#I'm very sane rn
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Orion but he is just very small
@spectator-zee
#I'm very sane rn#ALSO GUYS IM ALMOST FREE JUST AT LEAST ONE BIG ONE THEN IM FREE FROM MY MISERY#disney wish#shooting stars au#art#art tag#star wish#Wish#finals week#Also I had more but it's in my other sketchbook π
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Don't you just love when you are so scared your chest wants to explode, but then you get excited and your chest wants to explode?
The human body is like: don't care wether you're happy or anxious, you just need to run. But right now. RUN! Oh, that there is nothing to run from and nowhere to run? Too bad, but you gotta!
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I once again have 3 days off next week and I'm already thinking of what I plan to write next
#rambling#fic relate#this emote is so silly help#i am running on like 4 hours of sleep with coffee i'm not very sane rn#the answer is i stay sane by thinking of blorbos in silly situations while my brain turns off at work
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grief will make you do crazy things. like pay an online "pet psychic medium" $135 to contact your dead cat
#yes i am very normal and stable and sane rn why do you ask#anyway i'm literally laying on my floor rn bc im so anxious about what she's going to tell me#i get to ask three questions so... we'll see LMFAO#jemposting
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Looking at the TOH fandom with a lot of scrutiny right now.
#outofpuppups#{Negative}#how 'bout you fuckers NOT bully B*los fans#even if I didn't simp for him myself I'd be saying the same thing; y'all are psychotic.#Not sure if I want to make my TOH muses as public rn because of this#'cause I don't want any garbage on my hands.#I don't expect to write happy go lucky shit with my kiddos or any B*los that I find by some miracle#Most I expect is crack and typical hero vs villain stuff 'cause by default I'll assume that'd be what the partner's most accustomed with.#And that's not a problem by any means.#Don't even FUCKING look at me if shipping comes to your mind. Not here.#Some of us are sane enough to acknowledge that he's canonically a maniacal shit and not support him for it.#I'm getting very off topic I'm assuming 'cause the most details I know is that some creepy shitweasel's bugging an artist I enjoy.#With really gross ass messages I'd rather not repeat here. I'm just pissed off.
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Drops Fantasy AU. Doesn't elaborate. Leave. (I mean I don't have much but I can and will elaborate if given the opportunity to lol)
#It's not called DnD AU cuz Idk enough about DnD sorry :( I don't even know all the classes like this is ranger right ? Cool bow dude#Anyway Luke is a ranger and Clive Is Not. Clive is faking it so hard but that guy has never used a bow before help him#Fantasy AU is the last thing keeping me sane rn :)) It's mostly projection and vent. Most traumas are increased tenfold#Clive endured SO MUCH in this I'm not even kidding. I'm sorry Clive I love you but you're getting that angstier backstory or so help me#clive dove#Luke triton#unwound future spoilers#lost future spoilers#My art#Fantasy AU#I think it's VERY funny how I usually post at 3 am but this one has been scheduled for like. 10 hours now#Cuz I'm sick (got a cold wow) so I know I'll be sleeping by like 8 pm lol
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I'm losing it more and more the more I read orv
#π β βnervo rambles . β
#NEW WEBTOON EPISODE JUST DROPPED#AND AND AND UM#OMG?????.??#I desperately need to catch up on the novel#SECRETIVE PLOTTER MENTION OR SMTH GUYS#bros is so mysterious like c'mon man#(I'm almost typed βwhat is bro plottingβ bc I say that sm I'm gonna go bc like that's..smth....)#I need to calm myself down I have exams tomorrow and need to go to bed#I'm giggling rn omg this is quickly becoming my favorite piece of media I've yet to consume omgggjshsvhxjs#I'm calm and sane guys PROMISE ππππ§ββοΈββ#(I'm lying (very badly))#ohhhhh I'm not okay#I'm telling you gus from what I've gathered from what others have said abt the ending of orv#I might just die if I'm acting like this already
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My mind worn down by the winds of time
My thoughts torn away by the gale
I knew her face, but I can't see it
I knew her voice but I can't hear it
I knew her touch but I can't feel it
And as the days turn into weeks
My mind continues to fail
#feeling not very sane rn#my mind has a problem retaining memories of experiences#and it feels like I'm being slowly unwoven#thread by thread#i miss her#poems on tumblr#poems and poetry#poetry#poem#insanity#firstwitch poems
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ART CREDIT! hakunofication ........ π«‘ gekfhshd i can't with edits or graphics but am very happy with how this turned outt so i felt like posting it ππ she is da prettiest moon lady ππ«Ά
#&&. out of#i'm in a mood rn and that mood is constant and it is called#I FACKING LOVE H.AKUNO K.ISHINAMI..!!!!!!!!!!!!! /SCREAAMSS#SHE LITERALLY LOOKS LIKE THE DEFINITION OF KISSABLE UNDER THE MOONLIGHT I???? π³π³ππ₯Ίπππ«Άπ«Άππππ#i....im sane i prommy-#BUT YEAH PLS LOOK AT HER- SHE'S SO BEAUTIFUL π₯Ίπ₯Ίπβ€οΈβ€οΈ#/and amg this fc would've been so perfect for her..... the light novel art fits the h.akuno vibes Perfectly#sadly the manhwa art doesn't have have that vibes </3 (still very pretty tho !!)#BUT YEAHH i'm obsessed with this and i love it sm π₯Ή#H.AKUNO DA WORLD.........
