#I’m the most indecisive guy in the world it’s my burden and my curse

[knightforflowers]

Fixated on ethersea rn and you seem like the perfect outlet.. so, fav ethersea moment? Imo amber demanding her eyes back from cambria >>>>

REALLY GOOD QUESTION,,,,,I honestly don’t think I can choose, I’ll think I’ll have a fav then I’ll think abt another one and decide that’s my fav and then rinse and repeat LOL

But YESS that Cambria moment is definitely up there though,,,that whole part with Amber then leading into Devo’s speech and Cambria’s resignation,,,,chef’s kiss

Though I can’t definitively decide on a moment I will say that the Menagerie arc has a few I’m a big fan of, like Tolliver’s Conviction, Zoox and the Blinksharks, the battle with the hunters, so on and so forth. Though the same can be said abt Cambria’s Call— there’s a enormous swath of scenes from there that I think abt religiously HNSJJS though then there’s also heaps of Infinite Clam and Abyssal Auction scenes that I like too,,,this might just be the hardest question in the world LMAO

Though actually another honourable mention to one scene I think abt a lot (bc I want to draw a comic for it soon) from Benefactor’s Folly where Devo ventures into the coral tower alone. I think abt his little spat with Kodira followed by Zoox and Amber climbing up to meet them despite Devo’s efforts to deter them from following him bc he wanted to protect them so much,,,augh. I’m unwell.

But I digress SORRY FOR NOT HAVING A DIRECT ANSWER tbh if I think abt any given scene from Ethersea for too long I feel insane. There are just to many good ones for me to choose from I fear HNSJSJ

[eclecticminded]

anonymous asked:i really liked both the cop handcuffing nevada and having her way with him story and the one where he's mistaken for a robber. i also just love the idea of nevada being put in a more submissive role and enjoying the fuck out of not having to be in control for once. i imagine he'd be kinda taken aback at first and would try to hide how much it gets him off but of course you can tell.

Not an official request me thinks, but I want to give you more submissive Vada! Thank you for your kind words!!

You’re a switch and recognize it in Nevada too.

Warnings: Sex. Cursing.

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               Not a single soul in the world would ever, not in a million years, guess Nevada was submissive. Well, switch was a better description, but the sentiment was the same. Everyone assumed he was a big bad mean-y dominate that ruled every part of your life. And sure, he was sometimes. And sure, you wanted him in charge most of the time. Nevada was damn good at making decisions, he didn’t get where he was without it.                

               So yes, Nevada would often pick outfits out for you, especially when you were indecisive. He would tie you up and beat you black and blue, and you were quiet literally begging for every second of it. He often bathed you and lotioned you up, it wasn’t often the sex wasn’t rough. Nevada was a superb dominate, your every whim catered to; even ones you never mentioned. But deep down you were a switch, and longed to be in charge.

               Perhaps that’s why one night you noticed Nevada’s whole body relax when you climbed on top of him to ride his cock. You could pinpoint the exact moment he gave up a small amount of control to you. It was when his shoulders visibly sagged and his lip sucked between his teeth. His hand went from possessively gripping your hip, to gently caressing your sides. From all the time you spent in subspace, you saw the telltale signs of slipping into it on his face and in his eyes. The second he realized what was happening, he was gripping your hips and violently bucking up into you for his release.

               The next night you sucked Nevada off and he joked he wasn’t going down on you while teasingly kissing your stomach. Before you knew it, your hands were in his hair and tugging his head between your legs. He didn’t even hesitate; he ate you like a man starved. Your fingers held him firmly in place, and you swore you heard him moan when you pulled gently at his roots.  

After two orgasms that ended in your neighbors yelling for you to shut up, he came up to kiss you with a glistening face. His cock was hard again and he fucked you with abandon. The neighbors complained to your landlord and you laughed and pranced around in red lacy lingerie while Nevada paid him off to move them to a different apartment. Secretly he was shopping for a place to move in with you, you just didn’t know it yet.

A week later, you were watching a movie with Nevada and painting your nails.  As soon as you were sure they were dry, you whipped his cock out and started riding him. The movie was long forgotten and you saw him slipping again. Slipping into the safe comfortable place you wanted to give to him. Nevada reached for you, and like lightning you pinned his hands to his chest.

