#I've been working on this in small doses since the fic was posted

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@elisemochi's fanfic "Pendant of Embroidered Flower Petals" inspired me to draw this~

[freakrenaissance]

FANFIC REC MASTERLIST!!!!!!!

It's gonna be quite the undertaking....it'll probably take me a few weeks...but I thought I'd use the remainder of Valentine's Day for a true labor of love.

Still plugging away!!! Thanks so much to all who have liked & reblogged this monster of a list! I won't stop til all my faves are saved here...these masterpieces deserve it! (Check the bottom of the post for the date/time of latest update)

I'm gonna start categorizing alllll the juicy fanfic I'm collecting, so it's easier for me & my tribe to finds what we needs.

The artistry. My goodness. The hellsite we're all addicted to doesn't always show us the goods (tags, searches...you're still left wanting), so, it's high time i created my own card catalogue

I'm going to tag all my lovelies, my faves, & try to categorize them accordingly. Bear in mind, I'm NOT Tumblr savvy, even though i've been on this site for YEARS, so if you take issue with anything, please, POLITELY let me know. Also, if you don't wanna be a part of my lists, feel free to shoot me a message, & I'll remove ya, np ;)

Enjoy!!! & Please, like, share & REBLOG!!!!!!!! & remember: HEED ALL WARNINGS! ALL FICS ARE RATED E, UNLESS OTHERWISE INDICATED

THERE BE BOTH SMUT & FLUFF AHEAD....IF YOU'RE HERE, YOU SHOULD BE OVER 18!!!!!!

Pedro Pascal Characters

Pedro is my love. Has been since before that dark day In King's Landing ...These are the fics that I can't live without:

The Mandalorian/Din Djarin

Fic Rec Lists:

Din - @amorevolousfaith

First Class to Tatooine - @mandosmistress

multi part fic that has made the wait for season 3 an absolute JOY! Fills in every gap in the most delicious ways

Look - @omgreally

one shot - Touch-starved din, making me weak

Dosed - @absurdthirst

one of my all time favorite sex pollen fics!!! sooo delish

Hard Candy - @ezrasbirdie

possessive, bodyguard Din. Need i say more?

You became all the things I wished for, all the things I hoped - @charnelhouse

This entire series! Domestic din at his FINEST

Shared (ft. Paz Vizsla) - @javier-pena

delicously depraved, & exactly where i wanna be. lil dark...mind your warnings. but, omg, what a fave,,,,i've read this so many times! lol

Tattoo My Heart - @mandosmistress

I loooove this fic! our favorite bounty hunter, getting all tatted up & being sexy...I've read this countless times...definitely a fave

i’ve flown too close to the sun - @charnelhouse

One of my all time favorite Din series! That's it. That's the rec. Go check it out immediately!!!

Tie Me Up, Hold Me Down - @mandosmistress

younger din, showing off his knot-tying skills. Dominant & delish

Ner Yaim (My Home) - @dindjarindiaries (G)

A rare bit of fluff. Domestic DIn is my jam...this is adorbs

Carry Me To Safety - @221bshrlocked

More of Din & a lil lactation. this is a series, & I highly recommend going back & reading the whole thing (I'm about to start it all over again) this gem has it ALL

Lord Mandalore - @babybugwrites

Teasing the king in public...ill advised :) Smut ensues. Sign me up!!!

Chemical Feelings - @absurdthirst

One of my all time favorite sex pollen fics! (I should probably just make a whole sex pollen list lol)

Bred - @absurdthirst

One of the best Alpha Din fics in the galaxy. Including shenanigans from our favorite lil baby green bean.

Stuck - @omgreally

Trapped in a small space with our bounty hunter. What's the opposite of claustrophobia? This is one of my faves to reread right here

Marcus Moreno

Frankie "Catfish" Morales

Take Care of You - @whiskeynwriting

Edging Frankie. Sooo perfect

View - @say-al0e

Long distance lovin with Frankie

Ezra (Prospect)

A Girl Walks Into a Bookshop (T) - @oonajaeadira

Bookshop owner Ezra. I think thats nuff said <3

Jack "Whiskey" Daniels

Oberyn Martell

Marcus Pike

Pizza Comes Third - @whataperfectwasteoftime

Marcus finds your nipple clamps at work...then dreams come true lol,,,i love everything about this gem

Good to Know - @221bshrlocked

New Boyfriend Marcus. Size & age difference kink...sooo sweet!

