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galaxymagick · 8 months ago
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240304 [LEO] 소중한 별빛 뮤즈들에게
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To starlight my muse  안녕별빛 택운이에요.  오늘은 별빛들에게 전할 이야기가 있어서 악필이지만 펜을 잡았어요! 어느덧 데뷔한지 12년이 되었네요 정택운이라는 꿈 많은 소년을 알아봐 주시고 믿어 준 젤리피쉬라는 회사에서  2012년 빅스라는 이름으로 데뷔해  레오로서 긴 여정을 함께 해왔습니다. 그 안에서 지금은 형제나 다름없는 아이들을 만나고 별빛들을 만날 수 있었죠. 어떤 말로도 다 표현할 수 없고, 무엇과도 바꿀 수 없는  가장 소중한 시간들이었어요.  지금도 마찬가지구요.  컨티뉴엄을 시작으로 빅스의 새로운 여정이 시작된 것처럼 저 또한 젤리피쉬와의 인연을 마무리하고 빅스 레오, 정택운으로서 새로운 시작을 하려고 합니다.  각자 다른 장소일지라도  그게 어디라도 저희에겐  빅스와 별빛이 늘 첫 번째입니다.  빅스와 별빛은 언제까지나 ing라는 거  잊지 말아주세요.  그리고 저희의 새로운 여정을 응원해주세요.  항상 변함없이 변화하는 택운이가 되겠습니다.  오래보자. 오래가자.
240304 [Leo] To precious starlight muses
Hello starlight this is Taekwoonie
I have a story to tell the starlights today, so I picked up the pen even though my handwriting is bad.
It's already been 12 years since I debuted. Debuted under the name VIXX in 2012 at a company called Jellyfish, which recognised and believed in a boy with a lot of dreams named Jung Taekwoon, and has been on a long journey as Leo.
In it, I was able to meet children who are now like brothers and meet starlight. These were the most precious times that cannot be expressed in any words and cannot be exchanged for anything. It's still the same now.
Just as VIXX's new journey began with Continuum, I also plan to end my relationship with Jellyfish and make a new start as VIXX Leo, Jung Taekwoon.
Even though we may be in different places, VIXX and Starlight are always first for us. Please don’t forget that VIXX and Starlight will always be ing and please support our new journey.
I will become Taekwoon, who always changes without change.
Let’s see each other for a long time. Let’s go for a long time.
*translated by myself and using translator help, please excuse any mistakes
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luffyvace · 9 months ago
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☆♪Ace x childhood best friend reader (who he has a crush on)☆♪
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I’m trying to make my titles more appealing and fun to look at hopefully it’s working~!
(still not bothering with aesthetics this is something i personally wanna do)
For the record these are gender neutral so no worries
How y’all met? I’m not gonna go into specifics but you likely went into his territory
unless you met on one of his trips to the city for food n such
those three brothers are close and two didn’t trust easily back then
But once you make it in they’re circle there’s no backing down
from then on you always go to play with them and go on adventures together
they decided to keep you as a friend rather than a sibling
(back to present)~
ace honestly loves you because you accepted him, your cool, your (likely) strong whether that’s mentally or physically and most of all you’ve stuck by his side all this time
even him and luffy went they’re separate ways to become pirates
but you? You two met and have never separated since
you’ve literally kept your promise not to leave unlike no other
your always there
finally he has someone in his corner
and someone as cool as you?? How could he not fall in love 😍😍
Really he figured it out while just spacing out one day real early
like early enough to see the sunrise
he was just staring off, scouting just in case, although his mind was mostly on you
he laughed to himself thinking about memories of you two
and even more so that your still here
he noticed how nervous he now was to talk to you when you got up
he had a funny feeling in his stomach, his hands/breathing was jittery and he kept running his hand through his hair, trying to fight a smile
he was so incredibly nervous yet excited to see you!!
but why?! Today’s an ordinary day!
what is he some kind of love sick puppy?!…
lovesick?
LOVE???
WAIT WHAT THE CRAP HE NEVER CONSIDERED THAT!!
wait….no way, right?? He’s in love??
bro WHAT?! HE’S IN LOVE??
he’s..in love with (name)
wow…all this time he never even thought of that
NOW HE REALIZES HOW FLIRTY HE’S BEEN WITH YOU?!
it wasn’t even intentional!!
and now that he realizes it…….he always has the funny feeling every time he talks to you!
and his heart spikes when you call him!
bro…..wow.
*sits there in realization for the next hour*
how he acts when he has a crush:
Honestly he’s just trying to impress you and make you happy in every way
he acts chivalrous, paying for all the diners you stop at, opening doors, pulling out chairs, reminding you of things, grabbing your coat, doing you favors (ones you didn’t ask for but appreciate)
yes this is all very cliche and cheesy but you can’t go wrong with that right??
I mean…does it look like he knows how to love?! 😀
he never met either of his parents!! 😬🤦‍♀️
bro is trying his best okay?? 🤷‍♀️
he playfully shows off
he does it in a way that’s not annoying too, it doesn’t feel like he’s bragging when he does it
”hurrrr look at my big musclessss! ᕦ(ò_óˇ)ᕤ”
LOLLL
he does it in a way that makes you laugh so it seems more like a joke
he gets you meaningful trinkets and stuff he remembers you like/said your wanted
when you two join the WBP
he also asks Marco and Izo for advice on how to act around you (just act normal bro)
as well as whitebeard!!
Thatch too
he rambled to literally everyone except you about you
then he has to beg and do favors for them not to tell you all the cheesy/embarrassing things he says
goodness Ace 🤦‍♀️
he goes around like a love sick puppy for a few weeks ranting about you and celebrating about becoming a man (😂💗)
but then when Marco asks when he’s gonna ask you out….
Ace FREAKS out.
like he literally forgot about that part-
IS IT TOO LATE?! DID YOU ALREADY FIND ANOTHER MAN??-
wait you two are childhood best friends you would’ve told him 🤨
oh.
okay well great!-
now……how does he confess?🧍‍♀️
seriously he doesn’t know how. He doesn’t know what to say, do or give you
OR where to do it OR when OR if he’s even good enough OR if you won’t like him..
WAIT WHAT IF HE’S NOT A GOOD ENOUGH BOYFRIEND?!
wait..WHAT IF YOU DON’T LOVE HIM BACK⁉️
He’s feels like giving up already����
theres so many women/men in the world why would you want some lost parentless pirate who questions his existence…
now when he goes to Marco and says all that he just laughs at him and calls him emo 😊
no but in all seriousness he brings Ace back to his senses and reminds him about what if you DO love him back 😏
😮🤩🤩
he forgot all about that!- (😀)
WAIT WHAT IF YOU DO LIKE HIM BACK!!
THIS IS SO EXCITING!!
him and Marco run to find izo and have a bro meeting immediately
which happens and the three immediately start planning the confession >:3
they put they’re heads together to conjure something they know you’d like but doesn’t seem too sappy
his confession !! 🤩
the next time the ship stops at an island he takes you to a calm beach area where you relax and have some fun all day
your nakama are around but it mostly just seem like the world is just you and Ace right now
midday is when Ace strikes!
this was izo’s idea
no! it’s not because if he had to wait the next day to interact with you as his girlfriend he wouldn’t get any sleep >:(
Ace brought the topic to your childhood past together as you ate lunch and at some point you didn’t notice he transitioned to how he feels about you and how much he cares about you and that it would be everything to him if you became his girlfriend.
now it’s your turn to ‘WAIT WHAT’ :)
that was so smooth!
you didn’t even notice he was trying to confess until the end!
Wow did that surprise you!
at least your muscles were still working so that you could nod your head because you certainly didn’t know what to say!
____________「what do you say?」____________
____________Yes. No.____________ ________________________ (mini bonus): if you aspired to be a pirate, simply don’t mind or would like to support his dream, you joined the spade pirates! (Which obviously gets consumed into the whitebeard pirates, but hey your captain made the decision so you don’t mind). If your strong he’ll make you vice captain since your his first ever nakama. <3 otherwise you might be the navigator, medic or something else your good at! Likely not something that puts you in immediate danger though. He worries about the ones he loves leaving him too much for that.
HOPE YOU ENJOYED LOVLIES !! 🦋🦋
I need to write about ace more but I also needs get past the impel down arc but I also don’t (spoiler) wanna watch his death but I also wanna see more of his backstory and finish one piece and- 。.:*。.:*💥 _:(´o`」 ∠): …… d( ̄  ̄) - I’m good
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weixuldo · 1 year ago
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Enigma// ch 21
anakin x reader
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a/n: bear with anakin, he’s emotionally constipated lolll- i’m ngl i didn’t do a great job explaining his emotions- it makes more sense in my head i think- but i hope y’all understand where i’m coming from and if u don’t, don’t hesitate to send an ask!!
You can’t deal with Anakin’s juvenile attitude any longer; a confrontation follows.
warnings: cursing, alcohol abuse, hospitals, alcohol poisoning, ableist names (from anakin), self hatred
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“What the fuck are you staring at?!” you heard Anakin yell from his room as you make your way down the hall. 
“Nothing sir, I just need to-”
“You work in a fucking hospital, you should see cripples all the time- so quit staring like i’m some sort of anomaly” he spat. 
“Sir, please do not speak to me that way. I’m simply doing my job” you heard the nurse protest. 
You debated entering, but you might just make it worse. 
“Well I don’t need your help- I don’t even know why i’m here in the first place- I’m fine”
You knew Anakin hated hospitals, but he could have died… he needed to take it easy.
Timidly you entered his room, “Anakin..”
He shot his head towards you and so did the upset nurse. She was here to help him bathe and as much as you didn’t want to deal with his temper tantrum, you knew how insecure he was and you wanted to spare the nurse the verbal and emotional abuse. 
“I can take it from here, If that’s alright” you offered to the woman standing beside the bed. 
She looked relieved at your offer and nodded her head before hurrying for the exit. Before leaving she stole one last glance at Anakin. 
“Take a picture, It’ll last longer!!” he shouted as the woman closed his room’s door. 
Why did he do shit like that? 
You closed your eyes and sighed, “Anakin, they’re just doing their job” you said, walking towards him.
“I don’t want them near me- they look at me like I'm some sort of freak!” he exclaimed, aggressively pointing his right stump at the door.
You sighed and advanced to his bedside. He wasn’t going to like it, but he did need to be cleaned; you placed a hand on your belly and sat on the edge of his bed.
“You know as well as I do that you need to stay clean”.
He just scoffed and turned his head away which made you roll your eyes at his immaturity. 
The soft sponge slid against his bare chest as you cleaned him, you tried to keep light pressure so not too much water fell from the sponge.
Both of you stayed silent, neither daring to face the other. 
Though he was silent, you could feel his burning gaze; as you focused on cleaning his body, his eyes lingered on you.
Anakin hadn’t seen you since you told him the news… he hadn’t seen how much you had grown. 
He felt his heart thumping against his chest as he eyes the curve of your belly and newfound glow. You were absolutely stunning.
There was a sparkle in your gentle eyes as you carefully ran the soap along his broken body, you were meticulous and didn’t linger too long on his limbs (you knew he was insecure and he appreciated your notions).
Your hair was up but a few imperfect strands fell around your face, though to him, everything was perfect. 
He missed you so much. 
…so much. 
Anakin winced as you attempted to clean around some of his IV ports. 
“I’m sorry” you exclaimed, bracing yourself for his fallout, but it never came. 
Odd. 
You finished up, dried him, and began to leave; though before you turned the door handle you turned back around. You needed to know. 
“Anakin, I just want to know…” you began after taking a deep breath. 
Your eyes met his and all he saw was pure worry and care.
Fuck. 
He didn’t deserve any of that from you, after saying what he said and tossing you aside. 
“What?” he snapped a little harsher than he intended. 
You jerked your head back at his bark of a response, “I’m just worried about you, that’s all.”
Though it pained him, he felt that he was no good for you; there was no guarantee that he would be able to give up alcohol and as long as he was with it he couldn’t be sure that he would treat you right. In his fucked up brain he felt like pushing you away was the best (and easier) thing to do. 
“Well don’t be. I’m fine.” he snapped again.
“Anakin, you’re being ridiculous” you huffed as your patience began wearing thin. 
“Alright, the door is that way if you think i'm being ridiculous- I never asked you to sit here and help me. That was your own fuckin’ decision y/n. You can be done doing your ‘charity work’ now-”
“Fuck! Why do you have to be so goddamn difficult” you cried as the tears finally fell.
No response. 
You should be used to his closed off behavior by now but something about it just tipped you further over the edge… you were desperate for a minute of his attention- you cared about him even though he had put you through hell the past few weeks.
You were here for him and he wouldn't give you a shred of respect. 
“Are you so prideful that you can't admit that you were wrong?! I saw the test results Anakin, there’s no use hiding it from me anymore”
You saw his brow furrow and you continued, hoping to actually get a constructive response out of the stoic man.
“Would you rather drink yourself to death than just admi-”
“No!” 
His sudden exclamation startled you and your eyes widened.
“Fuck, y/n.” he huffed; his blue eyes shooting an icy glare your way.
“I admit I was wrong. I have no problem admitting that-”
“Then why are you avoiding me and pushing me away?!” you pleaded with the man in front of you.
“I’m not- I just…” he trailed off as he looked out the window.
You sighed, walked towards the foot of his hospital grade bed, and placed your hands on the footrest. You were so exhausted; exhausted from the baby, exhausted by all of the preparations you had to make, and exhausted by playing this stupid game of cat and mouse with the man who once told you he loved you.
“Anakin, please… I don’t want to fight anymore. I came here because despite everything that’s happened some stupid part of me just cant let go of you and I hate that I cant. But that part still cares for you even though it shouldn't…and at least I have the decency to admit my feelings” 
He blinked a few times before biting the inside of his cheek, he almost looked apologetic.
“I came here because I wanted to see you… When I got the call that you were in the hospital for alcohol poisoning- when they told me just how much you consumed… I was afraid you might not wake up.” you huffed out a sad laugh and shook your head. “Ya know, people don’t usually slip into a coma from drinking unless it's a life threatening amount.”
Your chest tensed when you remembered the emotions you felt when you got the call and began to tear up again.
“When they told me the severity of the situation I-I knew I had to be here… Anakin, I just wanna…” you trailed off, trying to figure out what you wanted to ask. 
“Why did you… What the fuck made you feel like you needed to drink that much?”
The sandy haired man in front of you sat quietly for a few moments, probably collecting his scattered thoughts, until he finally landed on an answer.
“You”
What? How were you making him drink? You had done nothing to him.
“That makes no fucking sense Anakin, I haven’t reached out to you and you made damn sure that we wouldn’t see each other. So how exactly am I the reason you drank yourself into a fucking five day coma?!”
“No! It's not like tha-”
“Then what is it like?!” you shouted, your emotions flying all over the place; the hormones from the baby were not helping but neither was Anakin’s mood swings.
“I treated you like fucking shit! I was completely in the wrong to say all that I said and I’m a major fuck up!” he exclaimed as some veins became visible along his neck. 
You went silent, when the hell did being an ass to you ever make him feel bad?
Why was this any different?
“I messed up… and when I got the results back…”
He cut himself off by attempting to keep his sobs subsided.
“I couldn’t deal with the fact that I treated you like that. And even now I can't handle the fact that I was so grotesquely vicious to you…”
He paused as he choked on his words.