“No touching,” you panted in his ear and used your grip to move your hips faster.

Nevada grunted in response and nodded. You freed one of your hands and scratched his chest under his shirt. His eyes rolled back in his head and you felt his thigh clench as he came. A few hip rolls later and you came too, both of you blissfully satisfied. Youi climbed off Nevada’s lap and laid down dramatically on the sofa, half on top of him. He moved to lay with his head on your stomach and you played with his hair.

“You good baby,” you cooed down at his smiling face.  

“Sí mami,” Nevada sighed and his voice was content.

“I’m glad,” you ran your pointer finger down his nose and felt him exhale sharply through his nose.

“Damnit,” he cursed under his breath.

“What’s the matter mi amor,” your hand stilled then came to rest on your chest.

“You’ve cracked my armor,” Nevada sat up, shaking his head.

“You don’t have to be in charge all the time,” you sat up as well, curling up on your cushion.

“Don’t I,” his eyebrow rose comically.

“Not with me. You know why I like being submissive?”

“Why,” he reached for the remote and turned the infomercial off.

“Because my life is chaos. Work. Family. Obligations. Yada yada. But then you waltzed into my life and took some of the burden away.  I’m not talking about financially, although I appreciate that too. I’m talking about you telling me it’s okay to tell people no.  When I’m so anxious and overwhelmed about work meetings, you walk in and hand me the clothes I can’t seem to pick out. You order my food when I can’t decide. You comfort me when I can’t function. Not to mention all the fucked up shit you do to my body. You take care of me and I don’t have to worry for a little bit. You take away the pressure and I can function again,” you stopped to finally breathe and drank the water he handed you, proving your point.

“I never thought of it like that. I just take care of you because I like to. Have to protect you,” Nevada leaned over and gave you a tender kiss.

“And I want to take care of you like that. I can see on your face you need it sometimes. I’ve seen you fighting to give up control to me. Let me take care of you sometimes. Give me some of your burden,” you nuzzled Nevada’s cheek and his stubble tickled your face.

“Nobody can know. Only you,” he rubbed his stubble against you playfully and you giggled.

“I promise. I’ll take good care of you mi amor. Starting with making you go to bed, let’s go,” you jumped to your feet and pulled Nevada behind you to the bedroom.

Over the next month Nevada slowly learned to give up control to you. Not all the time, you were still mostly submissive and he mostly dominate, but deep down you were both switches. The night he fully gave into you, you didn’t see it coming. You were at home waiting up and reading, Nevada was late getting home and it was hard sleeping without him. He came barreling in the door, slamming it shut and went straight for the tequila; he only drank tequila on bad days.

“Vada?  Come here,” you put the bookmark in the book and set it aside.

               “What,” his voice was tired and defeated.

               “Need me to be in control for a bit? Hmm,” you pried the bottle from his death grip.

               “Sí. Fucking awful day,” he shook his head sadly.

               “Go to the bedroom,” you put the tequila up and listened for him to open the bedroom door. You grabbed a half frozen water bottle and followed him, racking your brain for how to best comfort him.

               “Now what,” Nevada’s voice was small. He’d already let himself go into sub mode and hearing it flipped a switch inside you.

               “Strip,” you pulled your nightgown off and laid down on the bed. Instinctively, Nevada curled against your chest and listened to your heartbeat. You played with his hair and traced shapes on his back. The skin to skin contact was what he needed, what you both needed.

               “Some hot shot from out of town showed up at the club. Roughed up on of my girls. She’ll survive but…” he trailed off.

               “But he’s already dead I presume. It’s what I would have done,” your agreement with Nevada’s choices set his heart at ease.

               “Yes. And I kept thinking about what if it was you. What if some guy did that to you. About the times it did happen to you and I wasn’t there,” his arms snaked around your waist and tightened. Hot tears pooled on your skin and you hummed to calm him.

               “Vada, baby. I’m okay. She’ll be okay too. Us girls are stronger than we look,” you kissed the top of his head.

               “I can’t always protect you and it kills me,” he murmured into your skin, his tears already drying.

               “I can protect myself Nevada. You’ve taught me well,” you pulled him to your lips by his chin and kissed him long and slow. His cock stirred against your bare thigh and you smiled.

