#I'm sorry if it's not that good I'm not really used to writing xreader stuff

[ne0nlightzz]

Don't Forget The Sun | Creepypasta X FTM!Reader

Side note/ A/N: this is my story that i have copied here for those who dont want to go to wattpad in this unfortunate time of ao3 being down[mostly a joke]

Part: INFO

Welcome to "Don't Forget The Sun"

My creepypasta x ftm!reader/self-insert story!!

I hope yall enjoy this story!!

Y/n=Your Name D/n=Dead name H/C=Your hair color E/c = Eye color F/C = Fav color F/A = Fav animal

The reader is written with He/Him pronouns! but please let me know if i should change it to maybe He/They or He/It!

This is the first xreader/Self insert I've ever written so I'm extremely sorry if it's not the best!  

Context: I wrote the reader as a chaotic trans [masc]15-year-old with ADHD, tics and a stutter- he's honestly portrayed as a dorky chaotic dude. I also include the reader being scene/emo/punk but please change that if you don't like that!  

I also forgot this was a xreader haft way through part one[and maye a bit of part two] so that part is a bit more of a 'self-insert' i guess because i believe there's details on like hair color and stuff, but once again please change that if you don't like it or it doesn't fit!  

TRIGGER/CONTENT WARNING:

•Cursing/Strong language •Possible g0re[not in detail] •Gender/Body dysphoria mentions •Trans/homophobia/deadnaming [only in the first and second part, really] •Slight mentions of suicide/SH [Not in detail, NEVER IN DETAIL.]

I will always put a TW/CW at the start of the chapter or paragraph that requires one!

Note:

Some characters also address Slender-Man by different names of some variant, mainly because I was torn to make it more true to the manipulative, horrible and all Slender Man or to make it the sorta classic fanfic "SlenderDad"- I ended up doing a hot mess mix that creates an Interesting but pretty good Slender man for this story.

The point of this is to let yall know that he will be addressed by different names and to avoid yall getting confused since I know some aren't used as much as the "classic Slender man/Slendy"

Slenders names in this story: Slender Man, Slender, Slendy The Operator, Boss, The tall man, The no face man

and I'm sure there are many others that's ill end up using throughout this story because I personally love using alternative names for characters when possible!

Fem people can/are welcome to read this but please keep in mind I'm writing this for the ftm/trans/masc/NB/GN ppl rather than for the fem ppl out there. Don't get me wrong, yall are great n I love yall-

but please don't ask me to switch this to a fem!reader, there are so so soooo many stories out there for yall compared stories out there for masc/trans/GN people.

And if yall are going to fetishize the mc/reader being trans or just trans people in general please don't continue further. that's one of the few things I refuse to put up with because yall genuinely make me sick because I know how yall are. I say all this kindly and am simply just attempting to set bound.

[my stories are for everyone, but trans fetishizes n fujioshi:]]

-Luv Neon<3

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[lokidotir]

1. How many works do you have on Ao3?

I actually write on Qoutev, and I have 8 published (so many that are not)

2. Whats your total Ao3 Qoutev word count?

The site doesn't tell you that unless you're on the editing page of each story. And I don't really want to go through them one by one, sorry

3. What Fandoms do you write for?

I used to write for LOTR, Marvel and Tmnt 2012. But I also have 4 original works.

4. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?

Don't Leave (tmnt 2012 xreader oneshot)

Rockabye Baby (marvel)

Another View of the Story (LOTR)

The Train (original paranormal horror)

Don't Leave (the same as the first, but it's becoming a longer story)

(Please don't read the marvel or lotr :,) they were started years ago and I haven't finished)

5. Do you respond to comments?

I do! I mostly respond to ones that have an actual question, but I also thank those who love the story!

6. Which fic is yours has the angstiest ending?

I'm still not sure what 'angst' encompasses, but I think The Train would fit best.

But if we're talking fanfic... Another View of the Story. It probably won't ever being finished in the writing form, but I have finished it in my head, and I think it's a bit bittersweet.

7. Which of your fics has the happiest ending?

Oh, that would be my original work The Tiny Turtle for sure. It's made to sound like a fairy tale a mother might tell to her kids.

Fanfic tho... I suppose Don't Leave (one shot version)

8. Do you get hate on fics?

No. Everyone who has seen them have only been supportive. Those that don't I guess just haven't said anything.

9. Do you write smut?

Uh, I don't really know what all that entails, but if your talking of naughty scenes, no. If it's about romance in general, I have a few unfinished fics. But it's mostly slow burn, or that sort.

10. Do you write crossovers?

Not really.

11. Have you had a fic stolen?

Not that I am aware.

