#I've wanted to bike through this tunnel for a long time but always felt like I'd die of exhaust fumes during the day

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Me, not quite sober at quarter to 3 am on Christmas, astride god's second noisiest Youbike (cause I'd already swapped out the first): time to conquer The Tunnel

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The Promise (Rey x Reader High School AU)

Request: I'm using two requests this time. yes!! i love love love the new rey high school au fic!! maybe an idea for a future fic if the same series could be Rey maybe giving the reader a promise ring or sm. i just thought it would be cute ❤️ by anon

I really love your account and your writing! Could you do a high school Rey au where they celebrate their anniversary? I hope you have a great day by anon

Words: 1,285

A/N: Fluff, fluff everywhere after the angst I've been writing lately you deserve some fluff. The cheesiest thing I've written btw. Enjoy!

The garage door opened slowly with a loud squeal, the warm light of the day illuminating the room and revealing the well known place where you spended a good part of the time with Rey. When it wasn't in your home, it was here in Maz’s old garage in the back of her cantine, The Castle.

A smile curved your lips as you remembered all the memories you and Rey had built in this place. All those days sitting on the edge of the work table, watching her skilled hands repairing motors and every sort of mechanical devices while you talked about everything and nothing at all at the same time.

Your attention focused on the vehicle in the middle of the room, the bright red motorbike amazed you the moment you saw it.

“You repaired it.” you murmured impressed as you remembered just how old and broken this thing used to look when Rey found it, it looked so different now, so new.

"You like it?” Rey asked smiling proud of her work.

“How did you manage to make it look this good?” you said tracing figures with your fingers along the bike.

"With a few old pieces I found” Rey shrugged and smiled at you as she explained. “Maz let me use her trash and some old parts she had laying around. Got some help from Zorii, too."

"It's beautiful. “ you said admiring her creation.

"Not more than you.” she teased giving you a quick kiss. "Come one, I want to show you how fast can run." Rey told you taking her place in the motorbike and offering you a hand to climb behind her.

“Fine.” You chuckled wrapping your arms around her waist “As long as I can hold you this close.”

“Please do” she said before igniting the powerful engine of the motorbike that rumbled as Rey accelerated sending the bike flying through the streets, it took you by surprise which made you hold even tighter to her waist and lean closer to her body and you knew she was more than fine with that.

Once you got used to the motion you observed the way you passed fastly through the city from passing the crowded streets filled with cars that made you close your eyes more than once for how close they were, to leave the main city to the highway. It was incredible how fast this bike could go and more impressive how Rey managed to control it with ease and calm.

The sides of the highway suddenly started to fill with more and more trees instead of cold buildings and after exiting a tunnel you found yourself surrounded by nature, tall trees at both sides of the road and carefully looking up you discovered beautiful bows made out of intertwined branches, the warm light sliding through the empty spaces casting a soft green light over the road.

The wind in your hair, the velocity, the way you hold Rey's slim body, everything is perfect, peaceful. It’s an instant captured in your memory, you held her tight happily. There couldn’t be a better anniversary gift than this.

The motorbike slowed down as Rey took a small rocky road that you both laugh as the small bike seemed to jump whenever the tyres met the smallest little rock on the way. Then she finally stopped and leaned the bike helping you climb off, following you after.

“This is the place I wanted to show you.” she smiled taking your hand on hers as she guided you to the end of the road. It was a lookout, hidden between a few trees. You placed your hand over the old stone railing and admired the distant city, your city and the way the sunset was starting to fall over the buildings.

You were speechless, it was breathing. You couldn’t help but feeling a bit sentimental, especially since it brought you back the memories of this past year. What a chaotic year and yet you wouldn’t change any single bit of it, because Rey was in your life, she turned your world upside down and that made her the best thing that has happened to you.

A year. It sounded like a lot and yet so little. So many days and even more hours, minutes, memories. Felt so long and at the same time felt like it passed so fast, seemed like yesterday was the day you were hiding with her behind the stadium seats for the first time. Definitely, the most fantastic year of your entire life.

"Thanks for bringing me here" you murmured eyes focused on the view.

Rey’s body tensing dragged you out of your thoughts and as you turned to look at her you found her gaze focused on you, tender eyes and subtle smile that made your heart fall for her once again. However there was doubt in her eyes, nervousness.

“I want to give you something, Y/N" she said.

"I didn't bring you anything" you said a bit sad and mentally cursed yourself for forgetting to bring something for her, it was a special occasion after all.

"You didn't have to, don't worry. Having you here is all I ask" she assured you. You watched her pulling something out of the pocket on her hip, holding it for you to see it. A ring

"Rey…" you gasped as you saw the beautiful piece on her hand.

