#I'm just trying to SLEEP
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Bro I hate trying to sleep sometimes because I hear auditory hallucinations and I get so scared
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Do you ever become really conscious of your breathing so try to focus on something else until you're not so conscious because you can't exactly not breathe until the consciousness passes because then you'd be kinda dead? Just me? Okay
#i'm trying to focus on my music#but every time i breathe in my brain focuses on that again#am I breathing on beat?#should I be?#should I NOT be?#am I breathing quick enough to cause a panic attack?#I'm just trying to SLEEP#for once in my damn life#for fucks sake
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Birds it is 5:00 a.m. If you could please take your lovers quarrel, or whatever the hell's going on out of my window, somewhere else I would greatly appreciate it.
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The gods hate me, and they show this by pouring that hatred into my body. It misses my soul, but at some point I've gotta assume that's the goal.
Maybe I'll get to sleep soon.
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Spotify pls, im just trying to listen to some asmr, headphones on, at full volume, then A FUCKING ADD COMES ON, WHAT THE HELL???? JUMPSCARE WARNING PLS?😪 😪
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Pangur is THRILLED that I have mono! her favourite thing in the world is napping with me
#pangur#now that I have a diagnosis I feel a lot better about how tired I am#I've been forcing myself to stay awake with espressos trying to stay productive#but now I'm like nah........let's just sleep.#(THOUGH I DO STILL NEED TO HAVE SOME PRODUCTIVITY IN ORDER TO PAY OFF ALL OF BELPHIE'S MEDICAL BILLS)#(AHHHHHHHHHH!)
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growing pains
#chara#asriel#undertale#what usually takes effort to lift is uncannily light.#it almost looks like they're sleeping.#death tw#errrrrhggggggggggggg this was an interesting piece#had the idea in my head for a while#was orignially going to caption it 'please don't leave me alone'#trying not to let my perfectionism get in the way of me posting art so i'm just gonna go :]#artyrooni
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Me when I have an existential crisis at 5 AM
#i'm just trying to sleep#but for some reason i started thinking about an old friend#i won't go into detail tho#stuff and things
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@devinsisland apocalypse AUs, but it's just chill gardening between two raids outside to scavenge seeds
#star wars#apocalypse AU#tbb#tcw#is it okay to jump into someone AU like this?#hope it's okay#Hewwwo I'm trying colors again#What is a clean coloring process#I just put colors on one layer and never clean ever#Oh my actually now I look at it I feel really bad posting this#looks like I did throw up on my screen#listen just look at it from afar if you're not happy#Sorry 99 I tried my best#sorry Tech skin tone I tried my best too#I need to sleep#I just wanted to draw a small color test#anyway bye
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Day 1 (slightly belated): Once upon a time
feligami february 2025!
#feligami#feligami february 2025#ml representation#miraculous ladybug#So.#time to talk in the tags#i actually just wanted to make a little sketch to celebrate the start of the feligami month!#just a little redraw of the iconic feligami storytime . what could be easier#but then a devil on my shoulder says. what if we just make them out of paper. and masks too#and just make a silly little video where i pull the string and they open their faces. easy#but then just the vision of the string itself felt so Wrong. like. you know why. you know why.#and i started thinking about an alternative#and then accidentally spent an entire day crafting a crazy setup for filming these 15 seconds#and then spent an entire night trying to film it#so sorry I'm late! ahahahaha#i hope it looks fun because it was fun to make#my post#kagami tsurugi#felix graham de vanily#i know i won't be able to participate in most of the days 💔 but i have a big wip that i really like.. 🙏 excited to finish it#now i sleep#my art
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What if... Sidon was evil in TOTK instead of Yunobo?