12. Have you ever had a fic translated?

No.

13. Have you ever written a co-fic?

No.

14. What's your all-time favorite ship?

I would say a kayak. They're such an amazing little craft.

Kidding!

I think I'm going to leave that to myself, if you don't mind :)

15. Do you have any WIPS you'd like to finish but probably never will?

Most of the marvel or lotr ones I have. My longer version of Don't Leave is just going to take a while. I do have another rottmnt one, but I only have a few concept art and story for it that needs to be comic form, but I don't think I'll ever be able to set the time down for it.

16. What are your writing strength?

I'm pretty good at coming up with ideas and scenarios (if I have to say so myself)

17. What are your writing weaknesses?

I add to much detail while writing scenes which makes me unsure how to write the rest of the story. I have a hard time connecting scenes or breaking them off.

I also just get depressed and give up on an idea or writing when someone tells me there's something wrong with it.

18. Thoughts on bilingual dialog?

They can be fun, but I personally couldn't pull one off.

19. First Fandom you wrote for?

LOTR. Which will probably never be finished.

20. Favorite fic you've written?

Don't Leave. I've been going through some stuff, and it was something to help me vent. It's also the most well received, which also helped in that. It does cover some self harm, so there's TWs on it, and the longer version will be covering even more. But I am completely satisfied with the one shot version.

I appreciate you tagging me @fanatess. I won't be tagging anyone else for this.

I have also written a physical Poetry book! The publishers I went through totally failed at the editing, but I'm still proud that it's real.

20 Questions for fic writers

Saw @acewithapaintbrush post this on her page and I figured that I join in on the fun

How many works do you have on Ao3?

43

2. What's your total Ao3 word count?

400,938 (woah...dang and that number is going to continue to rise as I am in the process of working on two fics and got more coming down the pipeline)

3. What fandoms do you write for?

Rise of the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles has taken over my life right now, but I have also written for Ducktales 2017 and Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles 2012

4. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?

"I didn't mean to hurt you" - Rise of the TMNT

"I'm Nothing Without Them (well we are nothing without you) - Rise of the TMNT

"Expressing Love Through Tech" - Rise of the TMNT

"Taken Together" - Rise of the TMNT

"You Are Not Alone" - Rise of the TMNT

5. Do you respond to comments?

Sometimes I do. I love getting comments

6. What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

I'm not one for angsty endings but the two that come to mind for me are "This Sickness is Destroying My(Our) Life" from Ducktales 2017 and "You Are My Hero, You Are My Sunshine" from Rise of the TMNT

7. What's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

It would probably be "Taken Together" (Ducktales 2017). I put my main characters through so much pain and suffering. They deserved the happy ending that they got

8. Do you get hate on fics?

I used to get a lot of hate on my Ducktales 2017 fics, but I think that was just trolls trying to put negativity on my work. I haven't really experienced that when writing my Rise of the TMNT fics, which is another reason why I love that fandom so much

9. Do you write smut?

No and I never will

10. Do you write crossovers? What's the craziest one you have written?

Not really. I hope to one day do a Rise of the TMNT x Tmnt 2012 crossover or maybe a Rise of the TMNT x Ducktales 2017 crossover

11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?

Not that I know!

12. Have you ever had a fic translated?

No

13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?

No

14. What's your all time favorite ship?

I'm not much of a shipper. I'm actually much much more interested in platonic relationships! Especially with the TMNT brothers being the best brothers. Platonic is my one true love!

15. What is a WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?

There is a Ducktales 2017 and a Darkwing Duck somewhat crossover fic that I started back in 2022 but that I never got to finish because I just simply lost the motivation to do it and will probably never get back to it. There is also one more Ducktales 2017 that I have two more chapters to complete, but writer's block has hit me for real on that and I don't know when I will get around to completing it

16. What are your writing strengths?

I think I write emotions and internal stuff a character is going through quite well. I have also been told quite a few times that my characterizations are spot on which is always nice to hear cause that's the most important thing for me

17. What are you writing weaknesses?

I really do not like writing fight scenes. I am so-so when it comes to dialogue; the trick is just finding the right words to say and how to make it all flow together, and I am not the best at that it would seem

18. Thoughts of writing dialogue in another language in fics?

I've used a little bit of Spanish in my Rise of the TMNT fics becasue of Leonardo and Senor Hueso, so only when it is necessary

19. First Fandom you wrote for?

Ducktales 2017

20. Favorite fic you have written?

For Ducktales 2017, it would have to be "Taken Together". Rise of the TMNT is a bit tricker as I have a ton of favorties, so I just narrow it down to any Disaster Twins fic that I have written, with my top two being "My Twin, My Hero" and "A Twin's Heartbeat"

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Not gonna tag anyone, everyone who wants to take a trip down memory lane, be my guest!

