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gottagobuycheese · 2 years ago

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The great thing about night shift is I get to be awake at night and asleep during much of the day, but the annoying thing about it is that it’ll take me like half a year to be funcitonally diurnal again

#this post is brought to you by 5 A.M. me #who could have easily got to bed 3-5 hours ago #but instead stayed up ruminating about life #it started out about life and then somehow in that stream of thought I wanted to remember this specific quote I read in a fic once #then I got distracted rereading about the times when me and the gang were reading it for the first time #ahhh the memories #painful yet cherished #like holding a really hot bowl of soup or something #idk can't think of anything else to describe it #maybe if it weren't 5 in the morning I could #anyways yes this is about gomens bookclub and about shotgun wedding specifically #I'm SURE one of us must've quoted that quote in the discussion channel but maybe I'm misremembering #maybe it was DMs #god there were so many DMs for that fic...#but I can't go to sleep until I find that quote and I know if I open the actual fic that will be The End #and if there is one thing I absolutely cannot afford to do right now it is finish or restart shotgun wedding #maybe after death exam 3 #I feel like I keep deferring all the things I actually want to do until ‘after death exam X’#and then when the opportunity arises to actually Get What I want I just run #and then once the opportunity closes I pretend like It Was Never Meant To Be when really it's just cowardice again and again and again #TOTALLY won't have any lasting consequences or implications for the rest of my life!!#anyways. where was I going with this #oh yeah time to go DM hunting I guess #I'm putting a hard stop at 5:30 though #because there is literally no reason to get less than 6 hours of sleep when I'm working less than 10 hours a day #Cheese's personal molasses #EDIT: 5:22 and IT WASN'T IN THE DM'S JESS HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME I THOUGHT WE QUOTED ALMOST THAT WHOLE FIC AT EACH OTHER AFTER A POINT #maybe it was only that one chapter #anyways if anyone has been reading this sentimental nonsense and happens to remember that quote about not storing happiness on a shelf and—#expecting it to keep well; please tell me. I found the nge quote but I couldn't find this one and it is BOTHERING ME SO MUCH

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