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imo everyone on earth should be talking about Him (don't want this showing up in the tag even though it's not a diss) but everytime i go to the tag and there's only like 3 new posts i'm like. oh yeah almost no one cares except me and like 5 other ppl on here
i ran out of tags KFHSJENNXN i don't think that's literally ever happened to me before anyways don't read them because it's just me being insane as per usual
#most of his indirects on twitter are from people in diff asian countries as well and ik he's doing an asia tour soon(?)#bruh he's never coming back to the usa is he πππ i need him in chicago i miss him so bad#i feel very ugly emotionally rn still bc i was reading all of the rando ass dating rumors of him last night LMAO and it pissed me off#i know i have no right to get mad and i'm being irrational but at the same time like. everyone is just like 'omg he's so in love rn'#bc his music has been very angsty and like. idk... conflicted? but his new song was very happy and sweet and very In Love Sounding#and i already know all his music is about one person bc he always talks about the same shit (he's very predictable i see right thru him)#and he's putting out a new song called 'shining' and he has been talking abt a person being his light/shining on him for the last 7yrs atp#so like. that's how i know it's about one specific person and i don't think he has moved on LMAOOO so unless he was dating the same random#7yrs ago i don't think he's dating any of the people they bring up tbh... i pay attention to these things not to brag or anything but like#being attentive to the people i love and noticing inconsistincies in their behavior and when they act diff is like. the only skill i have#at least irt other people LMAO like honestly i wrote all the lyrics he ever wrote down in a google doc and it shows a clear trajectory#that starts like... innocently and just gets more fucked up and toxic as it goes. and ppl say he's one of the most sane ppl they know#meanwhile he's been writing songs about 1 person for nearly 10 years and they get progressively more desperate and insane#I'M JUST SAYING. i completely forgot what my original point was but i guess it was most likely that. no one pays attention to him like i do#the songs started being about this person at the same time i started liking him and having dreams about meeting him btw#and they got progessively more uh. spiteful and desperate and weird as the years went on. did i mention i cast a spell on him π#and he literally says shit like 'it's impossible for me to move on' 'i don't care about anyone else' 'it's like i'm possessed' etc#and after we met at his concert he got really into saying shit like 'that one night wasn't enough' and 'the spotlight between us'#&the ever-famous 'i like the way you look at me' 'my eyes are on you' 'focus on me just look at me' when all i did was look at him all night#if you're reading this right now and thinking 'celeste do you seriously believe a kpop guy has been writing songs about you for 7 years?'#you should remember who i am and how i reacted to ***** having a gf (that i guessed exactly right months before he revealed it)#i'm schizophrenic π€·ββοΈ but the guy i'm into was the one who started my fascination with soulmates and destiny and fate and shit like that#you know it's funny i mention that because he also started writing about that!!!!! in his songs!!! crazy#and he talks about the person making it hard for him to sleep and wanting to meet them in his dreams again and whathaveyou#i mean even in his two newest title tracks he says 'i'm frustrated in the studio the only melody that comes out is for you' and#'i want to turn everything about you into a song' in the newest one... hm.#and btw he announced his album right when i admitted i was in love with him again to my family (they know my insanity LMAO)#and he releases a song about being happy and in love and listening for someone's voice from far away to reach him/vice versa?????#right when i get back into him???#it's my fave color & his fave color & he's releasing it in my birth month like. i know billions of coincidences are a thing but it's crazy
