#I'm so excited to get back into this aaaahhhh

[lookforanewangle]

several sentences sunday/monday

I got so excited I actually wrote something for the first time in over a month I couldn't wait for tease tidbit tuesday or wip wednesday or whatever so here's a daemon snippet!! I wasn't tagged, I'm just going for it :] I'm sure I got tagged in something and forgot about it, so consider this a response to any tag games I've been tagged in I guess

this is a prequel to the actual fic I'm working on, and will all be from maddie's pov! she's eight, here, and her daemon, traxin, is still unsettled. this got kind of long, so the rest of this is under a cut

you can see the daemon lineups here

“Are you ready to meet your new brother?” Dad gets her settled in the chair before he moves to Mom’s side, his back to the rest of them. Her parents start to whisper, but Maddie puts her full attention on the babies being passed into her arms—her brother and his daemon—as the nurse helps to support his head. Traxin is fluttering with excitement as he perches on Maddie’s knee, eyes wide. Maddie feels the same. “What’s his name?” she asks the nurse. “Evan. Your parents’ daemons are still deciding on his daemon’s name.” She steps away to give them privacy, busying herself with nurse things Maddie isn’t interested in. Maddie only has eyes for Evan. “Hi Evan,” she croons. He’s quiet in her hold, sound asleep. Maddie wants to keep holding him forever.

“Can I?” Traxin asks, hopping a few times before flitting to her shoulder, head tilting back and forth as he takes in the babies in her arms. He shifts again, unable to keep his form in his excitement. His puppy stage is nearing not-a-puppy-anymore, and he nearly knocks her from the chair as he settles at her side, nose inching towards the daemon on Evan’s chest. “Can I, Maddie?” Traxin has never talked much, but Maddie doesn’t mind. It’s always interesting hearing what he has to say. This time makes her laugh. “She doesn’t even have a name yet,” Maddie reminds him, pressing him back with her elbow. She drops her voice to a whisper. “But soon, I think. We get to be the first.” “Oldest sibling rights,” Traxin says, smug. Maddie grins. That grin drops abruptly as snippets of conversation flit across the room. “You’ve seen me, the baby is as healthy as we hoped he’d be, now go stay with our son. He’s all alone—” “—only for a little while, he’s fine—” “What if something happens while you’re gone? We’re supposed to be helping him, Evan is supposed to—” “Margaret,” Phillip hisses. “Just go,” she snaps, “or I’ll go myself.” Maddie’s arms tighten around Evan. It was supposed to be her. She’d offered to stay with Daniel. “Mom…I—” “Just keep holding him, Maddie,” she says, eyes closing with exhaustion. Traxin pulls back, tucking himself half-behind Maddie with a breathy whine. Mom sighs. “Be a good girl and look after your brother.” Dad flashes Maddie a smile that doesn’t reach his eyes as he passes, Jarah trotting at his heels. It’s not very reassuring. Maddie’s eyes drift to Molin, desperate for some sort of comfort or something, anything to cut the tension in the room that feels thicker than the humidity. Molin stares back, eyes dark and unreadable. “Her name is Balaine,” he says, quiet. He stares at Maddie a moment more before tucking his beak under his wing. Then they’re alone. Maddie and Traxin and Evan and…and Balaine.

[peace-hunter]

Hi! I hope you’re doing well!!

I have just realised that we hardly ask you anything in terms of lore so I was wondering do you have any headcanons for the ghost au that you are looking forward to draw? Or is there something an anon has sent in that has brought you immense joy regarding the au?

Thank you for the time you put in for the artwork! Don’t apologise for how long you take, your enjoyment of creating this au comes first!

AAAAHHHH that's so kind of you nonnie o(TヘTo)!!

truth is i do have quite a bit of asks asking about the lore of the haunted au! which i'm so very thankful for and looking forward to replying to them! but i'm very slow and it's taking me way too much time to get to them OTL

as it is i have several pieces on the back burner that i hope you guys will like! i absolutely adore every single ask i get so i can't really choose one in particular but you guys are so much funnier than me about my own au sometimes i can only hope i do justice to the things you send me akjshdjksad

there is one (1) joke i am excited to finish drawing and it's so dumb and not even that funny but it makes me laugh so you're gonna have to suffer through it i apologize in advance (/▽＼)

[sailingfireshipz]

13x06 download.

1. Carver waking up in somebody else bed, hungover, once again & almost late for shift AGAIN.... this man is slipping. For the life of me, I don't understand why they made Jake a series regular just to go in and deconstruct his character growth. I don't see the plot.

2. The way Stella kicked that man bed in 😂😂😂

3. Stella looking at Kelly when he says he'll take overhaul. She knows her hubby. She could see his wheels spinning.

4. I'm so happy Ritter actually witnessed the bird attacking Mouch. Mouch needed that validation 😭

5. Pascal questioning Stella about truck again is just so.... Not because I don't think he should be asking those questions but more so the tone & manner in which he does it is just so triggering for me. The difference in how he talks to Kidd vs. how he engages in a conversation with Kelly later in the episode is night & day.

