
      You could hear the boy next to you, practically scoff.
      âSo the first thing we are going to do is; go around the room, say your name, age, and explain why you are here.â
      You could feel everyone tense up.
      âLetâs start with,â Liz glanced at her clipboard. âJamie.â
      The red-haired girl sat up straight. She removed her fingers from her mouth, as she was just chewing on her cuticles moments ago. Her bleeding fingers dove into the sleeves of her sweater.
      âHi, Iâm Jamie,â she spoke softly, almost like a robot. âIâm 15 and Iâm here because I overdosed on sleeping pills.â
      Liz nodded, âOk. Great. Thank you, Jamie.â
      Next in line was the boy in hiking boots.
      âHi, Iâm Leroy. Iâm 16 and I tried to hang myself from a tree,â his voice was a deep baritone. But was quickly cut off by the Latina girl beside him.
      âDid the tree break, fatty?â
      âAndrea,â Liz warned. âThis is supposed to be a safe space.â
      âOk, yeah, whatever. Iâm Andrea. Iâm 18. This is my third time here. I took too much meth and blacked the fuck out. So Iâm here,â she snapped her gum, fingering the golden hoop on her ear.
      âDaniel, your turn,â Liz looked at the small pale boy.
âHi, um, Iâm Daniel. Iâm 16 and I, uh,â the boy began to sob violently. Your heart broke a little bit. The boy next to you, Connor, scoffed. You were almost in disbelief at his heartless gesture.
âItâs ok, hun. Take your time,â Liz spoke softly.
Daniel continued, hiccupping and telling the group how he tried to end his life just two weeks prior. After many tissues, Liz continued down the line.
âConnor?â
The boy next to you, shifted in his seat. He was now sitting up, straight. His long legs tangled over each other. His large, black combat boots looked heavy against his skinny shins. He was wearing a lot of layers.
âYeah, hi, Iâm Connor. Iâm 17. I tried killing myself 3 weeks ago.â
âHow? You have to say how,â Andrea twirled her hair around her finger.
âWhy? Do you get off to peopleâs backstories or some shit?â he hissed back.
Liz waved the two of them off, gesturing that it was okay to keep those details private. Next was you. And you could feel your breath become heavy. All eyes landed on you.
âWell, uh, my name is Y/N. Iâm 17, also. I tried killing myself last year, but Iâm here because my therapist told me to,â you spoke softly.
âThatâs fucking boring.â
âAndrea!â
 You were pouring coffee into a Styrofoam cup, rubbing the drowsiness out of your eyes. It was the half-way mark through group therapy. The group is given a 15 minute break between the two hours, and there is a small table full of shitty snacks and coffee.
âCoffee at 1pm?â a voice spoke from behind you. You turned to see that Connor boy offering you a lazy smirk.
âYeah, whatâs wrong with that?â Â Â Â Â Â Â âWell itâs shitty filtered coffee, and no one drinks coffee in the middle of the afternoon.â
âI didnât know you cared so much,â you spoke while moving to the side, putting creamer and 8 packets of sugar into the small cup. âI just didnât sleep well last night.â
âJesus Christ,â he gaped at the amount of sugar you put in.
âItâs good, you should try it some time,â you mused, taking a small sip.
Connor shook his head, pouring some of the filtered brew into a cup of his own. âNo, thanks. Iâd like to live well into my thirties.â
âIsnât that the opposite of why youâre here?â
âTouchĂŠ.â
 The rest of the afternoon went as expected. Red-haired girl went on a rant about her dad never loving her, Daniel cried some more, and Liz gave us homework to complete for next week. The green folder full of worksheets will be added to the pile of therapy homework that you never do. You have other things on your plate. You have a job, school, and university to think about.
While walking to your car, you see the tall boy leaning against the hood of your car.
âUh, hi?â you spoke, raising on eyebrow.
He jumped a little bit, not seeing you at first. âOh, hey, can you drive me home? My dad is at work and my momâŚâ he trailed off, looking at his feet.
You scratched the back of your head, not really knowing what to say.
âIâm sorry, I barely even know you. I should just walk home-â he began to ramble, grabbing his messenger bag from between his feet.
âGet in,â you sighed, unlocking the car.
âWait. Really?â
âWhatâs your address?â
The car ride was pretty silent. It contained the sound of your humming motor, and the small murmurs of directions from Connor. You had asked him what street he lived on, but he just told you that he would direct you there. He lived on the outskirts of the city. By following his directions, you drove into the suburbs. The houses were all parallel to each other. Each of them very large, big two-car garages, and nicely trimmed lawns. It was the type of neighborhood that would give out the good candy on Halloween.
âItâs the house on left, here,â he mumbled once again. Your eyes practically bugged out of your head.
