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Mornin' nerds/affectionate
I'll be writing chapter 3 (Jamie x Kaden) so I'll do one rb on who wants to be tagged in my fics before that one gets posted
#I'm feeling......woke up from a dream about...h-he#ALSO WRITING SOMETHIN FOR SACKLER AND I FINALLY THE 'HOW THEY GOT TOGETHER' FIC#AHHH I GOTTA FIND THE OTHERS TO LINK BACK TO#me screaming at 8AM? more likely than you think :)
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girl!dad aaron reading to his daughter over the phone while on a case! 🥹 just like that one episode of jj and henry 😭🥰
nightmares
i will sob. 🥺 i'm also setting this in ellie's bad dreams era :( cw; fem!reader, girl dad!aaron, slight angst, fluff <3
"It looks like this is his comfort zone." Using a red marker, Spencer circled an area on the map. "If we pinpoint-"
As he was continuing his thought, Aaron's phone rang. He fully expected to see Penelope's name, anticipating her call as she was working her magic to narrow down a pool of potential unsubs. However, his eyebrows furrowed in worry as he saw it was from you instead.
"Excuse me." He spoke lowly yet urgently, keeping his eyes on his screen and hurrying away with no hesitation, missing the team's concerned glances.
"Hey," he answered, closing the door to the empty conference room behind him. There was knowing feeling deep in his chest - and a grim one at that. "Everything alright?"
"Kinda... no." You switched up quickly with a sigh, slight distress in your voice. "I'm sorry, I know you're busy. But can you spare a minute or two?"
"Another nightmare?" Aaron's eyes shot to the clock perched on the wall. While it was somewhat early for him, it was getting late back home, timezones to thank. And doing the math quickly, bedtime for the kids had been about two hours ago. So sadly this - right on schedule.
You hummed in confirmation, beginning with the positive first. "She fell asleep in her bed tonight, actually. Went down easy, not much protest. But then woke up crying, and was nearly inconsolable for a while. She's with me now." Your eyes shifted down to your frightened daughter besides you, who was inching closer and closer to seemingly making herself smaller. "And keeps asking for you."
Aaron glanced out; the team was still preoccupied, discussing the geographical profile amongst themselves, and could definitely manage without him for a while longer. "Yeah, I have some time."
There was a quick rustle as you set your phone down, placing it on speaker. Your voice was farther now, not by much, but it felt treacherously distant, as if more miles had been added. "It's Daddy, honey."
"Hey Ellie Bellie." Aaron's tone quieted, his face softening as he spoke. "What's the matter?"
A light sniffle came from the other end. "I had a scary dream."
"A scary dream, huh?" He repeated, an achy pang producing in his chest. Ellie's nightmares have been occurring for a while now, and indubitably becoming a problem. You both expected the dreams to run their course, eventually pass, and things would return to normal. But as time moved forward, it was becoming clear it was well beyond that as they worsened. "It's okay, you're safe with Mom now, right?"
Ellie nodded, unknowingly to him. Her small voice cracked, laced with tears. "I want you."
"I know, and I'll be home when work lets me, I promise. You can even use my pillow tonight too, if you want." He bit down onto his lip as Ellie mumbled a small 'okay' in response. Hard. "Or how about a story? Would that help you feel better?"
Her head rose up and down again, prompting you to speak up as Aaron was met with only her silence.
"We have a few right here." You reached across her, grabbing the few storybooks that frequented Aaron's nightstand and settling back against your own pillow.
"Your pick sweetheart." Aaron pulled a chair from the table, sitting down and making himself comfortable momentarily.
"Goodnight Moon?"
Goodnight Moon, also one of Jack's favorites when he was younger. Between him and Ellie, Aaron's read it so many times, he had the entirety of the book memorized. In addition, Ellie's other, more lengthy favorites - he had gone through and cleverly taken a picture of each page, all stored safely in his camera roll for instances such as tonight. No matter where he happened to be, he could read the text, while also drawing attention to and discussing the images with her.
"Sure. Get all comfy and cozy up to Mom, yeah?"
Ellie nestled herself more into your side, her head resting on your arm as she death-gripped onto her plush bunny. You adjusted the duvet to adequately cover the two of you, scooting down and propping the book up for the two of you to see.
"We're ready when you are." You told Aaron, brushing a few stray strands of hair away from Ellie's face.
As your brief sentence concluded, a harsh pinch formed behind Aaron's eyes, the guilt creeping in as he pictured the two of you laid together, where he also should've been. His little girl was beside herself in fear, wanted him, and yet here he was. Far away on the other side of the country. He felt as if he were failing her; letting her down.
Aaron swallowed to even out his voice, to sound as cheery as he possibly could, and to refrain any agony from being heard. He took a deep, yet small guttural breath.
"In the great green room..."
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dreamies taking care of you (or not?) when you fall sick, but you're in the midst of a big fight 🤧
(also youre so precious you deserve all the asks in the world 💞)
*✧・゚: *✧・゚: taking care✧
╰┈➤ nct dream taking care of you but in the middle of a fight
. . . ⇢ ˗ˏˋpairing ot7 x gn!reader
. . . ⇢ ˗ˏˋgenre fluff, agnst?
. . . ⇢ ˗ˏˋnote omg, tysm for this. u dont have idea how much i love you all and how i really appreciete every request, like, repost, follow or anything 😭🫶
✦➼mark lee
✦- you don't remember why the fight even happened in the first place. what you do remember is that it was pretty intense and you both ended up angry at each other. the next day you woke up feeling sick and a little ill. you decided to go to bed after work. when mark came home and saw you like that he felt bad immediately. first he apologized to you for arguing "i'm so sorry , now let me take care of you" he stayed by your side and helped you with things like medicine and such.
✦➼huang renjun
✦- first he pretended not to care, he even thought you were doing it to get attention and for him to apologize. but after you proved otherwise, he felt ashamed for thinking that. he decided to put the fight aside for a moment and take care of you. days later he probably had forgotten that you fought and started to take care of you completly. when he rembered the fight, he went to you to apologize.
✦➼lee jeno
✦- he already felt bad from the fight because he hates to argue and tries not to. so when he saw that you fell ill days later it was worse. he approached you while you were lying in your shared bed with a wet cloth to lower your fever and a puppy face. as he brought it to your forehead he whispered an "i'm sorry, angel." since his love language is acts of service he continued to take care of you until you felt better.
✦➼lee donghyuck
✦- he's a proud boy, so it will take him a while to apologize and give in to taking care of you. he'll probably start doing it when he sees that you're having a hard time doing it on your own. it was when you were trying to open a bottle of pills that he took it out of your hands and he did it himself. since you were fighting, you didn't say thank you, which made him a little irritated. "hey, i'm sorry, okay? i just wanted to help you," he said as you walked away. you forgave him and agreed to let him take care of you while you recovered.
✦➼na jaemin
✦- after the fight you two didn't talk for a few days. that's when you got sick. he saw that you had gotten sick, but since he was still a little angry about the fight he didn't take care of you. that stopped when he heard you sneezing from the kitchen, so he handed you some tissues. you thanked him and he gave you a little kiss on the forehead in response. although he didn't apologize with words, he did it with actions, he did. then he continued to take care of you until you were finally able to get better.
✦➼zhong chenle
✦- he's a proud boy, so it will be hard for him to soften up. small arguments were common in your relationship since you both had quite a temper. when he saw that you had gotten sick, he acted like it didn't matter to him, but he was actually quite worried. he'll probably soften up a few days later, when you were a little better. you were preparing a bath but it was a little harder than usual because you were a little weak. "do you need help?" he said indifferently from the other side of the door. you nodded and he finally agreed to take care of you.
✦➼park jisung
✦- this boy is so cute and sweet that he wouldn't hesitate to take care of you as soon as he noticed you were sick. at first he would take care of you with simple things, but hardly speaking. he would just happen to pass by the room while you were struggling to fix the bedspread and he would do it for you. until while he was adjusting your pillows so you would be more comfortable he apologized. he said he was sorry and that he didn't want you to argue like that again. you forgave him and asked him if he could take care of you, which he clearly accepted because he was dying inside.
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Corrections
We here at Sufficiently Large Ndustries pride ourselves on our unwavering commitment to factual accuracy in all things.
Recently, it has come to our attention that certain details of this post, hereinafter referred to as the "Fuck Yeah Stick-Elf" post, or FYSE, seem to contradict the canon established by internationally-known author Jonald Ronald Rolkien Tolkien (h/t @elodieunderglass for explaining his full name).
Because of our unwavering commitment to factual accuracy in all things, we cannot possibly have made any mistakes, so we wish to issue several corrections to your understanding to demonstrate that we were correct all along:
Question: Don't the Gondorians call him Mithrandir?
Answer: Not all Gondorians.
Canonically, Tolkien notes that the people of Gondor use the Sindarin name Mithrandir (from mith "grey" and randir "random", hence "some random grey guy") for Olórin. However, Tolkien's references to this are always about Gondorian nobility or royalty, who did indeed call Stick-Elf Mithrandir. This is because they were kind of pretentious, like native English speakers who insist on correcting anyone who doesn't pronounce "Paris" as "pair-REE".
When six-year-old Faramir had nightmares and ran to his father calling out "I'm scared!", Denethor would correct him, saying "No, you feel echais", because he was a dick. Part of the reason why Gondor lost a lot of its ancient glory is because it had centuries of leaders who were like this.
The average Joeromir Schmoeromir on the streets of Gondor, however, just called him Stick-Elf.
Question: If this is set in the past and Éodan is from Rohan, how could Gondor have a king?
Answer: It's not that king.
Suzannethor (the Archivist) mentions that Stick-Elf brought fireworks for the king's birthday, but Gondor's last king, King Eänur, died in T.A. 2050, almost five centuries before Rohan was founded in T.A. 2510 (special thanks to @thinkinginquenya for pointing out this discrepancy).
The answer is that FYSE is set in T.A. 2703, well after Rohan's founding; When the characters refer to "the king", they're not referring to royalty, but rather to the famous Númenórean musician Aarondil Préslion, often called "The King of Chant and Lyre" or just "The King" for short.
At this point there weren't many Men with enough Númenórean blood to have the sort of longevity that Aarondil had, leading to rumors that he was secretly an elf, hence his stage name, Elvish Présli.
Some of his most famous songs, like "Jailhouse Dirge" and "You Ain't Nothin' But a Warg Dog" are still popular today. Olórin was particularly fond of "Blue Steel Shoes", a lively jig about plate mail maintenance, and this is why he brought fireworks to Présli's 90th birthday party.
Question: Why does Elrond say "here in the North" in Gondor?
Answer: Elrond is a very sleepy boi.
In FYSE, Elrond says "Here in the North", even though generally most surviving texts of Middle-Earth are Gondo-centric and use "The North" to refer to lands north of Gondor, like Arnor/Eriador or the Forodwaith.
However, Jenniforomir just woke Elrond up from a nap (she didn't realize this because elves sleep with their eyes open), and he's still slightly disoriented. He says "Here in the North" because he was dreaming about a pub he visited once in Annúminas (and he is slightly shaken because in the dream he had forgotten to wear clothes, he had an exam coming up that he hadn't known about, and very tiny orcs were juggling silmarils all over the place).
Question: Why would Elrond out Olórin as a Maiar?
Answer: He was already out.
Tolkien didn't mention this in the books, but Olórin travels around on horse with several Maiar Pride bumper stickers, including a plain Maiar pride flag, one that reads "Maiar tested, Valar approved", and one that reads "Maiarn't there a lot of us!". Elrond knows this, and so has no compunction telling random Gondorians that Olórin is a Maiar.
We hope that these clarifications will reassure you that we here at Sufficiently Large Ndustries have never said anything false, ever, in all directions and at all times.
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30th birthday
i just can’t believe harry is 30 and this is my way to cope, i hope you like this 🥲
MASTERLIST | MY PATREON
The calendar marked February 1st as the date, which meant that it was finally Harry's 30th birthday.
You woke up earlier than him, in order to make him his special birthday breakfast that was a tradition by now, and as you stood alone in the cooking in the kitchen, you couldn't help but reminisce about all the previous birthdays you've celebrated with Harry.
From celebrating his birthday at a restaurant with his brand new band mates and friends after a day of The X Factor rehearsals, having big parties thrown for him with celebrities in attendance, flying off to Japan to celebrate there and throwing a concert to spend his special day with his fans, you couldn't believe Harry was turning 30 and you were able to grow up by his side.
"Love, where are you?" his raspy morning voice made its way to your ears, and you couldn't help but smile.
"Over here, in the kitchen!"
You turned around to see Harry stumbling into the kitchen, rubbing his eyes sleepily. His hair was tousled, and he was wearing an oversized t-shirt that you recognized as one of your favorites.
"Morning, birthday boy," you greeted him, leaning in to give him a soft kiss.
"Morning," he replied, his eyes still half-closed. "What's all this?" Harry gestured towards the spread of pancakes, eggs, and bacon you had prepared on the table.
"It's your special birthday breakfast, as always," you pecked his lips again.
"You know, you could've woken me up with a 30 minute long blowj-"
"Harry!" you cut him off before he could finish his sentence, "Every single year, you say the same thing! When will you stop being a menace."
"Can you blame me?" Harry shrugged, "You still look as hot as you did when we first met fourteen years ago."
"Fourteen, huh?" you said, tilting your head, "How does it feel to not be a twenty something anymore? You're basically an old man now."
"I feel good, honestly," he said sincerely, his eyes locking with yours, "I mean, I'm happy and healthy, I have the job of my dreams, a family that loves me, supporting friends and the best girlfriend in the world, I'm a very lucky old man."
"You're too cute," you kissed him again, "Now eat your breakfast, we have a lot of celebrations to do today."
The day went by smoothly, Harry answered a couple of calls and texts from friends and family and you spent the afternoon cuddling up before it was time for his birthday dinner.
Harry wanted something small and intimate, with just a handful of close friends and family invited, so you decided to host the birthday dinner at your home. As the evening approached, the house was filled with the delicious aroma of the special dinner you had prepared for him.
Jeff and Glenne were the first ones to arrive, carrying a homemade cake that Glenne insisted she had baked all morning. Sarah and Mitch came next with their baby boy who giggled and clapped as Harry made silly faces, clearly enjoying the attention from the famous Cool Harry, because he refused to be called uncle.
"Damn mate, I can't believe you're 30 now," Jeff said, wrapping his arm around Harry's shoulders, "I still remember when you were twenty and my parents basically adopted you, I feel so old."
"You feel old? Imagine how I feel, that's my baby brother!" Gemma chimed in, entering your house with her boyfriend Michal and Anne, "Happy birthday, H."
"Thanks, Gem," Harry smiled, hugging his sister tightly. "And thanks for reminding everyone that I'm officially old now."
As more friends and family arrived, the laughter and chatter of loved ones filled the air, the dining table was adorned with candles, flowers, and a beautifully set dinner that everyone enjoyed.
Once your bellies were full, Mitch opened the champagne bottle Harry Lambert brought with him, filling everyone's glasses to make a toast.
"Alright, everyone, gather around," Mitch announced, holding up his glass, "To Harry, on his 30th birthday, may this year be filled with even more success and love. Cheers."
Everyone clicked their glasses, smiles on everyone's faces.
"I think the missus should give a speech!" Gemma teased, pointing at you.
"Not a missus yet, still no ring," you teased back, raising an eyebrow at Harry and hearing the whistles from his friends.
"Well, uh, maybe we'll have to do something about that soon." Harry chuckled nervously, scratching the back of his head.
The room erupted in laughter and even more whistles, and you couldn't help but blush and roll your eyes with affection.
"Alright, alright," you began, holding up your glass, "Here's to the man of the hour. Harry, you've filled my life with so much joy, laughter, and love all these years. It's been an incredible journey growing up with you, I still remember when we were just kids, celebrating your 16th birthday before you became the star that you are today, I'm so proud of you and living life by your side has been the best thing that has ever happened to me. Happy 30th birthday, my love. May this year bring you everything you desire."
Harry couldn't help but melt at your words, standing up and hugging you tightly and kissing your lips.
"Thank you, everyone," Harry began, his voice carrying a hint of nostalgia, "I can't believe I'm standing here, celebrating my 30th birthday. It feels like just yesterday I was a wide-eyed 16-year-old auditioning for The X Factor, not knowing what life had in store for me," he paused, glancing at each person in the room with watery eyes, "But here I am, and I couldn't be more grateful for each and every one of you. To my family, who has been there from the start, and to my friends who have become family. And to this incredible woman right here," Harry said, placing his hand on your waist, "who has been with me since I was I was an annoying teenager, growing up by my side."
"You're still as annoying as a teenager," Jeff interrupted him, making the entire room laugh, "But we love you, mate. And we're grateful for you."
As the night continued, the homemade cake adorned with candles was brought out, and everyone in the room sag "Happy Birthday" together, Harry made a wish and blew out the candles, surrounded by the people he loved the most.
After the cake-cutting and more chatter, everyone decided to call it a night and head home, leaving you and Harry at me comfort of your house.
"Thank you for everything," Harry whispered, wrapping his arms around you.
"It's your day, love. I'm just happy I could make it special for you," you replied, resting your head against his shoulder.
"You always make every day special," he murmured, placing a gentle kiss on your forehead.
You stood wrapped around each other for a few minutes, enjoying the final moments of his birthday.
"This has been one of my favorite birthdays ever," Harry admitted, breaking the comfortable silence.
"I'm glad you think so," you smiled, snuggling closer. "And, by the way, the 'no ring yet' comment earlier, totally just teasing."
"Oh, really? Because I was serious, maybe it's time," Harry smirked, giving you a playful look.
"Don't tell me you're about to propose, not on your own birthday, Harry!" you said nervously.
"Not right now love, but soon enough," he winked and you let out the breath you were holding, "I love you."
"I love you more, Harry. Happy birthday."
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warm me up | smg
ღ pairing: mingi x afab! reader
ღ word count: 2k
ღ genre: fluff & smut
ღ rating: MDNI
ღ warnings: pet names (love, jagi, babe) tit worshipping, oral sex (f receiving), switch! mingi, rough sex, unprotected sex (wrap up!!), creampie, mingi loves giving praise
ღ networks: @k-vanity @k-library @cromernet @illusionnet
ღ summary: It didn’t take much for Mingi to convince you he has a better way to warm you up then just the thermostat.
ღ authors note: ty to @lovetaroandtaemin for beta reading!!
You rubbed your eyes and sat up in your bed. The dream you had woke you up, so you needed to take a moment to collect yourself before falling back asleep again. You looked to the left of you, not hearing Mingi as he slept. You squinted as you patted the empty sheets. He typically doesn't wake up in the middle of the night, so you were thrown off not feeling him next to you.
"Babe?" You called out. You waited a moment but heard no response. You got out of bed and walked out to your living room. "Babe?" You called out again, no response. You started to worry. Where would he have gone this late at night? You ran back to the bedroom, grabbed your phone, and called him.
You groaned as you heard his ringtone on his nightstand. You held your head, thinking of what you could do to find him. Your thoughts were paused for a moment as you heard a thump on your bedroom window. You froze, not knowing what the sound was. You crept towards the window some more.
Thump.