"It's not what you think," she chuckled "I'm not asking you to marry me, not yet" she teased with a small wink and a light smile.

"Then what is it?"

"A promise." She told you, she was nervous you saw it on her face and it was not usual to see her that way. She was quiet for a moment feeling your gaze on her "I'm sorry, I'm just thinking on the right thing to say. Things are moving fast with graduation coming soon and everything and I just- " she giggled nervous. "Shit, this is not going the way I planned."

You looked at her long and delicately as if you were looking at her for the first time, her silliness just letting you know how much she meant this. Taking her hand you encouraged her to keep going. She sighed.

"This is promise to a future full of light, love and togetherness, whatever happens this next months. It's a promise," she told you meeting your eyes, the light of the sunset making them seem softer than ever. "to always love you."

Rey let guided your hand she was holding, you watched her carefully placing the small ring on your finger. It fit perfectly, meant to be for you and only you.

Unable to contain yourself you pulled her into a kiss, sweet and true. You wanted her to know just how much you loved her.

"I love you, Rey. With all my heart." you murmured breaking away just inches away from her "And even though I'm unsure about the future, I'm certain that I love you." You said searching for her hazel eyes "And I will love you forever."

Rey and you exchanged loving gazes for a moment both thinking just how lucky you were to found each other, to love one another. She smiled at you before brushing her lips against yours one more time, sealing the promise.

As the sunset kept its way down the city and the night started to consume the last light rays you found yourself holding Rey's waist, resting your chin on her shoulder as she drove back home.

Your heart filled with love and hope of a future with Rey by your side and with a promise you were intend to keep.

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I do need you || Bill Denbrough

Request: I just got a feeling

Characters: Reader x Bill, the losers club 

Unedited

Word count: 1730

Warning: Blood, It, Nightmares, bullying. This is a little hard not gonna lie.  

A/n: this is one of the darkest things I've ever done.

When Beverly was taken by IT you went to the sewers just like everyone else. It was hard to go back, when Richie blew up on Bill, you were the first to side with him. You walked away. Not because you were scared, but what was the point?

You were one of the original members of the losers club, ever since you started to hang out with Eddie and Richie back in the second grade. They were your family. But that all changed the Summer after Georgie went missing.

That was when all of your insecurities started to crack though your hard exterior. You started to feel like they had moved on from you. You were always in the back of the group, sometimes they forgot to tell you about plans, and worst of all, Bill started to look at Beverly how he used to look at you.

You were in love with Bill. There was no other word for it. If he called you were there, you barely left his side during the search for Georgie, you were there to make sure he ate or changed his clothes, you walked him to school and even went as far to stand up to Henry Bowers for him.

So it hurt like hell when he and everyone suddenly cut you out. You hadn’t even told them about when It came to see you a few nights after everyone split up. You had been asleep in bed when you woke up to a weird sensation on your feet. You saw Bill massaging them “Bill?” You croaked out. You knew it wasn’t him. He looked different. He felt different, he was just different. “W-what are you doing here?” You asked, he slowly started to walk around the side of your bed, trailing up your leg with a single finger.

He stopped standing over your head. “I came to see you (y/n).” He didn’t even stutter. “No. You're not Bill.” You started to sit up and move away from him when he grabbed your wrist. “Am I not real enough for you?” It asked, tears started to stream down your face. “Let me go! I want to go!” Its grip tightened, you looked around for something to hit it with, but you turned back and screamed when it was no longer Bill and instead a tall clown, smiling down on you.

As you whimpered it moved it’s hand up your arm to your shoulder and then you neck. “I was real enough for Georgie!” It laughed as you gasped when his grasp on your neck tightened and everything went black.

You would have never believed it wasn’t just a nightmare if it wasn’t for the fact that when you woke up in the morning there were scars from nails on you neck and dried blood on your pillow. That was also the day you started to wear your hair down.

Richie was the one to call you about Beverly. At first you thought he was joking so you hung up the phone after telling him to fuck off. But when he called back you knew something was up. So you biked to the old crack house.

When you pulled up everyone was waiting outside. Bill and Stan gave you a funny look. “What?” You snapped. Richie turned with a smile at the sound of your voice which fell right off when he saw you. “Why’s your hair down?” He asked, it caught you off guard. “Because why not, What’s it to you anyways?”

Richie put his hands up and stepped back from you, “Well it’s someone’s time of the month.” You rolled your eyes and flipped him off. “R-ready?” Bill asked, everyone nodded except for Stan who looked just about ready to shit himself. You huffed and followed them into the house.