âThis one?â you took one hand off the steering-wheel to point to the house in front of you. It was gigantic. It was painted yellow with a dark blue door. It must have been at least 4 stories high. The backyard, from what you could see, was massive. Two large pillars on other side of the front door, reminding you of pictures in textbooks about ancient Rome.
As you pulled into his driveway, Connor picked at his nail polish. âWhat? Are you surprised?â
âA little,â you laughed, looking over at him.
He began to pick up his bag, looking over at you. The sunset in the sky casted a pink shadow in your car, making everything a rose colour.
âWell, uh, thanks. Iâll see you next week,â he spoke, stepping out of your car.
You watched as the goth boy walked into the giant, yellow house. It was a sight to see.
 Next week rolled around, and you were five minutes early. You sat in your car, rubbing your temples. Another night without sleep. It was beginning to take a toll. Sitting in your car became a ritual you had. It gave you time to mope, before having to put on a brave face for wherever you were going. You let out a large sigh. Your head was pounding. Placing your forehead in the palms of your hands, you laid them down on the steering wheel. Closing your eyes, you were grateful to have a second to decompose.
It was quiet until you heard your passenger door open and slam shut. You let out a scream, sitting back, looking at the man who just entered. It was Connor.
âWHAT THE HELL?â
âChill the fuck out.â
âCONNOR, YOU CANâT JUST DO THAT.â
âWhat? Get in someoneâs car? I know. Iâm not an idiot.â
You began to go on a slight rampage, telling him about how many girls get abducted by leaving their cars unlocked. He responded by telling you to âlock your fucking car, thenâ. Before you could shout another witty response, he shoved a cup of hot coffee into your hand.
âHere.â       âWhat⌠What is this?â
âCoffee, you dumbass.â
âYeah, I know. But why?â
He just shrugged, taking a sip out of his own cup, leaning back in the passenger seat.
âSo, why do you sit in here?â he mumbled against the warm lid of his beverage.
âItâs just nice, I guess?â you spoke out softly, rubbing your eyes.
Connor nodded, drinking his coffee quietly. You did the same.
 Lunch time came around. Therapy had been going well. But you couldnât help but find yourself staring into space every other minute. It was no group participation. It consisted of Liz telling everyone that how they were feeling is âokayâ. It wasnât anything that you hadnât heard before.
You stood up the moment Liz said that your 15 minute break began. You walked over to the snack table, pouring another cup of coffee. Connor watched you from his seat, chewing on his bottom lip.
No one else had picked up on your caffeine habits. Rather, the rest of the teenagers fought over the sugar cookies that were lined up on the table. You walked back to your seat, sighing loudly as your butt hit the chair. You took a large gulp of the cheap caffeine, letting your eyes settle close for a moment.
âYou know, I never got to hear your story last week,â you spoke softly with your eyes still closed.
âWell, same goes to you, I guess,â he mumbled back, slouching into his chair.
You cracked an eye open, looking at him. âMine isnât as recent.â
He shrugged back, watching you as your eyes flutter shut once more.
âMy family is shit. My parents hate me. Some kid wrote a weird letter about my sister. I freaked the fuck out. It was just kind of the last straw, I guess?â
 It was quiet for a few more moments. You opened your mouth to speak, then Liz clapped loudly, asking everyone to return to their seats. Group began again, and Connor avoided your eyes at all costs.
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OOE:
So in order to take back some of the order on my blog, Iâm gonna keep the tally for todayâs stuff on one post, then when Iâm done watching tomorrow, Iâll put that tally on here as well.
This is also to save the dashes of whoever likes to keep them clean. I apologize for the mass ooc. I just finally felt like I could safely let my saltiness over s3 run rampant.
