#I'm having a tough day
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I mean, nothing else is making sense right now so we might as well meet madness with madness. Be the big middle finger you wish to see in the world.
In 2025 you have to fag it up as much as possible. Goth it up also. Godspeed. Gothspeed, even.
#fuck it#everything is terrible#i'm having a tough day#anxiety problems#hair dye and tattoos will fix me#i hope#be annoying on purpose
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Reblog if you are into Labyrinth and also neurodivergent 🙌
#I'm having a tough day#This blog is one of few ways I don't feel alone#Labyrinth#Neurodivergent#autistic artist
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Some quick random practice doodles bc why not lmao
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#cult of the lamb#cotl lamb#cotl narinder#cotl#narilamb#true devotion#💊💊💊#been having some issues with my meds and these days have been kinda.... tough lmao ......#Also thinking about cotl stickers for myself and how i'd do it skjdnfsdf only issue is i'd have to cut em with scissors n i'm lazy lmao#cw suggestive#?? idk if it is but sure let's put a cw jic#tw suggestive
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anya + flinching at loud noises and sudden movements (vs dmitry noticing, adjusting his behavior, and becoming a source of comfort)
#anastasia broadway#anastasia#my gifs#my edit#dimya#christy altomare#derek klena#my guy is like yeah i break the law every day but i draw the line at touching anya without her consent#he's like yeah i'm tough and heartless. omg honey are u okay <33 it's just a loud sound ur safe <3 anyway what was i saying#but yeah.#will always be so so so crazy about the nonverbal narrative of anya having a bit of trauma with touch/sound/etc and dmitry clocking it#and then making sure his intentions and movements around her are extra clear#makes me insane!#in case u couldn't tell ashldjfk (see: 10k fic from like 4 years ago)#anyway idk if other anyas played it this way but this was something i noticed from christy right away#obsessed with the way she played her like this#the complexity u know
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been exercising consistently for a month now (4 times a week) and I hate to admit that my energy levels really have improved so much 🧍♀️
#used to feel like crashing after lunch basically everyday and these days I actually feel like doing things...#and it just keeps getting easier to exercise too bc I'm starting to be less sore after each session + it feels sooo good to increase the#weights and know that I can handle it...#it was rly tough in the beginning but once I passed that bit where I would almost always give up it's gotten a lot easier#I don't even have my brain trying to talk me out of exercising anymore#I just get to the time I usually exercise and do it#and not just physically but mentally I can feel a lot less resistance in doing things too#specially with cleaning etc I used to battle it out in my head so much and I'd do it regardless but ik I used to do it very frustrated bc#I didn't Want to do it but these days I barely feel any resistance I just think that I have to do something and I do it... actually feeling#like a functional person woah#jt
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simself college fits
#nothing will ever seperate me from the giò ferrari jumper i found in a charity shop#these past few days have been tough as fuck but i'm going to treat myself next weekend by going to a record fair#and i'm going to buy a carhartt patchwork jacket i've had my eye on for months#hope everyones keeping well i haven't been around here much#my friends and i started a minecraft server which we've been obsessively playing#so i haven't really played any sims..#inspiration to do anything at all has been sparse lately i won't lie#side effect of doing a creative course i guess..#college starts up again today.. getting up at 6am was a joy 😐😐#see ya simblr
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tas gale calling john “baby” makes my knees go weak
i giggled bc same. but also i hope ur knees are okay after ch7 <33
#tough and sweet fic#trying to remember to post more snippets/progress ig#the wc for this chapter is getting ridiculous tho s.o.s#also i have over 100 asks in my inbox now MY BADDD. please know i read them all and smile SO MUCH it makes my day truly 🥺💗#same with the rbs on my snippets and the tas edit omg u don't even know. i come back and reread at least twice a day i'm sooo <333 wtf#johnslittlespoon asks
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i have discovered something god awful abt myself and i can't even talk about it because it's too embarrassing and it's making me feel way too vulnerableahsdhgsaghdags there are literally only two characters who could break me like that aaanddd i hateeee ittttjhashgdaghghasgda
#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#IT'S SOOOBADDDHGHSDJSHDASHHGDGHA#i did talk abt this with ari a while back and i can only hope they can't remember itashgdghsaghdgahs#you know for you it might sound insane i don't think any of you would really get why i'm freaking out abt it so hard butgsadgahsdghasgh#loooooooookkkk#it's a lot okay i need to just stick to my tough guy act and never think about this again#(impossible)#hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh#it's haunting me#it's actually fucking haunting me i haven't stopped thinking about it ever since i mentioned it and now there's two of them................#awful awful awful awful#well i think one day i'm gonna write abt it anyway bc i think ppl are into that anyway i'm the only one who's having like a meltdown over i#GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD#mayor of loserville
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#it's me i'm the wind blowing#y'all things are a little more complicated when it comes to these two#(sits down and takes a sip from my dark blue coffee mug)#(thinks: i wish i had springtrap coffee mug)#so...#both of them have difficult pasts#both are parents trying their best on raising their children#THE THING IS#one can't let herself get too attached#while the other is still afraid all humans are the same#but at the same time. they just want to find peace and happiness#and they've found it at home#they found happiness living those very brief and mundane moments#like waking up every morning#having breakfast next to people that make you smile#making your way to school/work and seeing sunlight pass through the trees#and going home after a tough day and there are rain clouds approaching. you just know you're going to sleep well at night#this is how they heal. and in the mean time. let themselves open up to each other#I have a feeling this is gonna be a slow burn kinda thing#COUGHING REALLY HARD#ENDING THIS RIGHT HERE OKAY BYE#starbstalks#springdad au
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finally back home after a tiring day - maybe a few minutes to relax won't hurt............
