#I'm feeling full of beans ๐Ÿซ˜!
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silverselfshippingchaos ยท 8 months ago
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Obligatory "I'm feeling full of beans!" in honor of M.atthew V.andham day
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kissy-leechie-blog ยท 3 months ago
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Lucas/Shredder Bean's bio - (KBF Fanoc)
Basic Information:
Name: Shredder Beanย 
Real (Full) name: Lucas (Luke) Flat Whiteย 
Sex, gender, pronounce(s): Male (He/Him)
Age: Adult (younger than Killer Bean)
Sexual preference: Unspecifiedย 
Occupation: Shadow bean/assassin
Weapon(s) of choice: Silver Sickles
Eye color: Greyย (or Gray)
Statues:
Speed - โ˜…โ˜…โ˜…โ˜…โ˜…
Strength - โ˜…โ˜…โ˜…โ˜†โ˜†
Durability - โ˜…โ˜…โ˜†โ˜†โ˜†
Intelligence - โ˜…โ˜…โ˜…โ˜…โ˜†
Attire, size & height.
Shredder wears a green fur-hooded vest complete with light artificially designed long boots. He occasionally wears a cream-colored sweater in his attire. During a mission, he puts on a mask including a cloth that was also artificially designed.
- He's the same size and height as most beans, though in my headcanon he is slightly shorter than Killer Bean.ย 
Character Description:
One of the remaining shadow beans is Lucas Flat White (a.k.a Shredder Bean). The fastest assassin fights with two silver sickles, displaying engraved symbols of two white orcas. He may appear intimidating and mysterious when encountered, but once his facial gear gets ripped off, the worry instantly dies down, the moment you take a glimpse of his face. His normal looks contrast from his sharp, slightly glooming attire to his light, soft, calming demeanor. He may be quick to slice beans in the back but would slow down to spare others if they begged for mercy. Unlike his "reckless inspiration" (Killer Bean), he challenges the spared beans to prove that they're worthy of living, on the condition that they would complete what he asks them to do, unbeknownst to the agency. He takes amusement in making others work if they plead for a second chance. As cruel as this sounds, this is a perfect advantage for Lucas, given he's sympathetic and prefers to maintain his morality by doing what's right and fair to both parties. Even though he's assigned to kill, he thought it wouldn't hurt to spare some beans (even if they would last for a few seconds after failing to win against Shredder) Afterall, the shadow beans are trained to protect civilians from threats or some form of evil among them. At least that's what's been taught by the agency.ย 
Getting to know him outside his mission may seem simple judging by his chill and non-uptight attitude. However, you'll slowly learn that he's quite talkative, bold, and sometimes cocky which makes him annoying to some, especially Killer Bean.ย 
(Minimum) Background/Origins/Backstory [CURRENTLY UNCOMPLETED.]:
Even though he was raised in a warm environment (a farm), his preferences had transitioned from warm to cold environments as Lucas learns he functions well in much cooler locations, which explains why he wears warm clothes and fights in the cold. His skill in harvesting and cutting through long bulking plants with dull sickles, would eventually become his primary skill in combat, which the agency encouraged then provided a new pair of sickles as his weapon of choice.ย 
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I apologize if some parts were poorly written or vague. It won't remain like this for long as I'm currently trying my best to share as much as stuff as possible with the limited free time I have. ๐Ÿ˜ฅ
Hope this made you feel invested in learning more about Shredder! ๐Ÿ’š๐Ÿซ˜
Art, Shredder Bean/Lucas Flat White - Lydia-Morphmen
Killer Bean, Killer Bean Forever - Jeff Lew
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coffeecatsandhealth ยท 7 days ago
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12/18/24
Doing a brain dump. Why? Because I'm doing ketamine therapy in a little bit here and my mind tends to wander quite a bit while I'm doing a session.
Went to yoga class today and I'm feeling good about having went. The benefits are already showing because I'm noticing less tightness in my hips and discomfort on and off that I had been feeling just in general around my spine / back for the last few weeks. I'm definitely not the most limber and I am the biggest person in class but I'm there and I'm pleased that I'm seeing positives in such a short period of time already.
I'm impressed by my yoga instructor. She's 70 and she's bendy af. She puts everyone in the room to shame. You'd think that she's been doing yoga her whole life but apparently she's only been doing it for the last 10 years. So that gives me a lot of hope actually that if she can get that good starting yoga at 60 there's some hope for me yet.
