#I’m sure this will be expensive too 🙃 likely looking at a crown 🙃🙃🙃

[fitgothgirl]

On vacation at the lake house and dealing with some sleep deprivation bc my body is just not wanting to sleep here despite my meds, plus the baseline of overall vacation stress, and now my fucking molar just broke out of nowhere. It must’ve been cracked already and something I ate must’ve been the straw the broke the camel’s back. I didn’t even feel it happen and just thought I had something in my teeth and then realized when I tried to floss. Like 20% of my tooth is gone and stuck in my gum, but I don’t want to take it out in case that’s the only thing keeping my root not exposed. It’s sensitive right now but not that sharp electric pain an exposed root would cause.

Anyway, the broken tooth thing just set me off with crying because of the preexisting stuff making me emotional I guess… I’m with a bunch of family and my bf and we’re over 3 hours from home; if I had to leave then my bf would probably need to come with me unless he could get a ride with other family later in the week, so that’d ruin his vacation too. And we’d miss the big 4th of July celebration tomorrow obviously.

I love my family and I love being up here at the lake, especially on 4th of July, but tbh I just want to go home right now even if I don’t have to - not out of worry for the tooth (although that does apply), but just out of frustration with all this.