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I'm currently fresh out of ideas for short stories and I'd like to write something, feel free to send in requests or prompts if you'd like!
#I'm working on a larger project#so coming up with short story ideas has been a bit hard recently#but I'd really like to write some#so if there is anything you feel like tossing my way#feel free to put it in my ask box#or tag me#that works perfectly well too!
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Kingdom Hearts || Riku on the Paopu Tree
#khgraphics#khgifs#khedits#gamingedit#kingdom hearts#kingdom hearts 1#riku#video games#*gif#mine#been a while since i've giffed kh !!!#i am working on a larger project so i'm probably going to have a lot of alternate shots+extras incoming 👀👀
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My cooktown orchid pups turned one this month! They likely won't ever flower, as cooktowns are notoriously finicky.
#artists on tumblr#my art#traditional art#painting#watercolour#cooktown orchid#orchid#dendrobium#draakart#2024#been a bit overwhelmed by everything lately#so have been avoiding social media a bit#also got some larger projects that I'm working on as well which is taking a while#and a decent amt of research on distressing topics to do#and I wanna make something for the solarpunk collab this year too#hopefully i'll get around to that#hope everyone else is doing alright#as alright as one can do in an ongoing genocide with governments that crave human extinction
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An illustration of Bani, my cat who passed away at the beginning of March 2023. She was my best friend. I still miss her every day.
A little writeup/”poem”(?) about her last few years under the cut.
When Bani was diagnosed with chronic kidney disease in early 2020, I asked her to make it through the pandemic because it felt like the world was ending and I couldn't lose her, too. And she did.
When we moved to a new state in 2021, we asked her to make it for a while in the new house because I didn't want this happy new chapter of our lives to be tainted with such a painful loss so early on. I wanted the house to feel like our family’s house, not "the house without Bani." And she did.
When she had her first major health crisis in early summer 2022 at the same time I was trying to job hunt, I asked her to make it through me getting settled into the new job, because I was already feeling out of my depth and struggling with the adjustment and needed her support and love to keep strong. And she did.
When she was almost 18 in fall of 2022, we asked her to make it to 18, because I had been telling people for ages that my cat was "almost 18 years old" and I didn't want her to always be "almost 18 years old". I wanted to celebrate her birthday with her. And she did.
When we had plans to leave for Christmas at the end of 2022, we asked her to make it through until we got back, because it would be too impossibly sad for her to pass while we weren't here to be with her. And she did.
When my birthday was coming up in January 2023, I asked her to make it past my birthday, because I wanted to be with her on my birthday. And she did.
The winter has been long and hard and cold and miserable. Earlier this winter, before Christmas, Katie asked her to make it to March. I thought that March was a lot to ask of such an old cat. I wasn’t sure if she had that much juice left in her. I would understand if she didn’t.
But she did. At 18 years and 3 months old, she made it to March 2nd, 2023. But by then she was very old and very, very tired. Katie and I told her it was alright, she’d done enough and could rest now.
She passed away in my arms, on her favorite pillow, with Aunt Katie beside her, in bed, cozy and warm with a tummy full of cheese, just as she would have wanted.
#pets#cats#pet cat#pet loss#pet portrait#animal death //#death mention //#sorry for little art lately I've been in a bit of a funk since she died#March has been a pretty wretched month overall honestly#April has been... better... but I still feel like I'm not done recovering from March#also been working on some larger non digital art projects and trying to put together a garden
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I couldn't stop thinking about an AU where Daniel resorts to gathering vitae again, this time to 'cure' Hazel, after his Brennenburg adventure💫, thoughts all mainly derived from this loadscreen text that tells us that Hazel is still in hospice care by the time the game's story began.
As much as I love Daniel, I don't think he really learned all that much from his experience even in the most charitable ending towards him in which he saves Agrippa. I can very, VERY easily see him slipping back into old ways if it meant saving Hazel. The most he seems to approach viewing torture as bad is when he realizes he himself no longer counts as an innocent so he can't justify killing others to save himself anymore. But killing no good, horrible, bad people to save HAZEL? Now, we're cooking with gas 😀 💀
#amnesia the dark descent#daniel of mayfair#hazel amnesia#fan art#frictional games#curing hazel AU#is what i'm calling it 🤣 i have a lot of other ideas i've been brainstorming#i'm considering this a title page i guess idk 😐 i kind of want to make this a larger project i work on but we'll see how that turns out 😅#also the lighting here is only for the drama💫 i don't think hazel would actually drink bright blue tea even if daniel gave it to her 😂#other things i'd like to explore in this au maybe: daniel and hazel reuniting/daniel taking her to live with him in london#the orb coming back into the picture wouldn't it be funny if the shadow brought it back like 'here you forgot this' lmao#obvs not SAYING that but the vibe💫#daniel being a bad scary man again which is highkey heartbreaking to imagine 🥲#daniel almost getting caught by authorities and giving them the orb like 'here's all the info you need 😊' knowing damn well he just marked#those men for the shadow now rip#hazel living a 'normal' life not knowing what daniel be up to#hazel being healthy 🥲#hazel meeting the mandus she meets that is oswald's great grandfather?#i have IDEAS#and i know most of them probably won't get drawn which is why i'm word vomiting them into the tags 🤣
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day 26
someday if i can figure out how the hell people get these things made i would like to do some little destiny & malice acrylic charms. i think those are so fun. and while i mostly want them for Myself i figure that if i DID figure out the process, i should maybe open up the option to anyone else that might want them, soooo...
informal poll: if i figure out how all that works, would any of y'all be into that, and approximately how many of you?