You and Mike were the only ones still at the top of the well when Henry got there. He went after Mike first, and when Mike was down it was your turn. He punched you a few times in the stomach and then held you up the wall by only your neck. You swear there was nothing behind his eyes.

Right before you would black out mike kicked Henry’s legs out from under him, causing Henry to return to him. He was about to shoot Mike with the bolt gun when you picked up pipe and hit him on the back of the head. Not hard enough to knock him out though. You stepped back when he stood up and turned to you with a smile that could kill All by itself.

You screamed and hit him with the pipe right on the nose, blood shot back onto your face as he fell down the well. You looked over the edge with Mike down to the rest of the losers. “Woah, you two look like shit!” Richie yelled up.

You and Mike got down to the tunnels and everyone started to walk. You fell behind with Stan a little, both of you didn’t want to be here but for some unknown reason felt like you owed it to your friends.

Everyone in front of the two of you were talking when the sound of a pebble hitting the wall made you both turn. There in the tunnel was It leaning into you view. “Stan-” “yeah I see it.” It waved and then leaned back hiding himself again. You two made eye contact and when you looked back to the group they were gone. “Guys?” you asked, Stan shook his head and the two of you started to rush through the tunnels. You ended up in a roundabout type thing.

You went on way around the circle and Stan went the other but when you would have met him in the middle he was gone. “Stan? Stan!” he was just gone, into thin air. You started to frantically look around for any sign of him.

“Hiya (y/n)!” you turned at Richie's cheery laugh. “Richie?” you started towards him when you saw the balloon he was holding behind his back. “No.” you stopped dead in your tracks. “Wanna know a secret?” you turned around to see Eddie now standing where you had just been.

You shook your head, hair tangling in front of your eyes. “Come on (y/n)” to your right Ben had another balloon. “You’ve been replaced…” Beverly was on your left, tears now brimming your eyes. “Please.” you begged it to stop. “I don't need you anymore… I don't want you anymore.” it felt like a cut across your back. You turned slowly hoping your ears deceived you, but sure enough there was Bill. the same bill from the night in bed. The different bill.

“No, no, no,” you couldn't form any other words, you stumbled back into one of the tunnels as your friends gathered in front of you spitting venom. “Just go home.” “you're useless.” you covered your ears and cried, praying this was a nightmare you could wake up from. “You make me sick.”

You tripped over a stick and fall back into the greywater. “We never even liked you.” something warm was running down your back. You tried to pull yourself further from the creatures as you put a hand to the back of your neck. You looked back at your hand and screeched, it was cover with your thick blood.

The cuts from where Its nails had dug in someone broke. Letting blood flood out of your neck. “Help!” you screamed at the top of your lungs. “No one cares,” “there's no point of yelling.” “no one even noticed you were gone.”

Right when you were about to give up a pair of arms wrapped around yours and pulled you backwards. “(y/n)! It was Bill, the real Bill this time. “Bill?” you pulled yourself away from him. “You left me! You didn't even care.” you yelled. You saw the others behind him and Stan with blood circling his face and fresh tear tracks. “No I p-promise. It was I-It!” you shook your head but everything was started to get blurry. You had forgot about the cuts, you fell forward into his arms. You couldn't stop crying.

You blacked out for a while after that but woke up mid fight with It. richie hit him with a bat. Before you thought about what was happening you pulled out a umbella from the pull of junk you had been propped against. It went to the losers, changing into their weakness. As soon as it locked eyes with you, you knew you had to fight. You stood up and it shifted into Bill. “I don't wan-” you screamed and stabbed in right in the heart with the tip of the umbrella sending it back to beverly.

A few days later, after you had went to the hospital and told them it was Henry Bowers, you met the rest of the losers in the field. You all stood in a circle. Bill made a speech about coming back to derry or something but you were to zoned out to really be listening. You did however notice when he took a piece of glass and cut his hand. He nodded and then started around the circle. When he got to you he paused for almost too long.

“Come on B-B-Billie, we don't have all day!” Richie yelled from behind him. Bill shook his head and cut your palm causing you to wince. “Shit.” you gritted your teeth. Bill took his place next to you and grabbed your hand. Everyone went around the circle clasping one another's hands for better or for worse. “I hate you guys.” Stan cracked a smile and everyone laughed gently.

One by one everyone left until it was just you and Bill. “I should probably be getting home.” you spoke quietly. Like you meant brake the moment. He nodded and you stood up started to walk away. “(y/n)!” you turned around, he was already running towards you. “I-I-I-” he cut himself of but kissing you. He pulled away and you cracked a smile. You placed your hand on his cheek and leaned in again. This it lasted longer, it was sweeter, it was real Bill. who was really kissing you. “I do need you.” He whispered as he placed his forehead against yours.