“To the most kindhearted woman I have ever met” he squeaked out through his tears.
“Fuck, Y/n, I can’t believe what i’ve put you through, I h-hate myself more than you could imagine, I just don’t- I was so afraid of losing you and in the end, I fucking ruined it myself! I needed to forget, I needed to drink you away” 
You relaxed your boxed off posture for a moment as you watched Anakin struggle with his emotions. 
“I-I’m so sorry” he panted  
Your heart broke at the pitiful scene unfolding in front of you… but even though his apologies were sincere and appreciated- a few words weren't going to change what happened. 
“I appreciate your transparency, but I can’t just forget everything you’ve done” you explained with a sad expression. 
HIs chest heaved but he nodded, attempting to blink away the tears.
“I don’t expect you to… But I just want you to know how- how deeply sorry I am. I-I don’t know what is going to happen with us, but I know, if you’ll allow me, I would like to be involved in the kid’s life” he said. 
Not what you were expecting. 
“y/n, I still love you-” he choked out. 
“I know I’ve messed up- I’ve messed up my own life. I understand if you resent me or even hate me. And as much as I yearn for you, being with you is not a choice I get to make…I’ve missed you. Truly” he said sadly.
“As much as I want us to be able to go back to how we were, I know that is not possible. As much as I want to be with you through the rest of the pregnancy and after that, I know that ultimately, it is your decision” 
He was bearing his soul to you and you felt your heart pulling for him, almost like a magnet. 
“Just please- Please don’t- don’t disappear without a word… I-I can’t- I don’t know if I-”.
“I won’t.” you responded.
His eyes lit up for a fraction of a second as he looked at you.
“But I need some time to think about things…” you said as he nodded again.
“Alright” you grabbed the handle once more, “I’ll come back later”. 
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You waited patiently behind an older woman who couldn’t determine whether she wanted a chai latte or a macchiato. After leaving Anakin, you took a walk to process his emotional confession; sure, he said those horrible things to you, but you understood where he was coming from- but just because he had trauma did not give him the right to treat you so viciously. 
You couldn’t just let your fond memories with him cloud your judgement.
You weren't going to just let him back into your life as it used to be; he needed to prove to you that he was actively making improvements. But you could tell he was genuinely bearing his soul to you and-
“Excuse me, mam…. Mam” the barista called, snapping you out of your haze.
You quickly stepped up and apologized to the people behind you. 
“Hi, could I get an espresso with two pumps of caramel?” you asked sweetly.
“Of course, may I have a name?” she asked.
“y/n”
“Alright Ms.Y/N, we’ll call you up when it's ready” 
You stood by the pick up counter and retreated back into your thoughts.
It had been awhile since the initial argument and he had time to think about his actions, and obviously he did, otherwise he wouldn’t have communicated with you a few minutes ago.
Maybe it was time to give him another chance; you wanted him to be involved with your child, you would never take that from him. 
And deep down you knew you weren’t ready to remove him from your life, you still loved him and sometimes love makes you too forgiving… but if you didn’t give it another chance, you would be wondering about it for the rest of your life. 
“y/n!” 
Your coffee was up, you grabbed the cup and thanked the worker as you headed back to the room. 
As you walked through the halls you made a plan; you were going to tell Anakin how you felt about what happened and tell him what types of improvements you would like to see in order for you to let him back into your life as you were (you would be willing to forgive if he truly made changes).
You would start spending more time with him to see if he would take your words into consideration (also he probably would need some supervision for a week or so after he gets discharged from the hospital).
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a/n: poor y/n… who’s lookin out 4 her 😩 anyways- get ready for some more angst filled chapters :)
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whiskey-tango-matcha · 1 year ago
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Weak/Weary (m, cold)
Babe, wake up whiskey’s posting the first of her monthly barrage of fics. It’s a Greyson-centric drama fest, guys! I realized looking back at my earlier fics that I mentioned a character named Collin who Greyson lived with and I literally never mentioned him again, so it’s time to bring him up and write him out lol. This is sappy, it’s dramatic, it’s full of angst, and I hope you all like it! I used several prompts that an anon sent from the prompt list I reblogged last month, as well as a few that @onetrickponi sent me from their amazing prompt list. I’ll list the ones I used before the fic. 
If you’ve sent in a prompt, I will get to it eventually!! Obviously I’m terrible at promising when fics will get written, but they will at some point lmao. 
This is 3k words, CW: male, cold, coughing, some light mess, mentions of contagion but no explicit contagion moments, breathing issue mention due to a panic attack...this fic has *everything* lolll. 
Here are the prompts! Thank y’all for sending prompts in, they’re the only thing that keeps this writing train somewhat on track. Some prompts were used more loosely than others. 
“Having a cold does not make you weak.”,  “You’re sneezing everywhere. Clearly, something’s up.”,  Hiding sneezes,  “That deserved an Emmy.”,  “See, it’s when you smile like that I start to worry.” 
Onward!
Weak/Weary
There was a saying for the day Greyson was having, but for the life of him he couldn’t think of it.
It wasn’t ‘Occam’s Razor’, or at least he didn’t think it was—is that the one where the simplest answer is the correct one? - and it certainly wasn’t ‘Pavlov’s Dog’, though that was the one that kept sneaking into his foggy mind. Fuck, what the fuck was -
“HhNGSTHH-ue! HhTSHH-ue! HNGITSZHUE! Fuuuck mbe.” Well, there went that distraction.
Greyson swiped under his nose with the back of his hand, cringing when it came away wet with mucus. He wiped the evidence on his pants before pushing through the back doors to the restaurant and trudging towards the office. Surely his staff could hear him coming before they even saw him – fucking Collin and his fucking cough and his fucking cold and his fucking stupid fucking face that motherfuck-
“Morning, Chef,” Elijah called from the office, startling Greyson just enough to send him into another sneezing fit before he could curb it.
“NGSTH! HTSH! Huhhh...hnnNETSSHH-ue! ETSZHUE! NGTSHH-ue! Huhh…!” Greyson stood in pre-sneeze torture for a moment or two, then huffed out a shaky breath when it was clear he’d lost it. He turned towards the office, where Elijah had an eyebrow cocked in bemusement; his boss let out a low whistle and stood to greet the chef.
“Wow,” he said, placing a firm hand on Greyson’s shoulder. “That deserved an Emmy.”
Greyson shot him a watery glare, coughed lightly into the back of his hand, and turned towards his cooks, waving to get their attention.
“PSA, guys, Collin and I broke up so do mbe a favor and just erase him completely from your mbemories. Let’s all act like he ndever existed, alright?”
The cooks nodded, too confused to say anything in retaliation. Matt stepped out from behind the line where he was prepping to try and console his boss, but Greyson just turned and sneezed, hard, into his sleeve, bursting the dam of congestion that had built up in his head.
“Fugck,” Greyson swore, staying tucked into the arm of his sweatshirt. He waved Matt away, ignored Elijah’s concerned face, and hoofed it to the employee bathroom, where he cleaned himself up as well as he could without throwing the whole stupid jacket away. Greyson regarded himself in the mirror afterwards – eyes red-rimmed from either the sob-fest this morning with Collin or the bitch of a cold his now-ex had so lovingly passed on; nose twitching with the insatiable desire to sneeze; mouth open slightly to allow him to breathe – and suddenly remembered the phrase he’d been searching for this morning.
Murphy’s law, he thought, sniffling, whatever can go wrong – will.
“HRRSHHH-ue!”
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“You’re… I mbean, you’re shitting mbe, right? Like, is this an April Fool’s joke or something?”
Greyson hadn’t realized he was wringing his hands until Collin had grabbed and held them gently in his own. Suddenly recognizing it was going to be their last hand-hold, Greyson snatched his back and checked his watch; it was 8:53AM. He had to be on the train in ten minutes. No way in hell was Collin doing this now.
“Baby,” Collin said, his voice oozing a false-sympathy that Greyson had seen him give clients and stray dogs but never assumed he would be in the path of, “I’m so sorry. I just… I couldn’t wait until tonight to do this. It would be worse for both of us.”
Greyson gave his soon-to-be-ex a crazed look; it most certainly would not have been worse for him. It was a Saturday in late-March, their busiest season at the restaurant. Greyson had woken up with the monster of a cold that Collin had been sporting the week before, and he had barely hyped himself up for service, let alone getting broken up with before he’d even had his coffee.
“Beg to differ,” Greyson muttered, pulling a hand down his face. “Collin, I mbean… I just don’t understand. I felt like things were good, we’re combing up ond a year, I mbean I just moved in last mbonth, I really… realll – HNGSTHH-ue!” Greyson wrenched to the side to tuck himself into his elbow and sniffled pathetically. The timing of this whole thing was cinematic in its absurdity.
Collin tsk’d pityingly and handed Greyson a tissue that he had no choice but to accept. While he was blowing his nose, Collin hopped onto the counter with ease and crossed his legs.
“Baby,” he said again, prompting a cringe from Greyson, “I never wanted to hurt you. Truly. This is something I’ve been thinking about for awhile… I just didn’t know how to say it. I just don’t think we’re compatible, Greyson; I just… I don’t want to sound rude, honey, but I usually go for… I don’t know, a stronger man.” Collin fiddled with a string on his sweater as he spoke, yanking it ferociously on hitting the word ‘stronger’. Greyson felt like he’d ripped out his throat along with it.
“What… what do you mbean, stronger?” Greyson asked, crumbling the tissue into his fist and setting his jaw so as not to cry. “Collin, I run five mbiles a day. I operate a million-dollar-a-year kitchend in Ndew York City, and I work eighty hours a week. How mbuch stronger do you ndeed someone to be?” Greyson sniffled as he finished his thought, and swallowed painfully while Collin sighed.
“Greyson, you know what I mean,” Collin said, exasperated. “I need someone big, someone who I know can take a punch. You have stamina, but you’re not my usual type and I don’t think you ever will be. I’ve been waiting to see if you became that person, but I mean… look at you.” Collin gestured to Greyson’s entire being, as though his mere presence had suddenly become a disappointment. “You have a stuffy nose, Greyson, like a little kid. I find it difficult to see a big, tough man behind that exterior.”
Greyson blanched at this. “I have a cold, Collind, a cold that you gave mbe no less. You’re telling mbe you’re breaking up with me because you gave mbe a cold?”
Collin just shrugged, nonplussed. “It isn’t the cold,” he said, pushing himself back off the counter. “It’s the fact that everything about you is dramatic. You just aren’t my kind of guy, Greyson; I thought you were, but I was wrong. I need a man.” He raised his eyebrows pointedly and gave Greyson another once over before punctuating his thought. “A real man.”
A long silence settled over the two of them, only broken by Greyson’s phone beeping with a text from Elijah. So this is it, he thought, swallowing around the lump in his throat.
“I’ll get mby things after work,” he mumbled, casting his gaze downward.
Collin nodded. “I’ll pack them up and leave a box at the door,” he said. The two of them made eye contact for what Greyson assumed would be the last time. He nodded, slung his backpack over a shoulder, and headed for the door. He opened it, looked back into the apartment, and regarded Collin one last time.
“Good luck finding your man,” Greyson said, and slammed the door behind him without awaiting a response.
***
Elijah had given up on trying to get Greyson to talk about his feelings; he’d given up on asking what had happened, or if he was okay, or if he needed somewhere to stay that night. But there was one thing he was refusing to give up on.
“You need to take something, Grey. Seriously, you’re going to infect the entire staff if you don’t.”
Greyson looked up from his prep station at his boss blearily and shook his head. “I’mb ndot sigck,” he said, voice straining over the words and dissolving into a coughing fit immediately after. Elijah turned his head to look into a pretend camera, The Office-style, while Greyson finished his coughing fit.
“Am I on Punk’d right now?” Elijah asked, pushing the full paper cup of tea he’d brought the chef hours ago towards him. “You realize you sound like you just stepped out of a Mucinex commercial, right? And I mean the ‘before’ part when the mucus monster is partying in some poor bastard’s lungs.”
The chef huffed out a little laugh before sucking in through his nose and collapsing once again into a painful-sounding coughing fit. He grabbed the cup – finally – and took a sip, regarding Elijah with red-rimmed eyes. “Allergies. Or sombething. I’mb okay.”
Elijah groaned, throwing his hands up in the air. “Look, Grey, I’m really sorry about you and Collin, and I’m sure you’re going through it hard, but this deny-til-you-die thing doesn’t really work when you can barely speak for being so sick,” he said, attempting to make eye contact with the chef who was actively avoiding his gaze. “Will you please just take some dayquil? For me?”
Greyson sighed and pressed a palm into one of his eyes. He coughed again, a miserable and drawn-out fit that made Elijah touch his own throat in sympathy, and finally nodded. “Finde,” he muttered. “Whatever. Yes, just… just leave mbe alone, okay?”
Elijah drew back, but nodded all the same. “Okay,” he said. “I’ll go get it and, uh… leave you be.”
They both kept good on their promises; Greyson ruefully tossed back the medicine, and Elijah slunk off to the dining room to help the servers set up for service. They avoided each other through the morning and most of the afternoon; Greyson prepping harder than any of his cooks had ever been able to, sneezing and coughing away from the food every few minutes, and Elijah grimacing at every sound that echoed off the kitchen walls and into the office. The GM didn’t dare head back to the prep kitchen until four-thirty, moments before pre-shift was about to begin.
“Chef,” he said, knocking on the wall as though it were an open door, “you ready for pre- ?”
Greyson, clearly unaware that his boss had entered the back kitchen, doubled over to sneeze the moment Elijah began speaking. “HRRSHHH-ue! Fuck – hhhNGSTHHZUE! Huhh…! Hhh… fuckin - ”
“Bless y-”
“HUHHESTSZHH-ooo!”
Greyson managed a glazed-over glance at his boss from the pit of his elbow, and nodded a thanks as Elijah handed him a box of tissues. “Bless you,” Elijah said again, and Greyson rolled his eyes from behind the tissue.
“Thangks,” he said, wiping his nose.
“You ready for pre-shift?” Elijah asked, crossing his arms and giving Greyson a once-over. “Because you look more like you’re ready for a nap.”
“Dond’t kndow what you mbean,” Greyson croaked, coughing into his fist. “I feel ambazing. Like I could run a mbarathon. HTSHHH-uhh!” He wrenched to the side again to sneeze, then righted himself and gave his boss a smile.
“Dude, please don’t smile like that. It’s… off-putting. Worrying, even,” Elijah said, grimacing. “C’mon. Let’s go get this shift over with.”
***
The shift was shit.
The cold was one thing; Greyson had worked sick before, much sicker than he was now, and he always knew he could make it through. In fact, the hustle and bustle of a busy shift generally made him temporarily forget whatever illness he was combating in order to focus on getting everything out on time and looking perfect. Working with a cold was something Greyson was used to after all his years in kitchens. Working while heartbroken was something completely new to him.
For some reason – he assumed it was because he was god’s least favorite – the gravity of the breakup hit Greyson like a ton of bricks the moment the first ticket printed. He was fine one moment, with the exception of the near-constant volley of coughs and sneezes, and the next he was on the verge of a sob, nearly unable to speak for the lump in his throat.
He was able to play it off as the cold worsening, and Matt ended up switching him spots and expoing while Greyson ran the inside line, but Greyson genuinely had never wanted to run off the line as badly as he did that evening. The weight of this breakup – a breakup from what was by far his longest relationship – nearly suffocated him, and the heat of the line and congestion were doing nothing to help. By the time ten pm rolled around, Greyson thought he may be legitimately dying.