#day 26#year 5#my ocs#destiny chainsaw#malice winterfang#i know i've said i don't really like the idea of commissions and this isnt like a PROMISE or anything#i still have a lot of research to do before i commit to a shop of any kind#BUT. i think like a redbubble or something in that vein might be a manageable project#i mention stickers specifically because that seems like a very manageable thing to produce and ship even if i didnt go through like#a service to do so#particularly because i dont think id get a TON of orders for my niche OCs lol#but if i got some practice with something small like this it MIIIIGHT help me build up to making things for a larger market like...#say... well you know what i'm about over here lmao#we've basically all but gotten the official blessings of the powers that be to make homestuck merch without fear of reprisal at this point#ANYWAY that would be a ways off and be a much MUCH bigger project both artistically and in terms of like#me learning how Online Commerce works from the seller end.#BUT I HAVE BEEN CONSIDERING IT. and it seems to me that it would at least be relatively simple to sell like. prints of old art maybe#i dunno! like i said i'll see how the poll shakes out while i do a bit more research
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ok hiatus for real starting today
hiatus for real
paper 2 is due on Wednesday but I haven't even started the outline; first thing tomorrow i'm going to ask for the smallest of extensions, basically just enough to make up for the past two days
#i could in theory ask for smth larger but they are very insistent that i need to work on managing the size and scope of my projects#there's no way of getting thru to them that “a two week project” is actually a one week project + a week of horrible executive dysfunction#if i'm lucky#gonna go back to the mobile-only strategy since it worked well enough last time#this includes no access to my fandom discord account and the smallest amount of tumblr i can manage#hiatusblogging
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me a few weeks ago: "i should make a google docs version of my buddy cole timeline so i can have it on hand when i interview people for the doc"
a few weeks later
i have a 54-page google doc with each point on my buddy cole timeline in chronological order as well as thorough details of each event and how it contributed to the overall evolution of buddy cole, baseline interview questions for each point, screenshots of interviews and reviews for each project buddy cole appeared in over the past several decades, and dedicated pages for several of the queer writers and performers scott referenced in interviews over the years, along with a list of every time buddy cole swears on camera. i am printing this document out and putting it into a binder that's never leaving my side throughout the rest of production. the binder has its own theme song
#i just kept singing to myself:#''it's the big book of buddy! it's the big buddy binder! it's the product of jessamine having too much time on zir hands!''#so i figured out the chords on my keyboard and now i'm going to record a theme song for my binder of buddy cole facts#tbh i kind of want to use that ''theme song'' for like a series of shortform (under 3 minute) videos while we work on the big project#when something's enough of a fun fact to be interesting but likely won't be able to make it into the larger doc#like the ''list of every time buddy swears'' would be a good segment. i could get an explanation from scott and maybe make people guess#how many times he swears on the tv show itself#i also have a list of ten buddy cole trivia questions i wanted to ask the kids in the hall to see how many obscure facts people remember#so i could chop those up question by question and be like here's the question and now let's see the guesses of the people i interviewed#(i really wish someone else could make a different list of buddy trivia so you could have me vs scott and see who knows more)#(the person who's been playing buddy for almost 40 years vs the nerd who's directing the buddy cole documentary)
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reigen doesn’t know how to use tik tok and at this point he’s too afraid to ask
#mp100#mob psycho 100#reigen arataka#shou suzuki#mp100 reigen#this is part of a larger mp100 sketch dump i'm working on but i loved reigens expression so much i had to post it#projecting the fact that i don't understand what teenagers are ever talking about onto reigen#my art
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So I'm working on a test swatch/color test for a sweater and while working on it I've realized that it would be easier for me to knit if I used circular needles so I check my collection of needles and confirmed that the reason I started using these straight needles was because I don't actually own any size 5 circular needles.
I technically have a gift card for Michael's I could order one, but I don't think they carry what I need from a company I want to buy from (Most of my collection was purchased secondhand, and if I buy new I want to make sure it's something I'll love and use and keep for decades)
#knitting#overall it's looking pretty good and I'm understanding the lace pattern#the major test is the scale since the original pattern is for bust size 35 and that's way too small for me#so I need to know how to adjust the pattern for needle size#my yard weight and the larger bust size#I just remembered I have another vintage sweater in progress so maybe that one is using size 5 circulars#I should probably work on that one too#bleh#I have too many wips#and I need to unpack the rest of my yard stash to see if I have some similar weighted yarn to finish some scrappy socks I have started#see again the comment that I have too many projects at once
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Chatter Chess
I designed a knight's tour-type puzzle that I wanted to share with y'all
Basically, the puzzle is to find the route that unscrambles the sentence that's been scattered across the board below:
Standard knight's tour rules apply (allowed moves are based on how a knight can move in chess, and each square is visited exactly once), and blank squares represent spaces.