You took a deep breath and moved the curtain to peek out. You were so distracted about finding your boyfriend that you didn't even realize it was snowing. You stared down at the ground covered in fresh powder, and there was Mingi.
You moved the curtain back more and saw him grinning up at you, waving his hand to tell you to come down. You couldn't help but giggle as you got ready. You grabbed your winter coat and ran outside. Before you could even say a word, Mingi tossed a snowball your way. "I'm going to hide away inside if you're just going to throw snowballs at me," you huffed.
"Come over here then," He smiled as you walked closer to him. You watched as he crouched down, and you couldn't help but whine, expecting the feeling of the freezing projectile being tossed your way. You shut your eyes, embracing for impact. "Open your eyes, love," He pouted. "Mingi… If you are waiting to throw a snowball at me when I open my eyes, I will make you regret it!" You threatened with a light tone.
"I promise I'm not going to throw a snowball at you. Put your hands out," His voice was gentle as you put out your hands for him, still hesitant to open your eyes. You felt the thick snow he put in your hands and pressed your lips together, not wanting to whine about the cold anymore. "Okay, open your eyes," He watched you as you opened your eyes, looking down at the small duck he made.
"How'd you make this?" You awed at him as you studied his little piece of art. "This," He grinned cheerfully as he picked up the mold, clacking it together like a pair of tongs. You smiled as you held the duckling; seeing it start to melt, you looked up at him. "Let me put him down so he doesn't melt anymore," You looked so worried as you spoke.
"Put it on the ground, over there," He pointed at the line of ducks he had created before you came outside to join him. "Is that what you wanted to show me?" You joked as he nodded. "Well… that and I have always wanted to do something with you when it snows," He scratched the nape of his neck that was exposed to the frigid temperatures. "And what is that?" You couldn't help but question as he smiled down at you.
"Dance with me?" he questioned, his round eyes softening as they peeked out from the fuzzy bucket he had put on in place of a beanie. "Alright, love," you giggled softly as he held your hand. He started humming softly, which you recognized as "It's Beginning To Look A Lot Like Christmas." He gently spun you as you hummed with him. He stopped spinning you as he pulled you into his embrace.
"I love you so much," he cooed as he leaned down, placing a soft kiss on your lips. His cold nose touched your cheek, making you shiver a bit more as he pulled away. "I love you, Mingi," you smiled up at him. Can we go inside?" You couldn't help but request as you held onto him and nodded. “Yeah, it's getting a little too cold," he laughed as he picked you up and brought you inside.
You took off the layers you had put on and shivered. "I'm going to turn up the heat," you rubbed the sides of your arms as he pouted. “It's going to be a sauna in here," he whined as you giggled at him. “Do you have another idea for how freezing it is?" You clicked on the thermostat as he wrapped his arms around you from behind. "I have ideas," his cold hands traveled down your sides.
Your breath hitched from his touch. You pressed your lips together, collecting yourself from his cold touch. "And what is that idea?" You looked at him from over your shoulder, playing along with him. He held your hips, turning you to face him. "I think you know," He leaned down, pressing a kiss on your lips, holding you against the wall. His fingers traveled your sides, making you shudder as you felt the cold through the thin cotton material you had on.
He lifted your shirt, pulling it up and tossing it off of you. "You're so perfect," He let out breathlessly before his lips crashed onto yours. Your lips melt into his soft, plump lips. Your leg started to creep up, wanting to wrap around his waist. He held your sides and lifted you slightly, giving you the chance to start wrapping yourself around his body.
His lips traveled down the side of your neck. The warm, tender kisses made you moan out in satisfaction as one leg wrapped around his waist. His hands cupped your ass as you wrapped your legs around him, leaning your back against the wall as support. He held your ass tightly as you rested your arms on his shoulders. His lips met yours again, moving in synchronicity with each other as he walked you to the bedroom.
He laid you on the bed, hovering above you. He smirked against your lips as he felt your hard nipples touching him. His hand moved up and began pinching lightly as you moaned against his lips. "Mingi," You let out a breathy moan as he pulled away from your kiss. Your eyes shut as you felt him playing with your hardened peaks. His hands were still not warm enough for you not to shiver at his touch.
You gasped as you felt warmth around your pebbled flesh and opened your eyes to see Mingi gently lapping at your areolas. "That feels so good," You exhaled as you felt him flicking his tongue against your nipple. You could feel his hardening, thick cock against your leg as he continued, loving the noises that were escaping your lips. "Just fuck me, baby," You bit your lip as he pulled down your pants. "You're so impatient," He tsked as he looked at your bare pussy in front of him.
"I didn't even get to taste you, jagi," His fingers spread your lips as his tongue spread warmth through your core with one slow lick. You pressed your lips together as he sucked on your clit. "Oh fuck," You moaned as he moved his tongue in circles around your clit. "You taste so good, baby," He mumbled before licking your entrance, wanting to taste you everywhere. "Please," You whimpered.
You didn't want him to stop, but the need you had for his cock buried inside of you outweighed how much you loved getting your pussy eaten by him. He chuckled as he undressed. "So needy," He teased as you blushed. "I just love feeling you buried inside me, love, and that's all I want to feel right now." You looked at him with those doe eyes that drove him crazy.
He hovered above you, going in for a kiss before whispering in your ear. "I love the feeling, too," He kissed your cheek. Your body heat grew more as he nestled himself in between your thighs, getting ready to plunge into you. "Wait," You looked at him. His eyes widened a bit, nervous he hurt you somehow. "What's wrong?" He questioned, quickly examining your body.
"Let me ride," You looked up at him as he raised an eyebrow. "You want to ride?" He couldn't help but question since every time you rode him, he had to take over for you. You nodded quickly as he moved to sit against the headboard. "Come here," He spoke softly. You bit your lip as you hovered over him, your knees almost digging into his thighs. "Take it slowly; don't do too much," He soothed your nerves as you slowly sank onto his length.
"Fuck," You sighed as you felt his whole length filling you. You reached for the headboard as you started to bounce on him; he bit his lip and moaned softly. "Just like that baby," His praise made you moan softly, your pace slowly picking up. His hand held your cheek gently as you leaned down to kiss him, your hips rocking against him as he groaned into your lips.
"You're doing so fucking good," He purred as you were pumping him in and out of you, your walls clenching around him as you stuffed yourself with him, taking every centimeter you could in your cunt. He couldn't help but jerk his hips from underneath you. "I love watching it disappear in you," He mumbled as you continued to move on him. "You're so fucking big, Mingi," You moaned out.
"Fuck baby," He groaned. "Let me fuck you," He looked up at you. You nodded weakly, getting off of him. "Bend over, all fours love," He got behind you. Plunging into you within seconds. "Oh god," You cried out as he thrusted into you, keeping a needy, erratic pace. Each moan that escaped your lips grew louder as he gripped your hips. You covered your mouth to silence your cries of pleasure.
"I love fucking you, God. Watching you take it all," He groaned. "T-this is your pussy," You sputtered. He smirked and smacked your ass. "I know it is, baby," He relentlessly pounded into you as your walls clenched around his cock. His grip on your hips loosened as you slowly fell. His cock left your body for a moment as you tried to catch your breath.
His hand squeezed your ass. "I'm not done," He rasped as you panted. His hands grabbed your hips, quickly pulling them up as he re-entered your dripping cunt. His hips jackhammered into yours as you cried out. "I-I'm going to fucking cum," You were almost screaming out as he held you up tightly, making sure you wouldn't lose the arch you had for him at that moment. "Me too," He panted as his cock twitched in your convulsing walls. "Oh god," You whimpered as you grew closer to your peak. He kept his pace as best as he could as your walls fluttered around him.
You cried out as you came, your hands gripping the sheets as he grunted, slamming into you for one last time as he filled you. He panted as he pulled out carefully, watching some of him spill out of you. His finger wiped it up carefully before he wiped it on a tissue. Your body flopped down as you panted. Mingi couldn't help but chuckle at you.
"Are you okay?" He moved over to the end of the bed where you were. You nodded as your breathing went back to normal. "That felt so good," you sighed happily as he chuckled at you. "Come up here, love." He moved to lay against the pillows, and you groaned in response before moving to cuddle up next to him. He pulled up the covers and kissed the top of your head.
"We should probably head to bed," You giggled as you pointed at the time, seeing it was a little after three in the morning. His eyes widened slightly, seeing the time, then nodded. "Absolutely," He wrapped his arms around you, placing a kiss on your forehead. "Goodnight, my love," You smiled to yourself as you buried your face in his chest. "Goodnight, baby," You yawned before falling back asleep in the warmth of his arms.
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Virgin!Gyomei x F!Reader (Headcanons/Drabble)
Pairing: Virgin!Gyomei Himejima x F!Reader Category: Fluff/Smut (18+) Warnings: Masturbation, Vaginal Fingering, P in V Sex (You Know the Drill), Praise, Accidentally Cumming Inside
A/N: I'm still working on requests, but I wanted to write something small in between. I hope you enjoy!
NSFW BELOW (MINORS/AGELESS BLOGS DNI)
Virgin!Gyomei who always thought he was too imposing to find someone who would want to be with him physically. To indulge in the pleasures of the flesh, sharing such a sweet, tender moment. The thought would keep him up at night, tossing and turning when it was quiet enough for him to be alone with his thoughts.
Virgin!Gyomei who heard you, a new member of the Butterfly House, giggle nearby. He turned his head in your direction, his milky white eyes wide at the melodious sound. The giant man heard you gasp. “Oh good! You’re awake!” you chirped. His breath hitched when he felt your warm hands rest on his arm, patting it reassuringly. “You’ve been out for several days. We were all so worried,” you explained. He blinked and nodded slowly. “Thank you…for caring for me,” he said softly.
Virgin!Gyomei whose heart would always soften whenever he heard your distinct footsteps coming towards his room. His skin felt like it burned whenever he felt your gentle touch, tending to his injuries. Gyomei scolded himself when his mind drifted to fantasies of you touching him in more…intimate ways. You were his caretaker and nothing more. Surely you found him just as imposing as everyone else did...
Virgin!Gyomei who, after a very vivid dream about him fucking you into the mattress with his impossibly girthy cock, woke up with the most painful erection in his life. Gyomei listened carefully to see if anyone was around before dipping his large hand below the waistband of his pants. His breath hitched as he clutched his throbbing shaft. He clasped his other palm over his mouth as he began to squeeze and stroke his dick, the rush of pleasure indescribable. Your name fell from his plush lips like a prayer, a sweet chant that brought him closer to the edge. Gyomei pumped his cock only a few times before he was spilling all over his palm, completely soaking himself in his thick spend. His Adam's apple bobbed as he caught his breath. “M-Mr. H-Himejima?” he heard you squeak nearby.
Virgin!Gyomei who sat there like a statue, his eyes wide and back completely straight. His cock still twitched in his hand as he parted his lips. “I-I’m sorry Miss…” he stammered as his entire body became enraptured in a consuming heat. He flinched when you stepped closer, the floorboards creaking as you made your way to the side of the bed. “How long have you felt this way about me, Mr. Himejima?” you murmured. Gyomei was thankful that he lacked sight, as he was terrified of the disgusted expression you surely wore on your face. He swallowed thickly. “Honestly Miss (L/N)…since the day you first spoke to me,” he answered as his eyes glossed over.
Virgin!Gyomei who flinched when you placed a gentle kiss on his cheek. His face burned like a raging wildfire as he parted his lips. He heard you shuffle next to the bed. “You aren’t…disgusted?” he breathed. “No,” you whispered before pecking his temple. Gyomei flushed as he felt his cock twitch again, his thighs tightening as you placed a hand in his bulky forearm. “I’m glad that you feel the same way I feel about you,” you cooed. Gyomei sighed, a gentle smile forming on his face as you kissed the corner of his mouth. You gasped when you heard someone coming down the hall calling your name. He wanted to reach for you as you pulled away. “I’m sorry,” you murmured before hesitantly walking out of his room.
Virgin!Gyomei who, despite all the fantasies and dreams he’s had, hasn’t touched himself since that morning. You’d still come in to tend his healing wounds or assist with his rehabilitation. It was a sweet torture for him to feel your hands roam across every inch of his body…except where he needed you the most.
Virgin!Gyomei who thanked you for your assistance the night before he returned to the field. “You’re very welcome,” you said kindly, yet he didn’t miss the solemn undertone in your words. His heart ached as you started to slip away. “Wait,” he called as he grabbed your wrist. Gyomei instantly pulled away when he heard you gasp, the fear of potentially hurting you striking him through the chest. “I-I apologize, Miss (L/N),” he murmured. He heard you shuffle in place. “It’s alright, Mr. Himejima,” you replied. Gyomei tilted his head up, his foggy eyes lingering in the direction of your voice. “Please...call me Gyomei,” he said.
Virgin!Gyomei who loved the feeling of you shivering beneath his light touch. The door to his room was locked, your clothes strewn about the floor as you straddled his waist. His breath hitched as you splayed your hands across his rugged chest, both of you exploring each other’s bodies with a gentle tenderness.
Virgin!Gyomei who feels his cheeks burn as he pushes one of his fingers inside your slick, tight cunt. Your walls hold such a comforting texture for him as he sinks his digit deeper and deeper inside. “Shh, I know, my dear. I know,” he cooed as he rubbed your thigh. “It’s so much, Gyo,” you slurred as your legs shook around him. He frowned and cupped your cheek with his other hand. “Do you want me to stop?" he asked. Gyomei felt you shake your head. "N-No, it feels good. Please, I want this," you breathed. He swallowed the lump in his throat before nodding.
Virgin!Gyomei who lets you take the reins and sink down on his massive, thick cock at your own pace. He encourages you as you lower your hips inch by inch, his lips kissing away the tears that spilled down your cheeks as you babbled. “You’re doing wonderful, my love,” he whispered. His breath hitched as your pussy stretched around him, his shaft enveloped by your warm, gummy walls. Gyomei swore he was in heaven, the bliss that coursed through his body simply divine.
Virgin!Gyomei who feels intoxicated as you bounce up and down his shaft, your plush walls massaging his length as you pant and moan. “Amazing, truly amazing,” he breathed before the muscles in his lower stomach begin to tighten. He grits his teeth, hands grabbing at your waist as he gently thrusts up into you. Gyomei stopped worrying about the bed creaking long ago, his mind drunk on the pleasure that completely overwhelmed him. “Yes, that’s it. That’s-“ he nearly choked when he rolled his head back and groaned. His hips rolled forward as he accidentally came inside you, his thick, hot spend gushing past the place where your sexes joined. You gasped as your cunt convulsed around him, your walls gripping and fluttering around his girth as the two of you reached your climaxes.
Virgin!Gyomei who’s flustered and asking if you’re alright at least a thousand times after you pull yourself off of his softening cock. "Are you sure I wasn't gripping too hard?" "Are you sore anywhere?". He flushed when you suddenly pecked his cheek. “You were wonderful,” you whispered as you squeezed his hand. He smiled, his heart lighting up at your sweet words. “Thank you, my dear (Y/N),” he murmured as he held your hand up to his cheek.
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To Love A Lannister
chapter 12 | chapter 13
Long golden blonde hair. Captivating green eyes as green as the grass in the meadows back in Dorne or from the Reach. Her laugh. Her voice.
Her voice. Agitated. Hurt. Lonely.
I love you.
The first time you stirred awake, it was some time in the evening. You could tell from the darkness in the room, with only the light from the candles lit on your table helping your vision. And as if triggered on, the pain all around your body made itself known.
You let out a small groan, stopped short when you could feel movement on your left. Craning your head to look, you could see someone with golden hair sleeping with her head on her arms.
Cersei. No, it couldn't be her. Because the woman beside you was holding your left hand tight in hers as she slept. And Cersei was not known to be that affectionate. Surely, you were not that worthy to be cared for by the Queen Mother.
Another pain shot up in your head, making you grunt and shut your eyes.
"Y/n?" Cersei's sleepy voice made through your ears before darkness has taken you once again.
~~~
It was day time the next time you were awake. Cersei wasn't there with you, making you think if you had only been dreaming about her.
Instead, there were Oberyn and Ellaria, welcoming you with full smiles on their faces. You could no longer feel any pain in your body. In fact, you were feeling elated, as if you were floating.
"Wa. . . Water," you managed to croak out. Ellaria hurriedly helped you up to give you a tiny sip of water. You had never felt your mouth so dry since the last time you made that silly expedition to Braavos as an act of rebellion against your father.
You looked around the room, looking for a certain woman that had been haunting your dreams. "Cersei?"
Ellaria chuckled. "She left for the Maester."
Oberyn snorted another laugh. "You just woke up from defeating the Mountain and the first two things you look for are water and Cersei."
You smiled from ear to ear, as you raised your arm before you, forefinger tracing the ceiling. "I feel like I'm . . . I'm flying."
"Qyburn has given you milk of the poppy for the pain," Oberyn said. "Probably a lot, I guess."
Eventually, your eyelids droop to a close as you went back into deep sleep, still smiling.
~~~
It was Tyrion who visited the chambers next when you woke up the third time. He was reading from a scroll when he noticed you stir awake.
"Lady Y/n," Tyrion said, climbing over a small ladder to see you. "The one who finally beat the Mountain."
You softly chuckled, a dull pain in your head.
"I'm forever in your debt, Lady Y/n," he went on. "Whatever you need, I'll do everything I can to give you."
"Water?" you suggested.
Tyrion only laughed as he helped you drink from a water goblet.
"You know . . . I was wrong."
You glanced at him, your mouth too weak to utter, as you lay back on the bed.
"I thought my sister will never be able to care for someone other than her children. I swore there was one time she almost beheaded one of the handmaidens who took care of you," he chuckled before he went silent, his eyes on the golden necklace with a lion pendant laid on the bedside table. Cersei's necklace. "But I believe you're no longer obliged to marry her, given the news about you offering Yronwood to set you both free from the marriage. Gone are the days of torment."
It made you feel sadness. You had no idea why. It was you who had fully decided to offer it to Tywin the first place. "H-How did she react?"
He only shrugged his shoulders. "I can tell she was a bit taken aback. But I haven't always been able to read Cersei growing up. She doesn't let her emotions show. You don't have to worry though, the future is not yet written. Just take a rest now."
~~~
Oberyn was there to visit you some time later, after Qyburn had changed the dressings of your wound. Apparently, you had broken some of your ribs and there were some bones disalignment, but none the Maester couldn't handle.
Taking advantage of the privacy, Oberyn began discussing to you in whispers that you'd be heading to Dorne soon and that he had something to show you about your birthright.
A lot had happened the time you were asleep. Stannis was executed by the Boltons, led by Lord Ramsay of House Bolton, who was said to be married to Sansa Stark. You could tell luck hadn't been good to Sansa, as you heard tales about Ramsay being a much worse monster than Joffrey.
"Winter is coming," Oberyn said out of nowhere. Your eyes only widened. You knew what he was talking about. You had read about the White Walkers and heard myths about them, but you always thought it was only a drunkard's gossip.
"The Lord Commander of the Night's Watch, Jon Snow, sent a raven to every Lords in Westeros," he continued, pulling a scroll from his pocket, the same one you saw Tyrion was reading. "He witnessed it firsthand. And I think it's urgent that we moved south as quick as possible, knowing north would be attacked first."