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#i've been in a manic state for over a month#haven't slept in my own bed for 30 days#was barely eating/sleeping the first half and now i'm eating/sleeping too much#i was even off twitter for two weeks which is so hilariously unlike me#said i was taking a gif hiatus because my brain was so unhealthy#then turned around and started making/posting MASS amounts of gifsets (published and drafted) for very little payoff#like. More often than i usually do to the point where i feel like it's overwhelming or annoying or looks desperate but hey maybe i am#for the serotonin#except nobody reblogs shit which. Well you know how that goes#it is what it is but it's also making me feel so so so low#but i can't stop either because it's the only thing keeping my brain off of everything#i also recorded that voiceover video of my gif process but i don't think i'm gonna post it because i hate my voice and my overall Being rn#and publishing something like that would be inviting literally anyone to have a negative thought or opinion of my voice or my personality#which is a big No Thank You atm#even tho i have nice followers i also have total dickwads waiting to jump me lately for the stupidest shit lol#so the timing is just bad bc everything else is bad my mental health is bad my self esteem is bad#my gifs and the engagement on them is pretty bad without me reblogging them 50 times myself but we ball#it's all just!!!! it all feels Bad i just want to feel sane lol
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TODAY
#π.rambles#ARGHHH SCHOOL WAS SO ANXIETY FOR MOST OF IT BUT π phew. i made it through#n talking w my friends at school n yk apollo n i staying later than we usually do bcs of our fair committee#it's rlly nice. that feeling yk#n this is the first time in so long that i've napped#my attention span is so bad rn so i'm prioritizing school first (i get so distracted still tho)#but. BUT#ohh earlier i rmb i was thinking otw back home abt how. recently life's felt so.. real & unreal#huh. it's rlly confusing but i've really just yk resolved to keep on moving forward.#my sleep's been rather messy lately for the past week bcs i have to wake up at 5:30 for school but#i've been hesitating less lately. i think. idk i don't know how to say it but#my attention span is so bad rn helpppp T_T i shld finish my part for this assignment n then#oh i have smth due tmrrw morning but i just have to write a few sentences to a question relating to like#smth w my fav 20th century lit n. IT'S SO HARD TO PICK ONE BUT#i'm gna write abt the giver a bit bcs it's rlly a special book to me. very integral in my childhood.#dystopian fiction n. utopias n stuff like that was smth i rlly grew up with as a kid. that concept#so i guess that says smth abt my conflict w my perfectionism n. the opposite.#i love late night talks so much yk something that's kept me sane is being able to talk w apollo on like#we have. very similar paths ahead of us. it's always intertwined n connected in some way. we're never really far.#i'm rlly grateful to have such a connection honestly even if apollo's an ass often (but i am as well) <3 sibling dynamic fr#resolved instead of dwelling on the past i'll keep on moving forward to. reach out to my many ambitions#i'll continue being productive for now n then i'll. get stuff done eventually.
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me when socializing means I know people π¨
#I'm in a dnd campaign held by my local library rn#and i was getting lunch and saw someone a part of that campaign#and I got reminded that i actually exist and it was scary#i didn't say anything cause I dont know them very well outside of the campaign (and that's only twice a month)#and they didn't say anything cause they probably either didn't notice me or recognize me#but it was still scary#also i felt it'd be weird going up to someone that's basically a stranger like#βhi you probably dont recognize me and i do not remember your name (guys I'm awful with names) but I'm in that one campaign you're inβ#βyeah I'm the only sane one in that group of freaks. yeah how do you feel about being stuck in a gelatiounus cube is it funβ#also when I'm tired i have a tendency to look and sound pissed π#i have death stared so many strangers on accident#possum rambles
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I WANNA BE YOURS | WOSO X READER | PT 16
pairings: woso x reader
summary: in which you're accidentally added to a random group chat, not knowing they're all actually famous footballers, and obliviously end up having many of them competing for your love and attention.
part: sixteen
part one here
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THE NATIONAL DIVING TEAM
the imposter aka y/n β€οΈ
felt lotte π
neev you went to a wsl match and to an arse-nal one of all ?! i thought you were a chelsea supporter y/n π how could you do this to me bae
kyra who the hell would be sane enough to support chelshit?
