#I’ve been loving girls especially arcane girls but I know this is an anime blog and dont wanna annoy everyone with other fandom stuff

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I always feel so guilty taking a break from here because I’m worried I’ll lose all my friends and everyone will disappear

[quasieli]

top six: fictional characters that give you gender envy, flowers, little things that make you happy and d&d moments :D

Ooh lotsa questions!

Gender Envy:

1) Bow from She-Ra (2018). Something about buff athletic dude who wears crop tops and is soft as hell is very Gender to me.

2) Vax from Critical Role. Pretty boy, kinda goth rogue? That’s sexy as hell and I wish that was me. 

3) In a wildly different idea of gender envy, I’ve been thinking about it lately and @quantum-lesbian’s character in the Frostmaiden game I’m in with them, Ambrose, is Big Gender. Beautiful non-binary drow with a starry and kinda witchy aesthetic that dresses super grandly and ostentatiously no matter the occasion? Yes please.

4) Pete from The Unsleeping City, specifically season two. I adore season one Pete but season two Pete that works in a queer bookshop and has a teapot arcane focus, is artsy and is unapologetically a trans man who doesn’t give a shit about gender roles? Sign me the fuck up.  

5) Beau from Critical Role. Buff GNC lesbian mixed with academia, but like academia from the prospective of a grad student with ADHD trying to learn everything about their special interests? A+, I love her and I’m jealous. 

6) I’m gonna cheat a lil bit for this last one. I know the prompt is fictional characters, but Julia Lepetit and Jacob Andrews in their Hitman streams? Simultaneously both of them were Gender for me. Jacob esp felt like that for me, which is weird cause dresses can make me dysphoric, but I am also slightly envious of the Dude in a Dress type of gender presentation. 

Can you tell that I’m a confused trans masc enby

Gonna put it under the cut from here cause oof, there’s still a lot more.

Flowers:

1) Big slut for Sunflowers, always have been, always will be.

2) Fun fact, my dad’s family used to own a flower shop (in like the 70s, so I never got to see it :(), and one of their big things was hydrangeas. My dad has always loved them and now I love the snowballs too!  

3) A recent favorite, the Baker’s Globe Mallow. It’s a type of flower that only grows from the soils of forests that have been affected by wildfires. It’s a simple little flower but I love the idea of something beautiful rising from the ashes after tragedy. A little dramatic, but I’m queer, ofc I’m dramatic.

4) Roses are another important flower to my family (Rose was a family name for a couple generations), and ya know, they’re a classic. 

5) There’s this beautiful magnolia tree in front of my house that blooms with the most beautiful white and pink flowers every spring, and it’s one of my favorite things to see every year. 

6) There’s so many different types of Lillies and they’re all very pretty, but the Purple Stargazer is prob my favorite.

Little Things That Make Me Happy:

1) My cat, Maddie. She may be a cranky girl at times, but she is also very sweet and will always be my baby (even though she is 12). 

2) Not a little thing really, but my best friend. Just getting a sweet/silly text from her or the two of us chilling in a room, sitting in a comfortable silence because we just like being together, nothing better. 

3) Baking, esp if I’m doing it for others. I’m not much of a sweets person myself, a little treat every once in a while type person, but I love baking. It’s a very relaxing process for me, even when it can sometimes get stressful, but seeing people enjoying something I made, especially something that brought me great joy to make, is simply the best. 

4) In the same sorta vein, crafting and other art, but that’s a bit more personal. I love making things for others, but art, particularly drawing, is something I do more for me. It’s such a great feeling when you can get into a really good art mood and just sink yourself into a project. I love it.

5) My plush toys. Yes, I am a 23 year old, no I will not stop loving my plushies. I just got a few new friends, which I made a post about recently, and they such good cuddle buddies. However, there is one king amongst them all. I have this old, beat up christmas puppy beanie baby, on his tag named Jingle Pup, but I just call him Jingle. I had one version of him since I was like 6, but he currently lives on a shelf cause he is very beaten up and fragile, but his “brother”, who I got when I was 8, is still in kinda good shape and is currently chilling on my chest as I type this lol.

6) Again, not a little thing, but it’s important to mention; D&D. The game itself is such a joy, but truly the best part of it is the people. I love creating stories and memories with people through this weird little game. Truly one of my favorite things to do.

D&D Moments:

These are all gonna be personal moments, rather than anything from actual play shows/podcasts. RC is Reforged Campaign, where I play Saube, and FM is Frostmaiden, where I play Sparks.

1) RC - Meeting Mahety, Saube’s girlfriend. We met her way back in session 12 and we are now up to like session 73. Saube saw her and was immediately big heart eyes at her but also felt a bit awkward and shy. So, being a game a dice, I decided to roll. 10 or higher, Saube would talk to her, 9 or lower, she’d stay put. I rolled a 17, 17 is now a lucky number for me. I love Mahety and I’d die for her. 