"But . . . We couldn't just leave—"
"She's not your obligation anymore, Y/n," he said, knowing you were referring to Cersei. "But the sooner you get home, the sooner we'll figure out what to do about your succession."
"What do you mean? Daenerys is the Queen."
"You're four years older than her. Your sister Daenerys was born in Dragonstone where your mother Rhaella was last seen, before Stannis . . . before Stannis executed them all."
You could only grit your teeth. "But I'm a bastard. I'm not the rightful heir."
Oberyn looked around the room to ensure it was empty before he went on, "Daenerys is the Queen, Y/n. We're not contesting to that. Do you know why the Martells was the last house to swear fealty to King Robert? It was because we always believe Targaryens are the rightful heirs to the Iron Throne. But whenever someone wants to get that throne, what awaits them?"
There was a small pause. "Death," Oberyn said, "It's going to be difficult for Daenerys to get back the Iron Throne, it might even kill her. That's why she would need you by her side. You're the last two living Targaryens."
~~~
You awoke alone some time that night. Hearing the door creak open, you turned to look at the intruder.
It was Cersei. When she noticed you awake, she hesitated to enter until she stepped forward then closed the door behind her.
And gods, she looked so beautiful, you thought you were already dead upon witnessing such beauty.
"How are you feeling?" she asked as she approached the bed slowly.
"Like I just got beaten by the Mountain," you responded, giving her a weak smile.
She chuckled softly, reaching the side of your bed. Her laughter rarely contained genuine amusement, but not when around you.
"You have the most beautiful laugh I've ever heard," you said, making the Lannister woman meet your gaze. "I've been dreaming about it. Your face. Your eyes. . . Sorry, Maester Qyburn said there might still be after effects from the milk of the poppy."
Cersei laughed as her hand went to hold yours, before letting go, turning her head to avoid your eyes.
"Oberyn said you're leaving the day after tomorrow," she said.
"So I've been told," you confirmed. "Oberyn might be too proud to admit it, but I think he misses their children."
Cersei smiled back before her lips turned into a frown, her eyes meeting yours.
"Why?"
"Why what?"
"Why did you offer Yronwood?"
You threaded your fingers with hers and she took them. "I . . . I just thought you've been tortured enough that you don't deserve this. You should be allowed to marry someone you love at least. Or not to marry anyone at all if you don't feel like it."
There was silence. Cersei then went to sit on the side of the bed, eyes glistening with tears. "Are you sure it's not just me you're avoiding?"
You lifted your other hand forward and cupped her face, thumb tracing the tear off her cheek. She leaned unto your touch, closing her eyes.
"I will always love you, Cersei," you declared. "But you don't have to love me back."
She opened her eyes slowly, meeting yours. And you could tell hers spoke of uncertainty and adoration.
~~~
"I just can't believe it." Oberyn had been staring at you for a while as you helped the crew of the Martell ship.
When you didn't bother answering, your uncle only laughed. You sighed and placed the crate you were carrying on the floor. "What?"
"Y/n Martell," he announced proudly. "The one who finally killed the Mountain. The one who obtained justice for her aunt and cousins' death. I'm sure your father would be proud."
You forced a smile his way as you went back to what you were doing. You were sailing back home that day. Tywin had agreed to trust the Martells after the trial that almost got yourself killed.
Yet, you weren't sure what to expect back home. Oberyn told you there was something he'd show about your birthright. And with the fact you now knew Prince Doran was your real father, it didn't sit well on you how he'd react if he knew the truth.
With Trystane being your half brother, who you only heard from Ellaria that morning was engaged to Cersei's daughter, Princess Myrcella, things only got more complicated.
But that wasn't what you were sad about. It was because Cersei didn't show up and said her goodbyes to you when you left the palace. She wasn't even in the dining hall when you were all breaking the fast with the Lannisters, sending you blessings for your trip.
You didn't even get the chance to say goodbye. Not that she hadn't visited you since that night she cried on your bed with her hand in yours. The only souvenir you got was her necklace, hidden underneath your tunic. Cersei gave it to you that night, saying it was a gift from her mother, that it was special to her. And that was all you needed to know that you were special to her too.
You missed her terribly and you hadn't even left the Capital yet.
"Someone's going to get a farewell's kiss." Oberyn's voice brought you back to the present, making you straighten your posture and glare back at the Dornishman.
Oberyn then motioned his head behind you. And when you turned to glance, there she was, in her red flowing dress and golden hair elegantly braided. Cersei was heading your way, with what appeared were knights, handmaidens and servants trotting along behind her.
You bowed and greeted her when she reached the deck. "Your Grace."
"Lady Y/n," she said with a smile. "Prince Oberyn. I apologize for such a short notice but Tommen has advised me to visit Myrcella following the news of her engagement with Prince Trystane. A daughter will always need her mother's counsel, whether her suitor is good enough for her or not." Cersei's eyes were on your neck, the golden chain of her necklace visible. "Besides, it'll be nice to see Myrcella. I haven't seen her for a long time now."
Your eyes never left Cersei, stunned about what she said. Is she telling you she's going with you to Dorne?
When Oberyn nudged your arm, you finally snapped out of trance. "Yes, yes, we will set you a cabin, Your Grace."
Cersei thanked you before walking past you both, her perfume lingering around. Her servants, handmaidens and queensguard followed her through the ship, your eyes expecting a certain tall golden haired man with a fake gold hand.
"Where's Ser Jaime?" you couldn't help but ask.
"He couldn't come," Cersei replied as she turned back to you, giving you a somewhat mischievous smile before she let herself be led by one of the Dornish crew to her cabin.
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Is it too late?
Warnings: Mentions of periods, hospitals, surgery, pain and illness
Summary: When your older brother is a fancy surgeon, being sick is the last thing you want.
Requested by @1chicago5021
A/N: I'm still alive people. I had a sudden burst of inspiration and thought I'd finally get all these requests done before the next round of exams. I am in a lesson right now so I can’t do the usual aesthetic collage I always do. This was sent quite a while ago but I actually had so much fun writing this so thank you! I hope this lives up to your standards <3
*****
Two weeks ago now, your body randomly started not working the way you wanted it to, but you put all the blame on your period whose cramps hadn't been very forthcoming.
The painkillers were a coming in at a constant stream, hot water bottles never having the chance to go room temperature.
Your never-ending migraines and 24/7 cramps were a constant, so you expected to feel relief once you were back to normal. But that never came because this week started and somehow, you felt even worse.
When you woke up this morning to your throat feeling weird, you knew something was wrong when you drank water and the feeling didn’t go away.
Despite that, you went to school anyways, bidding your brother goodbye when he dropped you off, completely unaware of your wellbeing. But you couldn’t blame the guy, he was stressed enough over work as it is, you didn’t need to add to his already overflowing workload.
You only felt worse as the day progressed. It was only spring, nearing summer, but your body temperature wouldn’t stop fluctuating. One minute you were shivering and asking to borrow your friend's hoodie but the next you were sweating like you had just finished a marathon and was trying to get rid of as many layers as possible.
The cramps were immense. The worst you ever had and to consider you just got off your period, you weren’t a stranger to post period cramps, but this was on another level. You hadn’t been in this much pain ever even while on your reds. None of the pain killers your friends kindly provided for you alleviated the pain. Death would feel ever so sweet right about now.
You knew you were seriously sick when you were on the verge of collapsing at lunch. Your friends all shouted in alarm when you faltered on your feet in the cafeteria. You ignored their efforts and attempts to get you to the nurse's office. There wasn’t long left of the school day, there wasn’t any point in leaving with barely two hours left.
As soon as you got home, you fell face first into bed. As soon as your head hit the pillow and you pulled the covers over your body with however much strength remained in your arms that got heavier as the day went on.
You were in a deep sleep, so deep in fact that your dreams were non-existent. You weren’t too sure what time it was, but you felt someone shaking you, going from gentle to a hand tightly holding your shoulder, a muffled voice inaudible as you came in and out of your slumber.
Their gestures were painful, but you didn’t have it in you to tell the intruder as you struggled to even muster a groan. Your eyes fluttered, face digging even deeper into the pillow as if to suffocate yourself. That was all the indication the person needed to shake you harder, adamant to wake you up.
With a blocked nose, breathing out through your mouth proved itself to be a much more difficult task than it should’ve been. And stuffing your face into your pillow might not have been the best idea taking that into consideration.
Their voice sounded way too far away, as though they weren’t in the room with you. One second they were roughly holding you, the next, all pressure ceased but the pain didn’t.
Before you could even register what they were doing now, your eyes heavy with sleep dropped once more as you were enveloped into darkness again.
*****
Over the past two weeks, Connor had noticed your depleting energy but when the mood swings came along with your hot water bottles, he didn’t think any much more of the matter.
But then you showed no signs of improvements and at first, he could hardly notice. You hid it quite well at first but as the week progressed, it was apparent to him you were getting sick, and you were too stubborn to admit that to your surgeon brother.
Nonetheless, things didn’t look too bad that staying home was necessary. You were managing quite well, going to school the entire week without complaints, so he found no reason to intervene into something he knew would end up in an argument that would result in you holding a grudge and not talking to him for a few days.
He dropped you off and drove to work expecting nothing. You smiled at him when you left the car, and nothing seemed physically wrong when you picked up the pace to meet your friends.
His twelve-hour shift seemed to never end. When he had a moment to himself, he messaged you as he waited for his coffee, staring at his message that sat alone with no replies for hours. School has finished, you were sure to be home now, so why weren’t you answering?
He didn’t think much of it till he was meant to go home at twelve. He was all ready standing at his locker but then Maggie called his name and he saw several ambulances piling up outside.
As amazing as he was, his attention couldn’t be in two places at once and unfortunately for you, car crashes had more significance in this situation. But as soon as this was all over, you’d be his number one priority once more.
It was all over six hours later when he came out of the second surgery he had to take lead in.
Stepping out of the surgery theatre, he thanked all his co-workers and was dashing away to collect his things, not wanting to be here any longer. Having time to finally check his phone again, his concern skyrocketed when you still hadn’t replied to his messages.
Waving off the few staff remaining in the emergency department, Connor wasted no time in driving off. His adrenaline had yet to die down from the rush of a packed-out emergency room and doing several successful surgeries. Adding to this was his building concern for you. Maybe you were just sleeping, and your phone was on charge. Maybe it was on silent, and you didn’t hear anything. Maybe it was stolen, and you couldn’t contact him-
Connor sighed as he parked the car. Wasting no time, his body still thrumming from the surgery high, he walked into the building and took the stairs instead, taking large strides as he skipped every two.
The house was drop dead silent when he opened the door which you hadn’t locked from the inside like you usually would. That and the completely pitch-black apartment was the first things that put him on edge.
He locked the door behind him, walking in further and inspecting the living room and kitchen that didn’t look lived in. Everything was in its same place as he left it in this morning. Closing the blinds in the living room, he walked towards your bedroom, your door slightly ajar which had never been the case since you started living with him. You always shouted at him whenever he left the door even a slither open, you always needed complete darkness to sleep. The tiniest bit of light always hindering your sleeping ability.
Pushing the door open, Connor poked his head inside first to survey the room. He finally let himself relax at the sight of you lying in bed, your figure completely drowning in your duvet. The weird lump in your sheets being the only reason he could identify you.
He felt himself relax, his body physically deflating now that he had eyes on you, knowing for sure that nothing was wrong.
For some reason, your curtains were still open which they never were since you were young, always complaining, once again, that you needed complete darkness to be able to sleep. Closing your curtains, he found your phone on your bedside desk, and it was littered with notifications from not only him but all of your friends too. All of them were asking in variations if you were okay, if you felt better, did you get home safe and how you were feeling.
They were all sent at three in the afternoon. It was now two in the morning.
Concerned at the topic of the messages, Connor came over to the side of the bed you were laying on and placed his hand on your forehead, his eyes widening immediately. He felt himself warming up just from how hot you were.
Sitting down on the space by your knees, Connor shook you gently, trying to rouse you from your apparent very deep sleep but the only movement you made was from what he was doing.
“Y/N? Hey, wake up. Can you get up for me really quick?”
The adrenaline that was just dying down was picking up again along with his heart rate, why weren’t you waking up?
He shook you once again but this time, he was more rough, his worry meaning he gripped your shoulder tightly and shook you with a force that he’d never use on you before as his baby sister.
This time he tried calling you name while he tried getting you up. Lifting the duvet off your body, not only were you shivering but you were sweating a very unusual amount.
Swallowing harshly, Connor tried one more time, calling your name and roughly shaking you. “Come one, I need to you wake up Y/N.”
“Y/N. Y/N get up.”
But you just wouldn’t budge.
Deciding that enough was enough, he scooped you into his arms and it must’ve been the sudden movement that caused you to let out a small whimper in what was clearly pain. It was small but it was the most he’d gotten from you since he got home and that was better than nothing.
Foregoing his jacket, Connor made sure to slip your cardigan over your torso, so you weren’t going to die from the cold outside. He quickly slipped into his own shoes and left the building not a moment later.
*****
No one had been expecting Connor to be back at work so soon, not even him. It was a few minutes to three and the ED was relatively calm taking into account the big accident not too long ago, but Connor was grateful.
Getting out the car, Connor looked into the ED and called for the first person he saw.
“April! Get me a gurney!”
Said nurse was caught completely off guard, jumping from where she stood at the nurse's desk with Will not too standing behind her. He too clearly was confused but Connor had no time to dwell on them.
Not checking if she was listening, Connor rounded the car and picked you back into his arms, your head resting on his bicep and your legs on the inside of his elbow. Slamming the door shut, Connor strode into the emergency department and luckily for him, April and Will were more than ready to help.
“All the gurneys are used up from before, but we’ve got a free bed.” April said, leading the surgeon into an empty treatment room where Will was lowering the bedside rails.
“Talk to me Connor.” Will said, understanding there was no time for formalities when he saw it was you Connor was carrying.
“No clue what happened but she’s as hot as anything, she’s shivering and sweating at the same time and will not wake up for anything.” Connor started, gently laying you down and standing back to let Will and April do their jobs. He was itching to help but physically had to move further away from you so that he wouldn’t do anything stupid.
“Pretty sure she’s been sick and in pain for a while now, but she never said anything.” He continued, looking at all the numbers on the machines that were popping up as they were connected to your body. “When I asked last week, she just kept saying it was her period cramps.”
As April hooked you up onto an IV drip, Will started palpating your body in search for any particular place of pain. And when he came to a particular area in your lower abdomen and you cried out, the three of them looked at each other knowingly.
“Kieran should still be on shift.” Connor said, remembering the surgeon he left behind that was in charge and available.
Will nodded in confirmation, “Let’s move.”
*****
Waking up felt different to all the times before. Your levels of disorientation and haziness and confusion were on another level.
As soon as you opened your eyes, the first thing you noticed was the lack of pain. You couldn’t feel not even a pinch in your stomach, maybe it was weird to say but it felt liberating to not be in debilitating pain.
“Oh, thank goodness your awake.” Connor looked dead on his feet in the doorway of the room but the immense relief painting his face was like no other.
You made him feel and look like that- Shit, what happened, what did you do?
Before you could say anything, Connor beat you to it. “How are you feeling? In any pain?”
As he questioned you, a poured you a cup of water, holding it so all you had to do was drink and not need to exert energy that he knew from experience, you didn’t have.
Once again, before you could ask, he answered for you. “It was appendicitis. Your period cramps were in fact your appendix and last night it burst.”
“But it’s all good. We got you into surgery and your appendix is gone as should your pain.”
“Wow.” You said shakily, your voice so quiet from the lack of use.
“Please don’t do that next time.” Connor said, sitting on the empty seat by the bed, taking your hand into his. “Please tell me when you're in pain and when you feel sick. You matter to me; all your small or big problems are mine too. I don’t care how trivial they are.”
Silence followed as he set the glass aside. “You scared the shit out of me kiddo.”
And to say you felt guilty was an understatement.
“Claire’s pissed.” You both winced at the thought of your sister finding out. “She’s going to visit when she’s finished with work. I told her your healthy and out of surgery but she’s still pissed.”
“M’Sorry.” You apologised, voice hoarse and lips chapped. “I didn’t want-“
“Y/N.” Connors face made it look like he was in pain from your admission he cut off. “You’re never a bother to me okay? Me being a doctor is a good thing, use it to your advantage.”
You nodded, confirming to change next time if there was another time. Fingers crossed there isn’t.
“How hard was it to not do the surgery?” You smiled, squeezing his hand and poking his bicep. He was still in his scrubs from his shift last night.
Connor rolled his eyes and groaned. Such a sight made you laugh.
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😚Zoom Zoom Mama G has posted again!!!
HOPE YALL ENJOY THIS ONE AND I HOPE ITS NOT TO BAD….(You’re older than branch but younger than Floyd btw😌)
Family Reunion||Brozone x Sister Reader
Warning:Angst and Mild Cursing
Word Count:1.3k
Other:It’s kinda proof ridden😝✌️
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You knew JD wasn’t always the best brother, but you didn’t expect for it to go like this…
“It’s called BRO-ZONE meaning BROS not GALS” JD said angrily at the h/c haired troll. “So youre saying just because I'm a girl I can’t be in the band. I’m basically the damn melody John.” you loudly yelled at him clearly pissed at how your brother didn’t want you to ruin brozone. “It has to be perfect and the name is perfect for bros. MAYBE IF YOU WERE PERFECT IT COULD WORK, BUT YOU’RE JUST A FUCKING MISTAKE FOR THE BAND” he yelled at y/n tired of her shit. He didn’t mean to totally call her a mistake, but it was too late. She already ran to her room in the shared pod, crying her eyes out and muttering small complaints. All the brothers stood with their mouths agape from witnessing the scene. “John what the hell,” Bruce said, holding the blue decorated egg with blue hair sticking out. “You just called her a damn mistake” “Maybe she is and it would be best if she left….The band is almost there and she’ll just get in the way.” John said it as if he was hoping y/n would leave to save the band for the family harmony. After John said that all the brothers left the area with sour and disapproving faces. Ignoring him till later that night.
It was now 2:34am and fast paced footsteps were heard around the pod waking John up from his humble sleep. He groggily dragged himself out the bed and headed towards the noise and found his three brothers and branch’s egg sitting in the living area. “What’s going on and why are you guys up so early.” John said, kinda annoyed from losing his beauty sleep. “Y/n left” Clay said barely above a whisper. “Huh,” John asked again, not being able to hear Clay. “Y/N FUCKING LEFT” Clay bursted as his tears started pooling his eyes. “You drove our sister away because of your stupid and glorious dream. Now she’s out in the wilderness by herself and we don’t know if she’s alive or dead.” John felt his whole body freeze and run cold. Did he fuck up or was it just you overacting? Before Bruce could add in to the statement, John wasted no time in leaving to go put on his jacket and shoes ready to go find y/n. He left out the door after he finished getting dressed, without a word to his brothers.
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{Y/n’s POV}
I woke up in a cold sweat, absolutely drenched from the wrenched nightmare of your older brother. My mind has been messed up recently ever since my eventful trip to mount ragous.
FLASHBACK
“It’s some kind of love”
A voice rang through the area. It was so soft, but with a familiar melody.
“It’s some kind of fire”
It was my part? But sung by someone different. An angelic voice.