I made crock pot chili which I can't eat until after my at home ketamine session because there's the risk of nausea. I'm using Mindbloom right now instead of the IV method in a clinic because it's a lot cheaper but it's not as interesting of an experience to be honest. I dont have any psychedelic experience using the at home compounded pills that are provided even though I'm at the highest dose. Its different for everyone, so not gonna lie I get bored during my ketamine session. I'm trying to focus on a mantra during the time and let the ketamine do it's thing so it can rewire my brain and heal it. I trust the process but that doesn't mean it's not boring waiting for it to work. I'm supposed to avoid negative stuff afterward so no more tiktok for me today.
I'm going to be so stoked to finally have the chili when I can. I bought some crock pot cookbooks a few weeks back so this is a recipe I haven't tried before. I sampled some a few hours ago and it tasted good but was also insanely hot so I didn't have more than a teaspoon full. This recipe includes ground turkey and sausage and a heck of a lot of different beans ๐Ÿซ˜. It also required tomato sauce like pasta sauce... which I thought was odd and I wasn't sure about, but I trusted the process and it seems to have turned out well from what I can tell of my little sampling earlier. I can smell it right now though so it sucks that I can't have any yet. I'm going to have a salad beforehand to try and be extra healthy and then I'm going to town on that chili.
I'm going to do a quick meditation beforehand and then bam ketamine time.
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annerbhp ยท 1 year ago
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๐Ÿซ˜โœจ๐Ÿ„
Spill the beans. What's a new project you're doing this year?
I don't really have anything new, per se. I'm mostly just trying to finish the ideas and drafts I already have rolling around. I do have one fic I'm trying to pull another narrative sleight of hand that's pretty exciting. It's always nice to see if I can fool the reader well enough to pull something off. I'm also trying to play with a few tropes in new ways, which I always dig. But if I could also get this epic 150,000 word fic I've been picking at for two years finished, that would be lovely.
mostly I just want to finish SOMETHING. Anything would do. I'm not picky. 2024, year of just FINISHING SOMETHING ALREADY.
What's one area of your writing that you think needs the least amount of improvement?
Uh. Wow. I think I hate this question. Like, everything can always improve? And maybe one area works well for someone for a while and then it suddenly betrays them? Look, writing is a slippery thing. And right now it all feels hard and impossible and in need of improvement. but maybe...I think I can do a good job with making sure I know what is driving all the characters at a given time, rather than letting their actions or words be shaped by what would help the plot or the main pairing or whatever. So, I hope that all the characters in the story feel full of real life. Ugh, that was awful. thanks so much.
Are there any fandoms you've never written for but want to try?
Oh, so many. I've had this one Princess Leia fic idea rolling around in my head forever. Probably ever since I read that Courtship of Princess Leia book or whatever and was like...uh, no. But talk about an intimidating fandom! Wowza. As a casual watcher, I feel like I first need a dissertation in the universe before even poking a toe in.
I also absolutely adore Steve Rogers/Darcy Lewis and would to love to write something for them. Or one of my earliest loves like Tom/B'Elanna or Darcy/Elizabeth. I also have not found the perfect fic to scratch my post-canon itch for Love Between Fairy and Devil.
Thanks for the ask!
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silverselfshippingchaos ยท 8 months ago
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY MATTHEWWWWWWWW
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silverselfshippingchaos ยท 9 months ago
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the thing about m.atthew is that even in the most serious of scenes, the way his hair bobs up and down always distracts me
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silverselfshippingchaos ยท 9 months ago
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m.att is just like me fr (forgetting that r.iku exists)
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silverselfshippingchaos ยท 11 months ago
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literally what is he on about
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silverselfshippingchaos ยท 1 year ago
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I love projecting my sexuality onto my f/os
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silverselfshippingchaos ยท 1 year ago
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LOOK AT HOW CUTE HE IS!!
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silverselfshippingchaos ยท 1 year ago
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he's soooo cute!!
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silverselfshippingchaos ยท 7 days ago
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this animation is so cute!
I don't think matt is much of a morning person... would some kisses help?
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silverselfshippingchaos ยท 1 month ago
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this scene lives in my head rent free akdjajsj
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silverselfshippingchaos ยท 8 months ago
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I mean... I'll shut him up!
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silverselfshippingchaos ยท 1 year ago
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this line is so badass!!!
