#I'm begging paola

[xx-midnight-candy-goblin-xx]

No way these are the same people 😭

I hope Jackson regains his silly in Season 3 😭😭😭😭

Also how the fuck did all this shit happen in a four month period?? Like, it starts September 1989, and now we're in January 1990???? wHaR???

[hawkins-losers]

Oh my god. I am BEGGING you for some punk reader x Eddie Munson bc all I could find is prissy pretty readers and no punk ones :( to be more specific: Dom!! Punk reader x Sub Eddie Munson (unless you don't feel like writing smut then just punk reader headcanons are A-ok with me!)

I feel you! I'm tired of seeing everyone saying Eddie would get with some girl-next-door cheerleader just because we saw him with Chrissy. I'm not hating on them, but why wouldn't Eddie be with someone from his crowd?

A/N Some of these headcanons I’ve taken inspiration from personal experiences. I wouldn’t consider myself a punk, but I do not fit the girl-next-door mold. I grew up listening to emo, pop punk, rock and (some) metal music. My hair is red and I wear docs everyday...

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Going to the music store to buy records and sharing your discoveries at home/borrowing each other’s records

Driving around Hawkins late at night and having jamming session in his van

Kissing at red lights

Bumping up the volume at red lights to scare the car next to you

Buying bigger size band tees so Eddie can wear them too

You were his punk rock princess and he was your garage band king 

Going to his band’s shows at the local bar, getting along with his friends and knowing all the lyrics because you got to hear them before everyone else

Flipping off that one girl that’s basically drooling at your boyfriend while he’s on stage

Going to concerts together 

And going into the mosh-pits 

Having road trips to see your favorite bands play and sleeping in dodgy motels because you underestimated how uncomfortable the back of the van was for sleeping

Getting matching piercings or tattoos, just because

Surprising him with nipple piercings

Learning to play guitar and wanting to get your own

Writing a song together

Convincing Eddie to go to prom with you and wearing boots or converse under your prom dress 

Leaving halfway through prom to have your own prom with better music

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[rinnysega]

Maybe I'm just dumb and am missing something, but I still don't quite understand why Bruno blames himself so much/thinks he didn't try to save Gustavo (though, I guess with the latter, the trauma of it all could have blocked out that memory). Like, it all happened so fast, Bruno didn't even have time to share his vision with Gustavo before he turned and fell.

You're not dumb! It was a build up of small things that led to his trauma of thinking he caused the fall:

1. The first is being overwhelmed by strangers thinking he's evil. The refugees fleeing the poverty brought on by The Great War in 1916 brought with them new traumas Bruno had no idea how to handle. Up until this point, everyone who he gave a vision to was someone who watched him grow up and would ask him little things like will I be pretty or how many kids will I have. Now he's bombarded by complete strangers begging him to tell them about the fate of their loved ones left behind. They don't understand how his powers work, and when Bruno sees these horrible visions of their children being killed, they blame him. They're suffering too, and unfortunately, Bruno becomes their scapegoat to unleash their anger upon either passively like in the schoolyard rhyme or physically like when the woman assaulted him with rocks. It built up over the course of several months and without Alma letting him see his friends and give him breaks to heal and process his own feelings, they were manifesting into bad thoughts about himself. 2. Bruno was already in a deep emotional headspace the day of the accident. His only way to cope with everything going on was to write these fantasies of him and Gustavo because while he knew it was unhealthy to obsess over him, it was the only thing he had to bring him any type of comfort at the time. That being said, the last passage he wrote was angst. He didn't write about their love being perfect or being happy. He started to write out a tragedy where Gustavo didn't love him back.

