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[imabillyami]

WIP Wednesday

(It's technically Thursday 8am where I am, so this is more of a WIP Thursday, but then again I never cared much for the rules.)

Tagged by the wonderful @jeysbvck 💜 Thank you, dear friend!

This is something I've been working on for a while, another one of my Samijey snippets. Hope you enjoy.

Warning: We're teetering the edge of 18+ territory (M) for a while, but nothing of the sort actually happens. The word "stop" is used and honored. Because consent is sexy. (Also a bit of angst.)

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When they finally made it to Sami’s hotel room, the Honorary Uce grabbed his waist and pulled him into a bruising kiss as soon as the door had fallen shut behind them. 

Stunned for a moment, he didn’t kiss back until Sami let out a frustrated grunt and put his hands into Jey’s hair, tugging at the strands, dragging him even closer, his mouth turning even more demanding. And okay if that’s how it was - if that’s how Sami wanted to play, Jey would give back as good as he got. 

His own hands wandered down to Sami’s ass, grabbing it roughly to hoist the man up, their arousals brushing together as Sami’s legs came around him, making both of them moan into each other’s mouths. 

With Sami’s weight completely relying on him, he stumbled for a moment, but thankfully caught himself quickly, before they could fall flat on their asses. 

He carefully carried his man across the room, never breaking their contact, their tongues and mouths and teeth still licking and biting and punishing each other mercilessly, and unceremoniously dropped them onto the bed, trying his best to not crush Sami when he landed on top of him. 

Sami’s legs quickly untangled from around him and their hands made quick work of each other’s clothing - shirts, pants, socks, boxers flying all over the place. He was pretty sure he heard one of his shoes knock over a lamp or a vase or something but it wasn’t like he cared - not with Sami all hot and bothered and angry and naked beneath him. 

Yes, Sami was undoubtedly still angry at him, he could feel it in every fiber of his body, every touch, every sharp nip of his teeth, every pull of his hand in Jey’s hair. 

He wasn’t opposed to the roughness of it, hell he welcomed it. It was what was familiar to him.

The anger, the aggression, the disappointment, the fighting. It was way less scary being like this than being vulnerable with each other. So he was almost ecstatic to be finally doing something he was actually familiar with and good at. 

Anger he could do. 

Aggression he could handle. 

Especially if he deserved it. 

And deserve it he did. 

When he ripped his mouth away to bite his way down Sami’s neck, the other man suddenly grew very still under him.

“Stop!” 

One word and Jey immediately drew back, moving off of Sami’s body and retreating all the way to the foot of the bed, until they were no longer touching. Putting distance between their undressed bodies. 

Sami was still where he left him, chest rising and falling rapidly, trying to get his breathing under control. 

When he finally spoke he did so softly.

“We shouldn’t be doing this. Not like this.” 

He searched Jey’s eyes with his own and Jey saw the many conflicting emotions in them - lingering anger, love, care, annoyance, lust, compassion, frustration.

“Alright” he replied, staying rooted to his spot at the bottom of the bed, waiting for Sami’s next move. When nothing but silence followed, he decided to take over. 

“You wanna talk?” he inquired carefully. He didn’t wanna set Sami off in any way. 

He understood why the other man had stopped things before they could get too out of hand - he knew they would probably have ended up hurting each other in some way or shape or form, and he didn’t want that. Not with Sami. 

It was what he was used to, yes. But they were better than that. They were more than that. 

He never ever wanted to hurt Sami. Never again. He knew that was a promise that’d be impossible to keep, but he was glad that Sami put an end to things for now. 

“I’d rather not. I’m too angry with you right now. And I don’t wanna hurt you. And I’m not saying I don’t wanna talk at all. I just need some time to calm myself and collect my thoughts y’know? I don’t wanna say something I don’t mean.”

“Okay. But we’ll be fine?” Sami’s gaze softened at the vulnerability in his voice. 

“Of course Jey. We’ll be fine. I promise.” He reached out a hand and Jey immediately scooted closer to wrap his own around it, holding on tightly as relief flooded through him. 

“Alright. You want me to leave?” Leaving was the last thing he wanted to do right now, but if Sami needed space to himself, he’d respect that. 

“No. No. It’s- I want you here. Just…” 

“No talking for now?”

“Yes.” Sami breathed a sigh of relief.

“Aight, I can do that.” 

Jey let go of Sami’s hand and got up from the bed to collect their strewn clothes from the floor, placing Sami’s at the foot of the bed, before starting to put on his own boxers and joggers. He wanted to feel comfortable still, despite the tense situation between them, so he didn’t bother with the shirt. 

He retreated to the bathroom, mostly to give them both a breather, but also to throw some cold water in his face and cool down what little of his arousal was still left. 

When he looked at himself in the bathroom mirror he berated himself. 

Sami was so good and loved him so deeply and openly, and he just kept fucking things up time and time again. 

And all because he was scared. Scared of his own damn feelings. Scared to share the burden he felt was his to carry. Scared to stand up to his own damn family.

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No pressure tags (no idea who did it already and who didn't): @shanie-the-komania-toyaddict @jeyuwuso @harmshake @afterdarkprincess @crxssjae and anyone else who loves writing and wants to participate!

[annbourbon]

9 People you wanna Know Better:

Thanks for the tag @kpchrs

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I disappeared for a while~ but I'm back!!! Sorry to leave this hanging on for so long.

