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🙃 I hate this fucking bodyyyyyy. Both hips out and my legs just went "Well, function is optional and spasms are fun! Suffer!" and it's not like it's fuckin anything any doctor can fuckin fix because my body doesn't have the good grace to have dramatic cinematic ailments, just weird fuckery that would just make them go "huh. that's new. have you tried exercising?" and I want to bite tear kill but I can't because I'm fucking stuck in bed
#froggy's chronic bullshit#vent post#<- felt exceptionally needed this time#I'm basically fine#Or as fine as I can be#Me leggys just dun work
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drew some creatures at the amnh :0
#sketchbook stuff#artists on tumblr#went to the butterfly pavilion too#they had an exhibit called opulent ocean and gOSH :'D#basically it was like old science/field drawings(??) of marine life but museum made them#into these huge posters on the wall and they were really gorgeous to see up close oauuauaughhgh#knew I forgot something at homehahhsfs aka my brush and the incorrect charger cord#would've stayed longer but my phone was kinda running out of battery#some of the exhibits are kinda dark so I'm just scribbling away colors/hoping they look fine hAHA#kinda interesting to see them later in normal light#edit: hmm...what if I made a pdf of all the museum/aquarium drawings#edit: also huh I am like...2/3 done with this sketchbook#which is kinda cool becasue I started it in february#also almost done with the birthday sketchbook from last year
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Lone warrior: 50%
#double life spoilers#basically the entire dlsmp#Didn't compile every single frame I finished but heck it this is 50% done and its barely presentable#BUT I'm tired of struggling in secret so I'm going to struggle in public from now on.#Can anyone hear me? I hope this reaches at least one person that sorta see where I'm going with this#yeah i over-scoped this but im stubborn as hell so its probably fine#I have a bunch of sketches related to this amv that i havent even shown anyone yet so im going to post them in a bit.
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everyone has to be a little less mean to themselves about not reading enough books. letting go of reading as a pride thing is the first step to relearning how to actually enjoy reading for pleasure again. it's totally fine to start with a novella or with a comic or with a field guide or with literature meant for someone younger instead of being mad at yourself for not grokking ulysses in a week. just vary your diet and you'll be good.
i'm a literature scholar, i'm the one who has to be strict with myself about page counts and citations. you all? do what you want, just read and have fun.
#seeing so much “no one reads anymore! i don't read anymore!” doom and gloom everywhere#stop that! go read a 50 page novella as slowly as you want and sleep soundly at night.#none of you are stupid. fake concept.#however: many of you are wrong#victor text#also: i was assigned ulysses. had to read it in a week#it was basically fine as long as i used the big annotated guide of What Aspects Of Contemporaneous Irish Culture Were Being Referenced Here#with a big helping of 'oh okay that would have been impossible to intuit on my own i'm so glad i looked it up'
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HATE that I'm randomly remembering this post relating to shuichi's development because I feel like crying now
still can't fathom the people who say saihara had no development like the fuck? sorry but did you play the game
In chapter one, Saihara is weak- he relies heavily on Kaede and sticks with her for practically the whole chapter
In the trial, he is too scared to reveal the truth of the crime to everyone, fearful of condemning yet another person
the biggest point to mention here, though is that Saihara didn't try to stop her death. He's not strong enough to at this point
Kaito is furious, exclaiming to him that he *should* have done something, that she had BELIEVED in him, and that she had 'passed her wish' onto him, yet he did NOTHING to stop her death
let's just say saihara definitely took this to heart- (5 chapters later of growth and support thanks to kaito and look here)
this line-
THIS LINE DAMMIT
IT SHOWS HOW MUCH SAIHARA HAS GROWN
KAITO PUT HIS FAITH IN HIM AND HE'S MANAGED TO CHANGE HIM FOR THE BETTER
#this is no analysis post because I suck at those#I just feel really passionate about this line because it showcases saihara's development PERFECTLY#shaking all the saihara haters by their shoulders and showing them this evidence#it's fine to not like him but I better not hear anyone say he has no development and stays a weak pathetic ass without change#sksksk I love shuichi's dynamic and relationship with kaito so much I'm rambling like a madman#I could add soooo much more to this but it'll basically turn into my regular saimota word vomit so let's not#shuichi saihara#kaito momota#drv3#drv3 spoilers
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So the other day I was (lightly) hit by a truck backing out of its driveway (don't worry, it was a lil bonk with the tailgate at best), and this exchange occurred.