elton PLS
willybum CHELSHIT HAHAHA
neev are we seeing this rn sam @ samtheskippa the disrespect
sam the skippa kyra lillee cooney-cross
kyra erm mum, save me @ stephy
stephy i ain't getting involved in this
kyra π
meado oh my lord
tom holland's twin i have a concussion y/n βοΈ twinning
the imposter aka y/n β€οΈ want me to come over and we can watch movies i'll bring ice-cream
tom holland's twin pls do π
stairway why is lotte getting special treatment? i sprained my ankle the other day
the imposter aka y/n β€οΈ sucks to be you
elton are you seriously still mad at us for accidentally giving you a concussion
the imposter aka y/n β€οΈ
neev i'll make it up to you with nandos i'll pay π
the imposter aka y/n β€οΈ okay
willybum that's all it took for you to forgive her? nandos?
the imposter aka y/n β€οΈ hey, nandos is fire π₯ only ppl with taste can understand
mccard real
kyra real
the imposter aka y/n β€οΈ and i can never stay mad at you guys for long
the REAL karate kid yayyy
the imposter aka y/n β€οΈ but tillies are still my number one
willybum NOOO
kyra YESSS as you should πͺ
the REAL karate kid okay but you support arsenal yeah? π₯Ίπ
neev NAHH chelsea π€ππ₯Ίπ
brightness chelsea π€π
flaming hot chelsea π€π
sam the skippa aye up the blues π€π
elton NAHH yanited ππ
earpsy yesss β€οΈπ€
zelem β€οΈπ€
turner β€οΈπ€
hempo it's actually mancity thank you very much
lani ayeee
esme yess
chloe that's right
kyra nah y'all are absolutely delulu it's fairly obvious y/n should support ausenal we're superior πͺ
wilybum you mean arsenal π€¨ β€οΈπ€
kyra yeah that of course π β€οΈπ€
the REAL karate kid β€οΈπ€
meado β€οΈπ€
tom holland's twin β€οΈπ€
mccard β€οΈπ€
ford β€οΈπ€
stephy β€οΈπ€
stairway NAH WHAT THE FLIIP WE HAVE MOST OF THE ARSENAL TEAM HERE THIS IS UNFAIR
neev YEAH UNFAIR FR
cha cha i was gonna suggest spurs ....
willybum OH HELL NAH
the REAL karate kid NO
elton ABSOLUTY NOT
cha cha okay okay geez
the imposter aka y/n β€οΈ i think i should remain unspoken about this topic before things get more out of hand ....
neev NAH this is an important life decision y/n
rusty metal wait y/n barca will welcome you with open arms
willybum THEY AREN'T A WSL TEAM LUCY
rusty metal i thought it was just clubs in general π
the imposter aka y/n β€οΈ barca is lookin very convicing ngl and i most def support ausenal (and lotte) π¦πΊβ
mccard technically i'm an honorary aussie so do i count in ausenal π
the imposter aka y/n β€οΈ of course
neev i thought we had a connection y/n π
willybum why not lionessenal π
meado that is a terrible name
the REAL karate kid fr
willybum sue me for tryin why don't you think of something better then
the imposter aka y/n β€οΈ nahh doesn't hit the same as ausenal
willybum i liked it better when you didnt know who we were and supported me π
the imposter aka y/n β€οΈ that isn't very cash money of you willybum
ona you should come to barcelona y/n!
the imposter aka y/n β€οΈ anything for you ona π
stairway nahhh come support bayern in germany πͺ
kie barca is superior actually
rusty metal that's right!
willybum they're overrated
kie you did not
ona added la reina
the imposter aka y/n β€οΈ MOTHER ALEXIA EKBHFlkuweqBFQLUEB NO WAY OMG IVE PASSED AWAY
neev HELP the alexia putellas being added to this gc was NOT on my bingo card this year π
ona alexia, leah williamson just said barca is overrated
willybum deleted a chat
willybum i don't know what she's talking about alexia you're amazing
la reina thank you? your nickname is ... creative
the imposter aka y/n β€οΈ alexia will you adopt me?
la reina what?
the imposter aka y/n β€οΈ what? erm you are insanely peng oml
ona i thought i was peng π
the imposter aka y/n β€οΈ YOU ARE
ona then you need another compliment for her
kyra alexia is very mother actually
cha cha she is fr
neev seconded
the imposter aka y/n β€οΈ but steph is mother for me π alexia is literally la reina, my queen π©
stephy what in the world are you guys talking about π
rusty metal wait what am i then?
