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Murray Bartlett and Nick Offerman have both been nominated as Outstanding Guest Actor in a Drama Series for their roles as Bill and Frank on The Last Of Us !!!
#I'm in tears right now#my boys#I'm so proud of them#bill and frank#murray bartlett#nick offerman#the last of us#tlouedit#tlou#tlouhboedit#tlou hbo#emmys 2023#emmy nominations#lgbtqia
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BEAUTIFUL PERSON AWARD! Once you are given this award you're supposed to paste it in the asks of 8 people you adore! Absolutely no pressure but. It's sweet to know someone thinks you're beautiful inside and out
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LOVE YOU SO MUCH, YOU'RE DESTINED TO REACH YOUR DREAMS! I wholeheartedly believe that, because you are an amazing person! Keep doing your best!!
MY RIOT SISTAAAA!!! I love you so much. Thank you for always supporting me, believing in me and just being there in general to talk about all sorts. Honestly can't explain how much you mean to me. You always know just what to say. You're the most wonderful person everrr i swear! Hope everything goes extremely well for you and sending you positive vibes and energy, honey! So glad I found you 💚💚💚
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having such a fun time playing the sims. def didn't just accidentally wipe all my saves and library trying to fix an issue that was caused by me watching the olympics on my computer while the game was open.
#i'm in tears right now#i don't have any generational saves thank GOD but i've spent prob 6 hours working on a build and i forgot to upload it to the gallery#and now it's gone ;-; and the sim i was going to move into it too#rip in peace sim whose name i forgot you were beautiful and i'll miss you#mine
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there are a lot of posts out there that are positive and healthy coping mechanisms for handling the holidays. this is not one of them :)
i think there's like. going to be times in your life you will be stuck in a social situation that you cannot escape from gracefully. i do not know why the internet doesn't believe these times exist. it's not always just that your physical safety is at risk - sometimes it's legit like "i just don't currently have the energy or time to put in the effort of responding to this." sometimes it's a coworker you hate so much. sometimes it's just like, fine, you know? like you know you can handle your aunt when she's cheerily horrible, but if you actually set a boundary around her, it's going to be weeks of fallout with your father.
i don't know why people think the answer is always just "cut them out!" or "don't let them get away with that!" because ... the real world is tricky and complicated. i think kind of a lot of us have an internal "radiation poisoning" meter for certain people. like - i'm talking about the ones who are absolutely giving you gradual ick damage. like, you can handle them, but you'll be exhausted.
and yes. you absolutely should listen to your therapist and the good posts about handling others and set good boundaries and take care of yourself. prioritize peace.
HOWEVER :) ...... since im often in a situation with a Gradual Sense of Ick person i cannot just "cut out" of my life (without losing someone else precious to me) - i have sort of developed the most. maladaptive form of mischief possible. because like, if i'm going to have to listen to this shit again, i like to have a little bit of private fun with it.
now! again, i am physically safe, just mentally drained by this man. you should only do this with people you are not in danger with. which leads me to my suggestions for when your Unfortunate Acquaintance shows up and says oh everyone pay attention to me.
my favorite word is "maybe!" said as brightly and happily as possible. whenever the Horrible Person starts in on a topic you do not want to go further with, particularly if they make a claim that you know to be inaccurate, do not respond to it. you and i have both tried to actually argue with this person, and it hasn't gone well, because this person just wants the drama of an argument. however, "maybe!" gives them literally nothing to go on. it is incredibly disarming. they are used to people having some response. they know they can't prove what they're saying, and maybe! treats them like the child they are. it dismisses them in the politest way possible.
i like to say maybe! and then, in their stunned silence, immediately change the subject. this is because i have adhd and i will have something unrelated to talk about, but if you can't think of topics fast enough, i recommend just pointing to something and saying, "isn't that lovely?" because fuck you let's bring in some positivity.