5a. I feel bad for Stella. It's clear something is going on with Carver, but it seems like if she tells Pascal, he'll just flip it on her again like he did with Damon. Rock meet hard place. Stella's storyline this entire first half has been navigating mens bullshit instead of dealing with her backstory 😒 😑

6. Carvers "there will be no more screw ups" gave me whiplash because that sounds like something S11 Carver said MANY times

7. Tony has been crushing it! Keep giving the man more screen time.

8. Pascal conversation with Kelly... do we see how the tone & overall demeanor is different, relaxed, and not accusatory in nature 🙂 this continues to be problematic for me

9. I can't tell if Flynn is a good or bad guy... he sort of weirds me out

10. STELLARIDE has PARENTS written all over them in that Med scene. Like they finally got a babysitter to enjoy a night out & Kelly's dragging Stella to Med for a case 😆

11. Does anyone know what it was that Tori brought Carver & why would Kidd care? It looked like a knife?

11a. Tori's manipulation is insane. She has this man withdrawing & icing people out that have had his back in so many situations. Hope he doesn't burn all those bridges

12. Stella & Violet 👩‍🍳 💋 i want to hear more about that great dinner. Ugh!

13. "Severide, I'm starting to get the feeling you have a problem with authority." lmao, oh, you don't know much about our Severide, do you, chief?

14. Kelly immediately going to Stella. My ❤️

15. What i love about the Go home Carver scene is that Stella is not wavering when it comes to doing right by her rig & ultimately 51. She could have easily folded with the scrutiny coming from the chief, but NOPE! She's not dealing with the foolishness just to not be on his hit list! My Fearless Queen

16. Follow me here... What does Flynn do for a living? He said he got assigned a new case... the state trooper in the ghost gun case said the DA needed the evidence... hmmm idk

17. Kelllllly "My firehouse" Severide aaaahhhh I'm screaming. The way he had Pascal gagged

17a. Selfishly wishing Kelly would have defended Stella the way he just laid Pascal out about the case when Pascal called her a pain in the ass.....

18. Pascal telling Kelly that Bishop is prone to violence & doesn't make empty threats & the first words out of Kellys mouth was I'm in... Kelly, have we LEARNED nothing from S10-12 😭🥹🥹🥹

18a. Like damn at least talk to Stella (YOUR WIFE) first before readily offering yourself up as a target. What happened to we're a team!?

Loved this episode & excited for next week! Any thoughts, theories, or ramblings out there? Let me know i love it when we all discuss our different perspectives!

[coff-in]

Coff-in?? Waiting for my response??? HHrrrk I'm blushing so hard rn holy shit Devious Anon is in love <3 Interestingly I think Reader killing Ashley is a possibility, but it's done under very specific conditions—like she has to be sure Andrew wants to kill Ashley before she takes on the job, ergo basically in the vision what I think would happen is Andrew is approaching Ashley with the knife and is visibly debating killing her and then reader kill-steals, kind of. Andrew asks reader why the fuck she would do that and reader replies almost innocuously, "She was causing you a lot of pain, and you would've cried if you killed Ashley, right? So I'll do it for you." She killed Ashley to keep Andrew for herself, yes, but also to spare Andrew the guilt of killing Ashley. I feel like it's harder for him to resent her under these conditions bc yk, he was about to do the exact same thing and she did it for him. NOW IF ASHLEY RETALIATES AND KILLS HER bro I don't think these siblings are ever going to come back together the same again bc now Ashley suspects Andrew and reader of being against her, Andrew has a looooot of mixed feelings (does he wanna kill Ash???) and reader is basically always a hair-trigger away from flipping out (she didn't think she wanted to kill Ash but now that it's in her head...)

Also also I realized I built up Devious Baby Sis reader a lot in my head but did not actually share most of it (she's basically a whole character now just without a name) so here it be! The reason why baby sis is the way she is comes from her observation of the family dynamic as the youngest—that is, she and Ash both rely on Andrew. Ashley is very openly needy about it, which reader notices tends to get on Andrew's nerves. They both baby her, but reader sometimes gets left out when her older siblings become too tangled with each others issues (ex. Nina's death is something i'm not sure reader would've been involved in). Reader is internally actually pretty insecure like Ashley, but instead of acting out (which she know annoys Andrew), she switches tactics so they act out for her—in jealousy. Basically reader is insecure and constantly tests their feelings because otherwise, she can't convince herself that she's loved.