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wip + 'lineart':
hopefully when he wakes up, he'll wash his bedclothes... goomy slime + his shoes on the bed = no good------
#art#pokemon swsh#pokemon sword and shield#pkmn swsh#pkmn sword and shield#poke's doodles#pokemon#gym leader raihan#goomy#lmao - last post: i'm trying to branch out and draw different characters! :]#this post: anyways raihan and goomy again :]#I CANNOT HELP IT----------#anywayss------ YES he still has his shoes on-#rip rai - he was so tired from a tough day that he straight up. forgot to take them off-#it was intentional - and yes. kinda upsetting---- goomy slime??? and shoes on the bed????????????? rip#i originally planned to have a bunch of sand everywhere - like. to show he'd just battled or something but. it looked REAL messy visually#also - i drew this with the intent to give him as many pillows as i saw fit lmao---- we can match as a treat :]#sometimes a guy(me) just needs 10000 soft things on his(my) bed at alll times...#.. tbh - this was originally planned to be a completely different pic lol -#- mainly. the fact that it was gonna be a water setting originally lol oh how the vibe of the pic changes during the initial sketch phas
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Hi! it's dember and some stuff has Happened and I am now in need of a buffer between now and lunar new year. so I'm opening for
digital ink commission
How this works is
comms will open for one hour at a time or until 5 pieces are in the queue, whichever condition comes later
I will edit and reblog this post when it opens or closes, so if you're not sure if I'm taking comms or not please click through to the original post to check!
I will take commissions via email to [email protected]; please include visual or textual references as well as your PayPal email in your inquiry.
a confirmation email will be sent out once your commission's added to the queue. I reserve the right to turn down any commission I receive (in which case I'll also tell you via email)
payment will be through PayPal - please wait for the invoice before paying - and made in full before I start on your commission.
there will be no sketch revision. please keep this in mind when preparing your references
UPDATE 30/12/2023: Commission closed! Thank you very much for the support!
#bakuspeech#commission#art commission#commission info#gods. this headache is Not one I anticipated. it'll be alright but we're gonna have to tough it out for a bit#hey if you send in a commission thank you very much. I hope you have a good day#once again it might take me a hot sec to get to ur comm bc 1/the queue might be long and 2/I am still bit shit from the flu#so I'm just gonna be. a bit slower than usual. sorry#anyways I'll get back to this in an hour and tally it up. thanks for sticking around thanks for hangin out if uve been hangin out
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wishing everyone a very happy holidays!! I hope the year ahead has many bright and beautiful moments in store for you 🌟
#doodles and miscellania#i was gonna say 'yet another holiday season magpie from me' but to be fair...not many people tend to draw holiday season magpies so#i'm just filling a neglected niche#anyway!! sincerely sending lots of love to everyone seeing this 💛 i hope you're all having a great day#i'm gonna spend my night getting through maybe 1% of the small mountain of chocolates i have been gifted for christmas.....#it's tough but someone's gotta do it
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idk if it was the venus retrograde or what, but july 2023 was quite literally the worst month i've ever experienced in my life like.....every single day? awful? worse than the last? it's more likely than u think
#u know sometimes you'll experience something bad in the moment and look back later like lol that was fine actually!#not july :) she was actually really bad :)#tmi but if u wanna know why i was gone lol#my partner of 6 years cheated on me in early may. on her birthday. at her party that i planned. with her coworker. and i saw it#on top of just being like. completely devastated? i was just so embarrassed? i hardly told anyone because it made me feel like#just SO worthless. and then i was embarrassed about feeling worthless and it was a whole thing#anyway they started dating in july and it was really tough for me#it was like every day i'd wake up and have to like grieve? and come to terms with reality? and accept that a lot of my future plans#were no longer going to happen - at least with her :/ it's a really tough thing to grapple with#esp since it felt like she wasn't nearly as sad as i was - which unfortunately makes sense but still sucks#ANYWAY im doing a lot better now lol i started telling people in my life and letting them be there for me and it's helped so much#it's still hard sometimes but i know now that i'm gonna be fine eventually#this is so dumb to post on my sims blog but it feels good to get it off my chest so SUE ME I GUESS
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stuff i never finished and why
hello and good night . i'm just gonna ramble about stuff so yeah
swings
oh man i really loved this drawing . but it was a PAIN IN THE ASS .
i had a bunch of problems with this one . i spent an embarrassing amount of time doing the line . then after i started painting it on Ibis paint i realized that i should've done the line with a textured brush .