               “I’m sorry,” he snapped his eyes shut.

               “Don’t be,” you moved from under him and padded to the closet, “Edge yourself. No cumming.”

               “What,” his voice cracked and you had to stop yourself from laughing.

               “Edge yourself while I pick out tomorrows clothes,” you disappeared into the closet and had an outfit done in seconds. You watched in the mirror on the door as Nevada played with himself. His hand gripped tightly around his dripping cock and he came close to cumming twice before you reemerged.

               “Took forever,” he panted and slowed his hand.

               “But you were such a good boy,” you nudged his hand away and replaced it with your own. Lazily you pumped up and down his length while he grunted and moaned.  Nevada was brought to the edge of orgasm so many times, you cursed yourself for not keeping track.

               “Please,” he whimpered, “I need to cum. Por favor.”

               “You did have a rough day. Maybe I should let you,” you moved your hand faster.

               “Please mistress. Please,” Nevada’s lip quivered.

               “Cum for me baby,” your demand sent him over the edge and his cum barely made it in your mouth when you lowered down.

               “Thank you,” he panted and caressed your cheek.

               “You’re welcome baby,” you crawled up the bed and pulled him tight against you, “What a good boy.”

               “I see why you like when I call you good girl,” Nevada chuckled.

               “Maybe you’ll give up control a little more,” you kissed his forehead.

               “You didn’t cum,” he frowned.

               “Tonight was about you mi amor,” your smile made your eyes shine and he relaxed.

               “Fine. But tomorrow it’s your turn.”

               “Deal.”

[moodymindymusereactions]

When they find out their s/o has social anxiety

Social anxiety is a delicate subject.  I suffer with it myself, so I understand what it’s like and how hard it can be.  That being said because this can be a triggering subject I won’t go into deep details.  It’s bad enough to live with it, no need to make anyone relive it.

Jin

I think overall, Seokjin might handle it the best.  He’s the oldest and perhaps one of the calmest of the group.  Honestly, Seokjin oozes calm and serenity, at least in my opinion.  There’s a very safe feeling about his presence.   Like a no judge zone or something.  I mean, he kinda has to be with members who are little off their rocker at times.  Overall, I think once he finds out he’ll sit you down and talk about it.  He’ll wanna know your triggers and what situations make you feel uncomfortable.  For him, it’s a matter of either avoiding those kinds of instances altogether or being a pillar of support if they’re unavoidable. You are most important in his mind and he (just like the mama we all know and love) will want to protect you no matter what.  “It’s okay, Jagiyah, we’ll work through this together.  I promise.”

Suga

He’s quiet by nature, so it really shouldn’t surprise you that he’d be the type to quietly give you strength.  Even if he doesn’t understand initially, the guy is a Pisces.  Pisceans are very special people.  They don’t have to understand the whole incident to feel the hurt, pain, and fright welling up inside of you.  It’s within their nature to automatically be sensitive to strong emotions.  Some might call it a curse, but my mother (a Pisces as well) likes to call it the gift of coming last in the zodiac.  Sometimes words are just too much when you have an episode and all you want is someone to anchor you.  Yoongi is a great person to do this.  He’ll be that pillar you need, silently giving you strength.  He’ll patiently wait until you’ve calmed down and have been resting peacefully for a bit before breaching the subject.  He may not understand it fully, but he’ll be damned if he doesn’t try.  “You don’t have to explain it to me if you don’t want to, babe.  Just know that I’m here if you need me.”

JHope

Okay, so if any of you have read my other BTS reactions you already know what I’m going to say.  In the event of an episode, be it public or not, for the first time with Hobi all that sunshine is going to vanish real quick.  He’s going to probably turn very serious and concerned.  If you’re out and about, he’ll do his best to guide you away from the masses to a place less crowded and with fewer eyes watching you.  Hobi knows better than most that extra eyes when you’re upset only makes things worse.  He’ll talk you through it, soft, soothing, and gentle.  Hobi would be a great listener, just sitting there quietly while you tell him about what’s happening.  You can bet going forward he’s going to be hyper aware of your moods and expressions, meaning he’ll try to be proactive if he can see an episode coming or a situation that might trigger one.  If you have ever wanted someone to fiercely protect you, then look no further.  “I’m glad you told me, jagi.  Now I can take better care of you.”