CRYING AT THIS FEAST SO EARLY IN THE MORNING HRRRRGG It's not fair that Andrew's so fine it's actually illegal. He's in my head rent free (you can tell by the amount of asks I've thrown your way coff-in I need hELP) I feel like this is less an ask and me just building fanfic with you in your asks now :,D I just have so many brainworms lmao bUT IF YOU WANNA WRITE A WHOLE ASS ANGST FIC I ASSURE YOU I AM YOUR GAL << I WILL READ, I WILL DEVOUR

notes from coff-in: I WAS WAITING ALL EVENING FOR YOU BABES!!! AAAAHHHH ITS DEVIOUS ANON!!!! and don't worry about talking in my inbox, a fact you should all know is that i love to yap and talk (you also have a tag now! #devious anon visits the coffin)

[fem] reader-insert, [devious younger sister reader], incest

i don't know if i could elaborate more on the decay route because it's just too good man! the paths we've explored so far are all so fucking exciting! i am curious about how ashley would traverse her relationship with andrew and devious baby sis [reader] since ashley would be the only one seeing the vision.

i've also been building up this little devious [reader] in my head but it's all self-indulgent stuff. hearing you talk about why she is the way she is is pretty neat though! i have trouble keeping all to deep analysis stuff in my head and it causes me to lose track of character traits and motives and such :p i mostly saw [reader] is just being this little yandere manipulator, you know? she's genuinely happy with her siblings but she uses all these tricks and tactics to indulge in her incestuous feelings with her siblings while also not getting into trouble. she writes romantic poems for andrew but it's forged in julia's handwriting so he doesn't suspect it's [reader]. she gets naked while sharing a room with ashley and plays it off as okay since they're both sisters and siblings and only one year apart in age.

ah... imagine that she's in love with both of her siblings but thinks that andrew and ashley don't love her back or yet ARE IN LOVE WITH EACH OTHER. the conflict she feels about her romantic feelings to her siblings and her need to keep a secret to keep them with her. she fakes being an angel because she doesn't think that they'd love her back if they knew how apathetic she could be towards other people. even if she wasn't there when nina died (something she construes as something personal between andrew and ashley that she could never fit into), [reader] probably wouldn't have helped her out of that box. it made ashley happy, right? and andrew wouldn't have to get a girlfriend, right? all wins in her book.

she'd kill and maim and butcher and burn and lie and die for her siblings if she needed to (well, she probably wouldn't die without them ofc). they are her beginning and her end! her soulmates reincarnated as her siblings so that they'd be together forever (from the womb to the tomb, as i've seen said in passing). a lot of her personality revolves around andrew and ashley and while i want to work on that a little bit more in my silly little head, i think it could also be used as some sort of purposefully character flaw?

speaking of long fanfics, i have an ao3 account (that is empty for now) but maybe one day your devious idea could become a devious multi-chapter fanfic (with your permission of course. i want to make sure everyone gets their fair share of credit).

also, also, ALSO! imagine andrew and ashley celebrating [reader]'s birthday! :3 happy thought to make up for all the angst

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coff-in

[s3raphimssins]

Dazai x reader coworker besties

After completing a mission in France. Dazai and the reader they still have one day remaining before leaving for yokohama. Dazai suggests they should tour around Paris. But the reader is low in energy and gets tired easily and dislikes rollar coasters. she finally agrees to dazai. Basically, take pics, visit the eiffel Tower, go to amusement parks,gets ice creams.

(Also if it'd be nice dazai having a lil crush on her uwu)

YOU WRITE SO GOOD BTW

➼Authors note: THANK YOU SO MUCH AAHH! I love your reqs so much their so unique I enjoy writing them, you ask and I shall deliver!

➼Pairings: dazai x fem!reader

➼Summary: a trip to France, an unexpected confession

JE T'AIME

"no"

"Pleaseee Donna!"

"no" you had been saying this for 2 days ever since you both completed the mission in France, today is your last day, it's 9 am the day hadn't even started Dazai started begging to go tour Paris.

"We have only a day left here and I'd say it would be a waste of time to just stay in a hotel room" dazai reasoned.

"We can just relax here I'm already drained after the mission and my legs cannot take another long day out" you told him, it was true you got tired easily and your legs already hurt alot. Though you think he was right about it being a waste to sit around in Paris. You sighed and said eventually giving up. "Fine we can go, but you will leave me alone in Yokohama."

"DEAL" it didn't take long for dazai to accept that offer.

You both got dressed and left to tour Paris and Dazai said they had seen an amusement park, you could go to. You weren't sure about that since you HATED rollercoasters but it would be fun to sit on the teacups or carousel.

Dazai was mostly dragging you across the whole thing, you sat on carousels, teacups, the Faris wheel and more rides that you actually enjoyed as you only had to sit on them. But Dazai begged you to come to atleast one rollercoaster. To that he got a strong no. there's NO WAY you're sitting on a rollercoaster no matter what he says-

"AAAAHHHH WHY DID I AGREE TO THIS" that was you screaming even before the rollercoaster dropped. You don't know how this sly man even convinced you but it happened. Meanwhile Dazai was over excited squirming in his seat and teasing you relentlessly "ride hasn't even started yet [name]~" and like the after a few minutes the rollercoaster started. You were screaming like 95% of the time and the minute it stopped your head bumped on the back, you were tired after just screaming your lungs out. Dazai laughed so hard at that and pat your back once you made it out, he also teased you on how your legs were still shaking after the ride but you smacked him on the head.

To make up for it you both left the park and Dazai took you to an ice cream vendor and you both got a huge ice cream glass with scoops of ice-cream and shared it. You both went on a bridge area nearby and sat down on the bench with the river view. Dazai let you eat the toppings as he felt bad for you. You both rested Abit there and took pictures of the view and of yourselves to show your colleagues. Dazai also took a photo of you after the rollercoaster but you don't need to know about that.