by the way. that second trick - of pointing to something and stating an opinion about it? - that just works on its own, like, 70% of the time. i picked it up from teaching preschoolers. it's an intentional "redirect". it stops children crying and it also stops grown adults from finishing their explanation on why women belong in kitchens. dual wielding!
keep it silly for yourself. i absolutely do not care if people think i'm fucking stupid (it's more fun if they do) and as a result i will purposefully misunderstand things just to see how long it takes them to realize i've completely removed them from the subject at hand. when they say "women aren't funny" i get to be like. "which women." "all women." "all women in america?" "no in the world." "like the mole people? the people in the world?" "what? no. like, alive." "oh are we not counting the mole people?" "what the fuck are you talking about." "you don't believe in the mole people?"
similarly, i play a personal game called "one up me." my Evil Acquaintance literally knows this game exists (my family & friends caught onto it and now also play it) and it always fucking gets him. i don't know why. you have to be willing to be a little free-spirited on this one, though. the trick is that when they make one of those horrible little bigoted or annoying comments they are always making, you need to go one unit weirder. not more intense, mind you - just more weird. "you don't look good in that dress." "yeah, actually, my other dress was covered in squid ink due to a mishap at the soup store." "you shouldn't wear such revealing clothes." "wait, what? oh shit. sorry, your son tears off strips when no one is looking and eats them. i swear it was longer before we left the building."
the point of "one up me" is to completely upend this person's narrative. we both know this person likes setting up situations where you cannot "win" and then they really like telling other people how badly you handled it. in a usual situation, if you respond "please don't say something that rude", you're a bitch. but if you let it happen, you're letting yourself be debased. they are not usually expecting door number three: unflappably odd. because what are they going to say when they're telling everyone how badly you behaved? "she said my son eats her dresses" ".... okay?"
if you can, form an allyship with someone whomst you can tagteam with. where they can pick up on your weird "soup store" story and run with it.
the following phrase is amazing and can be deployed for any situation: "oh, be nice :) it's the holidays!" i do not know why this works as often as it does. i'll say it for the most random shit. i think this is bc most of the time these people know they're being impolite, they just like to fight.
godbless. when in doubt, remember that you could always start stealing their pens.
the whole point of this is - if you can't escape. maybe see how long you can just be. like. a horrible little menace.
#this is objectively bad advice#don't listen to it protect yourself and do real work on yourself find one of the good posts i've made about this#but also. u know. if u want to have fun while u do the work of setting boundaries#.... it IS fun#i will say that my fear of him went SO down after i just started. fucking with him.#bc i used to get SO fucking upset#i'd spend WEEKS arguing with him. tearing my hair out. sick with anxiety and dread and anger about all of it#and now i just LITERALLY do not engage#instead i'm like '' haha :) mole people" and get the HELL out of any tense conversation#i kind of think some of these people are literally addicted to drama as a form of connection#they like the rush they get from arguing#but those arguments are incredibly damaging for me#so like..... i am in the process of literally rehabilitating this person to figure out how to find connection thru#NORMAL CONVERSATION#he doesn't get it yet#i also do talk to them like they're preschool kids lmafo . ''are you using a safe and kind voice right now?''#'' do you need a snackie? you sound a little upset. let's have some hummus and come back to playtime when we feel ready''
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my brother is a kid playing online games, as kids do, but i just overheard him and his "friends" saying the most vile shit and i'm just. this explains why over the last few months he's become this cruel person i don't recognize. this explains why he has been coming at me for things he's never had problems with before. he is young and impressionable and has fallen in with some horrible people. i don't know what to do. i don't know if he's going to continue like this and become an adult i don't want in my life. i don't know how to fix this.