For good measure, here's a png knight to go with the board:
I'll add the solution in a reblog ~
#Chess#Knight's tour#Puzzle#Puzzles#Puzzle games#sC original#this is part of a larger personal project I'm working on#but I was happy with how it came out so I wanted to be sure to post it somewhere even if I don't end up finishing the rest
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#man I hate being the expendable one#always the “odd one out”#the group I usually hang out and do class group projects with is conformed of 4 people not counting myself#and the teachers always want to make groups of four people#so of course I'm the one who gets put to the side#and has no choice but to make the projects and assignments with the rest of the people who don't have a group#who are usually fucking useless and I end up doing most of the work myself!#it happened to me in six grade#I had a problem with my middle school group and the teacher let me do all of the assignments alone for the remaining time#which was alright w me because there was no drama and just old reliable me to work with#then I did assignments with this other girl as a pair and it was nice actually#and then we got to the last year of high school and I was part of a larger group again and it was great!#the first time I didn't feel expendable in a group since- idk fourth grade?#but it was the last year of high school ofc so I graduated that and now I'm in college with the same old problem#and y'know it's not that I don't get it#I'm not their friend. I just hang out with them during college hours#and I don't want to be their friend either. I don't feel comfortable being that close with them#I don't consider anyone a friend for that reason. If I don't feel like I can open up to you then you are not my friend#so I get it it's fair I GET IT#I miss our first year at college. we were all the same amount of “close” to each other and there weren't any strong preferences yet#we were “us five” instead of “them four”#and it's frustrating because again. I don't want to be their friend#I just don't want to feel alone#or excluded...#and it's not like I can get in with other group because those are also already conformed as well!#*sighs*#I hate my stupid baka life#ray talks about.💫#vent#personal stuff
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Do I feel bad about falling terminally behind on NaNoWriMo barely a week in after realizing that really the only way I could ever succeed at a November NaNo would be to fundamentally alter the way I participate in or forego whumptober entirely? Yeah.
Am I SO excited for the next whumptober prompt I'm rewriting? YES.
#I really wanted to make progress on this larger project#but there are a couple prompts that i drafted after my self-imposed deadline to switch over to second drafts that i'm so pleased with#that would exist if i had stuck to the oct 15 first draft deadline#it's a lot of work though#i'm just barely over halfway through the rewrites and I do put a LOT of effort into formatting and posting#and it's hard!#so alas...nanowrimo is probably not going to happen this year (again) and i'm making myself ok with that#writing problems
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Fandoms: Alias, Revenge Characters: Sydney Bristow, Daniel Grayson Song: Smother by Daughter Summary: Exploring some of the parallels between the Bristows and the Graysons, mainly between Sydney and Daniel. Content warnings: Character death, suicide attempt, self-harm, alcohol/drug addiction, violence, flashing lights
#aliasedit#alias#sydney bristow#daniel grayson#fanvid#userthing#revengeedit#revenge#reven8e#alias x revenge#myedit#NOT the alias/revenge video i've been working on for the past ten months and yet i ended up liking this one so much more.#(not that the other one is even remotely done)#so it goes like this.#when both of your parents are figures larger than life and to them you're just a puppet to pull in two different directions.#to them you're only a pawn in their never-ending chess game against each other.#and there's nothing you can do to make them look at you differently. and there's nothing you can achieve to make them respect you.#and every time you think you've broken free. every time you think you've found a new better way to escape them.#every time you think you've uncovered the last family secret and you know everything that there's to know.#every time you think that they can't surprise you anymore.#they prove you wrong and show you just how little control over your own life you still have and how little you still know.#sydney; daniel and their dark family legacy. how they deal with it and how they run from it.#alias might not have been interested in talking about how jack's legacy (project christmas) is just as dark as irina's legacy but i am.#i'm always interested in talking about how something that jack created was used to hurt generations of children.#and how sydney might just be the most well-adjusted of them all.#how it's bigger than sydney - bigger than jack experimenting on sydney - because other children's lives were affected as well.#how the reason why everything about that arc feels unfinished#is because a story like that should eventually get to a point where we talk about other victims.#where we talk about what sydney can learn from other victims. where we talk about whether or not she can help them.#where we talk about if she wants to help them and if they can be helped at all.
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Song of the Day: April 27
"For Elise" by Saint Motel
#song of the day#whole song on loop in my head. the chorus is unspeakably catchy but the rest of it's sticky as hell too#'shout out to the girl / over there / in my chair' excellent delivery#love the liveliness of this song. good beat good bounce nice quickstep 'in the hands of my love and oh! my love does her good'#swing right into the fur elise remix. genius refers to it as 'an off-tempo 'jazzed up'' rendition and I gotta say I love that#anyway where the fuck has April gone. work has eaten my month. the 27th my ass I want a refund#tomorrow I'm making a concentrated effort to be a person all day#clean my room work in the garden make a nice curry figure out a way to explain my current story concept without a red string diagram#larger this-week goals include: project timeline for my boss and setting up my tumblr queue and reorganizing my freezer
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