[loukja]

If he came back - Vexx/Reader

What if you had not tried to run, but Vexx came back for you at the day of the wedding?

The light in the hidden hallway was dim, but the music still reached your ears, reminding you of the last time you had been dancing all dressed up in fancy clothes. Back then you had also ended up hiding in this hallway, but you had not been alone. Vexx had been there with you, pressed close, his breath on your face.

Don’t think about it, you told yourself firmly. Instead you wondered how long you could stay here until someone – probably your new guard – would start to miss you. No one really needed you there, though. Nerissa was always engaged in some serious talk with important people and the rest of your siblings did their best to ignore you. Oh, damn it, damn not thinking about him, you really missed Vexx terribly and everything would be so much better if…

“Your Highness!”

You snapped to attention and stared disbelievingly at the tall figure who was rushing toward you. It couldn’t be. This was just your imagination, fuelled by longing and running wild. He could not really be here.

“What the bloody hell are you doing back here? I thought I’d never find you!”

But he was. You were still just staring at him, mouth agape, as he grabbed your shoulders, looking you up and down.

“Are you alright, highness?”

“I… yes?” you, too, looked him over. He wasn’t in his plain guard’s uniform, but in street clothes and he was carrying a rifle slung over his shoulder. His gaze held none of the warmness or mischief you were used to seeing in it, instead it was wild and worried.

“What are you doing here?” your voice sounded strange in your ears, hollow, as you lay a hand on his arm, as if to convince yourself that he was real. “Where have you been?”

“There’s no time to explain. Just trust me, alright? We have to leave. Now!” He grabbed your arm and started pulling you down the hall, his fingers digging almost painfully into your skin.

Before he had left you behind, you would have followed him anywhere without question. Even now you were halfway down the hall before you started to try and pull free of his grip. “What the hell is going on, Vexx?”

“Shush,” he did not even look back at you.

He stopped at the door at the end of the hallway, tense, straining to hear what was going on behind it. His grip was still vicelike around your arm. “Come on,” he pushed open the door and then you were running. There were shouts somewhere behind you, the pounding of feet. The music was distant by now, overshadowed by the other noises. Overshadowed even by the wild beating of your own heart. Vexx pulled you into another hidden passage, this one leading outside of the palace. You had used it oh so often to sneak out into the city together. But today there was someone waiting in it. A man, not quite as tall as Vexx, but broader, his stance threatening.

“Serif?” he said, his eyes flitting from Vexx to you. “What are you doin back here? Who’s that?”

“Oh, just an old acquaintance. I thought it would be a shame if something happened to a pretty face like that, no?” Vexx’s tone, his whole stance, had changed. He seemed like a predator, his grin more like a snarl, and in that moment you just wanted to get away. From him, that strange man, the dark passage… Back to your miserable loneliness that felt, if nothing else, safe. But Vexx was pulling you forward with him, as if to let the other man have a better look at you and your ‘pretty face’.

“I dunno, man,” the guy said, frowning. “This is no shopping trip where you get to take someone home.”

Vexx did not answer, instead he unslung his rifle and hit the man square in the face with the butt of it in such a quick motion that your startled yelp only escaped when the stranger hit the floor.

You startled back when Vexx reached for you again, and a hurt look crossed his face.

“What the hell, Vexx? Who is that? What is he doing here?” your voice was shaking as you took a step back.

“Highness, please,” Vexx held out his hands in a soothing motion, as if he was approaching a spooked animal.

“No!” your gaze flickered over your shoulder when you thought you heard screams. “Tell me what’s going on.”

Vexx had come closer in your moment of distraction. “I will, I’ll explain everything once we’re safe. There is no time now.”

Desperation was laced thick in his voice and his breath left him when you cautiously laid your hand in his outstretched one. And then he was pulling you along again, his words still spiralling in your head.

“What do you mean, safe? Nerissa is back there! If it’s not safe we have to get her!”

“There is no time!”

No! There was no way in hell you’d abandon your sister if she was in danger.

“Please, Vexx, I can’t leave her,” you pleaded. “I don’t care if I’m safe, I need her to be!”

He whirled around, pushing you up against the wall. “Well, I care, and so would Nerissa. She’d kill me if I prioritized her over you. She has her own guard looking out for her, and you have me, and I’ll be damned if I don’t get you to safety, even if it’s against your will!”

You could read in his eyes that there was no point in fighting him. Vexx had always been stronger than you and he looked so determined that he’d probably just knock you out and carry you if you did not come along willingly.