“I’m already up, but you lift me higher”
But that’s when it hit you..it was your brothers with a now full grown relationship saving Floyd.
TIME SKIP DONE
{2nd POV}
After your brothers and those two mystery girls brought Floyd back, you couldn’t help ,but feel nothing but relief and a little wave of nervousness. All five of your brothers were standing right there together but the time just didn’t feel right for you. You wanted to go hug and celebrate with them, but you just felt disappointed and angry at them for not trying to find you. Without a word you started walking away, but caught what now sounds like a grown man spruce saying “How about we all celebrate at Vacay island this weekend.” You then had an idea set up perfectly for this Family Reunion.
{Y/N POV}
I sighed heavily as I parked my motor beetle in front of this big resort looking restaurant. “I hope they aren’t too mad to see me” I told myself, trying to hype myself up from all the nerves. As I step foot into the resort I see this tall yellowish woman at the bar, so I head over to ask her where the boys may be. “Umm excuse me…can you help me” I asked her in my nice bright tone. “Of course hun! What can I help you with and by the way you can call me Brandi” she exclaimed, clearly being an extroverted person. “Well you see I’m here looking for my brothers and i’m kinda here to reunite with them after basically being away for 22+ years” I say not trying to sound crazy or out of the ordinary. “Ok well what are their names?”Brandi asked me as she took out a notepad ready to write them down, assuming that it was more than one. “Well to start off it’s John Dory for the first one and Bru-” “Is that them?” she pointed to a corner before quickly apologizing for cutting me off. I was literally stunned when I saw all of them bonding and getting along like we were little kids again. I guess Brandi picked up on my distressed and nervous face that she offered and said” If it makes you any better I can go with you for emotional support” She says tucking a burgundy loc behind her head. “I would like that very much”I say releasing some pent up air that I didn’t know I had.
As Me and Brandi walked to the corner it felt like time was slowing down and my breaths were getting shorter by the second. I was trying to calm myself down in my mind, but I was brought out by Brandi speaking. “Um hi y'all sorry to interrupt, but you guys had a little surprise that decided to drop in today.” As on cue I stepped from behind Brandi with nothing but hope and fear in my chest.
“Who’s that?” Bruce said as he looked at the familiar troll. “If you wanted an autograph you could’ve asked us” John laughed as he pulled out a notepad and passed it around to each of the brothers to sign. “Are you guys kidding me?” I exclaimed, wondering if they were joking or not. Every single last one of them looked at you with a dumbfounded expression. “After leaving, you guys clearly forgot me” I said with tears in my eyes as i couldn't believe that they forgot me. “It’s me Y/n…. but I guess you guys didn’t care” I bitterly laugh as I see the visible expression changes on them except Branch. Guess John got what the fuck he wanted” I said getting ready to leave, but felt a hand gently catch mines, stopping me from leaving in the progress. Before I could turn around, I was pulled into a hug by a pink and white haired troll. “We could never forget you n/n” Floyd said genuinely. Slowly one by one the others hugged me except JD and branch.
Me and JD stared at each other as if we were to look away, we would die. Jd cleared his throat before saying “Umm are you good” while giving you that charming smirk. If looks could kill, JD would be dead right now. “That’s all? No sorry or are you ok sis.” I say starting to get angry. “Just be glad I'm happy to see you.” “Or what Jd” I said, letting a few tears fall. “You wanna know how tired I am from fighting with you. I bet Branch didn't even know he had a sister till now.” I advertise my hand to point at a shocked Branch. “But when I want my older brother to show me affection and let me be apart of the group it’s a fucking problem.” I say getting tired of his mess. “I don’t care no more JD. I will really walk out of this resort and leave again if that’s what you want.”I said, grabbing my helmet from the nicely made table. When Jd just stared at me I knew he meant it. So therefore without any words I got out of there and left. But before I did I said….
“So much for a Family Reunion….Hope we meet again, but on better conditions.”
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Take Me to the Lakes 6/6
cw: angst, hurt/ comfort, smut, dirty talk, daddy dom eddie, oral (f &m), p in v, anal play, use of y/n, MDNI 18+
wc: 8.4k
AN: it's been a long time coming, but the last chapter is here! I've been writing this fic for a year since I posted it as an OCx Eddie. But it deserved to be a reader insert, so I revamped it for you guys. Thank you all for taking the time to read the first Eddie series I ever started. ily all. I hope you enjoyed it <3
As the last days of camp dwindled, for the first time, you found yourself overwhelmed by an intense longing to be back in Hawkins. Each day passed in a blur, leaving you feeling numb and disconnected. Despite the efforts to maintain a composed façade for the children, you were merely going through the motions.
You couldn't shake off the weight of the final exchange with Eddie, and the girls' attempts to help were in vain. Regret consumed you as you grappled with the realization that your actions had caused Eddie unnecessary pain. The thought of losing Eddie forced you to confront the need for change in your life, as you could not bear the prospect of living without him any longer.
The drive home seemed quicker than in previous years. The four hours it took to get home felt like nothing as your mind raced about how to make up for your mistake. You got over your pride quickly as you yearned for Eddie's company. You had everything you ever dreamed of, and you ruined it.
The time spent falling for one another all went to waste as you tore his heart right out of his chest when you told him this was just a summer fling. Not only did you break his heart, but you also broke your own. How could you have done this to him? How could you have let your pride take over what your heart was screaming at you to take?
Eddie was the only good thing to happen to you, the right person for you. He was kind, caring, unapologetically himself, funny, generous, looked out for others, and was light and love. You had to win him back. He was everything to you; he was the end game. So you devised a plan to get him back.
~
You’ve been home for two weeks and still have not heard from Eddie. You called him as soon as you got home, but he would let it go to the answering machine each time you called. You must have looked pathetic, begging him to talk to you. Every day, you would call once without letting up. Your sorrowful words flooded the machine so much that Eddie’s uncle Wayne was about to block your number, but Eddie stopped him.
“What’s going on with you and this girl needs to be addressed, or I’m getting a restraining order,” Wayne huffed.
He didn’t mean it, but your calls in the middle of the day woke him up since he was on the night shift. For the fifteenth day in a row, you called, the anticipation building up with every ring until you finally heard someone on the other line answer.
“Hello?” The voice was weathered and rough, nothing like your Eddie.
Have you been calling the wrong number this whole time? You got his number off Ash; she wouldn’t have had it wrong?
“H-hi,” you stuttered, not expecting any time to pick up the call, “is Eddie there?”
“No, darlin’, he’s at work. Doesn’t wanna talk to you, though. I know you keep calling, but he's busy, and I'm trying to sleep, so please stop calling.”
“Oh, I’m sorry, sir! Won’t happen again.” Your heart sinks at the reality of his words.
“Thanks”
“Sir, before you go, can you relay a message to him?”
“Sure.”
You can tell he's annoyed.
“Can you tell him that I’m so sorry and that I love him?” your voice cracked at the words.
“Sure thing,” Wayne’s voice softened. He had no idea what transpired this summer between you and Eddie, but he didn’t know love was involved until now.
“Thank you… it’s y/n, by the way.” You tried to keep your sniffles to a minimum.
“Goodbye “y/n”
~
When Eddie got home that night, Wayne was already making his version of nighttime breakfast.
“Boy, sit down,” Wayne instructed as Eddie entered their shard trailer.
“Can’t I shower first?” Eddie looks at his greased-up coveralls and hands.
“Nope, you’re going to sit and listen.”
“Feel like I’m twelve again,” he mumbled under his breath.
“Now, I don’t know what happened between you and that girl who keeps calling, but you need to work it out, son.”
Eddie doesn't respond, but Wayne can see the wheels in his head turning.
“She called again.” Wayne sighed heavily. “I spoke to her.”
“You what?” That caught Eddie’s attention.
“She asked me to tell you that she is sorry and that she loves you.”
“I-“
“No, listen here,” he pointed the black spatula at his nephew.
"Never in my lifetime did I think you would be able to find a girl in this town who would finally see what I’ve seen your whole life? I’m not going to let you throw that away for some stupid argument.”
“It wasn’t stupid, old man; she’s embarrassed by me.”
“Didn’t sound like that to me; she was crying. She’s been calling every day for a fortnight. I think it’s time to hear her out. Clearly, she ain’t giving up without a fight. You don’t get that kind of love nowadays.” He turned to flip his fried egg.
“She’s too good for me; the princess of Hawkins can never be with the freak.” He rolls his eyes.
“Show her you are growing! You’ve got a real job, boy, a good steady one. None of that selling drugs bullshit, keep in line with the law, don’t fuck this up.”
“She hurt me, old man.”
“I don’t disagree that she did, but she had a reason for her doubts…” Wayne trails off, knowing well that his nephew has been slacking when it comes to growing up. Three repeats of his senior year, selling drugs, getting caught for petty crimes, and people thinking he worships Satan.
“Clearly, you care for this girl; I can tell you’re moping around.
“I’m not moping.”
“Don’t talk back.”
“Sorry.”
"Fix it, Ed. Now you can go shower. You stink”
~
Three weeks into the fall semester, you finally gave up on trying to call Eddie. The day you spoke to Wayne was the last day you called, but it didn’t stop you from repeating his phone number in your head for some source of comfort.
Ash had seen him here and there and told you how he was doing even though he had asked her not to say anything; her loyalty lay with you.
She told you he had played her the messages, so he had received them, but he was choosing to ignore you even though, in her words, “he looks like shit.”
You try to keep a brave face before your parents and classmates, but you’re starting to break. Ashley saw it the second she laid eyes on you.
She consoled you as you broke down in her arms. You apologized over and over again because you knew that she was also friends with Eddie and had already heard his side of the story.
~
“I can’t stand seeing you like this,” Ashely sighed as she walked into the dusk-lit trailer with Eddie.
“Well, you can thank your best friend for that.” His tone was sharp.
You had already called Ashley that night to tell her what had happened, and the second she hung up the phone, she raced over to the Munson’s.
“I’m sure she didn’t mean it; she is under a lot of pressure.”
“She did mean it. She meant it and didn’t even have the decency to tell me straight up. Then she had the nerve to tell me she loves me.” Eddie scoffs.
“She does love you, Ed. She’s loved you since she accidentally burst into the Vecna campaign.”
“No way.”
“Yes, way. She has always had a thing for you; she was too scared to do anything. A) because she didn’t think you were into her and B) the pressure her parents put her under to be the perfect student, child, dancer, or valedictorian should be borderline child abuse..."
"Her parents would disown her, they would stop paying for her college, and they would probably kick her out if they learned their perfect angel was with you. So yea, what she did was awful and shitty, but it isn’t because she wanted to. It was because she had to.”
“She never told me much about her home life…” Eddie turned back to face Ash, leaning back against his amp.
“Because she is too proud. She feels this need always to be perfect, to always be on. Have you noticed how she ensures everyone around her is cared for before herself? Have you taken the time to sit and really watch her? She is the one person I know who is actually so kind-hearted and has no altered motives behind her actions.”
“She still ripped my heart out and stomped on it.”
“And she regrets it all, Eddie. I’ve never seen her like this. Please just take some time and think hard. She is sorry, and she loves you truly. I don’t know why. I don’t see the appeal, but she’s head over heels. Trust me. I’ve heard enough about the two of you to last me six lifetimes…”
“She’s told you about…that?” Eddie’s eyes go wide.
“And then some. She’s my best friend. What did you expect?”
“I dunno? You’re not into men, so I thought she wouldn’t share those details?” He chuckles awkwardly.
“No, Daddy.”
“Get out.”
A cackle fills the room as Ash tries to escape before Eddie physically pushes her out himself.
“Ok, ok, I’m leaving. Just think about things, okay?
“Yeah, whatever.” Eddie shrugged and closed the screen door behind her.
~
“He’s never going to forgive me.” You lay back on your bed. You and Eddie have been broken up for a month and a half.
“I think he will come around; he is stubborn.” Ashley joins you.
“This town is so small. How have I not bumped into him yet?”
“Probably because he got a new job, he’s always there. We haven’t had time to come up with a date for the next campaign.
“Do you know what the new job is? Wayne mentioned he was at work when I spoke to him but didn’t say what it was?"
“Beats me,” Ash struggled, letting her head hand off the edge of your bed as she inhaled the smoke from the joint.
Your parents were away for the weekend, and you had the house to yourselves.
“You got any snacks?”
“No, you know my mother doesn’t allow any of the good stuff in the house, and I haven’t had the time to go to the store since school started.”
“Let’s go get some.”
“Ok,” You hadn’t taken a hit yet, so you were okay to drive.
Things were going according to plan. They had exactly what you both wanted at the store and now you’re both on your way back to your place when suddenly, your car stalled at the fork in the road.
"No, no, no, no, no, no, no!" you cried.
"It's okay; there's a payphone up the road. I'll call my dad; his buddy is a mechanic. He can ask for a tow," she reassured you.
"Uh, okay, here," you said as you passed her some change to make the call.
A few minutes later, you saw a baby blue, beat-up-looking truck headed your way.
"Oh, thank God."
The relief was short-lived as you watched the driver jump down from the cab.
Ash flinched when you grabbed her hand and squeezed it so tight that her fingers started turning purple.
“Owe, what the-“
“Hey Ash”
“Eddie?” She chuckled as a sick and twisted grin grew on her face.
“You called about a tow?”
“Yeah, her car stalled.” She gestured over to you, and you looked like you’d seen a ghost.
Eddie chose to ignore you were there, and you felt like you would throw up.
“Ok, well, I'll hook it up to the rig; you can get in.” Eddie only spoke directly to Ash, choosing not to look at you.
You stood there frozen, unable to speak as Ashley pulled you along with her to the tow truck.
“Well, this is awkward.” She chuckled uncomfortably as you got in after her.
“He’s a mechanic?” You whisper.
“Looks like it.”
“What am I going to do?!” You’re panicking. Out of all the scenarios in which you envisioned bumping into Eddie, this was not one of them.
“Breathe,” Ash instructs. “He is freaking out just as much as you are right now. Trust me.”
“O-oh, okay.” That didn’t settle your nerves in the slightest.
You jerked when the driver's door swung open, and Eddie got in without as much as clearing his throat.
“As much as I would love to catch up, I need to get home. Ed, is there any chance you can drop me off?”
“But your stuff is at my place.” You give her a look.
“I’ll get it tomorrow; we are almost there anyway.”
You’re going to be best friendless in about ten minutes if she really thinks she can ditch you now, in your most desperate time of need.
“Whatever,” Eddie mumbles and makes a left.
“Thanks, Ed! Bye, babe!” She blows you an obnoxious kiss and turns to her house.
The cab is eerily silent, and not even the radio is on, which is very unlike Eddie.
“She is so dead,” Eddie mumbles under his breath.
“You’re telling me.” You agree.
It’s the first thing you’ve said to him in a month.
Eddie doesn’t respond, instead he keeps his eyes locked on the road while you try and make yourself smaller, as if that would make you a less of an inconvenience for him.
You were jerked out of your internal screaming when the car jerked into park.
“We’re here.” He mumbles and gets out.
Still uncomfortable, you take a second to gather yourself before opening your door.
You jerk once again as the door is pulled out from under your grasp.
You stare blankly as Eddie steps aside to let you out of the car.
“T-thanks.” You don’t know what to do.
He didn’t talk to you or even look at you, but he’s opening doors for you?
You follow him inside, and he opens the door for you again and tells you to wait until he’s finished.
You anxiously wait for about forty-five minutes before Eddie returns to the waiting area. He looks devastatingly sexy like this. His coveralls are wrapped around his waist, showing off his black tank top, which clings to his sweaty body. Grease marks cover his alabaster skin.
“When’s the last time you got this checked out?” His voice is stern.
“I dunno? A year and a half? Maybe more?” you shrug innocently.
“No wonder it’s so fucked up.”
“Can-can you fix it?”
“You think I can’t fix it? I’m not a moron. I can do my job, y/n”
Hearing him call you by your name was like a knife to the heart.
“What, n-no?”
“How could you be so irresponsible!”
“I don’t know Eddie!” You scream back.
“What if this happened on your way home from Murdock? You’d be stuck in the middle of nowhere!”
“Well, good thing it didn’t!”
“God, you’re infuriating”
“Why do you even care!”
“Woah woah woah… ok kids take it easy.” A much older mechanic came to step between the both of you.
“Sorry, Mac,” Eddie steps back.
“Is this guy bothering you, sweetheart?” The older man, now known as Mac, asks.
“I’m fine,” you say, shaking your head with a sniffle.
“Ed, get back to work.” He ordered.
“Your car might take a while, Miss. Do you want us to drive you back and pick you up when it’s ready?”
“No, thanks, I’ll wait here.” You didn’t want to leave without your car.
“It’s up to you. If you change your mind, let us know. Ed can drive you back.”
Sitting here for hours in silence was better than being trapped back in a car with Eddie for 15 mins.
“Thanks.”
~
As the sun began its descent, casting a warm glow over the horizon, you could feel your impatience growing. The tension in the air was palpable as if it could be sliced with a knife. Your mind was a whirlwind of conflicting thoughts as you grappled with how to approach him.
The mechanics left one by one until only Eddie and you remained. Unable to contain your restlessness any longer, you stuck your head into the garage area. The overpowering scent of motor oil and dirt floods your nostrils, hitting you like a wall. You struggled not to gag, but Eddie’s notice of your disgust did not escape.
“Sorry, this place isn’t clean enough for you, Princess.”
His inflection on your usual pet name was so harsh that you physically jerked back.
“I was just wondering how long it will be?”
“Almost done.”
“O-ok. Thanks”
“I’m not doing you a favour. It’s my job.”
“You never told me you like working on cars.” You don’t know why you’re trying to keep the conversation going. Maybe you missed the sound of his voice, or maybe you’re a glutton for punishment? Maybe you missed him so bad you thought your heart would leap out of your chest if you didn’t touch him.
“Like is a strong word. I’m good at it.” He shrugs.
“You’re good at a lot of things,” the compliment slips out.
“Whatever.” He sniffs and gets down on the creeper to take a look underneath.
You choose to stay and watch him work; no one else is around to tell you otherwise.
When Eddie reappears, he is surprised to see you sitting on the stool watching him work.
“What are you still doing here?”
“Eddie, can you please talk to me?” You feel the lump in your throat start to suffocate you.
“I’m working.” Eddie lets out another sigh of frustration.
“Ok, fine; you don’t have to talk, but will you please just listen?”
Eddie chooses to ignore you and rolls back under the car. You don’t care you’re going to talk anyway.
“I got scared, baby.”
The term of endearment tugged on Eddie’s heartstrings as much as he didn’t want them to.
“I’m so scared. I’ve never felt like this before about anybody, and the thought of it being stripped away from me was too much. I don’t talk about my parents because they put me on this pedestal. I knew they wouldn’t accept you no matter how unbelievably wonderful and beautiful you are. So I panicked…” you take a deep breath to compose yourself.
Eddie rolls out from under the hood and sits up on the creeper.
“I’m an embarrassment then? I can’t possibly be good enough, so you strung me along all summer like a pathetic, lovesick idiot for thinking you could actually be with someone like me, so you could what?…”
“I didn’t string you along! I didn’t know this would happen between us, but I know I love you, Eddie!” You didn’t think you had any more tears left to cry, but you were wrong. Your eyes started to well.
