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[channoticedmeuwu]

hii! so I've been a silent reader of yours for a while(sorry😭) but i finally decided to leave a little note for you as a token of appreciation!! you're easily my favourite writer on this app<33 i really really like your writing style and whenever i read your works it feels as if I'm in a daydream yk? like watching a short film through y/n's eyes !!:D while reading your fics we can all see how much hardwork and thought you put into them and if i had to choose my favs it wld def be [PTLTFTP] (sorry too lazy to type that out-) and [come here and get some] !!🩵 you have no idea how excited i get whenever you're post notifs come 😭😭 pls continue being so so awesome while also taking care of your health!!♡ hope this long ask wasn't a bother and I'll also be waiting for whatever you have in store for us next!<3

NAUSYYYRYRYRB I'm ur fav writer ?? ✋✋✋ you don't know how happy hearing that makes meeeee aweee tyty sm anon 🥲🥲🥲

and it's amazing knowing my writing is vivid enough to make you feel absorbed— I know I've made it now 😭🫶 literally I'm so glad that's been my goal for god knows how long, it's amazing to feel like you're actually in the story and that's literally the point of reader inserts so I'm glad I've accomplished it !! I still have a very long way to go &things to learn, but it's so nice to know that I'm getting better !!

AND OMFG “PTPTFTL” IS LITERALLY THE MOST ANNOYING THING TO TYPE OUT EVER like literally I agree with you 100% I am also lazy you'll never see me actually typing the name out, it's all copy and paste 😭😭 &come here get some ooo I see u anon 😳😵‍💫 into cocky bitchass beomgyu are we 😳😳 (no because same god help me I'm down so bad)

and also !! I really want to say, sending anon asks and sending words of appreciation like this are never ever a bother. I know it feels like receiving one is an inconvenience (bc I genuinely used to think I was bothering writers before I got into writing), but from a writer's pov, it makes me feel so recognized knowing that people can see my emotions and my hard work when I put out fics.

I don't care, literally SPAM your fav writers and tell them how much you love their fics, it's an absolute mind numbing experience when you receive such feedback. please, don't fear yourself into silently reading, I'm very grateful for what you've written for me !!

thank you sosososososo SO much anon <3 I hope YOU also stay healthy and thank you for looking forward to my next piece !! love u mwah

[angelizs]

Ramble anon back here again after reading the Jade romcom fic im crying cause im very happy again im so glad my ideas inspired you and seeing them being just made me 🥹😭✨ TYSM and im really glad you had fun and indulged yourself with it 🥺!! thats always good to hear.

really the fic was amazing and even had me kicking mt legs during it 😂,jade being smitten was adorable and ofc azul and floyd made me laugh with how done they were and how much they were bothering jade—sorry you two its not over yet the honeymoon phase is nigh

HELLO AGAIN RAMBLE ANON !!!

I'm really happy you liked it!!! I took a lot of inspo from your asks after all! I'd say it was a colective effort lol. ALSO YEAH IT WAS SOOO MUCH FUN even with me having a billion other things to do I managed to find time to write because of how much I was loving it and honestly I haven't felt that motivated in some time. I guess being self indulgent truly is the best medicine

I'm glad it did <3 Jade might have been a biiit ooc but I like to think he looks very composed while internally he's just. screaming with all his bottled up emotions. especially if the emotion is, lord help us, affection. such a vulnerable thing...

Azul didn't appear that much but when he did he was suffering the whole time LMAO I lobe you my pathetic little businessman <3 meanwhile Floyd was half having the time of his life half wanting to smash his head against the wall to not have to take a second longer of the tension between them

oh they tought these two were insufferable while just flirting with each other? good news, they're gonna get 100x worse now 😁 they better be prepared to hear Yuu's name more than their own for the next weeks <3

[inkykeiji]

Clari!!! It's 🎨 anon. I meant to send this in forever ago but got busy but I am so happy to hear you found a psychologist that is working for you AND that those worksheets have been helping you 🥺❤️. I am so proud of you, angel, seriously. It makes me so happy to hear you're doing well cause you deserve to feel good and safe and happy.

NOW ONTO THE MAIN PART OF THIS ASK WHICH IS THE BRILLIANCE THAT WAS BMB PT 4. Your way with words and descriptions are always so captivating, I can literally feel myself transported into your universes. You make emotions and thoughts so crystal clear, and I love how complex every character is in your stories--whether they are minor or major players. There was so much to love in this chapter. Idk where to start. I loved the allusion to Dabi/Tomura's more intimate relationship together as well as THOSE complex feelings they (more so Dabi) have for each other. And I loved loved loved Keigo's POV, too--you actually had me feeling bad for him and rooting for him for a second when he stood up to the Chief! ALSO THAT MR. ORANGE REFERENCE FROM DABI TO KEIGO, SHGISHGS YOU CLEVER GIRL, I WAS SCREAMING IN EXCITEMENT!! Apart from the amazing character development we see in both characters and relationships in this chapter, the plot is getting so interesting in terms of the Chief's motivations/Keigo's motivations/Tomura's motivations and so much more I can't even type. AHHH!! Your stories are always worth the wait. You did such an amazing job bby, tumblr honestly doesn't provide enough space for all my praise and feedback. I hope you get some WELL-deserved rest and care, Clari--you knocked it out of the park, babes. ILY and take care until next time, queen!!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ - 🎨 anon

