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tiemeupspidey · 7 years ago

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Safety First

Series: Tom Holland Dad Imagines

Relationship: Tom Holland x Reader

Request by: @rodeninq - Tom goes to the gym a lot , reader see’s he likes a instagram models post and the pregnant reader tries losing weight but it’s super unhealthy for the reader and the baby.Tom finds out and .. read the rest xx

Warnings: Swearing, Triggering - Slight eating disorder

Word Count: 2,700+

A/N: I had a hard time writing this because I have an eating disorder but I got through it :)

[Reader’s POV

The air was chilly outside as you walked down the street. You were walking with Tessa to get some fresh air. The two of you even walked to the park and had a lovely time. She took her time and never tugged on the leash.

Tessa stopped tugging on the leash the bigger your stomach got. Tom was strict with her one day when you almost fell. He talked to her explaining how a little Holland was forming inside you. From then on she just only tugged when Tom would walk her. She’s a smart girl, that’s also why you love dogs because they’re so smart.

Looking at the time you knew it was time to head back home. Clicking your tongue Tessa follows you right by your side. Her tags jingling as she walked with a pep in her step. The autumn breeze blowing against your back now. A chill running down your spine from the sensation.

“How bout I turn on your heating blanket when we get home?” You ask Tessa earning a bark as a response. A smile on your face as she looked up at you happily. Tessa has been your pregnancy buddy, she barely leaves your side.

For the rest of the walk home you listened to the busy street and wind blowing by. You stopped by Nikki’s house to say hello. Paddy immediately running to Tessa and giving her a big hug. Paddy insisted showing you and Tessa his new move he learned. Harry was taking pictures of Paddy as he did some tricks on the mat. Tess jumped on the mat tacking Paddy’s little body over.

The group of you laughing at the sight. Paddy’s laughter sounding like little bells as Tessa licked his face. Your hand resting on your bump as you thought of what your babies laughter will sound like. Hearing a camera shutter you lift your head up. Seeing Harry holding the camera in your direction. A smile gracing your lips earning another click from the camera.

“Harry please” you laugh trying to hide your face. Another click goes off making you roll your eyes at the teen.

“I have to send Tom something while he’s away in Ireland right now” he defends getting closer and getting a picture of your left hand on your bump. Wedding ring glistening in the light of the backyard.

“If you say so Harry” you hear the camera shutter go off a few more times. Getting up Harry whines that he wanted a few more for his portfolio.

“Harry she already has cameras pointed at her cause of your brother let her enjoy this safe place” Dom’s voice stern as he peeks his head over the newspaper he was reading. Sam laughs pointing over at his twin brother but is silenced by a pointed look from Nikki.

“It’s alright, how many more do you need for your portfolio Harry?” you ask tilting your head to the side slightly. Your eyebrow raised awaiting his answer.

“Can you sit by the fireplace, I can take five more then I’ll let you go”

Closing the door behind you after Tessa walks in you lock it. Taking your coat off you hook it onto the coat rack near the door. Stepping on the back of your shoe you take it off followed by the other right after. Taking your phone out of your pant pocket. Opening up Instagram you slide your notifications to the right.

Tom’s notifications pop up showing he commented on a few fans posts. He’s been posting a lot of workout videos on his Instagram lately. He has been constantly working out to keep up with his fitness for the movie he’s working on. Looking through the notifications the thing that catches your eye is a couple of workout videos. Clicking on them you see a fit woman working out. She looked like your basic Instagram fitness model. Your heart sinks at the sight, he liked that?

Locking your phone you let out a heavy sigh. Feeling the baby kick didn’t even bring a smile to your face. A little fire kindles inside of you growing into a little flame as time progresses. Opening up your phone you click on the message app. Clicking on his contact you start a new message.

Spider-Man:

Really Tom liking her videos? I see how you are, fuck you.

Being vague enough you lock your phone tossing it on the couch. Walking past a mirror you halt, your reflection catching your attention. Then it hit you all at once, you aren’t skinny like her. You gained some weight since the pregnancy. Never really paying attention to the extra weight at your hips. Walking past the mirror you head to the kitchen. Reaching for the kettle you lift it and fill it with water.

Fixing yourself a cup of tea after what your mind just had an anxiety attack over. The smell of raspberries filled the air as the tea steeped. Adding a spoon of sugar and some creamer after. Stirring everything together you tap the spoon on the side of the mug. Laying the used utensil in the sink you pick up your mug.

Looking at the clock you see it’s time to eat but the thought of that woman popped in your head. You had an eating disorder growing up and got over it , well at least you thought you did. Tom knows how you feel about your appearance. It got harder to control once paparazzi follow you or when you’re seen with Tom you get criticized for not being a size two.