3. That same moment Gustavo coming across him and they had a conversation was already messing with Bruno's mental state. His head was in several different places, but he was trying so hard to focus on having a good moment with him, but it was hard to keep it together when Gustavo asked to see his journal. And when he did what Gustavo does by teasing him and taking it from him, it caused a panic attack that went along with an involuntary vision, leaving him desperate and helpless and already at the brink of an emotional wreck where he couldn't tell if Gustavo was reading it or not. But he swears he did read it because of his silence. His mental state at the time was that bad things happen to him, and thus Gustavo was reading it because that would be a bad thing. 4. And you're right, it did happen so fast. When he got the vision, he hesitated to say what it was, and he only asked them to stop fighting even when he saw just how close Gustavo was to the edge. In his Confession scene, he confesses that he knew he would fall, but he didn't stop it because to Bruno, he was so certain that Gustavo read his journal, and he was close to a nervous breakdown to imagine the one thing he loved that brought him happiness after months of seclusion and trauma would be taken away by Gustavo’s disgust and hatred of him. 

To him, this was his fault and he blames himself because despite constantly being compared to Pedro and being pressured to be a good Madrigal, he feels he's inadequate and a coward. 

He feels if he had put aside his own fears and mental turmoil and just loved Gustavo no matter what the outcome of him reading his journal was, he would have done the right thing by telling him to come down from the edge. But he didn't, and now he lives with that severe guilt that maybe he does make bad things happen, and it sparks his superstitious nature as well as him growing up to have some messy ideas about what love is.

I hope that helps! When it comes to how Hernando and Paola remember that day, they were right, but like you said, the trauma of it all blocked his memory because Bruno feels he’s the villain in that situation, and his mental state reaffirms him of that. 

Thank you for reading!!!

[ughgclden]

ok first of all

these were my thoughts for the first half of the movie (yes I texted it all to Paola, what about it)

the other half.. first of all - Knox needs to stop being a creep. like when Chet started like punching him I was so sure that he would be the one to die (I'm gonna be honest, I read a spoiler that one of them would die and I tried to mentally prepare myself). I mean, I was kind happy he would be the one to die (don't get me wrong, I love him, but Charlie and Neil have my heart). but then he got away with it and k was like 🙃 does that mean someone else will die.

(also let me quickly mention that cHARLIE PLAYING THE SAXOPHONE- not be a whore but oHmYgOd 😩🥺💋😽💦)

ANYWAYS - Neil's father is a cunt. I knew from the beginning of Neil's acting acrreer that his nasty ass dad would find out and get in the way. guess what?? I was right. I was so hopeful when Mr Keating told Neil to talk with his dad (I'm a naive bitch IG), but it was really obvious that they hadn't had that conversation when Mr Keating asked him abt it the next day. like I'm gonna be honest - he's not a very good liar.

AND THEN NEIL IS THE WONDERFUL ACTOR THAT HE IS AND I ACTUALLY THINK EVERYTHING'S GOING TO TURN OUT OKAY AND THEN HIS CUNT OF A FATHER COMES IN AND IM JUST LIKE 🖕🖕🖕🖕 AND THEY TAKE HIM HOME AND THEY HAVE A FIGHT AND YET AGAIN I THINK NEIL'S GONNA TELL HIM HOW HE FEELS BUT HE DOESNT AND KM JUST LIKE 😭😭‼️

and me being a slow ass bitch thinks he's going to run away after that and I'm like "soo who's going to die??? cuz like Neil's about to escape, so it must be Knox right???". BUT GUESS WHAT. HE DOESN'T RUN AWAY - HE KILLS HIMSELF. and I jsut stared at the screen for two minutes before bursting out in tears :). AND THEN THE SCENE WHERE TODD CRIES 💔 it really got me and I cried again.

and then Cameron... OH HOW I HATE THAT BITCH. GO FUCK URSELF YOU RAT. he ratted them out and then Mr Keating had to leave and k was abt to cry again. and then they EXPELLED MY BF </3 what is this. but the last scene ... it's was so emotional and I ended up crying one last time. O CAPTAIN MY CAPTAIN 😭😭😭😭

to sum up; fuck this movie. I hate it. pain. agony. new favourite movie.

the rollercoaster of these thoughts and emotions rly sums up the dps viewing experience and i love it.

and omg so true bestie,, the whole knox and chris storyline is just PAINFUL to watch why did they devote so much time to that i hate it i hate it sm- just leave her alone im begging you

"pain. agony. new favourite movie." if that wasn't me after watching it the first time pLEASHJEFFH

in conclusion: society if dps ended after the play / if neil ran away;