After you relaxed Abit and finished your ice cream you both took a cab and with a terrible attempt at french you both ended up at a museum. This was more your type you really enjoyed this and we're excited. You took alot of pictures of the relics and Dazai posing next to them. Dazai gladly took some photos of you next to the art their too and he thought you looked mesmerizing in them. Though he would never tell you that seriously.

After a quick snack break you resumed your journey to a long awaited spot of Dazai, the Eiffel Tower. You both could see it from a distance and took another cab there. The sun slowly began to fade as you both approached your final destination. You were captivated by the view of the pink/orange sky and the Eiffel Tower standing Infront of it. The sounds of people chattering away and taking pictures. You and dazai went to a waffle cart that was there and took two delicious waffles and stood on the bridge leaning on it where you had a perfect view of the sky and the Tower.

"this was definitely worth it" you smiled "thank you for bringing me here"

Dazai looked at you with a calm expression, he looked relaxed and said "thank you for accompanying me here".

You both stared off into the distance as the sun slowly faded into the horizon and he spoke up. " I bought you something" you looked at him in surprise. He reached into his trench coat and pulled out a hair pin which was full of tiny gems. It was in shape of a butterfly and it was champagne colored.

"Thank you! This is so...Pretty" you looked at it observing it's details and how good it looks. Dazai slowly raised it and pinned it on your hair at he side pulling them back out of your face.

"I thought you didn't want to come here donna~" he broke out of his serious expression and his playful demeanor was back. "Well I didn't want to, and I still think I would be much well rested at home, but this was a new experience thanks to you and I actually enjoyed". He laughed at that and you both ate your waffles staring into the distance.

Dazai excused himself for some time while you clicked a few pictures. He returned back after some time with 2 champagne glasses in his hands. "I saw this bar at the corner there so I thought I might get them!" He said cheerfully. You gladly accepted the glass and he had the other in his hand. "This is the perfect place for a suicide.." he with sparkles in his eyes. "And I thought I'll have a day without hearing you talk about suicide" you sighed. "There's no stopping you I guess" you chuckled.

"Je t'aime"

"what??" You looked at him curiously. He looked ethereal looking into the distance like that before he turned to you and spoke

"nothing you'll learn"

He toasted your champagne and took a sip out of his glass as you did the same.

What did he say? You'll find out eventually if you remember.

A.n: I THOUGHT IT'D BE NICE TO HAVE A FRENCH WORD IDK, but I got this off Google so I don't know if it's right or wrong but je t'aime means I love you! I don't know I apologize if it's short! I had fun writing this!

[vixen-tech]

Hello! I recently discovered that I might be objectum and I gotta say, your writing really scratches that itch! Nothing better than spending time with some lovely AI, who loves you back! I know it's pretty basic, but I watched Electric Dreams yesterday and I am going insane over Edgar! So much so that I feel this urge to just cuddle my PC! Aaaahhhh sorry for rambling in your inbox! But you're really cool and I appreciate what you do and please don't ever stop because your writing is wonderful and the characters are wonderful and I wanna kiss computer! Thank you for your time <3

No no please don't apologize!! Honestly comments like this will never fail to make my day.

I'm so so so happy to know that my writing can bring such joy to you. Objectum content, especially the type I make is definitely more niche then other fandoms I use to write for. It is a great feeling to prove that if I enjoy it, then there must be market for it.

And oh lord do I understand the Electric Dreams craze. It's probably the best objectum introduction I know of and it's such a sweet movie in its own right. Edgar is such a lovable character and it's greate to have at least one piece of content that indulges in computer romance.

Thank you so much Anon for the kind words, it's comments like yours that really get me excited to post new content <3

[phantom-of-the-501st]

Episode 14 Thoughts

Spoilers for TBB Season 2

AAAAHHHHHH OKAY OKAY I HAVE A LOT OF FEELINGS AAAAAAHHHHH

It's grey. Why does everything have to be grey? Grey never means anything good.

HOWZER?!

Well that answers one of my questions. Howzer was, in fact, able to keep his hair in great condition while being held captive. Good to know.

BUT HOWZER'S BACK AAAAHHHH

I was honestly like "oh no, Lt. Fuckface is back 🙄" and then remembered that he was dead and that this was some other pasty imperial to hate...

Incoming attack? From Echo maybe???

IT'S ECHO!!!

HE HAS RETURNED AAAAAHHHHH I MISSED HIM SO MUCH!!!

WITH GREGOR!!!

2 new clones, Fireball and Nemec. Ngl, thought they were both gonna die. 😬 Thankfully not!

Oh great, even Mt Tantiss is all grey and gloomy...

This is just a grey, gloomy episode.

ECHO AND CROSSHAIR IN THE SAME EPISODE??? LET'S GO!!!

Hemlock gives me the heebie jeebies. 😖

LEAVE HIM ALONE YOU DICK

Crosshair convulsing in the back of the shot is horrifying. 😭

Echo without a kama feels very weird...

BUT LOOK AT HIS BOOTS!

FUCK YEAH, CROSSHAIR!!!

