#I’m glad I didn’t lose winters when pawpaw died
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Last gasp of winter :(
#I’m glad it died how it lived#a reasonably cool day with a high in the mid 70s#sometimes you see your breath for the last time in a season and you don’t know it#realized the seasons changed a few days ago and I’ve been really sad about it#I think I just like winter#I think if I could reverse hibernate I would#only be alive 3 months a year#January February March#(since you’ve gone away I have gone astray I am sinking slowly into madness)#that’s a Why? song#but I think I just got the connection#that those are the three months of Winter#and winter represents loss for a lot of people#but it genuinely doesn’t for me#I’m glad I didn’t lose winters when my mom went into the hospital#I’m glad I didn’t lose winters when pawpaw died#I’ll be glad to not lose winters again come next year#I hope#things are changing and I’m so scared#at least I’m watching movies again#goodbye winter I hardly knew ya#hello spring terrible timing#whatever
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