Once the tickets slowed to one every twenty minutes or so, Greyson gave Matt a look that said I have to get off this line, to which his sous chef nodded and didn’t ask questions. The chef ducked away from his spot on the line, yanked off his apron, and near-ran to the back alley, gasping for breath the entire way.
The theatrics of his escape clearly alerted his boss, though, and while Greyson was trying to catch his breath between sobs and coughs, Elijah opened the back doors. “Oh, shit. Oh, Greyson.”
“Can’t… breathe…” Greyson managed, a hand held firmly on his retracting chest and a look of panic obvious on his face. Elijah sprang into action; he found a paper bag for Greyson to breathe into, instructed him to breathe deeply, pushed sweat-soaked hair off his fever-warm face and spoke in a low, calming voice until the chef had finally gotten his breathing back to semi-normal.
“You good?” Elijah asked after a few minutes of post-panic-attack silence. Greyson nodded and coughed into his sleeve.
“Thangk you,” he said, his voice crackling. Elijah nodded.
“Wanna go get hammered?” Elijah asked after another pause. Greyson snorted out a laugh.
“Yeah,” he said, “that sounds ambazing.”
***
“Two Basil Hayden’s, please. Doubles. Neat.”
The dive down the road from the restaurant was bustling, but Greyson and Elijah were regulars and received their generous pours in their usual seats before the couple next to them even had a chance to flag the bartender down. Elijah raised his glass in a mock-cheers and Greyson rolled his eyes before swallowing half the drink in one gulp.
“Easy there, kid. Something tells me cough syrup and alcohol aren’t the best combination of drugs on an empty stomach,” Elijah said, signaling the bartender that they needed some menus.
Greyson shrugged and downed the rest of the glass. “If it kills mbe, it kills mbe,” he said, pushing the glass away from him and raising an arm in anticipation. “HhhNGTSHH-ue!”
“Bless,” Elijah said, nodding at the bartender who placed two menus in front of them. “Pick something to eat,” he motioned towards the menu, then lifted his gaze to make eye contact with his friend, “and tell me exactly what the fuck happened with Collin.”
Greyson bit the inside of his cheek to keep the waterworks from starting up again. “It’s a long story, Lij,” he said, his voice low and eyes downcast. Elijah stayed silent, as if to say I have time. Greyson sighed. “The long and short of it is, I don’t lift weights, I cand’t take a punch, and he gave mbe a cold.”
Elijah sat silent a moment longer, clearly waiting for some sort of punchline. “He gave you a cold… so he had to break up with you?” he asked, taking a slow sip of his drink. “I’m not following.”
Greyson rubbed his forehead with the back of his hand, desperately wishing he hadn’t already finished his drink. “He said I’mb too weak,” Greyson muttered, outlining the coaster with his finger. “He wants to date a real mban. Someone strong.” The tears began to well in the chef’s eyes once again, so he shrugged and covered up the lump in his throat with a cough. This is so fucking stupid, he thought to himself, but instead of echoing the sentiment, Elijah pulled him in for a sudden hug.
“Not lifting weights doesn’t make you weak. Not wanting to punch someone doesn’t make you weak,” Elijah said, pulling back and looking his friend in the eye. “Having a cold, Grey, doesn’t make you weak. You’re human. You’re a good person. Collin is a dick; he doesn’t even know what he’s losing.” Elijah squeezed his shoulder, maintaining an eye contact that would’ve been terrifying from anyone who wasn’t him.
Greyson bit his cheek, pushed the fallen tears off his face, and attempted a smile. “Thank you, Lij,” he said, his voice cracking. Elijah chuckled.
“Anytime,” he said, flagging down the bartender again and motioning to Greyson’s empty glass. “Another?”
Greyson nodded. “Gonna ndeed at least a dozen to get this fuckigg day out of mby head,” he said. Elijah laughed in earnest this time, and ordered their drinks and some food.
“So,” Elijah said, “where are you staying til you find an apartment?”
“Is that a real questiond?” Greyson asked, rubbing his nose on the back of his hand. “I figured mby spot on your couch was as good as secure – HNGTSHHH-ue!” Greyson winced and grabbed for a cocktail napkin, cleaning himself up while Elijah cringed.
“Buddy,” Elijah said as their second round was placed in front of them, “with that monster of a cold, I’ll let you take the fuckin’ bed.”
Greyson coughed out a laugh, flipped his boss the bird, and knocked back his drink once again. Elijah followed his lead and signaled the bartender once again while Greyson bullied a coughing fit into submission.
“Keep ’em coming,” Elijah called to the bartender. “It’s gonna be a long fuckin’ night.”
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dreamwritesimagines · 1 year ago
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It’s CMA-
I’m already planning to yell at you and I haven’t even started the chapter yet. in preparation: DREAM WHAT THE FUCK. Okay now that that’s out of the way, im going to go read it.
Ugh I hate her dad so much.
Aw sister bonding! And their aunt and uncle being protective; you love to see it.
I don’t love the idea that Josie thinks that part of the reason clover got married is to protect herself from their parents because I’m worried she’ll say that to Benedict and crush him. I mean he already thinks that she’s only with him to avoid angering the ton but still.
FUCK CLOVER DONT LIE TO HIM. YOU NEED TO TALK TO HIM!!!!!!!!!! DONT TRY TO PROTECT HIS FEELINGS PROTECT YOURSELF. Ugh Ben is going to be so upset when he finds out.
Going from holding her own wrist out of fear to squeezing his for reassurance (for his or hers, I couldn’t really say). I love the thought that instead of squeezing hands or whatever they squeeze each other’s wrists. The entire concept is so poetic I just-
SCREAMING FUCK CLOVER NO FUCK NO FUCK NO FUCK NO FUCK NO FUCK NO NO NO NO DONT SELF DESTRUCT FUCK FUCK FUCK
(I am hoping and praying that she has more of the seeds somewhere but I am so scared. This is going to crush Ben and her when she realizes what she’s done)
I wonder if instead of a party, it was a nice dinner for the two of them because he noticed she was sad….
Fuckkkk Ben didn’t come home?????? This is so devastating dream fuck no. I’m not even done reading and I’m already screaming for the next chapter
Shit she’s tearing him apart. Holy fuck clover I get that you’re stressed but for the love of god shut the fuck up.
Look I love to commend you for your ability to write drama and emotional scenes without making it a soap opera which is still definitely the case, but this is so much worse than a soap opera. This feels like being personally stabbed in the gut over and over and over again.
This is painful and raw and personal and emotional and tragic. My heart is absolutely aching for them right now. And the absolute whiplash that Ben went through………. He’s going to be a wreck
I actually think that contrary to what clover thinks that he will actually stop creating art because he’ll be too upset, which I think would be a really interesting twist. Instead of the pain she causes being the reason for her art, she’ll have to realize that it’s because of the joy she brings to his life.
And it’s true that by any measure he’s had an easier life than her, but to say that his pain and suffering isn’t just as valid is so cruel and invalidating; suffering is not a competition.
Also Ben has been through a lot. Besides the obvious part of his dad dying, he’s constantly being told how he’s the spare, how he’s second string and not as important.
He’s being told that how he loves his life doesn’t really matter compared to Anthony. He’s like the personification of the ‘nothing matters (/pos) vs nothing matters (/neg)’. I’m sure he’s struggled with the latter at some points as well. Even when he’s come to terms with it, there are still moments like when Anthony went to the duel where he has a crisis of faith.
Ugh idk why you said we might be mad at Ben…. Maybe in future chapters but def not this one. I can exactly blame clover but I’m kind of going to blame clover….
CMA hi darliiiing! ❤️
Lolll oh I knew you would be yelling at me for sure 😂
Josie and Clover will always be there for each other❤️ So will their aunt and uncle ❤️
Oh I don't think Josie thinks that or will tell Benedict that, no worries🥰 She thinks Clover married for love, but still thinks it's also an advantage that she married especially now that her parents can't drag her back to their home 😏
Squeezing wrist thing yeeees! ❤️ It's their way of holding hands and it'll be adorable 🥰
I think she planted all the seeds in the vase actually 😏 Buuut will the gardener throw the vase away? 😏 Or will he keep it?😁
Nopeeee, he was too busy partying so he didn't come home 😈
Clover did NOT hold back 💔
Omg darliiiing this is so sweet of you! ❤️ I really enjoy angst and it's wonderful to hear that I could reflect those emotions ❤️😍
That would definitely be an interesting twist and it would shock Clover! 😱
And it’s true that by any measure he’s had an easier life than her, but to say that his pain and suffering isn’t just as valid is so cruel and invalidating; suffering is not a competition. This is so true!
But Clover thinks it is 😏 That's what she told Benedict about her and Josie's childhood, how Josie had it worse than her 💔 So I think she made herself believe it, and now that she snapped, she ended up saying all that to Benedict 💔
And that's another thing Clover needs to realize, that Benedict's life wasn't "perfect" even if it looked like it was ❤️
They will both be so so heartbroken in the next chapter 😏😈
Thank you so so much for this! ❤️❤️❤️
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f-ngrl · 2 years ago
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i have no time but what fun is blogging following a schedule! scrolling through ig:
(sic)boy released a mv for “afraid??” and i already love the song but the mv is also beautiful. gif later. watch it here it has beautiful city shots and such a lovely color palette and interesting looking ppl so cool!
i thought colde debuted an idol group under pyrat lol but it’s just a bunch of self-producing good-looking young guys. the only thing it has in common with kpop is the inconsistency between verse (soundcloud trap) and hook/chorus style (singing but idk). they’re called 0wave (young-wave, young=영=0). here’s their song. they sound too raw to be signed, idk what colde has planned but interesting.
owen, who seems to make everyone work with him, asked hongwon, who never officially features with anyone anymore, for a featuring lol. maybe as a joke idk
corbyn released a new song+mv “cold”
kitsyojii released ollaganda 2 and i didn’t even know!! btw he’s my #1 artist on wrapped. also released a song + mv with since! & it seems he’s still on smtm, going up fr this time maybe?? i wonder if hd bl4ck and marginchoi are not allowed to produce outside of lbnc haha i was worried but it’s hecop so all good! he’s kind of as productive as leella, making a full album with each producer friend and a collab album with each rapper friend!
luci gang released “seoul survival tips” v oldschool you should listen to her if you haven’t!
i’m not following smtm, there are some snippets but they sound like pop songs and funk and i’m so sorry i don’t like funk hmm but i’ll just keep listening to other music
the quiett and gist are in qatar being sponsored and just hanging out (also watching soccer i guess)
pretty much everyone is working with baund/the:rise now but i’m too lazy to see what it’s all about. croco91, nfl, ranchia&m3chvnic, friemilli, bando boys, mighty lynx + someone i forgot (they really collected any underground crew who agreed huh :D)
ASIAN PIRATES(RAU DEF, SKOLOR) "NO REST" ft. Tade Dust & Bonbero (Prod. D3adStock)  single & mv released! subs in japanese and korean. skolor has better connections in jhiphop than khh now good for him :D don’t always love his solo songs, but jhiphop collabs always! remember only!
big naughty won some award and hongwon hating in the comments lolll when he’s on insta he’s so the opposite of the person who writes his lyrics xD also funny that everyone just ignores him when he attacks ppl here & there now & then :D
another smtm snippet, it sounds like a nice pop song with rap elements well khan is doing really well! i’m glad ppl are finally seeing his talent!
apparently there’s a trend where dudes wear a tight black shirt / is it a sports bra the wrong way around?? / that shows their boobs
rm released an album and some khh ppl are on it, but i’m not interested enough to go listen
ateez ep came out. some japanese songs, remixes that kind but it’s really nice. guerilla rock version, but i didn’t even notice the original guerilla wasn’t rock it’s so nice and strong :D eden says they have a new producer too.
d.ark went on mic swg and he’s really so good! i’m glad that even though everyone has been giving him hard times since forever, his skills are growing wonderfully <3
hiphople interviewed ek who got signed to some label. cmon like by now we know he’s problematic in all kinds of ways, why... anyway
today until here, 1 hour passed like this and i should be sleeping already :D
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thatonesquintern13 · 2 months ago
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episode eight - lose yourself:
• aha ha…. i’m baaaackk 🤭
• i don’t even have a good reason for not finishing the season as it aired…..
• anywho i giggled my way through my recap of the last episode so it is time to jump into this one 🫡
• -1814-
• okay blue eyes!!
• this man was on the literal *brink* of death and now he’s suddenly just up and about at the beach??? sure.
• “i couldn’t find my way home” *leo pointing meme*
• jacob calling rebecca landry his mother ☹️
• he’s his own great-xwhatever uncle 🧍🏽‍♀️
• wait this jacob casting is kinda spot of too.
• katherine you’re going to have to let jacob be alive for longer than one minute before asking him all these questions
• oh good coyle’s here
• and suzanna!
• okay but is the pond gonna send katherine back to where she wants to go or is it gonna screw with her and send her to a completely different time and we’ll never see jacob again 😭
• SEE YOU LATER, ALLIGATOR 😭😭😭😭
• “why didn’t you come for me sooner?” JACOB 😰
• so does he remember or not 🤨
• oh katherine is having the same time jump worries as i am
• keep that hand away from her coyle ✋🏽
• not her best jump into the pond i’ll be honest
• - present day -
• elliot’s at the landry’s for coffee bc nick (who is still here!!) is bad at buying groceries lolll
• elliot and alice are terrible at whispering
• i don’t know how kat coming in soaking wet doesn’t spark an alice memory for dell but i suppose that the mystery of time travel
• no dell please listen to kat’s apology i can’t handle yall being mad at each other 😭
• the name’s ‘susanna’ and ‘thomas’ are registering to elliot…
• “we say that the pond has its reasons for everything that it does. but what reason could it possibly have for ripping a child away from his family?” OOF
• okay but kat, he is a grown man who grew up in the 1800s…. it’s just not logical 🫣
• he is a wanted man who, i still fear, is in danger with coyle.
• oh we will not be touching on the suzanna and thomas of it all bc nick is here!
• three amigos reunited!
• dell!! and sam…
• SECRET DATING!?!?? GOD THEY WANT ME TO BE ON BOARD WITH THIS SO BAD
• oh wait yeah i forgot they hard launched at the point. and rita’s a chismosa so
• why does dell keep getting MYSTERIOUS PHONE CALLS
• wait. are they going to find jacob’s clothes he went missing in bc katherine dug them up a couple episodes ago and then mentioned it earlier 😧
• elliot is NOT having it with roomie nick
• you and kat will find your way back to each other elliot dw 😭😭
• he’s lowkey worried about thomas coyle bc he knows landry women fall in love with people in the past all the time 😪
• oh nick’s gonna be doing some “renos” now okay
• why did i GASP when i thought nick was going to find the time jump journal. 😮‍💨
• but also…. school work from 20 years ago???? feels like a surprise tool that gonna help us later
• okay dell is still out with sam so i guess the phone call wasn’t about jacob??
• oooh lingermore is off the market! a twist!
• make her an offer!? y’all were serious about selling the farm!? 😰
• wait i forgot dell was trying to start the local farm community thing! ):
• nobody wants to get up and WORK these days, dell
• noah cool guy! (who i definitely would’ve forgotten if i hadn’t read my last post)
• hehe they’re so awkward
• “that kiss shouldn’t’ve happened” monica: 👀
• nick at the point running into alice as always
• the og gang is going ghosting!
