#I'm going to fucking exist out of spite and non of y'all can take that away from me
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monkberryfields · 2 days ago
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Honestly, I hate it here
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idkjustlemmedrownlikerab · 2 months ago
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Evermore (Marauder's Version)
@marsmarauders and I welcome you back to our Taylor Swift x Marauders series. We got carried away again but what's new about that huh? Anyways here you have every single song from Evermore related to the Marauders characters :D (I totally didn't forget about this series at all due to midterms, what r y'all talking about? Nope not me)
willow
"Wait for the signal and I'll meet you after dark, Show me the places where the others gave you scars"
Both of us wholeheartedly agree that this is for sure a wolfstar song. This particular lyric could go either way with scars Sirius has from his mother or the scars Remus has because of Greyback and his furry little problem and "Head on the pillow, I could feel you sneaking in, as if you were a mythical thing" bcoz obviously they shared a dorm for 7 yrs and mythical thing aka a werewolf!
champagne problems
"How evergreen, our group of friends, Don't think we'll say that word again"
WOLFSTAR. I feel like this isn't even an argument every single person in the fandom who listens to Taylor can agree on this, this song screams wolfstar from Sirius' pov. "She would've made such a lovely bride, what a shame she's fucked in the head," being said about Sirius ofc
And Tonks being the new real thing who will patch up the tapestry that Sirius shred
gold rush
"I don't like anticipating my face in a red flush, I don't like that anyone would die to feel your touch"
Now this is about unrequited love and I was certain from the beginning is about jegulus specifically from Regulus' pov talking about James pining after Lily for years when he was right there
'tis the damn season
"We could call it even, You could call me babe for the weekend, 'Tis the damn season,"
Seeing as the song talks about a fleeting relationship we couldn't help but think of this as Remus and Grant
tolerate it
"While you were out building other worlds, where was I? Where's that man who'd throw blankets over my barbed wire?"
BLACK BROTHERS. Like no discussion required at all this song screams Black Brothers from Regulus' pov like try and tell me that isn't Regulus talking about Sirius building a separate life for himself with the Gryffindors leaving Reg behind when he always used to be his protector, and now he's all alone. "I made you my temple, my mural, my sky, Now I'm begging for footnotes in the story of your life" this is soo Regulus Black coded
no body, no crime
"I think he did it but I just can't prove it, No, no body, no crime, But I ain't letting up until the day I die"
Upon a lot of discussion and deliberation we have come to the conclusion that this song is Regulus Black about Peter coz he saw him at a meeting and knows he's the spy but by this time his relationship with his brother is basically non existent and he knows Sirius won't believe him so he needs proof
But at the ending the pov changes to Peter, convincing everyone that Sirius was the spy and the murderer
happiness
"Haunted by the look in my eyes, that would've loved you for a lifetime, Leave it all behind and there is happiness"
Now this song we think could go two ways either with jegulus or with nobleflower coz the lyrics "I hope she'll be a beautiful fool, Who takes my spot next to you" and the whole song overall has this tone of the singer wanting their ex lover to lead a happy life without them while also having a very spiteful undertone due to not being a part of it and that screams Black family to us
dorothea
"Hey Dorothea, Do you ever stop and think about me? When we were younger, down in the park honey, making a lark of the misery
Now we have two interpretations for this Marls was thinking more of Remus and Mary from Remus' pov since they are the only two members left of their friend group and Mary was the one who fled, I on the other hand could also see another version which could be Snape talking about Lily, "You got shiny friends since you left town, A tiny screen's the only place I see you now"
coney island
"I'm on a bench in Coney Island, Wondering, where did my baby go?"
