#I've gotten dangerously attached to my guild mates

[letheldosage]

It's difficult to allow myself to get attached to people esp within this fandom climate when they don't know my social media and know my stance on fiction. Because I'm always TERRIFIED if I get close without letting them know I can be weird, it'll just end in disgust and disdain. But it's hard after spending time with and joking around with a group of people that you can tentatively consider friends, maybe a little more than acquaintances but enough to have fun and enjoy each other's company, not to get attached. It's hard. It's so easy to be afraid and I wear my fragile heart on my sleeve but it's so hard not to smile and want more. I'll allow myself more, just this once, and maybe it'll be just fine.