• if they get a dog they can be the mystery gang
• sleepy kat 🥺
• and alice is gonna go in and ruin her nap with pictures one of the most traumatizing nights of kat’s life probably 🤪
• aww nvm she’s just gonna give her a little blankie 😭
• colton flashback!
• i don’t want dell to give up the farm dream 😭😭😭
• kat is right you can’t sell the land to a GOODWIN (i’m just putting this info back together)
• oop lingerlore incoming! dell felt indebted to old lady goodwin bc of “everything she did” for them 👀 very forgiving 👀
• yeah kat fucked some shit up for sure
• did kat offer money to help with the farm? i don’t remember.
• “oh for heaven sakes, alice. you shouldn’t be eavesdropping” meanwhile they were fully yelling at each other on the front porch 😭
• yeah! maybe if people just answered her questions instead of being shady she wouldn’t have to eavesdrop, dell!
• lingermore is why kat hadn’t spoken to dell in 17 years… interesting
• elliot rides a bike now?
• alice said “fine! i’ll just jump to lingermore myself 🙄”
• dawg just tell her what happened and she’ll move onnnn (she won’t)
• “for what it’s worth, i hope that you can forgive me” oh elliot…. what did you do…
• also irrelevant, but there’s a little grey patch coming in on his temple and it’s 🤌🏽
• kat skipping work to go to 1814, alice skipping school to go to 2007 the nepotism of being landrys really works out for these girls
• -2007-
• “you think you have a say?” okay parallels !!
• giving past dell just a tinge of grey to show time has passed 🙂‍↕️
• (omg it’s been so long since i watched this show that i have a whole new emoji lolll)
• anyways
• dell was already trying to sell the farm back then!! hello??
• “why haven’t you bothered to come home more often?” 🤝🏽 “why didn’t you come for me sooner?” 🙁🙁
• colton flashback!
• sam she’s literally thinking about her dead husband please leave her alone
• “love to!” okay so 🙄
• - 2007 -
• LMAO ALICE SCARING BABY ELLIOT
• “it’s 2007 then? like… october?” “why’d you say it like that” okay yk what yeah maybe knowing that alice knows everything did ruin elliot’s life i can see how this would drive me mad
• omg baby kat and alice reunion????
• no. 😪
• wait that’s so true bc kat and elliot are in their 20s and alice is literally still like 16. how are they going to explain this
• - present day -
• ghost tour with rita!
• so has it not clicked with kat a that she’s the white witch or she just doesn’t care rn??
• omg monica spilling the noah beans to kat 😬
• “wait, who’s noah?” same girl
• katelliot crumbs.
• oh kat is going to be so mad when she finds out alice jumped. although she has to know that it was going to happen
• right? maybe not!
• not stewing children 🥴
• kat “actually 🤓☝🏽” landry
• “here she is just dragging my name through the mud, ‘old crone’ 🙄” so she does know! okay
• oop but elliot doesn’t 🫢
• “that’s something i’d definitely love to circle back on” 🤝🏽 “if that’s a joke i love it. if it’s not, i can’t wait to unpack that with you”
• let’s gooo finally learning all the lingerlore!!
• - 2007 -
• so it’s KAT’S idea to throw a “tiny soiree” at lingermore 👀
• KAT BRADY BREAKUP!?
• once again… alice is born like a year after this so….
• and the masks were alice’s idea!
• there are masks bc alice suggests them alice suggests them bc she knows there are masks there are masks bc alice suggests them alice suggests them bc she knows there are masks-
• gossip girl reference !?
• - present day -
• not the light house 😪
• kat and elliot completely abandoning the tour to argue outside 😭
• katelliot double “what?!” we are so back
• poor nick tho
• after party at elliot’s! i’m sure nothing’s gonna get discovered there! 😀
• -2007-
• this is sooo not a soirée
• alice going as a CAT to this party so unserious
• baby elliot is STRESSED
• where is nigel with the brie 😨
• “i did all this for kat and she’s not even here” 🥺
• but she is here! walking down the stairs!
• which parallels present day elliot looking at kat walking down the stairs in s1 🥺🥺🥺🥺
• taking of their masks to see each other there’s some symbolism in here somewhere
• “i only sent invites to our friends” so is this nick’s fault
• bc present day nick just announced to the whole ghost tour that the after party was at elliot’s so.
• BABY KATELLIOT HAND HOLD
• facebook mention 😧
• oh god glass is already breaking
• alice walking behind baby nick and nick looking over his shoulder as soon as she is out of his sight wowowowow amazing direction there!!!!
• the importance of coaster usage transcends time
• -present day-
• “did you share the party details on facebook?” ELLIOT
• that man just likes to get yelled at by kat like there’s no other explanation for this behavior
• nick: okayyyy let’s leave mom and dad to fight alone
• - 2007 -
• omg baby nick sees alice! they’re gonna get their cinderella story moment
• she ran away 🥺
• - present day -
• the same song from lingermore!
• the phenomenon of people from a small town HAVING to talk about their past in said small town when they get together needs to be studied by a psychologist. you simply must!
• this is crazy bc kat literally stopped talking to her mother for 17 years after this and they’re bringing it up on a casual friday night
• omg first espresso martinis and now shots nick what are you hiding
• monica shared the fb post! we should’ve known! (sorry nick 😮‍💨)
• ahhh elliot monica dance battle!!!! we are having fun!!
• “oh you know.. about that?” kat EVERYONE knows he’s been in love with you for years😪
• ELLIOT CUT HIS TRIP SHORT TO COME BACK TO FIGHT FOR KAT
• (he’s done a pretty shitty job but neither here nor there right now)
• dell! and sam…
• okay smooth move with the elliot coffee cop out. now you /have/ to drink wine 🤪
• NOT DANCING IN THE LIVING ROOM !!!! THAT’S COLTON’S THING!!!!
• the genius behind this episode having a ghost tour with made up legends when dell is actually being haunted by colton at every moment of her day 😮‍💨
• colton and dell 🥺
• - 2007 -
• PARAMORE !? 🤯
• yk in a way, dell is also in the business of misery, 10/10 needle drop there no notes
• oh this party is getting worser and worser
• baby katelliot alone time 🥺
• image you’re baby elliot and you know for a fact your best friend / love of your life has a child with the person she is currently talking about leaving….
• she ain’t going to london 😪
• one thing about kat landry, she’s gonna run away from a problem.
• “COME WITH ME!?” BRO
• yeah i totally get how this ruined his life now
• okay but baby kat laying out plans for her and elliot to run away together and start a new life in a new country while “i watched his wildest dreams come true, not one of them involving you” plays muffled in the background is actually SICK
• i would just like to have a chat with the music director on this show
• what do you MEAN they were fully committed to this plan !! and would have gone through with it if Something didn’t happen
• i’m so nervous for whatever’s about to happen
• “woah i never meant to brag but i got him where i want him now” on baby katelliot hug and “woah it was never my intention to brag to steal it all away from you now” on alice hearing this plan…… i’m-
• -present day-
• dell!! and sam…
• omg sam wants to invest the farm
• kat is not going to like this
• OH BABY KAT TRIED TO GIVE DELL MONEY FOR THE FARM
• dell landry is too proud
• “don’t let pride stand in the way of something good” “you don’t know me, sam. don’t act like you do” 🫣
• (i’m sorry dell he is right but i respect you and i’m on your side)
• og mystery gang!
• THNKS FR TH MMRS!?!??!? HELLO what is the music budget for this show
• wait thanks for the memories even if they weren’t so great 🥹 that’s gang and fam fr
• claire is calling! nick is like ross with the lamp
• why monica would have to go with nick upstairs in a house he lives in to find a place to answer his phone is not important what’s important is that kat and elliot are alone as well
• and they’re so normal about each other
• “where do you stand with this thomas guy” well he’s a historical figure so.
• but yeah we been knew elliot was jealous of him 😭
• aaaand kat’s gone. surprise surprise
• “go! talk to her!” monica just wants the tea and she’s so real for that
• - 2007 -
• “have you seen elliot?” “who?” come on now 😪
• BABY KAT AND ALICE
• BESTIES REUNITED 🥹🥹🥹🥹
• “he’s always been like a brother to me, but now i’m wondering if maybe we could be something… more?” AHHHHH
• oh god alice literally being responsible for her own existence. like just giving baby kat one hint of doubt
• oh good… brady is here….
• alice you should know by now that what happened will always happen!
• porbrecito baby elliot 🥲
• THE MASK
• ITS ABOUT TO GET BLOODY UP IN HERE
• not brady seeing the party on facebook wow monica really goofed with that 😭
• ELLIOT 😨
• he’s gonna fight this man and lose i fear
• ARE YOU KIDDING ME (- present day-)
• elliot is going to talk to kat!! monica may have just redeemed herself idk
• oh we’re just jumping right into the london of it all
• “that was a lifetime ago” literally!
• nooo elliot you’re not the fallback 😭
• “before you move on to bigger, better things again” that’s it. alexa, play the bolter by taylor swift 🤧
• “how am i supposed to chose you when i don’t know how you feel?” got him there.
• “we keep missing our moment” meanwhile she’s in 1814 and he’s on a boat or something idk
• KATELLIOT KISS WE ARE SO BACK
• - 2007 -
• baby elliot is taking a STAND 😮‍💨
• BRADY DID NOT JUST SLAP HIM
• the glasses and the mask just like the picture! 😰
• - present day -
• nick??? alone in elliot’s house talking to claire on the phone?????
• looking for something to write an address on and finding that old school work???? WHAT IS IT!?
• OH IT IS THE TIME JUMP JOURNAL NOOOO
• (i thought it was in a spiral notebook?? doesn’t matter)
• NICK IS GONNA KNOW
• sorry kat and elliot are still making out outside this is so funny 🤭
• OHP I DON’T THINK KAT KNOWS ABOUT THE TIME JUMP JOURNAL EITHER OMG
• - 2007 -
• the girlies (baby elliot and baby brady) are fightingggg
• ELLIOT LANDS A PUNCH
• KAT GETS KNOCKED INTO THE POOL
• IS SHE INJURED AND THAT’S WHY SHE CANT GO TO LONDON!?!?!??
• alice CALLS HER MOM AKSHADLHSJF GIRL
• baby kat is BLEEDING IN THE POOL.
• close enough. welcome back, jay gatsby
• fin.
📺: the way home - season two
season one recap 🩵
episode one - the space between:
• watching the ‘previously on’ like i didn’t just spend the week recapping it
• thought this was jacob and dell but it’s just another little boy and older lady
• “it will always take you where you need to go.” 👀
• picking up where season one left off. kat and dell were literally JUST healing and now where back to murder boarding
• oh we’re just immediately jumping into the FROZEN pond
• it didn’t work!
• kat you know that’s not how it works !! just get out before you freeze!!!
• oh god now alice is in the pond
• and YEAH we’re BENEATH THE ICE
• ALICE
• KAT DONT YOU KNOW CPR
• CHEST COMPRESSIONS
• oh god alice is back okay
• so much just happened oh my god
• a note for kat on elliot’s door ):
• me and elliot squabbin the next time i see him 😤
• (did anyone else’s school use the word squab around like 2015?? 2016??)
• “if i’ve learned anything these last few months it’s the worst thing to waste is time.” i gUESS!
• now how can a dog time travel 😭 the pond is SICK for that
• “the pond is done with us, allie. we have to be done with it.” we’ll see
• they’re making a pact to stay in the present
• time jump! seven months laterrrr
• hello?? DECODE PARAMORE?!?!
• and kat is jogging through the woods like is this twilight???
• passed elliot’s (still empty) house. hayley williams is right, how did we get here 😭
• ofc kat is listening to decode she’s an emo millennial
• if you think about it this kinda is like twilight. she’s gonna jump off a cliff next probably
• dell landry: bee keeping age!!!
• where’d the horse come from? 🤨
• “hey, boy. who are you?” oh so neither of us know okay
• oh! it’s the last day of school!
• not spencer from school pulling up
• and maybe zoe from school? hard to say
• alice is leaving!? oh going to the states with brady
• “that’s the thing about shared custody, eventually you have to share.” rip /:
• ugh r*chel mention
• “i am screening your next guy! these last two, they’ve been so very disappointing.” LAST TWO!?
• oh she meant brady and elliot 😂
• “brady only disappointed in the later years. we don’t.. we don’t talk about elliot.” yeah still too soon formerly nemesis monica
• lol so new guy leaves (suspiciously 🤨) and kat is like “okay fiiine i’ll take over the herald and hire myself back!! if i must!!!”
• and good for her!
• oh someone’s died 😰
• evelyn goodwin??
• oldest member of the most prestigious (and wealthiest) family in port haven. an institution, dell says!
• linger?more?
• oh elliot has the AUDACITY to send post cards 😤
• yeah, alice you’re right to roll your eyes at him!!
• we’re getting so much landry lore!
• but also more evidence for my jacob is his own ancestor theory
• the landrys were a founding family of port haven with the aforementioned goodwins
• dell talking about HAPPY MEMORIES OF COLTON!!!! 🥹
• we’re throwing a summer partyyyy
• landry ladies kitchen dancing 🥹
• ruined! by brady calling 😤
• oh so kat and alice are on the same wavelength as me. no wonder kat knows so much about her great great whoevers
• they stuck to their word, no pond!
• “yeah, well. elliot’s not around anymore to give us those pearls of wisdom.” “when are you gonna let that go?” no, no. hold that grudge, alice.
• “elliot promised that he would always be there to help, and when we needed him the most […], he bails.” just like the avatar 😪
• can’t help but notice the herald is brighter now that new guy is gone.
• now i know brady isn’t trying to blame KAT for the shared custody thing
• are we ever gonna be introduced to rachel bc now it’s getting suspicious
• “alice is no distraction, she’s the glue” she really is huh 😭
• ooooh evelyn goodwin put the herald in her will???
• kat is going to ✨lingermore✨
• (i’m guess that’s the goodwin estate?)
• “no wonder you turned the herald into a weekly, you’re always here” okay dell kinda ate with that one 😭
• “i’m going up the hill” me: kate bush?
•but also: *eerie music change* “i’m going with you.”
• okay now i’m scared of lingermore
• oh something has Happened here…
• sorry, evelyn saved everything to open a museum and her son was just like “eh oh well. gonna sell.” ??? hate men.
• oooh but now the herald gets it all!!
• now kat has the entire history of port haven at her fingertips! finding jacob has literally never been easier.
• oh something Sinister has Happened here… 😰
• alice! step away from that pond! you promised your mother!!
• oh she’s just coming to say goodbye ):
• girl back up that’s literally how you fell in the first time!!
• oh it’s LITERALLY how she fell in the first time? the bracelet hello???
• i do enjoy that when i gasp now it’s actually stuff i am surprised about
• is dell gonna have flashbacks of her own of this place now?
• she’s just sad about evelyn ):
• you know. this was kinda how dell’s future was looking before kat and alice showed up…
• yeah how is kat supposed to get all these boxes back to the herald
• UM
• why’s this portrait look just like kat 😀
• “MY KATHERINE, 1814” HELLO
• what did evelyn know 👀
• aww the jewelry dish
• we are immediately back to kat and alice keeping secrets from each other 🫠
• she’s a runna she’s a track star 🏃🏻‍♀️
• oh! note’s gone from the door! is elliot back???