No pressure tags: @icedart21 @ginatrerotola @smol-grey-tea @yooseven-heaven @theoddlydrawnmuffins @theliteraryarchitect @cherrychipheart @bl00000g @playlistbyjo @mirusuchanne

(i would mention you too @kpchrs but lol you're already here~, although I do want to get to know you better♡)

Three ships: This took me some time lol but besides Spuffy which I'm not even gonna mention because it's obvious by now:

I guess it's Kisten Phelps x Rachel Morgan (The Hollows), Anna x Hao (Shaman King) and Yeon-Joo x Kang Chul (W: Two Worlds)

I added some honorable mentions to: Rachel Morgan x Trent Kalamack (i'm still unsure about this lol but i do love them because it wasn't love at first sight but it progressed slowly~), Inuyasha x Kagome (Inuyasha) and Tomoe x Nanami (Kamisama Kiss)

First Ship: lol it's so difficult but I guess the one that made me go down really badly was Hao x Anna (Shaman King) which was the reason I started to write fanfics, and the reason I decided to become a fashion designer (still working on this), and basically the reason I'm most of the person I'm right now~

Also I would add Kisten x Rachel because this ship was the one that made me love jazz and blues... and cured my depression in so many ways it made me go back to write and to start learning languages, and many other things. I didn't even think that was possible. Rachel Morgan is kind of... well is a redhead version of me lol we have a lot of things in common tbh~ even the way she acts it's 🤦🏻‍♀️🤣😭 yes, that's me. I wish I could say it's getting better and I'm less impulsive but sometimes I crave chaos I guess? Dunno~

Last Song: You Belong with Me by Taylor Swift (TV)

Last Movie: I've been into series lately but the kast movie I saw was, A Man Called Otto (I loved it and I'm gonna make a brief review on it soon~ it was on HBO Max but it's not anymore~ if you can catch it, watch it. You'll never regret it. It's very sweet♡)

Currently Watching: True Blood. Yeah~ I haven't finished yet lol mid season 5 of True Blood, watching Law School again~, just finished with Spinning Out series like yesterday~, Mr. Queen. Yes. Still watching. I'm on episode 18 so I'll be finishing this ine pretty quickly. Went back to Crash Landing On You because it's the thing that makes me swoon lol.... add Gossip Girl because it's good noise to work with lolol

Stopped Hotel Del Luna on E8. And My Demon by episode 10 rn.

Watching House (S3E17) S.W.A.T. (S.1.Ep7), Ready set love ep.2, True Beauty S1E13, Gilmore Girls S6E2 (can you believe I still have to finish watching it first time here?), 2 Broke Girls S1E17, Supernatural S13E14,

Watching Parasite (E2), Ouran Host Club again~ E10, and I'm definitely actively watching Angel's Last Mission: Love.... I might be forgetting more of these but y'all have my lists here~ in case you're curious or want some recs.

Currently Reading: Gone Girl by Gillian Flynn,

Why does he do that? by Lundy Bancroft, and Grimm's Fairytales (ADHD is real lol) I cannot focus on just one book cause I get distracted and easily bored by reading these books... although gotta be honest, my main issue is that I'm doing this as part of my studies, which makes my ADHD worsen.

I need these books, and while I'm reading I'm also taking notes~~~ and I'm also thinking on many ways to quote and use these on the videos I'm working rn... and I'm currently working on at least 6 videos, and my future streaming... sooooooo yeah lol my ADHD is crazy and I need to read several things at the same time rn.

Currently Eating: Nothing

Currently Craving: E.V.E.R.Y.T.H.I.N.G. LOL

Did I mentioned i'm gonna get some tests tomorrow? So I'm in middle of my fasting~~ and it's one of those things, like, you know when you are fasting all by yourself because you want to lose some pounds, it's easier than when doctors say you're not allowed to eat. You keep craving on everything. Actually I wasn't that hungry earlier on. Until it was already past the hour of eating LOL i'm kinda starving and craving everything~ tomorrow is gonna be so annoying cause I have a lot of tests done.

The only fun part is to watch the process. I keep freaking out everyone because I tend to watch while they poke me to draw blood. But it's fun~~ \\^♡^//

god lol idk if someone is gonna actually read this lololol but if you made it~ thx for reading all that♡

Yeah~~~ I'm that weird I guess? LOL sorry

BTW~ I swear idk what's happening to me but I'm getting insanely obsessed with Eric Northman right now TT like, I can't even~ I hsd to stop watching True Blood;; and even now it's like, he's in my system. Been so obsessed I keep dreaming about him day and night, it's getting weird lol especially because he's not even my type TT like wtf?

9 People You Wanna Know Better

Thanks for the tag, @justsolas! Will be around for your BTVS watching still lol

I'm no pressure tagging: @annbourbon @burntblueberrywaffles @cha-cha-arts @weer02 @varlysca @olya-roo @robinplume @datcrazyanniegurl @tumblingghosts

Three ships: Spuffy, Hellcheer, and Snowbaird.

First ship: No idea. It's either Naruto x Sakura (Naruto) or Tappei x Miiko (Kocchimuite Miiko (lol do I reveal my location by revealing I know that manga)). But the ship I will count as the real first is Ichigo x Rukia (Bleach), because above two are the kid me testing the waters (of fandom and shipping) and not actually shipping them.

Last song: Taylor Swift's Guilty as Sin?

Last movie: Uh...what was it... Oh. It's a South Korean film called Hijack 1971. A good one. It's about a commercial pilot whose plane got hijacked and forced to go to North Korea. I knew about it happening but didn't know it wasn't a one time thing.

Currently reading: My...Mandarin textbook lol The last novel I tried reading was a Fear Street one.

Currently watching: I'm stopping right now in the middle of S4, but Angel the Series.

Currently eating: Nothing but the black ice of my soul.

Currently craving: A big bowl of fruit slices 😭 By big I mean HUGE. And hanging out in a classy café. Doing nothing in particular.