#I’ve been playing with my friends 🫡💕

[h3lian]

` The monotony & rising tide is under my skin, is crawling inside.

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Girl Of My Dreams — Mat Barzal

Summary: In which Mat Barzal inadvertently falls for the oldest Hughes sibling and her brothers aren’t happy.

Content Warning; Taylor swift 1989 isn’t by Tay(its by reader) Mentions of University of Alabama (reader went there) Trevor Zegras being hopelessly in love with reader. Readers social media face claim is Addison Rae bc idc she’d clear as a WAG for a athlete.

Pairing: Mat Barzal x Hughes! Reader.

Mat would be lying if he said he didn’t sneak glances at the announcers box after meeting you. You had been carrying a plate of food and two margaritas to your booth where your friends sat. Tito had made a joke about you seeming familiar then the pair heard your voice and knew, “Alright now, eat up because y’all are bumming me out.” Mat’s jaw slacked, “He’d known that the Islanders had gotten a new game announcer who was a girl but he wouldn’t have known it was you. You were effortlessly stunning, you had captivated the attention of every straight man in the bar. Mat had approached you as you sat at the bar, “I’m Mat, can I buy you a drink?”

You grinned and spoke, southern accent slipping out, “I’m Y/N, I mean Barzy after the way you played last game? You better buy me a drink. ‘Yknow how many hate comments my broadcast got?” Mat grinned as the bartender approached you, “Another Corona Light and whatever she’s having on me.” You grinned sheepishly, “I’m fucking with you. I’ve heard worse.” Mat grinned, “So now would probably be a shitty time to ask you out?” You smiled at him, “Maybe not.” Mat smiled, “If I may, your not from New York are you? Where are you from?” You grinned, “I grew up in Toronto with my 3 younger brothers and moved to Alabama for college and been in New York for a few months now.” Mat grinned, “Well welcome to New York beautiful.” That was a year and a half ago. You still hadn’t told your brothers who your boyfriend was, just that his name was Mathew. Until your album release came creeping in and you wanted to go public with Mat.

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ynhughes; my album ‘1997’ is now streaming! thank you for all your support(especially the bf, ‘slut’ and ‘suburban legends’ are 4 us)

barzal97: celebrating you is my favorite pastime. i have never met someone who people gravitate towards more than you. you are by far the most wonderfully amazing woman i know. it is a privilege to say i love you🤎 this past year or so has changed my life. you make living easy and so so much better. i can’t wait to see what the future has in store for you.

trevorzegras: alexa play that should be me💔💔

ynhughes: forever in awe of you mathew barzal. amazed a gal like me is lucky enough to be adored by you🤎

oliviarodrigo; THEY HIT THE PENTAGON!! @conangray

>conangray; told you it was them i saw at radio music hall!

ny_islanders; our roman empire is all the sweet posts for to y/n today🥹🥹

sydneyemartin: brb crying. the purest people in the world. so grateful my girls get to grow up seeing a love this pure that isn’t their parents.

>ynhughes: we adore your girls more than words can express.

_quinnhughes: my biggest inspiration is out here killing it. in awe of you everyday sissy🥹 thank you for being my best friend from day 1

ynhughes: in a puddle of tears quinny. thank you for always being on my side, even when im wrong.

sabrinacarpenter; hockey players making me ugly sob wasn’t on my 2023 bingo card

elhughes; my first babies🥹 extremely emotional over you all today

>_quinnhughes: we love you momma💕

jackhughes: 1997 reasons to love my meanie head sister, i guess her bf’s alright

ynhughes: i love you little brat, come visit me and mat!!

>jackhughes: will do, sissy🫡

trevorzegras: i can’t believe she won’t date me 😞😞

>ynhughes: buck up z, your way too young for me. perfect age for @sabrinacarpenter tho!

lukehughes: the worlds best big sister came out with the best album to date

ynhughes; really feeling the hughes love train today, i need to plan for all of us to be together soon! so y’all can meet Mat!

etnow; this just in; the Hughes brothers have brought tears to my eyes supporting their sister

barzal97: the third picture is actually the most accurate representation of your sister now

>lukehughes; always messing with those darn cats! even if they are on the side of the street.