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silverselfshippingchaos ยท 10 months ago
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A full list of f/o tags!
Maxi: the dandy of the south seas ๐ŸŒŠ ๐Ÿค
Kyohei: kissing in the van ๐Ÿ’
Aqua: a heaven full of stars ๐Ÿ’™โค๏ธ
Demyx: kiss water kiss!
Felix: heart-to-heart combat โš”๏ธ
Balthus: king of grappling deez nuts ๐Ÿ‘Š
Shura: skunk time ๐Ÿฆจ
Atlas: just call me firewood ๐Ÿชต๐Ÿช“
Tibarn: let's eat worms together ๐Ÿฆ…
Muarim: i wouldn't dare raise a claw ๐Ÿ’š
Haar: i showed you my wyvern please respond ๐Ÿ’ค
Eizen: earth and fire โ˜ ๏ธ
Seifer: your knight until the end ๐Ÿค
Basch: my desert flower ๐Ÿฅ€
Yaag: let's believe in eternity ๐Ÿ’ง
Gladio: send (cup) noods tonight ๐Ÿœ
Vivian: our own hideaway ๐Ÿ”ฎ
Dunban: blossom dance! ๐ŸŒธ
Akhos: the poet and the muse ๐Ÿ–
Matthew: i'm feeling full of beans ๐Ÿซ˜!
Adam: as human as it gets ๐Ÿฆพ
Chai: masala te chai โ˜•๏ธ
Willow: man in a movie ๐ŸŒฟ
Vik: you make night city brighter ๐ŸŒƒ
Adriana: an oath of love ๐ŸŒŸ๐Ÿ›ก
Date: my partner in (not) crime ๐Ÿ”
Fumiya: mask off ๐ŸŽญ
Hikari: it's always been you ๐Ÿ
Percy: your bullet bullet bullet ๐Ÿฉถ๐Ÿ–ค
Mr. H: a cup of coffee for the road โ˜•๏ธ?
Rune: steal me away ๐Ÿ‰
Akiteru: your #1 fan ๐Ÿ
Garrus: can't calibrate this one ๐ŸŒŒ
Shepard: i'm with you until the end ๐ŸŒŒ
Kyojiro: a baker and a criminal walk into a bar...
Platonic F/Os
Dante: let's hunt demons together ๐Ÿ’
Ignis/Noctis/Prompto: chocobros ๐Ÿฃ
Raines: and we dared to dream ๐Ÿค
Yagami: tabo time โš–๏ธ!
Eraqus: my dad (boogie woogie woogie)
Riku: star-fruit ๐Ÿ’ซ
All other KH characters: our hearts as one!
Clive: find the flame ๐Ÿ”ฅ
Berseria Party: why do birds fly ๐Ÿ•Š?
Turks: black suits โ™ ๏ธ
Zack: puppy eyes ๐Ÿถ
Van Gang: vroom vroom ๐Ÿ›ž
Sylvain: you get it โค๏ธ
Rodrigue: the shield ๐Ÿ›ก
Xianghua and Kilik: does your soul still burn ๐Ÿ”ฅ?
general platonic f/o tag: my beloved pals
Crushes
Kiryu (and Ryoma): shark attack ๐Ÿฆˆ!
Mine (and Hijikata): you were beautiful ๐Ÿ’ธ
Kido: balls out โšฝ๏ธโšฝ๏ธ
Nanba: patch me up ๐Ÿฉน
Seonhee: caught in your web ๐Ÿ•ธ
Hanawa: the real thing about you ๐Ÿ•ถ
Ryusho: heat action ๐Ÿฒ
Tenma: one to ten ๐Ÿฉบ
Grimmer: spring memories ๐Ÿฅช
Goku: my world ๐Ÿงก
Marisa: a crimson flash ๐Ÿ’
Gerik: to be decided ๐Ÿ˜…
Laxus: the roar of the sparkโšก๏ธ
Tsutsumi: sweet as sugar ๐Ÿฌ
Kabru: eyes the color of the sky ๐Ÿ’™
Fjord: my dear captain ๐ŸŒŠ
Mikoto: love like fire ๐Ÿ”ฅโค๏ธ
Haurchefant: hot chocolate tonight ๐Ÿซ?
Boromir: one does not simply fall in love ๐Ÿค
Kili: Kili tag tbd
Alistair: Alistair tag tbd
Will: forged in love ๐Ÿ”ฉ
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