#I'm pretty sure I have BPD so idek if I'm feeling like this because of that or my depression

[biitchofthewild]

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[disturbedheart]

i wonder too about the other pds, especially from other clusters. i feel like a lot of the others get overshadowed by bpd and npd, and maybe aspd (but moreso in the name of psychopathy) i never hear people talk about avpd, hpd is barely talked about. ocpd gets some attention but a lot of the others feel very neglected? i wonder which are as debilitating as bpd or avpd, they're all disorders so they'd all be pretty nasty i imagine

I have a friend with hpd so I did look into it a little and it's also really under talked about. I watched someone say they threw themselves in the middle of the street because they weren't getting enough attention from a friend. And while that seems dramatic to most people, when you have a personality disorder....it QUITE literally feels like you're fucking dying without attention. Idek how to describe it and I'm sure it's 1000 times worse for those who have hpd....but it takes a toll on your relationships when you act like that because most people don't seem to get it or understand. They just start to think you're self centered.