neev grandma duh
rusty metal i shouldn't have asked π
ona grandma lucy hahaha
the imposter aka y/n β€οΈ ona i'm packing my bags rn coming to barca right away for you
ona i shall be waiting
willybum i can't believe we're being forgotten about π
kyra no one cares lord farquaad
willybum you pest π
willybum changed kyra's name to pest
pest wow
willybum suits you very well
pest that's not gonna stop me from pestering you, willybum you do realise that
willybum steph control your child
the imposter aka y/n β€οΈ but i never did anything π
willybum NOT YOU ALSO SINCE WHEN HUH? π
stephy do you have a problem with my children, williamson?
willybum erm no
the imposter aka y/n β€οΈ mother, kyra is hogging your favourite son from your favourite daughter
stephy kyra give calvin back to y/n
pest wow i'm the neglected middle child i guess π
the imposter aka y/n β€οΈ L
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not me finally posting another crappy chapter π€
next part here
#woso x reader#lionesses x reader#matildas x reader#leah williamson x reader#alessia russo x reader#kyra cooney cross x reader#niamh charles x reader#steph catley x reader#ona batlle x reader#auswnt x reader#engwnt x reader#arsenal x reader#arsenal women x reader#barca femini x reader#chelsea women x reader#woso imagine#woso#woso fanfics
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Hear me out the mom dies like thinking that she sacrificing is sacrificing herself to save the reader but the reader was willingly going the father and they're both like "why the fuck is she so dramatic this isn't about you Rebecca" or something where she has access and ends up taking over her fathers throne and the grandfather eventually decides to let the mom and bat family see her and the reader is a badass reader maybe like a sane azula from avatar the last air bender oh or there's like a even bigger fight like "you used me as an excuse to stay there because you were afraid and I had to suffer for it you let me suffer for blank amount of years because you were afraid and silent like you want me to be and we only left because I said so because you got hurt even though I was constantly being hurt" the reader says (i envisioned like todoroki and azula training) (No hate to Azula or anyone with the name Rebecca)
This is just my thoughts please feel no pressure it is in the end your story! I just love your series despite never playing or watching? Mortal Kombat
Thank you so much for the complements! And I love your way of thinking!
And I love the way you pointed out that readers mother didn't leave until she got hurt.
Now I don't want to spoil to much but I do plan the reader and her father reconnecting and reader having a very decent connection with her father so she's not really dependent on her mother. so that she's finally free from her mother.
The only downfall? The batfam and your mother turns platonic yandere for you. They finally see how badly they messed up. And 0fc reader also feels a little bad for leaving people she cares about behind like jason and here grandfather.
So yeah that's just what I'm gonna give for rn. But thanks for the questions!
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Taglist: @dhanyasri , @kore-of-the-underworld , @i-adorehannah , @plsfckmedxddy , @phoenixgurl030
#batsis reader#yandere batfam#yandere batfamily#mk x dc#mortal combat reader#batfamily x batsis reader#batfamily x reader#yandere batfam x reader#platonic batfam x reader#neglected reader
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empires smp lizzie & joel
I'm too lazy to write something new about this so I'll just copy here what i said in my insta caption:
I'm very sane and normal about empires lizzie & joel (she's holding him like a goddamn guitar but ignore that pls i wasnt going for accuracy)
when i was younger i used to watch lizzie's crazycraft series but i didn't know much english back then so the only things that really stuck to me from that series were her pink castle and her "annoying boyfriend" (idk if they were an item yet back then i just rmbr not liking him very much lol),,, now years later i watch soooo many smallishbeans videos and then think "hm, this ldshadowlady person gives me strong nostalgia for some reason"
well wouldn't you know it
I've been watching the annoying boyfriend (now husband) all along
how deceiving
in other news I've been re-watching the crazycraft series bc oh my god the nostalgia
here's some progress pictures too
i have another empires art in the works rn but i am severely procrastinating on the coloring stage bc the lineart already took me two hours (about four if you count that i sketched it first in pencil and then redrew over that in digital) SO idk when I'll show you that one (it also has lizzie and joel in it and also! jimmy)
oh wait i have a jimmy art too
here you go
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