#I'm wondering if my iron or blood sugar maybe sunk low | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

mcalhenwrites · 7 months ago

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I finally get some more sleep only to nearly collapse when getting out of bed. Took some effort to get to the bathroom, wasn't sure I'd stay on my feet. Now I'm back in bed, but I'm hungry and want a shower. I can't do shit about either one, but my roommate doesn't get off until midnight and due to the bed bug situation, finances are too tight for getting food out. Who the fuck would even be open in a rural area? ;A; I hate my body, and I was looking forward to red beans and rice with cornbread. (All boxed, but like... listen. It's food.) I hate fibro, where you are very likely to wake up with less energy and more pain than when you first went to bed!

#mcalhen personal #sometimes I think 'I'm fine and I could work a normal job!'#but I'm reminded frequently that that is a LIE #I don't know what to do right now but I think food would help #problem is we have nothing we can just pop in the microwave or anything like that #money is really tight suddenly due to unexpected bullshit #so we didn't get much at the store this week and figured we'd just work with what we already had at home for meals #I'm hoping if I lie here for a bit and such maybe I'll be okay in an hour to grab a peach cup at least #and once I have food maybe I'll start functioning again #I'm wondering if my iron or blood sugar maybe sunk low

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