“I don’t believe you.”
“Please, baby, believe me, I don’t care what anyone else will think anymore! I’ll get disowned. I don’t care. I need you to understand, even if you don’t love me back.” You slip off the stool onto your knees so you’re face to face with the man you love.
“You don’t think I love you?! You really believe that?”
You shake your head no, ashamed to look at him.
“I hurt you; I understand that you don’t want me.”
“You really think I could spend the whole summer with you and not fall in love?” He shook his head in disbelief.
“What are you saying?” You want to reach out and touch him, but hold yourself back.
“Of course I love you! I’m changing for you! I’m staying out of trouble; I got this job to get on my own two feet! To prove to you that I can be that guy!”
Not caring anymore, you launch yourself at him, connecting your lips and arms around his neck.
Eddie couldn’t help himself. His body acting on instinct, he fell back into routine and kissed you back immediately.
Not thinking about his dirty hands, he grabbed you by the waist, pulling you in closer until your bodies pressed up against one another.
The moment your bodies touched, you felt like you were on fire. Everything felt so right like you were whole once again.
Regretfully, Eddie pulled away first.
“I’m so sorry,” you plead once more.
“It will take some time, but I want you more than I want to be mad at you.” He cups your face and smears some grease on your cheek as he tries to wipe away the tear stain.
“Really?”
“I love you, I never got to say it. I would tell you our last night before things blew up in our faces.”
“I love you, Eddie.”
A small smile creeps from his lips.
“Oh shit, you’re so dirty.”
“You know I like it dirty,” you can't help but smirk.
“No, no, your shirt and your,” he motions to your cheek.
“It’s okay.” You shrug, and an awkward silence settles between you.
“Um, so,” Eddie clears his throat.”
“Kiss me?”
“Your wish is my command, Princess.”
Your car was fixed by 9:00 p.m., and you offered Eddie a night, but he felt it was too soon to jump back into things. It stung a little, but you understood that not all was forgiven just yet. So you parted ways at the garage but saw a light at the end of the tunnel.
~
Things between you and Eddie have been better—not great, but better. He calls you on his days off, but you haven’t fully been forgiven by him just yet.
You haven’t spent any one-on-one time since he fixed your car two weeks ago because he’s been that slammed with essays, and you have to get ready for midterms.
“I was down at the mechanic yesterday, and you won’t believe who is working there.” Your dad huffs.
“Who?” Your mom replies.
You can’t help but overhear as you study at the kitchen table.
“The Munson boy.”
Uh-oh.
“Really?”
“Wouldn’t want him fixing my cars, probably mess it up even more.”
“He fixed my car two weeks ago.” You interjected.
“What?” Your mom snapped her head to you.
Ok, guess this conversation is happening now.
“He isn’t like what people say.”
“How exactly would you know this?” Your father squints at you suspiciously.
“Because I worked with him all summer at camp, and I learned a lot about him.”
“Is that so?”
“Yes.” You nod point blank.
“He didn’t touch you, did he?” your dad asks, and your mother scolds him for such a question.
“I’m an adult,” you bite back.
“What are you saying y/n?” Your mom asks.
“Eddie is good, and kind, and gentle. He isn’t a devil-worshiping deviant that everyone thinks.”
“Sounds like you’re very fond of this Munson kid.” Your dad was not amused.
“I am. I’m in love with him.” You swallow your fear.
“Excuse me?”
“I’m in love with Eddie. I have been for a long time, and this summer, we were together.” You breathe.
“I will not allow this!” Your father booms.
“Calm down, let’s hear her out.” Your mom was much more level-headed about this than you anticipated.
“What?” Your father and you both look to your mom.
“Have we not raised her to make her own choices?”
No way your mom was on your side?
“I will not have my child tainted by that scoundrel!”
“We’ve been together all summer! Have I changed at all?! Have I not done everything by your book? I was valedictorian! I was homecoming queen! Prom queen! A cheerleader! I was on the debate team! I was on the student council! I’m in college for business! I have been the perfect child for you, and you don’t have the decency to hear me out!”
Your father and mother were shocked. You had never spoken back to them before.
“This is bullshit.” You walk away from your studies, grab your purse and walk out.
You drive, you drive until you reach the trailer park on the other side of town.
You didn’t even know what one was Eddie’s, but you were hoping that you would see his van.
You drive down the gravel road, and you hear nothing but your heart pounding and the crunch of the rocks beneath your tires.
You almost reach the end of the park when you take out a breath of relief when you see the van on the right side of the lot.
You pull up and park behind it before you breathe heavily.
Would he even want to see you? You weren’t sure but needed to see him, no matter how selfish you were.
You tentatively give the screen door a few knocks and wait anxiously.
A few moments pass before you hear footsteps, and a figure appears from behind the small window of the door.
You freeze when you see the older gentleman standing on the other side of the frame.
Shit. You woke up his uncle…. Again.
“I’m so sorry, Mr. Munson,” you apologized before you went to go back to your car.
Stupid, why don’t you ever think before you act? You knew his uncles would be sleeping.
“Hold on now, are you that girl my boy has been hung up on.”
“Uh- yea, I guess so.” You stop in your tracks.
“The one who keeps waking me up?” He chuckles, and you physically cringe.
“Look about that. I am so sorry, I completely forgot, didn’t realize the time-“
“It’s ok, hun. Do you want to come in? Ed isn’t home, but he should be shortly.”
“Really?”
“Please.” He waves you in, and you walk back up the porch steps and inside Eddie’s home.
“Haven’t had a guest in a while; sorry about the mess”
You look around, and you can’t spot the mess he’s talking about.
“Don’t worry about me.” You stand in the room awkwardly, not knowing where to go.
“Have a seat, darling,” he offers a kitchen table chair.
“Want anything to drink? I’m making myself a coffee.”
“Coffee is nice”
“How do you take it?”
“Two sugars, one cream please”
“Coming right up.”
You fiddle with the hem of your sweater, not knowing what to do with your hands. Usually, you’re good at talking to people, strangers or not, but in this case, you can’t find the right words.
“I really am so-“
“If I hear you apologize one more time, I’ll ask you to wait outside.” He chuckles again.
“Oh- sor-,” you catch yourself and just stop talking altogether.
“So, I see why Ed is head over heels for you”
You blush as he sets a Garfield mug in front of you.
“You think he’s really head over heels?” you air quote.
“You have no idea. I’ve never seen him like this with anyone. Was starting to get worried.” He laughed again. He was happy Eddie was finally happy.
“I still think he’s mad at me for what happened.” You take a sip of the sweet liquid.
“He will get over it. He tried to hide it, but I’ve known him from the time he popped out of his mama. He is in love.”
You can’t help but feel the rush of heat travel to your cheeks again.
“I hope so.” You sigh just as the hinges to the front door squeak.
You both look over, and Eddie’s large frame fills the hole as he enters the living room. He’s changed out of his coveralls, but his hands and face are covered in grease.
“Princess?” He questions before a smile breaks his face.
He hasn’t seen you since the garage.
“Hi,” you stand up to hang him.
“What are you doing here?” he asks surprised.
“I told my parents.” You pull back.
“You what!” You didn’t think his chocolate eyes could get any bigger.
“I don’t want you to be a secret.” You cup his curious face in your hands.
“R-really?”
“No, baby. I love you. I want to be with you.”
“I want to be with you, too.”
“So, do you forgive me?”
“After I talked some clear sense into the boy, he’s forgiven you.” Wayne nods his head.” You forgot for a moment that you weren’t alone.
“Shouldn’t you be hitting the road, old man?”
“Trying to get rid of the old guy so you can have quality time together… I see how it is.” He nods solemnly.
Your face heats up with embarrassment at the innuendo. You bury your face into Eddie’s chest to hide, and Eddie waves off his uncle to leave for his shift, and his uncle laughs menacingly as he shuts the door behind him.
“So…” you fill the silence now that you’re finally alone for the first time in months.
“I’m going to shower,” he jerks his thumb over his shoulder and heads to the bathroom. You know, dirt and all,” he motions down his body.
“Ya-of course! I’ll uh, I’ll wait here.” You stand in the middle of the room, trying to take up as little space as possible.
“Relax, Princess, I’ll be right back.” he kisses your cheek before turning for the bathroom
As Eddie showered, you couldn’t help but snoop. You saw a door at the end of the hall, and you could only assume it was Eddie’s room based on what you saw through the crack. You slowly pushed the door open and realized your assumption was correct.
It looked exactly like you thought, and there were no surprises there.
You investigated further to find a lion costume, and you giggled to yourself.
“What’s so funny?” You jumped when you felt Eddie’s damp fingers graze up your arms.
“Oh my god! You scared me.” You clutch your chest.
“Couldn’t help myself, seized the opportunity.” He flipped you so your chests met.
His chest was bare and damp; only a towel was wrapped around his waist as he caged you in with his strong arms.
You suddenly realized how badly you wanted him. You craved him every second you were apart, and now you’re so close you could lean in and lick his tattooed chest.
“Like what you see, princess?” He grips your chin in his thumb and forefinger to tilt your head up to look him in the eyes.
“Yes,” you sigh unabashedly.
“Good. Daddy’s missed you, baby.” He whispered before leaning in to kiss you. His hands roam your body, he missed your soft skin, your breasts, your ass.
You fight back a moan as your pussy clenches at his words. Your body is on fire; you want to do everything to please him, to make him feel good, wanted, and needed.
Eddie’s hands made their final destination as his kiss deepened. His thick fingers slip into the pockets of your jeans and squeeze, making you roll your hips into his.
“Need you,” you moan as you pull him in closer by the towel, making it slip.
“Oops,” you giggle innocently like that’s not exactly what you wanted.
“Naughty girl,” Eddie chuckles darkly before he bends down and lifts you up. You wrap your legs around his waist as he walks you over to the unmade bed.
You kiss his neck before he places you down on the mattress. A small growl leaves his lips when you lick his sweet spot.
You can feel his hard cock pressing into your lower stomach, only making your pussy weep for him.
Weeks without his touch have been punishment enough for your trepidations. Eddie’s hands found the button of your jeans and popped it open without struggle. The sound of your zipper was so loud as you waited for his hands to touch you. You saved time by taking off your top garments, but you needed to feel him on your skin.
“You’re so ready for me already, aren’t you, Princess?” His hands cupped your pussy over your sodden panties. Eddie watches your face as his fingers played with your clit. The look on your face was what he loved most. Your eyes glazed over, your mouth agape, and he hasn’t even started. The way you submit to him made him feral.
“Yes, daddy.” Your pussy was throbbing for him.
“That’s what I like to hear.” He stretches out like a cat as his head dips lower as his hands reach up your body to cup your breasts.
His hands mould themselves to your tits, and his tongue licks a hot wet strip up your soaked slick, basking in your taste.
He’s craved it ever since that day he left. He wants to devour you, to consume you until he is high off of you.
You grind your hips into his face; you can’t help it.
“Greedy girl,” he spoke into your pussy, making you quiver beneath him.
“Ohhh,” your back arched. Your hand gripped his long locks as you tugged them tightly. Eddie knew your body so well; it was like he was designed for you. All of your senses were ablaze, and his name fell from your lips.
“Not allowed to cum until I say so,” he growls. He knew you were close as his fingers slipped up into your cunt.
“W-what?” You stutter.
“You’ve been a bad girl”
“Daddy, please,” you begged, but Eddie didn’t like how whiney you’d become.
Before you cry at the loss of Eddie’s mouth in your cunt a sharp slap strikes your pussy.
Your body jerks, but you like it.
“You will listen to me.” You met his gaze, and you understood he wasn’t playing around.
“Sorry, Daddy.” You whispered.
“What’s that? I didn’t hear you?”
“I’m sorry, Daddy,” you say with more confidence.
“Good girl, now give me what I want.”
He sits up, and you follow suit. You knew he wanted your mouth; it’s the least you could do for what you put him through.
You wanted him. Needed him, yearned for him.
The way Eddie has you revelling for him was exactly what he wanted. To see you like this, on your knees, begging to take him in your mouth.
“You want it so bad, don’t you, baby?” He asks as he’s laying on his back, you're between his knees.
“Yes,” you don’t dare touch him yet, but you want to.
“You’re going to beg for it, baby”
Now he was just being mean
“But-“
“Are you talking back to me?”
“No, Daddy.”
“Beg.”
“Please let me touch you.” You gave him your best puppy dog eyes, even though he had you beat in that department every time. “I want you in my mouth so badly, baby; I’ve been thinking about it for weeks. I crave you. I want it so bad, please. I want to make you feel so good, baby. I can make you feel so good if you let me.”
“Good girl. Now suck.”
Your mouth watered at the way he spoke to you. You loved how Eddie’s could get so commanding when you fucked.
You had his cock in your mouth within the second he stopped speaking.
You licked a long strip up the underside of his shaft that lay flat against his stomach. His cock was so hard for you it only make it all that more pleasurable, knowing he was also yearning as much as you were, if not more, even if his words didn’t show it.
“Take it’s that’s my good girl,” he praised.
His hands gripped your hair as he guided your mouth at his desired pace. Your saliva pooled in your mouth, creating a sensation so good that Eddie can’t help but fuck your mouth.
You loved it, and you wanted him to use you to remind him that only you can get him this way.
The feeling of his head almost hitting the back of your throat was exhilarating.
Eddie knows your limits and wouldn’t push your boundaries; he can’t do that to his princess.
Just before he’s about to cum, he pulls you off to let you breathe; his chest heaves as he waits for you to collect yourself.
“Come here.” He beckoned you to lay parallel with him.
Eddie takes you in a kiss that makes your world stop. A kiss that lets you know he truly does love you. The way he was so firm but so gentle, his soft lips moulded with your own. Your taste on his tongue and his taste on yours melded together as one. You roll on top of him; you want your bodies to be connected.
“Can you fuck me now? Please?” You grind your wet pussy overtop his hard cock, threatening to slip it inside.
“Is that what my princess wants?”
“Yes, so bad”
“I love it when you beg for it,” Eddie says, flipping you over. You let out a squeal at the unexpected movement.
“Gonna fuck you until you beg for me to stop” he slowly guides his hard cock into your tight wet pussy.
Your fingers grip his shoulders as he slips into you. You pull him down so his weight is fully on top of you; you need to feel close to him again.
Eddie’s lips attach themselves to your neck, biting and sucking until the mark of possession is dark and purple.
The consequences of having a large hickey when you get home are the last thing on your mind. The way he is making you feel trumps all.
His hips begin to pump his cock in and out of you. Finally, the sensation you’ve been yearning for is finally reality.
“Fuck yes!” You cry as his hips slap into your own, and his hand travels to your swollen clit.
“You like it when I touch you there, don’t you? Dirty girl can’t get enough of Daddy’s cock can she”
“No, Daddy!” You cry.
Eddie pulls up so he can watch his slick covered cock disappear inside of you with each thrust. His eyes are deranged with lust as he can’t look away. His hands gripped so tightly on your hips, moving your body to match his strokes as if you were just a fleshlight.
“Pl-please,” you stutter as his cock hits your g spot without warning.
“Please, what? Tell Daddy what you want”
“I want to cum”
The price Eddie felt that he already had you quivering under him, and it’s only been a few minutes since his cock had entered you.
“Babygirl, what’s to come already?” He mocks.
“Yes, please,” you seethe through your teeth.
“Not yet.”
“I can’t hold it.” Your eyes well up; it felt so good; the pressure built up in your lower stomach was wound so tightly you were about to explode. No way you could hold off.
Your pussy clamped on Eddie like a vice. He almost couldn’t pull out by how tight of a grip you held.
“Oh-oh,” he stuttered. You caught him off guard.
“You wanna be in charge, princess?” He cupped your face.
“No, I just want to cum” you continue to beg as his thrusts didn’t still.
“Cum for me” his hand continued to curl your bundle of nerves, and you fell apart. Your feral moans filled the room as your body was washed over in a wave of euphoria. You came so hard you think you blacked out for a moment.
“That’s it; there’s my girl; you fuckin came so good” Eddie still pumped himself into you. He didn’t want it to be over just yet. He was having so much fun playing with you. You were like his little doll.
“Come on, baby, ride me.” He helps lift you up even though your whole body feels like jello.
“Gonna bounce on Daddy’s cock like a good little bunny,” he praises, and your pussy floods itself once more.
When you sink down on his cock you see starts. The new angle was so much more filling than when he had you on your back.
“Oh my god,” your eyes roll back, and your jaw hands slack. Eddie seizes the opportunity to push his fingers into your mouth to suck on.
“Such a good girl. You like all your holes filled, huh? How about this one? We are missing one.” His free hand wraps around your ass and toys with your other hole.
“Yes,” you frantically nodded your head.
“Mmm, you’re such a slut for me, aren’t you? My little bunny. Just love to hop on this cock, huh?” He takes the fingers that were shoved in your mouth and slowly stretches you out. “That’s it, that’s my girl. Taking all of me so well. You like being so full, don’t you?”
“Yes, Daddy,” Your legs burned, but you didn’t dare stop until he came. The sound of your wet skin slapping and moans filled the empty bedroom. The only two people that exist right now are you and Eddie. Eddie’s pleasure was at the top of mind, but you were getting close to that breaking point. Your second orgasm was getting closer and closer with each pump.
“You’re so tight, pretty baby; you gonna come again, f’me?”
You nod your head frantically as the words get caught in your throat.
“Awe, my pretty bunny can even speak, huh? You’re just sooo cock drunk for daddy’s cock, aren’t you, baby?”
Eddie’s words only aided your impending orgasm to crash through your whole body. You collapsed down into Eddie’s body as yours quivered in excitement over his. The way your pussy clamped down on Eddie’s cock had him cuming right along with you. Eddie’s head tingled as his hot load shot up into you. He couldn’t help but jerk his hips up on instinct to make sure you took all of him.
With a sigh of relief, Eddie hugged you closer to his body, not letting you pull off his softening cock just yet.
You let your weight fall on Eddie as you come down from your orgasm. Eddies tattooed arms wrapped around you and pulled you in your head to his chest. You could hear his heart pounding in his chest, and your heart fell in sync with his soothing beat.
“You okay, Princess?”
“Mmmhhhmmmmmm,” you hum as you nuzzle your head deeper into the crook of his neck.
You could cry at how happy you were at this moment. Finally, you have everything you want wrapped in your arms.
“Good.” he kisses the top of your head, and you both fight the urge not to fall asleep like this.
After Eddie begrudgingly got up because he insisted you both had to clean up you both fell asleep and didn’t wake up until late in the evening.
~
Eddie ordered you both pizza, and you fell right back into your old ways. You can’t seem to wipe the permanent smile from your face.
Simple ‘I love you’s’ slip past each of your lips. It was disgusting to anyone who would be looking from the outside in, but you and Eddie were in your own bubble that nobody could break until you both jumped when there was a pounding on the front door.
Eddie shit up from your arms and ran to see who it is.
“What the?” He jerks the door open, and Ash makes her way inside.
“Dude, your parents are freaking out.”
“What?” You sit up.
“They called me, yelling about how you’ve lost your mind, that the Munson boy has you brainwashed and stormed out of the house.”
If you could roll your eyes any more, they would fall out of your skull.
“I know.” She agreed.