Sipping your tea you enjoy the warmth it spreads throughout your chilled body. Opening up your laptop that was set on the dining room table. You open up Pinterest and start scrolling through your feed and likes. Saving cute ideas to incorporate for the baby nursery. Your attention get’s pulled away from your phone ringing on the couch.

Your messages started popping up on your Macbook. All of them were from Tom, the messages making your laptop ding constantly. Turning the sound off you sigh in relief from the silence but groaning when your phone started ringing again. Clicking the messaging app you type out for him to leave you alone and that you’ll talk to him later.

It’s been a week since you’ve talked to Tom. Nikki has been coming by to check if everything is okay. Lying and saying you were just upset and didn’t want to talk about it. That was one of your faulty habits, shutting people out and not letting people in. You felt bad for lying to her but you just didn’t feel like talking to anyone.

Looking at yourself in the mirror you see your cheeks are slightly sinking in. A pain in your stomach stirs from not eating. The only thing you’ve been mainly consuming is tea. Your reflection looking different but you knew it was wrong. Yet your mind kept whispering how it was the only way Tom would look at you.

He looked at that girl her size there’s no way he’ll look at you the way you are now.

Getting dressed for the day you make your way into the closet slowly. Taking the clothes you wanted you take them to the bed setting them out. Taking off your current clothes you place them on the bed. Knowing if you set them on the ground there’s no way you’re going to get back up if you bend over for them. Putting on your outfit of the day you pull your hair up into a messy bun.

Once downstairs you grab your purse and keys. Nikki had asked if you wanted to come over for some tea which didn’t seem bad. That’s pretty much all you were consuming and you also needed to get out of the house as well. Calling for Tessa you hear her tags jingle as she runs over to you. Hooking her collar to the leash the two of you leave the house.

Walking down the street you notice your vision getting dizzy. Stopping you catch your breath taking a deep breath in and out. Continuing your way down the street you end up at Tom’s parent’s house. Knocking you wait for someone to open the door. Harry and Sam greet you followed by Paddy calling for Tessa. Unhooking her she takes off inside with you following in after.

You and the boys walk towards the kitchen with the smell of food wafting in the air. Your head swirling with thoughts making you regret coming over. Sitting down on the couch you pull out your phone. Scrolling through the spam of messages Tom has left you. You haven’t even opened any of them cause it would have showed if you read them.

Spider-Man:

Answer your phone love xx

Spider-Man:

C’mon now, answer or at least respond.. the silence is killing me

Spider-Man:

Babygirl please answer me

Spider-Man:

I shouldn’t have liked those videos.. I know how you get plus my fans gave me so much shit cause I’m married.. God I’m so fucking sorry..

Spider-Man:

Are you okay? you haven’t hurt yourself have you? Think of the baby love..

Spider-Man:

Please answer the phone darling I’m begging you..

Spider-Man:

I know you’re mad and I hate that you’re mad at me..

Spider-Man:

You don’t know how badly this is killing me, I miss you and your voice.. I’ll be home in a few days were wrapping up shooting quicker than we thought

Spider-Man:

I’ll be heading home tomorrow, I’ll sleep on the couch with Tess..

Spider-Man:

My mum said you’re going over for dinner, can you call me before you sit down? I don’t have a lot of time before my breaks over darling

Reading the messages you lock your phone putting it in your purse. Sam was scrolling through his phone on the couch across from you. Harry was editing something on his computer while Paddy played with Tessa on the floor. Nikki comes over wiping her hands on her apron.

“Dinner’s ready everyone! Go get whatever drinks you want while I serve” The boys quickly running to the kitchen. Paddy getting tripped by Tessa and falling with a “oof” escaping his lips.

Standing up you start to walk forward until the room starts spinning in a circle. Placing your hand to your head you try and grab onto something as your body falls towards the floor. A groan escapes your lips from the impact as Nikki’s voice fills the air. Everyone’s voices seemed ten times louder making you wince.

“Fuckin hell, call an ambulance Harry! Love can you hear me? Oh my god” the feeling of Nikki’s warm hands were the last thing you registered before the world going black.

[Tom’s POV]

Finishing for the day I head to my trailer. My costar walking with me congratulating me on my scene I executed perfectly. It was a scene I worked on all night by myself. Normally I FaceTime with my lovely wife but she’s been avoiding me since I fucked up. Mentally cursing myself for liking those videos.

A security guard was waiting outside my trailer making me stop dead in my tracks. What the hell is going on. Reaching for my phone I roll my eyes at myself for forgetting I left my phone in my trailer. Walking over the security guard he looks up once he see’s my figure get closer.

“Mr. Holland you need to come with me, we have to fly you back to London this instant” he hands you your phone and a bag. Looking in the bag its full of some clothes and necessitates.