Bad: The makeout scene Good: Will taking care of everyone in the party making sure everyone has snacks for the theatre Bad 2: Mike being a whiny brat right off the bat Good 2: Steve immediately flicking the switch on and off to spite Robin Good 3: Jane playing pranks with the party with her telekinesis. Bad 3: The Karen and Billy Thing Good 4: IT IS CONSTANT⌠CONSTANT. Bad 4: âCurfew at 4:00pmâ Bad 5: The apparent focus of Willâs character only being that heâs jealous of Mike and Jane and also that he can sense the mindflayer. literally nothing else. Bad 6: Karen and Billy Again Bad 7: Joyce eating tv dinner alone while thinking about bob :( Bad 8: Makeout scene 2.0 Good 5: Hopper yeeting himself to another plane of existence in the next room Bad 9: Mike whispering to Jane right in front of Hop ( As if I didnât find this creepy enough ) Bad 10: I gotta admit Hop lying about Mikeâs grandma is bad Good 6: Hop being an actual dad and placing boundaries between Mike and El makes up for that though. Like that needed to happen. Bad 11: Dustin being left alone at the radio tower. Bad 12: Karen??? what the fuck are you doing??? Good 7: Karen coming to her senses. Bad 13: Billy.. jfc
First episode - 7-13
Good 8: Boundary establishing actually working. Bad 14: Mike lying through his teeth, keeping the lie up even after Karen caught him in it. Bad 15: âYou lie?â âWhat? No! Friends donât lie!â Good 9: Hop scream singing his song in the Blazer. Bad 16: Nancyâs boss being an absolute??? Jerkwad??? They were that way in the 80â˛s to women yeah but yikes. Good 10: Dustin and Steveâs handshake Good 11: âMikeâs a piece of shit!â Snaps fingers hell yeah he is Bad 17: âYou donât understand lucas! Heâs lost his mind!â How about stop??? Blaming other people??? For how you acted Mike??? You had a choice not to lie dumbass. Bad 18: The boys acting like this is some sort of battlefield where you need combat strategies when in reality you need to speak the truth. Bad 19: Them constantly leaving Will hanging, poor boy just wants to play dnd :( Bad 20: More Karen and Billy like tf Thank god Billy told her to stay away Good 12: The girls going out and having fun!!! To hell with the boys!!!! Bad 21: Joyce forgetting about Hop to solve the magnet issue ( wasnât her fault but yeah ) Good 13: The Material Girl skit!!! The photographer session! High heels! Jane pranking the binch that rejected Dustin at the snow ball. Thereâs more to life than stupid boys! Bad 22: âCan we play DND now???â âNO!!!!â Bad 23: Mike trying to change the subject and recoiling when heâs caught at the mall, like he thought he would get away with the lie??? Good 14: I dump your ass. Bad 24: The face Mike makes when Jane walks away, like youâd think if heâs so??? in love heâd be at least a little more devastated??? He looks like a brat. ( No offense to the actor heâs great, the characterâs a brat ) Good 15: ITâS CUTTING EDGE STUFF MAN!!! Bad 25: Hop being left at Enzoâs :((( He was so excited man Good 16: The scoops troop solving stuff. Bad 26: Hop taking the whole bottle of alcohol and leaving, kind of shit faced, DRIVES HOME SHITFACED. Youâre a cop, Hop! For fuckâs sake.
Episode 2 mark - 16-26
Good 17: Jane and Max acting like best friends Bad 27: âI donât understand what I did to deserve this why is she treating me this way Iâm the victimâ I honestly canât. Bad 28: âWeâre trying to solve the great mystery of the female speciesâ oh yikes. Bad 29: Hop arriving home drunk and barging into Janeâs room thinking Mike was with El and the door was closed. Bad 30: Hop.. acting like a bit of a creep and then cracking open the bottle of wine for more drinking!!! In the presence of El. After what he just did. Good 18: Honestly I think itâs kind of cool that Max and Jane have made a game utilizing Janeâs powers instead of shoving them away. Bad 31: The boys mocking Will for taking the chance to play DND. Will honey its okay Bad 32: Hopper being a weird disgusting bear, and also being kind of spiteful towards Joyce. I get she hung you up but like come on man, you know she wouldnât do that without good reason. Bad 33: âYou stand me up, no phone call no apology because you had to go to Scott Clarkâs houseâ NOW ITâS TIME FOR HOP TO GET BASHED. Bad 34: Hop pretending to understand how Joyce thinks the magnetism loss thing was the lab then going back to being spiteful and a smartass. Bad 35: Max in denial about the Billy situation Good 19: Scoops troop being funny little shits. Theyâre the only pure group in this nonsense of a season. Bad 36: The boys still mocking Will during DND. Guys just humor him for fucks sake, heâs been dealing with yalls shit all summer. Bad 37: Mike recoiling when Will finally has enough of their shit and leaves. Bad 38: âYou guys are never in the mood anymore! Youâre destroying everything and for what, so you can swap spit with some stupid girlâ âItâs not my fault you donât like girls!â Honestly, low blow on both ends. Yikes. Good 20: Honestly the horror in this season is good so it gets itâs own good point for that. Good 21: Hop actually going to the lab with Joyce to soothe her worries about the magnetism loss. ( Also poor joyce remembering Bobâs death ) Good 22: The scoops troop again being on the case, only to then find out the guy theyâre chasing is a yoga instructor. Good 23: Hop trying to make sure everyone feels safe and at home. Good 24: Hop opening up just a tiny bit about what he did after Sarah died, trying to relate to Joyce. Bad 39: The fact that Will felt so alone and outcasted to the point that he felt the need to tear the castle down after looking around at all the memories in it and bursting into tears. My poor lad. Iâve been in the same boat, fuck the boys honestly. Good 25: The scoops troop at it again, actually being productive in their side of the story. Bad 40: Something I just donât get at all is the fact that Jane just.. introduces herself as El, giving herself away almost immediately. Hun, you have another name, youâre not still a number. Idk that thing just irks me. Bad 41: And again, Will just being used for the âwoe is me/enemy locatorâ trope.