I have a sneaking suspicion that this isn't actually going to work out...

You can tell he's out of it. Some of his shots miss.

HE'S SENDING A WARNING MESSAGE TO THE BATCH HELP

If you need me, I'll be sobbing in the corner. 😭

Cross... 😭😭😭

Of course Hemlock is immune to his own poison. That's exactly something to expect from a heebie jeebie man.

AND THE BATCH?! I thought they might just turn up right at the end.

Man, we are doing so well for characters this episode. 🥲

What is that thing Wrecker caught???

Wrecker calling Lyana boss. 😭

Hunter still feeling a little iffy about settling down permanently. Interesting but not surprising. 🤔

TECH GIVING OMEGA FLYING LESSONS 😆

He looks so terrified. 🤣

TECH TURN! TECH TURN!

Omega sounding so excited when she says "It's him". Bestie, same. 😭

Echo offering to race Omega back just confirms that Echo is actually a chaotic little shit and I love him for that. 🥰

Echo, mate, you look kinda naked without the kama. I don't know how to feel about it.😭

THE HUG THE HUG THE HUG AAAAHHH MY HEART 😭🥰

Ooooohh are they gonna find out about Cross from the data stick?

Hunter and Echo still not quite on the same page. 🤔

SORRY BUT WHY DOES ECHO ALWAYS LOOK SO SMALL NEXT TO HUNTER??? DID HUNTER CUT THE BOTTOM OF ECHO'S LEGS OFF LIKE WHAT IS THIS???

"When will it be enough?"

Ugh, that hurt. I love what Echo's doing but I am stressed for his life constantly. I'm really worried that something is going to happen to him and that's why Rex is gonna give up the fight. 😭

I don't necessarily think that something will happen to him this season though...

THEY KNOW THE EMPIRE HAVE CROSSHAIR 😭

They got the distress message. 🥲

Okay, I know that them not completely trusting Crosshair's warning is justified but OUCH it hurts to know that he's trying to help them and they don't know if they can believe him. 😭

JUST LEAVE THE POOR MAN ALONE! STOP IT!!! 😭

THAT'S THE END?! NOOOOOO

Oh no... we only have the finale left...

Aaaahhhhh so much happened this episode!

We got Echo back! (No Rex though ☹️). But also Crosshair, and the Batch AND HOWZER AND GREGOR!!! 🥰 Was hoping we would see Wolffe at some point but he could still turn up in the finale. 🤔

Jennifer wasn't kidding about this being a rollercoaster of emotions. I was just swinging back and forth between happiness and pure stress.

And Crosshair was trying to help his brothers. 😭 He still cares about them and now they want to get him back but they don't know if they can trust him and it's all too many feelings my heart can't take it-

I loved this episode. I think Eps 3, 8 and 12 still top it for me, but I was freaking out a lot. I hope Echo continues to have a significant part in the final 2 episodes and I hope that we see Rex again. Also, where's Cody at rn?

Anyway, I hope we get a Batch reunion next week!!!

I'm gonna go and continue to freak out. Hopefully I can focus on Mando this week after all that. 😵‍💫

[meantforinfinitesadness]

A few days ago I went to this film in concert thing where they play the movie but the orchestra is live so you know you get the film soundtrack right there and anyway

I saw How To Train Your Dragon and I can't tell you the emotions I felt being in a music hall with people that held the same love that I do for that movie. It was crazy and I'm always going to think back to the Test Drive scene that day because holy shit.

You ever been in a place watching HTTYD with a bunch of people that love it and Test Drive happens? No other feeling beats it. We were cheering and clapping and the orchestra did amazing (with the whole soundtrack not just Test Drive but y'know) and they know they did amazing but I just! Aaaahhhh

I'm going again in June and I'm so excited

[inkabelledesigns]

So the Ithaca Saga of Epic: the Musical released this week, and I have been very not normal about it. I have had it on loop, it is SO DELICIOUS. And I'm experiencing a thing that's very new. So, because I love both Epic and Bendy so much, I have an AU where Henry goes on an Odyssey of his own in the cycle trying to get back to his wife, Linda. And with every other saga, I am very clearly inspired with how to handle it.

But this saga, for once I'm applying it directly to my original story, Chronicles of Equinox (which is what my nutcracker stuff is called, for anyone who didn't know). So many great moments. Just, Hans and his daughters, and Clara. Loraine facing off against the mouse king in an epic battle of wit in the dark. Auran feeling like he has been changed by his journey, it is just hitting SO HARD, and I wanna do a million things. I wanna write, I wanna doodle characters that haven't gotten proper designs, I wanna Livestream, I wanna do a Tumblr ask blog styled thing where you guys can have tea with Hans to get to know him. Just aaaahhhh, I'm having feelings about Equinox, and it feels really good. I just wanna PLAY!

