#I'm very reserved no joke lololol

[hybridshadowz]

Hey everyone! I thought it over for a bit and decided to make a ko-fi! As many of you know, I draw a lot of illustrations over at my art blog and recently started to get more in writing fanfiction.

I know I don’t say much about what goes in my life... I’m a very reserved person both in real life and online but as of now, my family is gradually descending into a tight financial spot. While commissions would help me quicker, I would appreciate any small amount of help. I plan to save up as much as I can to have for any emergency and for necessities like food, rent, utilities etc. 

I know not everyone can afford commissions (god knows I wish I had enough money to commission some of my favorite artists here but alas....) so even a small amount of money can go a long way! Thank you for hearing me out and reblogs are also very much appreciated (^u^)b

[quirrrky]

Hi! I would like to order a matcha latte and I would like if the gender I end up with be male, please!

Personality: I'm an ISFP 9w8 (tritype is 947) and an Aries sun and Taurus moon/rising. I feel like a lot of people think I'm very quiet which I am, but I only talk when I have something to say (which is often when w/ friends but they still say I'm pretty quiet). I've been told I'm pretty funny and I do joke around a lot of the time. I'm supportive and I'm always cheering my friends on to achieve their goals. My friends say that I'm very cute but idk if they mean personality/appearance/vibe lololol. I'm also lazy and find it hard to be motivated to do things unless I REALLY want to. I tend to avoid things that stress me out. It could range from being school (MATH ESPECIALLY) to finishing a really traumatic TV show (even if I enjoy it but it puts a lot of stress on me, it'll take a while for me to finish it). I could be a bit clingy with those who are close with me. Especially, if me and said close person are around people I don't know too well. That being said, I do have social anxiety. It's not too bad, I've definitely gotten better in the last couple of years so I can engage in small talk with my classmates and stuff and am willing to talk to others and make friends. I'm pretty firm in my morals and beliefs but I'm always willing to learn more. I like being as authentic as possible whenever I interact w/ people or else I feel fake (eg. never doing anything for anyone unless I really want to, not giving compliments unless I genuinely think it to be true, etc.). My love language is words of affirmation. I'm very empathetic. Especially, if it's someone close to me and I know them very well. I think it helps me with giving advice since I often get told I'm really good at giving it and all I want is for my friends to feel like they're heard, understood, cared for, and that their feelings are valid. I've been told that I'm careful with what I get myself into and that I have to be sure of what I'm getting myself into/what i'm doing before doing it. Even though I'm pretty reserved and non-confrontational, I can be bold if I feel the need to defend someone/something. I can also do leadership roles pretty well and will take charge in a situation if no one else does. I perfer to live in the moment. If I'm ever hung up on something I either sleep it off or go out to do something to get my mind off of it.

Likes: fashion (like i saidy before, I'm really lazy so sometimes I just wear whatever's comfy but I do like dressing up and picking outfits), anime, k-dramas, music, boba, veggies, singing, dancing, video games (I prefer single-player games), sleeping, daydreaming, writing, hanging out with friends

Dislikes: I don't like people who always play the victim or people who can't admit when they did wrong. I don't really like people who try too hard to appeal to other people/to look cool tho i can understand it's prob cuz they're insecure. Seafood, except shrimp. When people put others down for no reason.

HELLO ANON!!!

We’re both Aries it’s so lit! ❤️‍🔥 I find your personality very cute too! And I had fun writing your match-up.

Here it goes! Enjoy!

[upthehillask]

hey, i just read your last ask about your opinions on the cursed child and it left me wondering... i haven't seen the play, since i'm form southamerica, and just from reading the script i really loved albus and scorpius' relationship, but the way you said scorpius was portrayed put me off and kind of changed the way i saw their dinamics. the question would be, what was your impression or what do you think about their friendship? i'd love to hear honestly

Ah I’m sorry! I really don’t feel that particularly strongly, I still love Scorpius, it wasn’t actually that big of a deal and also may be partly something that depends on the actor playing Scorpius. I just always pictured him a certain way, even though as passionate person, still more reserved, shy, and careful, but the acting and everything turned him so much more into a joke idk. Like instead of being “Yeah I’m kinda nerdy haha☺️” he acted more like “I’M SUCH A GEEK HURR DURR LOOK AT ME A GEEK 🤪🤪” lololol

But again, I’m lowkey exaggerating, it’s not a huge deal, I think I unknowingly had very specific expectations regarding Scorpius (simply cause I liked him so much!) and was a little taken aback when they weren’t met. If you get to ever see the play (irl or maybe like a recording), perhaps you will not get the same impression at all! Because I haven’t really seen people make the same kind of comment, so it really might just be me and/or that specific cast.

That being said, the friendship between him and Albus is still portrayed very strongly and beautifully, and I absolutely love it! I will not stop wishing that they had never included all that unnecessary romantic drama with Rose, Polly, and Delphi, I really wish the play just focused on their friendship and them figuring each other out. Because that’s literally the glue pulling the whole narrative together. That was my impression after reading the script, and that’s the same impression I got from watching the play :) the two of them are lovely, well-balanced overall, very sweet and soft and precious. Yeah idk I love them 🌷