#I'm not dead but I'm not making stims rn sorry

[gemharvest]

boyfriend from fnf for the ask thing!! :)

favorite thing about them: I reaaaaalllly love his whole beeping thing idk. IDK !!! Maybe it's a neurodivergence thing but I really connect with characters who are depicted in communicating in ways outside the norm. Also there's something very funny to me abt how he beeps absolute gibberish but people understand him anyways. Like just as a comedic bit, not reading it any deeper, that shit's gold to me.

least favorite thing about them: Ok this is a take from my artist brain but fuuuuuuuck his hat fr that shit is way harder to make look right than you'd think. That or I just have a weird perfectionism issue. Which is also a likely contender.

favorite line: the best part of Friday Night Funkin' was when Boyfriend said "Beep bo bop" and funked all over those guys /j /ref

brOTP: I think you could get a really funny dynamic out of Boyf and Darnell. I need to get more confident in my read of Darnell b4 I do anything with that thought but it's There.

OTP: RGB polycule ftw you couldn't even claw these fuckers from my cold, dead hands. You know the ship is good when it's got me making friends through it. /silly

nOTP: I don't knowwww. Like there are ships I can think of for this where I'd never engage with them but I don't feel strongly enough about it to call any of them a nOTP. SORRY LMAO.

random headcanon: This guy would fw chewable stim toys but he'd have to get really tough ones. Guy who would shred a kong if you gave it to him without monitoring him.

unpopular opinion: What evennnnnnnn are the popular opinions in this fandom I barely go to wider fandom here. Unpopular opinion I wish more people depicted his beeping ??? Maybe ?? But that's a tentative one since I know for more serious works it's kinda. Hard to run with that. In my writing I have my workaround of "all his dialogue is in quotes cuz he's beeping so what's written is actually a translation" but liiike I still haven't figured out a pleasing way to do it in art. Like the best I got is speech bubble with beeps and translation underneath but it feels like. A Lot. So like, all of that to say I wish the beeps were worked with more but I can see where people come from just writing plain English for him. And maybe it is worked with more in wider fandom idk.

song i associate with them: OUHHHHHH HUMOR ME. I'm posting two. CW for suggestive themes in both (lyrics/ samples).

eyestrain/ flash warning on this next vid

favorite picture of them: IT'S SO HARD FOR ME TO PICK JUST ONE THERE'S SO MANY OFFICIAL THINGS WITH HIM THAT I FW. Here's the ones I rotate a lot in my head:

^ I think I've made it obvious my proper fave would be the beach poster art that shit's just Peak to me rn but I am always incapable of picking just one favorite.

[character ask prompt]

[art-i-know-yes]

AHHHHHHHHHHH SPOILERS FOR LIMITED LIFE

got the notification during lunch. stimming uncontrollably. crying.

this is tango's view im watching. i'll be watching Tango, Jimmy, Grian, Martyn, maybe Scott, maybe BigB

TWENTY FOUR HOURS

SCOTT WAS BOOGEY AND HES QUICK WITH IT

ANOTHER BOOGEY

SKIZZ HAS ALREADY LOST 2 HOURS

BDUBS OMG

"WHERE IS THE SUSPENSE"

so what it's 2 per episode

I HAVE A TEST BUT I'LL BE BACK

SCARRRRR

I think I'm about to have like a stim attack or smth. my teeth are chittering

HE ADDED ANOTHER

IM GOING TO GO FAIL MY TEST BYE

im actively ignoring school work

ah Tango noises

ohhh scar and bdubs

love the groups so far

skizz noises

ohhh scar's pitching

ETHO in the nether

"like the we!"

JIMMY AND JOEL BAD BOIS

BREAKING THE #1 RULE

"I only killed Skizz!" "ONLY?!"

"you replaced me with a cow etho!" :0 boat boys ref!

Grian's got diamonds

"sorry rancher!" AHHHHHHH

don't be burny. plz.

Tango influencing speech

WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU LOST HIM

"can we do better"

etho hiding stuff immediately

CLEO DEATH

constantly losing cows

tempting death

impulse and skizz

skizz is not ok

WOOOO

tango's got text on the screen. which makes me feel like 'this tool will come in handy later'

and two out of three statements come true

oooooo and impulse

skizz's third hour gone

"their death cry!"

everyone is so much more careless

MARTYN

you know who was better at keeping cows alive? no no im totally over it

*gets redstone* "alright i'm going to put the sugarcane down"

WHO'S BOMBED YOU

all of them against the walls immediately

"no one's allowed in" "top security"

"no I locked my door"

Big B death and Martyn boogey

ditched the cave then

the door

of course the clock

6

YEAH

"explosion?" "i didn't hear anything"

all great things to the homewreckers

IMPULSE. GIVES. HIM. THE. CLOCK. AGAIN.