And maybe some of that is because Jorge made it to the end of the Odyssey. He worked so hard with so many great people to make Epic happen over the course of four years, maybe longer, and he made that dream come true. Getting to come along for that journey has been uplifting, dare I say inspiring. Every time a saga comes out, even though I know bits and pieces of the Odyssey, I was still surprised and emotional. I got to listen to a number of the premieres with some friends, and it was probably the most vulnerable and excited I've ever been about something in someone else's presence in a while. The gasps and squeals I let out, the number of times I cried and was left speechless, it's nice to be emotional about a story that hits JUST RIGHT. It was exactly what I needed. This next year, I want to make an effort to write my book. And I mean REALLY write my story. I want Equinox to have a chance at capturing someone's heart the way it has mine. I wanna give someone else what Epic gave to me. Just unbridled joy. I can do this. I WILL do this.

[hcguesstheauthormessageboard]

Eeeee I'm so happy!! Earlier I got interrupted while writing so I forgot the fact that I was in the middle of a really exciting scene where I know exactly what happens next so that was a nice surprise because just now I was like "oh, I guess I should get back to writing..." only to re-read the most dramatic stuff and aaaahhhh I hope what I love in my head is actually conveyed to the audience about this.........

👀👀

[everybodyshusband]

may i hear more about sleeves? <33

aaaahhhh i'm so so so excited to share another part of this lil wip :3 it's been in my drafts for what feels like forever !!! i don't remember which parts of it i've shared and which parts i haven't, but here's a little snippet regardless &lt;3

the premise of this one is basically a two-chaptered fic, where each chapter tells the same storyline of aeon/phantom (they're completely nameless in this fic, so it doesn't matter what you call them !!!) after their first show and performing with injuries on their arms. this snippet is of the the self-harm chapter, and this next snippet i've just posted is of burns from their summoning :)

under the cut for mentions of self-harm.

He holds out his hand and waits for them to give him their arm. “Arm, please,” he says as softly as he can manage when they don’t seem to understand his non-verbal signal. They hesitate, lifting both arms and dropping them, visibly weighing up which one to present to Dewdrop. “Whichever one is worse,” the fire ghoul prompts gently, doing his best to smile up at them encouragingly when they gingerly place their right arm in his hand.

He flits his fingers over the seam of their overshirt and lifts the sleeve from the lower layer of fabric ever so slightly, raising an eyebrow at them. “May I?”

“Y– Yeah, go ahead,” they mumble, pointedly averting their eyes from Dewdrop’s own.

Dewdrop nods his thanks and slowly rolls their sleeve up as gently as possible, despite the layer of undershirt separating it from their skin. He figures if he gives them a little time to adjust to having one layer of shirt pulled up, they might be more comfortable when Dewdrop asks them to take the undershirt off. Now that he’s right up close, he can see their blood soaking through the undershirt and wonders how close to the beginning of the ritual they must have done this in order for the blood to have kept flowing through the tight compression shirt.

And as hard as he tries, he can’t keep his curiosity at bay for very long. “When did you…?”

“Sidestage. When the tech looked over my guitar.”

Dewdrop’s guitar only gets checked a few minutes before the show begins, but rhythm guitar is looked after even later than that. That can’t be possible, they wouldn’t have had time to do anything; not properly, anyway. Maybe Dewdrop misheard them? “But that’s–”

“One minute ‘til showtime, I know. Snuck away from the tech. She, uhm– She got really mad when I came back. First show and all…” They trail off, choosing to glare daggers into their arm rather than look Dewdrop in the eyes. “Are– Are you mad? At me, I mean.”

“Am I mad at you?”

They nod, and Dewdrop isn’t necessarily surprised that their knee-jerk reaction is to assume everyone and everything is mad at them—again, he sees more of himself in this new quintessence summon than he’d like to admit—but it leaves a sour taste in his mouth that they seem to wholeheartedly believe that he would hate them for this. “I couldn’t be mad at you for this, bug,” he rushes to reassure them. “You hear me? No, no, look at me.” He grabs their face and forces them to look him in the eye in a manner that almost certainly isn’t appropriate for the situation they’ve found themselves in. “I will never be annoyed, or mad, or be frustrated over you for coming to ask for help, especially not for something like this, okay?”

They open their mouth to respond, but hesitate, doing their best to avert their eyes again.

Dewdrop shakes their head gently. “Okay?”

“...Okay.”

[lipglossanon]

I'm really glad you don't mind me sending you my thoughts, literally I have no one to share these with so thx sm :')

for the spicy thoughts tho, this may sound weird to u so if u don't like this idea, u don't have to read them no worries<333

I was thinking of the reader wearing animal ears... ITS A GUILTY PLEASURE OF MINE IK ITS WEIRD. but like just imagine for a second with me, her trying out stuff like cat ears or bunny ears or puppy ears or whatever animals you want really. her friends gave them to her to try it on since they think that she hasn't really tried anything crazy or kinky or whatever (only if they knew-) she got curious so she decided to try them on in her room in front of her mirror, with that her friends even gave her some cute and skimpy lingerie too ;) usually she doesn't wear things like these, but she wants to feel pretty so she puts them on together with the bunny ears and tail she has, i choose bunny cuz it's like her for me fr. she gets so lost into it and just keeps turning her body in different angles, admiring the set, that she doesn't even notice Leon standing at her door, his muscular figure leaning against the door frame, big and bulky arms crossed, a smug grin on his face, and darkened eyes with his pupils dilating. Bro. BROOOOO HEAR ME OUT PLS

