#I'm sleeeeepy

[potatoplace]

Okay I'm hella exhausted and I'm going to bed at almost 1:30 lol. I hope you all like the update, I liked writing it! Have a good night/day 🫶

[baekhyunnybyun]

had the longest last 3 days I need to lay in bed with phone for at least the next 3 to recover

[walterdecourceys]

thank god tomorrow is friday. and that i've planned ahead so that friday jay has a minimal workload

[demonsfate]

he crawls into your bed ( as you're sleeping ) & drops a chicken carcass at your feet. afterward, he curls up beside you to sleep.

[running-in-the-dark]

so! I've not been sleeping well lately. and I've gotta get through the next few months (of writing my stupid thesis) somehow. I need a lot of sleep to function. so I've decided to increase the dose of the medication that lets me sleep (an antidepressant) again. we only just reduced it earlier this year so I know it's fine.

the dose I've been on is the lowest dose possible, so this is still very low. I don't think it really does much for my mood either way (even at the higher dose that I used to be on). but not sleeping well definitely makes me feel like shit, and especially lying in bed not being able to fall asleep. I'm not good at consistently taking this medication long enough before I go to bed, so it usually takes about an hour until I can sleep. I know that at this slightly higher dose, I get sleepy very quickly, maybe read for a few minutes and then fall asleep with no issues.

I really want to take fewer meds (for someone who is ~young and healthy~ according to their GP (🙄) I take a lot of medication every day, and tbh it is really annoying), but they help a lot and at the moment I can't function without them, so I'll just have to wait a little longer (and that's fine)

[im-tempted]

Getting home from work at 12 is like if god hated you waking up before 10 and fun and joy

[fancyratvanity]

Folds my little rat paws. I don't know what's happening right now and I've half a mind to go back to bed

[alltimefail-sims]

No one asked, but here's another song from my Strangerville writing playlist!

This one is for Meredith Roswell!

Ton of debate over Me and My Husband and weather or not it's a happy or sad song. Personally I've always felt that the tone and repetition of the lyrics feel more like the wife is trying to convince herself - like if she says they're okay, they're sticking together, over and over they'll actually be okay...eventually. I've always felt the vibe to be coming from a lonely, insecure, and exasperated place, but the wife is stubbornly committed to the monotony and the comfort that the status quo provides. With a heavy sigh at the beginning of the song, the tone is set for me!

Who else embodies a steadfast, unwavering dedication to being comfortable and complacent better than Meredith Roswell? She'll stay with her husband, the man with an eternal "furrowed brow," to the very end...at least for this lifetime.

But hey, maybe she'll have better luck in the next one?

[lee-blogs]

Also, since i seem to be on a roll with posts tonight, i just wanna say something. It's a bit sappy, as usual heh, but it's important to me.

To my friends; i want to thank you all from the bottom of my heart for all the lovely words and gifts and Birthday wishes!

I may not be the best with words in the moment, but it truly does mean the absolute world to me that you'll go out of your way to wish me a good one and/or take some time to make me something. It sometimes hits me like a truck; the fact that i really do mean something to y'all and that i'm so damn lucky to have found people that really care about me!

Thank you all so much for the gifts, the wishes, and for being my friends through everything. Y'all mean the absolute world to me and i hope you guys know that. I cannot wait to chat with you guys again,

I love you!!

💙💚💛💜

[fragile-little-dolll]

I'm sooooooooo so so so sleeeeepy

nobody take advantage of that please

[sleepinglionhearts]

4:30 AM and well. That sure is some poison ivy!

Thankfully I do not appear to be far outside of the bounds of normal reaction to getting Poisoned By The Ivy, though the slight concern of infection had some merit and I'm getting treated properly for it.

Hospital.... round 2!

(...in recent times, anyway)

[shallowseeker]

I love your faves on ao3! Can you suggest me some writers to follow?

@kerryweaverlesbian and @thevioletcaptain for unprompted, wonderful chaos right here on tumblr dot com.

For updates on longer things I love a lot: @valleydean @shineforthee @whiskeyjuniper @bloodydeanwinchester @handsliketruth

I know there's more I'm not thinking of because I'm sleeeeepy today... @payphoneangel @wanderingcas

Damn I need to make a list so I can tag and annoy all the writers

[samioli]

can people send me the strength to continue slow is the quicksand (aka the demi miles fic) we're on my favorite era so far and i haven't worked on it in a while but also I'm so sleeeeepy

[trans-lykanthropie]

I'm sleeeeepy

[demonsfate]

leave him be. he's in his natural habitant.

[iamnotawomanimagod]

I slept in a bit today and I've been awake for like two hours but I already want to go nap

been trying to nap less, I don't think it actually helps my mental health. but I'm so sleeeeepy.