Episode 3 mark - 25-41
Good 26: Max introducing the wonder woman comics to Jane after listening to her. Bad 42: Max still being in denial about Billy and Heather. Good 27: Joyce taking care of Hop, SOMEHOW dragging his ass back to the cabin. Bad 43: ThIs iS a CoDe ReD ( I donât blame Max for turning the radio off Iâd throw it across the room after all thatâs happened ) Bad 44: Again. Willâs only purpose being that he senses the mindflayer�� like what the fuck he could be used for so much more. Bad 45: This is just a thingâ I honestly hate that we only get one scene with the hoppers and also the byers acting like a family. All that build up in season 2??? wasted. All that potential wasted. Bad 46: The mayor taking a jab at Hopper and his âdead daughter sob storyâ. Damn right you deserved that fucking punch. Good 28: Joyce pulling the phone line when the receptionist tried to call the police. Good 29: The scoops troop and their hilarity. Bad 47: Max continuing to be in complete denial over Billyâs role with the mindflayer. Good 30: âDonât you love your countryâ âYou canât spell America without Ericaâ I love Erica so much Good 31: âI want you to forget about sales and come work for me at hawkins pd.â âAnd have to look at your face every day? I donât think so.â I have to admit that was cute Good 32: Karen actually being a mom for a change and listening to and supporting Nancy. Good 33: âHe made me lie, I meanââ âWhat if heâs right?â âNo no no heâs just a crazy old manâ âNo, if I only see you and Iâm a different species, maybe I should be with my own species more.â Bad 47: âWait you spied on me? Thatâs totally against the rules!!!â Mike sheâs a telekinetic who can locate people and also implode your brain. There are no rules. Good 34: âI make my own rules.â Except hers. Good 35: âIf you die, I dieâ âOkayâ Dustinâs such a ride or die bitch I love it. Bad 48: How many times has Will been used for mindflayer location? 4-5 times? Bad 49: Jane relenting when protecting herself and her friends. Iâm sorry but if someoneâs had a hand to her throat or face or anything sheâs thrown whoever did that through a wall, caught off guard and not. Good 36: She eventually did throw Billy through a wall but still the point remains
Episode 4 mark - 36-49
Bad 50: Joyceâs bad throwing skills. Hun youâre throwing a gun not a baseball. ( jk ilu mom ) Bad 51: This terminator guy gets a bad point. I donât think they explained him at all? Even if they did.. eh. Good 37: âWhy wouldnât he be safe? Nancy?â For once someoneâs worried about the welfare of these kids. Good 38: Hopâs big butt sprawled over the Blazer gets a point. Bad 52: Hop calling Alexei Smirnoff gets an⌠eh point for me. Idk why it turns me off a bit. Itâs a funny name and all but eh. Bad 53: The beloved Blazer exploding gets a bad point. Shame on you for killing it, st writers. Good 39: âIll-annoyâ cute. Bad 54: âThEyâRe CoNsPiRiNg AgAiNsT mEâ Not everythingâs about you, Mike. Good 40: âShe was making bad screamsâ âWhatâs a good screamâ Max: âDoesnât matterââ Bad 55: Hop making the joke that every man Joyce talks to must be another version of Clark. Yikes man, she burned you that bad? Good 41: âHeâs a dangerous child murdererâ As Alexei smiles whilst sipping his cherry icee.
#OUTOFEGGOS#so far this whole season has been yikes from start to fucking finish#Moira watches s3#now I must go and delete the mass amounts of ooc
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This particular monthâs version of the mostly samey questions I like to re-answer every now and then because perspectives change or whatever.
1:Â 6 of the songs you listen to most? Sad Dream - Sky Ferreira Right Where It Belongs - NiN We Should Be Together - Pia Mia Keep Running - Tei Shi Where Is My Mind - Pixies Realiti - Grimes
2:Â If you could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be? Someone willing to give a stranger in need lots of money.
3:Â Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17. Iâm too depressed to move, thatâs why Iâm even doing this question thing again. All my books are on my bathroom shelf. Fuck.
4:Â What do you think about most? The unceasing dissatisfaction I have myself, I donât know. With happy thoughts though: itâd have to be Joe. If he wasnât here I wouldnât be either.
5:Â What does your latest text message from someone else say? âUpstairs toilets Hun xxâ
6:Â Do you sleep with or without clothes on? Depends how warm it is and what company I have.
7:Â Whatâs your strangest talent? Honestly couldnât tell you. Iâm pretty strange but not talented.
8: Girls⌠(finish the sentence); Boys⌠(finish the sentence) Girls love their daddies; Boys have healthy relationships with their parents
9:Â Ever had a poem or song written about you? No, but for my birthday this year a girl I was seeing gave me a framed poem by E.E. Cummings
It was adorable. She was adorable. Fuck.
10:Â When is the last time you played the air guitar? Yesterday, it was a nice day. A good send off.
