#I'm over the fear they're gonna ruin my life but im not ove the fact i almost ended mine because of them
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It's been over half a year now and I still haven't forgiven The Bitch for what they pulled and have low-key started hoping they get absolutely clobbered by the consequences of their own actions and I do not know how to feel about it.
#candyskiez vent#genuinely cannot wish them well after what they did and i don't know how to feel about that#i cannot hope they move on and are happy. i just... can't#i love them. i miss them.#but i can't wish them well.#i cant wish them the best or hope theyre doing well wherever they are#not after they pushed me to the brink of nearly killing myself. i can't wish fhem well.#i almost killed myself because of them. i cant hope theyre okay after that#i just. cant. i cant do that.#the shit they pulled almost killed me. i can't hope they're okay. i wish i never met them.#i can't wish them well knowing i almost died because of what they did. knowing that i still am heavily considering killing myself#STILL partly because of what they did#i can't forgive them. i can't hope they feel better and that life treats them well and blah blah blah#sometimes i wish they get whats coming for them and other times i just#am so neutral on it. so blank on it#just. wishing i never met them. because wpuldnt that be better#I'm over it but at the same time im not#I'm over the fear they're gonna ruin my life but im not ove the fact i almost ended mine because of them#and im not over the fact they hurt me#does that make sense?#tw suicide
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