Eddie stood behind her nervously, biting his nails. Would you rethink everything? He couldn’t come between you and your parents.
“They will come around; they just need to meet him; they’ll see how good he is,” you plead.
“I don’t know, Princess.” The thought of him meeting your parents terrified him.
You get up off the couch and walk to Eddie. You cup his face to look him in the eye, and he melts in your touch.
“We will figure this out”
“You guys are gross.” Ash can’t help but smile. She’s so happy for both of you.
“Thanks, babe,” you smile at her.
“Okay, well, I know you’re okay. I’ll let your parentals know that you’re safe, and you’ll come home when they’re ready to talk to you and have calmed down.
“Thank you.”
After Ash left, you tried to get Eddie to calm down and relax. Eventually, he could do it when you slipped off the couch and sank between his legs.
The second your tongue touched his sensitive head, he was sufficiently relaxed. And once your mouth was dripping with his cum he thinks he couldn’t be more in love with you. The thought of meeting your parents wasn’t as scary. He will do everything and anything to keep you.
“I’ll do it.”
“What?” You wipe the corner of your mouth.
“I’ll meet your partners.”
“Are you sure?”
“If I get head like that? I’ll do anything you ask of me”
You giggle softly, and he takes you in his arms. You agree that tomorrow when you go home tomorrow.
~
With bated breath, Eddie and you walk into your childhood home, hand in hand.
“Hello?”
“Sweetheart! We were so worried.” Your mom rushed down the foyer hallway.
“Mom, I’m fine.”
Your mother spots the large and abrasive bruise on your neck. She stiffens up immediately when she also sees Eddie standing beside you.
“I see.”
“Mom, please.”
“Okay. Let’s talk.”
“Where is Dad?”
“I’m his chair.” She rolls her eyes.
The three of you walk to the living room, where your dad is reading the paper, unbothered.
“Dad,” you greet him.
“Nice of you to return your little tantrum faster.
“My tantrum?” You couldn’t believe how childish he had acted yesterday.
You feel Eddie’s hand tightening in yours, and you squeeze it back.
“Can we please talk?”
He tips the corner of his pepper to finally look up and realizes Eddie is in his house.
“What is he doing here?”
“If you won’t treat my boyfriend respectfully, we are leaving.”
“Sweetheart, wait, we can talk about this.” Your mom was trying to keep the peace.
“Good.” You lead Eddie to sit on the couch, but he doesn’t follow.
He walks over to your dad and reaches out his hand.
“Sir, I’m Eddie.” You watch as Eddie’s hand is held out firm.
Your dad stared back at him for a moment until you warned him.
Surprisingly, your dad took his hand and shook it, and you sighed a breath of relief.
“Hello, Edward.” You tried not to roll your eyes, but your eyes betrayed you.
“Y/N,” your mom warns.
“Sorry.”
Eddie also reaches out to your mother. He hands her the bouquet of flowers he had for her.
“Thank you, Eddie.” She smiles and sets them on the coffee table as they both sit. Your parents are on one side, you and Eddie are on the other.
“So,” your dad speaks.
With a deep breath, you start to speak.
“Over the summer, Eddie and I got really close, and we are together as a couple.”
“And now what? You’re going to live happily ever after?”
“Sir, with all due respect, your daughter can make her own choices. She has been the golden child her whole life. She respects and loves you both so much that he actually broke up with me in fear of what you both would say or do…
“ I don’t know if you noticed, but she is the best person everyone who has had the pleasure of knowing her has ever met. You and your wife have raised a wonderful person, and I am so lucky and grateful she chose me.”
“I’m doing everything in my power to make sure I live up to her standards. She is the most important person in my life, and I will treat her as she deserves. If that isn’t enough for you both, so be it, but she doesn’t need me to support her. She knows how to handle herself, and that’s all due to you guys.”
You held back tears as you listened to Eddie speak so highly of you. It was so nice to be validated.
“Is that right?” Your dad spoke.
“Yes, Sir.” Eddie nods and takes your hand in his.
“That’s very honourable of you, Edward.”
Were pigs flying? Did your dad just say something nice?
“Thank you, Sir.”
“Those are very kind things of you to say, Eddie. I’m sorry we jumped to conclusions about your intentions.
“I understand I have a reputation; I wasn’t dealt the best hand, but I love your daughter, and she loves me. I haven’t done anything to disrespect her, and I never plan to.”
Your parents stay silent and give one another a look. You held your breath until one of them spoke.
“We are going to have some rules for when you come over-“ you dad starts but your mom cuts him off.
“Eddie, would you like to stay for dinner?” Your mom offered.
“Yes, I would love to, ma’am.” Eddie smiled, and so did you.
You mouthed the words ‘thank you’ to your mom, and she gave you an assuring smile.
“What?”
“They are adults. Clearly, they have been safe over the summer; I'm sure they will keep it that way.”
“Yes, ma’am.” Eddie cleared his throat, clearly uncomfortable.
Your eyes went wide, and cheeks flared up with embarrassment.
Your dad sat back with a grumble and flicked his newspaper, flustered as ever.
“I’ll go start dinner. You kids can go; I’ll let you know when Im finished.
“We did it!” You jumped into Eddie’s arms, and he spun you around once you entered your bedroom.
You celebrated with a kiss, and you slipped down his body, and your feet made contact with the floor.
“Can’t wait to show off my girl.” He cupped your face in both hands, “need to let all of Hawkins you’re mine.”
“I’m all yours, Eddie Munson.”
“Mmm, I like the sound of that.”
~End~
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Enticing 51 — harry ceo
Harry, a private billionaire and devoted father, hires Y/N as his son's nanny. Her kindness stirs unexpected feelings. Will love overcome his guarded life, a jealous girlfriend, and the mystery of Oliver's mother?
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**THE FOLLOWING CHAPTER CONTAINS SMUT**
In the initial days, they embraced the serenity of the island, spending their time by the beach, sipping fruity drinks, and basking under the sun to achieve that perfect tan. Each passing day felt like a dream, with the incredible food, breathtaking views, and the warmth of the people adding to the enchantment. Y/N couldn't help but fantasize about making a permanent move to the island. Life there exuded a tranquil charm, with a laid-back pace that seemed to prevail. The locals appeared untouched by the usual rush and stress associated with money, work, or the chaos of city life. It was a lifestyle she found herself yearning for.
“I thought you had felt” Harry said, surprising her as he observed her ascending the staircase leading to the ocean from the back of their hotel room. His hand instinctively pressed against his left chest, a brief moment of panic seizing him as he woke up to find the bed empty.
“I went for a swim. My hips were aching a bit” she explained, twisting her hair to wring out the water.
"You look utterly delectable," he remarked, his gaze lingering on her bathing suit-clad figure. The tantalizing allure of her skin didn't escape his notice, and he couldn't help but express his desire for her in the moment.
"Stop," she smiled, her cheeks warming, not just from the slight sunburn but also from his straightforward comments.
"What?" he asked, closing the distance between them. His hands gently rested on her hips, preventing her from escaping. "Don't make me spell it out for you. You know I want you," Harry declared. Despite just waking up, his desire for her was immediate. He had hoped to have her first thing in the morning, but her swim had interrupted his dreams. “Let me have you right here”.
His lips found the side of her neck, leaving a trail of kisses that originated from her mouth.
"People can see," she groaned, feeling the hardness of his desire against her core, a sensation that had always intrigued and somewhat bewildered her. Y/N couldn't fully fathom how intensely he desired her. "H?" she called out, attempting to slow down his exploration of her skin.
"Are you serious?" Harry questioned, pulling away. "Do you really want me to stop?" Y/N bit her lip, her eyes opening to gaze at the horizon, trying to avoid the sun's blinding rays.
"I just feel huge," Y/N confessed, attempting to articulate her feelings. While she desired him too, a sense of self-consciousness about her body and the thought of being observed by others made her nervous. Harry furrowed his brow and stepped back, unwilling to pressure her into anything she wasn't comfortable with. He might have to deal with a bit of frustration, but he refused to impose anything on her.
"Alright," he said, offering her a small smile. "How about breakfast?"
Y/N suddenly felt a twinge of guilt as soon as he disappeared back into their suite. She knew it wasn't his intention to evoke any particular feelings in her. After all, they were on vacation, and the likelihood of encountering the same people from the hotel was slim. Nervously glancing around, she noted that it was early, and only a few other decks had their sliding doors opened. Her gaze then dropped to her feet, noticing how her wet hair left droplets on the deck, preventing her feet from burning. Looking down, she could barely see her toes, her stomach now big and round. Y/N didn't feel particularly attractive, but she had never been one to take risks, especially when it came to matters of intimacy. She was coy and reserved, while Harry was daring, consistently pushing her boundaries and patiently guiding her into exploring new realms of pleasure.
As Y/N stood there, she couldn't help but marvel at the unique circumstances of her life. When else would she find herself in her twenties, expecting a child, and with the love of her life on a picturesque island, begging to make love to her?
Y/N was determined to change the narrative this time. Beneath her usual self-doubt, she craved to reveal the confidence within.
"Harry?" she called out, prepared to embrace this new challenge, eager to showcase a different facet of herself.
"Do you fancy some room service, or are you up for heading out?" Harry responded, seemingly oblivious to the decision that she had taken.
"Can you please come here?" she blurted out abruptly, leaving no room for self-doubt. Y/N was determined to act swiftly, not allowing herself the luxury of second thoughts.
"I'm getting ready, darlin'—"
"Harry!" she interrupted, hearing his quick footsteps against the cold tile within the suite. His head popped out shortly after.
"Are you alright?"
"Let's do it," Y/N nodded as she stood before him, a sudden determination in her eyes. "I want you." Harry frowned, taken aback by the sudden change of thought.
"What?"
"What? Are you going to keep asking questions, or are you going to have me?" Y/N asked, swiftly untying the sides of her white bikini bottoms. “On your knees” She demanded.
Harry was in utter shock. He had barely finished washing his face and teeth when she had yelled out for him. He had always loved how submissive she was to him and how she would beg for him and do whatever he asked of her. However, this side of her had him feeling different things. The last thing that he had expected was for her to bare herself to him.
Without taking his eyes off her, he walked up to her and kneel on front of her.
“All I have been thinking about is how good it would feel to have your head between my legs” She revealed as Harry position himself just to have her as his first meal of the day.
It didn’t take long before Harry allowed himself to submerge himself in the dutiful task of eating her out. He had always been a good student and had never settled for mediocrity. Therefore, Harry wasn’t going to stop until he made her cum.
“Harry” she moaned; her head dropped back as the hot sun burned her skin.
As soon as his tongue came in contact with her, shivers spread down her back. She used her forearms as leverage against the railing of the wooden deck as Harry lifted one of her legs over his shoulder for better access. He kept a tight grip on her thighs, which were going to leave bruises on her, but she didn’t care. She was too enveloped in the pleasure that she was experiencing that it was the least of her worries.
Harry’s left hand rose and parted her lips, as he licked and sucked her most intimate place.
“I am going to cum if you don’t stop” She cried out, as she grabbed a fistful of his hair. Harry pulled away and smiled up at her before using his fingers knowing that she was close. It wasn’t long until she was crumbling over him, and her legs were giving out as he cleaned her up with his tongue.
Harry held her close and sat her on his lap as he allowed her to compose herself again. He softly kissed her shoulder as she hid her face in the crook of his neck feeling the aftershocks that ran through her entire body.
“I hope you don’t think this is over” He murmured into her ear after kissing her lips. Y/N could still taste herself on him. “Get up. In the bedroom” Harry said as he helped her up and lead her into the bedroom. He would have preferred having her right away, but he could tell that she was burning from the hot sun. She was also pregnant and didn’t want her to overheat.
“I would grab to something tightly” He warned as he watched her leaned over the bed. It was the most confortable position for Y/N. Harry enjoyed it because the view was excepcional. His knee came between her knees as he spread her legs. His hands gripped her hips, and he slowly dove into her with much care not wanting to hurt her in any way.
The pleasure was instant. It didn’t last long, but Y/N didn’t mind. She was exhausted by the time that Harry had reached his climax. He hadn’t had last long one because of the fact that he had enjoyed the previous act too much. A few more minutes and he would had cum in his shorts.
“I love you” He whispered to her as he threw his body beside her. Harry gave her a quick kiss not wanting to disturb her well deserved sleep.
Y/N woke up feeling disoriented, her stomach growling with hunger and her body deliciously aching. The room was empty, and a note from Harry awaited her, suggesting they meet at their favorite restaurant. She dressed in a sun dress, pulling her hair into a bun before heading downstairs.
The night air was slightly chilly, but the cool sea breeze felt refreshing against her sun-kissed skin. Y/N had definitely gotten a bit burned, especially on her cheeks and shoulders. She found it cute, though not uncomfortably so, as long as she could comfortably lounge in bed.
Harry sat at a table, wearing a vibrant, unbuttoned shirt that showcased the last two buttons. His slightly damp hair indicated a recent appearance. He hadn't shaved yet, but the hint of a mustache and beard only added to his attractiveness.
"Hi, baby," Y/N greeted him with a kiss before taking her seat. "What's that?" she asked, eyeing his bright pink drink.
"It's a virgin daiquiri. Do you want to try?" Harry asked, sliding the drink toward her. "How'd you sleep?" he inquired with a playful smile.
"Good," she responded with a smile after taking a sip of his drink. "I needed it. I was drained," Y/N added, "I feel like a new woman." Harry chuckled softly before leaning over, giving her another kiss as he held her hand under the table, gently rubbing small circles on the back of her hand. “I was thinking of pasta tonight” Y/N shared as she looked though the menu.
"I called your mom. She said everything is fine, and that Oliver had developed a certain attachment toward her," Harry shared, glancing around the beachside restaurant where they were seated.
"Well, that's good! Is Delilah behaving?" Y/N's attention remained on the menu, the soft sound of the ocean waves creating a soothing backdrop.
"I didn't ask, but I'm guessing she is because she seemed very calm," Harry responded, though a thread of worry lingered in his words. "Are you ever going to tell me what happened with your sister? And why you're not close?"
Y/N shrugged, trying to maintain focus on the menu, the aroma of grilled seafood wafting through the air. The restaurant, with its open-air design, allowed a view of the turquoise waters and the sun beginning its descent.
"It's all very silly," she said dismissively, but Harry sensed the weight behind her words. He had never pressed her for an explanation, but he could see how much it affected her and her family. "Really, it's not that important," she whispered, as if trying to convince herself more than him.
The air turned eerily quiet, prompting Y/N to lift her gaze from the menu to discover the source of Harry's sudden silence. His eyes bore a sympathetic expression, a silent invitation for her to share whatever weighed on her mind. Though he didn't want to pry, Harry understood the importance of her finding an outlet. He desired to be that supportive presence, the one she could lean on.
"Fine," she sighed audibly, the tension in her shoulders releasing slightly. "I'll need one of those fruity drinks and the stuffed mushrooms." Harry chuckled, the corners of his eyes crinkling, and swiftly placed the order. As the waiter departed, Y/N began recounting the difficult day and the intense argument that had kept her distanced from her mother for almost three years.
"No wonder." As she concluded her narrative, their appetizers had vanished, and a second round of drinks graced their table. The cozy restaurant, bathed in warm, ambient light, offered a refuge from the outside world. The air carried the delightful aroma of various dishes being prepared in the kitchen, creating an atmosphere that blended intimacy with culinary delight. "Now I get all the screaming."
"I want to move on. I don't want to continue revisiting, but she is making it so hard," Y/N confessed, a frown marring her features. The flickering candle on their table cast shadows, accentuating the emotions playing on her face. Her desire to rebuild a positive relationship with her sister was clear, yet she stood firm against allowing Delilah to undermine or diminish her in any way.
Harry empathized; while he'd encountered challenges with Gemma, they never reached the scale of Y/N's family struggles. "I just think you need to let her vent, darlin'. It seems like she still has a lot to say." Y/N pursed her lips, her hands tenderly cradling her pregnant belly as they navigated the delicate terrain of family complexities. The gentle hum of conversation and clinking of cutlery provided a comforting backdrop to their heartfelt discussion.
“I guess you are right. I want to fix it before she gets here.” Dinner was served quickly after as they started discussing the logistics of moving into the new place.
Harry couldn't shake off the excitement and nervousness that had been building up inside him all day. He had meticulously rehearsed the words in his mind, making sure it would be perfect.
The evening unfolded beautifully. The sun dipped below the horizon, casting hues of orange and pink across the sky. Soft candlelight illuminated their table, creating an intimate ambiance. As they sipped their fruity drinks and enjoyed their meals, Harry felt the time was right.
With a deep breath, he reached into his pocket for the small red box that held the engagement ring. Just as he was about to speak those life-changing words, an obnoxious voice shattered the romantic atmosphere.
"Well, isn't this just a picture-perfect moment!" It was Paige, the woman from the neighboring table, her loud voice cutting through the serene sounds of the waves. David, her husband, chuckled awkwardly beside her.
Harry's heart sank, and he exchanged an annoyed glance with Y/N. Paige and David, oblivious to the weight of the situation, pulled up chairs without invitation and settled in, seemingly determined to hijack the romantic dinner.
"So, how was your day? We saw you yesterday snorkeling. Is it worth it?" Paige asked, oblivious to the awkward tension enveloping the couple.
Harry, trying to maintain composure, mumbled something about a special night. Meanwhile, Y/N shot him an apologetic look, understanding that his plans were derailed by this unexpected intrusion.
As Paige continued to regale them with mundane stories and David sipped his drink, Harry struggled to find an opportune moment to salvage his proposal. The romantic air that had surrounded them moments ago now felt tainted by the uninvited guests.
Finally, as dessert arrived, Harry made eye contact with Y/N, silently conveying his disappointment and determination to make this right. Despite the unwelcome interruption, he was determined to turn the night around and make their engagement memorable, even if it meant finding a quieter spot away from Paige and David's intrusion.
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hessdalen - Viktor x gn!reader
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"And now you know me too / Yeah I see it in your eyes / Seeing through what I demise / Seeing through what I've become. So better show me / My only way to see / I can't find peace / Yeah that's my only chance to seize your light / So never let me go"
Word count: 800 Warnings: nothing Tags: melancholy, established relationship, h/c??? idk Prompt/Summary: Viktor can't sleep at night and faces his thoughts and fears in the middle of the night. For the Spotify fic game @dlbitch asked for #35 with Viktor, which is a song titled hessdalen by Azahriah. A/N: I'm not gonna lie when I first saw this I was like FUCK because I'm sure 99% of you won't know this song because it's from a Hungarian artist (it's in english tho), but then I realized it's so perfect for Viktor? Like? I hightly recommend listening to it because I feel like didn't do it justice with this drabble lmao😭😭 I hope you enjoy! ❤ (Also I'm so sorry I'm so slow with these.)
The night was quiet in Viktor’s apartment, apart from the faint sound of your breaths. He turned his head to the side, looking at you—your sleeping frame and angelic face. You seemed so peaceful, so free of the troubles of everyday life—free of the troubles of his life. He looked at the clock, and the bright digits showed 3:15.
He sighed and swiped his palm across his face. This happened more and more lately, his insomnia getting worse every day, his thoughts and worries like a hurricane in his mind, tearing everything apart. You shuffled around next to him and turned your back, and he seized the opportunity to squeeze himself against you, embracing you from behind.
