#I'ts so exhausting to constantly want to do a good job and please people. And those aren't the same things I know.

[thecoolestfreakyouknow]

okay i just need to rant for a moment. WHY would the universe schedule interviews for another team member in my department that I had to come into the office to attend AND my very first introductory PhD Supervision session on the same day. SPECIFICIALLY a whole day event. I need to prepare for my meeting, even though it's remote; I can't just leave the room and roll up!!!!! There is prep and thinking to do!!!!! This will just ruin my whole vibe and concentration and I want to do start off in a good fucking way. I will be tired because of 6am wake up to do a 2 hour train ride to the office and not be in the mood for the thing I signed up for because I love it. I planned it on a Monday just SO I wouldn't have to go in, and be freshly ready and had enough sleep. FUCK my life