HI PALETTE BABIE <333

tw: bmb spoilers

thank you so much!!!!! your words mean a lot to me and i really appreciate them <333 idk if this is weird or odd but i find myself thinking of you often on my way to my sessions!!! i feel like i have an even deeper sense of camaraderie with you after that ask hahaha <3 yes!! i've been given some worksheets from my own psychologist as well now and although recovery and building coping strategies etc is very hard work and extremely emotionally taxing, we're making progress and i feel really good about that! i hope you're doing fantastic <33

WAAAAAAAH my sweet palette please 🥺🥺🥺 i can't even tell you how many times i've reread your ask since you sent it!!! thank you SO much for such wonderful and thorough feedback, it genuinely means the world to me that you've taken the time to send your thoughts in and i appreciate it so very much!!!!! <33333 thank you from the bottom of my heart for such splendid and special compliments!!!

HEHEHE i'm SO glad to hear that keigo was making you feel bad for him!!! that was totally my goal!! in a way, keigo embodies one of the central themes/messages in bmb as a whole (the complexity of morality, and how it's muddled even more when entangled in personal relationships). HAHAHAHA thank you!!! reservoir dogs is one of my all-time favourite films ever, and it was one of the many pieces of art that inspired bmb, so i wanted to pay homage to it within the story <3 also fun fact: the reason why a similar line ends up in one of the messages tomura received is because the boys down at the station love the film and reference often

yes! part five is very BAMBAMBAM in terms of how things happen, like it moves so fast but i'm literally vibrating with excitement to share it with all of you so hopefully i can get that out soon!! <33 i am literally BEYOND overjoyed that you enjoyed part four,,, honestly words can't even begin to describe the emotion i feel every time i reread this ask <333 again, thank you so much, i love u with all my heart <33333

[per1shed]

um,about your post about not getting much interaction here. I feel the same loneliness,literally no one gives a fuck,even people I have dm'd or on whose posts I have commented. I must be doing something wrong.

But for your posts,I just don't know how to interact. If you're describing a painful personal experience,then I can't just drop a like and go. And they're too personal to be reblogged.

Because of the nature of your blog,probably many followers are people who are in pain or who have trauma too,and that doesn't leave them well equipped to comfort others also. I see your posts,I think 'oh no',or 'please hold on' but because you are in pain,and I'm just a ghost,I'm just afraid to interact. Trauma bonding never worked well for me before,so now I will avoid anything that might go that way. And I'm generally shit at even the most neutral topics of conversation.

Your blog aesthetic is impeccable tho,so many might be drawn to that and get comfort from the things you post. It's not useless. I truly hope things look up for you soon.

Sorry,you don't have to publish this,I just wanted to give some feedback because personally I'd die for feedback but no one is giving me any. Sorry my sentences are like this,I can't write or think well these days. That's why I followed. I don't have the ability to express in words or even images what is happening to me anymore. But you are very honest about how dark things get sometimes and pick the exact right things to reblog,so it's like someone is giving me my language and my feelings back,when looking at your blog.

hey my dear anon <3 first of all, i read this message a few hours ago already and it made me cry for some reason. i’m really grateful you told me why it’s hard for you/could be hard for someone to interact with me bc tbh i haven’t thought about it from that point of view AT ALL and it makes sense! idk but i’m glad you told me. i can honestly tell you that even if i posted the most traumatic thing ever (i wouldn’t do that) i would still love for some ppl esp my moots to like my post! bc i know that it’s not oh i like what you’re saying but more like “i see you!” for me it’s like, do i even exist if no one notices? on the other hand, i have an extremely hard time interacting with ppl in the chat for example bc it puts me under so much pressure i just can’t cope, that’s why i love getting anonymous messages about ppls days, what they’re thinking of, how they’re doing. bc there’s a distance but i still feel like someone actually wants to talk to me (without the responsibility of texting back and forth, idk if that sounds really shitty :/). no one on here is obligated to comfort me and i’m on your side with the trauma bonding, i stay away from it as far as possible! i just like to see that ppl on here exist WITH me if that makes sense and if no one really interacts with me in the way i’m comfortable with, i feel alone. but that’s also on me, i shouldn’t be dependent on it and i need to work on that. really, you helped me a lot with this message and i appreciate the last part so much as well. if u ever want to u/feel comfortable with it u can like my posts or send me anonymous messages if u need to vent. i’m more than happy to answer these <3 ily

[barbecuedphoenix]

Hello! I'm the person who asked for the NevraXGardienne truth or dare. Sorry for take so long to give feedback... It just took me a time to be in the right mood for that one. But, what can I say? Like, wow, you really were on fire! Nevra was so sexy, and, in a way, so vulnerable... But I feel I only knew that because I could read his thoughts... I loved see him so madly in love and see a little of his techniques in action! Thanks a lot! ♥•♥