#i'm in tears right now#how could this happen#how could i let this happen#but it's not like i could have stopped him from going online in his games and discord groups and meeting shitty people#i'm horrified#he is or used to be such a good kind person#he was the first person in my family i came out to as queer#and now he's isolating himself from everyone but these vile vile people#i can't cope i can't do this what do i do what am i supposed to do someone please tell me how to fix this#desperately need advice
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:D I love Nicky so much
I'll be making these into (handmade) stickers and will be giving them out for FREE at both the upcoming Elfia event and at Heroes Dutch Comic Con (summer edition)
I actually don't think anyone from the Netherlands follows me on here but uuuhh if you do plan on going to one/both events, keep an eye out for someone in a badly made Taylor cosplay and you will be granted with one of these bad bois >:)
#the last (and first time) I did this it took me like 3 HOURS to make only 30 ish stickers lol#and it was at like 1 am at the night before the event#but this time I'm more prepared#and I just tested out a new way to make them which is SO MUCH MORE EFFICIENT#and IT. WORKS. TOO.#I'll also be remaking a few from last year#also; yes I did look into just ordering them online but I'm not going to spend 100+ euros on stickers that I'm going to give away for free#and investing into a printer and sticker paper and laminate stuff is a bit too expensive right now as well#so I'd rather make these by hand with all my blood sweat and tears and spend that money on the artist alley instead :D#dndads#here we go with all versions of spelling Nicky's name again#dndads nicky#nicky close#nicky foster#nicholas close#nicholas foster#nicky close foster#nick#trans nicky#trans#my favorite trans guy#dungeons and daddies#my art#elfia#HDCC#teen nicky#demon nicky#so mannyy tagss
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(Not sure if this idea has been floated already, I'm relatively new to tumblr)
I'm convinced the finale is going to have plenty of callbacks to the Bad Batch's intro story in TCW (I mean, we've already gotten a few callbacks).
So...
Since Tech was the one who directly helped Rex find and retrieve Echo, and then carried Echo through the shafts...
What if Echo is the one to find Tech and carry him out of Tantiss???
#because tech IS alive#if he's not cx2 he's being held prisoner somewhere on tantiss#and his family is going to rescue him#because that's what they do#and they're all going to survive and live together in (relative) peace far away from palpatine#and i'm going to cry tears of joy#no i am not crying right now I don't know what you're talking about#tbb#sw tbb#the bad batch#star wars the bad batch#tbb echo#tbb tech#tbb speculation#tech lives
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I can rewatch the roller rink fight. I can rewatch the fight in the rain. I can even rewatch the van scene (kind of. I cry but I CAN). Because they are either resolved or such a clean payoff that I can see the resolution in my mind and it's desensitized me.
But you know what I can't rewatch? You know what I don't put myself through unless in the context of the episode? This scene.
Because it hasn't been resolved. Because the van scene might be resolved by him sharing his feelings, but he needs more.
He needs to not be "Stupid. So stupid" for believing Mike could love him.
#stranger things#byler#will byers#i'm sad right now just because i brought it up#the destruction of castle byers haunts me#i need to go rewatch it now just for the catharsis#to cleanse myself of it to release#i said i can't watch it but i can't think about it and once i do i have to watch it again to get the tears out#byler endgame#castle byers
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Akutami this Akutami that. When Gojo "won" a few weeks ago people complained about Gege being greedy and keeping him alive to keep making money out of him (as if wanting money for your work was a sin). And now people complain about this death being "forced". Yk guys, I just think you're not happy with anything at this point and some people want to spread negativity over an overworked author. The same way people sent hate akutami when he didn't have the time to finish those pages in volume 17.
But I'll say thanks, Gege for creating such a great and complex character, wonderfully written who lived, loved and laughed, grieved and cried. A character so sadly mischaracterized as "just egoist and narcissistic" who had his heart broken so many times, his body literally ripped out, died and reborn as a god, who always gave his best.
I can't wrap my head about Satoru's life. People expecting the best from him, so they probably never actually congratulated him bc that was "his job" and what everything wanted from him. And Suguru being the only one who understood him and saw him as Satoru, not Gojo Satoru "the six eyes brat" just Satoru. His name being pronounced in such a lovely way during season 2 will always break my heart.