Javier Pena

Dieter Bravo

A Little Like Strip Poker - @mandosmistress

DIrty, & delicious Dieter at his FINEST! The first Dieter fic I ever read, & still one of my faves

Hubris - @javier-pena

A lil hate sex with asshole Dieter. I adore this (every) version of him

In The Script - @the-fic-baker

Running lines with cocky, asshole Dieter. Love this! lol

Measurements - @boliv-jenta

Working on set with asshole Dieter...Gotta go reread every part of this!

Mr. Ben / SNL Pedro

Maxwell Lord

Joel Miller

"The Thief"

Pero Tovar

David York

'Aw, why are you shy now?' - @danidrabbles

I think this was the first time I ever read a Dave fic, & Omg, i was instantly hooked. So intense & delish

Javier Gutierrez

Chris Evans Characters

Oh, Chris. Yes, captain, my captain. It truly is America's ass :) These fics vary in their intensity...be forewarned. There's something very saucy about seeing the golden boy all tarnished ;)

Steve Rogers (AU)

Silent Whispers (i) - @bonky-n-steeb

Lumberjack Alpha!Steve. I need him to be real :P Completed trilogy!

Captain America

Curtis Everett

Ransom Drysdale

Ari Levinson

Lloyd Hansen

Andy Barber

Chris Evans RPF

Sebastian Stan Characters

The winter soldier is the part of a lifetime...but i'm still salty that the mcu stole him from once upon a time. He was a sexy ass mad hatter. gotta find all the jefferson fics!!!

Bucky Barnes / The Winter Soldier

honey, there is no right way (i) - @bonky-n-steeb

Sugar daddy, mob AU Bucky. This has so many layers of awesomeness, I can't even begin. Just go read it :)

nothing holding me back - @bonky-n-steeb

Alpha Bucky being sooo sweet & sexy! Roomies in Love!!!

A Proper Welcome - @navybrat817

More Alpha Bucky, with a special guest...this is one of my faves!

no sweeter innocence - @bonky-n-steeb

Another fave! Dom Bucky corrupting Tony's daughter....sooo yum!

Dinner and Diatribes - @darkficsyouneveraskedfor

A dark, regency AU for your pleasure..this is a stunning series!

Whiteout - @dilemmaontwolegs

Oh, to get stuck in a storm with Bucky Barnes...Let it snow, baby!!!

Make You Mine - @bonky-n-steeb

Alpha Bucky, all emotionally wounded...until he takes what he deserves. omg, I love this fic!

None Like You - @bonky-n-steeb

Football (soccer) player bucky, being all dominant in the locker room. this baby is delish. & i love his character in this!! It's a series...settle in :)

I'm a Fiend & You're All I Need - @bonky-n-steeb

Getting hubby Bucky to go harder...an embarrassment of riches lol Dominant Bucky deliciousness

Nick Fowler

Trust Me - @navybrat817

A lil Dominant Nick, with a sprinkle of feels. SO delish

Jefferson / The Mad Hatter

Oscar Isaac Characters

Mercy. I fell in love with this marvelous actor before i even knew what he looked like! I still can't believe he was apocalypse in x-men. & then you get a look at him?! Good gravy. Him & my hubby pedro together. My dreams have come true.

Poe Dameron

Santiago Garcia

Tom Hiddleston Characters

This one was a sleeper lol...out of nowhere he attacked me with those cheekbones & that accent....very friggin Loki

Loki

Jurassic Park Characters

One of my first fandoms EVER! I cut my teeth on dinosaurs, just like a normal kid....then things got nastay! lol Sometimes i'm in the mood for the OG, sometimes i want Owen & Claire. Here's a collection of my faves.

Owen Grady & Claire Dearing

Maisie Lockwood

Alan Grant & Ellie Satler

Ian Malcolm

Bridgerton

Doctor Who (These will mostly involve my river)

Right Person, Wrong Time - 11 x River Song - @mnemosyne-musing

Sugar Baby with Your Champagne Eyes - 12 x River Song @mygalfriday

Miscellaneous Characters:

My Love is Vengeance - Bruce Wayne- @charnelhouse

(more coming sooooooon. gtg back to orders, & i'm very tired. stay tuned for more updates!!!)

