#I'm wheezing at my longest tag tbh

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I looked at my year in review...

Ooft.

Tbh I'm not surprised about these blogs. I'm obsessed with @thehauntingsource and @mikeflanaganuniverse

@volturgeist is so loveable that I melt every three seconds.

@finniestoncrane my wee finnie has me sobbing all day long and I love my wee finnie.

That like-rain-or-confetti person is a bitch though...fuck that one.

LMAO NOT ME ANSWERING HATE MAIL AND IT GOT NOTED FOR THE LONGEST TAG. IM WHEEZING. 😂 😂 😂 😂

[kitten4sannie]

groupie anon back at it again!! also this nickname has me BLUSHING grhsfbksj also reading your replies is always so fun because I get to see my original message too (I have a terrible memory and so it's always a surprise for me too)

my rant is significantly shorter this time, though I do have to address one thing: calling yungi the 'twin towers' was FOUULL. it had me wheezing, that shit was hilarious and I will be using that from now on.

I write for different anime fandoms! (I feel like I gave my account away hahaha oh well, oopsie). see, I prefer writing fluff because it makes me blush and act even more delulu than I already am, but smut is your forte. you write it so well it makes me curl up into a ball and wonder what good I did in my life to deserve such immaculate pieces of literature.

also I spent almost all day at work today thinking about what I could write about for my first kpop fanfic and I've circled back to this one idea like 5 times.... sannie sick fic. SANNIE SICK FIC!!!!! no seriously imagine him all snotty and flushed, BEGGING to be cuddled but you can't because he's contagious, so you make him soup and tuck him in and he's so cute and soft and his hair is definitely greasy because he's been in bed for almost a week straight (but you give him a scalp massage because he's sannie and nothing can keep you away from him) but not even a yucky virus can stop his talkativeness and he keeps rambling until you shove a spoonful of soup into his mouth to shut him up and he's so FLIRTY like sir are you sick or are you drunk?? he's so in love and reader is just as in love with him back.

phew.

okay so sannie came up and suddenly I'm a liar for saying my rant would be shorter this time (isn't this the longest message I've sent so far??). I think you can tell why I enjoyed that san fic so much ahdbsjfbs he's got me in the tightest chokehold, there's nothing I wouldn't let him do. absolutely nothing, anything that was once off the table is very much on the table if he wishes it to be. the man can reach inside my body, pull out one of my kidneys, sell it, then fuck me into the mattress, and I would still get on my knees and beg to suck his dick afterwards. seonghwa, too, can treat me like I'm nothing but a couple holes to play with. I genuinely need to censor myself right now because if I say any more, the psych ward people might come for me.

also drummer jongho is so... yes. despite not reading any jongho fics, I will be found dead before I ever deny that that man does not give off the most attractive energy ever, but he's also a cute little teddy bear. personally, I love fics where he's my little brother hafjdbf, they're literally always the best ones ahaha.

uni started again for the year and I thought I'd be more busy with that and work, but I will personally make time to write that sannie fic because it's life or death at this point tbh. happiness doesn't come from grades, it comes from booseoksoon and sannie sick fics. also it would be nice to actually chat normally rather than through asks hahhaha.

until next time!! (I will read the valentine day hwa fic tonight, so you will probably get another message from me soon - I read the tags, I need a couple hours to mentally prepare for it)

P.S., my laptop crashed three times while I was writing this, but the universe will never stop me from sharing my love.

hey!! blushing pleaseee stop being so wholesome rn i can’t take it 😭😭 i love it too it’s like we’re public pen pals ;;;; pffff no same i have the memory of a fruit fly i prob won’t even remember what i typed out after i finish this sentence jshdgd

it was so foul fnrrrr but also so true!! i actually saw someone else on here use that term so kudos to them for coining that shit’s funny af and i’m glad you could get a good laugh out of it!

anime fandoms hmmmmm i’m gonna do a little investigating 👀🔍 ughhh i love fluff that shit makes me blush harder than hardcore smut i swear ??? pleasee you’re gassing me up sm it’s making me feel like debby ryan in that one movie 😭

little cut here

SICK SANNIE FIC ???? my third eye is open and my chakras are aligned like - you’re a genius dude!!! NOT FEEDING HIM SOUP AND GIVING HIM A SCALP MASSAGE AND HES ALL FLUSHED AND HES STILL FLIRTINGGGG EVEN THOSE HES DYING THATS SO FUCKING SWEET IM GETTING A CAVITY RN,, sorry for yelling but damn son