*starts choking*

AN AMPHITHEATER???

you've killed all the cows

"im okay with chickens" in the most dead inside voice

you know who else had a chicken hole. IM OVER IT.

was i ever on main about how normal i am about the ranchers

why are you making a mob farm

you wanna die again skizz???

lmao let's ignore the tornado warning at my school rn

"Well he's the smart one"

"we're building YOU this season"

anyway im so normal and ok and im normal-

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

and I don't know if these are the correct tags . i did them as soon as the video came out so.

[bansheeoftheforest]

Heeheehoohoo hello I'm feeling Anger rn so I'm just gonna dump some cute and fun shit here for ur enjoyment and also so that my mind can chill the fuck out for 2 seconds

ANYWAYS I hc that Jekyll and Hyde have ADHD and Autism bc Projection my beloved 💙 so imagine Jekyll in his office focusing so hard on getting one serum just right and he puts the last chemical in and watches carefully and it turns the right color and he just gets SO EXCITED

Like he's fuckin bouncing around and flapping his hands and doing all his happy stims and then someone walks in and he's just like "I DID IT!! I DID IT I DID THE THING, LOOK!!" And he picks up the beaker (a little too violently) and shows it off like it's his most prized possession

Or Hyde just sitting on the kitchen counter while Rachel cooks and he just infodumps about Lucy's latest escapade or the most recent monster attack in east London and he's practically vibrating with energy

Just,,, Neurodivergent Jekyll and Hyde my beloveds,,,,, -💙

Blue I am so sorry this took so long to reply to BUT!! I certainly hope that ze anger inside of you have gotten better and that you are feeling much better now!!! Either way, mmmmmm projecting neurodivergency onto comfort characters my beloved <3

It's quite funny bc I have autism and combined adhd and yet I! Have no idea why that is! I have no idea what makes it so I have those diagnoses so! I'm just projecting my entire self onto my comfort characters and calling it a day <3<3<3<3

Henry being so focused and so happy and being such a perfectionist he is probably working to do the dead of night because he refuses to lose his focus when he is so close to achieving what he wants to. Some of his friends walk in and he is just so happy because he managed to do the thing!!!! And his friends are here!!! So much happy!!!! He is just a bouncing ball of pure happiness and his friends are just trying to get him to go to bed. Henry it's 11pm you need to go to sleep. Henry going to sleep feeling super proud of himself for being productive and making the thing and his friends are proud of him too!!!! He did good!!!! Just... A lil ray of sunshine <3

Rachel giving Hyde his favorite cookies and just watching in pure bliss as Hyde is gesturing so wildly with his hands and swinging his legs, speaking with a mouth full of cookie crumbs as he just... Infodumps 1000 words per second and Rachel barely understands and yet she does her best to listen because Hyde is so happy and calm and relaxed and she loves it. Hyde starting off by telling Rachel about the newest news about Lucy and then somehow he ends up on the topic of deepwater whales or old scottish wives tales he (or Henry, specifically) learned about as a kid and how they don't make sense but what if they do? And Rachel can barely keep up but just listens and contributes to the convo <3

[cutest-bunny-writings]

I'm sorry about the Denny's butterfly, but that is so camp.

I just imagined looking at you from a birds eye view as you stand looking at a dead butterfly in the parking lot.

I can't see your face just the back of your head as you probably watch in horror.

There are no cars around. Just you in a sea of white lines and concrete.

The camera zooms in on its little wings being blown by a breeze and the focus on the insect makes the background blurry but you can see the disgusting ground of either fast food, a cigarette, or a condom.

Suddenly we zoom out back to birds eye view to see a Denny's take out bag rolls across the pavement behind you as the wind picks up.

Your hair starts to blow and you're shoulders are bouncing as you softly cry, but at the same time you can hear traffic and some people arguing.

This feels very much Shameless or Sunny in Philly.

😭...😐 I am genuinely sorry.

This was...strangely accurate. Except I was just crying on the way back to my car while trying to make the decision about whether I should pick it up or bury it, so I kept looking back at it and I'm near positive that the people in the restaurant thought I was schizophrenic. (I ended up leaving it and I feel kinda bad.) Sobbed for a good five minutes while stimming with my favorite fidget spinner, then went to get groceries and had several severe OCD moments because there were empty boxes everywhere.

(It's also raining rn so the ground is super icky.)