“Can you please tell me what this is about?” I ask raising my brow up. What the actual fuck is happening right now.

“Mr. Holland, your wife is in the hospital now we need to go to get you on the jet…”

[Reader’s POV]

Your chest hurt and a pain in your stomach erupted again. Something was poking the inside of your nose irritating you. What’s worse was a beeping sound that wouldn’t bloody end. Twitching slightly from the sound it was so damn loud.

“So how did you say she ended up like this?”

“No she wouldn’t do th- uh thank you doctor” the voice sounding exactly like Tom’s voice, that’s impossible he wasn’t supposed to be back. Wincing when bright lights hit your vision. The light reflecting into your eyes was too much. Reaching up to rub your eyes a hand grasps yours tightly.

“Darling, thank god you scared the fuck out of me” Tom’s worried features are prominent as you looked at him. His eyes were puffy and nose slightly red from crying. Why the hell was he crying?

“T-Tom what are you doing here?” you ask slowly sitting up, the pillow sliding behind you down to your back. Tom lets go of your hand helping you sit up and readjusting your pillow for you.

“Y-you fainted at my mums two days ago.. the doctors said that you ha-haven’t eaten and w-we almost lost our s-son” Tears were starting to fill Tom’s eyes as he looked at you. He lifts his hand wiping the tears that fell down his cheeks.

“Tom I-“

“Don’t even try to justify yourself, you put our sons health in the way because of me.. I love you for fucks sake , I vowed till death do us part and you really think that I would pursue a woman that isn’t my wife?-“

“Tom pleas-“

“No you’re going to fucking listen to me… you’re my wife and I married you… You’re the love of my life understand? I love you so much but you were willing to risk our sons health when we could have talked this through.. bloody hell don't fucking do that again, that was incredibly selfish and thoughtless of the both of your wellbeing.. you’ve been starving yourself so you weren’t just harming him but you too.. I love you for how you are and who you are.. I didn’t marry you for your looks I married you and started with a family cause I love you so please never forget that and don’t do this shit while I'm gone.. that was terrifying” Tom collapses to his knees beside your bed. His arm wraps around your bump as his head lays against it. His body shaking as you felt tears make your hospital gown damp.

Lifting your hand you run your fingers through his curls. His arm holds onto you tighter as if he wont let go. Listening to his crying broke your heart and instigated your own tears to spill. He was right, you were selfish doing that to you and your baby. Tilting Tom’s face up with your finger you see his cheeks stained from the tears that fell.

“I’m so sorry Tom, it just hurt me and you know how I get.. It’s just something I have to work on and I promise I will never do anything like that again..” your voice coming out as a whimper from your heart aching with reality hitting you. You almost killed your baby over this stupid jealousy.

“Please don't darling.. all I care about is you twos safety the most, especially when I’m away” He sits down on the bed next to your leg. Taking your hand connected to the IV he gives it a kiss. A smile appearing on your lips from his sudden affection.

“I love you Tom, I promise from now on” you sigh closing your eyes as he presses his lips against your forehead. His hand holding yours to his heart and his free hand placed against the side of your bump.

“I love you more.. I love the two of you so much” Tom rests his forehead against yours looking you in the eyes, they were full of love and adoration and that’s all you needed in the world.

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tiemeupspidey · 7 years ago

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Lending a Helping Paw

Can’t Help Falling in Love with You Series

Relationship: Tom Holland x Reader

Summary: Tom has to read a script and Tessa keeps trying for him to play with her.

Warnings: Swearing cause I swear IRL and so does Tom so :,)

Word Count: 1,200

A/N: Currently typing this with a killer migraine. I have a IIH so it’s hard for me to type sometimes but I really feel dedicated for posting stuff for you all.

[Reader’s POV]

“Babe can you come grab Tess? she keeps knocking my script out of my hands and her actions finally tore a page out.” Tom whines from the living room.

“Tom you’re sounding an awful like your child..” I say moving the kettle to start the tea.

“Just because Jaxon said she ate his homework to a teacher does not mean the same thins as what I’m saying love” he defends groaning loudly. Rolling your eyes you place your hand on your hip. Walking to the living room only to see Tom trying to tape his scrip back together. My eyes widening, he really was serious.

“Tess, babe why’d you do that to Daddy’s script?” I ask leaning over picking up a piece of paper that was stuck to her paw. Handing it to Tom I turn back to her. Her tail wags as she looks up at you. You were the good cop and Tom now the bad cop since the two of you got married.

“Tessa Holland,outside now” I say pointing to the sliding door to your back yard. Hopefully she could get whatever out of her system by running around outside. Opening the door you watch her walk out with her tail in between her legs.