BROOOO I CANT - the thirstiness for san is so fucking relatable it hurts like i swear i’ve never been down this bad for anyone before but i would actually sell my soul to lucifer himself rn just to be a hole for that man but honestly anyone and everyone in ateez could get 25/8 and it’s cool the psych ward is knocking at my door as we speak 💅🏼

jongho was actually my very first bias!! his stage presence and voice during the their first mama performance (which was the first ateez thing i ever saw) blew me away and THEN i find out he’s the sweetest, softest, most respectful man to ever exist ??? and his gummy smile broooo holy shit

i hope uni and work goes well! exactly you should do the things you love 💕 feel free to send me a message! i don’t bite <3 i hope you enjoy it! i don’t blame you every time i see a tag for sub hwa my brain feels a little fuzzy ngl. i’m sorry it crashed ;; i appreciate you sharing it with me 💜

nooo i’m sorry it crashed! my phone closes tumblr all the time when i’m in the middle of typing and it takes years off my life 😔 god you’re so sweet 😭

[kagetsukai]

I posted 541 times in 2022

13 posts created (2%)

528 posts reblogged (98%)

Blogs I reblogged the most:

@jellydishes

@feralgoblintea

@heroofshield

@mapplestrudel

@out-of-the-embers

I tagged 473 of my posts in 2022

Only 13% of my posts had no tags

#avenue queue - 425 posts

#dragon age - 65 posts

#art rec - 58 posts

#da:i - 37 posts

#signal boost - 32 posts

#i'm wheezing - 32 posts

#cullen rutherford - 28 posts

#commander handsome - 26 posts

#humor - 22 posts

#love it - 15 posts

Longest Tag: 103 characters

#every other flavor of white person i know (in europe) would rather die than have their guests be hungry

My Top Posts in 2022:

#5

Someone just tried to “shame” me for reblogging a hospital color theory post

Sir, we’re both on Tumblr in the year of our lord Beyonce 2022 and YOU are calling ME out for being cringe? Baby, that ship has sailed a LONG time ago. Get with the program. We’re all cringe here, but you in particular. Have a nice day 😘

6 notes - Posted April 16, 2022

#4

Well... I guess I’m middle-aged now.

7 notes - Posted June 22, 2022

#3

The reason it’s hard for me to be a person who is positive about the future is because anytime my life starts looking up and maybe things start falling into place, something huge and negative shows up and knocks me the fuck down. I always have, and continue to, merely keep my head above water.

7 notes - Posted March 30, 2022

#2

End of the year writing round up

I was tagged by @barbex​ and @roguelioness​

Overview: This year I mostly stepped away from writing for Dragon Age after a series of unfortunate events that made me bitter about the fandom. I kind of started writing a fic for The Wayhaven Chronicles, but the story uses so little of canon that it might as well be an original at this point. That being said, I did write a fair bit of it and I’m quite proud.

As you can see, I wrote 72K words last year and I am thrilled, because it’s the most I’ve written in one year, ever - by about 20k words. As a bonus, here’s the percentages of how often I wrote in the last year. It’s not great, but it sure is better than 2020. Go me!

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9 notes - Posted January 1, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

This was supposed to be a time of excitement and hope for the future. Instead, it’s become a nightmare.

About three weeks ago I finally made the decision to separate from the man I was living with. After several years of living like casual roommates, he was still blindsided when I told him I wanted to move out away from him, as if our relationship hadn’t been the worst joke in existence. Alas, after some sulking and some FB dramatics on his part, I was excited to move on. I was looking at new places to move into.

And then I found out my mother had a serious fall and had cracked her head enough to not be able to speak for a day. This stubborn woman had *refused* to go get it checked out and it wasn’t before I yelled at her that she chose to go get tested. It wasn’t until the day after that I found she had been admitted to the hospital. It wasn’t until the day after that I got the worse news of my entire life.

My mom has brain cancer.

The doctors are convinced that based on imaging they’ve done, the cancer had come from a different part of her body, but before they could give her all the testing to find out, she refused treatment, refused further testing, and went home. She hasn’t worked since the hospital stay and has been struggling to pick up things, or take care of basic needs.

I am still in shock, tbh, but I’m not afforded the luxury of processing my own emotions because suddenly she’s deteriorating at an exceeding pace and it looks like she might not have a lot of time.

