#I'm just so tired tonight

[somegrumpynerd]

Also the people who have sent me asks I promise I'm gonna draw stuff and reply to them I just need my job to stop hitting me with hammers all day long

[satans-knitwear]

Topless outdoor coffee mornings anyone??

Treat me ~ Tip Me ~ More of me

[ceryulean]

Ivantill week 2024, day 3: Style swap (?) + Actor AU !

Apologies for this being so late, my drawing tablet was (and still is) having issues 😭

[gossippool]

here's a snippet of my wip just so i can hold myself accountable and write this shit god. based on this life-ruining post

[backslashdelta]

they don't know how you've haunted me, so stunningly

[jonathanbyersphd]

Idk I'm not trying to be a hater but I just don't think that the parentified teenager dying is the BEST ending for his character

[aethernoise]

dark garden

[russianyoshkinaneko]

Paura nella città dei morti viventi (1980)

[goodnightevan]

I just want to crawl in a hole and rot in there until I die

[greaseonmymouth]

just how much are the stupid job applications cutting into my leisure writing time you ask?

THIS MUCH

I haven't even hit ten days for October yet and I have four days left of this month none of which I will have time to write.

[rubberduckyrye]

I’m sorry, genuinely a little confused… how is not liking Kokichi ableist to Gonta? I don’t see the connection but again I’m just genuinely not understanding.

It's not that hating Kokichi is ableist to Gonta on its own. Like if you hate him because he's a jerk, annoying, whatever, then that's fine. You can hate him. That's not the problem.

The problem is when people hate Kokichi and blame him for Chapter 4.

Kokichi is no innocent baby in Chapter 4. I get that. He's got his own sins to carry. That's fine.

However, he did not trick Gonta. THAT is the ableist part. He did not mislead Gonta into believing that killing Miu would untrap everyone from the Virtual World, he did not trick him into believing that people dying in the virtual world would just log out and be fine like in any old video game. He did not trick Gonta into believing in any way shape or form that killing Miu was something other than Killing Her. Gonta was in full awareness of what his actions would do to Miu and chose to do them anyway. Gonta killed Miu. He knew what he was doing. Kokichi did not trick Gonta into Killing Miu.

You can say that maybe he manipulated Gonta into seeing the Flashback Light, you can say that Kokichi convinced Gonta that Mass Mercy Killing the class was their only salvation, whatever. However, the crutch of most Kokichi haters arguments is that Kokichi tricked Gonta into Killing Miu, which is the ableist part. Because it takes away Gonta's agency, it reduces him to a naive little monkey who can't think for himself, it says that Autistic Coded characters like Gonta Cannot Think For Themselves and maybe Make Decisions that aren't Savory.

THAT is why most Kokichi hate is ableist in nature--because a lot of it comes from people who call themselves Gonta Fans who insist Gonta is a poor innocent baby boy who Did Nothing Wrong and it's Kokichi who is the big bad evil man who TRICKED poor innocent baby Gonta into killing Miu because if The Evil Bastard(tm) didn't TRICK him then Gonta would have NEVER thought to kill Miu on his OWN. He's too stupid and dumb to come up with such a COMPLICATED murder plot so CLEARLY he's just too baby and sweet. Also if u ship Gonta with any of his classmates it gives me the Ick he doesn't know what sex is. (That last one is just another flavor of ableism towards Gonta that I often see paired with the Kokichi hate and it makes me so salty.)

So that's the connection.

[thehallstara]

actually. actually. gonna get spicy for a hot sec but blaseball fans please learn antisemitic stereotypes so you stop playing into them and giving them to players you design to hate please for the love of g.d

[esteemed-excellency]

halloween is cancelled i have a fever 💀

[gumy-shark]

<- god's wettest most pathetic most stressed most anxious beast btw

[that-foul-legacy-lover]

it's been a day.

not even a bad day, more a leeching, soul-sucking, exhaustingly tiring day, one that has you slumping at your desk, head rest against your arms as you attempt to get the last few bits of your work done. but all you can do is yawn, impossibly wide, and rub your aching eyes, the words on the papers muddled together into a blurry smear and your fingers stained with ink. you exhale, sighing drearily and lifting your head up to return to your duties, squinting in order to read the forms properly.

there's a few quiet knocks on the door before it creaks open, the fluffy head of Childe's Foul Legacy form poking into the room with an inquisitive chirp. you wave tiredly, shoulder slumping, and he slips inside to stand behind you, claws wrapping around your waist. Childe's forehead presses against the back of your neck as he trills softly, rubbing small circles on your stomach, and with a hum you lean back into his embrace, hand trailing up to scritch under his chin and be met with melodious purrs.

with gentle nudges Childe pushes you to your feet, taking your hands in his own and tugging you to his room. whenever you glance back towards your desk, he simply tilts your head to face him, gaze full of affection and coos sweet and encouraging. he settles you in the center of his blanket nest, circling and curling up beside you so he can stare into your eyes. delicately he rubs your temples and cheeks, your tense muscles already beginning to relax as you snuggle into his chest, relishing the way his body curls around and protects yours. he bumps his face against the top of your head like a kiss, softly crooning over your sleepy state, and when you nuzzle further into his arms Childe swears his Abyss-tainted heart melts right then and there.

with an enormous yawn you search for his hand, finding and lacing your fingers with his claws as you drift off, safe and sound in Foul Legacy's grasp.

[iero]

Please, PLEASE, let me enjoy this full football season without having to hear about Ms. Swift at every twist and turn. Amen.