he just stands there and doesn't make his presence known until she turns around to change back, finish admiring the set, and gasps at seeing him. it can be either stepdad or stepbro leon, both are so hot. her face gets hot quickly as she scrambles to cover her almost-naked body, feeling too embarrassed that she got caught red handed. Leon's grin widens and he can feel his cock twitching and hardening even more in his sweats at her bashfulness, he always loveeee her timidness since he thinks it's so cute and precious that he wants to ruin and break her even more. stepping into her room, he stalks slowly towards her with a predatory gaze, staring her down and pinning her in place. his hands coming up to pet her bunny ears, he teases her with a condescending tone, "look at you…” Gasping when he moves one of his hands down, squeezing her neck slightly, her breasts, down to her side then hip, then his hand suddenly goes behind her and squeezes at her tail. Just exploring her body in general. He pushes her body even closer to his own, breath fanning against her red face,

“Look at how pretty you are for me hm? Cute little bunny. I can see how wet you are in your white skimpy little pantie. All for me? Sweet baby, so fucking sweet…” then he leans down and smashes his lips against her own hungrily, quite literally trying to devour her. After pulling away, his lips parted slightly to pant and smirks evilly down at her. Suddenly he pushes her towards the door to her room, cocking his head at her,

“Run. Now.” She doesn’t know why he’d say that but her body just shivers all over the place from his sudden cold tone. Heart beating out of her chest, she turns around and quickly runs down the stairs. Her heart beats even faster hearing his pounding footsteps, getting closer and closer to her. Imagine what he’ll do to her when he catches her…

AAAAHHHH OMG AJDNFN I LOVE PREDATOR/PREY SM😩🔥 plspls if ur interested in this idea u can even use it ;)

I really don’t mind! It’s fun to talk Leon 🥰 and I also have no one to unleash my thoughts to hence the fics 🤣 🤣

And trust me, not much I find weird in the kink department 😂

Pet play can be so 🥵 yes yes and yes; I’m loving this energy 👏 👏 👏 and it could be one of those things that she’s always been interested but way too nervous to go out on her own so when she gets them as like a joke gift she’s actually (secretly) excited!! 🤩 oof Leon being a total creep and just spying on her while she’s trying them on and just being mesmerized at how much she likes them??? 🤤

The heavy tension as he’s slowly petting over her little bunny ears and body? Teasing the little tail and maybe snapping the band on her lingerie 🤯

Predator/prey is so goooood!!!! Screaming right now!! The possibilities 😩 the chase ending in the hottest sex imaginable oof 🥵 🥵 🥴

But let me spin you this one (cause this has got my brain buzzing 😵‍💫) so she ends up with a leash and collar and just being silly she convinces Leon to put them on. He indulges her cause he’s totally whipped and like she’s just kinda picking on him and trying to stir him up by saying bad puppy or like he goes to kiss her and she pulls the leash where he’s not able to and just

‘Be a good puppy and you’ll get a treat’ 😵‍💫

But the kicker here is just how much it drives Leon a little crazy; she’s not even being mean but being told no and making it seem like she can tell him what to do is just doing it for him 🥵 🥵 ONLY for him to turn it around and completely rail her in the mattress (doggy style what else 🤭) while she’s trying to tug on his leash telling him ‘bad puppy, you’re being so bad right now’ 🤤 🤤 🥴

If you can’t tell this has been sitting heavy on my noggin 🤣 please give me all the thoughts, I’m living for it 😆 god now I’m going to have to write it lmao 🤣 🤣

[coolpointsetta]

Loved reading your headcanons for alpha!roy and omega!jamie. Your mentions about Jamie and Roy having kids got me thinking - 1) I know this is a long way off, but do you have any idea how many kids you imagine them eventually having? and 2) what type of parents do you think they'd be (e.g. is one more strict than the other, is one more laid back...I'm just fishing for anything really haha).

aaaahhhh thank you for the ask!! thinking about future royjamie kiddos gets me so excited.

i picture them having four. something something twins running in families something something…both of them wanting a little army until the hit the terrible twos and realize that four is such a great number, we love our four children, don’t ask us if we plan to have anymore four is IT

and oooooo thinking about them being parents??? AAAAHHHHHH

out of the two, i actually picture jamie being the more strict one. i mean, look at roy and phoebe. she would turn on her puppy dog eyes and he would get her ice cream for dinner and wore her tie-dye shirt to training. that man is DONE the minute one of their kids turns their sad, adorable eyes towards him. they make him bracelets to wear to work and tell him that he’s invited to the tea party ONLY IF he plays princess penelope. and of course, princess penelope shows up everytime, gown and all. while he hopes that each of his kids will grow up to be professional footballers too, he knows that might not be what they want and he’s okay with that. that being said, he loves his kiddos very much and is very present in their upraising. if some grandma comes up to him in the store and says “oh, it’s dads day with the kids!” he just glares at her and says “everyday is dads day with the kids”

i picture jamie as simultaneously very laid back and also very hands on. he wants their kids to play in the dirt and do weird shit bc that’s what kids DO. they’re WEIRD. but don’t be weird by the old tree it could fall over any second. and jesus christ child #3 haven’t you ever heard of brain eating amoebas don’t splash around in the stagnant water. but jamie is also very determined to give his children the childhood he never had. he goes to every one of their events, no matter how silly it may seem (there’s a ceremony! he’s moving from the fourth grade to the fifth grade). he encourages them and dotes on them always. but out of the two, he’s less likely to say yes to ice cream for dinner (not that he won’t say yes SOMETIMES, but these kids need their vitamins roy good lord)

both of them i picture as very loving, caring parents. they’re not perfect by any means, but they are there for their children always. i absolutely cannot WAIT to write about them in the future teehee