“Now move it,” he said in an almost soft voice, his hand squeezing yours. And then you were running again, your vision blurred by tears. Not long and you were out in the open, running down an all too familiar street.

And then there was an ear breaking crashing sound and the ground shook beneath your feet, making you trip. Everything got darker and for a moment you were sure that the sky was falling. You were hurled forward, your muscles screaming in protest. And then the sky hit, pressing the breath out of your lungs. For a moment everything went black.

“Highness!”

Vexx’s voice pulled you back. He was staring at you through the setting dust, his face oh so close. A weird vertigo took hold of you. Everything seemed to spin around you as you moved your head, and it took you a moment to realise that you were lying on the street.

Everything hurt. Something warm was trickling down your face. The street around you was strewn with debris. There was a groan beside you, pulling your gaze back to Vexx. He strained, trying to get up, his teeth gritted.

“It’s alright, highness,” he muttered, giving up his effort for a second, “I’ve got this.” He even managed the softest smile at you. “Just keep your eyes open, alright? Stay with me.”

You weren’t sure why he was saying this. Everything was so heavy. You wouldn’t go anywhere. Your eyes trailed down his body and lingered on the piece of concrete his legs were stuck under. That’s bad, you thought, in a somewhat detached way. Trying to breathe and struggling to, you realized that you were stuck as well. You watched Vexx struggle, pain clear on his face.

“Just keep breathing, highness,” he reached out to you, trailing his hand down your cheek. “We’ll get out of here. Just hang on,” a single tear trailed through the dust on his face.

“It’s…” your voice cracked, “…fi… fine.” Your vision was blurring again.

“Don’t. Safe your energy. I just have to,” he tried getting up on his elbows and did not bother to finish his sentence.

“I…” it sounded weird when you tried to breath in. You coughed. “I…” you started again. I love you. You came back for me and I missed you and I love you. You wanted to tell him, wanted him to know. It’s alright. You’re here and I’m alright.

Darkness crept into your vision. Your breath stalled.

“Highness? Look at me, please! Come on, stay with me!”

His panicked voice was the last thing you heard as you drifted away.

[blkgirl-writing]

I write xReaders and would like to get some tips. I am white female, and as I will stick to female pronouns (I'm not comfortable) I want my fics to be more... Universal. Do you know some phrases that I would avoid? I know that it's better to write about cheeks getting hot than becoming red (because poc don't blush in a way white do) but is there anything more?? I'm sorry if I sound ignorant but it's not intentional

Thank you so much for asking, I really appreciate you reaching out to learn more. I’m not an expert on everything, obviously, but i can give my best tips.

Everyone blushes differently, as a lighter skinned black person I can visibly blush, but it takes a lot! A have an asian friend who blushes with her entire face and chest area. I generally just say “your whole body felt on fire/your face felt hot”

Hair!!! Try not to assume everyone has medium/long hair! It would be in a fro, or pixie cut. Similarly, i would NEVER let anyone run their fingers through my hair, lol. Mostly because they wouldn’t get more than 2 cm down before getting stuck.

WEIGHT! this is something that always bothered me. I never put stuff like “he picked you up/carried you” or “the dress was slimming” and stuff like that.

There are so, so many shades of skins, just don’t mention it, and if you do, generalize as much as possible. Everyones skin can glow, everyone can look good under the moonlight. NOT everyone looks pale, or porcelain, or light.

OMG if you’re doing the child of someone (example: reader is the daughter of tony stark) maybe just do adopted. Like okay cool reader is related but we know they’re white. It’s so unintentionally exclusive.

I totally get not being comfortable with doing non female readers, I myself am fairly uncomfy with switching stuff around too. But if possible, use pronouns as little as possible, it’s a work around so more people can read, but still within the comfort zone! eventually it’s easy just to never use pronouns at all. 

That’s all i can think of right now!!! It seems like a lot, but if you work at it slowly, it’s so easy to incorporate. 

[remuswriting]

am i the only one who can't find good fanfics anymore ? like, i used to search for " *fandom* x reader " and go on for 4 hours straight but now bad writers are everywhere and no i'm not sorry for saying bad . i understand if you're not a native speaker, i'm not too but at least properly (?) learn it . and i understand you practice like this but i don't want to see it, post it when you can create enjoyable things . also it's always about same topics, i'm so sick of seeing "bf hcs", "cuddling hcs" and "shy/insecure reader" like damn okay but you can find the same thing on everywhere ! and i understand wanting to read from other writers but this is too much !!!! i'm just so angry that i'll probably delete tumblr soon . btw, i have no personal issues with anybody in this app, just some renting -🤡

Don’t delete Tumblr, I’ll miss you.