He pressed his face against the crook of your neck, the scent of your shampoo filling his nose and your soft skin warming his face, he felt his heartbeat calm down. But he couldn’t help the feeling of guilt that find home in his heart. Inhabited every waking moment. Stained every happy second of his life that he dared to enjoy.
Because deep inside he felt he was wasting valuable time. Time, that he could – he should – use to leave a mark, to help people. To finally matter in a way he wanted, before it’s too late, before he...
He squeezed you tighter. But didn’t he already leave a mark... on you? Shouldn’t that be enough, that during his short time in this life, he had friends? That he was lucky enough to know what love is? And feel what it’s like to be loved so deeply and unconditionally?
His heartbeat quickened in his chest, hammering against his ribcage. And there it was. The guilt. Why can’t that be enough?
He felt your warm hand envelope his own, pulling it close to your chest. His breathing hitched as he studied you, wondering if he woke you up. One, two, three seconds passed, but your chest steadily rose and fell with your blissful, unaware breaths. He was wondering what you were seeing in your dreams.
He knew what you spent every waking moment with – being with him, trying to help him. Either by working on a solution, consoling him, or confronting him about how even if he wasn’t dying, he’d work himself to death eventually. He knew you meant well, and you accepted him like he was. A workaholic, a man on a mission. But he also knew you were right, and you couldn’t see him like that. Coughing up blood and falling asleep at his desk. You didn’t want to lose him before time.
When you’d fight, he’d see your lips trembling, even though you did everything in your power to seem strong. With heavy breathing, you’d say something to him and storm out of the lab, leaving him alone in his miserable existence. He always immediately regretted those fights, but you had to understand. And he knows you did. After those nights he’d come home to you already in bed, and curl up behind you, embracing you in a tight hug. He hated when he made you cry.
He pressed a soft kiss on your neck, barely a touch of a feather, but he felt your weight shift on the squeaky mattress, and he stilled. You turned towards him under his arm, looking at him from under your heavy eyelids. He didn’t say a word and you moved your palm to his cheek, caressing him lightly.
“Can’t sleep?” You asked in a sleepy haze, slightly slurring the words together. He smiled at you – you were so adorable. The twinkle in your sleepy eyes, your hair being a mess, and the blanket half slipped down your body, his heart swell. You were so perfect. He didn’t answer but leaned down to you and pressed a chaste kiss against your lips, while caressing your hair.
“It is nothing to worry about,” he answered, pulling you closer into him, trying to avoid touching you with his right leg. You told him plenty of times that it didn’t bother you, but he didn’t want you to get cold from the metallic touch.
He remembered how afraid he was to confront you about his actions. How he couldn’t help but think you’d despise him, how disappointed you’d be. But you weren’t. Not even for a second.
“Would you like some tea? Would that help?” you asked, and put your hand on his arm, caressing it gently. His eyes softened and a crooked smile found its way to his lips. The smile you loved so much.
“There’s no need, darling. Go back to sleep, we’ll have an early morning.”
“I love you, Viktor. No matter what.”
“I love you too. Forever.” He pressed a kiss on your forehead, and pulled you close to his chest, caressing your hair.
Feelings took over him as you laid in his arms, emotions rose then fell. Then he felt peace.
He would not give up. Why couldn’t he have it all? He’d find a way to stay with you. To help people. To fight for his dreams and for his home.
And even if he couldn’t. How could this not be enough?
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Your quite treason | JJK
ᥫ᭡pairing: married exbsf!jungkook x female reader
ᥫ᭡genre: ex best friends, forbidden love , angst rating: 16+
ᥫ᭡warnings: drug and alcohol usage, mentions of cheating, swearing, depressed, obsession, crying and all that stupid stuff.
ᥫ᭡word count: around 20K (ik it's too much but i couldn't control my feelings 😩)
ᥫ᭡summary: Your love for Jeon Jungkook was ruining your life.
ᥫ᭡inspiration: Fortnight by The Motherr Taylor Swift (ft.Post Malone)
ᥫ᭡listen to: Fortnight by The Motherr Taylor Swift (ft.Post Malone), happier by Olivia Rodrigo
ᥫ᭡Author's note: AHHHH, okay, woof. This is the first ever fanfic I'll post, tho I've written many but never posted. Please bare if there's any grammatical mistake and if my writing feels too much.
Show some love and your suggestions are welcome in the comment section 😗
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Hello Mrs. Park, how have you been?" You turn around to find Minji, speaking to you while watering the flowers of her front garden.
Minji, Jeon Minji. She always made you feel like the worst person, tho she never meant it. In fact,she's the sweetest and the kindest person you've ever known. And that's why, she's in the position you've always dreamed to be in. That's why she has the man you've always dreamt of.
And the fact, you can never be her nor in her position, makes you feel like the worst person on this earth.
"Hello, Mrs. Jeon, I've been doing just fine. How about you? " Tho your tongue burnt on the feeling of reffering her by the title,you still held up a smile. A smile behind which no one could see the pain. "I'm great, actually! But you, Mrs. Park, you look unwell." You sensed the concern to be genuine and you hated that. "Oh yeah, just tired from work. Yk it's too much these days." You replied, not wanting her to noticing anything wrong with you. "Ah, I understand. Work can get stressful, but I'm sure everything will get tell well soon." She smiles at you, and you see another reason why she's deserves the title more.
You smile back at her and thank her before leaving towards your house, your insides burning with the urge to kill her right then.
"There's a new couple shifting in the house behind ours" Jaehyun, your husband says while he's eating his breakfast. "Oh, in the Jung's? Didn't think they'll actually sell it" You reply, as you pack your lunch, not really caring for the fact. You forgot about it and the new info never crossed your mind once in the day.
It was when the bell rang and you opened the door only to face the new neighbors. Him, Oh god, It's him. Your excitement died the next second when you saw a very pretty women standing right beside him, her arm wrapped around his. "Oh-Oh hey Y/N. I totally didn't expect you! " His face evident with surprise. "You know her, babe?" The woman asked him. "Yeah, hun. She's a college friend. " That's when you felt your heart clench tightly.
Jeon Jungkook, the guy who you've been loving since your collage days even when you got married. The guy you thought of every night before you slept, the guy you thought about when woke up in the morning, the guy you thought about everytime when you ate icecream. Jeon Jungkook, was your friend who you trusted with your life. But now, he was just a stranger you know everything about. (Stranger by the loml Olivia Rodrigo, but the oc isn't over kookie😩)
"H-Hi. How are you J-Jungkook." You couldn't believe it. You've cried so many nights for him. Praying to get back in his arms, have him in your life as anyone, if not a lover. But now that he comes back, he's married. And very happily, you can see.
"I'm doing very well, Y/N. This is Jeon Minji, my wife. We have just shifted in the house right behind your backyard. So nice to see you again." You could feel your eyes pinch with pain, but you tried your best to pull up a bright smile. You can do this, you're very good at hiding feelings. Come on Y/N. "
I'm so happy to see you too. And hello Minji, nice to meet you. Well come in you both. " You move aside for them to come in but the refuse by saying, " It's fine, Y/N. We were just her to Introduce, but guess we don't need to do that. " Minji chuckles and continues, "But we'll see you soon. Have a good night. " She smiles at you, and you feel your legs tickling with jealousy. "You too have a good night, and please don't hesitate if you need any help in shifting. Both me and my husband are willing to help."
You fail to notice Jungkook stiffen as he's reminded that you're married too. He doesn't know why but he's always been uneasy with you being in a relationship and he has no idea why.
Both of them agree and leave after a short goodbye. You shut the door and you suddenly feel all the strength leaving your body. You collapse against the main door, still not believing everything that happened. All the memories that you were burying, we're now out of your control . You could hear his voice, feel his touch and his warmth. Tears made their way out of your eyes as you cry silently.
You unlock the main door to your house as you get inside. It's been so long since they've moved but you can't get yourself to move on. You reach the kitchen to grab a can of bear in an attempt to calm yourself down. But nothing seems to work, every drink or drug, leaves only a temporary effect. You continue loving jungkook even when you're high. You decide to take a cold shower when you hear the main door open again, only to see your shitty husband entering.
Jaehyun, both as a husband and a person, might be the worst guy you've ever met. You don't understand how he's able to lie on your face so smoothly. If you had control, you would have never married him. But fate and your parents had a different plan for you.
Around 2 months ago, your friend Sarah sent you a picture of Jaehyun with a girl sitting on his lap, and they were heavily making out. You didn't feel any pain in your heart but only shame, it felt like he had stepped hard on your dignity, your self respect. He made you feel like the most undeserving person, and he definitely did that intentionaly.
Ever since then, you've never started and conversation with him, disgusted to even look at him. And you guess, it makes it easier for him to leave the house whenever and stay at the girl's place. But you don't bring yourself to care, your mind always drift to jungkook and his very happy married life.
They're living their best lives, the typical rom-com like love life. Jungkook never leaves without a kiss with his wife. And Minji is always ready to welcome him by door when it's time for him to return.
When you had the same time routine, you always witnessed them being the happiest around each other and you had to change your timings. You couldn't bare seeing them being all lovey-dovey, so you leave for work earlier and arrive back home later.
"Y/N? " You were too drunk to hear him calling you. He called you out a few times before his hands reach your right arm to turn you around. "What the fuck!" You slurred, your drunkenness now evident to jungkook. "What are you doing here Y/N?? " He asks you with a strict voice, which soon melts when he sees you pout. "Kook, oh it's you thank god. I thought It was some guy again. " You said slowly as you moved closer to him. You were too drunk and high to remember the argument you had earlier. "Let's get you home Y/N. Don't you have morning classes tomorrow,hm? " He speaks very softly, as is talking to a kid. You mover your side to side, disagreeing with him and then you say, "Noo, let's have another drink and dance. I missed youuu" You wrap your arms around his neck, as your pouts grows even more. He chuckles while holding your waist just as tightly as you're holding him.
He agrees with you and empties the red cup you were having rum and coke in. Both of you weren't a fan of frat parties but whenever you're both together, everything feels the best. Jungkook's breathe fans over your neck as you both dance along On the floor by JLo.
When the chorus of the song starts you along with most of the other girls turn around to twerk along, as if it's a mandatory ritual. Jungkook's cheeks and ears turn bright pink as your ass grazed his crotch a few times while dancing and he wishes you don't notice. You turn back around to hold him again because when you weren't, you felt a certain type of coldness even when you're in bw so many people. His warmth was something which can get you just as high as a joint.
Both of you melted in each other's arms and stayed that way for so long, you didn't even know what song was playing now. "Mhmm, kookie can i kiss you? Just once I promise. " Jungkook wanted it, he wanted you to kiss him forever but he knew it's not safe for your friendship. He can't let his feelings over take him because he knows you only see him as a friend (who you might kiss sometimes 🤭) but how can he say no to you, especially when you're being so cute and adorable. So he decides to fuck it and bend down to kiss you. He captures your lips in a kiss as you both make out in the middle of the crowd. Jungkook felt like the luckiest person ever to have you like this. He has always been so happy that you're open to him with your feelings and uhm.
And you felt similar, just as euphoric and wanted this moment to last forever. Oh, how you wish to have him in all the ways possible. Even pray for it at every 11:11 you notice. And everything feels so good with him around. You were so in love with him but you knew he wasn't.
He has always been the best friend, the bestest you could ask for. But best friends can never be together, thec can never have feelings for each other because it always results in heartbreaks.
And so it did, both of yours heart broke quite terribly. When jungkook had to leave for USA after he got a job placement but he told you about it just 2 days before. Out of anger, you didn't talk to him neither did you come to see him off at the airport. Both of you were hurt, and you both had your reasons.
Next morning when you were returning from a morning run, you ran into Jungkook by the mail box. "Good Morning, Y/N" He wishes you and you just wanted to jump in his arms. "Oh, Good Morning to you too Jungkook! " You wished him back trying to match his level of energy. "How have you been? " You ask him further.
"I've been great, what about you? "
"I'm doing well too. " You reply, knowing you always feel well around him. "Good to hear that. The weather has been terrible these days" He says, trying to start a conversation.
"Yeah, ikr. It's so hot these days,even when it's just February." You both continue talking about random things when he invites you and Jaehyun over for dinner.
"Thank you for the invite, but i don't think Jaehyun will be able to make it, he comes back late these days. " You say and Jungkook could sense your hesitation on the topic of your husband. And ofc, him being the kindest human being , he asked, "oh, btw, is everything fine between you both? Minji mentioned you being very stressed these days. You know you can always reach out. " with concern evident in his eyes.
It became difficult to maintain an eye contact because you both know how terrible you're at lying to him. "W-well, yeah everything is fine between us" You say, your eyes roaming everywhere but jungkook. He knows that's not the truth so he persuades, "Y/N, yk you can't lie to me so tell me what's up? " When you finally meet his eyes, you feel like crying.
He thinks your misery is because of your husband but who's gonna tell him that he's the reason. He's why you're suffering, he's why you're depressed and he's the reason of your misery. You give him a little smile, and when you're about to continue, you get a phone call from your husband. "Uhh, I'll have to take this up. " You tell him and he says, "okay Y/N, I'll get going but please ask for any help that you need, hm? " With that you both smile at each other and leave.
"What? " You ask Jaehyun. "You're not at home? Where are you? " You turn around and see him at the main door. You scoff realising that he's coming back from that girl's place and you want to kill him right there.
It had been a week since you met him and now you were walking towards their house around 10pm. Your dad had been calling since morning but you couldn't answer his once . Though you're high as fuck but you can't find your phone, and that's why you're going to jungkook's place to ask for any of theirs phone.
You ring the bell and wait there for a few seconds. The gate opens and you're met with a just out of shower Jungkook. Your breathe hitches and you feel your cheeks burning. He's just as hot. "Umm, hi Y/N.all good? " He speaks, breaking your trance.
"Oh hellooo" You give him a 90° bow which startles him "I'm good how are youu? " Your words trail of as your brain suddenly feels numb. "Wait- are you drunk? " He recognises your drunken voice but you deny him by saying,
"Noooo. I'm not drunkk I'm Highh hehe" You start giggling and it confuses hi even more "I'm sorry to disturb you at this hour, but i need your phone." You pout, and jungkook feels like he's floating. He knows how it is, but your pout still softens him. "Come inside, it's cold. "
"Your wife isn't at home? " You ask him to which he replies, "no she's out with her friends for drinks."
"Oh cool"
You get inside his house and are amazed how pretty they've made it. This place screams jungkook and it feels so much like home. "So what brings you here? " He asks, crossing his arms over his chest.
"Ohh yeahh my phone was calling and I need to call him back but i can't find my dad" You pout again. This time he chuckles, laughing at your words.
"You can't find your dad?" His lips pulling into his iconic bunny smile.
"Yeahh, I can't find my dad. Can you give me your dad so i can call my dad, pleaseeee"
"Here you go, here's my dad" If you both were still young , he would've have teased you a lot. But you both have grown up and even though he wanted to, he couldn't.
"Thank you so muchhhh" You busy yourself dialing your no. when he asked you, "where's your husband tho? "
You were trying so hard to dial your no. correct, that you didn't realize when you said, "he's probably at his girlfriend's. "
"What"
"Holy fuck"
"Shit shit, you didn't hear anything" Your eyes widen with horror and you scolded yourself internally. "Wait fr? Jaehyun's cheating on you? And you know that?? " His eye balls almost out of the sockets, shock evident in his voice.
"Uhh, no no, Yk I'm-im drunk, don't mind that" You tried to play it off but jungkook wouldn't even budge. "Y/N, ik you're telling the truth, you don't have to lie to me. " His eyes full of concern and once again you feel your brain going numb. And you were starting to feel sober, which was even worse.
"Uhmm, I'll have to take your phone over so i can listen to my phone ring. " You ran quickly in an attempt to save yourself from further embarrassment.
Later in your room, you find your phone in your bathroom floor (you have no idea why) And now you have to return jungkook's phone back to him.
You gather so courage and reach his house. You plan on giving it to him and leaving right after thanking him.
And you did so, but after you turned around to leave, he held you arm in an attempt to turn you back. "Y/N, please talk to me. How long have you known this? " You see genuine concern in his eyes and feek like hugging him and crying on his chest.
"Uhh, just let it be jungkook."
"No, tell me. " His voice stern now.
"Why do you even care. It's nine of your business"
"But i just can't see you get hurt. " His voice soft again.
You looked in his eyes, and scoffed. "You can't se me hurt? Of all the hurt I've ever experienced, you have been one reason every fucking time. And you can't see me hurt? Wow"
Jungkook's face falls,but that doesn't stop you. "You fucking hurt me more than anyone does. I don't even care jaehyun's cheating one. It doesn't hurt me. But you do. You hurt me so much that i can't even feel any other pain. " Your voice now louder. Your eyes pinch with pain, tears threatening to fall. But no, you can't do this, not in front of him at least.
"How do i hurt you? " His voice low like a whisper. "Good question Jungkook. You wanna know how you hurt me? How don't wanna know since when you've been hurting me? "
"Y/N you're still mad at what happened almost 10 years ago? " A frown appears on his face and his tone makes you feel as if you're at fault.
"I wouldn't have been if it didn't affect me so much. And why do expect me to not? You told me fucking 2 days before you were leaving for Florida? You never called while you were there. You were living your life and here I was dying. I was suffering." Years finally rolled down your cheeks. And jungkook wanted to wile them down and hug you to make you feel better.
But he was feeling the similar frustration you were feeling. And it became evident when he said, " You weren't the only one Y/N! I was also hurt. You didn't even come to see me off at the airport even when I texted-begged you over text. I wanted to apologize you that day and tell you something important. But you decided to be egoistic and didn't come. And that's why I never called. Even when I was in utter need of help and support, I couldn't call you. Because I lost the level of trust and I knew you won't even pick up. "
His word felt like slap. He's right, you were being a bitch when you didn't meet of on the last day, but you were mad too. "I would have, I was missing you so much, I would have definitely. I would have caught the first flight to Florida only to be with you again." Your words were now slurred due to your crying, when you finally broke and jungkook felt like crying too.
"I know it's wrong, it's so so so wrong but I can't help myself. I can't control myself" You covered your face as you cried even harder. And when you felt his arms engulfing you, you couldn't hepl but wrap your arms around him too. Jungkook stands there caressing your back while he himself cries silently.
"It's so wrong I still can't move on-" Jungkook's heart picks up speed. He's not ready for this. You suddenly pulll away from him and wipe your tears. "I'll get going jungkook. " You left before you could do something that maight ruin not one but many hearts.
And for the next few weeks you so neither jungkook nor his wife and you were very glad for it. It was untill one Tuesday morning when you swa both of them in front of their house. And they were not kissing or anything but arguing? You heard Minji saying, "what has happened to you? You're so distant these days kook. You don't even kiss me a goodbye??" To which jungkook replies, "it's nothing baby, I'm just stressed with work and things are getting lost in the back of me brain. Come here lemme kiss you" You were shocked when you heard Minji saying "No, you're first gonna tell me who else you're so in love with"
"What the hell, Minji? Why would you say that? " Jungkook was just as shocked. You didn't want to hear anything further so you stepped out of the fence and that's when Minji calls you out. "Mrs.Park! Good morning!"