For this song while Marls wasn't that sure but I could see Nobelflower all over since the song talks about this badly ended relationship bcoz one of them (Narcissa) had started distancing themselves and acting strange, so the other (Alice) starts questioning their own existence and wondering if they are all alone now that their partner no longer feels known. This being coz Cissa is bound to her house and her duties, one of them being getting married to a pure blood and Alice starts to resent her for it even tho she knows she doesn't have much of a choice
ivy
"My pain fits in the palm of your freezing hand, Taking mine, but it's been promised to another"
Now ignoring the affair since we don't think any of them would do that, if we just look at the dying relationship and the beginning of a new one aspect of the song I can definitely see the end of bartylus and then Barty falling in love with Evan and thankfully Marls agrees with me on this
cowboy like me
"And the skeletons in both our closets, Plotted hard to fuck this up"
Both of us agree that is song is rosekiller all the way through bcoz it talks about two con artists who thought they never needed love but then they fall for each other?? Tell me that isn't sooo rosekiller coded
long story short
"And I fell from the pedestal, Right down the rabbit hole, Long story short, it was a bad time"
This is very obviously about Lily falling in love with James after Severus to the both of us, about how in hindsight that friendship wasn't really what she thought it was and now she is genuinely happy and it's all about James now
Tho Marls also suggested it about James and Lily getting together after he broke up with Regulus as well and while I do like it, I personally refuse to associate "Long story short, it was the wrong guy" with jegulus coz that just makes me sad :(
marjorie
"Should've kept every grocery store receipt, 'Cause every scrap of you would be taken from me"
This track again is Black Brothers coded but this time from Sirius' pov missing his brother after his death and regretting not mending their relationship bcoz there was still a part of him which hated his little brother for not running away with him
"What died didn't stay dead, You're alive, you're alive in my head"
closure
"It's been a long time, And seeing the shape of your name, Still spells out pain"
Evans sister. Yep that's it, it's Lily singing to Petunia about their broken relationship
evermore
"I replay my footsteps on each stepping stone, Trying to find the one where I went wrong"
In the words of our lovely Marls herself "REGULUS RIGHT BEFORE HE DIES LIKE RIGHT AS HE'S GOING DOWN TO THE CAVE, I TAKE NO CRITICISM"
And no criticism she had to take bcoz those were exactly my thoughts no discussion needed at all
right where you left me
"Help, I'm still at the restaurant, still sitting in a corner I haunt"
Now Marls sees this as Remus post war bcoz everyone other than him died (or fled in Mary's case) and left him alone and he couldn't move on from the fact for the longest time
And while I do love this interpretation I can also see jegulus after the break up from Regulus' pov, seeing James falling in love with Lily again and having a family "I'm sure that you got a wife out there, Kids and Christmas, but I'm unaware" "If our love died young, I can't bear witness" while he's still stuck there reminiscing their time together bcoz that's genuinely the happiest he's ever been
it's time to go
"Sometimes, givin' up is the strong thing, Sometimes, to run is the brave thing, Sometimes, walkin' out is the one thing"
Sirius Black. That's it. We hear no criticism at all, try and fight us about it and we will strangle you in ur sleep :D I'm not kidding we hope yk that for ur own safety
AND THAT'S ALL FOR TODAY!! Thank you for sticking with us even tho I was very late for this post, the next post probably won't take this long coz Marls is the one who's gonna post that, not me, but I hope u liked our opinions and if not, we'd love to hear urs
Make sure to come back to see Folklore, coming soon! (To a theater near you)
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alt-zombee · 1 month ago
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I tried my best to show everyone I was a "good" guy 
they tried to expose me as a liar
when they didn't get it from the source 
I pour out my heart and soul and they still
want the last piece of my pie
I never once claimed to be anything that I wasn't or wouldn't be 
trust me there was plenty times I could've exposed 
these phonies 
there was plenty times when I held back the truth to protect 
the people that meant something to me 
the most loyal boy and they still want more from me 
still the headaches are non existent 
and this shit isn't me complaining this is me spiting out facts 
they thought I was full of stress until they started hearing the 
laughs 
and for me to relapse means I would've had to quit at least once 
had an arguement over how the church was hypocritical 
with the most evangelical of them all 
I told her Mary still had my back and for me to quit her 
would mean that I would go back
on everything I ever worked so hard to achieve 
I got smoke following me from the back and 
still I come out unphased 
how is it that everyone came for my neck and left with some food for their brain 
how is it that I cried countless nights for people
who left me for me dead 
how is it that I never once read the scriptures and I still 
rehaersed them straight from the pain 
how is it that ya'll caused me all this pain and I still 
fed your mans 
I always do my best even when these roses are thrown at my feet 
everyone listens in but no one dares share their opinion 
on me
I had a million things weighing me down and I still survived 
worked job after job and every time went above and beyond 
even put in overtime when ya'll made me the clown 
now the hate is starting to show 