4:59am est 02/15/23 - started

10:00am est 04/06/23 - last updated

[azumasoroshi]

going fucking insane over one of my wips because it's for a really small subgroup of a really small fandom of a really small fandom of a really big fandom that everyone fucking hates because people are cancelled like every other week and basically i cant talk about it with anyone without needing to explain like 60 pages worth of story that I wrote PLUS no one wants to talk about me because it's one of the cringiest ships in existence that sounds HORRENDOUSLY heteronormative on paper and like half the fandom calls them siblings even though they have been confirmed multiple times not to be and the other half is like oh the girl would never be in love with the guy because she's in love with the player!! as if being in love with her ideal of the player is healthy for her all and can't change or she can't fall out of love with someone whose interactions were limited to basically just looking at her, clicking through her text and DELETING HER

yeah so is about monipai as in monika from ddlc and senpai from friday fucking night funkin (i know. im sorry) im so down horrendous im on like seventeen doses of copium and counting and there's 11 total monipai works on ao3

one of them is mine and the other ones are either written by a 10 year old (because it's fucking fnf, what sane adult would write unironic fnf fanfiction) or unfinished (because fnf fics get no traction and unless you're fucking insane like me and have 60 pages of pure brainrot there is NOTHING keeping you going for such a nonexistent audience) and oh my god why am i here

the other fandoms ive been in recently are vashwood and shizaya and those are great!! those are normal!! vashwood has been getting boatloads of content that i cant stop looking at/reading and im getting fun ideas for aus and there's so many people in the community rn to interact with

and shizaya is a bit of struggle because the fandom is smaller but there's so much older content to go through/reread that it's fine and my posts about them get some traction and in some places you can actually talk to people who have been in the fandom from the beginning of time and overall it's a good fun time

AND THEN THERE'S MONIPAI. the ONE straight (bi4bi according to me and im always right) ship in fnf that no one likes because they're "sibling coded" for some god forsaken reason (and im usually all for sibling headcanons/prefer them over romantic ones but NOT THIS ONE SENPAI LITERALLY CONFESSED HIS LOVE FOR HER IN THE MOD) and it'll only make sense to people who like DDTO enough to not forget about it after playing like 19832529 other mods and even THEN like half of them ship it in the really cringe heteronormative way that dudebros ship them like GOD FUCKING HELL GET ME OUT OF HERE

ive never been madder about anything ive shipped ever. i LOVE getting comments on my fic and im surprised ive gotten any at all but holy shit

you know that one person who made like 3000 fics for their honeyworks throuple. honey i feel you cuz what the fuck is this

and with my usual ships i can send them to my friends who know what to expect and be like ok so these are the gayasses you're obsessed with this week but with this one. like the very premise is so ridiculous id be laughed out of their dms but this is literally like the most in-depth and serious ive gotten about any of my fanfiction plots ever (there's like themes and callbacks and motifs and everything, thats how you know it's bad). this is probably better written than my book drafts and it makes me SO MAD

ive even considered like. what if i just made them my ocs, since i've developed them so much and the plot is entirely my own creation. that might even be easier but the fic is so heavily based off of canon content that it just wouldntd make SENSE how am i supposed to rewrite all that canon lore when i take them out of it. i cant. im stuck tying them to ddtoverse

back to what i was originally talking about: basically i got this really nice comment on ao3 on my monipai fic and i was smiling really hard and spinning in my chair and i was inspired to try and write again so i update my. oh it's 71 pages. 71 page document to try and update chapter 3 and i end up going to my other ideas and workshopping them and suddenly ive penned down ideas for 4 DIFFERENT CLIMAXES?????????? AND THEY ALL HAVE THEIR PROS AND CONS AND THEY ALL BASICALLY LEAD TO THE SAME ENDNIG AND I DONT KNOW WHICH ONE TO CHOOSE AND I CANT ASK ANYONE BECAUSE IF THEY'RE INTERESTED ENOUGH TO READ IT I WANT THEM TO READ THE FIC AS IT'S BEING UPDATED BUT NO ONE'S INTERESTED ANYWAY

and trying to ask about which one i should choose while removing all incriminating details (read: monika and senpai's names) is so hard because there's SO much i have to explain as backstory and no one even responds to it anyway so there's no point :sob:

anyway i love monipai and specifically my version of monipai and it's legitmately ruining my life how's your day going

[wanderlustqueen-writes]

Oi oi Alice 🥰

How are you these days ?

