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necromimetics · 11 months ago

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my hands a year and a half ago: heavier weapon? pommeling? no problem. i have the strength for precise point control under any conditions

my hands now: this epee is 30g heavier with a slightly more forward weight balance than the previous ultra light weapon you custom built for me :( a thousand curses be upon ye

#stupid fucking connective tissue disorder I swear to god #my primary weapon broke and the blade on my secondary weapon is a bit heavier #still significantly lighter than a standard blade plus I use lighter guards and grips #but my hand was not fucking having it #I made it like five bouts before my hand got so tired and painful I couldn’t hold the weapon at all #and I’ve been getting sharp stabbing pain in my wrist since practice last night #along with extra general pain and weakness in my right hand #I’m literally devastated over my primary weapon breaking that was my BABY #and I can’t afford a new blade like that #I’m dying guys #sky.txt #fencing

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