I was that boy that didn't want to come out the house 
a bunch of lost souls everytime that I looked around 
they tempted me and poked me
and when I turned around and
popped
they started calling me the most violent one of them all 
funny how self defence can be misinterpreted when it comes
down to someone you hate
the way I played this game I should have 5 rings like Mike
most of the people that claimed they where with me 
were two faced just like Mike and Ike 
nowadays I do be out of pocket 
telling people that stare at me for something to take a hike 
and I hate social media y'all can keep your likes 
and your hearts 
the clout chasing is never a part of my plan 
social media stars would steal from your kids just to get the car that they like 
my heart is still in this for anyone that believes in my cause 
exposing phonies and frauds pointing them out 
protecting the future generations whit whatever I have 
I'm a hypocritical paradox I'm glad you guys figured it out 
and still
I love every one of you guys 
I would go back and do it all over again just to show you that 
this is real
straight from the heart 
the way that I'm about to come is like I hit the bulls eye with a dart 
no more apologizing to people who would take my pride if they could 
now I'm smoking weed in every garden including eves 
and this year I want to be alone just like Shrek 
fuck opinions you guys can work all that shit out 
I'm moving humbly and I'm feeding my team 
last year 
I promise this all felt like a dream 
I even had some of the closest people switch sides on me 
left felt like right and everyone wanted to take a little something out of me 
but I felt great the whole way along 
made everyone realize that this was me all along
showed everyone that I was that boy that was always a man 
I hope everyone takes this and works out the draining energy
that this world keeps circulating through
all these clown celebraties and cancel culture vultures that you guys keep putting on 
and if you want to reach me it has never been easier to get in touch with your boy
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justabumatthepark · 2 years ago
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I tried my best to show everyone I was a "good" guy
they tried to expose me as a liar
when they didn't get it from the source
I pour out my heart and soul and they still
want the last piece of my pie
I never once claimed to be anything that I wasn't or wouldn't be
trust me there was plenty times I could've exposed
these phonies
there was plenty times when I held back the truth to protect
the people that meant something to me
the most loyal boy and they still want more from me
still the headaches are non existent
and this shit isn't me complaining this is me spiting out facts
they thought I was full of stress until they started hearing the
laughs
and for me to relapse means I would've had to quit at least once
had an arguement over how the church was hypocritical
with the most evangelical of them all
I told her Mary still had my back and for me to quit her
would mean that I would go back
on everything I ever worked so hard to achieve
I got smoke following me from the back and
still I come out unphased
how is it that everyone came for my neck and left with some food for their brain
how is it that I cried countless nights for people
who left me for me dead
how is it that I never once read the scriptures and I still
rehaersed them straight from the pain
how is it that ya'll caused me all this pain and I still
fed your mans
I always do my best even when these roses are thrown at my feet
everyone listens in but no one dares share their opinion on me
I had a million things weighing me down and I still survived
worked job after job and every time went above and beyond
even put in overtime when ya'll made me the clown
now the hate is starting to show
I was that boy that didn't want to come out the house
a bunch of lost souls everytime that I looked around
they tempted me and poked me
and when I turned around and
popped
they started calling me the most violent one of them all
funny how self defence can be misinterpreted when it comes
down to someone you hate
the way I played this game I should have 5 rings like Mike
most of the people that claimed they where with me
were two faced just like Mike and Ike
nowadays I do be out of pocket
telling people that stare at me for something to take a hike
and I hate social media y'all can keep your likes
and your hearts
the clout chasing is never a part of my plan
social media stars would steal from your kids just to get the car that they like
my heart is still in this for anyone that believes in my cause
exposing phonies and frauds pointing them out
protecting the future generations whit whatever I have
I'm a hypocritical paradox I'm glad you guys figured it out
and still
I love every one of you guys
I would go back and do it all over again just to show you that
this is real
straight from the heart
the way that I'm about to come is like I hit the bulls eye with a dart
no more apologizing to people who would take my pride if they could
now I'm smoking weed in every garden including eves
and this year I want to be alone just like Shrek
fuck opinions you guys can work all that shit out
I'm moving humbly and I'm feeding my team
last year
I promise this all felt like a dream
I even had some of the closest people switch sides on me
left felt like right and everyone wanted to take a little something out of me
but I felt great the whole way along
made everyone realize that this was me all along
showed everyone that I was that boy that was always a man
I hope everyone takes this and works out the draining energy
that this world keeps circulating through
all these clown celebraties and cancel culture vultures that you guys keep putting on
and if you want to reach me it has never been easier to get in touch with your boy
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