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" it's so stupid how we always seem to do it again . "
vargas by @zarla-s
frames under the cut !! XP
#vargas#edgar vargas#vargas zarla#scriabin#scriabin vargas#zarla s#sunny's art#this was kinda fun to do but#oh my GOD#THIS TOOK A WHOLE WEEK#i struggled SO MUCH i would make frames and then i would delete them because i didn't like how they looked anD#at the end i just went with it . uuurrrrrggggggghhh#i really like those two last frames#honestly this whole thing was so annoying to do but i still like the result .#( i went to sleep at 6am yesterday thanks to this#i'll probably even take a break from drawing after this :crying emoji:#honestly the main reason why i didn't give up on this was because#those two frames at the end were too pretty to discard them#anywayyyy bye i think
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on days like this it's that I most appreciate this community and anyone who bothers to do something creative. You are giving me a chance to read something and escape, in a different, kinder world, and take some comfort, or read tragedies that make ours seem silly in comparison. I'll be escaping today mentally but around if anyone wants to decompress, my ears are open.
#yes this is about elections#what do you do when you get out of one corrupted authoritarian country#and end up in another#I'll probably sleep better tonight and delete this
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Is it normal to have this many OCs all dating the wizard in their own respective universes
I see people have one OC for one companion yet here I am with *counts on hand* 3 OCs so far who are all just kissing the wizard in their own universes, 2 Astarionmancers, and more playthroughs in the future with probably more Galemancers? I'll eventually date the other companions but am I normal? (no)
#galemancer#galemance#gale dekarios#gale of waterdeep#bg3 gale#bg3#baldur's gate 3#tee time#the gale thirst is insane#my OCs all end up wanting the rizzard idk how to stop it#i'll probably delete this post eventually hahaha
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#I will delete this later for the sake of only having posts about art on the art blog#i just can't decide#I'll probably end up posting all of these anyway but I wanna make a good first impression#gravity falls#tumblr polls#billford#bill cipher#the book of bill#ford pines#grunkle stan#furina#dipper and mabel
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I just realized that I made a pfp of Poll, then completely forgot to do anything with it. I don't know how many of you are here right now, but what do we think of this for a pfp?
I tried to keep in line with the current one, so the change isn't jarring? It'll definitely work as a temporary one until something better shows up. Just like. Comment if it's good I guess?
#I should probably also remake my pinned post. I'll just end up editing it instead of making a new one#it makes sense to me at least#not a poll#poll the egg#delete later
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This cat is already an icon without even being properly introduced!!!
#this shot wasn't planned she just jumped on top of the fridge at the perfect moment#i may end up using it properly so i'll probably delete later#but you all have NO IDEA how painful it is not to spoil the scenes i've been working on!!!#i'm literally sitting on my hands until monday!!!
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For the current ask game: FIRST!!!
FIRST — the first two sentences of my current project
Alarms blared, jerking Shen Qingqiu out of a slumber that had already been fitful and restless. He stared at the ceiling overhead for a moment as he tried to piece together where he was.
no excuses writing meme
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man. I've been reworking a lot of content involving Act II of Home Is Where You Are and like. ugh. it'd work so freaking well in novel form but I just Do Not have the dedication or the drive to start from scratch and rewrite everything that happens.
idk how else to share the updated version of that part of the story with y'all tho, considering that Khalan's journal is insanely outdated now and isn't entirely canon anymore, so I'll probably just have to accept that I likely won't ever be able to update the story for y'all in the way I wish I could. >n<;;
#spectre says#text post#delete later probably#tbh i'm so tired of being tired#i've had like. no energy to write or draw#even tho. the ideas are there. i've got so many concepts going through my head that i could work on and turn into some kind of tangible art#i tried writing out a new outline for act ii but i got overwhelmed with all the changes and plot holes that still need working out#so idk if i'll even continue with that#even tho it's just bullet points#fhgdjkfg#anyway#the idea of writing everything in novel form just sounds like. SO perfect for the story as it is now#i'd love. to establish both khalan and antony as main characters and focus on what happens to both of them while in Atria#eventually having their stories collide when antony's side of things merges with what's going on with khalan and aya#it'd feel less jarring than how it worked out in the journal#because this part of the story is just as much antony's story as it is khalan and aya's#and he's ultimately the one who fixes things and has 'main character energy' by the end of that act#so establishing him as one of the tertiary main characters early on makes sense i think#but yeah. there's just a lot i'd need to do and i know i wouldn't be able to keep up with it if i did try to start writing.#IM JUST RAMBLING NOW IM SORYO#it's just been on the brain i guess
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Thank you guys for the requests but I'm getting a little bored seeing the same prompts over and over again. I know its a me problem and, that I'm whinging for really no reason, but I am getting a bit burned out faster than I anticipated and I'm kind of scared that since they are the same prompts, that they're just bleeding into another and I'm just not realising it yet. I don't know what I'm saying, just thinking that this prompt game is boring because I don't feel people's enthusiasm for it.
