#I've wanted to make a hetalia ask blog for ages so I'm glad I'm finally doing it!

[ask-ameita-in-borderland]

Welcome to my blog! In this post I will be going over the basic premise of this au and introduce which characters are currently taking questions. My name is Asmo if you wish to ask me anything as the creator of this au!

This blog is focused around my Alice in borderland x Hetalia au, I am also creating a fanfic centred around this au but it hasn’t been made yet. The blog is not canon to the fanfic, the blog is going to have a much lighter tone in comparison. The au is also set in a human au so any deaths in the blog are final.

The Nyotalia and some 2P characters are also running around in the background of this blog but won't be mentioned much! (Any hetalia nation I don’t rlly mention are also just running around doing who knows what.) I will also be creating art for this blog but decided not to use any for this post as I was struggling to make something I was happy with!

This blog is centred around Feliciano and Alfred so if you don't like AmeIta this probably is not the place for you unfortunately. Other than AmeIta, this blog will also have other ships such as GerPan, FrUk, LietPol and more!

Characters that will be answering questions for now (I call them group 1/the main group) -

Italy - Feliciano - 20 America - Alfred - 20 (More will be added as the blog continues and Feli + Alfred met more peps!) General trigger warnings for Alice in Borderland apply to this blog, although I will not be showing anything TOO violent, it'll be more implied than explicit for the most part.

[cinnamonest]

I think I know why i loves this blog (and you, of course!) So much. My parents was separated when I was just a baby and I lived with my mom ever since, and that mean I lack love with my father. We still connected, because he DOES love me, they divorced because back then apparently my father was a playboy and my mom, being young and all, didn't like it and they keep arguing about it (lol).

Also I've been craving to have older brother ever since I was a kid, so when I first got exposed with Germancest from hetalia I was like,.. very fond of it.

And so began my journey exploring incest porn (this all happen when I was just 3rd grade istg😭) and I found comfort from Prussia being used as a cum dump by his brother Germany. I love seeing the character just receiving everything open handedly and let the seme do all the shit for him.

And whenever there was a handsome anime character i like, I always imagine being their little sister. I'm just that desperate, and I know I can't have an older sibling because I'm literally the first child.

It was then during the end of my high school year I started liking dilf. Everytime I saw a daddy material character i wanted to be his daughter. Wouldn't it be so good to have such kind and wealthy daddy?.

But when I met my father later on, i kinda feel embarrassed and bad, because how the fuck I can like someone (FICTIONAL) who are the same age as my own father?. I always feeling guilty about it but I cannot stop either, i already swim so deep into it.

But then I found your blog!, And when you explaining all these kinks are just for coping and not for real life, it made me realize.

Right, i like it because it is FICTIONAL. I like to IMAGINE being non conned by a character i like in my MIND, but NOT REAL LIFE. I like incest and dilf because I lack love and care from older man, so I cope with it by liking a character from anime or games. And it DOES help me a lot. There's time where I failed my class and need to redoing it again next year, and if it were not for these kinks and fictional men I would have killed myself back then.

Maybe that's also why i enjoy making something like, dad!(character) x child!reader, because it gives me a sense of comfort I never had. Also also, I actually not that good with kids in real life, but fictionally, i wanted to have many kids as possible with my men lol.

Thank you Lena for opening my eyes👁️👄👁️I love you!

In addition for my earlier' ask, i found out I like passive and submissive type of darling when I read 'x reader'. Idk but I find it to be so cute??, Because In all honestly as someone who are craving for love so bad, if there's someone who loves me I will give my all to love him back.

Maybe this is why I like yandere guy, because he will only love me and no one else (wait this sound like I'm a yandere too, lmaoo)

That's why when I read x reader fics and the darling being very piece of shit especially if the yandere was actually a soft Yan like Zhongli, I always like, 'nooo he loves you and soft with you, i know what he's doing is bad but he didn't hurt you that bad right :(( '

Basically i don't really like aggressive type of darling, that's one thing i always avoid when reading fics, but other than that I always down for everything, ehe <3.

(exception for Yans like Xiao, that boy kinda deserve to be treated like a shit accordingly due to his behavior)

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NOT THE XIAO SLANDER lol you’re right tho

HETALIA WAS MY EXPOSURE TO INCEST SHIPPING TOO OMG. I used to ship America with everyone so I liked AmeCan in addition to USUK and AmeBel lol.

But yes I think a lot of people go through a “shame phase” when it comes to this sort of thing, I definitely did, spent years feeling like there was something wrong with me.

Also don’t feel bad about having to redo classes or anything like that -- there’s a huge pressure to do things perfectly but no one can do things perfectly, it’s perfectly normal to repeat classes, I think there’s a lot of people who don’t want to admit it so we don’t realize how common it is.

I’m also bigger on more submissive/scared darling inserts... I’m a very nonaggressive person tbh. A lot of yandere fanfiction has the darling like insulting them, hurting them and fighting super hard and I can’t relate very well 😅 I prefer a darling that like, doesn’t just lie down and accept it, but more like tries to be sneaky and work around the yan/try to escape by acting or underhanded, covert methods, bc I know that’s what I would do lol. I’d be way too scared to be super defiant, a stubborn brat sure but not extremely defiant.

But I’m so glad you were able to come to that acceptance!! It’s a great feeling to finally reach the point where you accept that there’s nothing wrong with you and just say fuck it to social stigmas against certain types of content.