2) FM - This was an insane fight that should not have been so crazy, but in a fairly early session, my group went up against an angry druid and her awakened animals. So much batshit stuff happened in that fight, and we unfortunately lost our bread loving bard (RIP Agneyis), but one of my favorite combat turns happened in this fight. Our artificer, Omaren, has a robe of useful items and one of the patches on it creates a large pit. Thinking quickly, Omaren tore off the patch, slid it under one of the dire wolves we were fighting and created a looney tunes style pit under it, allowing us to take it out easily via pot shots. Such a clutch move and such a funny visual, especially because the dire wolf kept failing the checks to get out of the pit.  

3) RC - Saube’s Zebrith (I will never remember how this actually spelled RIP). So, for context, Saube ended up with a death curse (long story) that mechanically meant they had disadvantage on any death saving throws. Scary as hell, need to get that fixed! So, Saube and their party had to be smuggled into another country to talk with some religious leaders of a goddess known as The First, the goddess of death. They were told that Saube would have to go through the aforementioned ritual, which included her soul leaving her body for a short period of time. During this ritual, her friends had to call back to her, to say things that would bring her back to her body and I still cry thinking about that game. That ritual was not only important for Saube bodily, but spiritually as well. After that ritual, Saube officially became a cleric of The First! 

4) A real sappy one, RC - Saube meeting all of her friends. Anyone who follows along with the rantings on my blog probably knows how important this game is to me. I met this random group of strangers on tumblr and formed a D&D party with them and now, a year and a half later, I honestly think it’s one of the best decisions I’ve ever made. I know that sounds silly and dramatic but not only has this game brought me so much joy and comfort, but I also gained a group of really amazing friends who have been nothing but amazing since day one. As much as Saube knows she can depend on SICL, I know I can depend on my group of weirdos lol. We both love our friends very much and even though we’ve all been through some crazy shit, we wouldn’t change it for the world.    

5) RC - Just playing Saube in general. I really didn’t intend for it to be this way, but Saube is very much a reflection of myself. She is the first long term character I have ever played and so much of me is in her. I try not to treat D&D like therapy, because that’s unfair to my DM and fellow party members, but playing Saube has allowed me to work through some of my own problems, especially social anxiety, in a lot safer of an environment. It isn’t so much that I’m asking this game to help me fix my life, but playing out these scenarios that, in the real world, would make me anxious or make me freak out, I can stop, take a moment to breathe and work out these issues in a way that makes sense to me. Playing her has led me to understanding myself a bit better, as well, and that’s truly such a wonderfully unexpected gift from this whole experience. 

6) Lastly, a silly one: RC - Getting a crit 6. The last session of this game got real interesting. Saube’s party ended up in the ethereal plane and magic got real fucky there. So, any time any of us tried to cast a spell, we’d roll a d20, not look at the result, and then try to guess what number rolled. The closer to the number, the better the result. A few times, a few people managed to get within like 3 or 4 of their roll, but oh the power I felt when I rolled a 6 (on Saube’s die!) and guessed it correctly! So, not only did the spell (Bless) work, but it worked super well. So instead of getting +1d4 to attack rolls and saving throws, Saube and two other party members got +2d4 to attacks, saving throws and skill checks. So powerful I broke the rules of D&D lmao. 

[that-marshmallow-boy]

MysMe Characters as D&D Characters

Hey y’all! So I made this blog with the intention of dipping my toe into the MysMe Imagines writing fandom - I thought I’d kick it off with something extra nerdy. I’ve never actually played D&D but I religiously listen to @theadventurezone and did a bunch of research (#nerdalert) so um yeah…here you goooo.

Requests are open.~

✦ZEN:

Neutral Good

typically acts altruistically, without regard for or against lawful precepts; in the event that doing the right thing requires the bending or breaking of rules, they do not suffer the same inner conflict that a lawful good character would.

High Elf Bard

high elf: slightly shorter than humans, they have perfect skin unable to hold a scar and strongly colored eyes; impossibly graceful

bard: versatile, capable of combat and magic; use their artistic talents to induce magical effects

super charismatic except more than one fight has been caused by him trying to flirt with the enemy whoops

horrible perception

always rushing in without thinking

flirts with every possible female encountered

even in battle especially in battle

pretty good at being a team player

✦Yoosung:

Lawful Good

typically acts with compassion and always with honor and a sense of duty.

Human Fighter

fighter: versatile, weapons-oriented warrior who fights using skill, strategy, and tactics

just like in LOLOL, he’s got this

great at strategy

specializes in protecting abilities

most likely to win over an enemy w/o fighting

also most likely to turn down compensation for helping people especially if they were helping someone in need pls he’s too precious

just all around Good Boy™

✦Jaehee:

Lawful Neutral

typically believes strongly in lawful concepts such as honor, order, rules, and tradition, and often follows a personal code.