You posted a Fic Writers ask game so here I am [as the big fangirl I am lmao !]

3/ Is there a trope you wouldn't touch with a ten foot pole ?

12/ Is there an episode above all others that inspires you just a little bit more ?

20/ Describe your perfect writing conditions.

37/ Talk about your current wips.

I can't wait to read your reply !!

Hugs 🥰

Hi Val 🥰

The current temperature in my city is 32°C, so I'm melting into my phone as I type this, but other than that I'm fine lmao hope you're good too!

3) Is there a trope you wouldn't touch with a ten foot pole ?

YES: MISCOMMUNICATION!!

It's a pet peeve of mine when the plot (specially a romantic one) revolves basically around characters missinterpreting something, making wrong assumptions or failing to share vital pieces of information they have no good reason to withhold.

I believe if used in small doses, and if it's befitting the characters, miscomunication can spice up a story, but it's hard to pull off well 🤐

12) Is there an episode above all others that inspires you just a little bit more?

This is a tough one!

At first glance, I would say no, because when something stirs my feelings to the point of motivating me to write, it's usually the narrative working as a whole rather than its specific parts. For example, I have a hard time pinpointing when I fell in love with Levihan. It just happened, throughout all their interactions with each other and other characters, and when I realized it I was already hooked. That being said, there are definetly some moments that stand out to me when I think about Levihan, and that I try to channel when I'm writing this pairing. These are:

1. Their first iteractions, with them teasing each other.

2. The parallel of Levi and Hange threatening the female Titan.

3. The entirety of the Ilse's Notebook OVA, specially these parts:

20) Describe your perfect writing conditions.

Basically being alone in my house with no other pressing tasks on queue, which unfortunately happens once every 84 years 🥲

37) Talk about your current wips.

My only WIP at the moment is my Levihan X-Files AU, The Truth Is Out There But So Is Love, and things are going... pretty slow (I'm so sorry guuuys 🥺). So far I've written scene 1 out of 5 from the next chapter, but it's because I haven't been able to write as much as I'd like.

Since this is my first ever multichapter fic (13 yo Twilight fic excluded lol) I'm refraining from writing other stuff, because I fear I'll get sidetracked. Hopefully, I'll get more chances to write, so I can post the final 2 chapters before march 3rd!

@youre-ackermine thank you so much for the ask, mon ami 💕 sorry for taking so long to answer!

[lemonluvgirl]

Hi there! I recently discovered Golden Cages & Borrowed Wings and I am obsessed!!!! I was just wondering, any progress on a new chapter?

Hi! First of all, thank you for reading!

Golden Cages is like my angsty, complex love interest at the moment. We've been in an on-again, off-again relationship for the last couple of months, LOL.

Its the kind of fic I need to write in small doses because its at such a low point for the main characters story-wise that it almost physically hurts me to write about about the trauma they are experiencing. And that's my own fault, not anybody else's.

But to be honest, yes I have a good portion of the next chapter written. And since you asked so nicely I will insert a teaser in this post....

(Katniss POV)

Sometimes when I’ve had an especially bad day, my brain will send me a good dream. These days I have a lot of pleasant dreams. They offer me an escape from everything going on around me that I can't find when I'm awake.

When I am able to sleep that is. Sometimes I’m too high strung or too terrified to fall asleep after a bad day. But there’s only so long the human body can go without snapping, and despite my desire to end this disaster that is now my life, my body still clings to self preservation. It shuts down without my input. As if to prove that I no longer have any say in anything, not even when I yearn to feel myself come apart at the seams and go completely mad. I am so tired of trying to hold on, trying to hold it all together. There is nothing left for me to cling to. Except the dreams.

It's like my subconscious is working to keep me on the hook. Feeding me just enough to keep me alive, but not enough to help me any more than that.

I dream of a lot of things.