Guy across the street clearly realizing he'd almost seen a woman run over, screaming: OH MY GOD ARE YOU OK Me, shaking my hand off, opening my mouth before I can think: I'm so sorry!? Guy driving truck, head shooting out the window: did YOU JUST APOLOGIZE to ME when I FUCKING HIT YOU WITH MY TRUCK??? Me, not thinking again: YES, I'M SORRY. I AM OK. SORRY. BARELY TAPPED ME. Guy in truck: WHY THE FUCK - Lady's voice from inside the truck: BECAUSE YOU'RE NOW A MAN SCREAMING AT A WOMAN LIKE YOU'RE ANGRY, YOU'RE WHY WE DO THIS. Guy: BUT I'M MAD FOR HER, NOT- Lady: YOU'RE STILL YELLING, STOP FUCKING SCARING HER ERIC.
Anyway so that joke about 'I would apologize to you if you ran me over' is apparently somewhat accurate for me, RIP.
#I instinctively default to 'I AM SORRY' when basically anything bad happens#had this same thing happen in the parking lot of a grocery store once. apologized. for being hit?#do i tag this anxiety???#anyway i'm fine not even a bruise
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year of the dragon!
#furina#neuvillette#genshin impact#furina genshin#neuvilette genshin#neuvifuri#though honestly i'm fine with this being interpreted as romantic or platonic#i've fallen deep into a genshin impact pit basically#my art#idk... i like them... my french little freaks..#i could ramble a lot more. but i will save that for another time
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I will never not be weak about Kyoko being so aggressive and hateful towards Sayaka because she reminded her of her past self, and yet for the same reasons ending up falling for her and wanting to protect her to the point of sacrificing her own life to not abandon her
#madoka magica#Kyosaya#kyoko sakura#sayaka miki#pmmm#puella magi madoka magica#mahou shojo madoka magica#I'm absolutely fine#The song And I'm Home exist and is basically canon them afterlife#aaaaaaahhhhh
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Some requests were for modern AU so I played dress up with Erik in some modern outfits 😊
#The Phantom of the Opera#Phantom of the Opera#erik#poto#my art#they are kind of basic listen I'm not a trendy person but I don't think he would be either so it's fine#hopefully these cover some scenarios for fanfic visualization needs 😊#everytime a client asks for 'gen z' clothes I am reminded that I have no idea what people wear
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award for most neurotic 13 year old goes to...!!!!
(LOW-EFFORT FUNNIES UNDER CUT)
#mp100#mob psycho 100#kageyama ritsu#ritsu kageyama#Okay. fandom tags out of the way now I get to be annoying#so. um. several things first i havent properly drawn anything digitally since August?#and this is also my first time in several years to do something on a computer. and not my phone#I have yet to invest in any sort of shitty tablet so this is a bit stiffer than i would like but its fine!#I've been for lack of a better word '2018-maxxing' because i managed to get back into mob at the same im back on bandori.#its great. probably#But yeah i dont know how mp100 re-entered my brain it just happens like that sometimes.#This has all reminded me awfully of how formative ritsu was for middle school me .#funny thing i remembered is spending several history classes drawing ritshou. fun times#also caption is completely a lie the average hobbyani protagonist is significantly worse than ritsu but shhhhhh#also how the hell do people come up with backgrounds. i just put colors there because i think theyre cool. if it works it works.#someday I'm going to make myself learn actual composition techniques and anatomy and literally every other art basic
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3.13 | ᴛʜᴇ ʟᴀꜱᴛ ᴏꜰ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛɪᴍᴇ ʟᴏʀᴅꜱ
link to the post I accidentally wound up prattling endlessly about in the tags 💀
#doctor who#tenth doctor#martha jones#david tennant#freema agyeman#(good god. without even meaning to I went into 'psycho stream of consciousness tagging' mode. whoops)#always thinking of that one post#where OP mentions how the writing tries to make it seem like Ten looked right through Martha/etc#which is a good concept for demonstrating his grief. but also isnt what we really see throughout S3#(not saying he wasn't a grieving MESS because he was. but he's a multi-faceted character and he can grieve AND value Martha simultaneously)#but we see such fierce protective instinct+trust; a bond between them that obviously isn't some one-sided affair#+ his clear intent to impress her/be admired and respected by her (apropos the post that inspired this sentiment)#but RTD obviously isn't the most infallible of writers#*cough* [list of reasons I cut down b/c long] *cough*#He can make Martha say “he's not seeing me/he doesn't look at me” but then you just watch with your eyes and you get a different story#It's like the opposite of when Moffat tries to make you believe someone is super important through bold claims without showing his work#instead RTD tries to make you believe Ten is functionally blind to Martha's existence while showing numerous