Rapmon

I think at first he might be at a loss.  He’s probably never seen you so broken before and that scares him a bit.  He’s super smart, very logical, he’s used to being able to solve almost all of his problems simply by applying that beautiful brain of his.  I think for someone like Namjoon, not being able to immediately make things better for you will hurt him deeply.  Never, absolutely never, does he want you to be hurting or scared.  All he wants is to see you smile and laugh.  Whether he’s the cause or not, those are his happiest moments.  I see Namjoon being someone who questions what’s wrong and pries answers out of people, but never feels like prying.  He’s very sweet and soft-spoken, like a whisper.  He’d come sit next to you or maybe even crouch in front of you, placing a soothing hand on your knee as he softly asks you what’s wrong.  The second he learns it’s social anxiety this brainiac is going to do immense research on the topic, inclusive of triggers, possible origins, and ways to make it better.  When he feels he understand the topic well enough, he’ll likely come back to you and ask you more about it, so that he can apply his newfound knowledge and tweek it to better suit you.  “I want to be able to help, baby, even if it’s just a little.  I hope you know how important you are to me.”

Jimin

You know, I wouldn’t be surprised if Jimin has social anxiety himself.  I think out of all the guys, Jimin will understand the stresses of life and life’s infinite problems the best.  He understands that people, even if they aren’t meaning to be, are cruel and that the saying ‘sticks and stones might break my bones, but words will never hurt me” is a complete sham.  He knows better than most that the opposite is truest.  It’s hard to say how he’ll react necessarily.  I think there’s the possibility of him just sitting across from you and holding your hand until you’re calm again and ready to talk.  There’s also a chance that he’ll wrap himself around you completely and just hold you so tightly you might actually forget where you stop and he begins.  In this way, it’s almost like he’s trying to take all the pain and hurt from you and consume it himself.  This guy is a very compassionate soul, someone who would rather take on the burdens of the world than ever let them weigh you down.  Don’t be afraid to lay your soul out to him.  If there is anyone who will appreciate such a vulnerable act, it’s Jimin.  “I know it’s hard, jagi, but I’m here.  I’ll always be here.  We can get through this together.  You’re never alone, okay?  Never.”

Taehyung

I think like Taehyung would be a mixture of Hobi and Namjoon.  The latter in the sense that his initial response is to freeze altogether.  He’s not used to seeing you so upset or so freaked out.  He very quickly registers that this is a very serious matter and I feel like he’d do his best to act accordingly.  Like Hobi, he’d get you away from prying eyes.  He’d tuck you into his side, thumb probably rubbing soothing circles into your hip.  Once alone, he’d hold you tightly.  He might not know why you’re upset, but he knows when someone needs a hug.  Taehyung is a very sweet young man, as we all know, and I think he would do his best to uplift your spirits in any way he can without being ridiculous.  He doesn’t want you to think he’s disregarding what you’re going through, but this man can’t stand to see you cry or frown.  You’ll want to fully explain the situation to him when you have the time or feel comfortable enough.  I honestly don’t think any of the guys would force you to do anything you didn’t want to, but he’ll worry incessantly until you do.  “Jagi, I’m glad you told me.  If you feel like that again tell me or call me.  I don’t care what I’m doing or how far away I am, okay?  I’m going to be there for you no matter what.”

Jeongguk

To be honest, I think Kookie would be very understanding.  I don’t know if it was because he had social anxiety or because he was incredibly shy, but as we know Kookie used to wait until everyone went to bed before eating or taking a shower because he didn’t want anyone watching him.  I think once he finds out about your anxiety there might be a moment of shock and indecision as he wraps his mind around the situation.  I mean I can see him walking in on an episode and freezing in place, eyes wide and jaw set, but the second it fully registers what’s actually happening, he’ll be by your side in an instant.  We all know how sweet Kookie is.  He’ll wrap you up in a big hug and hold you until you calm down.  He might be young, but I think as with most of our beloved boys, he’s experienced enough to be fairly quick to action.  “Jagi...  Jagiyah, it’s okay.  You’re going to be okay.”

--Admin MM