• omg he’s back
• “well kat landry!” “oh… elliot augustine…” okayyyy
•god, kat might as well have just said “you look hot” that would’ve been less embarrassing 😭
• (and he does, she was right.)
• why is elliot being weird
• wait. just realized this man LEFT in the MIDDLE OF THE SCHOOL YEAR??? elliot there’s a TEACHER SHORT- wait they’re canadian…. is there a canadian teacher shortage??
• um but still. in the middle of the year, dawg??
• okay elliot when have you ever “imposed” on the landrys be so for real
• omg kat get up girl you are not playing it cool rn
• “i will never understand why she took elliot’s travels so hard” bc they’re besties??? (also bc that’s her stepdad but we apparently are keeping that a secret)
• dell didn’t notice that kat and alice were literally time traveling but she DID clock kat and elliot and that is, once again, so southern of her.
• “i haven’t seen you wear the bracelet in forever! i was beginning to think you lost it.” hehe about that…
• no actually WHY is elliot so… off i’m starting to not trust this… like go back to the caribbean if you’re gonna be like this
• “somebody had a glow up.” lmao rita!!
• “looks like elliot had what the kids call a hot boy summer” RITA!!!
• oh so alice didn’t know about katelliot and is really just mad bc elliot is her bestie!!!
• “and besides, there is no us, really. right?” ELLIOT YOU’RE THE BIGGEST DUMB DUMB THERE IS
• fumbled the bag
• he didn’t even say GOODBYE!? god what is with these men
• “great party, dell.” 😭😂
• “you better get out there and get a lobster before rita pilfers them all” lol okay great callback
• “[the farm] will always be here waiting for you.” 🥹
• fireworks for colton 😭😭😭😭
• flashbacks for everyone 🥺
• i miss colton landry
• ugh how long are kat and elliot going to pretend they don’t love each other
• alice is connecting dots
• colton and baby elliot 🥺 the club house is always there for him to have a space 😭
• “don’t waste any time, kid. because it’s never guaranteed.” and elliot thought that was a joke?? i-
• *branch snaps* “did you hear that?” WHO CAME BACK 🫵🏽
• “i saw that look between you and elliot. are you two together?” alice you’re far too late
• alice you didn’t ruin anything, sweetie 😭
• kinda rude that i grew up an hour from the beach and never went to a summer bonfire beach party in high school. (i didn’t go to parties in hs who am i kidding)
• oh! we’re being haunted by our past! cool.
• an elliot mixtape!!! IN THE CLUBHOUSE
• aww elliot’s here.
• with a STRONG candian ‘sorry’
• oh they met alice after the last summer cookout… interesting
• i thought “traveling” was a euphemism. but he actually meant time traveling lol
• “i’m sorry i didn’t say goodbye. i just knew if i saw you, i wouldn’t go.” OKAY AND WOULD THAT HAVE BEEN SO BAD
• just sitting on the bed nothing crazy
• SCREAMING !!!!!
• grey’s anatomy training 😏
•making out with all for you playing in the background. gonna cry actually.
• elliot apologizing right away 😭 okay there’s the awkward guy i missed
• “i’m not your problem anymore” WHY WOULD SHE SAY THATTTTT
• ALEXA, PLAY EXHILE BY TAYLOR SWIFT
• the sad part is, they could just go right back to how they were. like elliot is so willing to be that sounding board for kat.
• but. he blew it. super hard. complete buffoonery.
• “welcome home.” damn she’s cold
• baby nick!!!
• ugh elliot was gonna make his move RIGHT before kat met brady 😭
• so i guess spencer from school and zoe from school are??? no more???
• alice is still hung up on nick 😭 girl he’s old let it gooo
• why are they making her sing rn
• now look you’ve made her get stage fright again. (it’s definitely not the ghosts of her mother’s past coming to haunt her…)
• kat and dell finally getting the mother daughter relationship they deserve??
• is the house called lingmore or lingermore… i need to look this up
• the subtitles are telling me lingermore. dell’s accent is just thick lmao
• oh! see, dell thought evelyn reminded her of herself too.
• “i wanna build back our relationship. i wanna get to know you again.” yup yup yup 🥹
• kat has also noticed that dell is talking about colton and jacob in a positive light now
• “no more regrets, only resets” dell would kill on facebook
• ugh, i know Something is going to happen and it’s gonna ruin everything we accomplished in this scene
• um why are we back at the “did you hear that” scene 😰
• WHO IS THAT!?!?? 🫵🏽
• colton???? new guy?????? JACOB!?!?!?
• oh my god
• the blurry polaroid!!
• alice and kat sharing their secrets! season of healing!
• kat don’t let her manipulate you like this!
• okay or do. whatever.
• wait elliot send that text 😭 you gotta be the one to fix this, dude.
• neighbor!? who is this man???
• they better not be trying to give dell another love interest 😤
• could be elliot’s dad tho? but i doubt it
• suspicious buyer of the neighboring farm????
• the new buyer isn’t going to lease the fields sooo what does that mean 😅
• dell is going to be losing money?
• AND WHOSE HORSE IS THIS
• don’t tell me that horse jumped in the pond 🤧
• mother daughter pond jump 🤪
• “it’ll take us where we need to go” what could go wrong! 😀
• BABY ELLIOT!?
• has present elliot been LYING to present kat this whole time??????
• if i got sent to 1814- hold up who is that
• not the gun
• HELLO
• grey’s anatomy training (dying in a horrific way)
• um. okay 😀
fin.
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told you so
yangyang x reader, fluff
summary: you like yangyang and ten tries to convince you that he likes you back.
a/n: soooo sorry that it’s been so long LOLLL but hopefully i’ll get back into writing now that it’s summer ^^
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“give me one reason why i should believe you.”
ten frowned at you. “what? you don’t trust me?”
“of course i trust you, but how do you know for sure? i don’t want to risk it.” you slapped ten gently on the shoulder when he continued to frown at you. “don’t look at me like that, it’s not going to help your case.”
ten erased the frown from his face and rolled his eyes, flipping onto his back with a loud groan. “my two babies like each other and are too stupid to realize it. you guys drive me nuts.”
you laughed and threw a pillow at him. “shut up. and we’re not your babies. i’m not your cat, weirdo.”
***
both you and yangyang were busy college students, but even then you two always made time for each other. whether that was rushed lunches in the quad, or childhood movies at each others dorms at 2 am. you considered him your closest friend, and he considered you his own. you basically already acted like a couple, the only thing that was missing was the label (and kisses, of course). 
ten wasn’t sure if the two of you were scared, oblivious, or stupid, so he settled with assuming that you were all three. even mark could see that you two liked each other, and he was slow to pick up on things. 
when ten decided that convincing you wasn’t going to work, he turned his attention back to yangyang. yangyang held a bit more confidence than you did, but ten knew it would diminish the moment he found out there was the slightest chance that you liked him back.
it made ten want to slam his head into a wall.
“yangyang, why would i lie to you? do you think i want to see you humiliate yourself?” ten sighed, clearly very frustrated.
yangyang shrugged. “i mean, i wouldn’t be surprised.” at this, ten rolled his eyes. “but seriously there’s, like, no way y/n likes me back. she probably likes mark, or something, and you’re trying to fool me.”
ten took hold of yangyang’s shoulders and stared him dead in the eyes. “if i’m wrong about this i’ll buy you food for a week.”
yangyang drew back from ten and raised a brow, saying, “either you’re serious or way too into a prank, dude.”
ten hung his head in exhaustion, sighing. “oh my god, i can’t stand this anymore. forget my deal, you’re stupid.”
yangyang pouted as ten walked away, slightly offended by his comment. “rude,” he grumbled under his breath.
***
yangyang bounced his knee up and down, his gaze continuously flickering back and forth between the clock on the wall and his paper. the two of you had planned to have lunch together since you hadn’t been able to hangout for the past few days, and yangyang was insistent on being on time. he wasn’t sure why, but his hands seemed to be sweatier than usual and his heart couldn’t help but skip a beat at the thought of seeing you again.
he shook his head as if to get himself to stop thinking about you, mumbling to himself, “god, what is wrong with me?”
he nearly jumped out of his skin when a mutual friend of his, jaemin, tapped on his shoulder. jaemin stared at him in amusement and took a small step back. “my bad, didn’t mean to scare you. you okay?”
yangyang chuckled awkwardly and said, “yeah, sorry, i just spaced out. what’s up?”
jaemin leaned on the desk in front of yangyang casually. “you’re friends with y/n, right?”
yangyang tensed at his question, fearing where this conversation was going. “uh, yeah, why?”
“do you think you could get me her number?”
yangyang blinked at him before quickly clearing his throat, realizing he had been staring like an idiot. “...can’t you, like, get it from her yourself?”
the corners of jaemin’s lips curled up into a small smile. he shrugged, saying, “i could, but asking you saves me the trouble.”
yangyang sat there stumbling over his own words before directing his attention to his classmates leaving the classroom. using this as his chance to escape, yangyang stood abruptly.
“i’ll get back to you on that...eventually. i got to go, so...bye!” yangyang said to jaemin, flashing him a fake smile before dashing out of the room.
yangyang couldn’t help but feel uneasy at the thought of jaemin having a crush on you, but he tried his best to convince himself that wasn’t the case. whether it was because he was nervous or because he didn’t want to be late, yangyang picked up his pace and sent you a text telling you that he was on his way.
you sat patiently on the grass under a tree that you and yangyang had unofficially called your “spot”, jumping when yangyang fell into the spot next to you. he was panting slightly, but still had a bright smile on his face.
“did you run? why are you out of breath?” you asked while laughing at how he tried fixing his hair.
“didn’t want to keep you waiting, i guess,” yangyang huffed out. your cheeks warmed up at the comment, making you look down in embarrassment. to distract yangyang from seeing your flushed expression, you turned to grab the food from your bag. 
just like any other time that you two would have lunch together, you cracked jokes and took stupid pictures, enjoying each other’s company for as long as you could. moments like these made you forget that you and yangyang were just friends, which meant that the reality check at the end of the day hurt a lot more.
“hey, do you know jaemin?” yangyang asked suddenly.
“na jaemin?” you nodded at yangyang and said, “yeah, he might be in a class or two of mine. why?”
“just curious. what do you think of him? is he, like, cool or anything?” yangyang asked nervously. he turned away and mentally slapped himself. you sound so stupid right now.
to his relief, you replied, “i don’t know him very well, so i wouldn’t know. he seems quiet.”
yangyang hummed in reply. you chuckled and nudged his shoulder. “what? you got a crush on him?”
yangyang rolled his eyes playfully and scoffed. “oh, shut up.”
you laughed before checking your phone and sighing. “shit, i gotta get going. sorry to cut it short, yang.”
yangyang waved you off and stood up, offering you a hand to pull you up which you gratefully took. “no worries, i’m glad we got to do this today.” he almost melted when you shot him a smile.
“me too. see you later, okay?” you waved him goodbye as you walked away.
yangyang sighed and shook his head as soon as you left, the thought of you and jaemin refusing to leave his mind. he grumbled to himself, “grow a pair and confess, yangyang, come on.”
***
“well, now i’m sure he doesn’t like me, ten,” you said into your phone as you laid on your bed, facing your ceiling.
“what? why?” ten’s voice rang throughout your small dorm room.
“he kept asking me about na jaemin, i think he’s trying to set me up with him, or something.” you frowned at the thought.
“no! he is definitely not trying to do that.”
you furrowed your eyebrows in confusion. “how would you know?”
“because i told jaemin to ask him for your number. i thought that yangyang would stop being a pussy and confess but i can tell that didn’t go as planned,” ten said. you could almost hear his sheepish smile.
had ten been here, you would’ve strangled him. “why are you so invested in my love life?”
“y/n, without me you don���t have a love life. be grateful that i’m even trying to help you out here.”
you couldn’t help but laugh.  “well you’re not doing a very good job.”
“and you are? excuse me, but you’re just as much of a pussy as yang,” ten laughed through the phone. “quit pissing me off and tell him you like him already before he comes crying to me about how he thinks you and jaemin are going to start dating. i gotta go, louis turned on my stove and might burn down the place.”
you laughed lightly. “alright, talk you later. and keep your nose out of my business!”
after you hung up you sat on your bed and stared blankly at the wall of your dorm. typically you tried not to listen to ten as it only ever got you in trouble, but you decided that maybe this time he was right. if he was going through all this trouble, he couldn’t have been lying, right?
right?
***
much to ten’s dismay, he seems to have been right about yangyang and his whining.
“no, like, you don’t understand. he totally likes her. and he’s na jaemin. there’s like no way she wouldn’t like him back! i would have a crush on him too, bro.” ten shook his head at the way yangyang sat glumly on his bed, combing his bangs over his eyes.
“do you ever listen to what i tell you? i have been telling you for several weeks that she likes you. you and your idiotic self,” ten said while shoving his shoulder to get his attention. “and if you don’t listen to me this time, i will make sure that her and jaemin start dating just so that i can see you writhe in pain.”
“that’s so low, dude,” yangyang mumbled into his pillow which he had shoved his face into.
“low like your game with girls. now go get her flowers and confess!”
***
“she liked tulips right? come on yangyang, you should know this,” yangyang mumbled to himself. in his hands was a bouquet of followers which he has just bought you as well as a bag full of a few of your favorite things.
he was tripping over himself as he walked over to your dorm, his palms sweaty and his throat dry from anxiety. before he could open the door to your dorm complex, he stopped and stood at the base of the stairs.
“does she even like tulips? should i go back? oh my god, can i shut up and go?” yangyang argued with himself.
before he even had the chance to turn around and bail, your voice had called out to him, making him freeze.
“yangyang? what are you doing here?” you asked.
he turned around to see you with a large stuffed animal in your arms and a small bag that was similar to the one he was holding.
“y/n! oh my god!” yangyang wasn’t sure of what to say or do but he could see your gaze flickering from the flowers in his hands back to his nervous gaze. he saw the corner of your lips curl up into a small smile and felt his worries slowly ease away.
“i’m guessing ten talked to you too?” you chuckled, making your way towards him.
yangyang laughed nervously. “um, yes, quite aggressively too.” he held the tulips in his hands out to you. “i got these for you. you do like tulips, right?”
you smiled and nodded. “of course i do. you know me so well,” you teased. you handed over the stuffed animal to which yangyang gladly took into his arms. “i remember you talking about how badly you wanted this one from the store so i went and bought it for you.”
“thank you, i love it.”
the two of you looked at it each other for a moment before breaking out into bright smiles that you seemed to be unable to control. yangyang hesitantly took your hand into his own before brushing a strand of hair out of your face.
“i really like you,” he said softly.
“i know,” you laughed when he frowned and rolled his eyes. placing a kiss on his cheek you said, “i really like you too.”
“is it okay if i kiss you?” yangyang mumbled. you nodded excitedly, but before you could share your first kiss, yangyang’s phone buzzed.
0/10
have you confessed or not i have jaemin with me right now
yangyang scoffed at the text making you furrow your brows in confusion. “who is it?”
“just ten. come here, i need to send him a picture of us.”
“for...what?”
“for proof!”