I understand this to be honest.  I’m to a point where I don’t post anything because everyone has done some form of it to the extent it’s overdone.  I write what I read and I don’t read any of those things because it’s hard to find ideas that are easy and won’t take most of my soul while writing.

Also, don’t get me started on writing quality because I can rant for literally hours.  I’ve read esl writing and been really impressed and loved it, so I don’t really that’s what can make writing bad.  English is incredibly difficult and I struggle with it (not the extent as others) and it’s my first language.

Warning, I’m going to sound like a major asshole during this rant.

I think that it’s hard to be as good a character x character writing because the reader can fully see and hear when every character is canon and there aren’t any ocs or reader insert.  This is probably extremely biased because I didn’t start reading Haikyuu xreader until this year.  Another thing is that Tumblr has better quality but the majority of that is female reader, which I read because it’s written so well.

Male reader tends to be harder for people to write because the majority of the people writing it are female and sometimes they feed way too into the gay stereotypes that we should be avoiding.  Also, people should stop focusing on who the top and bottom are unless there is nsfw content in it.  I don’t ask meet a guy and the first thing I ask is “hey are you a top of bottom?” because that’s not all that mlm individuals think about.  Any type of gay relationship doesn’t need to be sexualized or forced into disgusting stereotypes.  You just see it happening more in male reader (and anything gay on Wattpad).

I know this all sounds so aggressive and this isn’t really the surface of what I think about some of this stuff.  This isn’t aimed at anyone in particular because I’ve been feeling some of these things for years when I used to to read 5SOS/1D fanfiction. 

[kezibun]

Blueberry (Underswap Sans)

US Sans this adorable skelly, is the most excitable skeleton of them all. He has no filter and hardly ever thinks before speaking, this sometimes gets him into trouble that he easily gets him self out of, since he has a very innocent and childlike demeanour, no one's sure how much of this is put on but either way he's adorable and super sweet. (In my eyes this boy could do no wrong!!)

He loves his brother very much, they have the closest sibling relationship (though that doesn't mean they always get along). Blueberry is very heroic and loving!

He is super outdoorsy, he loves going to the park, going for walks, hiking, going to the beach etc. He also likes training/working out and sports especially those on the extreme side.

He is really into his puzzles, they are highly interactive and physically challenging, with lots of running, jumping, climbing etc, he's also very fond of incorporating time trials/challenges into them.

Blueberry absolutely adores cooking! And with a little guidance he might actually make a good meal (as long as he keeps the art Supplies out of the kitchen) if you haven't tried his FAMOUS TACOS, are you friends? have you even met the guy?

Little blue is a bit overly trusting and gets very attached to people very quickly, (he has Sans’ natural charisma and Papyrus want for friends and popularity) he always see the best in everyone even if its not there. He'll be your best friend by the end of your first conversation (at least in his eyes). He loves hugs and cuddles with a passion! It's almost as if he craves affection like at some point in his life he was starved of it?? This bundle of joy and optimism deserves all the love in the world! So please treat him well! ^.^

Ok so I know I said don't expect many drawings from me cuz I got writing to focus on but I got so inspired by the beautiful fan art on my dash.(@theskeletongames @zarla-s @imjustalazycat @azy-arty @koicchii @skesgo @maiuoart @lullychi @quietsilenceus , just to name a few! soz i follow a lot of artists but please check there blogs out there art is amazing! ^.^) here's what went down:

My brain: oooh look at all that art you gotta draw some stuff, how about you doodle your bias wrecker (blueberry) and create a rivalry in your heart…(vs red, my favourite)

Me: great idea and very poetic but I gotta write stuff that's why the people come to my blog.

My brain wasn't having any of that and was like: no don't be silly the people are here for the skeletons not your writing they won't mind if the boy's come in the form of your stupid scribbles instead of you xreader fic trash.

Me: . . .

Me: fine but I'm gonna do some kind of headcanon/character description thing just in case.

And so that's how we got here! . . . I kinda hope my brain was right with this haha. ^^; It has taken me so long to draw these 'doodles' and I'm gutted that I could have been writing instead but I really enjoyed it, it was relaxing and I feel like I've learnt alot/improved in my digital art skills (I'm sure my lines are less shaky) I hope you guys don't mind seeing more of my terrible scribbles. And sorry, I should be writing those Asks instead of procrastinating like this.

Hope you enjoyed this.

Please feel free to leave constructive criticism on my drawings and/or writing, I'm always up for improving. Don't forget that you can ask me and the skelly's anything! ^.^