#I’m literally blown away by these asks they’re seriously making my day 😭

[albatmobile]

The duality of you to write such excellent readerxfem characters and turn around and write Emmy worthy dicking down scenes.

😍 I’m blushing

[messrmoonyy]

Messrmoonyy, I don't even know how it flew by so fast, but it's officially been a year since I started reading your fics. And throughout this year I experienced so much through your work, so i’m here to say a big Thank you!

Reading your writings is truly a magical experience. I always immerse myself completely in your words, they’re like my secret portal which takes me to another universe. I found comfort in them, i laughed, cried on a bathroom floor, was rolling around the bed while screaming and biting mi fist… I've been to Jackson, Boston, Lincoln and wherever you took me, Messr. You’ve been feeding my lust for Tess for a whole ass year now and I’ve read every single one fic from your Tess masterlist several times and absolutely loved and devoured every word of each. Pure talent and perfection. I admire you, your creativity and ability to breathe life into your writing, your kindness and helpfulness. You were actually the first person I read my first fic from and i was blown away as your writings are seriously better than many published books i have read. Since then, I can't remember a single day where I haven't checked your page. I’m thankful for all the excitement when you posted something, for counting down the days till the next week’s upload, even my destroyed sleep schedule and sobbing into the pillow uncontrollably (yes, i’m talking about 5+1 which i’ll never recover from i decided) and endless rambling to my friend about how much i loved everything about your fics. Your talent is truly remarkable and phenomenal and i’ll never shut up about it. You’ve inspired me so much, you’ve evoked strong emotions, thoughts in me, ignited my imagination through your words and kept my obsession with Tess alive. It’s been a rollercoaster of emotions thanks to you, and for all that I owe you an incredible and huge thank you. So thank you so much for everything Messrmoonyy, I hope you know that even through your writing you are so so loved and aprecciated (all over the world i belive, i’m from Slovakia so also my english might not be perfect) and I wish you a wonderful day filled with joy and happiness, i love you! 💗💗💗

Plus i’m sending you pics of Tessa, look how she’s grown!!🤗

IM GONNA CRY WTF MAN 😭😭🫶🏻

I literally don’t even know what to say to this, you are so unbelievably kind thank you so so much. Honestly I always look forward to your feedback on everything I upload you have always been so incredibly supportive of anything I put out and it doesn’t go unnoticed I assure you. You are an angel.

I honestly can’t believe today is a year since I posted my first Tess post and I’m so thankful for everyone who’s come along with the journey and watched me improve and grow and fall into my own style. My number one goal is always to try and make people feel things, to be able to even just escape for a little while. And I’m so glad it comes across.

I honestly just don’t even know what to say I’m seriously gonna cry and re read this ask a million times over. Just thank you so so so much, for your kind words always and just cheering me on with every single thing I upload🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻

And give your sweet baby lots of pets and nose boops from me.

[chateautae]

Thank you for the masterpiece that is hotf!!!! I’ve been waiting on my toes for part 3 to drop and as soon as it did I literally had to stop what I was doing and was neglecting my chores all day cause I had to know how it ended hahaha

I’m soooo happy that they were together in the end but holy moly I think they need couples therapy 🥲 as loveable as they are, both of them are so hot tempered and do the thing that my parents do all the time which is argue with each other even though they’re arguing for the same thing but they don’t realize it cause they’re not listening to each other. When it boiled down to it, both tae and the oc wanted to be together forever but they were so blinded by their own strong opinions on marriage that they just ran around in circles arguing the same thing over and over!!

Also god bless tae but he kind of had horrible timing 😂 he had that eye opening conversation with Jimin and yet waited a whole year, while oc was trying to move on and build a stable relationship with someone else, to confront her and tell her everything he should have told her (like the bit about his life being so much darker without her) before things got serious with Jin!! I know love makes people do crazy things but what if the oc was genuinely almost over him and he comes up to her and reopens her healing wounds by telling her every single thing she’s been wanting to hear since the beginning of their relationship? I feel like he took a huge risk with her feelings by doing that!! I’m curious what made him choose that moment? Was he just building up the courage to finally ask her to marry him or was it like he heard from their friends that Jin was gonna propose so he was like oh shit I gotta go stop them??! Let’s say Jin wasn’t planning on proposing anytime soon, would he have continued to secretly love her while she got more and more serious withJin? I’ve so many questions that have been bouncing around my head all day!!! Lol

Honestly though, I’m so blown away by the quality of your writing and your ability to make your readers feel so many different emotions!!!! I seriously went through crippling heartache to full on adrenaline rushes to being h*rny when I read the smut ahdhdvvfjdjf ahhhhh you’re so frickin cool thank you again for this lovely story 💗

AHH OMG i'm so glad it was worth dropping your chores 😭tysm for reading and all this lovely love!! You're so correct anon, I wanted to create this constant back and forth almost but it's quite literally the same thing they keep arguing. Sometimes we get so blinded by our emotions or feelings that we stop entirely seeing the other person and I think both these strong-headed characters really had that issue!!