then the background . i really couldn't make it look nice even if i tried . i spent so long just trying stuff and searching for references but i just couldn't get it right . the colors and the lightning kept looking weird .
and just when it was looking decent , oh no the file is corrupted !!! and if i wanted it back i would have to go through a speedpaint of a drawing that took me 28 hours ( i actually tried it 😭😭 but it was taking so long and after some time the app crashed )
so , i decided to just give up . i was already fed up with it . maybe some day i'll try to redraw it or something
edit : oh wait a second . this drawing makes no sense without the background . edgar looks like that because there's supposed to be a puddle under scriabin's swing and he's trying to get edgar wet with it
otgw x chapter 20 / 21
i just said i loved the other one but THIS ONE . this one is SO PRETTY and i was so excited to try some new brushes and overall just finish this . excited enough to start painting edgar without even finishing scriabin's line .
i was using a small tablet my friend let me borrow . it was actually so helpful because i could draw on my phone with it !! i used to work on this when i was at school .
then i started having problems with the background . again
then my friend told me that his mom didn't agree with him giving me the tablet and that he should give it to his sister instead so i had to give it back . great . at that point i didn't feel like finishing it so
random reference i found in pinterest
this is like a month old maybe ???? i just thought " oh this would be such a fire pfp " and after finishing the sketch i was like " alright i'll finish this tomorrow " ( i never finished it )
mostly didn't finish it because i didn't have any idea to make it look lifeless and tragic . oh well . maybe i'll try it someday i still think it's cool
papa's cheeseria
this one isn't really unfinished . i just wanted to make a doodle sheet but never drew anything else so now he's just there . alone in a blank space . poor guy .
so yeah . everytime i play papa louie's games i always make the workers look like edgar and scriabin . i thought this default outfit looked pretty cool so so i had to draw it
#there's probably more stuff to add here but i lost a bunch of files when i changed my pc :((#also i have another one i really wanted to add but it's oc related so so nope#i tried so hard with the swings one but after some time i just felt like the drawing expired ?????? somehow#like that just wasn't how i used to draw anymore . so i just gave up#the same thing happened with the otgw x 20 / 21 one and it makes me so SAD#i don't even know how that one popped in my head .#one day i just remembered over the garden wall existed thanks to a friend posting some art about it#and idk i just had to draw them like wirt and greg#anyways back to rambling about my life woohoo#i'm i'm doing so bad rn#but let's pretend i'm not . alright#this year will be tough .#vargas#vargas zarla#scriabin vargas#zarla s#edgar vargas#sunny's rambles#sunny's art
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Kabu's random conversation lines ❤️🔥
Pokémon Masters EX spoilers ahead!
Random conversation 1:
Pasio isn't just home to young Trainers, but to veteran Trainers as well! I can learn from veteran Trainers and get inspired by the young ones. It's truly ideal!
Random conversation 2:
I'm going to train with other Fire-type users next time. Would you like to join us, (Player)? You won't regret it— our top-notch training will leave you burning red-hot!
Random conversation 3:
There was a time when I kept losing, and I was struggling to figure out what to do. But during a battle against Leon, I realized my potential, and forged a new path because of that. There is no such thing as a dead end in the long road of life!
Every day was a challenge back then, but I toughed it out— and the experience changed me. When faced with a problem, it's important you take some time to think about ways to tackle it instead of just giving up. I'm glad I got to pass all of this on to you!
Random conversation 4:
I'm often regarded as the first real roadblock of Galar's Gym Challenge. As such, I've watched many a dispirited Trainer abandon the Gym Challenge after losing to me... When Trainers actually managed to defeat me, I make a point to see them off when they leave Motostoke.
Where there are winners, there are losers... That's the harsh reality of battling. But hanging your head and moping won't change anything! Just like how fire burns upwards, when things are tough, keep your head high!
Random conversation 5:
Maintaining a career as a Trainer doesn't juat mean staying sharp in battles— you have to tend to your health as well! Eating, exercising, sleeping... Your day-to-day life is a part of your training as well!
Random conversation 6:
Seeing young trainers work hard sets my soul ablaze with determination! As long as we're alive, we should keep on learning and training!
Random conversation 7:
No matter what you do, the most important thing is never forgetting where you started. With the right care, you can keep the fire in your heart burning indefinitely. That's why I'll always consider myself a challenger!
#he's soooo dad-shaped 🥺❤️🔥 ooooh what does a girl have to do to physically enter myself into a game and be his daughter for a day#as tough as he looks.. his lines reveals him as such a gentle character. he knows that blindly pushing forward isn't always the answer#like. this is an ossan who has seen it all and knows that kindness to yourself consists of “never giving up” and “learning to pace yourself”#anyway! i'm keeping this for my writing notes ✍️ i hope this could be helpful to anyone else! 🫡#and good luck on your kabu pulls too!!!! may our fiery ossan come home to us all!!! ❤️🔥❤️🔥❤️🔥🍀🍀🍀#gym leader kabu#pokemon#pokemon kabu#pokemon sword and shield#pokemon swsh#swsh#pokemon masters ex#pokemas#pmex#pokemas spoilers#pmex spoilers#kabu
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