“proof? proof for wh-“
“i’ll explain later, just come here.” yangyang wrapped his arm around your shoulder and pressed a kiss to your cheek, catching you by surprise. “and....sent! now back to that kiss...”
you shoved him at the sight of him wiggling his eyebrows making him laugh. “just shut up already.”
“if you say so,” yangyang sang.
you both smiled into the kiss, knowing that the both of you had been waiting for this moment forever, giggling when you finally pulled away. yangyang caressed your cheek gently before pulling out his phone to check ten’s reply.
0/10
told you so!!!!!
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inactiveanimeblog · 3 years ago
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HEYY the anon was me btw loll
what i WANTED to say before tumblr so RUDELY deleted my ask😒 was what if instead of the reader cheating on obito (which is what i usually see) obito gets super drunk one night and hooks up with someone. and when the reader finds out she’s devastated bc obito always tells her how much he loves her and this is the last thing she’d ever expect him to do,, and he apologizes and everything and ofc she’d forgive him she’s so madly in love with him blah blah blah.
anyways (this is kinda cliche lolll) one night they get into this huge argument and obito storms out and gets drunk and cheats on her (again) and he feels really guilty the next day and the reader always believes him when he says he’ll never do it again (spoiler!! he does it again) and their relationship will never be the same and it’s just overall super toxic.😆
and ik this is super OOC for obito cuz he’s a simp in the show lmaooo, but i rlly love your writing and i thought you might like this idea and ik your requests are closed nd i’m so so sorry but i really had to leave this in your inbox asap😣
P.S I KNOW YOU SAID YOU DONT LIKE IT WHEN THE READER GETS CHEATED ON BUT PLEASE HEAR ME OUT ON THIS ONE😩😩 and srry for any grammar mistakes lmao
tw : toxicity, manipulation, cheating, break up, angst
OMG R U TRYING TO MAKE ME SAD ;( NOT WITH MY FAV CHARACTER NOOOO! READERS LEAVING HIS ASS! even tho i love obito more than anything. also not really a fic but just a quick lil drabble ! hope this is fine <3
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this is the second time obito’s done this. cheat on you. the first time he did, broke you and almost broke your relationship. however after a long talk and trying to understand where he was coming from, you forgave him. you didn’t think he was gonna do it again, you know he loves you. but hearing him say those words once more, you questioned if he ever truly did love you.
“i promise y/n i didn’t mean it.”
“please i love you so much.”
“don’t leave me. you’re all i have.”
it pained you to leave him. the cracks in his voice while he was trying hard not to cry replaying in your mind. you’re very well aware how sorry he is, but after this happening yet again you can’t trust him. sometimes you wonder if you shouldn’t have been so hard on him while you were leaving.
“i’m packing my shit and staying at a friends until i get my own place.”
“i don’t ever wanna hear from you again.”
“don’t bother trying to see me anymore. we’re done.”
he stood in the doorway, tears brimming in his eyes while watching you pack everything up. every second he watched you, his heart broke a little bit more. he would have done anything to keep you from leaving, even blocking you from door.
“move out of my way obito.”
“i can’t. i don’t want you to leave.”
he even went as far as taking your luggage and throwing it back on the bed, trying to unpack everything again. at this point you were agitated, tired, and broken. you took your things out of his hands and placed them back in the suitcase, not once looking him in his eyes. you knew if you looked at him, then you wouldn’t have the courage to leave.
“y/n look at me. we can fix this.”
“it won’t happen again, it was a mistake.”
“obito, i swear to fucking god. don’t do this to me right now. can’t you see where i’m coming from? you cheated on me not once, but twice. you’re so selfish, you think you can do whatever you want, then come home and have the nerve and tell me you regret it? i was worried sick about you last night, wondering where you were, calling your phone, and you didn’t even come back until this morning.”
there was nothing he could say that would make you stay with him, it would have been a miracle if you did stay. his anger replaced his sadness and he threw a few things around the room, his voice got louder, and a vexed look was on his face.
“i don’t understand why you can’t forgive me.”
“this is childish y/n, stop acting like a kid.”
“you don’t love me, if you did you would stay.”
you’re almost glad he started saying these things, because if he didn’t you knew you would have missed him much more. you knew what he was doing, you knew he was trying to manipulate you into staying with him. and it wasn’t gonna work, not this time.
you grabbed your things without saying a word, completely ignoring the temper tantrum he was throwing, and threw everything in your car. he watched you the entire time, his yelling falling on deaf ears, and the last thing you said to him was
“i hope you learn your lesson obito.”
before pulling out of the driveway and leaving.
tears finally fell down your face and sobs escaped your mouth while driving to your best friends house. this was gonna be a lot harder to get over than you thought.
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shinsoussimp · 4 years ago
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hey it’s the toga + ftm bf anon! I don’t vibe with bl**dplay either, but if you could do some fluff that involves toga cuddling and being protective over her bf that would b cool 👉👈
also for future reference could I sign with 💍 bc I’d love to do more requests for her if it’s cool
a/n: omg you have more toga requests? this is amazingg🤩 and i finally have another emoji anon !! sorry i’m excited lolll i hope you enjoy !! (i feel like this is kinda shitty so i apologize for that :( )
a/n: this is an au where toga is not a wanted criminal btw lmaoo
cuddling with toga
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toga is veeery protective over what’s her’s. so when she heard your name coming from another girl’s mouth in the school hallway, she obviously had to listen in.
“i mean it’s pretty easy to get him to listen you just gotta like, say he’s cute or something.” the girl laughed alone with her friends as she spoke. toga stood behind the corner of the wall with her hands balled up into fists, trying her best to contain her anger.
“like i got him to write 3 essays for me, i was just like ‘oh y/nnn you’re the smartest guy ever, i couldn’t ask anyone else!’“ so these girls were taking advantage of you, were they? toga was seething, attempting to keep her facial expression as neutral as she could as she stepped out from behind the wall.
“you think he’d do my science proj-...” the girl’s laughter died down when the noticed toga standing behind them. she tilted her head and smiled as her hands crossed behind her back.
“what’cha girls talkin’ about?” she said with a eerily cheery tone in her voice. 
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you sat on your bed, doing the last bit of your homework with some soft music playing in the background. you had plans for toga to come over soon so you left the front door unlocked that way she could let herself in. and because of this, and you being so focused on your work, when toga burst through your bedroom door, you were scared shitless.
“holy shi- toga!” she ran towards you at full speed, jumping on top of you when she reached your bed. your back hit the mattress causing your to grunt. she pulled back so she was straddling your waist and slapped her hands down on your shoulders.
“why didn’t you tell me you were doing school work for a bunch of girls?!” she practically yelled. you were still speechless because this all happened so fast, you were still comprehending the fact that she was here.
“i-.. i’m just helping out our classmates. they’re really nice so...”
“they’re just taking advantage of you!!” you looked at her in disbelief and she huffed, “they’re just saying nice stuff to get you to do their work. i heard them talking!” toga wasn’t the type of person to lie about things like this so you figured it was true. to know these people didn’t actually mean any of the things they had said was pretty shitty. 
“are you okay..?” she said, with her voice now at a normal volume. you kept quiet, nodding as you turned away from her. she groaned and smacked your chest lightly, “no you’re not, just say that!” she rolled over and pulled you close, leading your head to lay on her chest.
“i don’t like mean girls.” she said bluntly and you couldn’t help but laugh a bit.
“me either...” she ran her fingers through your hair, admiring all the different shades of color in it.
“but you won’t have to worry about them anymore.” she giggled as she hugged you tighter. you pull your head back to look at her.
“toga, what did you do?” her smile grew wider as she pulled your head back down.
“nothing illegal. don’t worry!” you sighed, deciding to drop it for now. you wrapped your arm around her waist, letting your eyes flutter shut. it was quiet for a little bit while she just held you. then suddenly you felt a soft kiss press itself to your forehead.
“i love you, my dear.” she whispered before rest her head on the top of yours, smiling as the smell of your shampoo filled her nose. you pushed your face further into her neck and smiled against her skin.
“i love you too.”
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atopearth · 3 years ago
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Brothers Conflict (Passion Pink) Part 4 - Asahina Tsubaki Route
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Time for Tsubaki, yay! Aww, it's kinda cute how passionate Subaru and Yusuke are rooting for their respective basketball teams lol. I love how Azusa and Tsubaki invited Ema to their event, and I loved how Ema gave a lot of thought into her answers when they asked her how the event was. It was really cute how she felt proud that they were her brothers when people really liked the event and praised them hahaha. On the other hand, lmao at Tsubaki wanting to jump into her arms every time she said something cute, and lolll at Juli getting annoyed at Tsubaki getting so close to Ema. It was hilarious when Tsubaki told Ema to leave the squirrel behind next time there's an event since it's so noisy😂😂 Aww I love the aquarium date where Tsubaki touches her cheek saying she's cold, and Ema touches his hand to say he's cold too, that's pretty adorable, they even seemed to hold hands for a bit?!🥲 I also really liked how he guided her like a prince/butler to the horse riding part of the zoo haha, it's never boring with Tsubaki and his antics.
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Loll at Rui getting heatstroke after building a sandcastle🤣 Wow, Azusa and Tsubaki can drive a boat? Dangg. Aww, I love how they both reassured Ema that they'll definitely protect her (when it started raining and the boat engine "broke down") and held her hand to show their conviction and give her warmth since it was cold. I knewww Tsubaki was lying about the engine! Poor Ema. She was so worried. I'm kinda sad that Tsubaki doesn't get an individual moment on the holiday with Ema though! Tsubaki picking clothes for Ema during a shopping date is the best~ I love how encouraging he is and how he earnestly loves dressing her up and wanting to match with her, it's so cute haha. It's so adorable how happy Tsubaki was to eat Ema's handmade bento, lmao when he kept telling her to feed him loll. Okay, lmao at if Ema stays to watch Tsubaki and Azusa and see them "confess their love" to each other with the roses CG hahahaha. They were pretty into it (for their acting)😂 At least Tsubaki was pretty upfront with her that a guy and a girl in the same room sleeping together would make him think about things hahaha, it's cute how he gave her a kiss on the forehead~ and I guess he gave her one on the lips too when she was "asleep". Wow, he even kissed her in the morning lol! I guess he's really going to try his best to make her realise she likes him too lol. Ohh woww, he kissed her in the bed and then asked to kiss her in other places loll, too bad Ema still wants to just treat him as an older brother even though as Tsubaki said, they've done things that have crossed the line ages ago lol. Anyway, lmao how when Ema can't fall asleep, instead of counting sheep, Tsubaki counts Azusas😂😂😂
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I wonder why Tsubaki seems to be worried or sad over Azusa? Anyway, as I said before (in Hikaru's post), I really liked how Tsubaki convinced Ema to go back and talk to her dad (when she found out she was adopted) and told her that she's become someone important to him and not just a "moe" little sister to him, and that these thoughts didn't need actual ties of blood, so her dad should treasure her too regardless of their blood ties. LMAO at Ema shooing Juli out into the hallway because she wanted to concentrate on the game she was playing with Tsubaki and not hear Juli nagging and telling her to study lolol. I see...so Tsubaki feels like he's inferior to Azusa in terms of acting and everything, and it doesn't help that Azusa actually started voice acting stuff later than him and mainly did it because Tsubaki felt like something was missing when he went to classes without Azusa. I guess it's kinda like that with siblings who are "better" than you. You'll always feel a bit jealous, but having them beside you makes you happy so it's a pretty conflicting feeling. Awww, I loved how Ema was really good at the game and the strategies etc, and Tsubaki told her to make him "fall for her" with her strategies hahaha.
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I honestly didn't think a depressed Tsubaki would make my heart break so much. It was so sad that Tsubaki was dropped from the audition for the lead of the anime series he always wanted to be in, it was basically his dream...and it wasn't because he lacked anything, it's just that the producers (I think?) decided on Azusa already. I'm glad Ema told him what she thought and how Azusa was really worried too but didn't want to hurt his feelings. Omgg when he asked her to stay overnight because he didn't want to be alone and wanted to be with her🥺 Lmaoo at Ema the pro gamer ordering Natsume, Tsubaki and Azusa around, she's such a leader when it comes to games. I find it hilarious that Natsume even said not many people in his company have played as many hours as her😂 It's so funny how they're all so shocked that her personality changes when she's playing games😂 Lmao at Azusa asking Ema to go with Tsubaki to the shops because he doesn't trust him and basically calls him a kid with an income so he probably can't control himself during Christmas time😂😂 I really liked how Tsubaki thanked her for her encouragement and made him think it's okay to be him, and move forward as his energetic self because everyone loves that part of him I guess? Okay, I did not expect Tsubaki to hold Ema's hands and blow on them to keep them warm because that was super cuteee! Awww and he put her hand in his pocket so she wouldn't be cold!
Honestly, seeing Tsubaki break down over the collapsed Azusa was really heartbreaking. Suzumura Kenichi (Tsubaki's VA) was so good here, because I could really feel Tsubaki's desperation and pain, and how much guilt he felt afterwards (at the hospital when he refused to leave until he saw Azusa) for being "selfish" at being absorbed by his feelings and forgetting that everyone else is worried and scared too. I really loved Ema at the hospital, she convinced and really helped Tsubaki realise that his worried and dejected face would not be what Azusa would like to see, and that he needs to go to the company and tell them about Azusa's condition so they can rearrange his jobs etc. I knew Azusa's condition would lead to Tsubaki being able to finally take on the lead of that robot anime role he always wanted, but yeah I think Tsubaki's complicated feelings about it are understandable. This role is his dream, but he doesn't feel like he earned it, and is merely Azusa's replacement and I think that's a saddening way to achieve your dream. But at the same time, I'm sure Ema and his fans will be able to show him that this isn't pity and underserved, that he's not a replacement and is his own person. And I really liked how Ema did it! She told him she liked Tsubaki's voice, so there was no point copying Azusa, and that even though they may be twins, they are their own person, and that both their voices are different and are wonderful in their own ways and have their respective charms. I think I really liked it when Ema said she wanted to hear HIS voice. I liked how he ended up asking her what else she liked about him aside from his voice hahaha. Awww he gave her a kiss! Omggg he totally went for it and kept giving her kisses! Woww, hahaha, Ema wasn't the most comfortable because she still wants to think of him as a brother and this was in the living room, but she was definitely just embarrassed.
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I'm soo happy Tsubaki finally told Azusa about how he always had a inferiority complex towards him but now he’s decided to face himself and understand he has his own qualities. I'm sure that's a relief to Azusa as well since Azusa was also worried and didn't know what he should do. I can't believe Azusa had to stay in the hospital for a whole month though! And he's going to work again the day after?? He's so hard-working. Aww nooo, Azusa actually told Ema he likes her but knows that her heart is with Tsubaki😭 I'm sad that Tsubaki had to say that he found someone more important to him than Azusa because I loveee Azusa and Tsubaki, however I can understand that they are probably way too attached to each other and it's inevitable that they'll find other people they will love. Anyway, I loved how Tsubaki told Ema how much he appreciates her, loves her and wanted her to be his girlfriend~ And I'm glad Ema could finallyyyy accept his feelings hahaha. They're honestly soo cute as a couple and I love how she practises his lines with him but I hope he still practises with Azusa every now and then because I think those are very precious moments they should continue to cherish~ Omggg at him telling her the room was soundproof hahaha. The CG was niceeee. Omgggg at the twins ending? Harem ending? Hahahah. I mean, I definitely wouldn't mind Azusa and Tsubaki...because I love them both too lolll. Ema is so lucky🥺
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Overall, I loved Tsubaki's route. Definitely my favourite route right now. It has great romance development with Ema AND I loved his personal struggles with work and his love for Azusa, but also his inferiority complex towards him. I think these were portrayed really well, and I honestly really felt for Tsubaki's emotions and his ups and downs. I really liked seeing the "other side" to Tsubaki where he gets down about stuff, but at the same time acknowledging that the energetic and cheerful Tsubaki is who he is and what everyone loves. I think Ema supported Tsubaki really well in this route and also showed how strong of a person she was too. I thought I would have to resist from loving Azusa too much, but as Tsubaki realised in the end, Tsubaki definitely has his own charms and I totally fell for them. He's loving, sweet and unafraid to show his emotions and his love to Ema and I think there's a great balance of him showing his physical affection towards her as well as the emotional connection he feels for her. I definitely enjoyed every moment of it, every time I think about Tsubaki and everything that happened in this route, my heart just feels so warm and happy haha🥲🥲
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hotwings0203 · 3 years ago
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Hello!!!