[1d1195]

IF YOU WANT TO ONLY PLAY 1D AND THEIR SOLO WORKS AT YOUR WEDDING YOU HAVE EVERY RIGHT IN THE WORLD i heard an orchestral version of “falling” once and wowwwwwww that thing was BEAUTIFUL ikkk it’s not really a love song 😭😭 BUT STILL i could totally see someone walking down the aisle to that. (potential orchestral songs: sign of the times, and infinity; also ‘black and white’ and ‘i want to write you a song’ were made to be played at a wedding) but seriously if i ever heard abt someone only playing one direction band and solo songs at their wedding i would think they’re the coolest person in the world

I LOVE HOW YOU POINTED OUT MY FAVORITE PARTS OF THE SONGS OMG totally real abt going off the grid if that song was about you, i said that about “the smallest man who ever lived” by taylor swift because omggggg😶😶😶 when i first heard it i was SHOOK😭 i was watching tv the other day and this song started playing and it reminded me sm of you !! it’s called “Big Jet Plane (Acoustic)” by Angus & Julia Stone

GIRL I HOPE YOU HAVE THE MOST RELAXING & DETOXING SUMMER OF ALL TIME YOU DESERVE IT🫡🫡🫡 spending time with your friends sounds great !! even if it is dinner on weeknights (which sounds like a blast to me idk) IVE BEEN READING YOUR POSTS ABT YOUR BOYFRIEND GETTING INTO WRITINF AND ITS SOOO FUNNY TO ME HAHAHDAHABAH “i don’t think you like writing that much.” SIR ???? HAVE YOU READ PROTECTION !:!;?3??—?-?-? OR ANY OF YOUR WORKS FOR THAT MATTER BABDJSHAH and the whole dialogue thing 😭😭 girl how do you not bust out laughing ???😭😭

things have been quiet on my end too, after the wedding i’ve literally just been home at the time lol one of my closest friends broke her phone so i haven’t even been talking to anyone much butttt im hoping to hit the bookstore over the weekend so do you have any recs ? what are your favorites ?

hope you have a great weekend sam, love you !!!! <333

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In case my blog wasn't obvious I Want To Write You a Song is one of my FAVORITE songs of 1D I think I would cry like a baby if I heard it at a wedding. But I also think I can only reserve it for my marriage to Harry (it's a song for us). My funeral is also just everyone going to be sitting there and listening to 1D and solo albums. It's how I want to be honored. I think I would spontaneously catch on fire if I heard one of those songs at a wedding--Black and White especially.

Taylor is so real for that--good for her. I've been listening to Big Jet Plane for the last twenty minutes or so! It's really sweet. Very love at first sight of them 👀 I think I could do something with it! 💕

my bf hasn't a CLUE that I'm a "writer." It's really hard to keep a straight face sometimes. I have to tell him things like I took a creative writing class in high school (I didn't) when I want to suggest ANYTHING to help. But honestly, I think he's a really good writer on his own. Prone to overthinking it. I usually just reference some of my favorite books and such. I would kms if he read one of my stories tbh. This is like a diary for me. I don't want anyone I know in my personal life to know about it 😂

I like to do NOTHING on my weekends. But other people don't feel that way I guess. Idk hahaha I'm just a little different I guess heheheheI just hit the bookstore myself! For once I didn't buy anything--a miracle really. But I do have some suggestions. I made this post when someone asked about book recs before. I stand by this list COMPLETELY. But I can add a few more as well!

Normal People by Sally Rooney -- the actual way the book is written is a little confusing tbh (no quotation marks during dialogue) but it really holds up to the show as well. Not sure if you've seen it but I would highly recommend both.

The Once and Future Witches by Alix E. Harrow -- a little long at times but I overall enjoyed it! Cool premise and I thoroughly enjoyed the relationships between the sisters and such.

One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest by Ken Kesey -- one of the hardest books I've ever read, but actually really good. The movie was pretty accurate to it as well if I recall correctly. It was pretty sad though so don't read it if you're having a good time.