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#sidlink#sidon#tearsofthekingdom#zelda#link#prince sidon#king sidon#botw#zelda fanart#link would fold#imagine link trying to get that mask off of sidon#but them kissing as link reaches up getting close#and him just melting into the desires#and-#I need to sleep#I'm sorry
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Oh oof I slipped and hit them with dark and serious beam. 😣
#connverse#Connie Maheswaran#Steven Quartz Universe#Steven Universe#This had been WIP for almost a year and has been edited a bit some days ago#I did not pick up on it now to see if I can edit further though. I'm just going to leave this at that#This was inspired by a dream I had about watching a post-apocalyptic(?) anime movie about two survivors going through their lives#Apologies if that one was yapped before in this blog. Trying to keep repeating statements already mentioned before is a habit I hope to avo#Anyway. It was almost a dialogue-less movie. actually not sure if the characters did say anything#The movie doesn't explain stuff to you. You just got dropped in a world and experience with the main characters for a few days#In the dream after watching that movie I went to Tumblr (naturally. Lol) and theories about it popped out#And there was a connverse cross-over fanart of it. Lmao#One of the main characters was EXTREMELY calm and stoic. And the connverse AU version of it was that's because Steven is in a comma and his#Pink mode activated as a defense mechanism against the creatures around while in such a state. 😭 So Pink Steven from Change Your Mind#And like. Oh? What if he's conscious? He's just watching his body have a mind of it's own and he can't control it? That's kinda terrifying#And of course like most of my dreams about shows I enjoy. I woke up before I could dream more about it. 😵#my shiz#skedoobles#SU#SU AU#also implied Pink Steven I guess#pink Steven#I rage-stopped drawing this because I know what needed to be fixing but the fixing I've been doing isn't fixing it. Lol#I'm specially frustrated with Connie's bangs and eyes. And like. Man. I'm just going to stop it right there before I make it worse.#It does make sense she has a bad haircut given the dream's setting. But it was not decided that was exactly what this drawing is about.#Also I'd imagine Steven to be having a full beard if that was the case.#Anyway enough yapping I have to get some sleep. Lol#Ohmygod just realizeddd. the in-dream movie sounded like I was describing 'Angel's Egg' jshsjajdbdjfbskkd Haven't seen that film in a while#My dream's movie had a Studio Ghibli artstyle and pretty colorful. But I would actually really like the somber vibes in Angel's Egg#for this AU though. 🤔🤩🤩
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everyone else: haha The Summoning sexy
me: The Summoning's "raise me up again" is in direct contrast to Drag Me Under's "drag me under again" and shows an immense amount of growth between the two points in the narrative, for him to go from singing "drag me [...] deep into your love" to "take me past the edge / I want to see the other side" shows that he no longer wishes to drown and wallow in the toxicity of this situation and now wants to move past it and see what lies beyond and in this essay I will-
#rae.txt#sleep token#this is only a joke in the sense that i know i'm not the only one who considers the summoning a serious part of the narrative#and not just The Sexy Song#i just feel like not a lot of people appreciate drag me under#i am trying so hard to finish my analysis/interpretation of One but i keep getting distracted by Sundowning lmao#wait till y'all hear my thoughts on the sequence of give -> gods -> sugar -> say that you will#sundowning my beloved#sorry for the random unhinged 6am thoughts i woke up insane today
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+3 friendship with Jin Ling: He actively tries to dissuade you from further embroiling yourself in the homosexual allegations.
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#lan wangji#jin ling#jiang cheng#nie huaisang#For real though it's so sweet how desperate he sounds when trying to save mxy's face.#Jin Ling genuinely likes this uncle! He's let him into his heart!#Why his uncle is so desperate to make his reputation worse is beyond him!!!#The same uncle who has time and time again proven to be genuine in his intentions and has been there for JL in so many ways!#JL wants to return the favour! Alas it is like holding a dog back from eating the onion chips on the ground.#I sure hope nothing betrays jin ling's trust in this new bond!#(and yes I am keeping NHS and JC's sleep wear in the next scenes. For the whimsy)#In other news - LWJ finally gets a little hand hold. Most likely it was a highfive that lasted a little too long.#But it counts okay? To him it counts.#Speaking of: I went sooooo long in life not realizing the 'hee hee let's compare hand sizes' was a flirt move.#I thought people were just genuinely curious about fingers and hands. But no. It's not that. It's a hand hold move.#I'm here for the science and research. You are here to flirt. We are not the same.
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Okay so wasn't able to finish this tonight cause I still need cool lighting and background but can we please look at the hand!!
#i'm proud of that#but also i really hope it looks the way i want it to feel ?#cause like it's supposed to be pushing#like not just holding but pushing#i don't fully know how to convey that in a drawing that you know. doesn't move#but yeah#a little insight on what i think about when i draw lol#also i'm very excited for this drawingggg#hihihi#lea's random thoughts#sketchies#my wips#gihun x inho#<-that's what this is :>#i'll try to post the finished version tomorrow#squid game#lyxchen's art#haha it's almost 5am i have to go to sleep
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Hm... the idea of the ghosts of Uchiha continuing to endure beside the mourner who grieves them, even beyond death... Idk, it compels me.
#Or something like that anyways lol. It's fun to draw ig. So... I think I was going for:#Izuna guiding a near-blind Madara to take his eyes and -#- Mikoto wishing she could unburden her youngest son of the unimaginable weight that has been placed on his shoulders.#Something like that.#Sasuke Uchiha#Madara Uchiha#Izuna Uchiha#Mikoto Uchiha#Uchiha Clan#Naruto#naruto fanart#Really this is a combo of me wanting some expression practice and - maybe you guessed it - more insomnia lol.#Also I'm seeing so many mistakes but I AM going to try to go to sleep... got sucked into so many meetings today and am tired but my body -#- will not cooperate rip. But maybe I'll fix tomm.#Also if you sent asks I have them in progress - I just need to edit and pull a few more manga panels.#Btw it was CRIMINAL that we didn't get Mikoto/Fugaku or Izuna edo tensei... but I guess that would have humanized the Uchiha too much -#- and Kishi wasn't about that anymore lol... he had a genocide to justify lol.
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