#rant#vent#feel free to ignore i'll probably just end up deleting this later anyway#i love these characters but i keep seeing the same 10 prompts and it gives me no joy anymore#and the notes are reflecting people's drop in interest#god i hate that i'm like this#i'm more pissed off at myself than anyone else
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i really like the idea of an arospec rex. because the thing is, his love for pyra is an undeniable part of his character, but it’s a remarkably subtle one. the audience can read into his actions and extrapolate, and the other characters make occasional side remarks about it, but rex himself never really acknowledges it at all. in fact, i think there’s actually a solid argument to be made that rex doesn’t even realize it himself. he has such immense love for all his friends that i don’t think he actually consciously processes the difference between romantic, platonic, familial, or whatever love. when nia confesses that she loves him and rex responds that he loves “all you guys,” i have always felt that it's 100% within rex’s characterization for that remark to be entirely sincere (especially with nia’s response that that’s “just like you”). he’s a pretty straightforward guy, emotionally speaking. he tends to wear his heart on his sleeve. rex loves nia, and gramps, and tora, and zeke, morag, vandham, auntie corrine, whoever. as far as he’s aware, his love for pyra is no different. and i dunno, that just feels like a super aro thing to me? loving indiscriminately, trying not to play favorites, being semi-oblivious to romance. it's probably not a label you would immediately think to apply to him, but i find it to be a fascinating lens to analyze him through.
#probably grey aro or something along those lines to be specific#since the romance angle is still undoubtedly present#but like#with rex loving his friends so much#it's no wonder he ended up with the family he did in xc3#he's got enough love to go around#he'll marry anyone who asks him to#you can't tell me he made the first move in any of those relationships#he didn't get the girls#the girls got him#xenoblade#xenoblade chronicles 2#xenoblade rex#aro#aromantic#<- i'm not sure if i do these tags for fandom stuff so if anyone is annoyed at me for clogging up the aro tags i'll delete them#koolmathgames.com
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ok i've slept and i'm feeling marginally more normal again but like honestly what if i wrote cartinelli fic again haha jk unless
#i say this and i'll prob delete if and when nothing ends up coming from this but like....what if#is this probably mostly just stress and nerves about the wedding tomorrow? yes#but literally haha jk unless ya know? 🤪
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Here have a snippet of the next chapter for HTRAJ y'all :D I'm mid write and I'm vibin' with what I have so far
“He’s long gone, Eds. Can we go back inside now? It’s fucking freezing out here,” Gareth asked, rubbing at his bare arms and shivering as the frigid winter wind raced past them. Eddie could barely feel his own body, but he ignored both the cold and Gareth’s words, walking towards his van.
Steve was there. He had to be. He had to be, or else Eddie was going to lose his mind worrying over what was probably nothing, and he might say something incredibly stupid when they actually found Steve, and that would ruin everything they had worked so hard to build.
Luckily for Eddie’s increasingly fragile heart and mind, he spotted a familiar pair of beat up old converse poking out, attached to dark wash jeans that he instantly recognized. Eddie practically melted in relief, jogging around to the other side, needing to see Steve’s face.
He opened his mouth to spout off some stupid quip about dining and dashing, but he stopped short the second he saw Steve’s state. All of the relief instantly vanished, replaced by a bone deep dread that overtook Eddie’s entire being.
Steve was sitting on the ground, his knees pulled close to his chest and his eyes staring firmly at the pavement. He was as still as a statue and just as silent, barely even blinking as he took shallow uneven breaths. Eddie could see him shaking from where he stood, trembling like a leaf in the wind as he continued to just stare at nothing.
Something was wrong.