I'm here with some Muslim Hawks headcanons!!
Okayyy soooo you that headcanon of how Hawks collects trinkets? Yeah Muslim Hawks would definitely flirt with you by giving you churiyan (probably gold or red ones lol) and when you wear them, he feels so possessive and can't control himself and play with your hands and fingers telling you how he can't wait to put a ring on you and how these colors look so pretty on you
Speaking of jewelry, when you guys get engaged (which you will cuz he knows how to keep a good reputation with the elders), he gives you jewelry that has his feathers incorporated in it
Okay! But if its not churiyan, I think he would get you an anklet bracelet (payal?), and lmao he would corner you and would crouch down and just softly touch your ankle while putting it on you, and to tease you, he would slowly trace his fingers up your leg while looking up at you with his sharp and playful gaze and he would relish in the way you blush and squeak Hawks! And run away LOLL
Also! He loves it when you feed him, will coo and chirp like a god damn bird. Again you know that trope of the bride feeding the groom, he would totally grab your hand to feed him, and maintain eye contact the whole time, his hawk like gaze pinning you in space and you're just trying not die from blushing
Nickenames!!! Has a plethora of nicknames for you like meri jaan, meri chaand, etc. but his main ones are 'meri chhoti churiya' (my little bird) or 'meri methi churiya' (my sweet bird)! And everytime he utters these names, it'd make you soooo flustered! And omg if he calls you that in front or near the elders, you'd blush so hard while subtly glaring at him and he would just smirk and wink at you lolll
Also I feel like he would be that asshole who scares you when you're at a party and telling djinn stories LOL like the kids and others are all gathered in a room after dinner, its after maghrib, and you are telling djinn stories or watching a horror movie, and when the scary part comes, he would send one his feathers to tickle your feet or touch your shoulder or ear, and you'd squeak and jump right into him (cuz of course hes sitting right beside you, even though you tried to move away from him, you know halal distances and stuff) and he's just sitting all smug and being like "don't worry jaan I'll protect you" LMFAO
Okay okay, that's enough for now, I'll send more soon!!!!
WIAFHFHFHFFN THE FIRST SENTENCE I WAS SOLD!! man I’ve been so excited and literally WAITING to tackle these cuz you always deliver the best headcannons
I could totally see over the expanse of him trying to court you your wardrobe if accessories would slowly shift over to red and gold colors, and if you don’t wear them then he gets all pouty and moody until you catch his drift and run back to wear his colors:)
OO FUUCCKKKK YO PAYAL IS SO SEXY AND FOR WHAT?? Like maybe you’re at someone else’s wedding sitting down from dancing so much, or just stuffed with food when he pounces on your vulnerable state.
“Hey there churiya(bird), I hope you liked my churiyan(bangles),” he snorts at his cringe joke and you can’t help but loosely suppress a laugh yourself.”
“Ha-ha Keigo, verryyyy funny. Arent you supposed to be schmoozing up to your usual harem?”
“My harem?” He pretends to look shocked and places a hand on his chest. “I’m insulted, truly. It’s not a harem, it’s a cult.”
“Ugh!” You get up to leave when he drops to a kneel and grabs your foot, preventing you from leaving.
“What’re you doing?”
“You know, I might have a cult following, but I think id rather keep you as my high priestess. What do you say?” You feel sturdy fingers dancing along your feet and you giggle as he tickles the bottoms.
Then a cold lightweight chain is looped around your toes and around your ankle. You angle to look at it in surprise, and open your mouth to ask why he’s putting payal on you when his fingers start to wander.
Your mouth is stuck open as you watch in shock how his nails lightly rake your smooth skin, and trace up your kameez, letting the cloth ride up your bare legs in a teasing taste of what was his to come.
“Yeah? You enjoying that churiya? There’s more where that came from,” he whispers as he draws his head near and drills his golden eyes into your fluttering ones.
“You-what-“ you sputter as he grips your knee as draws small circles at the back of it.
“If you want me to to higher, you gotta take me out on a date first. Or put a ring on it, either way doesn’t matter to me.”
“Hawks!” You try to pretend you don’t enjoy the sound of his boisterous laughter as you spring up and run to hide your face.
You know he’ll be back though. He always comes back.
As for the bird chirping noises, YES. ABSOLUTELY AND 100%!!
It’s on your wedding when he’s sitting next to you, clad in gold and white while you’re in a deep red (much to his pleasure).
The adults are chatting amongst themselves and turned away from you both when you decide to indulge him. You delicately pick up a piece of laddoo and bring the food to his mouth, turning his chin with your hand under it to face you.
He looks at you with wide eyes and then grins when he sees what you’re doing.
“Come on lardki. Don’t you know feeding mithai is bad for birds? They could die, y’know” he simpers yet accepts the food heartily, chomping away and looking at you with a twinkle in his eyes.
“Hmm, that’s too bad. And here I was thinking birds mate for life.” You flick your hair and get a taste of rasgullah yourself, licking the milky substance off your fingers slowly and relishing when he swallows hard at the sight.
It’s hard to hide your grin when his chirps come throughout the rest of the evening during the randomest of times, his face turning as bright as your lengha when he remembers the erotic sight.
I guess there really is a way to shut him up after all.
AND YESSS YO THIS ASSHOLE JUST LOOVEESSS DJINN STORIES😭
I bet y’all would be at a party, the kind that ends at 1 in the morning when all the kids are tired and delirious.
“Alright guys, gather around. I’m about to lighten this party up.” He claps his hands and waits for all the kids and young adults to circle around him excitedly, their fatigue washed away by the prospect of hearing how another one of their great ancestors was possessed.
It just so happens that you find yourself seated next to him (with the help of his feather with poked the butts of 8 year olds away with subtle yelps).
He makes sure to give you his signature wink and grin especially for you before he starts the story, and you cover your mouth to hide your smile and roll your eyes.
12 minutes in, the lights are all off and everyone is leaning forward, hooked on his story.
“And then, you know what happens to the girl?” He asks lowly in the dark. He can sense everyone’s holding their breaths, yours included.
“N-no, what happens?” One girl asks timidly.
“He POSSESS HER!” Keigo shouts and uses his feather to disperse around the room, sliding under people’s feet’s and knees, causing absolute mayhem as they all run around in the pitch black room and scream.
You weren’t given any mercy either, except your special feathers lift up and tilt your body to dump on his lap.
When he feels your hands searching in the dark in panic of who it is, he grabs your wrist and pulls you close to him, using the void of the room to relish in wrapping his arms and wings around you.
It’s just you and him in that moment, amongst the screams and shouts.
“K-keigo?”
“I’m here meri jaan. I’ll protect you from those big bad djinn,” he chuckles and brings his head near your neck, not touching exactly but rather brushing his nose against the column of your throat and growling when you shudder at the goosebumps racing across your arms.
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alpacaparkaseok · 3 years ago
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since I’m procrastinating some work by analyzing this chapter, I’ll tell you how my thoughts about it
1. OC’s selling point to everyone she recruited was independence. Hoseok, who was a free agent, had that. What could she have offered him? (I want him to have asked for a family LOLLL)
2. Love that sope supremacy prevails here 🥰
3. Where is their money coming from? Yadiel sucking her father dry reminded me of how they came up from nothing, but how? Especially when no one knew they existed they couldn’t have made any big money moved without coming up on the map?? Is it tae’s money?
4. Still dyingggg for a JK/OC backstory
5. I wanna see more serious/action hobi! I reread the gala scene so many times just to feel something
6. I’m SO curious about yadiel and namjoon. He seems more traumatized than her by it all, just more controlled w his emotions
7. Outside of trying to dodge Yadiel, their whole plan to come in guns blazing by overtaking her dad has gone to shit now. I cant think of how they’ll exert their dominance without doing something crazy now
8. Did Yadiel plant that book in the library? I can’t imagine why anyone would leave tracks behind that part confused me
9. Namjoon saying he heard OC seduced hobi brought me back to the police station scene where he asked her about it and she got mad LOL
Drop chapter 12 soon pls 😩
lol thanks for dropping in! haha I hope you got your work done and it went well!
1. ooh so true! freedom in varying degrees. *insert Jin in chp. 7 chatting with Yoongi because I'm so proud of how this all connected so nicely*
“What’d she offer you?”
The low din of the radio permeates the SUV, filling in the gaps in the silence. Yoongi waits patiently for Seokjin to answer his question.
Seokjin keeps his eyes on the road as he taps the steering wheel. “What do you mean?”
“You know what I mean.”
“Well, what’d she offer you?”
Yoongi frowns at his reflection in the side-view mirror. “Something I never thought I’d get.”
Snorting even as he turns onto a dark back road, Seokjin leans back against the driver’s seat. “Ambiguous. I like it.”
“So…”
He shrugs in that nonchalant way that Yoongi finds himself wanting to mimic. There’s something about the arsonist – some sort of easy arrogance – that he’s never been able to pin down.
“She offered me my sanity, I think.”
“You think?” Yoongi’s low voice is filled with ire.
“Yes. I think. Do you?”
“Do I what?”
“Think.”
Yoongi stares at Seokjin, who stares right back before breaking into a wide grin. “Gotcha.”
Rolling his eyes, Yoongi decides to refrain from asking any further questions. “Perhaps it’s a good thing she offered you your sanity. You need it.”
Seokjin’s laugh is alarmingly light-hearted. “Oh, you have no idea.”
2. Sope is my lifeblood.
3. Great question! Tae definitely helped to get them up and running with his funds (he comes from old money, honestly what he's spent is hardly a scrape off the top), and oc was granted access to her inheritance money upon leaving her father. it was part of their agreement, kinda like a "you don't bother me and I won't mess with you" kind of situation. we'll see the other ways they pilfer money in upcoming chapters.
4. ach jk & oc. they have a wonderful backstory. it's great. 10/10/
5. he's coming, don't you worry :))
6. ugh. poor namjoon. he's been through so much, that guy. :(
7. touché. they've really got to go big or go home. hmmm I wonder what they'll do. hmmmmm
8. no, Yadiel didn't. that's as much as I can answer to that lol
9. oh my gosh yes I love that chapter so much - that feels like it was so long ago sksksk
chapter 12 will come my dear!
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kuroosweakness · 4 years ago
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karasuno boys in a haunted house
a/n: i miss haunted houses :’ but omg i could never survive a haunted house trip by myself... i’m only here today because i’ve been with friends and family lmaoo 
daichi: 
- overall pretty chill honestly ... he’ll just walk through the whole house with his arms by his side 
- he is DETERMINED to keep a straight face and does a pretty good job except for the occasional jump scares ... 
- “phew, glad i made it out alive...not that i was scared of course.”
- bonus: “one, two, thre- where’s noya? nishinoya?? asahi have you seen-” 
sugawara: 
- he’ll make everyone go ahead of him so he can laugh at their reactions :)) ( and so he will know when and where the scares are so he’s a little extra prepared ...)
- sugawara would probably laugh more often than scream lmaooo 
- is definitely down for a second visit :D
asahi: 
- if someone brings up going into a haunted house, asahi would immediately change the subject lolll
- “ OOH, HAUNTED HOUS-” - noya 
- “h-how about the corn maze first guys” 
- he would definitely say an inspiration speech before going in the haunted house and everyone’s like ._.  ( lmaoooo, negativity begone ) 
- asahi would lowkey be trembling and holding his breath the whole time 
- noya would poke his back if he were to start trembling too match lolll 
- “don’t be such a scaredy-cat >:” - noya
- “i-i’m nottt” 
- lets out the biggest sigh of relief when he exits 
noya:
- the WAY TOO EXCITED ONE, so excited he’ll be jumping up and down 
- “anyone scared ?! NO WORRIES, I’VE GOT UR BACKS :D”
- the smile on his face would be so big the ghosts would be scared- 
- will fight the ghost if necessary, a few small punches may or may not be thrown 
- will pay extra attention to asahi in the haunted house just because :)) 
tanaka:
- has way too much experience going into haunted houses with his sister he’s barely fazed anymore lmaoo
- “Shouldn’t there be a ghost here? it would be better if they added some blinking lights for the eXtra sCarE” 
- will lowkey try to make conversations with the ghosts “you good, bro? you look like you haven’t seen light in years-” 
- will roll out in laughter when he sees the other members freaking out 
ennoshita: 
- he’s dying inside but amazing at hiding it
- “ennoshita, are you sure ur good?” 
- “oF cOURSE I AM” 
- as soon as he sees the exit sign he WILL DASH RIGHT OUT 
kageyama: 
- he’s truly excited but don’t want to show it. he has his little blushy smile when he first walks in :)) 
- he will think he’s fully prepared and confidently walk in UNTIL HE REALIZES THAT THE MACHINES MOVE ... HE WAS NOT EXPECTING THEM TO BE ABLE TO MOVE- 
- when a machine reaches out of grab him, he’ll immediately start swatting it away and shaking his whole body off 
- a sweaty, red-faced baby 
- will come up with an excuse if someone brings up going again ... but he truly had fun :) 
hinata: 
- will get lost ( who’s surprised ) 
- WAY TOO OVERLY EXCITED 
- “these ghosts are NO MATCH FOR ME :D” 
- when the ghosts jump at him, he’ll scream for a good five seconds and freeze while making eye contact with the ghost
- will try a hide-n-seek strategy and try to hide from the others and try to jump scare them ( if he were to jump scare kageyama, hinata would no longer see the sun rise- LMAOO ) 
- as frightened as he was, he’s definitely down to go a second time. and a third. and a fourth. 
tsukki: 
- the sarcastic one “did you except me to be scared of plastic ?” 
- he’s just there for the laughs. he’s got his camera recorder on, he’s brought his tripod, he’s got his phone ready for recording- 
- will never stop making fun of the scaredy cat ones. never 
- march timeskip: “tsukishima! watch where you bloc-”  - hinata 
- “yeah, yeah at least i didn’t pee my pants because of a plastic ghost” 
- “I DIDN’T PEE MY PANTS-” - hinata
yamaguchi: 
- the one who lowkeys gets left behind a little because he’s so cautious about his surroundings and is just taking his time to eye everything he sees ... 
- yams would squish his body together to avoid being touched 
-  yams would be able to lowkey predict where the jump scares and ghosts are and he won’t be as surprised as the others ... 