YES MY BABY TAE you know what, I feel like it would be beneficial towards understanding taehyung's character if I possibly write his point of view during the times they were separated? What do my hotf!readers think? Because taehyung himself in this story is such a rich character OOF. But the reaosn why he chose that moment is because he really was trying to work through his trauma with love and marriage and building the courage to eventually propose. The reason why he didn't enact jimin's advice at first is because of that conversation they have on the balcony at miso and seoyun's engagement anniversary party. That's a very crucial point in their relationship because this is where tae tries to fight for her. He brings up older memories and tries to subtly win her back because ofc, she was with seokjin and taehyung probably had the fear that if he's too hasty and pushy about wanting her back it may acc drive her away all the more. So when oc told him that this is their final goodbye, I think tae being so in love with her and simply just wanting to see her happy, let her go in that moment. And I believe he tried moving on himself, tried to build his own life too until he realized that there's no point if he's living without oc. So yes tae overheard miso and oc's convo at the library and he asked miso and seoyun for details and flew his ass all the way to la for her!! He alway she did like romantic gestures 🥺 I think if Seokjin didn't propose he would still be working on trying to eventually win her back, but hearing that he was going to lose his girl tae was like NOPEEE NOT ON MY WATCH!! 🏃🏻‍♂️🏃🏻‍♂️💨💨

[creepweirdo]

It does feel like a good match! I can’t give away my exact kpop obsession because I’ve been posting about them on my previously no kpop blog so it might give away some of the ~mystery~ of who I am (probably not because fandom is big but just in case). My favourite boys have done some blackpink covers so I started listening to more of them too! I didn’t know about the Netflix doc, I’ll watch it. 1/2

My mutual showed me an nct graph/chart thing? With all the members and I cried in fear at the amount of names and how complex it was haha I’ll try again Ahh classic. It was tumblr gifs got me too. I have one mutual (the same one who got me into kpop and they’re smug af about both) spammed my dash with these gorgeous looking people and like the weak bi I am, I had to find out more. I went right to Netflix and watched cql then the special edition on youtube. 2/3 lol

I love that you dove into fic first that’s probably smart because there are so many characters and names to learn. I haven’t watched the donghua, only read the book and some mdzs q. I’ve read some of those fics, but not all of them – so thanks for the recs. Okay two questions today – one mdzs and one not. Who are your top three characters and why? And for non-mdzs hmm what do you like to do in your spare time if you have any?? (I talk too much whoops) 3/3

hi classified cultivator!!

(i’m going to answer under the thing bc i too talk to much 😔💔 lol)

LMAOOO literally! omg i need to find that chat! or watch the nct guide thats in my youtube watch later hahah - it’s an hour and 20 minutes long though,,,, i’m crying in fear as well 💀😭 i watched their new mv that came out today?? (its saying that it came out 17 hours ago - that still counts as ‘today’) and they all appeared at the same time 😳😭i needed a trigger warning tbh.

omg i need to watch the special edition! i have it as a saved playlist on youtube hahaha i’m just not ready to be emotionally destroyed again yet 💔

omg top three characters!!! HAHAHA i’ve been thinking about this. so of course i love wei ying HOWEVER i feel like i relate to lan zhan so much more so he’s my absolute favourite. he was just such an awkward gay disaster as a teen and i FEEL that. and ahhhh (its probably more fanfic meta bc i still haven’t read more of the novel) but the way he’s just physically unable to talk about his feelings 💀 i feel that.

my second fave would have to be nie huaisang ❤️ once i finished cql and watched fatal journey i was just blown away bout how much of a mastermind he is! (and again after watching them they provided so much more context for his characterisation in fanfics LMAO) i also recently read this post on here talking about the foreshadowing at the start of the series - nie huaisang stalking and catching that bird for three days vs him planning the demise of jgy LMAOO. he’s such a king love him.

and my third favourite 🤔 idk it’s probably a tie between jiang cheng and nie mingjue 💀 jiang cheng more seriously bc his life is so tragic and painful but he’s so emotionally constipated and such a baby that i’m like LMAOOO 🥺❤️ i’ve read a few post-canon fics where jiang cheng and wei wuxian fix things between them and they’re always really nice. AHAHA another reason why i like him is because of that scene at the beginning of the show where jiang cheng and lan zhan are sitting at opposite ends of a table waiting for their juniors finish their hunt and they’re just looking at each other in silence with such hatred 💀 it makes me laugh to hard lmaooo.

(nie mingjue is a fave mostly for the meme. idk ever since i saw him in cql i was like 👁👁 i just think he’s neat. we bonded over our hate for jgy ❤️)

i saw this tiktok the other day which was like how hard it is to answer “when people ask me what i do in my free time bc i literally don’t do anything”. which is so me 😭😭 when i’m not at work i’m literally either sleeping in, or on my phone/watching youtube on the tv HAHAH. i did play a lot of animal crossing until like two months ago because i got bored of it 😔 and now i’m waiting for christmas for a new switch game (the legend of zelda age of calamity). my parents said that they would get it for me as a gift but ahhhh i want to play it now hahah i should have bought it for myself. another hobby that i haven’t done in a while is embroidery! but i accidentally got bored of it while in a middle of a piece at the start of the year lol 😳 i should get back into it lmao 

but yeah mostly i’m on my phone... looking at posts about mdzs or reading mdzs fanfiction... i am waiting for the next semester of university to start back and then i feel like i’m actually being productive hahahah.

thank you for the questions! i hope you have a good weekend ❤️