11:Â Do you have any strange phobias? Commitment
12:Â Ever stuck a foreign object up your nose? Not to my knowledge. But that could just be the brown crayola sticking in my frontal lobe talking.
13:Â Whatâs your religion? Orthodoxy for those sweet stability events, local unrest and missionairy strength bonuses yea my EU4 bois know what Iâm talkinâ about.
14:Â If you are outside, what are you most likely doing? Sitting down and taking in whatever scenery there is, enjoying a warm or cold breeze and breathing relatively fresh air. Bonus points if I have a glass of old mout on the rocks.
15:Â Do you prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it? Depends how vain Iâm feeling at the time.
16:Â Simple but extremely complex. Favorite band? The Birthday Massacre, I donât listen to them all that much but fuck me I love their aesthetic and atmosphere SO FUCKING MUCH.
17:Â What was the last lie you told? âIâll pay you back with two drinks hun xxâ
18:Â Do you believe in karma? I believe that shit people will be seen for what they are because eventually everyoneâs actions catch up with them.
19:Â What does your URL mean? Itâs a reference to Breaking Bad, one of my favourite TV shows, and used that play on that theme of the show to reference my will to be well, remembered.
20:Â What is your greatest weakness; your greatest strength?
Most likely the same thing: I think too much.
21:Â Who is your celebrity crush?
Maisie Williams, this world doesnât deserve such a cutie
22:Â Have you ever gone skinny dipping?
Nah
23:Â How do you vent your anger?
idk I go out and drink with ppl or something
or I donât vent at all and bottle it up and break down after a year or something
24:Â Do you have a collection of anything?
I have kept some stuff that has emotional significance to me. Mostly from ended friendships and relationships. Things they gave me, or things I owned at the time and reminds me of the way I felt at the time, and how they felt about me. Itâs a sobering thing to keep around.
I recently had a pretty bad few days because I lost something like that, I lost a necklace that a girl I was seeing this year left at my place so she had an excuse to come back to my place the next time she was around, when I ended things because I wasnât ready to commit to a relationship with her, I knew she would get more attached, and she was too sweet for me to hurt. Although I probably did anyway, I kept the necklace and wore it almost all the time to remind myself of what I did and why I should always be sure about what I want before I get someone else whoâd care about me invested.
Drunk me lost that necklace, hopefully itâll come around, but knowing me. Yeeeaaahh I doubt it.
25:Â Do you prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online?
If itâs with my girlfriend, video chatting. But other than that the phone is much less stress.
26:Â Are you happy with the person youâve become?
Yes and no. Itâs hard to explain how I feel about myself, but I feel experienced and weathered. I like my sense of humour, I like my level of emotional maturity for the most part, Iâm certainly better than most. But Iâm not really doing anything with my life, and Iâm in a very bad place. Iâd go into more detail honestly, but itâd be like trying to untie a ball of wrapped cables.
27:Â Whatâs a sound you hate; sound you love?
The sound of a fork scratching a plate, seagulls yelling. And I love the elegant and refreshing sound of a drink being poured onto ice and fizzling up against the glass. Failing that a girl getting fucked moaning.
28:Â Whatâs your biggest âwhat ifâ?
What if I got good grades in school, and passed my A-Levels?
or
What if I managed to keep the people I loved when I wanted them?
29:Â Do you believe in ghosts? How about aliens?
Ghosts no Aliens sure
30: Stick your right arm out; what do you touch first? Do the same with your left arm.
An empty bottle of cider I drank with my pizza just hours ago. It kinda sucked, but I needed something to wash down the pizza.
The pizza box.
31:Â Smell the air. What do you smell?
My aftershave, I put it on before I left to go out with Adam an hour or so ago.
32:Â Whatâs the worst place you have ever been to?
A half destroyed doctors office in Spain.
33:Â Choose: East Coast or West Coast?
East Coast, Californians are cunts.
34:Â Most attractive singer of your opposite gender?
Taylor Momsen xo
35:Â To you, what is the meaning of life?
Europa tbh
36:Â Define Art.
Europa tbh
37:Â Do you believe in luck?
Worst mechanic please remove from the fucking game why does god france with Elan get to have an extra +25%Â Manpower recovery speed are you fucking kidding me like fuck off I work for hours to build up a fair fighting chance to beat these big blue wankers and I lose a war I absolutely shouldâve won because BEH FRANCE LUCKY BEH fuck off cunt no I donât believe in luck
 38: Whatâs the weather like right now?
Nice ânâ Warm
39:Â What time is it?
3:55 AM
40:Â Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed?
Nah
41:Â What was the last book you read?
Fight Club
42:Â Do you like the smell of gasoline?
Yeah itâs nice
43:Â Do you have any nicknames?
God Hands
44:Â What was the last film you saw?
...Fight Club
Look, itâs a good story fuck yourself
45:Â Whatâs the worst injury youâve ever had?