Also, Satoru and Toji being counterparts in the sense that Toji was born with nothing, and no one expected nothing from him, while Satoru had everything. Their fight, which was the first time Satoru felt alive and the point from which he became obsessed with being powerful.
Satoru, the funny and cunning teacher who wanted a strong generation. And he made it. He actually accomplished his dream of making a strong generation of sorcerers capable of thinking by themselves. It's all in their hands now.
Grew from a kid to a smart adult who proved he was the strongest of his generation. Maybe he wasn't the strongest of all times, and considers himself to not be enough, but for me? Damn, he is. He's the one who cared about the youth, who prepared them for the future. Who overcame a cursed love and loss all covered in blood, never surrendered, and still managed to stood up for what he believed in regardless the situation. That's what a strong person does.
So thanks Gege. Satoru has accompanied me for three years of my life. I loved him for three years and I will continue to love him in case he decides not to give another plot wist and leave him definitely dead.
I'll love him forever
#thanks gege I'm just in tears right now#Satoru is such a complex character and I love him so so much#I won't ever get to recover from this lol#He's more than a pretty face#jujutsu kaisen#@meyers#gojo satoru#geto suguru#satoru gojo#satosugu#stsg#jjk meta#kinda?#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#—meyers»talks🌸
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It's a friday night, I'm on tumblr reblogging posts about Liam Payne, streaming my favorite group, wondering if the person i like is thinking about me the way I'm thinking about them, feeling a little lonely. Doing the same things I did when I was 13 at 25. So much has changed, but I just want comfort in times like this. I was hoping to be this active during their reunion or their anniversary, not like really.
I'm still a bit indenial that he's gone. It doesn't feel real. I don't have anything profound to say or the right words. I just want to grieve with people who understand me. We loved him together then, let's remember together<3
#btw i'm not a larry shipper anymore i keep the handle bc it's cute and to reminisce on my youth#omg now i'm tearing up#“reminiscing my youth”#it's so confusing sometimes to be a girl#liam#liam payne#lp#liam's death#one direction#i wish he had time to make things better if not right#rip liam
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man natsume season 7's first episode has left me feeling so many emotions because it really just hit me how far natsume has come from his season 1 self... he's done so much healing over the past two years man,,,,
bless hitoyoshi and the fujiwaras because they've done so much to help provide natsume with a safe space to heal 🥹🥹 natsume is so different from his season 1 self in all the best ways possible; it finally seems like he's assured of his place with his friends and family now, and that he's actually present with them now instead of watching from afar and looking like he's just a moment away from disappearing...
#natsume yuujinchou#natsume takashi#natsume's book of friends#he's healed so much oh my god#found family#healing#i'm not okay right now this is leaving me in tears
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When the Bough Breaks live in 2020
When the Bough Breaks live in 2020
When the Bough Breaks live in 2020
HELLO ARE MY EEPY BABES SEEING THIS?!??!?
#sleep token#vessel sleep token#ii sleep token#iii sleep token#og iv sleep token#vessel#ii#iii#og iv#the choir#the vesselettes#video#youtube video#song when the bough breaks#i'm so fucking normal right now#i'm not in tears i promise#oh my god i am so normal
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IRON MAN (2008) MOVIE OF ALL TIME
#you STOOD BY MY SIDE ALL THESE YEARS while i reaped the BENEFITS of DESTRUCTION#and now that i'm trying to PROTECT the people that I PUT IN HARM'S WAY you're gonna WALK OUT.....#HE JUST FINALLY KNOWSWHAT HE HAS TO DO. AND HE KNOWS. IN HIS H E A R T#THAT ITS RIGHT I'M GOINGTO PASS OUT#SCENES OF ALL TIME. MOVIES OF ALL TIME. TEARING UP
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Oscar.Piastri.Shirtless.