Human Rogue

rogue: versatile, capable of sneaky combat and nimble tricks; stealthy and dexterous, able to sneak attack

SUPER BADASS has saved Zen’s ass more than once

wields double daggers as if it’s nothing thank you judo

great at stealth

basically invisible on the battle field she’s in she strikes she’s out

not a lot of health, though; if someone actually manages to hit her she’s in trouble pretty quick

in charge of picking all the locks on chests bc skills

✦Jumin:

True Neutral

neutral on both axes and tends not to feel strongly towards any alignment, or actively seeks their balance.

Half-elf Druid

half-elf: taller than elves; look like elves to humans and look like humans to elves

druid: wield nature-themed magic; have a unique ability that allows them to change into various animal forms; have an animal companion

how did he get here

this doesn’t make any sense

forgets which spells he knows all the time

has to write them down

animal companion is Elizabeth 3rd of course

not super helpful, but he buys all the supplies bc that he can do

manages to master the spell Speak With Animals immediately tho

so he can talk w/ Elizabeth 3rd he does little else

✦Saeyoung:

Chaotic Good

does what is necessary to bring about change for the better, disdains bureaucratic organizations that get in the way of social improvement, and places a high value on personal freedom, not only for oneself, but for others as well; usually intend to do the right thing, but their methods are generally disorganized and often out of sync with the rest of society.

Eladrin firre bc red hair Sorcerer

eladrin: closely akin to elves; can speak to any creature that has a language | firre eladrin specifically have red hair and protect works of art + the artists who create them

sorcerer: a master of arcane magic; ability is innate rather than studied; weak in melee combat

excellent at strategy but

lbr he likes to toss random spells out there

uses Disguise Self ALL THE TIME especially as a girl

Zen has definitely accidentally hit on him like this multiple times

constantly trying to get Jumin to let him play w/ Elly what else is new 

not really taken seriously

but he’s the first to put himself in danger to protect everyone else

✦V:

Neutral Good

typically acts altruistically, without regard for or against lawful precepts; in the event that doing the right thing requires the bending or breaking of rules, they do not suffer the same inner conflict that a lawful good character would.

Half-elf Cleric

half-elf: taller than elves; look like elves to humans and look like humans to elves

cleric: skilled in the use of divine magic; powerful healers; able to repel or control undead creatures

bc a blind healer amuses me?

no but he just wants to keep everyone happy & healthy so it fits

the Voice of Reason™ when no one can agree on anything

will not kill even to defend himself

knows more about their end destination than he lets on

quietly tries to push them all away from dangerous situations

classic Dad Friend™

✦Saeran:

Chaotic Neutral

individualist who follows their own heart and generally shirks rules and traditions; although they promote the ideals of freedom, it is their own freedom that comes first - good and evil come second to their need to be free.

Eladrin Warlock

eladrin: closely akin to elves; can speak to any creature that has a language

warlock: rather than casting spells, warlocks use ‘invocations’ which represent the tapping of power granted the warlock, without a limit on the number of times an invocation can be cast

only hangs around this bunch bc of Saeyoung tbh

okay, he likes these dorks but he’ll never admit it

attack first, ask questions later

he’s pretty much a weapon of arcane destruction

best at intimidation

acts like he hates everyone but if someone hurts one of them hoo boy howdy they regret it in the end

✦Vanderwood:

Chaotic Neutral

individualist who follows their own heart and generally shirks rules and traditions; although they promote the ideals of freedom, it is their own freedom that comes first - good and evil come second to their need to be free.

Tiefling Warlord

tiefling: posses large, thick horns of various styles on their heads, non-prehensile tails 4-5 feet in length, sharply pointed teeth. Characterized as self-reliant and charismatic, slow to trust, but those who do earn their trust and loyalty earn a firm friend or ally for life and this is the whole reason i picked this race okay

warlord: leaders and commanders, inspiring figures, and master tacticians but they’re mostly that last one

no one quite knows how they joined their group

did they follow Saeyoung? had they been there all along? no one knows

excellent strategist tho

tbh everyone secretly loves their snark

10/10 says what everyone else is thinking in any given situation

acts 100% done all the time but is actually super loyal and no one knows when that started happening either

✦Rika:

Lawful Evil

sees a well-ordered system as being easier to exploit and shows a combination of desirable and undesirable traits; examples include tyrants, devils, and undiscriminating mercenary types who have a strict code of conduct.

Vashar Shadowdancer

vashar: they were the gods’ first attempt at creating humans, albeit an attempt that went horribly wrong. when the first vashar tried to kill the gods, they slew him and departed, and he was resurrected by a demon and given a woman to allow breeding, and then they were left to their own devices. Vashar are still human, but an utterly corrupt and evil form of human lolol fight me.

shadowdancer: exist in the boundary between light and darkness, where they weave together the shadows to become half-seen artists of deception.

raised by humans

tried to fight her nature before totally embracing it

was w/ the group for a long time then disappeared

everyone thinks she’s dead but they still lowkey look for her

has been secretly acting against everyone

determined to ascend into godhood and convinced a small army she deserves it not much different than canon tbh