[iixiplaytimeisoverixii]

{I know I've been gone A LOT lately. I basically fell off the face of the earth because my muse had completely died.

So much had happened to me over the past 6 months and honestly, this world be stressful! I guess it makes sense why he disappeared.

But....I heard a song that sparked inspiration because my boi popped into my head after the first chorus and AAAAHHHH! I have lots of new ideas for him, some of his current stuff will stay the same but....a lot more sultry and adult rated stuff and some changes to his background be coming!

And let's face it, the sultry adult stuff is a lot of fun! X3

I have completely merged my @theimmortalkingixii blog with him, as well as my other Atem's so I will primarily be here or over on my OC blog.

I won't have a lot of time to write because I'm now a mother of two and still an RGM. My time is SUPER stretched and my energy is often drained. So I may stick to the three days a week that I have off (one isn't a day off I just go in to work later than my other days) if my attention isn't being demanded elsewhere.

I really want to get back into writing again and hopefully the beginning of May will be when I am able to do so because that's when I move into my new house.

I'm really excited about where I am going to have my boi over the next little while and I hope that others will like him too! ^^; and I really appreciate everyone that has been patient with me during my absence, and if we need to build the bond between my boi and your muse that is totally fine since it has been so long, and would probably help me too because I honestly can't remember where most of them were anyway. ^^;;;

Hope to chat with you lovely peeps soon!}

[the-down-upside-finch]

Hey, back to scream at you—

I’m reading Minding Q’s this fine Sunday morning.

AND CAN I SAY THAT IT IS SO GOOD I WOULD DIE FOR CELAIN. AND THE BOY. MY DUDE ALL THE HUGS FOR YOU.

Like came to personally compliment you that you’re doing the overstimulation and social anxiety so well! Like as someone who gets overstimulated by noise and hates crowds spot on!

Literally reading this fic like “ah yes the college experience. Mhm.”

And outta curiosity, is Celain autistic or adhd? I’m guessing it’s one of them doing to the stimming and over stimulation. (I’m on chapter 3 maybe it says this later skjdsipaks)

Anyway, I take forever to get to things sometimes, but your work is super cool!!!

YO WHAT TIMING!!! I literally was just working on an update for Minding Q's to post later today! (Also thank you so much for the fun comments on the story, I had a rough night yesterday and you literally made me feel so much better)

Also. I'm giggling because I always forget we don't even learn the 2nd MC's name until the middle of chapter 4 gksjgksjgj--

BUT AAAAAHHHH I'm so glad what I'm trying to portray is coming through! There are so many emotions involved in overstimulation and the like that sometimes I'm not sure if it's coming across the way I want it to haha So I'm glad it's making sense!!

In terms of what the "official" diagnosis for Celain’s brain soup is, I actually have yet to address this head-on in the story—and I'm not sure it will ever come up directly haha

I've written her character around a neurodiverse experience rather than as a representation of a specific brand of neurodiversity, mostly since I want to leave it open for interpretation, if that makes sense? Like, if the experience aligns with multiple categories and labels, I think that’s totally fine!

That being said, I do have "official" diagnoses for some of the other characters because their label(s) is/are actually essential to their identity. In fact, we'll see Sterling struggle with his labels as part of his character arc, among other things. Some of the other characters also identify very strongly with certain labels, while others dismiss them entirely. (This is something I've been wanting to explore in writing, so I'm really excited about it!)

Aaaahhhh anyways thank you so so much for taking the time to read my writing! It makes me so happy that you like it!

I'm looking forward to using my break this week to catch up on reading your writing >:}

[quinloki]

No but literally, I don’t know how many years it’s been since I last wrote anything because I just lost the motivation.

I’m terrible with x readers, so I’ve just been writing short drabbles and one shots for those three with Addie,but I’m actually so eager and excited to keep writing about them all as I get caught up and get a feel for my writing style back. I feel like a kid again lol

\o/ I'm glad it's energizing you - and that you're coming back to writing. No matter what it is, it's all worth it =3

Drabbles, head canons, bullet points, musings, summaries, thirsts, entire 100k word Odes De Smut - all of it has value, so don't let yourself worry about length, or frequency or anything else.

Just get the words on the page first, worry about the rest second, and the more you read by others the more you'll sort out how to do it for yourself. I ended up re-writing my first two fics cause I started out in one perspective, but found I really prefer a different perspective.

Aaaahhhh, I'm just so excited for you!