examples of the contrary#then bring in the novels+myspace blog+cartoon that he all signed off on. Which tie together to create a canon backdrop#basically I said all of that to say this—#it's the whole reason I had to make this blog to get this sort of stuff off my chest (even if it's just for me sometimes)—#Ten not only SAW Martha—he trusted+respected+enjoyed+adored her. And it's a good thing#it doesn't cheapen his grief. I feel like people must think it does which is why I constantly see bad unnecessary takes about them#it just means that Martha was SO important to him and it's ok. they had a killer friendship outside the unrequited minutiae and it's ok#there's even a comic where 'someone' makes him believe she's Martha and he makes her change her appearance because “it's still too raw”#Just saying you don't say that sort of thing about someone whose existence you're all blasé about#Martha already gets fucked by the narrative in enough ways without people totally missing her significance in the Doctor's life#you don't have to ship them to appreciate them on a deeper level#anyway. fuck. if you actually read all of these then I'm so sorry#creating this blog has taught me that there are only like two people who feel the same way about tenmartha matters and it’s fine 😂#but if I didn’t give myself an outlet it would probably form a tumor SO there we are then
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i'm rewatching tron uprising again for the first time in a while and I'd forgotten just how... graphic??? some of the violence is
holes punched in chests (multiple occasions)! a bisected guard dragging themself across the floor & trailing digital gore! a (failed) public execution where the prisioners are being pulled apart by lightcycles! dyson's caved-in skull! tron's entire fucking torture scene that was genuinely harrowing to watch! let's carve out his eye! let's carve out tron's fucking eye!
#n0t seri0us#Tron: Uprising#Tron Uprising#ngl I'm having a great time#and I will be forever sad that it got cancelled#u will always live in my heart tron uprising#also I keep referring to tron as 'chronic illness tron' because I was watching him go on his excursion in 'identity' and was like#'i bet he's going to have to rest up for a few days after this'#and then realised he & I were basically having the chronic illness/fatigue experience together LOL#so now whenever he's doing something major I'm internally like 'he's going to be paying for that later :( '#chronic illness tron my beloved#also i still have love for renepaige stored within me like a fine fine wine that's been expertly aged#this is my path & you cannot stop me from loving them
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Oh hey a Stannarrator art wowowowow no way I haven't drawn one on two years (just kidding I'm just lazy)
#the stanley parable#the stanley parable ultra deluxe#tsp#tspud#narrator tsp#tsp narrator#tsp stanley#stanley tsp#mine 💗#stanley x narrator#stanarrator#stannarrator#stannarator#(I really need to draw more of them#but Narratorverse fun uwuowah wauh)#I think also one of the reasons I like Narratorverse so much is because I get to interact with other artists#whereas with Stannarrator I'm basically just drawing all alone (since they're just my own creations)#which is fine#but it feels a bit lonely (and not nearly as fun.)
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You know, if there's absolutely no intention of bringing Tommy back, I want them to never speak of him again.
I don't wanna be baited, and then I can continue with my silly little head canon that they started talking again/are friends. Maybe even fucking in secret if Buck's single. 🤭
#don't know why I felt like putting it out there i just did#oh well#i know i said that's not what i want but it actually is#let me have my make believe world inside my head#I'm totally here for a Riker & Troi type friendship for them where they're basically friendship soulmates#ok yeah they did end up getting married#and so do Buck and Tommy in my mind anyways so that's fine#bucktommy#911 abc#tv shows
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happy halloween
😈💚temporary rebrand teehee
#i know i said I won't be drawing much i lied i couldn't resist drawin myself a little halloween pfp (basically just drew over the original)#i'll try to draw smth for reigen's birthday bc in stubborn#but also i didnt feel any pain from drawing with my finger n phone#so as long as i'm not holding any pen im fine 👍👍#I CANT BE STOP FROM CREATING OK ITS A PART OF ME#anyways#serizawa katsuya#mob psycho 100#mp100
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it felt like home and sunlight and love and cramped motel rooms and a punch in the face and a cold beer and a too big leather jacket and gun oil and home and-
#i'm doing absolutely fine#i'm definitely not thinking about sam knowing it was dean#bc dean's basically the other half of his soul and he would /always/ know the other half of him no matter what#emma rewatches spn#2x1 in my time of dying#spn#wincest#samdean
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