Almost lost my hand to a stray van door being shut on my wrist with pretty extreme force.
46:Â Have you ever caught a butterfly?
Iâd be too worried for itâs safety tbh
47:Â Do you have any obsessions right now?
Caramel Ices Frappes and Tequila.
48:Â Whatâs your sexual orientation?
Iâm part of the Bisexual master race, yes.
49:Â Ever had a rumour spread about you?#
Prolly
50:Â Do you believe in magic?
Magic must fucking exist because I donât understand how Spain can defeat my clearly superior naval fleet outmanning them with at least 56 galleys in an inland sea. Must have a fetishist cultist cursing my ships or some shit like gtfo cunt.
51:Â Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong?
Only if theyâre a megacunt.
52:Â What is your astrological sign?
Pisces
53:Â Do you save money or spend it?
T R E A T Â Â Y O Â S E L F
54:Â Whatâs the last thing you purchased?
Caramel Iced Frappe
55:Â Love or lust?
If you donât have both yous a beech
56:Â In a relationship?
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha kill me
57:Â How many relationships have you had?
3 that count for something
58:Â Can you touch your nose with your tongue?
Ye
59:Â Where were you yesterday?
DRIVINâ WITH THE BOIS
it was really nice I havenât had a day like that since I was 17
60:Â Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?
My sheets have flowers on them
61:Â Are you wearing socks right now?
Mhmm
62:Â Whatâs your favourite animal?
H U S K I E S
63:Â What is your secret weapon to get someone to like you?
Revealing my inner demons and hoping they arenât turned off by that.
64:Â Where is your best friend?
Sleeping next to his wife-tier girlfriend. kill me
65:Â Give me your top 5 favourite blogs on Tumblr.
UHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Theyâd all be porn blogs.
66:Â What is your heritage?
English with a tad Spanish.
67:Â What were you doing last night at 12AM?
Waiting for my fucking job to pay me so I could order something at the bar.
68:Â What do you think is Satanâs last name?
OSMANOGLU
69:Â Be honest. Ever gotten yourself off?
WORST MOST BORING OVERUSED QUESTION EVER FUCK ME
70:Â Are you the kind of friend you would want to have as a friend?
Sure
71:Â You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. What do you do?
If itâs a chihuahua Iâm going to work lmao
72: How are you in the bedroom?
Only going from what Iâve been told Iâd say Iâd rate me at like an average of a 7.5/10 fuck
73:Â You can only have one of these things; trust or love.
P A R A D O X I C A L Â Â Q U E S T I O N Â Â T B H
74:Â Whatâs a song that always makes you happy when you hear it?
Black Betty
75:Â What are the last four digits in your cell phone number?
I actually donât know but I cba to check
76:Â In your opinion, what makes a great relationship?
Good Tea, Good Talk, Good Sex.
77:Â How can I win your heart?
Give me attention, a reason to go outside and blow me.
78:Â Can insanity bring on more creativity?
âIs water wet?â
79:Â What is the single best decision you have made in your life so far?
Dating Hannah, mostly because I realised I was good at sex, met Joe and went into a personality changing depression that made me a jaded cunt that barely takes life seriously.
Also as uncomfortable as I feel saying it now she was so lovely when we were actually infatuated with eachother so I experience the idealised âloveâ they show you in movies before I left my teens.
Mostly Joe though, best person I know.
80:Â What size shoes do you wear?
9â˛s I think?????
81:Â What would you want to be written on your tombstone?
âThe last person who blew me gets all my stuffâ
82:Â What is your favourite word?
Cance
83:Â Give me the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word; heart.
Something I desire quite a lot.
84:Â What is a saying you say a lot?
Kill me
85:Â Whatâs the last song you listened to?
See Me - Tei Shi
86:Â Basic question; whatâs your favourite colour/colours?
Whatever colour cuck blood bleeds
87:Â What is your current desktop picture?
Itâs been like this since I broke up with Natalie. Itâs weird that I remember that specifically but yaknow
88:Â If you could press a button and make anyone in the world instantaneously explode, who would it be?
Holy shit. So many choices.
89:Â What would be a question youâd be afraid to tell the truth on?
I donât think I have one, thereâs no point in hiding the truth when it always comes out in the end, even if itâs tough to stomach facing. That and I donât really have any loose ends.
90:Â One night you wake up because you heard a noise. You turn on the light to find that you are surrounded by MUMMIES. The mummies arenât really doing anything, theyâre just standing around your bed. What do you do?
Jerk off and see how they react.
91:Â You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and whatâs even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What is that power?
The ability to heal anyone I touch, with the added bonus of being able to control it.
92:Â You can re-live any point of time in your life. The time-span can only be a half-hour, though. What half-hour of your past would you like to experience again?