- he LOVES the feeling of not knowing what’s next and overall just loves the frightening-fun experience 
- will be the one who brings up going again :) 
- the second round will be filled with laughter :D 
a/n: thank you so much for reading !! <33 
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bokutos-eyebrows · 4 years ago
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Hello👉🏻👈🏻 could I perhaps have a daichi or asahi scenario where ur the captain of ur volleyball team(gender neutral or female POV, whichever you prefer to do~) but the opposing team deliberately spikes the ball w intent to harm at ur youngest team member but u move them out of the way and end up getting hit and knocked down, everyone’s super nervous cus you also hit your head(1/2)
(2/2 sorry I’m a lengthy bitch lmao) and asahi(or daichi!) gets extra anxious because you have a majorly bloody nose but you’re a brave and mildly vindictive bean and stuff that nose w tissues n keep playing, winnin n ending in major fluffy caring feels from a mother hen bf 🥺 thank u so much and even if this doesn’t float ur boat that’s totally cool! I just need more daichi and asahi love in my life 😭stay safe and healthy💖
Mother hen bf is like the perfect way to describe those two I love it sm! And don’t be sorry! Being lengthy is always appreciated bc i wanna do my best !!!!!!!! I couldn’t decide on which one so I just did both LOLLL Thank you so much for requesting! I hope you enjoy :3
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Azumane Asahi
What had started out as a friendly match with a neighboring team was quickly turning sour. Your community volleyball team had agreed to this match without really knowing much about the other team, thinking it would be a fun game between communities. As it turns out, the other team was known for their rough play, using fowl tactics to win games. Your team had won the first set, the current scores were tied 21-21.
You were tired, running around to receive the extra harsh spikes that felt targeted towards the smaller and younger players was taking its toll on you. Looking down, you saw how scuffed up your arms were, wincing at the thought of all the bruises that would form. It was rough, but you were too defensive of your teammates to let anyone else take the brunt of it.
There weren't many people in the crowd, and even if there had been, it was easy to spot your 6’2, long haired boyfriend. He had a concerned look on his face, brows furrowed. You flashed him a quick smile for reassurance, but his worry did not ease up. 
The opposing team’s ace was sizing up the youngest member of your team. This set off alarm bells in your head. As the setter tossed the ball, you sprinted over to the side of the court your teammate was on. The other teams ace spiked the ball down hard, as if to really hurt your teammate.
A sickening smack noise quieted the entire gym as you fell to the floor. You had barely made it in time to take the impact of the ball right to your face. The silence of the gym was interrupted by the loud noise of Asahi running down the bleachers towards you. As you sat up, blood dripped from your nose, prompting the game to take a timeout for you to get checked out. 
Asahi carried you to the bench where your couch had tissues and water waiting for you. 
“Y/n, you should sit the rest of the game out, that was a really rough blow.” your boyfriend was on the verge of tears after seeing you hurt. 
You gave him a reassuring smile, “Babe, we’re 4 points from winning the game, I have to finish.” You plugged your nose with tissues and got up to go back on the court despite Asahi’s protest. He stood up, flipped his hair over his shoulder and shot the ace of the other team an intimidating look. 
Part of you wanted to tell him to knock it off, but he was so cute when he was being protective. With his support and your teammates backing you up, you guys score the last few points you need to win the match. You snuck in a few power spikes of your own directed at the ace and other players that had targeted your teammates.  
Asahi brought you your favorite fruit and a protein drink. You collapsed in his arms, happy the hellish game was over. Your boyfriend wrapped his arms around you snugly. 
“You really shouldn’t have kept playing, y/n. I was so worried.” Asahi sighed, stroking your hair. 
“I wanted to make sure the game ended quickly! With minimal damage to everyone else.” You pouted.
Asahi laughed, “You’re really something else, y/n. You did great today my little team captain.” He snuggled into you, holding you close as you rested and you in close to make sure you didn’t see him glare down at the other team as they left. 
Sawamura Daichi
Your team had absolutely dominated the opposing team during the first set. You weren’t one to brag or gloat too much but your team was really coming together today and absolutely killing it. It was partially thanks to your boyfriend, Daichi, agreeing to help out as team manager. With his experience, each member of the team learned how to remain level headed in game and play their strengths. 
The second set was going well so far, 20-18 in your team's favor. After scoring another point, you and one of your teammates high fived. You heard a middle blocker from the other team make a loud “tsk.” noise and whisper something to their wing spiker. They seemed to be planning something.
You glanced at Daichi and locked eyes, you could tell he had picked up on it too. You locked your gaze on the wing spiker. The other team had the ball and their setter was about to toss it. The wing spiker glanced at the teammate to your left. It was the youngest player on the team. 
Before you could think twice, you felt your legs carry you in front of your colleague as the wing spiker hit the ball. They were aiming at your friend but you managed to receive the ball, albeit with your face, and the rest of your team followed through and scored a point, not letting your sacrifice go in vain. 
You yelled out an encouraging cheer before you realized your nose was gushing blood. Daichi was calling a timeout and rushing to your side with a towel to catch the blood. You sat on the bench while Daichi patched you up.
“Sit out the rest of this set, y/n.” Daichi said as he handed you a bottle of water.
“No way, babe. You saw the way they tried to target my team.” You took a long drink.
“Y/n that wasn’t a suggestion.” your boyfriend sighed, “I know you want to look out for your team but your nose is bleeding pretty bad.”
“Daichi, I love you,” you said while rummaging through your sports bag, “I know you were the captain of Karasuno but, I’m the captain here.” you smirked.
Daichi couldn't help but let out a laugh, he loved your get it done attitude and knew there was no further room to argue. 
“I love you too, y/n. Go get em,”
You found a tampon in your bag that you carried for emergencies and plugged your nose to stop the bleeding. Too determined to win the game to care if you looked silly, you got back on the court. Your team completely shut out any of the opposing teams spikes and serves, making the win quick. 
After you’d had your team meeting and  picked up your stuff to leave, Daichi picked you up bridal style and carried you.
“You didn’t think I’d let you strain yourself even further after that fiasco did you?” He mused, holding you tight in his arms. “I’m going to take care of you till you feel better, since you don’t seem to care about anything but playing volleyball.”
“Hah, that’s rich coming from you Daichi.” you laughed, pulling your boyfriend into a kiss. He carried you all the way home, complimenting your plays and how cute you look in your jersey the whole way.
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radbutsafe · 4 years ago
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ALL FUCKIN 35 OF THEM SKLNWESDJFPXO
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I SHOULDVE EXPECTED THIS FROM YOU
1. From one to five stars, how would you rate your writing? (No downplaying yourself!)
A three! I think I’m mid range cause I ain’t terrible but there is still shit I gotta improve and grow in my writing
2. Why do you write fanfiction?
to manifest what canon won’t give me and to write more! (though yes it is mainly about the smooching and the— I’ll stop there LOL)
3. What do you think makes your writing stand out from other works?
Hm! My weird research details? I’m that “fun fact, did you know...” in my fics sometimes LOL! I plan on giving a penthouse for erina in a fic and I went through penthouse listings in Japan for floor layouts and locations💀 my research gives me inspo and depth to stuff I think I lack in comparison to others sometimes.
4. Are there any writers that inspire you?
In terms of fellow fic writers, one of them I can’t name here but she’s an inspiration with her exceptional gift for prose period and her lovely skill at comedy! I want to be as funny as her when I write, I love her ironic situational humor. Other fic writers are @takoyakitenchou, @royaldragonsevgisi15 who I always love sharing ideas with and motivate me to create more! For non-fic writers it would be V.E. Schwab, Leigh Bardugo, Oda, and Horikoshi! The last two may be mangaka, however they are writers as well to create their stories! The depth these creators have given their worlds and interesting characters theyve given life to are all what I aspire to be like!
5. What’s the fic you’re most proud of?
so far uh?? hm everything I’m currently writing are wips lol!! im proud of my wip that has been nicknamed ‘soma panics’ that is a multi-chapter fic that spans like probs 20 plus chapters maybe
6. What element of writing do you find comes easily?
dialogue! it’s so much fun! and character thoughts. I’ve said to people I may be better suited for script writing
7. What element of writing do you struggle with most?
I think it’s description, of like setting and showing action. also an expansion of my vocabulary LOL
8. Which character(s) do you find easiest to write?
erina! I think it’s because canon has shown us many of her different faces and range of emotion.
9. Which character(s) do you find most difficult to write?
SOMA!! chill ass mofo whos more carefree compared to the common shonen protagonist! for other shokugeki characters I’m not sure just yet because I haven’t flexed my fingers enough for the rest of them.
10. What’s your favorite genre to write for?
I guess I should say romance cause that’s what I mostly write LOL!
11. Who or what do you find yourself writing about most?
sorina and I try to get them to smooch eventually KEK and yeah it’s..usually romantic fluff lmao
12. Tell us about a WIP you’re excited about.
HONESTLY ALL OF THEM but “soma panics” is my brain child
13. First fandom you ever wrote for?
pretty sure it’s digimon....
14. What’s your favorite fandom to write for?
currently shokugeki no soma!!!!
15. What’s the weirdest fandom you’ve ever written for?
uhhhh I guess SNS? LMAO fandoms...all have their quirks to them.
16. Any guilty pleasure trope(s)?
characters cuddling!!!! or getting the urge to smooch!!!!
17. A trope you’ll never, ever write for.
unrequited love GOOD FUCKIN BYEEEEEE
18. Wildest fic you’ve ever written?
I have plot ideas thst can be wild potentially but so far nothing fits this criteria so far that I actually have written.
19. Do you prefer canon-compliant, AUs, or something in-between?
depends on the fandom, but if written well, all of it!
20. Gen fic or shippy stuff?
shippy 100% like I said I like smoochin
21. Favorite pairing to write for? (platonic or romantic!)
romantic is...*drumroll* SORINA! platonic, soutaku and erina and alice!
22. Do you listen to anything while you write?
Sometimes! There are times songs will be on loop and times I just shuffle a playlist. and if I’m writing in random bursts it’ll be with no music but it really does depend lmao I think music is when I’m forcing myself to write?
23. Do you prefer prompts and challenges, or completely independent ideas?
completely independent ideas, I’ve realized in the past prompts shoot me in the foot often unless I luckily figure something out. but I’m often driven by my own sporadic self interest with shitty ping ponging attention
24. One-shots or multi-chaptered works?
multi-chap I guess cause I can post without being finished LOLLL but tbh can I really answer? I haven’t finished anything.....
25. Have you ever daydreamed about side adventures/spin-offs from your fic? Tell us about them!
I can’t answer this question imo because I haven’t finished a fic yet so technically stuff could all fit in the one fic?
26. Is there anything you’ve wanted to write, but you’ve been too scared to try?
MYSTERY AND CRIME! I love the genre and I have plot ideas once a blue moon but I can’t dive in because I want to make details that work and reduce plot holes where suspension of disbelief isn’t as needed. I need to study it more (I need to study all the details for any of my fics imo to be confident sometimes LOL)
27. What’s the nicest comment you’ve ever received?
I don’t think I can say one comment was the nicest because I’ve gotten comments that have given me quite the smiles to my face many times! I know this is a cop out but it’s true!
IS WHAT I WAS GONNA SAY UNTIL REINA SENT ME THE FOLLOWING ON DISCORD LIKE TWENTY MINS AGO:
and also rad. i am never this vocal about my emotions like EVER but this needs to be said your fics are obviously far from perfect, as are mine and everyone else's. but the thing about your works is that they're so well-sanded that it's impossible to find any rough edges or faults in them in terms of cohesion to a plot. your cast is never OOC and the amount of effort you devote to developing your takes on the characters as accurately as possible is unimaginably awe-inspiring.
BITCH I WANNA CRY 😭
28. How well do you handle criticism when it comes to your writing?
I’d like to believe I take it often well to try and improve because that’s always my goal. if someone is rude lol that’s not constructive snd is unhelpful. If I disagree with criticism I’ll explain why !
29. Have you ever gone outside of your comfort zone for a fic? How did it turn out?
Not yet, but I have some plot ideas I think will let me test this.
30. Tooth-rotting fluff or merciless angst?
F L U F F.
31. Do you have any OCs? Tell us about them!
elliott fuji, a japanese-american award winning photographer who is erina’s boyfriend in ‘soma panics’ which..causes soma’s panic LOL he’s 30 with slightly wavy black hair. I still haven’t pinpointed his personality just yet...he kind of humble brags for sure an artsy fucker and flirts maybe I’ll make him a lil shy though. he teaches sometimes, and becomes an adjunct photography professor in Tokyo so he can be with erina.
32. Summarize a random fic of yours in 10 words or less.
a cook is unfashionably late in realizing his feelings.
33. Is there anything you wish your audience knew about your writing or writing process?
I am a slow. so slow. motivation who is she? I also write out of order, unfortunately a bit too often.
34. Copy and paste an excerpt you’re particularly fond of.
this should be for the fic ‘soma panics’ it’s either megumi or satoshi talkin to him rn, I’m leaning towards satoshi
“You thought she would always wait for you, didn’t you Soma-kun? To always welcome you home.”
Soma drags his palms down his face and groans. He doesn’t like this at all. He doesn’t shy from confrontation but this is a whole different ballgame. Soma doesn’t play any ball.
“I guess..?” Is his reply, because he thinks he isn’t sure how to answer that.
“You guess?”
Just being questioned again is enough to crack Soma’s pathetic facade as if it was dropped chinaware and he lets out the longest sigh.
“No.”
Coming home means coming home to Nakiri Erina too.
Nakiri Erina is his forever.
this is @takoyakitenchou’s excerpt she’s most proud of that I’ve written, which is also from you guessed it, the long fic soma panics
SOMA: I am, I mean I will be, I swear I will always come home to you, not spend as much time abroad, once I’m done with work I’ll come right back. I’ll make sure to message you. Nakiri, I’m in love you with you. Maybe for a really long time. You know how I say I dedicate my food to you? My dad—my dad said that the key to become a good chef is to find someone to dedicate your cooking to. A special someone. For my dad it was my mom, you know? For me it’s...
(this is a good piece of dialogue tbh so I am also proud of this)
35. Ramble about any fic-related thing you want!
I’ve mentioned it throughout this but the WIP I’ve nicknamed ‘soma panics’ is something I’m super excited to write, but it’s going on slowly...and almost completely out of order. out of all of my writing it showed off that particular habit of mine, along with “what is this, a shoujo manga?!” though the latter is currently being written chronologically now that I’ve posted chapter one and is pretty solid in direction. it was originally supposed to be a one shot but I got impatient and wanted to post at least something for the sorina / soueri fandom.
however, because ‘soma panics’ (I won’t call it that LOL) is my baby I want to keep true to my rule of refusing to post it until I have a draft of the entire fic finished and I’m satisfied with the main points pretty much. due to my writing out of order, I’m worried I’ll change my mind about scenes or want to reflect things in earlier chapters for later ones etc etc
I joined the SnS fandom extremely late, as season five was airing. I was a fan of the manga five years ago and dropped it because I forgot to check for updates when I caught up 😔 I really want to bang out the different fics and aus for sorina that I have before the fandom fizzles out entirely but tbh I’m writing for myself, I’m manifesting what I want to see and I’ll just share it with all my friends to read if no one else will. cause I’m slow broski I dunno what writing fast even is like LMAO I do really want to write faster though, so I can contribute more and let the words free from the discord dms....
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