#tw anxiety#tw panic attack#htraj#Steve joins hellfire au#just feeling like sharing a lil bit#lmao I told myself I wouldn't and I'll probably end up deleting these tags so like#feel free not to read these I'm being a little petty#if I had a nickle#For every time someone clearly took 'inspiration' from an idea of mine and basically blatantly just did their own version#And then pretended like they had never even seen my thing or barely even knew about it#I would have two nickles#and that's not a lot#but its WILD that it happened twice#the worst part is if they had just been honest and been like hey you inspired me w x y z so I decided I wanted to write my own!#I would LOVE it#I would reblog it chat with htem be friends#Instead I feel like someone took something I worked on and cared about and tried to steal it and pretend they didn't#y'all I adore hearing when people wrote something bc I wrote a fic that inspired them it's such a compliment#This just feels#uncomfortable#ANYWAYS that's Liam's lil rant in the tags today#Again if you have a problem pls just ignore this it's literally just me needing to verbalize how not okay about this I am
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grace im sorry you got that anon that's stupid. but also they should know i just blew up s.oukoku. yeah because of their message 💔 sorry (<- same cadence as i left your golden retriever bf in the car and he died)
SFDGFHGJHK ty slava <3
also dw i'm not upset or offended by it at all - i only even answered it so i can have it on my blog as a keepsake. baby's first b.sd fandom anon hate 🥰🫶💞 so many unpopular opinion posts that have breached the mutual circle and the one i got hate over had literally 5 reblogs at the time. truly incredible that i've survived this long
#i'll probably just block and delete anything else if i end up getting more#but omg it's my first time *twirls hair* let's have a party guys lets set beasts.kk on fire to celebrate 💃💃💃#asks#slava tag
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The glowing clouds, the diamond's birth The spiral cluster descends to earth
The nebulas conspire to bring The signifier and the death of a king
I'm a man with a tortured sight I fear this dream will end tonight
The water beasts continue singing We try to wake but we're not dreaming
Blazing Star - Dethklok
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Getting some practice in on my boys after much neglect. Aur's facial structure (nice and boxy!) has always come a tad easier to me than Ken's sharp and elongated...thing...going on... It's tricky to balance that twunk energy.
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My stupid story is 20k now how I do make it stop 😵
#Every time I read through to edit I end up adding another scene this is so fuckin embarrassing#It's not even in chapters it's just one massive thing#The beginning is bad though I have to figure out how to rewrite that but lmao a fixed version with dialogue will be another 2k aha ha ha#There's one long scene I could remove and make that it's own one shot but also god how about I Don't#I'll probably end up deleting it because it's just. Too much. Compared to everything else. But also. What if I didn't? 🤷♀️#I think what's hilarious is that I had Plans. About Themes. And Character Studies. And Comparisons#And idk if it's even really in there and visible and not just 20k of 'what if I just wrote the most indulgent shit for me specifically'#And then ended it with an emotional slap to the face because I love building things up and then tearing it apart#(and it does that really well; I'm giggling into my hands - I'm dancing on my own grave)#I've cried so many times during this stupid fic#*deletes other comment*#Anyway my OTHER fic that I also indulgently love and is way too long and made me cry way too hard every fuckin scene#Does not make me cry anymore and idk if I broke it somehow in the editing or if I'm just immune to its devastation now#Honestly concerned that when I post these I'll be like 'meh; it's just ok' and then anyone who reads it is like ☠️☠️☠️☠️#Hehehehe#Ok I'm done
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I'm three interactions away from spreading my Ijichi/Gojo agenda
#The most trusted person of the strongest sorcerer in hundreds of years is the man who drives him places#because he's so weak when it comes to powers that even a first year kid considers irrelevant in a fight#With the implications that has in this world#Wish we had breakfasts in this manga#(scene of Shoko‚ Megumi‚ Yuta‚ Ijichi and perhaps Utahime and Yuji reacting to Gojo's death as his death and not just in a Sukuna context)#But in five chapters I doubt we'll get even the main arcs sufficiently closed#so I don't dare hope for the impact of the loses in a 'normal' sense#But I would give an arm for some breakfast interactions so to speak#The second ending plays with that idea a bit. A pity I don't consider endings and openings canon#So I don't count them. As much as I would like to think somewhere in the time line they painted Megumi's sleeping face jigglypufflike#and went to give a walk by the beach while Yuuji wistfully looked at them#I talk too much#I should probably delete this later#With so many tags I forgot what this post was about xD#This is half a joke. Conceptually they're not bad but I'm also not invested at all in anything in a shippy way#I just pointed the Ijichi/Gojo thing out a bit in the context of how I have never seen something with them#while I see a lot of the ships with the other characters#Also not that it's bad the lack of a shippy air. And probably it's for the best considering the lack of breakfast scenes so to speak#I'm loving the potential of the platonic dynamics and it's already messing me up that there's no real depth to them#Megumi and Gojo could have been everything to me. Everything. I can't say it enough haha#Edit: Actively looking for this now and I can't find Ijichi x Gojo stuff here on tumblr. I'll try twitter and ao3 later or something maybe
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