Swimming in the lake after going hunting with my father. Singing old mountain airs in the lazy afternoons when he would return home from the mines and dance with mother in the kitchen after supper. Trying to teach Prim a two-step when she was five years old and saw people dancing at the harvest festival for the first time. The first time I ate an orange. The first time Prim said my name.

My dreams are filled with long gone days of my family being healthy and whole. The times before I understood what a dark place the world was. Before I understood what death was.

There are other dreams…that are happy but tinged with an undercurrent of sadness. Sometimes I dream of a dark skinned little girl with beautiful corkscrew curls jumping and flitting among the trees like a bird. I dream of her trilling four-note song. We share food around a campfire and I give her my rabbit leg. I hold her in my arms as we tuck into my sleeping bag at night and I promise not to let her go. I feel a sense of safety and comfort in guarding her that makes me happy and warm.

“I’ll never leave you.” I sing the words to her as she sleeps in my arms, filled with a wonderful sense of hope and love, fearing only the moment she wakes up.

“But you have to.” She always tells me when the morning comes.

So, yeah. There it is. A small part of the next chapter that will be written from Katniss' perspective. I still haven't finished writing it, but I hope you like the teaser. And I'll definitely be working on this more now that I've gotten past my writer's block that I had with the last chapter.

Thanks again for asking!

[mykingdomforasong]

Yeah, I mean, it seems like we are not in disagreement with one another.

I agree completely that DinLuke is often a rehashing of early 2000s Yaoi tropes, which were already homophobic, and only get more problematic with the intersection of ethnicity. The big issue is a lot of people are more interested in writing yaoi than writing these characters, as you said. And that's what I (and many others) have been saying as well. That's what makes DinLuke such a toxic place, and what makes looking for fic such a pain, because you really can't escape it no matter what tags, ratings, or authors you avoid.

And I also agree that people are often forced to talk about their personal experience and subject those experiences to scrutiny. The argument often gets made that "it's just fiction, so it doesn't matter," so people have to talk about their experiences as a member of X community just to be able to say "actually, it does affect reality. It does affect me." I've had to do that in the last few days re: my sexuality, as have other about their own sexuality and/or Latinx identity. I've also seen people get told they can't talk about it, because they don't occupy the "right" positionality (which is bullshit, because you don't need to be of a certain group in order to recognize that something is problematic and worth talking about.) And even if you do occupy that position, you shouldn't be obligated to talk about it.

I really appreciate the response, because I really think we're on the same page. These yaoi tropes are really unavoidable. And anyone who wants to speak up against them needs to make themselves as vulnerable as possible just to be taken seriously, and then they still risk harassment. And that's what makes this fandom a toxic and unfun place. It's why I left for about 6 months in 2021, and never joined the new server. The "live and let live" and "don't like don't read" attitudes, I think, are good in small doses (like encouraging people not to send hate or dog-pile on people), but it doesn't work in the macro, because it just lets stuff like this go unchecked for too long.

I think the posts from Monday and Tuesday really get at this better than the initial Sunday posts; there's been a lot of moves away from talking just about the dark stuff to talking about the whole of the community. I stand by the posts I made on Sunday and the critiques I have of Dark!DinLuke, but I guess I could understand why they might read as a witch hunt (I disagree, but I could understand it). But since then, the conversation has really moved to what you're talking about here -- the fandom as a whole, and the reality that if all the Dark!Din content evaporated tomorrow, the problem wouldn't go away.

What I feel funny the most about the current so called discourse within the dinluke fandom rn is that it's just not fucking new at all, yall shit around about one matter in different fonts once every two weeks and it's a circle by now.

When will you realise that the matter does not lie within the old server, or about dark contents, or about feminised Luke so and so?

The problem is that sometimes I feel like as if you're writing fanfictions for a version of fanfiction, not Din, not Luke, not Din & Luke, because you don't bother to get to know the character at all.

Scratch all that raging justice aside for one hot damn minute because everybody is trying to speak over somebody all at once, it's ridiculous.

The fact that some use this opportunity to turn the entire cascade into a witch hunt like, come on, that puritan behaviour isn't going to put you into a holier-than-thou position. You're not a bigger person or better than anyone for having pride in yourself for not consuming anything remotely "problematic."

This fandom needs to know hubris and a reminder that this ship is no more than a crack ship that's what I fucking think.