That's all I really got right now. I probably have more to recommend but I've been bringing books I finish that I don't plan on rereading my work and leaving them for other people to take to clear room on my bookshelf. I also give the ones I DO want back to my sister to read so we have something to talk about hehehehe

Hope you enjoy the bookstore! Let me know what you get!

xoxo

P.S. it's a guilty pleasure of mine but I read this book My Life Next Door by Huntley Fitzpatrick the MC's name is Sam and she falls in love with the boy next door and there is a LOT of drama as well but the falling in love part is... 👌 it's a YA and came out in like 2012 and I'm putting it here in the P.S. because it's been years since I've read it, but I've never read a book where my name was the MC's name. But I think about it a lot. It's in a box under my bed along with other favorite novels of mine from my YA adventures that I can't part with. (Also, a quick Google Search says you can't buy it in Barnes and Noble--at least not near me) but I wanted to recommend it anyway.

[winwintea]

waitwaitwautwhattt???? Yanan don't tell me you went on a date with TEN. Ohmygod why do have these weird thoughts. Anyways Xiaotinggg yayyyyyy . I lovee her. And finally Jaemin got to spend time with the kid he basically bore, yeah Jisung. And what does creme de la meow meow mean??? I'm getting desperate for the next part, can't wait. Also enjoy your stay in Hongkong. Don't forget to go to Disney land and star ferry.

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MAYBE 😋😋 or maybe i’m just playing with y’all and it’s another person i haven’t introduced yet 🤷

XIAOTING I LOVE HER 💕💕 (kep1er disbanding and i’m coping so hard) she and dejun and jisung… this dynamic, i’m gonna have such fun writing it too

OKAY LET ME EXPLAIN THE CREME DE LA MEOW MEOW JOKE SINCE I THINK THERE MAYBE A BIT OF A TRANSLATION ERROR 😭😭 discharge is a normal process. 💀💀 basically if you got a vagina you probably have discharge 💀 sorry to tell y’all this loud and clear but just like how we bleed out of our ass we also sometimes have clear and white fluids called discharge as well

CREME DE LA MEOW MEOW IS A JOKE MY IRL FRIEND CAME UP WITH BC WE THOUGHT DISCHARGE WAS… so weird and so basically “cream of the 🐱” came to be 💀💀😭😭

AND WHO DO YOU THINK I AM ????? Hello of course i’ve already been to disney, i’m the biggest disney park fan you have ever seen 🫡🫡 (i live very close to wdw in orlando ahaha) i’ll post some pics later fr 🫡🫡

[bellabellaci]

wait wait wait whaaatt ok ok so I’ve been on a nostalgia kick recently and have been looking back into old fandoms I was apart of, like minecraft diaries. and I was going through the wiki to try and refresh’s myself on the lore because I don’t feel bothered to watch all the old videos😭 but but I realized I recognized some of the titles of the divine warriors! They’re also title of gods from ffxiv (the fury, the destroyer, the matron, the keeper, the wanderer)

The Matron The Destroyer The Wanderer The Fury The Keeper are the titles of 5 (of the 12) deities from ff14

both matrons symbols are the same too :D!

and! One of the other deities by the name of menphina, within eorzean mythology resides within a heaven/hell of ice with another deity by the title of the fury!

so we got another link with a divine warrior (menphia the fury)

Also excerpt from menphina the lovers wiki page to explain a bit (definitely not me being biased over my characters patron lol)

Idk if the mcd wiki is accurate/up to date or not! But I thought it be cool to share what I learned today (there’s def people who knew this b4 I just have the brain power of a shriveled walnut haha) I also do vaguely remember in one of Jess’s old videos she did say she met Jason through a final fantasy game and I do think some names and references from probably also from that game and other in the franchise but I don’t really know much since my knowledge is very surface level or non existent for most games

CICI FROM 5 MINUTES IN THE FUTURE

Yea she’s played ff14 haha! She’s posted her and her husband(pretty sure it’s him sure cus of the last name lycan) characters to twitter a few years back.. y’know I’m surprised it took me this long to make the connections because I’ve been watching my brothers play ff games for as far back as my earliest memories and even got some of their hand me down games NOT TO MENTION that their was a significant overlap in the time I lived and BREATHED mcd and would watch my brother play ff14 around the same time too?? To be fair though my brothers were going through the broody teen phase at that point too so they only really tolerated me watching them craft and gather or wander around for a bout an hour max before going to play cod or basketball with their friends😅