“So do you believe me now?” Tom asks holding up his scrip that now had serious tape lines in it.

“I believed a portion of it but I didn’t believe it when Jaxon said she ate his homework...” you laugh kissing your husbands head.

“She’s been acting up lately, she isn’t like this..” Tom sighs running his fingers through his hair. Ruffling Tom’s curls you head back in to the kitchen. Grabbing both of your mugs. You were too tired to get up on a stool to get the tea cups when you would have to put them back later.

“Darling, can you steep mine a while longer please?” he asks you from his seated position. His eyes focused as he mutters his lines to himself.

“Yes love, don’t leave her outside for two long or she’ll smell.. something is in the air that’s clinging to her fur and it’s making me stuffed up” I let out a slight groan at the pressure under my eyes.

After finishing Tom and I’s tea I walk towards the living room. He takes his tea in his left setting his script on his lap. Setting my tea on the coaster next to my chair. I then open the door to let Tessa in. She runs right past me to towards Tom. Before he could set his mug aside, her head hits it causing the liquid to land on top of his script.

“God dammit!” Tom shouts standing up. Tessa whimpering while backing away from Tom. Heading to the kitchen as quick as you can to come back with an ice pack. His hand was red and his clothes soaked. Placing the ice pack on his hand I take his mug away to the kitchen. Hearing thuds ascend the stairs of her probably running up to Jaxon.

“Tessa no, come back..” Tom sighs tilting his head back. He looked frustrated and tired. His shoulders sink in defeat.

“babeeeeee what do I do, Tess is probably upset with me..” His head tilts in your direction. Lower lip pouting out like a child’s would. Why is your husband low-key a child? Man child? Yeah that sounds about right..

“Maybe in her own little dog world she was trying to lend a helping hand?” my voice coming out more like a question.

“How could she lend a helping hand? she’s a dog!” he laughs walking over to you.

“A lending paw?” you try and reason with him.

“Darling,how do I fix things with our dog child?” He asks pulling you close to his body. Placing your hands on his cheeks you rub them with your thumbs. The gesture making him smile. Turning his face he kisses both of your palms.

“You know when you go after Jax when he interrupted a call? What did you do after when you raised your voice at him?” I ask rubbing the stubble adorning his jaw.

“I apologized to him and took him out for ice cream cause I felt bad” He responds after thinking of the memory you shared.

“Now I just bought her new treats, they're in the cupboards so Jax doesn’t give them to her too often” i explain pointing towards the one you were talking about in the kitchen. Tom follows you into the kitchen,his arms still wrapped around your waist.

“Tom grab a T-R-E-A-T and call her down here now” I say sliding over the jar to him. Popping the lid open he grabs one closing the jar after. Giving you a peck on the cheek he walks towards the living room.

“Tessa, come here please love” Tom calls out to the household. A thud sounds from the second floor. Tessa’s tags jingle as she heads down the stairs. Her grey figure comes down the stairs to sit at the bottom in front of Tom. Tess’s head is tilted down not looking at Tom.

Nudging Tom he stumbles forward a bit,looking back at you. Giving him a thumbs up he looks back at her. His finger tilting her chin up to look at him. She looked so sad looking at him.

“Now Tessa, I don’t know if you can hear me but Daddy is very sorry for raising his voice at you... Mumma made me realize you were lending a helping paw but I guess things just kind of backfired huh? Mistakes happen love and we can grow from them.. I want to say I’m sorry love, please forgive meeee” Tom pleads holding the treat as an offering of love.

He didn’t know but you were recording the whole thing. You wanted evidence of him being such a dog dad. Tessa barks happily taking the treat out of his hand. Once she finishes chewing she jumps on him making him fall backwards. Laughter coming from Tom as he pulls her close.

“See I told you it would work” I say smugly turning off the video.

“You’re such a mom that’s why” he looks over at you as he gets slobbered on.

“Yes I am, gotta keep all the Hollands in check in this household” A grin comes to your lips at your statement. Hands going up to your hips.You were such a mom but you loved it, every minute of it.

“Not even yourself love?” Tom gets up heading towards you. His arms engulfing you into a warm hug.

“I married into the name so I just have to watch out for the rest of you guys, that’s what mom’s do and what wives do Thomas Stanley Holland” You smirk up at him causing a chuckle to come out of him.Tom’s lips press against your forehead repeatedly. A moment of silence fills the air. It was these moments you loved with your husband. Peaceful moments when he wasn't tied up with work.

“I love you darling” His accent soothing you.You loved everything about this man with your entire soul.

“I love you most” I whisper resting my head against his chest. Swaying together in the kitchen as he hums ‘Can’t Help Falling in Love with You.’

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