#I'm ao tired grandpa

[elrxiel]

each time a G/wynriel says "Elriels wants Elain to be Gwyn so bad!" I lose another braincell trying to understand how someone can be so delusional and absolutely blind to canon sequences repeated over and over by multiple characters, yet so passionate in looking for clues between the lines (which in most cases, are simply not there, dare I say) and twisting the most obvious scenes to fit their narrative

we're all entitled to our own opinions and preferences but I simply cannot take them seriously when all I see are those opinions absolutely misreading canon text and giving characters qualities they do not possess - or trying to take away the ones they do - because they do not suit some wild theories which have no reasonable grounds to back them up

if you fail to understand Elain's character, qualities and background even if it's stated blankly in the books, that's on you I guess, but don't embarrass yourself saying anyone would like Elain to be Gwyn - I can assure you that while most of Elriels like or even adore Gwyn's character and the others are neutral towards her, all of us here writing about Elain are here for her exactly how she is being portrayed throughout the whole series

we love her exactly how she is and frankly, none of us has to take away anything from other characters

maybe before stating something so profoundly stupid, take a look in the mirror and look up the word "hypocrisy" first

[carryonmyfallencas]

Sometimes grief is a quiet thought in a quiet night, just a smile as some old joke flashes through your mind. The thought comes and then it goes and nothing stops in awe of it, it feels nice and calm and like everything is alright.

But sometimes grief is like a void, eating you alive from inside out. Sometimes grief shows its fangs and it rips you apart as a sudden wave fresh realization hits you, and then nothing makes sense, nothing matters anymore. There are no positive thoughts, then. Only a constant of they're gone they're gone they're gone and their absence is an ocean in which you drown, silent and lonely and with tears on your eyes.