That one time Heather was fucking me so good and trying to make me cum so badly that she almost passed out from loss of breathe and I told her she should stop just in case she was in danger and she wouldnât for like five minutes but eventually couldnât take it anymore and I made her stop.
Seriously, ignoring the fact that she was actually the nicest sweetest little thing, and the perfect girlfriend, I will forever hate myself for even slightly hurting that girl, she had the iron will of a sex goddess.
93:Â You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be?
Freddos going up in prices AGAIN
94:Â You have the opportunity to sleep with the music-celebrity of your choice. Who would it be?
Sky Ferreira or Pia Mia
95:Â You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. You have to depart right now. Where are you gonna go?
The Sun
96:Â Do you have any relatives in jail?
a guy in my dadâs side of the family got a life sentence for butchering his wife
97:Â Have you ever thrown up in the car?
I could have gone my whole life without being reminded of how bad I felt the one time that happened thx whoever wrote all of these questions
98:Â Ever been on a plane?
Iâm a lower middle class western white guy...
of course
99:Â If the whole world were listening to you right now, what would you say?
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How to Entertain a Girl Over Text: Excite Her Mind with Words
The song was right! Girls just want to have fun. Hereâs how to entertain a girl over text and keep her coming back for more of your wit and charm.
Have you ever wondered how to entertain a girl over text? Does it make a difference? Iâve found that you donât have to entertain a girl through text to get her out and on a date, but having the skill set still helps me:
#1 Keep long-term female friendships going even when we donât meet often.
#2 Keep long-term intimate options open, even when weâve yet to meet up.
#3 Convince a girl to meet up if sheâs unsure about me or busy.
#4 Get a girl excited about me.
#5 Have lots of hilarious conversations over text that make me actually LOL and my week feels that much cooler.
For me, entertaining a girl is not about tap dancing for her. Rather, itâs about getting my unique voice across. Obviously, communication limitations occur with texting.
However, Iâve not only used text to convert a girl from being unsure about me to saying I was super fun and amazing. Once I even had a girl text me that she would leave her boyfriend because Iâm the man she really needs in her life. *I actually told her I would not go out with her because she already had a boyfriend, which is why she decided to leave*
How to entertain a girl over text
You can absolutely keep a girlâs interest and excite her over text. Here are a few tips on how to go about it.
#1 Using memes. If youâre like me and donât want to work when you send text messages then memes are invaluable. Memes are shared pictures, sayings, general ideas, or sometimes very short video clips that for whatever reason have become so popular that they get shared over and over again within a culture.
Maybe itâs a still from a movie or some YouTuber who went viral or a presidential blooper moment that got snapped and used by journalists all around the world. Others are specific to particular cultures such as Jamaican patois. People sometimes write text on top of these images or videos or sayingsâto support or make a point or just be funny or satirical.
Maybe you have a still of a cat wearing a small top hat and looking untrustworthy. If a girl says something that seems unbelievable, rather than reply with words, hit her with the meme. Or surprise-meme her during your day with one that made you laugh.
Memes are great because they donât need a proper reply. They are casual, but often start a fun conversation. Hereâs where the skill comes in: if you use memes that show youâre playful and fun but also show you get the type of culture sheâs into, you tap right into her world, which may well be her Twitter and Facebook feedâpeople these days⌠[Read: Smartass quotes: 48 smart and sarcastic lines that kick ass]
#2 Writing how you talkâjust more punchy. Example:
Her: Hey how are you sweetie? Me: Good hun x. I went for a run. Super thirsty now @_@
I think sometimes the more you try to be clever or invulnerable or whatever âsupreme confidenceâ persona, the more you come off as odd or insecure. Not everyone has time to sit down and craft a well-thought out text. We all have busy lives. I trust she knows this and doesnât expect that with every text she sends, Iâll spend 15 minutes thinking about my reply. [Read: 18 casual things to text a girl and leave her addicted to you]
#3 Not overanalyzing her. This probably just makes you seem try-hard. I prefer going with the flow and if something doesnât make sense I might just text her âokay⌠Iâm following you *insert confused emoji*â.
#4 Making statements not questions. You know the saying *Iâve just made it up by the way*: âitâs easy to make a question, itâs hard to make a statement.â Making a statement tells her about your personality, the way you think, and that you have your own opinion. Itâs entertaining to try and decode somebody.
However, a barrage of questions usually makes me feel as if the personâs trying to get something out of me. So, I never drill her for answers. Although it can be fun to drop some daring questions about her interests and personality suddenly and briefly, to catch her off guard. [Read:Â How to text a girl you like and make her want you]
#5 Being casual *think Twitter*. Nothing kills entertainment more than when someone cares too much about what others think of them. Or when theyâre too structured. When Iâm texting to entertain, I write as if for some crazy blog, not for a formal essay.