GOODBYE MY BRAIN MALFUNCTIONED
Video: Live at Prema F2 Baku round 3
#f1#lando norris#mclaren#op81#ln4#formula 1#this one's for the girls#oscar piastri#Oscar piastri shirtless#i'm biting walls right now#tears dripping down my thighs#how can we beg mclaren for another ice bath video#the man that he is#oscar jack piastri#oscar piastri x reader
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#lfc#liverpool fc#andy robertson#jurgen klopp#i'm actually gonna cry right now#*through tears* love!!
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The way how in We Know the Devil the couple you choose to go with always finishes the ending by pretty much confirming the worse insecurities of the girl who got excluded, Venus and Jupiter still keep trying so hard to remain good kids that they can't even hear Neptune anymore, Venus and Neptune hold hands without any effort without even trying like Jupiter did so hard in the only way she could bring herself to, Jupiter and Neptune look at each other the way they can't ever look at Venus
Just... the way that in the blue ending when the narration is from Venus + Jupiter's pov and they say they "won't let her stain" them referring to being "stained" with her "impure" but valid feelings, with her rage at being treated so poorly by those around them, they won't let those thoughts in because they want to be the good kids out of the bad ones and Neptune never did and even when she talks to them afterwards nothing she says will ever get through to them again. They chose to stay clean. The way the achievement for the blue ending is called "Lukewarm, I spit you out" and is the only one named after a Bible verse, and it's one about how spiritually "hot" people are active in their faith and spiritually "cold" people "can still be strongly influenced" but someone like Neptune who knows just enough to intentionally reject the word of god is the kind of person that "deserves" to be "spit out" like a lukewarm drink
The way that in the red ending when the narration is from Neptune + Venus pov they say they chose to be distant from her that they affirm time and again they had no idea she could possibly be going through so much turmoil that she'd turn out to be it, this sudden storm, and it's not because they were upset at her they at the end of the day just don't understand, they want to, because how could she possibly have had all those feelings deep inside her? They're safe from her storm, it does not break over them, in that moment together they no longer share in all that turmoil from Jupiter's at all. Their view of her may not be admiration but it's still so unreachable and unfathomable and distant from her true feelings and that way she'll forever stay. The way the achievement for the red ending is "No prince for the princesses" and Jupiter is the designated "tomboy" out of the three of them, how she's the one trying the hardest to keep this strong front and always do the right thing and help the other two but "always messes it up" in fundamentally misunderstanding what they needed in the end they didn't even need her to be all that for them because they needed each other and not her
The way that in the yellow ending when the narration is from Neptune + Jupiter pov they say they chose to hide their faces that they're the only ones to escape Venus' light because they do not see her the same way she sees herself, "he's" a poor unfortunate friend of theirs that they'll feel guilty for having to fight against but that simply wouldn't ever fit into this new freedom they found for themselves in each other, they can see their light their way out of this camp but Venus who wants so bad to see her light has it taken away from her with every time they stare into each other's eyes a bit too long, everytime she's suddenly invisible even when physically close and looked directly at they still see right through her true self. The way the achievement for the yellow ending is called "Help me God, I'm in love" and how the lights always appear when the other two are acting close, how Jupiter accidentally falls with Venus to the ground but instantly helps her up and turns her attention entirely back to Neptune right away and how afraid Venus is during this whole thing she just wants them to allow her that moment of "weakness" to be herself with them while all they want is their way out and not have to deal with the devil at all, all she wants is to embrace it
#Did I boot up these endings to skim through a couple lines to know for sure I remembered them right? yes.#did I cry a single tear during the red ending? yes. me 🤝 jupiter – touchstarved lesbian moment#anyways this games prose is so fucking good and juicy and you can read and interpret it so much I love it#I'm not playing the true ending right now or I'll make myself more sad :D#wktd#we know the devil#jupiter wktd#neptune wktd#venus wktd
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