But back to main point I was trying to make is that it’s really neat how the series that started me creative journey is inspired by the franchise that has and is currently still fueling that drive^^!!

anyywhoosies that’s enough of my insomniac ramblings for tonight! thank you for joining me today in the cavernous maze that is my noggin🫡

I’ve got nothing else to say but look at my art if you want! and listen to dedicated to moonlight pls🌙✨ do it for me!!~ nphina💕

[chanrizard]

haha yeah it was right around the time I realized I was not just a hyun stan but a hyunchan stan lol 😂 I am indeed a chan’s room veteran a very proud title I wear hehe lol and I totally get that tho on missing content bc even now there’s still a ton I haven’t seen 🫡

and hhhhh that’s very valid it’s starting to warm up for me too so I can’t wear my hoodies as much anymore 😫 I hope the heat won’t bother you too much (ready to fight the weather for my friend) but ooo vacation time!! I hope it’s relaxing and fun for you!!! ^^

I’m doing well just enjoying my break and I’ve been drawing ocs for a week so life is def good 😂 I’ve also been super excited bc a video game I really like is coming out in a little less than 2 days now and I’ve been super giddy and waiting as patiently as I can 🙈

aaah thank you 💕💕 it will be interesting because my family loves going to the beach and sunbathing all day and i hate that with the force of a thousand suns because eugh sand everywhere and i don't tan, i just burn to a sorry crisp in 3 seconds flat so we're trying to find a compromise between their lizard-like tendencies and what i'd rather do, we'll see we'll see

glad to hear things are going well!! ohhhh a new game hahaha hang in there the wait is almost over, i hope you'll have tons of fun playing it!

sending you a hug and a kiss, mmwah!

[mixedstyles]

Instagram Blurb

harry x yn engagement, wedding, honeymoon

Face Claim: Vivianne Audi

Pronouns: she/her, use of y/n

Masterlist | ask box!

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DailyHSNews Y/N seen at a bookstore this weekend!! Fans spotted a ring on her left hand, she’s been dating Harry Styles publicly for the past 3 years, has he finally popped the question??

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hisgoldengirl Gosh I hope so. I’ve been rooting for them ever since they went public

harryyyyys She’s had so many haters but she’s always shown that she’s above them. Queen energy.

ynstan NO I WANTED TO MARRY HER

liveloveharry Okay but what book is that in her hand?

↳ jediharry It’s a Sally Rooney book! Based on the color it looks like ‘Normal People’

↳ liveloveharry Thank you!!! 🫡 @.jediharry

rbf451 Harry really got lucky with her 😩

adoreuclub she’s out of his league 🫣

↳ rb1984 That’s what I’m saying 😭😭@.rbf451

↳ hsfan20 You guys are such liars. If anything he’s out of her league. I swear this whole thing isn’t even real.

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lifeofyn I only said yes for the ability to tell people I’m engaged to Harry Styles.

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lookitsnyoh Love you guys. So excited for what comes next xxx ❤️

↳ dumwitch a baby??

↳ harrystyles NO @.dumwitch

↳ lifeofyn NO WAY @.dumwitch

fanofharry of fucking course she used him for his name

paulithepsm YN will you allow Harry and I to do the best friend dance at the wedding?

↳ lifeofyn I will expect nothing less

harrystyles Goddamn. I knew it. 5 years only for you to use me for my name 😔

↳ sarryhtyles FIVE YEARS I THOUGHT IT WAS 3

↳ sraj0nes STFU UR TELLING ME YOU GUYS DATED FOR 2 YEARS IN PRIVATE

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helenepambrun.photography The bride and groom before the ceremony.

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_basselin what a beautiful ceremony ❤️

year3000 they got Hélène to do the photography?? I’m sobbing 🥹

harrystyles Love you lots xx

ibfagent Harry’s hair. Please. Killing me.

lifeofyn So glad you were able to be our photographer. You truly made it special 🤍

fandomcentral Her dress is so simple yet so pretty 😭

harrietharry A fully silk wedding dress???? BRILLIANT

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harrystyles I don’t need to be on tour for this love. May, 17th.