Iâm never afraid to be random, instant, or shocking when looking to entertain. Entertainment is all about holding attention and moving it where you want it to move. Iâm not long-winded. Iâm thinking 150 characters rather than 1500 words. I want to leave her wanting more and not as if she has homework to do when she receives a text message from me.
Hereâs the key I use, which serial entrepreneur Gary Vaynerchuk calls âdocument, not createâ: I donât need to create a new text idea or thread every time I send a message. I might post a photo of me hanging out with a mate. I ask myself: whatâs happening right now? Or when something happens I share it, sometimes with a twist.
Example:
Me: âMy neighborhood cat is just watching me.â Her: âLOL, what?â Me: âItâs expression kind of reminds me of when you look surprised.â
You can always go back to an old thread if one dies out, because new things are always happening to you. [Read: How to start a text conversation with a girl â 15 rules to impress]
#6 Disagreeing. Nothing is more annoying than a people pleaser. Iâve definitely been there before. You are way more interesting when you have your own opinions. Iâll avoid being too serious when I disagree if she doesnât know me well.
#7 Talking about âwe.â This can be used in the silliest of contexts: âWe should climb Mount Everest this weekend or maybe thatâs a bad idea?â Using âweâ creates a feeling of progress in a cool way, as if you build something together. [Read: Texting etiquette: 20 unwritten rules of savvy flirting]
#8 Not setting a date/place/time to meet. It can be boring and even annoying when you know whatâs going to happen before it happens. Yeah, maybe itâs safe and secure but not exactly exciting.
So, even though I might use âweâ to let her know that I intend on doing something with her at some point, Iâm not overeager to put it all in digital ink. This is an adventure together, not a business deal.
#7 Matching the length of her text messages. The only time I ignore this rule is if Iâm in a particularly no Fâs given sort of mood or tipsy. But generally, if a girl always replies to my messages with a much shorter reply, I take this to mean sheâs not as invested in me as I am in her.
In that case, I slow it down. Anything too abundant in supply and too low in demand usually has low value, let alone low entertainment value. [Read: How to play hard to get with a girl and do it just right]
#8 Avoiding emojis if she doesnât reciprocate. This keeps more mystery with regard to my level of excitement and interest. Iâve experimented with using lots of emojis and I suspect it makes you seem too keen if itâs only one-way. [Read: 18 really obvious signs a girl likes you over text]
#9 Being cheeky. Iâve written about this before because it so damn useful. The problem with text messages is that you canât give a nod and a wink when youâre being playful. But you donât need to when you can send a ;-).
Emojis also let you get away with more than you would think. So when you send a risquĂŠ message that might surprise her, just add a đ afterwards. We all have busy lives and donât have the time to read between the lines constantly, this helps her know youâre being cheeky.
#10 Doing these and seeing how she reacts. Iâll show different sides of me and see how she reacts to it. I might:
a. Be bold â âYeah, I kill people for a living.â
b. Be cheeky â âSp, what are you wearing right now?â
c. Be cocky â âMy nickname is God.â
d. Be complimentary â âWow, you are seriously cute, love that pic.â
[Read: What to text a girl â Dos, donâts and all the secrets to know]
#11 Responding to her tests fearlessly. The key I use when keeping an entertaining conversation going is to respond rather than to react. For me, being reactive becomes like an addiction that makes my mood shift with each reply. Whereas, when Iâm responsive I just share my good energy and invite her to also share.
So if she becomes rude then I just call her out on it fearlessly and without getting emotional. Sometimes I improvise a joke out of it, because I donât really care what some girl thinks of me if she doesnât know me. I try not to text if Iâm in a crappy mood or if sheâs pissed me off.
Example *this is roughly how itâs panned out in the past for me*:
Her: âThatâs not funny. You actually sound like an asshole.â Me: âYes, I keep getting rewarded with coitus for it. Iâm a victim.â Her: âOkay⌠sure weirdo.â Me: âListen, I was having fun, but if you really donât like my sense of humor then maybe we just wonât hit it off as I like to banter. Itâs a pity because I liked you when we met.â Her: âLOL. Okay⌠actually I was just teasing you :-).â [Read: How often should you text a girl? 17 must-know rules of texting]
#12 Not always being available. Distance makes the heart grow fonder. I donât text a girl on a Friday or Saturday unless I already created the habit of meeting her on those days. I donât text her because those days are for people who are actually part of my social life in person.
I also donât always reply immediately. I might leave it a day in some cases. Other times we might have a text marathonâI play it by ear. Also, if she delays in her reply to me for a significant amount of time then I might give it a bit of time before I reply.
Casual, playful, unpredictable, challenging, and fearless are good approaches for entertaining text. Keeping some mystery and unavailable at times lets her do the rest of the work for me in her imagination.
[Read: Texting your crush: A step-by-step guide to doing it right]
Use these tips on how to entertain a girl over text, and be that textual drug that makes her want to read your messages before any of the other boring texts she receives from the other guys.
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