And hearing your name from her mouth, Jungkook's eyes light up and he turns around quickly to look at you. He couldn't control but then he blurted out, "Nice sweater, Y/N."
Minji called you out to check something and she was right. She was right. "Oh Good morning, Jeon fam. And thank you Jungkook. Hope you guys have a nice day!" You wished them and hurriedly left.
And so did Minji. Jungkook was left standing there.
It took him 2 minutes to finally understand how he reacted and complimented you which was totally out of his mind.
And he finally realises how fucked up he is.
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Inspirational Drabble
Summary: The match between Inarizaki and Karasuno is about to start! The crowd was buzzing with excitement, ready to cheer their hearts out for their favorite team. As everyone prepared themselves, one person couldn't help but torment himself. Luckily, Asahi didn't have to drown in his self-deprecating thoughts as someone became a lifeline.
Word Count: 2.8K
Warnings: Spoilers from the manga, especially chapters 248 and 249! A lot of fluff. Inspired by the picture above!
Asahi tried his best to breathe as normal as he could. He had to stay calm, not just for his sake but for his team’s sake. All of their hard work paved their way all the way to Nationals.
Out of habit, Asahi traced the kanji of person (人) on his palm before swallowing it. It might look like a silly routine but it helped. Though for some reason, he wasn't as nervous as he usually was. They're playing against Inarizaki, one of the top favorites to win this whole thing.
Yet, here he was hoping to catch another glimpse of his opponents before the match officially started. Specifically, the girl that brought a storm of warm emotions inside his stomach. (L/N) (Y/N), Inarizaki's manager, the girl he met just yesterday but already made her way into his fast beating heart.
The eagerness to see her again began this morning when he woke up in the very shirt she gifted him. It wasn't just the fabric that kept him warm but the feelings he had for (Y/N) as well. It almost seemed to good to be true but once he replayed the conversations and read their texts from yesterday, Asahi could honestly believe that (Y/N) wasn't just his dream girl... She's the girl he wanted to be with.
But would she go for someone like him?
He hoped so and if not... Well, a guy could dream, right?
"On a different topic entirely," Suga began as everyone finished changing into their alternate uniforms. "I saw a girl carrying an Atsumu fan earlier. Is he an idol now?!"
"Actually, he pretty much is for high school volleyball. The Inarizaki team garners a different kind of popularity than Itachiyama." Coach Ukai explained. "They have a solid core of talent and a wide array of spectacular, crowd-pleaser plays. That makes them the ultimate contenders."
"We do see them getting interviewed on TV a lot too." Suga pointed out.
Asahi confirmed with a nod. "(Y/N) mentioned yesterday how they're always being interviewed by multiple reporters and journalists."
"Oh?" Suga smirked up at him. "Was this on your date yesterday?"
"N-No. We were just talking." He defended though he couldn't do anything to hide the stutter in his voice. "She even told me she once got interviewed."
"Woah, really? That's cool! I guess that's the advantage that comes with being a part of a high class powerhouse school. I mean, have you seen their cheering section? It's huge."
"And that means no one here... Not a single person in this whole crowd, thinks we have a chance."
To his and Suga's surprise, it was Daichi who voiced this sad fact. Asahi wondered if he was in an alternate dimension. Ever since last night, his friend has been wound up.
"Gah! Daichi, what's gotten into you?!" Suga shouted. "Pull it together, man!"
Asahi was just about to say something similar when he saw Daichi lips turn into a smile. His eyes gleamed with determination as he said, "Now I'm fired up!"
The two third-years sighed in relief, knowing they had nothing to worry about as their captain was back to normal.
"It's about time you snapped back to yourself, Daichi." Suga commented.
Asahi nodded in agreement. "Yeah. You've been awfully quiet since last night. Meek, even."
"H-Hey! I-I was focusing."
~
The moment Daichi opened the doors to the main arena everyone was blown away at the sheer intensity the crowd produced. The lights of the gym shined like mini suns above his head. The gleam of the laminated floor looked untouched, almost spotless. It was enticing, begging to be played on.
Then there was the crowd. Asahi can easily see their supporters standing behind their signature black banner, sporting their signature orange colors. It was a welcoming sight.
The warm reassuring feeling quickly left his body when he looked at Inarizaki's section. They had triple the amount of fans Karasuno had, not to mention they even had cheerleaders and a marching band. It almost made Shiratorizawa cheer section tiny in comparison.
Asahi clenched his fist tightly and took another deep breath to calm down his nerves. Though the Inarizaki's marching band wasn't helping his case at all.
Suddenly, the crowd cheered loudly and Asahi took this as a sign that their opponents have made their appearance. Which means-
(Y/N) walked next to Inarizaki's coach, looking unbothered by the amount of fans cheering for her team. The smile on her face was enough to calm his nerves from her intimidating teammates. Even from the other side of the court, his eyes met with her (E/C) ones. The connection was instant as they smiled at one another.
"Aran!!"
"Atsumu!!"
"Osamu!!"
"Okay." DU-DUM! "Let's go." Daichi's voice could barely be heard over the marching band's drums.
So he tried again. "I said, let's-" WAAAA!!
This time it was the cheerleaders' collective cheering.
Asahi watched as Daichi grew frustrated with the crowd's interference. So much so that the captain yelled from the top of his lungs, "LET'S!! GO!!"
"Yeah!!"
~
Official Warm-Ups
(Y/N) felt her heart lurch against her chest when she saw Asahi again. She felt a bit silly with how happy Karasuno's ace makes her, especially when they spoke to each other just a few minutes ago.
She shook those thoughts from her head. Now was not the time to daydream about Asahi.
'Focus! Your team needs you!' Thought her brain. 'Don’t get distracted!'
'But Asahi's so cute. He’s such a gentle giant.' Her heart argued. 'Omg, his biceps look amazing! Just imagine having those strong arms wrapped around you and having him lean down to kiss-'
'STOP! Now is NOT the time to think about that! At least, wait till AFTER the match is over.' Her brain tried to reason.
'Fine…' Her heart relented to her brain’s demand but it only took one more glance before crumbling once again. 'Those broad shoulders though… Asahi is literally hot guy status.'
“(Y/N)!”
“Yes, Coach?”
“It’s the twins' turn to warm-up and you know how superstitious they are. You know what to do, right?"
"Yes, sir."
She caught the ball with ease and made her way to where Atsumu and Osamu were waiting for her.
Ever since the Miya twins joined the club, they began a silly little routine of her tossing the ball for Atsumu to set to his brother. The first time was during the twins' first appearance playing for Inarizaki. Usually, the coach or assistant coach would do the tosses during warm-ups, but at the time they were occupied which led her to do the toss for them. Atsumu was perfect with his set and Osamu effortlessly spiked the ball. From then on, they demanded, Atsumu more than Osamu, for her to toss for them in future warm-ups, claiming she had the lucky touch.
(Y/N) smiled to herself at the memory. She didn't believe in luck but she went along with it. For two years, she tossed them the ball in each official warm-up and now that this was her last year with them... Well, they weren't going to change tradition now.
"You guys ready?" She asked them, tossing the volleyball up and down.
"Heck yeah!" Atsumu answered excitedly. He held up his hand for her to high-five. "No way are we going to lose."
(Y/N) laughed as her hand connected with his. She turned her attention on Osamu, the small pout on his lips was enough to know what was on his mind.
"The faster we win the match, the quicker we can go out to eat. I'll even treat you to dessert. How does that sound, 'Samu?"
With the promise of food, the twin straightened up and high-fived her. His eyes sparkled with joy. "Let's show these guys what Nationals is all about."
With both twins looking eager to start, (Y/N) stepped back and stood next to the net as the twins also went to their positions. Without meaning to, she looked over at Karasuno's players and internally smirked when all eyes were waiting to see the twins in action.
After counting to three, (Y/N) tossed the ball in a beautiful arch as it made its way to Atsumu's waiting hands. Not surprisingly, the ball was set perfectly for Osamu to spike strongly.
"Nice kill!" She told them, her chest swelling with pride.
"One more!" Osamu called out.
(Y/N) raised a brow and was about to ask why when she saw both twins sharing a look.
"Alright, last one!"
Tossing the ball one more time, (Y/N) watched as the twins jumped in unison and her smile grew when she witnessed Osamu displaying his setting skills for Atsumu to spike.
"Ha! Ha! Super body and soul switch time delayed spike!"
'If only they could find a better name for that move...'
Despite the move they just did wasn't a delayed spike, it still made the crowd go crazy, screaming several compliments.
After the twins waved to their fans, they made their way to her.
"How was that, (Y/N)-senpai?! It looked cool, didn't it?!" Atsumu bombarded, looking for her praise more than anything (as if the crowd's praises weren't enough for him).
"Amazing as always, Miyas!" She complimented them as she clapped both of their shoulders before making them lean down to her level. "What's your reason for doing that move?"
Atsumu looked smug while Osamu answered her. "We have to prove the other team what we're all about."
"Uh-huh..." (Y/N) raised a brow looking unconvinced with his answer. "Now give me the real reason."
The twins looked at each other and (Y/N) wondered if twin telepathy was real because a few seconds later Atsumu sighed before replying, "To intimidate that crush of yours. He kept starin' at you when you weren't lookin'. It's creepy."
Osamu lifted his head for a second before crouching back down. "He's still starin'."
"Oh my god, you guys. I appreciate you caring for me but focus on what's important, okay? Right now, in your eyes, Asahi is your opponent so just view him as that and nothing more."
And with that, (Y/N) gave the twins another pat on their shoulders before making her way to the bench. Unbeknownst to her, the twins didn't take her advice to heart. Instead, they focused on something else.
"Did ya notice how she's on a first name basis with that guy, 'Tsumu?"
The twin nodded as he placed his hands on his hips, his eyes narrowing on Karasuno's #3 from across the net. "They literally met yesterday, 'Samu! How did that samurai guy make an impression on our manager?!"
Osamu shrugged his shoulders because the answer was a mystery to him as well. "You're just jealous that (Y/N) likes him."
Atsumu whipped his head to glare at his brother. "AM NOT!"
"Are too."
"Am not!"
Osamu sighed, not wanting to continue this argument. "Whatever. We still have to beat them."
"Without question. If he can't beat us then he has no right to even talk to (Y/N)-senpai." Atsumu declared.
"Agreed."
The twins took one more look at Karasuno's ace, making a mental note to pay special attention on the guy… and crush him.
~
National Spring Volleyball Tournament, Round 2
Hyogo Prefecture Rep: Inarizaki High School (3rd Appearance Straight, 31 Appearances Overall)
Versus
Miyagi Prefecture Rep: Karasuno High School (1st Appearance in 5 Years, 9th Appearance Overall)
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It was time. Both teams stood on either side of the court, every member held a sense of seriousness as they tried to make themselves as imposing as possible.
At the sound of the referee's whistle, every emotion seemed to jump to another level. Asahi's hands fidgeted anxiously. Call it paranoia but he felt like he was wearing a large target. It looked like everyone wearing a black Inarizaki uniform were glaring daggers at him. He hoped it was just his imagination.
Then there was (Y/N) by the sidelines. Even from afar, he could see the excitement in her eyes. She looked so angelic with that smile of hers. He felt a wave of relief when he recalled how much support she gave him the day before.
"I’m not saying you should just get over yourself because we all have experienced some level of negative emotion in our lives, right? And it’s not as easy as turning a page in a book. Trust me I know. So believe me when I say this, it’s okay to express those feelings. Maybe one day, you’ll find solace in someone."
Asahi felt his spirits lifted when he thought about (Y/N)'s words. Solace... She didn't know it but that was what she became to him. Her words gave her comfort and alleviated all the strangling roots of anxiety that surrounded him. He smiled to himself at the memory. It was enough to fall for her all over again.
After mentally counting to three, both members of the Karasuno and Inarizaki team bowed down to each other and yelled, "Here's to a good game!"
Asahi's feet moved automatically to where the coaches were standing. His heart was still beating like crazy. His nerves were still going crazy because in a few seconds they were about to play a high caliber team that were the people's favorite to win this whole thing.
That's when Takeda-sensei came to the rescue and provided the much needed words of wisdom. Asahi listened as his head coach spoke, "You know... Two months ago, during the qualifier finals, no one thought we could beat Shiratorizawa either." A bright smile accompanied as he continued, "What say we surprise everyone again!"
"YEAH!!" They shouted in unison with Hinata and Nishinoya jumping with joy.
It was time for the announcer's to present to the crowd the starting lineup. Asahi took a deep breath as he waited for his name to be announced. Not wanting to look any more nervous that he actually is (and to hide away his fidgety hands), Asahi crossed his arms and tried to look brave.
Physically, he looked intimidating. Mentally... Well, it went something like this:
'Daichi's right. Nobody's paying any attention to us. I don't have to be nervous. Nope. Nuh-uh. I'm not nervous at all. Nobody's looking at me. That means I effectively don't even exist!'
With a furrowed brow, Asahi quickly shook his head at the thought.
'Wait, no. Now that I think about it, that was going too far. Heck, it was pretty sad!'
And of course his friends noticed how quiet he became.
"Asahi. Get over here." Daichi called, his voice full of authority and masking the slight anxiety he had. He didn't need his ace player to go down the rabbit hole before the match even started.
Suga couldn't help but laugh as he said, "I don't have to be a mind reader to know there's something laughable on your mind right now."
Daichi narrowed his eyes at Asahi. "Whatever you're thinking, stop it! That's an order!"
It was scary how frightening Daichi can get.
"I-I wasn't thinking a-anything bad." He defended through stutters. "At least... Not anymore."
Before Daichi could reprimand his ace, Suga cuts in with a slap on his shoulder and said, "Hey, don't make it obvious but (Y/N)-san has her eyes on you."
All the thoughts from a moment ago disappeared instantly at the idea of his crush paying attention to him. It gave him a new sense of motivation to play the best that he could. Volleyball was something he was good at, like really good, and (Y/N) took notice of his skills from yesterday's match. If he could impress her even more then maybe... He has a chance.
"Let's win this match and then win some more!" Asahi declared as he made his way to his assigned position. His aura was slowly but surely glowing with confidence.
Daichi and Suga sighed in relief as their ace finally looked mentally ready to play.
"Tell me the truth, Suga, was (Y/N)-san actually looking at Asahi when he wasn't looking?" Daichi asked his vice-captain.
Suga grinned. "Come on, Daichi. Just like I don't have to be a mind reader with Asahi, I don't need to be a psychic with (Y/N)-san. Those two are perfect for each other. Just you wait, a confession is going to happen in the future. Mark my words."
Daichi could only sigh at his friend's words but he didn't say anything against Suga's prediction. Even he could see the effects the pretty Inarizaki manager has on his gentle giant of an ace. He wouldn't be surprised if they kept in touch after all of this is over.
~
Little did anyone know, this wasn't going to be the last day for Inarizaki's manager to be a part of their lives, especially in Asahi's.
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Next: Chapter Four
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hey cj, it's bisexualbrainrots again, and damn you've rotten my brain with kidnapped tommy so i made this. beware i listened to "only love can hurt like this" on loop while writing. big cw though, it's... quite something.
The air is wet, it's always wet down here.
It makes his nose tickle sometimes, and he has to fight every urge not to sneeze, otherwise he gets reprimanded, again and again.
He knows it's stupid to hope, it's been so long he can't even think what day it is. It feels like it's been years though.
But it's okay, nobody's looking for him anyway.
Nobody is.
And yet, he still holds onto his memories, at least for a while before the tears form for reasons other than the constant beating and burning of his skin. He can hold onto that, onto the drinks, the pick-up games, the karaoke trivia nights.
He can hold onto those blue eyes and that birthmark.
He can hold onto someone's who's forgotten him by now.
He stares into the line of light that comes out of the frames of the door, and thinks for one second that he could try and get up, that he could escape.
Except he's so tired, he can barely squirm without shockwaves of pain flowing through his body, it doesn't help that he's barely fed throughout the day. But he's gotten used to that, to that hunger.
He still isn't used to the broken bones though.
Maybe his leg is finally going to heal, or has, he hasn't tried to put his weight on it yet. He's too scared.
He's always been scared.
Maybe that's why he's sabotaged every good thing in his life, maybe… maybe that's why he'll die alone.
Like he was always meant to.
He thinks back to when this started, when he woke up, his hands tied and his body resting on a chair, a chair that soon would fall along with him. He used to scream so loudly, begging for somebody to listen, to find him.
He lost that will a while ago.
He frowns when he hears noises, it's not him though, he's learned to pick up the signs, this is… this is different.
It gets louder and louder. Steps, people talking, they're approaching.
And suddenly, the door breaks and at least five people get inside the room, he has to adjust himself, shutting his eyes from the light that's almost blinding him. It's not like there wasn't any light in here, there is a lamp above him, but it was always warm and low.
This… this was too much.
“Tommy… Tommy!” he feels a hand touch his shoulder, and as his eyes flutter open he sees her.
Athena.
“W-what…?” his jaw hurts, he's still recovering from the hit he took yesterday, and he remembers the sting when he had to chew that stale bread. He refocuses on the woman in front of him, the woman he hasn't seen in months.
Her brows are furrowed, but it doesn't look angry or confused she's… worried.
And it hits something inside his chest.
“You’re okay now, we’ve–we’ve found you Tommy” she looks at him fondly before she stands up, while the rest of the people search things around the room.
One of the kneels, and asks if he can stand, offers him to lift him. But he just shakes his head to both questions, and tells them, in an extremely weak voice, that he just wants to rest.
His hands are freed, and it's weird, not having those ropes on them anymore.
The group tries to give him small talk, but he's still so tired, he just wants to sleep.
All he wanted was to sleep.
Until he heard him.
“Tommy!”
It was gutural, like he was desperate.
In less than a second he had those blue eyes way too close to his, and he didn't know what to think, or feel.
He lifted his hand, searching for his face, and smiled weakly when he got to touch his cheeks. His wet cheeks.
“You’re not a dream…”
Evan chuckled “Of course I'm not a dream… God, Tommy” he felt his upper body being lifted and winced, hissing at the pain still very much alive “Shh s-sorry baby… I'm so sorry”
He looked up. His head was resting in Evan's lap, and Evan was holding— clinging onto his shoulders, like he was about to disappear if his hands weren't touching him.
He smiled at him “D-don’t be sorry… I’m okay now”
He blinked when he felt something wet hit his face, and when he looked well he say it.
Evan was crying, or well, sobbing, his speech were hard to understand too. But he could follow.
“S-something was wrong and I didn't know, I'm sorry Tommy I didn't know, I didn't know”
There's nothing he wanted more than to lean in and kiss the tears away, but he was so comfortable right now, he was about to fall asleep.
But he had to say something before.
So he shakes his head, giving him a comforting smile “It-it’s okay… I never… expected anyone to look for me anyways”
And he gave in to his slumber.
At least if he died he wasn't alone anymore.
Praying with everything I have that I don’t plagiarize when I eventually write my fic but this was too good to avoid reading 😭 😭 😭
#you wanna write the whole thing instead??!#100k please#very detailed#bucktommy#tommy kinard#I love that song so much btw#when I was on jury duty in 2022 I listened to it on repeat on my way to and from the courthouse
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