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hsfan2001 HIS FUCKING CAPTION IM SCREAMING

user007 This is making my cold heart happy.

harris_reed 💕

lifeofyn That’s so cheesy 😭 and yet, I love you. 🤍

↳ harrystyles xx

allthatmatters They’re so cute omfg

hsfan24 Harry’s caption is killing me 😭🥹

harryyyyys Ugh, who do I want to be? Her or him??? **bi-panic**

hrrysgrl Her dress is so pretty 🥹

rowlandfan01 These photos make me feel like I was actually there

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annetwist My son Harry and my new daughter-in-law YN on their wedding day. It feels wonderful to finally say those words publicly. They had a beautiful private ceremony.

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liveloveharry This photo and caption is giving Facebook mom vibes

↳ harrystyles She posted the same thing there too, don’t worry 🙃

↳ lvrharry HARRY be nice to your mother @.harrystyles

lifeofyn I feel so honored to call you my mother-in-law

↳ annetwist Oh darling, it’s me who’s honored. I’m not sure what Harry did to snatch you but I’m glad he did @.lifeofyn

hisgoldengirl Anne and YN’s interactions get me each time 😭

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harrystyles Let the honeymoon celebrations begin.

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jobros15 Alexa, play “Up All Night” by One Direction

↳ lifeofyn Don’t let his caption fool you 😭 we were in bed by 9 and asleep by 10

1989hs She’s so pretty I cry

taylors_version More. Honeymoon. Photos.

hrryxtaylor These posts are calling me single in every possible language

yn_stan she’s literally glowing

↳ harrystyles I swear she’s some sort of goddess

ynfan10 HARRY SIMPING ON HIS OWN PHOTO

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lifeofyn This random dude came over to me with a camera. He was kinda cute though. Wish I got his number 😔

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harrystyles I bet he thought you were pretty cute too. You should have asked him for his number :/

_basselin is it bad to say I miss you

↳ harrystyles we miss you too

↳ _basselin I wasn’t talking about you, I was talking about YN @.harrystyles

↳ aquariusharry AGAYEHFBJV ELIN

↳ lifeofyn I didn’t see this comment until now. The only reason I did see it is because Harry was angrily stomping over to me holding out his phone 😭 I MISS YOU TOO ELIN (I know we’re technically on our honeymoon, but I’ll FaceTime you tonight)

cowgirlharry I DIDNT KNOW ELIN AND YN WERE SUCH GOOD FRIENDS

hrryfan_00 Let me just go cry into my instant ramen cup

hrrysgoldrush y/n is such an icon for her photo descriptions

softharrypics these photos are killing me

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[certifiedjaeger]

Morning, Annie! How about 21, 32, and 57?

Good morning!! <3 I opened your message and then literally spilled coffee on my bed so I had to throw all my bedding in the laundry lsjdkdkfkldl but now I’m back!!! 🫡

21. Obsession from childhood?

I was obsessed with the little mermaid growing up— like full on obsessed. There was a brief period in little annie’s life where she had to watch the little mermaid literally every day, not only that but I constantly dressed up as her and had like 30 Ariel dolls at one point too— I wouldn’t even play with them I would literally just line them up and stare at them cause I thought they were so pretty 😭 little annie was strange

32. Top five favorite vines?

I just answered this one heheh 😌💕 thank you for asking though <3

57. The three biggest struggles you’ve overcome?

tw - eating disorder, suicide / this is a lil dark so I put it under a read more

Not to get too personal, but I’ve always struggled a bit with mental health issues

A little more than 10 years ago I was pretty depressed and tried to take my life, also was struggling with an eating disorder among other things, one of my parents died around that time so it was uhhhh an interesting time lol but I guess those are 3 things I’ve overcome?? as much as one can overcome any of those things lol

But you know, things aren’t that bad anymore— I relapsed with my ED a couple months ago/depression started coming back, but if I’m being completely honest making this tumblr kind of saved me? Getting to make friends and just like…..talk to people?? has been really nice and has helped me steer away from the place I was at :-) <3