Noworries, Anon. I’m just happy to hear that you got around to reading that one-shot. Andliking it. :) 

Because it’sdefinitely a niche piece: long, very mature in tone, alternates often betweensmut and plot development, and is neither openly fluffy (which keeps 90% of thefandom happy) nor openly snarky (which keeps Ezarel fans happy). To be honest,I only expected a few Nevra fans to warm up to it once it was posted. So far, I’m still being proved wrong. ^u^

You cansay that I was… inspired in writing that piece. ;) Smut-wise, I was looking to writesomething tenderer than his raunchy debut (but Nevra being Nevra, he’ll still wantat least one chance to show off). Story-wise, it was an experiment in gettinginside his head and showing a different, more vulnerable side of him besides ‘thesleazy spymaster’ (which he kind of is) or ‘the dynamite keg of fun in thebedroom’ (which he definitely is). The answer, I thought, was to ask thequestion of ‘what’s the least fun about being a vampire, and how does he manageit?’ from his POV. Because you’re right in that trying to get a straight answerout of him is like trying to swat a fly above your nose without hittingyourself in the face.  

For allmy salty complaints about being way behind schedule, I truly did enjoy writingthat piece and delving into that more obscure side of his character (even with the help of headcanon). Contrary to hisplayboy image and cynical humor, I feel that Nevra has a powerful capacity forlove, and a legendary level of willpower for making things happen when he’sserious. The best way to see these traits is to watch him put himself on theline for love, even knowing the odds and the way the story always ends for him.Because he is hero material, despitewhat some people might say. :)  

And if hedoes that with his pants off for seven pages, that’s good too. Because he’s alsoa bone fide professional when starring in smut. ;)  

So I’m glad that thisportrayal of him is making a good impression on you, Anon. There’ll be morenon-standard Nevra along this vein in the near future, you can bet on it. ;) 

[inktae]

just read your new piece and... wow-- it's just brilliant, i'm speechless and already in pain?? holy shit, i'd like to shower you with compliments but i'm literally s h o o k, i can't come up with anything clever???? just-- how the hell can you make me fall in love with every character? you could be talking about my biggest enemy and i'd be like "ya this is it, this is what it has to feel like, they're the one" seriously tho i'm so dead wth

SFJDK thank you so much for this cute feedback, I’m so flustered rn ;u; I’m seriously glad you enjoyed it that much, thank you for making my day!

Anonymous said: dw anon back just to compliment the story! I really really loved it and my heart breaks just imagining the future of them. And the fact that she couldn’t ask him why he’d keep writing about her… ahh I’m getting a lump in my throat just thinking about it, imagining their future :’/ I’ll (patiently) anticipate the sequel from my favorite writer on this site 💞

yeah it also broke my heart to break off their conversation like that ;;; I really wanted to show how sudden and merciless these jumps can be, even if I got frustrated with myself in the process ahaha. thank you so so much for your lovely feedback. ^^

Anonymous said: Mari… I just read Blue Notebooks and I’m already emotionally attached. I’m so scared. Will they make it? Will they never find happiness? Am I going to be completely destroyed??????? I’m so scared, but I’m so happy to see your first jimin fic on that master list!!!!!! Congrats Mari I’m proud to see you rebuilding a strong portfolio of beautiful works.

THANK YOU it makes me so happy to know that it lived up to your expectations. I hope you’ll enjoy the sequel just as much. I really appreciate it!!

Anonymous said: omg the blue notebooks is amazing!!!! !!!! !! I loved it a looooot thanks for writing ❤

Anonymous said: I loved your new story!!! I haven’t watched doctor who so i was a tiny bit confused at first haha but i caught up quickly 😊 it is very heartbreaking but such a good plot. My mind is all fuzzy from trying to understand how complicated it must be for jimin. Anyways, it was really great and not “weird” at all, just unique!(that is a good thing)

Anonymous said: omg, ur new fic already got me stuck in the feelz T^T. we don’t even what kind of journey awaits OC, but damn am i emo already. CAN’T WAIT TO HAVE MY HEART SHREDDED IN PIECES MMMMM YES

Anonymous said: mARi WANTS MY DEATH! I can tell that The Blue Notebooks is going to be another of your fics, that I’ll have no other choice but to read it so many times, my eyes are already screaming because of the unshed tears. Thank you for making me feel such strong emotions. Bless your writing, bless you you, bless your pup

Anonymous said: The instant I realized Jimin was jumping backwards, it was like some kind of waterworks switch got flipped and I was teary eyed through the rest of “the blue notebooks” because I’m emotionally vulnerable all the time lmao but also because it was beautifully written, and you know just how to pluck heartstrings for better or worse. I’m really looking forward to the next part!

YOU ARE ALL SUPER SWEET all of your words mean so much to me. thank you for giving the story a chance, for reading it and for enjoying it even if it might have gotten a bit confusing at some parts. thank you thank you ❤