In the meantime, I was approved for a wonderful one-bedroom apartment that looks absolutely *lovely*, but it’s incredibly hard to celebrate this new chapter of my life when it looks like I’m going to have yet another reason to hate my June birthday.

I don’t think I can explain more. All I can think about is the dry details, the information, the things that require logical parsing of what’s going on, because the moment I think about what I feel, I’m both numb AND like I’m about to break. None of it feels real, all while it’s way TOO real.

11 notes - Posted April 3, 2022

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I posted 7.030 times in 2021

64 posts created (1%)

6966 posts reblogged (99%)

For every post I created, I reblogged 108.8 posts.

I added 2.970 tags in 2021

#bnha - 1039 posts

#bnha spoilers - 574 posts

#cats - 279 posts

#art - 234 posts

#animals - 201 posts

#history - 153 posts

#food - 141 posts

#reference - 127 posts

#music - 115 posts

#brasil - 107 posts

Longest Tag: 139 characters

#also in belém there is that building that went famous for planning a pool for each apartment but didn't take into account the weight of the

My Top Posts in 2021

#5

I think people are getting the set up for the traitor reveal wrong

Like, yeah, Hagakure is the traitor, there were some people who already got clues of this loooooong ago, it has been set up and all...

But remember aoyama? The hints were not leading into him being the traitor but knowing the traitor and trying to get the message across

He was most likely being watched and maybe even forced into being an unwilling companion to the traitor. Others have already noticed that he was recently hiding his face during the end of the villain hunt arc, some atypical behaviour to a character that was always breaking the fourth wall. He clearly was aware but couldn't do anything about it, so the whole class was manipulated.

And he is the one who bonded with Izuku, and who tried to reach for him. It is going to be revealed his link to the traitor actions and Izuku will be devastated for not helping or noticing sooner since he always makes a point of saving everyone. His friend was asking for help and he straight up ignored it and looked past. That is the emotional impact that is being set up: guilt and not pure shock.

10 notes • Posted 2021-11-25 14:26:09 GMT

#4

Uncharitable a bit but I feel like I can finally put into words why it is becoming a bit hard for me to become invested in the todoroki family plot point: it feels too self contained in itself, almost detached from the bigger plot points

Like, what was the emotional reward and consequences of watching it be revealed to the whole world that the current number one hero commited an immense taboo to the rules imposed on the hero society? a few surprised faces and stuff being thrown at him while he tries to work, no longer having the respect from the public and all that

But I feel like such a reveal should have bigger reflexes on its world, specially since he achieved such a place as the number one hero. Just on his own family it would be interesting to see reflexes from his actions, like the family of Natsuo'sgirlfriend forbidding their relationship to prevent her being used like Rei, or maybe Fuyumi losing her job because people wouldn't trust her taking care of kids because she failed to save her own younger brother even as a kid, or to see the Himura family failing into the public scrutiny for being willing to let such things happen, or maybe even people stop seeing Shouto as a hero and seeing him as a victim. Heck, maybe even the villains deciding to take a page from the number one hero actions and reviving the quirk marriages, to show why it is dangerous to commit such a tabboo.

This plot point hardly feels alive because it has no effect on its world. Dabi weaponizing it to the public had a promising prospect but it hardly went anywhere. Now we know he is planning to commit something bigger and we have no clue as to what but Shouto is at least invested into saving and stopping him,and while it has thematic relevant now that it is being discussed the whole topic of saving Villains, it doesn't seem like it will have any effect on the world around him, beyond having an a effect on Dabi himself(and maybe his future victims)

It has become the equivalent to trying to see if a domino piece will make the other fall too, but it never happening or falling to a shorter line than you expected.

12 notes • Posted 2021-09-12 14:02:12 GMT

#3

I am low-key glad it wasn't bkg, it would be depressing if all emotional high points in the manga were all concentrated only in his character

24 notes • Posted 2021-07-29 11:32:17 GMT

#2

I feel sorry for the poor people trying to search color theory to improve their skills and are only finding a bunch of pictures of bloody walls and references to children's hospitals

39 notes • Posted 2021-09-30 21:31:13 GMT

#1

Tagged by @mettywiththenotes \o/😁

Three favorite songs at the moment:

- Torn - Groove - Rude - Eternal Youth

- Linkin Park - Castle of Glass

Tagging:@dualfuel@habemus-sea@tailgxted@dualfuel@brazilianhotmess-onmain who wants to join in

140 notes • Posted 2021-10-18 13:55:26 GMT

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